#anon this MADE MY ENTIRE DAY
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Your F&H OC looks really interesting! Are you ok with sharing some more information/lore about them? 🥰
An excuse to yap about an OC? ALWAYS!!
Like I said, it's still a work in progress and I will likely tweak some details to be more in line with the game lore, BUT!
I got really inspired by the concept of Rher agents, how they cannot really mention their allegiance, can't hurt anyone directly, but by manipulation and influence seek to thwart any attempt of ascension to godhood. Also I really wanted a funky harlequin character for some time so I just mushed the two ideas together and an OC was born. No name yet, here's what I got so far:
- Escaped youngest daughter of an old-timey noble house
- Joined a Sylvian cult, went through some gender fuckery
- Picked up by Rher, went through [REDACTED], became his agent
- Joined a group of traveling performers as a jester and contortionist
- This clown costume can hide SO MUCH body horror. Sexy sexy body horror.
- Quietly seeks anyone attempting ascension to get rid of them
- Apparently their father secretly helps with a new god project, so back to the old family estate we go
- Noone recognizes them, the group gets hired as future human sacrific private entertainers of the house
- Their former-older-brother gets really inappropriately interested in the gnc jester twink that maybe reminds him of his long lost younger sister
- What a lovely opportunity to gain some much needed influence and manipulate him to kill the father sometime in the future
- Hopefully he's into an unusual amount of limbs, tentacles, holes and eyes in unexpected places
- Also servant children are going missing, but who cares about them, really (idk myself what they do with them, maybe the kids get eaten)
That's where I am so far, rotating them in my mind and figuring out more details. I loooove the world of F&H and its potential of so many little fucked up stories and characters living in it, and it makes me happy others think similarly!
#crimson answers#fear and hunger#fear and hunger oc#mentions of incest and body horror#i mean its f&h thats part of the package#thank you anon you made my entire day#i need to draw them more#original characters
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your lamb posting has affected us to a point that I dreamt I got canceled on tumblr.com for looking at too much lamb fanart–
Anon, I am so, so sorry about that. Both because that dream sounds incredibly unpleasant, even if I find that incredibly funny (I still feel bad for you though, I hope you have some amazing and sweet dreams tonight forever-more)-
-and because, ironically enough, despite all the lamb posting I'm not even in the Cult of the lamb fandom.
My friend is the one who's hyperfixing on CotL and I usually go into the tag of whatever fandom they're hyperfixing on to send them posts, but when you go into a tag tumblr usually starts reccomending those posts to you, and the problem with the CotL fandom is that the fanart is So incredibly compelling and good.
I really, really like the fanart. The character design, colors, humor, story lines, expression and sheer beauty of the fanart produced by this fandom is just astounding. I'm in awe of it. Shout out the those fanartists, I am dazzled by it all.
The real problem comes in that if I see good fanart, I obviously give it a like. Unfortunately, I've hardwired myself into reblogging everything I give a like to, so now my dashboard is just. Filled. With CotL.
So, its kinda been a snowballing effect of:
Looked for pretty fanart to send to friend.
See pretty fanart
Send to friend
Ooh, its very pretty, gotta like it. Oh shit, now gotta reblog it.
Tumblr: oooh, the little boything likes and reblogs? SEND MORE LAMB!
See the fanart, send the fanart, reblog, now there's more fanart!
I'm trapped in a vicious cycle anon. Its destroying my life and dashboard anon. I'm ass deep anon, I think I've seen like one Svsss fanart and not a single transformers fanart or post. Its all just Lamb and defeated cat god everywhere.
Which is good for the friend I keep sending CotL posts to, but not good for me (Since I'm currently knee deep in transformers) or for the mutuals (who are not into transformers or CotL. I think?)
(The cotl fandom kinda reminds me of the scum villain fandom in terms of quality, humor and beauty. The fandoms give off very similar vibes, which is ironic considering the one and only CotL fic I read was an Scum Villain CotL au. It was really good!)
Anyway, I'll try to reblog more posts about frogs and non-lamb related posts, I might just end up the next victim of the Lamb fanart tumblr cancelling dream. I really can't afford that, my dreams get hyper-spesific and incredibly weird.
I hope you have an amazing day anon! I hope something good happens and that you get to eat your favorite snack!
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Ok peace for a few days everyone buh bye!
#im in the home stretch of college and dared to think about transitioning when i get to move out and it made me like so happy i cojld#cry just imagining it n it felt the most achievable it ever had. poof! all gone. i sincerely am feeling very paranoid so im logging off#social media for a few days bc my entire dash and fyp is just how scary everything is#and kind of making ms want to put a gun in my mouth im not gonna but it feels really fucking bad rn. well make jt though we have before we#will again. i just hate having to see that mans face on every tv screen outside my own room in this fucking house bc my parents are neck#deep in this bullshit. ok. thats my vent byebye.#delete later#hal hour#ive been typing on an anon asking about my poem i will finisb and post it as well
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What is Twisted Wonderland and how would you sell someone on it?
Ohoho. Ohohohoho. Anon. You have activated my trap card >:D
(I'm about to be soooo annoying/unhinged and I'm sorry. I'm not.)
Alright, so:
Twisted Wonderland is a Disney mobile game made in Japan and co-produced by Aniplex. (Yes, that Aniplex.) I'm not here to sell you on the game, so much as the story, but it is a sort of story-book rpg with turned based fights and rhythm games, where you build character units from a gacha pull. As far as gameplay goes, it's very simple, and most of the emphasis lies on the characters and the story. And it's wonderful.
The on-the-box description of this game doesn't do it justice, per se, but that might be because Disney has a little bit of influence on it and they suck at knowing who their target audience is. It is about a high school based on classic Disney villains—but no, not in the way you're thinking, because I once made that mistake too. It is not a villain school. Rather, the world of Twisted Wonderland is its own entity, with characters built as sort of nods or foils to classic Disney characters. The world itself is somewhat built with these films as its past, and history has become so twisted (ha) that modern society views some of these classic villains as the heroes or supporting characters of their stories, and respect them as The Great Seven. (The seven in question being the Queen of Hearts, Scar, Ursula, Jafar, the Evil/Raven Queen, Hades, and Maleficent. None of them are remembered by name, though.)
The game takes place in the modern era, a society with both technology and magic. Specifically, it takes place in a magic high school called Night Raven College, an all-boys dormitory prep school where the only requirement to get in is a magic mirror that peers into your soul and determines whether or not you can a) do magic and b) kin the Great Seven. And, of course, the player character is a regular-ass human who gets isekai'd in and gets stuck with a talking magic cat direbeast named Grim.
Now. That is the general synopsis. I, on the other hand, affectionately call this the Mental Breakdown game.
See, here's the kicker. The magic system is pretty nifty; while it's functions as a standard magic-is-magic sort of soft system, it has ✨consequences✨
Magic has this byproduct called blot. It's this icky stuff that builds up when you a) use too much magic and/or b) are emotionally distressed. But less so in a "I'm panicked right now" sort of way and more so in a "I have chronic depression and/or anxiety" sort of way. And, when a mage is powerful enough, and sad boi enough, and then goes and uses way too much magic and sad boi juice in one sitting, this amazing phenomenon occurs called "overblot"—which is pretty much a super-powered evil form that turns the mage into the darkest form of themselves and then uses magic until they die.
Naturally, this happens in the game. A lot. The formula is pretty much that each "book" of the story, there is an overblot. One for each of the seven dorms, which are based off of the seven villains/the movies they come from. (And "based on" is pretty loose. Yes you can see the similarities, but these are dumb teenage boys with their own hopes and aspirations, and, sometimes, the game completely lies to you about what character they emulate the most. The guy who's Jafar? Well yes but he's actually just a really stressed out Genie stand in. The Hades guy? Whoops that's Meg. Is that a card soldier or the White Rabbit? Doesn't matter, he's got problems.)
The characters are so well written. I could gush about them forever, and they are the driving points of this plot and it means everything to me. They are some of the most traumatized and messed up individuals, but also, they are dumb teenage boys who do dumb teenage boys things. It is all incredibly well balanced and startlingly realistic for a game that amounts to beating the emotional constipation around people. Mostly because it cannot be beat out of them. The blot can, but they have to deal with their emotions with their own two hands, with varying levels of success.
And the shenanigans!!!! Oh, the shenanigans. I call this the Emotional Trauma game but I have once laughed so hard someone heard me through the floor. It's not all doom and gloom for sure. Sometimes you're watching your friend fall apart because his toxic mother instilled debilitating perfectionism and slowly start making enemies of everyone and sometimes you're sending three of the most gremlin students plus one cinnamon roll to infiltrate a gala that a bunch of weather fairies are throwing in the greenhouse because they stole your temperature regulating magestone to be shiny jewelry and you want it to stop snowing inside your dorm room. And sometimes you can have the exact same character who experienced losing his little brother right in front of him gush about a magical girl sledding anime and all of his gacha games. It is the best of both worlds.
And, that's not all! No, no. We get amazing character interactions. Not just pre-determined friend group interactions, but also random interactions. Yana Toboso (the writer/artist) really likes to stick names in a jar sometimes and make them interact and it is the best thing ever. Every single one of these characters I hold in my hands. Every single one of them gets to have their moment to shine. You can emotionally invest in all of them and be rewarded for it.
The game itself is free and pretty easy to get into. There's not really a bad power creep so you can get through it with what you got. Of course the fun part of collecting cards is that there are stories attached to them that you can watch, and those are also sources of joy. (And it's well documented, so you can find things online pretty easily to catch up and see more.)
I just think it's neat. (Read: I accidentally became wholly obsessed with this game and its characters and they are all blorbos to me.)
You should definitely fall into this rabbit hole with me :))) It's so worth it :)))
#twisted wonderland#ask#anon#I could gush about the characters individually but#we would be here all day#anyway I love them all#and this game does a surprisingly good job with mental illness and neurodivergency#despite never naming any of it#it's pretty obvious though#even if not to the character themselves all the time#also this game is absolutely gut wrenching in the most positive way#it accidentally made me reconsider my entire life and well being#when I saw a little too much of myself in one of the characters overblotting#like WHOOPS I see the issue#but that's a me thing#anyway its very good and I can easily be enabled into blabbing about it more#this is just a very general overview really#and if that's not enough then know that in the first book#I character once says “no I am not going to put down the shovel I am still DIGGING”#and that's when I knew this was going to be fun#and then the end of the book I hear the VA of Tanjiro have a full cry and I knew this was going to consume me#is a very good story and a fun lil game
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Hey, you probably don't know who I am, but I wanted to say something (Positive I swear!)
This is a little cheesy and awkward, but I remember all of your sander side's art, especially those outfit meme ones (I still love those)
I was 17 (I think, maybe 16) and remember having Tumblr notifications turned on, waiting for new art.
I saved EVERY piece to my phone and way always so impressed with your art and your creativity in changing the outfits
I'm almost 22 now, and I was looking through Tumblr and was reminded of your art and how wonderful it was. I went looking through your account out of nostalgia and its all as good as I remeber
I didn't comment much, if at all then, but I thought you might like hearing about how much I love your art, even if its a bit late.
Anon, I hope you know this means the world to me QwQ I don't know how long ago this was sent unfortunately, due to whatever has made tumblr unusable on desktop for me being the reason I haven't posted in a long long time, but I need you to know that this made me sob from joy like a dumbass /aff So much has happened since I've been able to share art here, and again unfortunately, with tumblr not even letting me reliably open my messages and a mix of those things IRL being tough/ not great to go through or talk about, I've just been unable to post the way I used to here. But make no mistake, every kind word, every lovely anonymous message like this makes things so very worth it. Anon, it is WILD to think that my art brought you such joy (/pos). Especially the outfit memes I did for fun (and always did waaaay too many of XD). I don't know if you still have notifs on for my account, I absolutely understand if it's been too long now, but thank you. Thank you for being such a wonderful and positive impact, and I promise you, it is NEVER too late to share with someone how much something they made/did brought you joy.
All this to say I am VERY sappy and VERY emotional rn, thank you Anon ;w; <3
#anon#I'm crying in the club yall#I'm so sorry I've been gone here for so long#I still love and adore each and every one of you#you all are the reason I get to pursue my art the way I can#and just... you're all wonderful#Anon you made my entire day#thank you endlessly so
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Genuine question- is writing someone you've been together with for a month a 3-page letter about how you're in love with him and wanna stay together after your exchange semester insane or just pathetic?
#for context tho- weve been a thing for 2 months and officially together for one month give or take#and during those 2 months we've seen each other pretty much every day and sleep over at one anothers places more times than we dont#seriously. i sleep alone like once a week lol#also he hung out with my dad for like an entire week so its not super unserious or anything#but still IS THIS CRAZY BEHAVIOUR YES OR NO?#im even turning on anon for this bc i need to know how far off the deep end ive gone 🥲#diary entries#i also made an accompanying spotify playlist if anyone cares.
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Same anon from earlier who sent that ask about how Dutch would react to javieran. I finished the fic but uh it's porn lol. If you're still interested it's "steady beat" on ao3
anon i would like you to know that i spent the first 20 minutes of my shift sitting in the bathroom reading this and i do not regret a single moment
THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD ARE UOU INSANE !-?/!?:3! JAVIERAN CONTENT WAS EXCITING ENOUGH ALREADY BUT PORN ??? AND SOFT, FLUFFY, HEAD-OVER-HEELS IN LOVE PORN ???????? you wrote this for ME !!!!!!! and i am SO GRATEFUL !-!2!2!3 OMG !!!!!!!!!! it was sooo good i was literally giggling and kicking my feet the whole time, you nailed their dynamic sooo so perfectly imo 😭💔 reading that was such a pleasure thank you for the food !!!!!
#kieran being trans ☹️☹️☹️☹️#u writing them to have an exaggerated height difference like i do (when i dont think they actually have that big of one) ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#u constantly referring back to javier having a metronome ticking in the back of his head is soooo beautiful to me he truly is an artist of#his own … like how a painter may see a scene out of any landscape they’re in or how a photographer may note the composition of the world aro#und them … javier taking note of kieran’s heartbeat as it is the song of his life is so beautiful. oh the artistry ….#so romantic …… you captured them sooo so well !!! i do so adore how you write them …#that was pure indulgence for me thank you for writing them exactly like i do i feel so fed#a few favourite lines that had me autisiming out:#‘how much further can they go until their veins join together and their blood flows freely between their bodies?#Until their stained souls tangle into binary stars and they are left as one person?#What would happen then?’#first of all; holy shit. oh my god. that’s so romantic.#second of all: SOO SOFFTTT UGGGHH i just KNOW they want to escape it all but more than that they would love to escape into each other. into#love in all it’s glory and in a gentility so rare in the world they live in FAWK GOD I LOVE WHEN LOVE IS SEEN ON A COSMIC LEVEL like it’s so#big that it’s small because it’s in every molecule every atom every breath every speck of stardust making them up#i’m gonna be sick#also#‘He’ll make a musician of his lover yet.’#had me going INSAAANNEEEEE !!!!! INSANE !!!!!!!!!!#SO GOOD I WISH I HAD THE TIME TO YELL ABOUT IT MORE BUT I HAVE TO GET ON THE FLOOR 💔💔💔#please know i loved it so much. truly made my entire day. thank you for sharing that with me. your writing is fantastic you are truly an art#ist#rdr2#(for the sake of my blog organization sorry tag)#javieran#text#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#anon
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Look, opheliasam . all I'm saying is that you're my weak spot. And I'm yours. And they're going to use that against us.
You don't mean that. We're—we're sambloggers…
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#God tho this does make me want to pull back up that notebook fic snippet i had#of Margo confronting Molly about this too but like with science.#Margo would know. Just saying. She knows. ⃪ does this mean you have Molly/Margo fic?
Hi anon! sorry this is now several days late but boy do I. ( watched FAMK for the first time in February, wound up with Pages and pages of fic snippets (for a couple ships, margo x molly included) in chicken scratch on physical paper which is always a great sign that im being normal about a show, thought I'd cure myself if I just watched the whole thing a second time and absolutely only made it worse. )
I meant to answer this ask by just typing up the quick excerpt of the fic I was talking to myself in the tags about but...... started typing and did not stop. It lives over here now! Was not the one of the notebook fics I thought would see the light of day but you know? why not.
(I assume if you're here you, like me, have already read all the fics to be found but if you have Not read everything in that tag already, highly recommend. this fandom may be small but boy did it have good food on offer when I rolled in four years late fresh off a few episodes and absolutely screaming.)
Since I went ahead and dropped that one on ao3 at like 4am i'll throw in something a little more typical of the the notebook archives - how about this thing that exists entirely bc i noticed that used bookstore you can see beside the Outpost in season 1 and it gave me Ideas
Sometime post crossword-quiz / pre- run-in at the Jazz club.
Margo walks fast past the Outpost on her way over to Bargain Books. When she can, she prefers to park down at the other end of the street and not have to go by that eyesore of a bar in the first place, but when you double the size of the astronaut program with twenty female ascans, you turn street parking into a blood sport. On her salary, no way is she playing chicken with the corvettes, not even to avoid mustering a polite smile for a coworker at his inebriated worst.
Most days, that’s only an issue if she swings by after dark, the hour when everybody’s trickling out and stumbling home for the evening. Otherwise, the dingy whitewashed plywood keeps a nice impenetrable wall between book-seeking passers-by and drunken test pilots. Today, however, a spell of perfect weather is conspiring against her. Someone has the door propped open with a rusty paint can, letting the sound of laughter of clinking glass spill through it onto the sidewalk.
A flash of green catches Margo’s eye before she can make it past. Despite herself, she recognizes that shade in an instant. It’s the flannel shirt she had to reprimand earlier that afternoon for bringing a lit cigarette into the sim. Molly Cobb, bent over a pool table, chin twisted up towards Patty Doyle, grinning like a woman about to win.
Just Margo’s luck that this is the perfect time of day—indoor light matching outdoor light—for Molly to catch her eye straight through the open door as she makes her shot. 8-ball, dead in the pocket.
For no reason she can think of, Margo feels heat rushing up into her cheeks.
She stalks into Bargain Books in a hurry.
The sweater-vested owner behind the front desk gives her the polite nod reserved for a good customer (and disinterested conversationalist) as she beelines for Paperback Fiction. She finished Matheson’s Ride the Nightmare last night— should have picked up two when she noticed how short it was in the first place, but nothing else tickled her fancy when she was in here a week ago, so here she is again, browsing spines. Maybe it's time to cave and finally grab a 10¢ copy of Rosemary's Baby from the stack on the end, seeing as it’s the one highly recommended title in her genre-of-choice the entire country seems to have read in the last couple years, but she already knows the ending (and the entire premise of demonic pregnancy does not appeal for tuning out after the work day).
She’s dubiously eying the back-cover blurb on a Chandler detective thriller instead when a voice over her shoulder says, “Oh, Patty loves this shit.”
To her great chagrin, Margo jumps, gasps, and drops her book. “Jesus, Molly.”
“My bad.”
Molly squats down to pick it up, slouchy brown corduroy flexing over her thighs. She fixes a bend in the cover before offering it back to her, but when Margo tries to take it away, Molly doesn’t let go. Instead, she adopts a playfully quirked brow and tugs it back towards herself inch-by-inch, bringing Margo, frowning, a step closer than she was before. “Came here to see if I could talk you into a drink.”
Margo’s voice comes out approximately four steps too high as she looks around for some explanatory audience and says incredulously, “In there?” with a jerk of her thumb towards the Outpost’s adjoining wall.
“Yeah. NASA central, shithole though it may be, but I never see you around.”
“Well, I’m not an astronaut.”
“Neither are the five white-shirts who monopolize the best booth in the back six nights a week. They don’t check for a pin at the door, Madison. That’d be no way to run a business. It’s a bar. Come have a drink with me.”
“With… you.” She asks because she expects there to be an and. Me and the other ascans. Me and the rest of you white-shirt types in the back. Me and Patty Doyle.
But Molly just raps the cover of The Lady in the Lake with her knuckles and says again, “With me.”
#margo x molly#thx anon!! be warned if you give me an excuse to say literally any words about this show im going to say them!!#whats that tumblr rule about like as long as you put a certain number of tags the next tags don't sort into search?#love to categorize things for myself dont necessarily need the entire fandom tag seeing my questionable 4am fic offerings#is it five tags is that enough?#for all mankind#molly cobb#margo madison#the notebook fic probably mostly wont see the light of day bc its a lot of just going absolutely overkill#writing single protracted conversations about every event that made me mildly insane through the entire show#which does not come together well into something that actually Goes Anywhere or god forbid Actually Ends#but yes lol i very very very much do have fic
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how do you write so well ? can you give us any tips for anyone who wants to start writing fics ? :)
-anon from France (・ิω・ิ)
of course!!! I'm not gonna lie.... I wing a lot of stuff when I'm writing so I may not be the best at giving very solid advice 😭 but, I will share some tips that helped me, and maybe they can help you too!
practice! def the most obvious one, the more you write the more you'll be able to improve. but practice isn't just writing, you can improve so much more by reading as well. or even watching a show or playing a game, indulging in a story you really love, you can learn much from that story to improve your own writings as well
write like shit! I heard the phrase, "write drunk, edit sober" a little while ago, and it's so perfect to how I feel about the writing process. just write whatever ideas you have, don't stress about your first draft not being good, or not what you'd like. no one can write perfectly on the first try, that's where editing comes in, to smooth out wrinkles and make everything nice. it is perfectly okay if you can only write a simple outline right now because you can come back and make it beautiful. write "lol I don't know what to put here" and come back while editing, put "insert romantic scene here" and continue. and seriously, don't be afraid to write something that's "bad" or "cringe" because nobody will read your first draft but you! just speak from your heart and your head will take it from there! and if you write something you really don't like, you're under no obligation to let anyone see it. writing a bunch of crap is a part of the process. you can never improve if you put yourself down, and don't allow yourself someplace to start
find your own flow! everyone writes different, some environments might work better for you and some might not. some people write while listening to music because it helps, I cannot because my brain would turn pickled. some can write thousands of words per day, some can only write 100. do what is best for you, try different things to learn where your best flow state is. don't push yourself to write when you don't want to or more than you can, your best work will come when you are most comfortable.
write what you want! write the story you want to read. writing is hard, it's often frustrating, but the story you want to tell is something only you can do, that's why no one has told it yet. enjoy the process as much as you can, the bad and the good!
#also this is a more specific tip#but the way I write is like#I warm up first with something small or by reading#to get my brain in a good mode#and then I edit first and then continue writing#editing gives my brain some building blocks to work off of#and I feel better about what I'm putting down#when I can see what I've already made and how far I've come#truly just practicing and never giving up is the best tip I can give you#even when your brain isn't working and you feel like you hate what you're making#don't give up or say you can't do it#I've been writing my entire life#and when I was young I used to hate that tip. 'just practice'#it's very frustrating to face at times#it's okay to be frustrated#but one day you will see how far you've come and be glad you never gave up#not sure if this will help but.... this is what I've got lol#love you anon!!! I'm rooting for you!#ask mags
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My yearning for the next chapter is growing teeth. Aaaaaaah! I can't stop yapping about this fic to my poor unsuspecting friends who don't know anything at all about Damen and Laurent! Please let me kiss your hands virtually and respectfully for creating yet another masterpiece! 💞😗
omggggggg thank you so much!!!!!!!! 🥹🥹🥹 you're so sweet oh my goodness!!!!!!!! and omg that's so cool that you're talking about my fic with your friend!!!!
i'm so excited for you to read the next chapter ily!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I thought I would be making this at a later date, but I’m going to state it now. This blog is not gonna continue.
I will leave it up as an archive, though I do not know how to deactivate side blogs, so as of now it will remain active until I figure out how to deactivate it.
That being said, through one of the victims, I wished to stand up for I learned about a blog that has actively been actively targeting Cerberus in a harassment campaign.
Do I support the things that Cerberus did over a year ago? No. I find disgusting. However, I am aware that they are trying to recover from this, in which I support the recovery from what they did in the past.
That being said, from what I have seen, the blog has consistently moved the goal post further back after each time it was met. If I am correct, this is a manipulation tactic (please do correct me if I am wrong on this. I do not wish to spread misinformation.)
What I do know is that they have been publicly spreading misinformation about ikamigami knowingly supporting a groomer. If any evidence to support the claim can be provided, then please provide it as it is necessary in cases like this to provide the evidence, whether it be in a Google document or just sharing the screenshots.
But I also know from what I’ve seen is that they used a manipulation tactic when bringing this up, which already makes me cast outs on the claim ikamigami supporting a groomer knowingly, especially when it has been pointed out that said groomer lied to the public
I also want to mention that this account seems to go against the wishes of one of the victims. the victim had mentioned that they aren’t happy with the fact that the document was being used to tear others down & being used as other people‘s moral high grounds.
I will admit I have gotten emotional looking through that blog as they seem to brush off any criticisms or concerns about the victims, when brought up by others, along with reading messages from the victims they made their account for. I am doing my best to keep those emotions separated from this blog, though I do apologize if they have slipped through.
For the victims that I wished to stand for, I apologize as I believe I have unintentionally harmed you. I went into this project, mainly with emotions without thinking of how it would affect my mental health, or a proper understanding of everything that has gone on in the situation. I do believe the blog that I am talking about here is in a similar situation to me when it comes to the creation of our blogs.
With That being said. I thank those who have come here to vent to me, give evidence, or just stood by my side and trying to help others. I’ve let you all down, and I apologize for doing so. And for the victim who had dm’d me, I’m sorry people are using the document from a year ago, along with what you experienced in the past in a way you are uncomfortable with. I do wish I could stop it for you, but I do believe I am powerless in this situation.
And with that, it’s farewell everyone.
#exposing the truth#hopeful final post#if I can be personal for one moment in the tags#This blog genuinely drained my mental health. It was… Exhausting to run to say the least.#And having to restrict myself with talking and act in a more professional manner did not help#Again I apologize to anyone I’ve affected negatively#I do not change my belief that the big blogs did cause serious harm#though thanks to an anon I got the day I took my break. It made me realize I didn’t really have a proper grasp on the entire situation.#I don’t think I’ll ever have a proper grasp on it#But from what I can tell it negatively affected a lot of people. And I just wanted to help.#This blog was genuinely a spur of the moment decision. I should’ve thought through with making it but I didn’t.#well… this is goodbye.#As much as I wanna say I’ll miss you guys. I’m probably not.#You seem like genuinely great people but the community is just too much of a drain on my mental health#if I’m asked by anyone to address the blog I was talking about in this post I’ll probably do it via DM’s#Unless the blog I am talking about seize this and wishes to make it public#Other than that I probably will not ever come back to this account again#I do believe I have a problem with rambling…#so with that… Goodbye again
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your vampire rpg game looks SO COOL OMG!!!! would you mind if you told us a bit about it? also i love your art SO MUCH OH EM GEE!!!!! the lineart and the shading and the coloring!!!!! have a great day/night!! 🫶
GIGGLING WILDLY. omg i'd love to--
Our game takes place in current-day Blackwater Bay, a make-believe city in California under Anarch with hella crime, just to keep things fun and funky. Our original party make-up included Prescott, a young Nosferatu with a penchant for dirt-bike-racing, auto mechanics, and being clueless, Tomasso, a ghoul-turned-vampire Lasombra who worked with organized crime in the city, his hired muscle, Dimitri, a massive Russian Gangrel with 0 braincells and a badger for a ghoul, and Candle, a (secret) Ravnos who travels the country in his van with his pet rabbit Brooklyn and has recently found himself in Blackwater. Tomasso (Tommy) eventually got his shit wrecked (got blown up) and Candle basically ended up Taking Ownership of Dimitri. Tommy previously provided him with housing, salary, etc etc, so Candle took up this mantle in Tommy's absence, as how lucrative career as a stripper left him with more than enough pocket change to Sugar Daddy.
Candle and Dimitri were easily the most fun dynamic in the game because they'd just Do Whatever. They're constantly just fucking around and doing shit. There's half a braincell between them and they're constantly prepared to fuck around and find out. Candle just tells Dimitri to do stuff and they do it. Hey, Dimitri, wanna go clubbing? Hey, have you ever been on a ferris wheel before? Dimitri let me paint your nails. Let me braid your hair. Let's play truth or dare. I dare you to pick up that guy and throw him as hard as you can--
Candle has HELLA high charisma stats and can talk just about anyone into anything, and though he's not super well-suited for combat, Dimitri sure is, which made them an absolute delightful power couple. On the rare occasion Candle was unable to talk someone down, he could just sic his Gangrel on them. Candle is very sassy, outgoing, and talkative, but also has a bit of a temper and when he tells people to SHUT UP AND LET HIM TALK people LISTEN because he just has that level of authority. And also, he has Dimitri.
My other favorite thing about Candle is that he's a ridiculously effective hunter. Stripping is both how he makes his money and finds his food-- one song on stage and the entire club is pretty much invariably enraptured with him, and he basically has his pick of the herd. All he's gotta do is suggest they go to the bathroom, to the back, to the alley, etc. for some fun and then uhhhhhhhh bite the shit out of them and drink their blood <3 works like a charm every time. He is so good at this, in fact, that he 1) sugar daddies the entire party, as he's by far the most effective moneymaker 2) when we're in a rush or if people aren't up for a long hunt, he will literally HUNT FOR THE REST OF THE PARTY FOR THEM and just bring people back to their hiding places to feed, because he basically NEVER misses and it takes SO little effort for him to do this.
And the whole time he's running around being this cute lil strawberry blonde with a rabbit in his purse ;3c
#and none of this is even touching on his complicated backstory which i could also babble about for DAYS#hes my special little boy#an absolute menace to society#i had no idea what i was doing when i made him as far as build goes but i accidentally made him#like#so fucking good#its a long-running joke in the group how the other party members roll their eyes at candle sometimes and underestimate him#but hes easily one of the most dangerous and powerful vampires in the entire city#i love him SOOOO much he is such a bitch#can talk his way out of anything#will tell you if he doesnt like you#if you do something he doesnt like its homophobia#he also plays like five different instruments#asks#anon#vtm#vampire the masquerade
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I just discovered your fics and I've been going on a tear reading through all of them. You're such an amazing writer! Your dialogue is unmatched
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Thank you so much, my goodness 🥺
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Hello! I've recentlyl found your blog and it's made me so nostalgic. You've managed to find fanart that I thought was lost to time. I was in love with prowl back in 2009 and these days he's a platonic f/o! I ship to optimus and bulkhead now! I'd very much like to hear about your oc! (selfshipping-haven)
AW THANK YOU!! God yeah he was my first real love tbh. I'd had little baby crushes before but Prowl unlocked things in me I didn't even know I had when I discovered TFA in 2011. I didn't even really speak English back then, I didn't understand half of what those guys were even saying but he was everything to me.
I haven't thought about transformers in over a decade until I recently made a new friend who's a fan, and at some point TFA came up and I sort of mentioned that I used to be in love with Prowl, so then one thing led to another and I looked him up just for nostalgia and oh. I remember him. We were in love. Turns out those feelings never left. So here I am.
Thinking back now I realized that there's a lot of things about my personality/me as a person that connect back to Prowl, because kid me wanted to be more like him, and I did, but I completely forgot where it all started. I do love that I succeeded to grow into a person he would like, it means so much to me. Coming back to TFA honestly feels like coming home. Returning to my roots.
Anyway, excuse the autistic rambling <3 I much appreciate this ask, it means a lot that someone actually cares enough to ask!! Looking at your blog though, I don't think you'd like Trixie very much, since her ship/story is pretty fucked up lmao.
I have two OCs I ship with Prowl (HEAR ME OUT LOL) mom said i could have two Prowl ships
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So. The first one, Ash, I made when I was 13, and they were a very made-by-autistic-child-esque overpowered self-insert. They had a different name and gender back then because I did too but the concept remains sort of the same: Prowl falls in love with a human, all is good for a while, and then there is an accident that results in Ash nearly dying, becoming techno-organic to save their life, and sporting a huge scar. I thought it was awesome, then later decided it was cringe, and now I realized it's actually based af so I revived them. I am cringe but I am free. Ash is great.
Enjoy a preview. Kitty cat. I love cats more than anything and this is a self insert so of COURSE they have kittycat ears!! Probably processor over matter'd them into existence too through sheer willpower. Because they're neat.
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But I did have a phase in I think 2019 where I briefly got back into TFA (but not deeply) and wanted a new OC, because I was in a very sad "noooo you can't ever make anything ✨️cringe✨️" phase. Dark times. I don't know why I let people convince me there could ever be harm in my joy. So I scrapped Ash and made a bot OC instead, because the whole humanxbot thing felt too self-indulgent to be allowed. And thus came Bird. (She also had a different name, but I revamped her completely in the past weeks).
I love Bird. She's honestly my main transformers oc. Bird starts out as a decepticon named PHANTOM-2918-4 (aka Phantom), who's tasked to spy on the Autobots, but over time she instead falls in love with Earth's nature and critters and realizes she wants to protect them, not harm them. Prowl decides to take a chance on her and train her (since Yoketron took a chance on him too). She changes her name to Bird because she loves birds most, since they can fly like her, but the ability isn't associated with evil.
Unlike Ash though, Bird x Prowl doesn't have a good ending because in Bird!canon, the finale still happens. She stays behind on Earth alone after everyone else leaves to protect it and honor Prowl's memory, but he's very much gone. She gets Yoketron's helmet. Their ship song is actually what this blog is named after (Saturn from Sleeping at Last).
#answered asks#two talks#two's ocs#oc: rise from the ashes#idk what the protocol is for if i'm in your dni but you're the one interacting first#but i HAD to get this ramble out it made my entire day that someone asked <3#i promise i'm just some guy. if that helps#i really wish we could be friends genuinely. i think Ash and your tfa s/i would get along so well#but you're free to block me if you prefer i'll respect that#i just don't support harassing people even over things i personally dislike. This is a no-hate zone we're all friends here#i'm very firm in my do whatever you want forever stance#the world is messed up enough we don't need to make it worse. take your hate elsewhere (general you; not you anon!)#seeing people spread hate and negativity makes me sad and i will never do that#also i'm gonna be honest with you. i'm a villain enjoyer and I love angst. i will not hide this#but i will spare you the trixie evil pet play arc lmfaoo#oc: the courage of stars
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oooh! i know you’re definitely a coffee shop au because vibes and all the character work you can put in. but you also give the impression of crossover fics I i know they get a lot of shit by fans but rise of the brave tangled dragons was an era and i can imagine you having your favs interacting in a shared universe because you’re really good at writing dialogue and character interactions. those are the fanfic cliches that i think fit you. but also fluff. pretty versatile but seen as cliche as a whole because people write it off on principle.
I'M CRYING SUCH HAPPY TEARS RN OMGGGGG
#anon i want u to know u have made my entire day holy shit#asks#what fanfic trope am i#anon#positivity tag#kept tag#things to look back on when i'm sad tag
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