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Social Media [Steve Rogers x Reader]
Summary: Reader teaches Steve how to use social media and he sees her more provocative pictures.
Authors Note: This was written with the intention of a second part so let me know by the end if that sounds appealing. Enjoy!
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Steve might have been over a hundred years old but he did his best to keep up with the times. Over the past two years of being with the Avengers, Steve and you had fallen into routine of you casually keeping him up to date with societal standards and routines. Whether it was explaining to him hookup culture or ubers, he was always attentive during your lessons.
You hadn't recognized it, but the past few months, Steve had been taking extra care to impress you. Listening and being there for you was something he took extra pride in as he wanted you to know that he cared.
Little did he know, you had also grown quite fond off the talks you would share. The way his shoulder would brush yours would send shocks down your spine as you tried to ignore any type of non platonic feelings. You truly believed he could never feel that way about you, so you did your best to maintain the friendship.
It was especially hard to keep this act up though when he was staring at you with those bright blue eyes that peered straight into your thumping heart, as he was doing now.
"Please teach me how to use the online medias. Tony won't stop posting pictures of my butt and posting them on the bird app calling it 'America's Ass'." Steve shuttered as he recounted the memes the team would make of him when he wasn't looking. Tony did have a secret spam that he would use to often make fun of the team in a loving way. Everyone assumed it was Peter's doing until you walked in one day on Tony snickering while posting a photo of Clint having fallen asleep in one of the vents.
Looking back at the tall and brutally handsome man in front of you, you sighed and patted the seat on the couch next to you. Steve gave you that faint worthy smile as he politely sat within arms reach of you. The body heat he gave off made you want to melt but you brushed it off and gestured for his phone.
"Oh right!" He fumbled as he patted his pockets down for the phone under Stark Technologies. Steve was one of the only people who denied all the updates Tony would provide for all the team's tech. You always felt bad as using technology for Steve was hard enough without all the constant updates of flashy nonsense.
"So first I'm going to go to the app store and download some of the more common social media apps like Twitter and Instagram." You gently explained as Steve watched you maneuver throughout his phone. He was always left in awe of how natural it all came to you.
"And I don't have to pay for it?" He questioned as you shook your head.
"Nope! Some apps cost money but most don't. Either way, Tony probably would cover it no problem." You stated as the apps downloaded.
Once they were loaded, you opened Instagram and began to sign Steve up. Since there was already an account for Captain America, run by the team's press, there was no need to create a professional one.
"Now I'm gonna make you an account just for your personal use, not to promote any avengers things. Just for Steve!" He nodded along as you rambled, just in awe of you. Honestly you could say anything and he would probably go along with it.
"You can use this account to post or not post whatever. Some people use it for aesthetic pictures they take, photos of friends and family or just selfies of themselves."
"What do you post?" Steve asked as your rambling was cut short. You should've expected this question but you never thought your crush/friend/coworker would ever see your feed (seeing as Steve is clueless when it comes to the internet).
You blushed and stammered to answer, "Well I post pictures of my friends, food I really liked or photos that I look good in I guess..." You mumble the last part and internally beg he wouldn't request to see it. The reason for this being that you had a couple bikini pictures up that usually weren't a problem or shameful secret, but you just didn't want Steve seeing them.
"Can I follow you?" Steve asks with a soft look in his eyes. Your heart fluttered as you pretended to be chill and shrugged looking back at his phone. You proceeded to look up your account and followed it before quickly exiting before he had a chance to see anything.
Steve smiled at you before continuing the conversation, "Thank you for helping me with all this. I didn't want to ask the others and have them make fun of me." He shyly stated as you looked at the man with wide eyes. You didn't realize how comfortable he felt around you until you realized you were the person he came to for help with all of this.
"Oh Steve, it's no problem at all! Plus you're such a fast learner that it's no big deal." Plus you loved being around him so that made it easy. You weren't gonna tell him that last part though...
After another hour of explaining how social media worked, Steve gave you another genuine smile and excused himself to go finish up a last minute report. The second he left the room you let out an exhausted sigh and sunk back into the couch.
Everytime Steve was around you, you got so in your own head that he basically consumed your mind. Little did you know you had the same effect on Steve. The second he stepped into his office, he let out a sigh he didn't realize he was holding. The only real reason he wanted to get on social media was to see all the photos you always seemed to be posting. He saw one of your photos on Natashas phone the other day when she left it out and had never felt so compelled to steal something before.
Within the privacy of his office, Steve finally brought his phone back out and opened Instagram. Going to his following page like you taught him, he opened your account and almost passed out. Right there on your third latest post was a picture of you and Wanda from a hike you had gone on a couple days prior.
Looking at the blissful smile on your face, Steve felt himself falling even harder for you. He continued to scroll through your account until he landed on one of your posts from a couple months ago. You had gone with the girls on a beach trip (funded by Tony) and had a mini photoshoot at the beach. Steve's face flushed bright red as he tried not to look too hard at the photo. He couldn't help but admire the red one piece you were wearing and how it hugged each of your curves in a way that left his mouth watering.
Fumbling to exit out of the photo before he continued to think the lewd thoughts forming in his mind, Steve accidentally hit the like button. Actively trying to not mess up further, Steve threw his phone across the room, hoping it would turn off. Digging his nails into the desk, he took deep breaths as to try and erase the image of you looking so breathtakingly stunning in his mind.
Hesitantly going to pick back up his phone, Steve noticed a new message from you. He quickly opened it up to find a text that made his breath catch, "Come meet me in my room in 10". Holy shit.
Authors Note: Comment if you want a part 2 with smut ;)
#fanfic#the avengers#fluff#steve rogers#captain america#avengers x reader#steve x reader#steve rogers x reader#captain america x reader#marvel mcu#marvel#bucky barnes#marvel fanfic#marvel cinematic universe#marvel fandom#chris evans#thunderbolts#steve x y/n#steve rogers smut#steve rogers imagine#steve rogers fanfiction#female reader
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current original work protagonist is the magically powerful bastard child of a clan with mind control; her thing is that she despises them for how they treated her mother, is plotting their downfall, and considers herself morally superior to them. like the rest of her family she on some level considers it her natural right to maneuver other humans around on the board, but she has trained up her charisma so that she can manipulate and gaslight people the old fashioned way instead of using dark magic, which is Bad
#rambl#this is not a type of person I have written before so there are Challenges but the character premise delights me#i do worry this has the palpatine problem (I haven't watched the relevant star wars but tumblr commentary leads me to believe he's a#badly designed character power wise)
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I know I’ve said this before, but as much as I think gallifrey really wouldn’t work all that well outside of audio, I would absolutely love to be able to see character’s mannerisms, how they stand, how they walk, the facial expressions they make. I want to see the stupid time lord outfits and the halls of the citadel and what low town and the outlands look like, what the houses look like, I really just wish we had more visuals of gallifrey
#the problem with wanting any of that is that I don’t trust anyone we’ve seen write gallifrey for the show for new who to do this even#remotely right#like the new who depictions of gallifrey feel really stripped of any culture or personality#but I just want to see narvin and Brax on screen#(come on new who writers)#(please)#(I believe in you you can put them in the show)#doctor who#gallifrey#j rambles#I also think like a gallifrey book could be really fun#we get descriptions of mannerisms and expressions and I don’t have to look at them fuck up the costumes and set
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genuinely hilarious btw how people on twt want soo bad to make matteo a villain in jannik's story or some shit like it's a disney movie. less than a month ago he said they'd talked recently and he's never had anything but good things to say about jannik but to some people it'll never be enough because he made a decision for his career that i understand is hard to digest but it has nothing to do with his relationship with jannik, jannik himself said it doesn't bother him, they both have never indicated they weren't on good terms. like yeah we can't ever really know the truth behind what they say in public, but i think we should stick with what we can see and read, yeah? because making wild assumptions based on nothing doesn't lead to anything good, it's just speculation and i don't see what anyone gains from it?? i think maybe some people need to grow up and accept that they don't know these people. they don't know jannik and what he thinks or feels or who he talks to or who avoids him or whatever. we know what he shows and tells us and that has to be enough because otherwise we go down dangerous paths
#these people don't even write fanfiction they don't even speculate for the fun purpose of writing gay sex#they don't have fun at all they just enjoy making their own blood boil#(jokes aside obviously we shouldn't go too far even if it's done for fun or fanfiction or whatever#there are always lines not to be crossed)#anyway if i can be perfectly honest i think some people just have something against matteo and have for some time#and they JUMPED at the chance of having a “good reason” to say shit about him#now i'm not saying everyone has to like him. and the same thing i said about jannik goes for matteo. i don't KNOW him#but again. i see what he shows of himself and he's quite an open person#and nothing i've seen of him has ever made me think he doesn't give a shit about his teammates and his friends#is jannik his friend? idk man only they can put a label on their relationship if they even want to#but clearly they're on good terms and like each other - from what they've always said as both players and people#and if people want to believe all his words about jannik are empty and meaningless then fine. i personally don't see it that way#because i have no reason to from - again - what matteo has showed of himself over all these years#anyway i rambled but this bothers me a bit#i'm not even looking at this from a ship perspective idc that's just for fun#i'm just bothered by the way people try to skew reality to prove their own theories because they don't like someone#and act like they're some kind of protectors of jannik or something (as if jannik needs it. he's a grown man with people around him who#actually care about and know him)#and then these same people don't even give a crap about people on the tour who are actually bad people. in the most objective sense#petty speculation about who's a friend and who isn't and not even a minute spent talking about the domestic abusers who are THE problem#in this sport. i'm not comparing the two things to be clear i'm just saying it frustrates me that this is how people want to do justice or#whatever the fuck when they could shine light on things that matter. i know i know they're different things#and we all talk about things that don't truly matter all the time#i just think. if you're taking things seriously#take things that ACTUALLY matter seriously. not fucking. matteo's one who didn't send jannik a text because he hates him#like WHY are you wasting time with these baseless speculations and you're being FOR REAL#i understand a bit of like. fun speculation ooooohh who was he talking about 🤭#but there's people in italian tennis spaces online who are actually like serious about this matteo and jannik have fought shit#and they're under every fucking tweet going ON about it. PUT THAT ENERGY SOMEWHERE THAT FUCKING MATTERS !!!!#whatever. whatever
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Where my Eddie meta differs from the popular fanon is I don't think all his problems are because he's gay and I don't think kissing a man would heal him or really benefit him much at all. (He is gay but that's not important right now)
#adding the last line so people dont think this is a straight eddie post#people like to go on about repression but the thing is i dont think hes repressing being gay#i think he genuinely doesnt know#buck 🤝 eddie thinking everyone checks out men#whether he is gay or bi or whatever he clearly believes he is attracted to women and is trying in his relationships#and is confused when they dont work out#obviously his gayest relationship/breakup was ana because they were going to d- shot by fox snipers#but to him he just saw it as him losing attraction#(there is gay meta you could do here with his reaction to that being to just stick it out and his only other real relationship at that point#having been with shannon the mother of his child)#yet for some reason people seem to have decided he knows hes gay and is stringing women along??#if eddie knew he was gay i really believe he would not date#and also he would already be with buck but this aint about him#anyway my main thing is eddie has a lot of problems and torments but i dont think being gay is one of them#and even if he knew he was gay that would not help much in this scenario besides being with his soulmate#which would heal him in many ways#but the chris and his parents problems would still be there#and kissing a random man or being with a random man would do nothing for him#buck had to realize that while it was important to realize he was bi it also didnt heal him#i dont think eddie would even have that i really think he would just go oh okay well anyway#im rambling its not even 9am but back to the repression repressing it would require him to know it and i dont think he does#and argument could be made for him repressing his love for buck but i dont think thats exactly it either#i might make a another post more about that so im going to hold that thought#but eddie is typically very self aware so maybe thats soke of where the idea comes from but in line with that self awareness#i dont think he would date women or say hes straight if he was aware he was gay even if it was something he was repressing#(i also dont really think he would repress being gay if he did know)#eddie diaz#original txt.
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steven quartz universe is a wild character because never before have i simultaneously had various facets of imagined scenarios in my head where a character is either: cis+, nonbinary, a trans boy, OR a trans girl before
like you could genuinely go ANY direction with this character and still come up with a satisfying and interesting bit of character work for Why gender is the way it do be
#like speaking of what i believe to be the canon flavor? steven is cis+#in my canon adjacent headcanons? he is some vague flavor of genderqueer where he just Do Not Care about it#he/him is a matter of convenience really and gender is void#but auGHH i have been Chewing on the walls lately thinking about my lil ftm Steven idea#and like... some sort of post canon mtf is also interesting if one takes the angle of like...#trying to detangle your own gender feels from like. not wanting to be mistaken as your mom#it's not that being called 'she' was the problem back then it was everyone not respecting your own personhood#it's all delicious#nova rambles
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imagining a defiant interrogation whumpee who gets sick of saying "I'm not telling you" so they start going into what sounds initially to be them finally telling whumper what they want to know, but ends up being whumpee wasting time by just quoting a song.
#pyreprompts#whump prompt#I have a scene or two for Kevin specifically#'Why have I taken up arms against you you ask? Well#I was walking down by island bridge#Just rambling about- going as I please#That day was warm and there was such a gentle breeze#It was the month of April I believe#I strolled up by the monument then laid down in the grass#Then I heard a soldiers voice behind me. It said#Meet me at the pillar son meet me there at noon. I need you brave young Irishmen there's something we must do...#He said his name was Padraig Pearce and he just kept on calling me'#Meet me at the pillar is such a good song even if extremely call to action#But that's just been my vibe so youknow#Doesn't even have to be an interrogation really#'So what's with the red hair and green eyes combo? Isn't that a little on the nose for a fenian?'#'Well first off- it has been incredibly difficult to hide while trying to cross boarders you're right#Secondly that's just kinda what happens when you have a county cork mother and an ulsterman father.#It's just a horrid color problem I've been left with- this orange and green.'#I imagine Kevin specifically would take it as a challenge to 1. See how obscure a rebel song he can pull up and#2. See how long it takes for the other guy to notice not a word he is saying is actually true or relevant#The exact scenes I'm imaging are in a au idk if I'll ever actually post publicly#But I might write them as him messing around with Zander#I still need to post something with Zander maybe this will be it
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not the usual good morning post, but hello and morning! ( :
i’m deeply grateful to everyone who is looking out for me here — it truly means a lot and i appreciate it immensely. however, for my own peace of mind, i kindly request that you refrain from mentioning other users in my inbox, especially one in particular whom many of you are likely aware of. this is purely for my own comfort. thank you! 🤍
#— ai rambles#as a human when something that frustrates me is brought to my attention i tend to react#and unfortunately that reaction is often used against me to portray me in a negative light#while i believe the situation is pretty clear to those who’ve caught on to it#idc if there’s malice in your post or not or whether you post about the most popular character or what trope you talk about#or if you use general headcanons that everyone has silently agreed upon#my only problem is and has always been the fact that my content is consistently and not so subtly getting copied#MY content as in MY ideas that aren’t in the form of just a trope or a general headcanon#(+ the mimicking but ig that’s the lesser evil)#and then downplayed as a coincidence or my thoughts and ideas being super generic#i have never had this type of issue until this one blog i wish i never knew and crossed paths with .#another thing i’d like to clarify is — i never sent anyone an army of harassers . i don’t encourage this#do not put me in your ridiculous narratives#but it’s also not my fault if ppl start calling someone’s bs out#i never mentioned names or dropped urls publicly so it’s interesting how ppl so easily figure out who that person is
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remembering the time I asked my ex to please make some distance between himself & my bestie because of remarks he'd made to me about her body and his response was to get home, sit on the sofa and fold his hands, and look at me and say "since you're thinking I'm cheating on you, I can only assume this means you're projecting your own guilt onto me and you're the one cheating. I'd like to look through your phone now."
and guess who ended up being the one cheating 🥲
#he has Problems™️ with me labeling him as a cheater with my friends and family which. uhhhh. yes im aware that was an attempt to isolate me#and control the narrative so no one views him as a scumbag. but like. maybe dont do scumbag shit??#and in addition he says 'were we together when i developed feelings for her?' and forced me to say either Yes or No when. um!#its not a Yes/No type of question. we were working under the goal of making our relationship work. it's a nuanced situation where i did feel#emotionally stepped out on. and in any case he breaks up with me and immediately begins staying the night at her apt so literally what even#is the difference at that point?#we had a Grown Person relationship we have a mortgage we own our cars i supported him through hardships and we were planning on marriage#and its like. for him to have been in the headspace at ALL to develop feelings for another person is so hurtful. i can understand physical#i wouldn't excuse it but i can understand it. but falling in love? when i was a damned good partner to you?#sorry y'all i just. ummm. feel so trapped and afraid. i cannot believe the level of trauma his lack of empathy/compassion in the breakup has#put within me. it feels like no matter how much effort i put into trying to heal....nothing in my heart budges. the damage to my self esteem#is so profound that i honestly cant even picture the scope of it.#all the steps i took in therapy and things i did to lower my stress last year feel so useless against the fact that the man i thought id be#with for the rest of my life chose someone else over sticking it out with me. he chose the easier option. and i cannot fucking move on#anyway sorry for tag rambling i literally. feel so much guilt around venting to friends because of how he reacts to it#and because he snooped through my phone POST BREAKUP and i never know when he'll do it again#this is hell. how can this be the same man who said he wants to be friends with me?#personal
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roger waters and david gilmour would have either had a much better or a much worse relationship if they had just listened to plato and socrates and given in to their carnal desire towards their fellow man and just fucked about it in the first place but they really took the beautiful homosexual wisdom of man loving philosophers for granted and look where it got them
#lena.txt#me when i’m normal#roger waters#david gilmour#pink floyd#watermour#otp: our roles were complementary#i’m just saying they knew what was up#imagine the catalyst for the downfall of pink floyd being that they ignored the wise words of plato and socrates#and obviously the wisdom of billy joel but that goes without saying#i know this seems like a joke but it’s not even a joke like my sibling told me all about plato and socrates and their belief in queer theor#and like all of this shit and rules and stereotypes and stuff is all just a made up product of modern society#like if you’re a person and you want to have consensual sex with another person what is weird about that at all#like the concepts of gender and sexuality far predate us so why do we think we know best as a society????#i’m getting off course here but literally if these concepts did not exist the world and our attitudes towards this would be so different#this could solve lots of problems not just the schism of pink floyd#i just believe this is not how humans were meant to live#we place so much stock in these things that truly do not matter at the end of the day#it’s really sad that we do and now i’m completely off topic and rambling#i’m stoned and feeling a lot about plato and socrates as well as david and roger#pretty sure plato even wrote fanfiction about socrates no funny shit#also my adhd meds are working overtime rn so that plus smoking weed creates quite the beast in me
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Pre Dark Cybertron exRID it's pretty balanced towards its ensemble cast, but if there was a main main character it would be Bumblebee, so it is very hilarious how Optimus came and stole the show and made it All About Him when Bee complained that people won't respect him as a leader as much as they did Optimus and there was even a storyline in the Costa ongoing where even tho Bumblebee is supposed to be in charge Optimus keeps steamrolling him.
#and then he's stuck as a side character in Starscream's story 😭#i am so sorry Bee you were literally too good for this world and i really do love you and you're one of my faves#but i'm still an OP stan oh god I am part of the problem T-T#it had to be done because i firmly believe that if Bee and Windblade had been allowes to team up it would have avoided like half of it all#and Optimus wouldn't have gone off the rails aa badly#quetzal rambles tf
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As much as purity culture IS penetrating fandom spaces and sanitising them beyond their core intent, I feel like some of you are overusing the phrase "don't like, don't read" (and others like it). Rather in response to people being nitpicky about certain themes merely existing in content (fan-made or otherwise), you guys keep using it as a way to shut down critical discussions of your favourite medias in a way that feels oddly anti-intellectual and ironically puritanical in and of itself.
#my post#this isn't the only phrase this is being used for btw this is just the one I used as an example#“let people enjoy things” is also another big one#like I get why you'd be so hostile after so many people who are uneducated on fandom etiquette invaded our spaces and flipped them#upside down with the vitriolic cringe culture they cling to#but I feel like we're losing sight of our goal here#purity culture is a problem but someone isn't a “tiktok puriteen” for criticising your favourite media#freedom of speech means freedom to criticise#you can't advocate for a free and chaotic fandom space and then get mad when a fandom space is exactly that#you don't care about purity culture invading fandom spaces you just want to believe in and do whatever you want#without anyone challenging you for it#bit of a ramble I don't really want to tag this because I don't want to kick the hornet's nest too hard but hghhh#like I so get where these people are coming from#like this isn't really a finger wagging “don't do this” post more is it a “let's not do this” post#I actually saw someone make this point a while back on instagram reels and I completely agreed with them#this thought kind of just clicked with me right now tonight as I actually went through the logical journey to reach that conclusion myself#so now it's more believable to me than just someone telling me their perspective and me not having enough knowledge or wisdom#at the time to 100% validate their perspective even though logically I may agree with it at the time#fuck I was gonna say something else but I kind of forgot#OH YEAH#because I was definitely in the mindset of “omg purity culture in fandom is ruining everything this is ass”#which I still agree with btw it's just important not to swing too far because there's still valid criticisms to be brought up in fandom-#and media and it feels reductive to boil it all down to “purity culture”#even though sometimes people's criticisms can be ill-informed and slightly ridiculous in the way in which you can tell that this is a#insecure younger teenager who clings to insanely high moral standards so they can soothe their secret insecurities about how they're#somehow secretly a bad person for not living up to said standards#trust me I've been there before. Both the former and latter. But this is my take for now as I feel it's more informed and nuanced#than before#oh by the way when I say I've been the former before I DON'T mean I was ever a proshipper ew lol#may take down later
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my hater moment about marvel designs is that female superheroes are overwhelmingly young. and also other things but thats a big one.
#txt#extremely rambly and disorganized thoughts ahead. apologies.#maybe i should not be speaking on this since my favourite superhero medias are ones that are satirical of superheros#ie the watchmen & the tick. particularly because i have problems w superheroes as a whole#in that theyre either used to reinforce a national image or promote punitive & reactionary measures against crime#my only exception is batman beyond <3 <3 <3#so fair warning this is coming from someone who has a lot of problems with superheroes. particularly marvel#but i'm just of the opinion that a lot of marvel designs are just... not good...#the emma frost rivals design is really bad ok. Sorry. they dont need three blonde women with white suits and blue accents.#do u know how many times i confused dagger w invisiwoman. and now Shes here too.#but aside from a gameplay perspective. none of her elements look Good to me. she doesnt read as high fashion. the bob looks dumb sorry#and i am tired of the continued objectification of women in superhero media. like the thigh and breast jiggle physics for emma frost.#or how 95% of the women have the same face and body.#and they all look like they're in their 20s. but the men get to look old.#btw if i'm to be a bigger hater outside of just rivals its that i have seen One emma frost design i actually like.#i have very particular tastes about character design. and i'm aware i'm picky. but#superhero designs leaning more into making sure they're read as superheroes as opposed to reading as The Character kind of pisses me off#for some i think it really works. like spiderman. but others i wish theyd be a little more creative#and not just try to reinforce to the audience that This is a superhero!#like i hate captain america as a concept but some of his designs are dumb as fuck too. why is the supersoldier wearing spandex#why are some of the looks for the high fashion superhero so Boring. why does the weather goddess just wear a basic suit and cape.#anyways. this is all to say i believe that emma frost should be an old drag queen or some other sort of diva in her 50s.
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Hm...
#not to be really clearly be someone with Issues on the murder prison sideblog but I've never been this deep in a community before#I always sort of rest on the sides#I still do to some extent really#so I'm just kinda waiting to be attacked#if that makes sense?#like#I feel like a fraud who's tricking people into believing that im not a fraud#and once people find out im actually a stupid horrible person I'll be chased out into the woods#...god is this why I keep on getting Kazui in those quizzes?#but like- you guys have stuck around for this much of my ramblings but how much more? When do I Start being annoying and pretentious?#has it already started and I just havent realized?#in three months will I wake up to a callout post for something I never realized was a problem?#I dont know...#vent
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this is their dynamic to me
#i'm very much a believer that BOTH of them repress their feelings actually#i think the reason ppl wouldn't assume that ilana is the type of person to do that is bc how she makes a conscious effort#to present herself as someone who's (deceivingly) an open book#when there's alot of things abt her that's hiding underneath her friendly and happy exterior#like i literally can't stop thinking abt the homecoming ep#and how @ the start of that ep when lance asks her if she's ok and says she's fine when she's not#the whole reason why she poured so much work into the dance and why she snapped when they were fighting that mutraddi monster#when lance had the nerve to say it was just some stupid dance#she was literally using that as a means to cope w her feelings of homesickness bc likely felt she couldn't talk to lance or octus abt it#bc to her everyone sees her as this perfect and dutiful princess/girl that always knows what to do and this eternal optimist#i also could see ilana having a tendency to help other people's problems as means of avoiding her own problems#and thinking that theirs are far more important than hers#because in her mind her problems aren't really that much of a big deal and really it's fine#because after she should able to handle it no problem because she does such a good job at handling everything else#didn't expect my tags for this to result in me extrapolating as what i think ilana's potential issues could be but yeah#sym bionic titan#robi rambles
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me when nico is only ever portrayed as a loser idiot edge lord who can’t do anything as if he hasn’t repertory proven to be very intelligent, insanely strong and capable, and perfectly able to fight for himself
me when nico is flanderized by the fandom AND the fucking author
#seriously wtf#makes me so mad#like i get the cute and awkward teenager thing#but it makes me so mad#can nico just not be capable to you guys??#idk the most popular breed of sonlabeglo fics just don’t taste right#maybe i’m the problem#nicoooooo#nico is only ever the blundering and awkward fool#who can’t do anything for himself#and it’s so upsetting#the characters see him as taht and so does the fandom#and the author#and how will talked about nico being an edge lord#and isolated himself from the camp#DONT start with my omfg#firm believer in nico shouldn’t have stayed in camp#will pisses me off sometimes#that’s your boyfriend#talk about how much you love him#talk about how beautiful he is#and just let nico be smart because he clearly is#i hate the why rick and most fans write him half the time#maybe the problems me then idfk#ramblings of the insane
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