#angry kiddo

[your-radqueer-dad]

hell naw nigga wtf is this shit 💀 this is why we gotta put you troons in camps cuz what the fuck is a "transdead"

To quote the article about transdead

Transdeath, also called transdeathic and transdead, is an umbrella term for those who feel as though they should die, whether in a certain way or in general, should already be dead, or have died in a past life in a certain way.

"who feel as though they should die, whether in a certain way or in general." Sounds suicidal to me, but I've never claimed to fully understand anything. The rest sounds interesting, and I can see why a zombie overall would feel this way.

I don't suggest acting upon it. In fact, I've actively discouraged during anything besides things to damper the dysphoria that comes with living. Individuals with this type of atypical dysphoria may experience euphoria from things like:

Being cold

Holding still

Sleeping

Holding their breath

The biological human mind is a fascinating organ that can make connections and identity with anything.

There are mental conditions that can lead to this identity, such as Walking Corpse Syndrome. This is not invalidating the identity, but in a way validating it.

I have followers who can give more personal experiences with this, but from an outside view, this is what comes to mind.

[uhohdad]

@thesoundofrayne Dropped these DELICIOUS memes into about the KONIG X READER HUNGER GAMES AU in my ask box and I wanted to make sure there was a spoiler/read more so I hope you don’t mind me posting it seperate babe <3

more VICTOR II memes courtesy of @thesoundofrayne

‼️⚠️VICTOR II SPOILERS BELOW⚠️‼️

TGWCM memes

[awakenthebeing]

Can't remember if I already placed that roll dot exe here but. Bunch of sketches of megaman related creachers both being requests on insta and other doodles I made on my own time :3

[lets-try-some-writing]

Small request, you know how in tfa the jettwins( jetfire and jetstorm) are a product of a unethical experiment of starscream's cna, what if they were in tfp, like, hidden away from both decepticons and autobots bc starscream doesn't want them to be hurt for their power like he was bc they get discovered, what would both factions reaction be?

Papa Screamer coming right up! I always like having an excuse to write my dearest Starscream as anything other than an insufferable coward.

Double Trouble

Jetfire and Jetstorm were not exactly planned by any means, but the moment Starscream found them in one of the old council laboratories and saw that they were technically his, he took to them immediately. But not wanting them to be involved in the war, Starscream raised them in secret until they were old enough to not be in immediate peril of death and quietly put them into stasis pods. He kept them hidden within his personal quarters for centuries, carrying them in their pods when required to every new base of operations. The only bots who knew about the two sparklings were of course, his trine, and quite likely Soundwave (although there was no indication that the spymaster knew, Starscream was not one to put it past him).

Starscream originally intended to release Jetfire and Jetstorm from their stasis locked state once things settled down enough for them to grow up normally. But as his trine were killed and his only other true Vosian allies met similar fates, Starscream grew afraid. He knew that his sparklings had unique gifts and as time passed and Megatron grew more violent, he knew the warlord would make his little ones soldiers. And so to spare them that fate in light of rising suspicion, he bit back his own burning tears and loneliness and sent his sparklings away, sending their pods to a small inconspicuous planet called Earth. All reports indicated the world was organic and nothing there could really harm his sparklings, especially with how strong their stasis pods were. Not only that but no Cybertronian had paid the planet any heed since the golden age. It was a perfect place for him to hide his sparklings until the war was over.

He spent another few centuries enduring bitter loneliness without his sparklings near him. Even when stasis locked they still brought him joy, reminding him of why he was fighting. But without Jetfire and Jetstorm he grew more and more erratic, angry, and desperate. Megatron had to die if he was to be able to raise his sparklings safely, and he would stop at nothing to protect them. However he did not expect Megatron to take the nemesis to Earth after the fall of Cybertron. He could hardly control his excitement at the prospect of being able to collect his sparklings. He knew that he would be unable to keep his claws off their pods for long when he arrived, but he was also well aware of the danger that Megatron still posed.

As such he stayed his hand for months until Megatron took his leave and departed, returning to Cybertron for whatever purpose and leaving Starscream in charge. And without Megatron looming over his shoulder, Starscream hurriedly activated the locator beacons on his sparklings pods and woke them as soon as he found them.

In hindsight he should have made actual plans. He couldn't just bring them to the nemesis as it would surely lead them to be made into soldiers whenever Megatron decided to turn back up. But he couldn't exactly leave them out alone on some random spot on Earth. While old enough to walk, talk, and generally be a pain, both Jetfire and Jetstorm were by no means mature enough to not get caught by humans or other unsavory individuals. And with their powers brought into the mix... Starscream was stuck with only one real solution, that being to "kill" a Vehicon and task the poor bot with sparklingsitting while Starscream ran the Decepticons on Earth.

His method worked for the entirety of Megatron's absence. Jetfire and Jetstorm were located in an obscure and uninhabited part of the planet where they could go wild with their abilities. J02H the Vehicon took care of the sparklings when Starscream was busy, ensuring they didn't hurt themselves or get caught. And every day Starscream would go for a "flight" and bring energon to his little ones and the attendant Vehicon. Of course he would usually end up spending several hours playing with and teaching his sons until he was required back on the Nemesis. But everything worked well, even when a few more Vehicons had to "die" and be brought in as additional handlers for Jetfire and Jetstorm. It wasn't perfect by any means, but Starscream's unusual parenting kept his sparklings out of the war and that was all that mattered.

However after Megatron's return, things became far more difficult. The warlord was acutely aware of rations disappearing, and while he did not care at first for what Starscream did, his frequent "flights" and the consistent loss of energon started to draw Megatron's ire. The Autobots also started to catch onto Starscream's odd behavior as they began noticing his frequent visits to one rather uninhabited area of north America. Still he got away with it due to the stress of the war taking up most of everyone's time... until Starscream's exile. With no way to provide for himself, much less his two sons and their six Vehicon attendants, Starscream was forced to turn to the only bots he was certain would at least spare sparklings.

He called on the Autobots, throwing away his pride in favor of presenting the true love and desperation of a father, pleading with the Autobots for energon. They were reluctant, but after Optimus saw Starscream's young sons, he did not hesitate to offer his assistance. Starscream had the Autobots vow to secrecy regarding his sons, and this in turn led to an odd alliance, with the Autobots kind of taking care of Jetfire and Jetstorm alongside the Vehicons. Of course the sparklings were never brought into the Autobots base and were labeled neutrals to keep them free from any faction, but for reasons Starscream couldn't bother to fathom, there was always some Autobots hanging around whenever he came by to see his sons.

Some days it was Ratchet who would give the sparklings checkups, and when no one was looking, give them treats. The medic had no anger toward Jetfire and Jetstorm and even took time out of his day when off duty to try and teach them to control their abilities. He simply couldn't get enough of seeing innocent and completely unmolested sparklings and so came pretty regularly to visit even if Starscream wasn't all that fond of it. Bulkhead and Wheeljack made visits as well, usually to play with the two rambunctious sparklings and almost never ending well for Starscream or his Vehicons. More than once he had to replace a broken wall, soothe his crying sons after a particularly rough game, or frantically grab one of them before they could do something foolish. Bulkhead and Wheeljack ended up eventually getting banned from seeing the sparklings without Starscream present.

Arcee only dropped by twice, once during the Autobot's first visit to bring energon to Starscream and his little family and once more to bring the sparklings some toys that looked handmade. While it is unknown how she feels about Jetfire and Jetstorm, most can assume that she cares about them to a degree if the handmade toys are any indicator. The sudden appearance of school datapads for young Cybertronians and several piles of soft blankets also point to her having at least a little bit but no bot can confirm or deny this. Bumblebee on the other hand is very clearly obesessed with the sparklings, especially loving their powers and bringing all sorts of random things for Jetfire to light up and for Jetstorm to blow away. He thinks they are the greatest thing since purified energon and not even Starscream has the spark to try and drag Bumblebee away from his sons when the scout clearly doesn't have a bad circuit in his frame.

As for Optimus? Starscream wanted to ban him but can't bring himself to due to how kind, loving, and alive Optimus looks when handling his sons. His rational mind tells him he allows Optimus to bond with his sons because it will at least guarantee their safety should something ever happen to him. But deep down Starscream knows but will never admit that he allows Optimus to be with his sons because of how much happier the Prime looks when he tells Jetfire and Jetstorm stories. He is father, he can see just how much Optimus loves being able to be near sparkling after so long being at war and only ever knowing pain. And while technically still enemies, he is not one to deny a fellow parent the comforts that come from the innocence of sparklings.

And so for months, even after Starscream was allowed on the nemesis again, the Autobots kept their end of the deal and his sons were kept secret and safe. However word eventually reached Megatron after Soundwave was sent after Starscream during one of his visits. The spymaster watched as Starscream played with his sons, recording it all, even capturing an Autobot in a few of his recordings before reporting back. The whole nemesis was then thrown into uproar.

Megatron was angry more than anything else, hating that his second kept things from him for any reason at all and caring little for the fact that Starscream's sons were barely a vorn old. Soundwave did not have any visible reaction, but his quiet assistance by cutting surveillance data when Starscream moved his sons and their handlers to the Autobot base spoke for itself. Knockout was surprised but ultimately did not really flinch at the revelation. He knew Starscream did things secretly but honestly thought he was meeting an Autobot lover or something of the like. Learning that the seeker had sparklings was a welcome surprise and he quietly assisted Starscream's efforts to keep his sons safe when the opportunity presented itself. Breakdown was in a similar situation and only cared about ensuring that the little ones were kept away from Megatron. Even he could see what hell the sparkling would endure if they were brought onto the nemesis.

Shockwave did not care at all for the most part, only taking an interest in the sparklings abilities once he heard of them. He requested they be brought to him for "inspection" should they be captured but otherwise did not act. Arachnid could have cared less about the sparklings and kept her distance so as to not draw the ire of Autobots, Starscream, and his six Vehicons. The Vehicons on the nemesis however had wildly differing reactions. They all wanted to get in on the babysitting and tried desperately pleading with their previously considered dead brethren for the chance. They were denied as none of Starscream's Vehicons had any desire to possibly see the sparklings they had come to see as younger siblings come to harm.

As for Starscream himself? After the revelation of his sparklings, he fled the nemesis permanently, terrified that his sons might be harmed and throwing away all thoughts of conquest. While it was hard to adapt to the Autobots at first, living at their base with his sparklings proved to be a good choice as soon as MECH made their interest clear.

[skyblueartt]

Omg I think it’s so fun that a lot of people portray Henry as being religious, or at least somebody who believes in God, because as a bitch who went to catholic school for most of her life it is SOOOO FUNNN to project some of that religious guilt and trauma onto fictional people. Muahahaha

[skinreflectsthesun]

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[c-kiddo]

pretty much this article exactly say my thoughts of why i just dont care about the submersible. they catastrophically imploded, which is the nice way out for them, and also they collectively had more money than any of us could ever dream of seeing in our lives (all billionaires have blood on their hands. btw)

put my thought and general ick around the way it has all been spoken about into words perfectly ^

(turned reblogs off bc i dont want this treated as a news source with people sharing without even reading the article first, which is also an opinion piece not breaking news or something)

[crimeronan]

it's always wild to me when people make callout/negative posts about darius and lilith and alador and sometimes even eda going "wow, they're complicit in child endangerment and abuse." not wild to me that this is being acknowledged, in fact it's delightful when fans of these characters do it (god i love it when we acknowledge our faves' worst qualities). but VERY wild to me that some people apparently think this... like.... hasn't occurred to me before...??? i guess???

like. maybe i'm not the target audience, i don't participate in Fandom Discourse (TM) so i don't really know what the 2023 mainstream takes on these characters are or how bad they are. i'm not even in any owl house discord servers at the moment bc they make me anxious. so i just have my insulated bubble here and the handful of ppl i follow

but. i'm also always like.

uh.... yes. yes they have done bad shit. that's...... that's WHY i like them????????

[zundely]

I an in the middle of another DAII run as treat, and since I've been playing a very angry mage rebel woman I've decided this is the perfect scenario to finally interact with and maybe romance Sebastian since my canon Hawke and him never really clicked and I have been unsure about him ever since.

And guys... I think I finally get it. I think I finally get Sebastian Vael.

[tenderhooked]

lil babie 5 yr old jamie & his perpetually angry big brother roy is something that can actually be so personal............................ . . . ....

[dustyspines]

albus potter is just so angry sometimes like good god tiny man take a chill pill fr

[charkyzombicorn]

Can we please have more coraline au please?

Usopp stomped downstairs, fully intending for the neighbours to hear him. He finally stopped in front of a tall, worn wooden door and started rapping against it furiously.

Two seconds later the door swung in to show his pipsqueak of a neighbour. "You stole Kaya's doll!" Usopp yelled the second he saw the other boy.

"No I didn't! I hate that doll!" Luffy yelled right back, so Usopp shoved the doll Kaya had found instead of her doll in the kids face. "You did! And you replaced it with this cheap one!"

"I didn't do anything! The doll changes on its own!" Luffy replied.

"Yeah, right! Where is it?! You made Kaya cry!" Usopp shouted, shoving his way past the surprised other kid. The interior was gross, piles of papers and dishes and laundry everywhere.

Luffy grabbed his arm before he could even think of rummaging in the mess for Kaya's doll. "I didn't take it! You're not allowed in!" He said, and for a kid that was the reason Usopp's lip was still split, he looked more nervous than anything.

Usopp squinted. "Why? So I won't find Kaya's doll?"

"The doll changes! Your sister's the one that stole Sabo's doll!" Luffy insisted, and started trying to pull Usopp by the arm out of the apartment, but he resisted.

"She's not my-- If it was someone else's why did you throw it in Kaya's window in the first place?!"

"Because it changed!" Luffy shouted, snatching the doll out of Usopp's hand and shoving it in his face. "First it was Sabo, then it was Kaya, now it's you!"

Usopp blinked. He thought the doll was just cheaper, since its hair was frizzy and full of knots and its clothes were patchy and dull and it had a frown on its face instead of the pretty hair and face and clothes Kaya's doll had. But its overalls were a lot like a pair he had in his closet, and Klahador didn't know how to comb his hair so maybe it did look that knotted and maybe that miss-stitch on the mouth was like the split lip Luffy gave him three days ago.

"How..?" Usopp asked under his breath, squinting and noticing more and more similarities between him and the doll.

"The button lady made it."

Usopp paled. He'd told Kaya every part of the other place except the buttons for eyes. "How do you know about the other world?"

Luffy glared at Usopp so hard he thought he might punch him again. "The button lady killed Sabo."

Usopp stared.

That was ridiculous.

[megarywrites]

it's interesting to go back to the start of Seafoam and see Thala before she heads down the long, winding path of vengeance. Her personality at the start leans more towards her being a lover, not a fighter, and she only eventually becomes a fighter because she's a lover.

Because, where I'm at in Part I, she's sweet and she's grieving and she's scared. She's just trying to take care of the people she loves (namely her mother, but when she heads to the capitol in Part II and befriends the other Stoli and gets close to Solera they're included in that category, too). But, that being said, it's not like the anger that fuels her later on comes out of nowhere in her personality. There's like an underlying current of it that she occasionally taps into when the situation calls for it--which is when someone she loves is being hurt.

I guess, now that i'm thinking about it, she's already on the path to vengeance, she's just not aware of it yet.

[em-dualism]

Multidimensional Anger Test

(For Rey specifically, obvs)

[grahamcarmen]

what measures do you think carmen and gray take to protect the kiddos, like their kids are the children of two super thieves who are despised by the worlds oldest criminal organisation, their maternal grandfather is also hated and then there's the added grudge of their biological maternal grandfather like there's a lot of bad family blood.

i have no idea how gray is gonna react because he's a big "use the resources available to him no matter how shady" person oh no...lmao [its ok he's getting better standards...slightly] and his arc has him playing the more active part in defending his love...so um...if it involves the kids?

[gah how sucky when you phrase it like that , VILE just zeroing in on them because they're trying to get theyre footing back]

and carmen in general is very good at mostly keeping herself off the radar but VILE has shown themselves very good at capturing people they at least think is important to carmen + the train with brunt and the cleaners...gah..

but very big into imposing on chief to constantly keep them off cameras [like imagine how upset that would make the kiddos at the do as i say not as i do couple when they wanna be good show off thieves too </3], definitely taught them to be prepared for a fight, had ivy hook them up with drones [offense hardly taken because they love them so much], direct line to player , maayyyybe this makes carmen hesitant to let them go to school for a bit? [idk if she homeschools because hey she can teach them a lot about the world since she goes all over it or because of the way she talked to sonia and jokes to player that she's all about education + really wanted friends on the isle if she wishes she had a normal school experience], RC definitely 0____0 during babies first missions until they're confident they can take care of themselves [actually maybe a conversation between carmen and kiddos about wanting to have faith in their abilities and carmen is like o-o ] [gray is also called out for his chill attitude supposedly when he was literally yanking wires and knocking out people before they even got near the site]

situation wise it would be very bad if the kids did get captured...since RC tends to just beeline to the solution that gets them out efficiently regardless of traps or danger to themselves

but in the end RC do lean more to just trusting that they prepared the kids well enough... so lol if they just arrive to a headquarters of the VILEnappers in chaos like <3 those are the babies

[stardust-safespace]

Woke up feeling blue today slept in alot and cried ...tried distracting myself with games and friends but I'm still cranky ...these big feelings make me feel so tired and so sad ...I don't know what to do I might be tiny like teeny tiny later... I just wanna not think and be a baby my memories of past stuff are scaring me I just wanna move on and be sweet but ...I don't know my mind is being a big meanie !