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[primalchimera]

*does a couple of spins and lays down at your feet, letting out a little puppy sigh* V⁠●⁠ᴥ⁠●⁠V

awww it’s ok puppy, you’re going to be ok 🩷 *sits down with you and gives you scritches while we watch TV*

[primalchimera]

happy tummy tuesday >:)

[primalchimera]

i keep having the same dream.

i’m exhausted, crying, begging for help, stumbling around like i’m drunk or poisoned or dying, and no one does anything except react in mild confusion or amusement.

different places and people each time but the same feeling of utter helplessness and fear.

then i wake up and i don’t exactly feel well-rested.

[primalchimera]

28, 33

28: are there any canon sapphic ships you enjoy?

I was absolutely one of those Killing Eve bitches back when that show was coming out… i just love me some toxic yuri, and it doesn’t get much more toxic than a couple who have tried to kill each other multiple times (although really at that point stabbing your crush with a kitchen knife or shooting her in the back is just flirting)

33: do you get crushes/fall in love easily?

yes, i am weak and i get attached easily… if i like someone and find them attractive i am nearly always the first to start saying “i love you” and such 🫣 I wouldn’t say i “fall in love” easily though, to actually be in love with someone takes a little longer. But to be affectionate and lovey dovey? Very fast lol

[primalchimera]

since my tits got big enough to jiggle a little bit when i walk i have been constantly thinking two things:

“Wow, I’m a girl now!”

“Fuck, it would be really hot to be a submissive femboy.”

[primalchimera]

do me do!

convince me to go on estrogen pls o.0

hi! the best way i can convince you to get on estrogen right this moment, in the span of a tumblr ask, is to tell you that my outlook on life changed dramatically when i first got on estrogen. I woke up on the day of my 25th birthday and i realised "i cannot have all my friends and family wish me a happy birthday to my deadname". I changed my name on facebook and ordered estrogen online (thankfully estrogen is not a controlled substance so you can get it online - I got mine through this site which as far as I used them for 2 years never let me down). IIRC, I started taking my HRT just a week and a bit after my birthday.

Suddenly, I wanted to live. Suddenly, I was excited to see who I would be in 5, 10, 20 years. Suddenly, I had something to live for.

This didn't just happen once, either. After a year of HRT, I got on progesterone as well (which is apparently the best time to do it) and, well, this blog was born as I suddenly discovered confidence and (tbqh) horniness I never let myself have. I also finally let myself believe that I deserved to be loved (before transitioning, i felt like a disgusting piece of shit who didn't deserve to be loved at all) and now i'm engaged to my amazing bf @bearded-protagonist-enthusiast and have the privilege to be @pupskittendeer's gf. to say that HRT has been life-changing for me is an understatement. I don't think HRT is a miracle drug that solves all your problems, it's just that if it's something that works for you it's something that will make it possible to live and start making your life better. if you feel empty, numb, and hopeless with testosterone as your dominant hormone, try estrogen. you'll know pretty quickly if it's what you need. if it's not, you can just stop. if it is, you will find that life becomes just a little bit brighter.

also, you'll get titties. they're pretty fun to have 👍 oh and orgasms are a lot better (imo) 😎

[primalchimera]

so fucking tired today it’s making me feel violent. like i just want to beat the crap out of someone and then go to sleep cuddling (and chewing on) them

[primalchimera]

do you think it feels good when you pick an item up off a corpse in dark souls? for the corpse, i mean.

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current pipeline: quiet catholic boy with self-esteem issues to sadistic trans girl who gets giddy when her submissive calls her “goddess”

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my toxic trait is that i primarily use dating apps to find eggs i can get close with and convince to get on estrogen

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fished out a crop top i bought as a joke* during uni for tgirl tummy tuesday :3

[primalchimera]

absolutely fucking sobbing at the end of Dog of War.

[primalchimera]

i want to be belittled and pet and cared for and fed by hand and walked on a leash and bathed and praised and loved, and i want to be forgiven when i growl and bite and scratch and mount without permission :3

[primalchimera]

how would you feel if, as a demon vampire, lunar eclipses made you go completely berserk???

how would you feel your mind being clouded with fog, your body getting bigger and your urges becoming more and more violent until you completely lost control of yourself after seeing the blood-red moon in the sky???

how would you feel waking up from your rampage covered in blood, knowing that you might've hurt and even butchered people who you never would even think of hurting had you been in charge of your body???

i would like to read the whole of this post but i blacked out from horniness about halfway through 😵‍💫🖤

[primalchimera]

You have such a pretty girldick but im enamored with you through and through, my monster mommy 💗✨️🖤

~ kittendeer

[primalchimera]

Aww drunk and stinky? Sounds like you're in the perfect state to be preyed upon by a hungry pup

This dogthing would kill for the chance to sniff, lick and bite you all over ;3

-Baz 🐶

I absolutely welcome it 💞 getting to just go full puppy with you to the point of just needily groping and biting and rutting against each other would be amazing 🥰

@hyenabrainedpup

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