#angel rambles 🪽

[evangelineshifts]

Quotes i relate to shifting that kinda make me gag

[ezbecomestiny]

((TW:3d))

Q: “What’s your favourite hobby?”

A: scrapbooking about 3d or reading fiction mostly about 3d

Q: “What music do you like listening to?”

A: I have an 3d playlist

Q: “What’s are your likes and dislikes?”

A: I dislike having a body and I like trying to get rid of it

Q: “Who’s your best friend?”

A: my only friend is 3d (that is not a joke or exaggeration), 3d is my ‘person’

Q: “What is your favourite food?”

A: honestly don’t have one because 3d

Q: “What are your goals?”

A: only the ones from 3d

Q: “What’s your future look like?”

A: if it exists, then 3d

Q: “On a scale of 1 to 10..”

A: 3d

… sorry for any dry humour

[ghostlytouches-13]

I see my sister at the end of this month/beginning of next month. I need to reach at least gw 2, there has to be a difference in me when I see her next. I want to be my prettiest for her.

I’m also seeing the girl I’m talking to and want to look my best for her. I want her to look at me and see that I’m pretty the way I see she’s beautiful. I want her to see that in me. I need it so bad oh god.

[enamoredwithbella]

Things said in my dream that I can’t really get over

Them: i don’t like your attitude!

Me: yeah? Well I don’t like your autism diagnosis

—

Me: what are those?

My friend: buffalo Chicken wings *runs off a and I chase her with a bucket of chicken*

-has to put the chicken down to chase her more efficiently-

Me: I had to put your chicken on a table

Her: awwww I wanted those

Me: well why’d you run then?!??

Her: I was scared

Me: ???!?!??

Her: they were gonna touch me *shows me the bucket of chicken that now vaguely resembles boobs*

Me: they’re just titties

Her: 😕

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Things written on a wall by my friend

-“Like Remus puts his head in Sirius’s neck and falling by stars (?) is playing as he falls asleep” >> wolfstar propaganda-

I wish I could remember more they kinda disappeared as I woke up but crazy shit man.

[devoteangel]

Does anykin(any otherkin) else absolutely adore watching drone videos that fly over and through different landscapes because it feels like flying? It feels like I’m flying through beautiful areas of earth without a care in the world🪽🕊️⛅️

This ones really nice🌿

[evangelineshifts]

My main motivation to shift rn is that I crave physical contact like some sort of stray cat.

[evangelineshifts]

shifting for dick. the person or the thing attached to him? I’ll leave that up to the audience. goodnight.

[evangelineshifts]

When you come to the realization of what people actually mean when they say you just need to HAVE your manifestations it almost makes you want to cry; like YOU MEANT THAT SHIT?!? Fr fr like I don’t need to do anything but continue business as usual and THATS how it works?!? I just HAVE it???? Cuckoo fuckin bananas man.

[evangelineshifts]

No, Sawrry!

No, sorry but i always get what i want!

No, sorry but i only deserve the best!

No, sorry but i am literally royalty so i won’t be treated as anything less!

No, sorry but anything that disturbs my peace is strictly prohibited from being in my presence!

No, sorry but my lavish lifestyle only allows room for support and love!

No, sorry but i am a master manifestator and shifter so your limited view on life is rejected.

No, sorry but i am literally the universe.

vaunt to reign in the new age i’ve entered. full of abundance and love! HAPPY EVIE DAY !!

[evangelineshifts]

shifting to a dr where you dont have all the lore and just fucking around and finding out is like playing russian roulette with the universe

[evangelineshifts]

FUCK IT !

You know I started thinking about the analogy that people use for manifestation and shifting comparing it to when you order something online.

And for me that analogy made sense but I could never truly relate to it cause when they said “you don’t wonder when your package is coming, you just know it is and you don’t question that etc etc”

And while yes that is true to a certain extent, I actually DO wonder when my packages are coming sometimes. I DO check how far they are from my location. I do anxiously wait for them to come.

I realize that that’s okay. Cause no matter how many times I check the order status. No matter how many times I check how long it’s been since I ordered it, my package STILL CAME.

I think the way we’re told to restrict ourselves from thinking about how much time our manifestations are taking or when we’re gonna shift actually makes it worse.

When you tell someone not to worry about something, to let it go and not thinking about it, to feign indifference the harder they’re going to try to. Which in turn just makes them think about it more.

It’s counterproductive at best.

When I order something I do think about how long it’ll take. I do check the status but once I do I just kind of go on once I’m done. I don’t really feel any particular way about how long it’s taking cause I know it’s mine and it’ll get here.

I trust that the delivery service will get it here in due time cause that’s THEIR job not mine and leave it at that 🤷🏽‍♀️

Another thing I noticed is that in ordering things- at least for me - I don’t worry about HOW it’s gonna get here. It could be delivered on my doorstep, in the mailbox, dropped from a fucking helicopter, ANYTHING, and I have never once cared.

And it might just be me being slow and realizing this is what they meant in those posts later than everyone else but it’s just like- clicked !

I’m always SO worried about the process of shifting.

What method should I do? Should I even do a method?

What if I get bored? I dont want to do it if I’m bored.

What will I think about? Should I look over my script? Maybe Pinterest boards for visuals?

What if I forgot something? I should check my script.

What if I fall asleep?

What if? What if? What if?

WHO FUCKING CARES?!? That is not why you’re doing this. Who cares about that process when the end goal is the destination.

I’ve been avoiding shifting for the longest because I just kept stressing out over the shifting aspect of it. I would maladaptive daydream about my dr and be happy in that but the thought of attempt a shift made me groan.

The thought of affirming and persisting in my manifestations seemed strenuous.

But thats not the point. With practices as fluid as this focusing on what to do is literally the last thing you need to be worried about and I just now realized that.

You’ve probably heard this all before but like fr, do whatever the hell you want. If you want to shift wide awake, eyes open and dancing with music blasting in your ears- do it. Who’s gonna tell you that you can’t? Who has the credibility to say it’s impossible.

No one.

If you want to manifest by literally saying one affirmation and deciding it’s done and then going on doing whatever the fuck you want until the 3D catches up, then do it.

Tell yourself it works for you and then do it.

✧ dividers by @benkeibear !

[evangelineshifts]

I have a really bad habit of saying I’m gonna meditate and then just going to honk shoo honk shoo mimimimimi land 🙁😔 how am I supposed to reach spiritual enlightenment in these conditions

[evangelineshifts]

yall i started consistently listening to this self concept subliminal while i slept and ive been having the most amazing dreams about my manifestations and like people adoring me, coming up to me just to tell me im pretty, people always searching for my eyes so they can wave and smile, having loads of friends who hang on to my words with interest and laugh at my jokes, and people caring about me so much that the thought of me being gone literally sucks the life out of the room.

my celebrity confidence icons (Alexa demie, Nicki Minaj, Kendall Jenner, Kylie Jenner, Megan Thee Stallion, etc) knowing me and getting visibly excited to see me, me having confidence that literally exudes from me being (ex. this group of boys tried making fun of me in my dream and all i did was make a witty quip and tilt my head at them and they switched up so fast 😭😭 like falling over themselves), etc.

and in my waking life i feel so much more confident about my journey. i’m having an easier time persisting and accepting my desires as mine. i can feel myself fulfilled without trying so hard and i love it

this is the subliminal if anyone wants to try!! remember subliminals are tools that just help aid the power already in you!!

[evangelineshifts]

guys the anxiety i feel in my chest when i fully commit to feeling like i’m in my dr is crippling what do i do 😭 i’m scared it won’t work and i’m scared it will. im scared its not real and i’m scared it is

i’m like this mf

the sweats 😰

[evangelineshifts]

Y’all tell me not to make a young Justice DR. I’m only on Ep 3 I know such limited DC information I can’t.

I’m whelmed. I’m like SOOO whelmed.

[evangelineshifts]

watched agatha all along finally (i usually wait for episodes to rack up so i can binge) and finished moon knight and am now watching Loki- BASICALLY im catching up with the marvel i missed and i’m not saying i’m feeling the urge to switch drs but it is reminding that i have certain feeling of familiarity which is odd cause they’re the ones i’ve never shifted to them before. same thing happens with my Legacies DR. when i think of Hope the sense of longing is actually capable to rip through the fabric of space and time i fear.

anywho might try to find some loki fics cause Mr. Hiddleston always eats down in this role. also how rare are Layla (moon knight) fics cause that woman is so yummy delish