#and. honestly? i think thats a lot worst
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I have, once again, made fanart for @batbitesthebat 's Frankenstein au!
//TW: blood, open wounds, stitches, death//
Here's the full completed version!
Here's the version without shading (I worked FAR too hard on this for all my little details to be obscured by shadow)
And here's Bat as she creates The Horrors™
I'm SUPER happy with this piece, it's gotta be my fav!! I also get the bonus of Bat having a seizure whenever she gets fanart, lol :P
#when you do everything in your power. going as far as breaking the very laws of nature. Just to bring back the one you love most.#only for everything to become so much worst#now he has to grieve him all over again. as he slowly and painfully dies once again#now shellington has to geieve someone who is both alive and dead. kwazii is a sort of schrodinger's cat. both alive and dead#and. honestly? i think thats a lot worst#imagine being in such grief that you take things into your own hands#imagine being denied the peace of death. to instead suffer in agony as you slowly rot#grief can make people do crazy things :] 👍#octonauts#art#octonauts fanart#kwazii#shellington#kwazii x shellington#kwazton#frankenstein au#ibispaint#ibispaint art#gore#furry art
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i actually am a defender of georgie and melanie and basira being mean or rude to jon bc that man really needed to be put in his place sometimes. like i understand that they were also wrong sometimes— basira is hypocritical and the other two could be nastier than necessary, but i literally cannot blame them at all. jon was so out of line sometimes
#WAYY more thoughts in the tags ->#its like people forgive jon for how needlessly dickish he was in s1#and tim gets forgiven for his outbursts in s3 because he was going through a lot#despite the situation being relatively low stakes#but the girls get villainized to hell and back for honestly some very reasonable points of anger#georgie shut down jon coming back to her apartment to talk to Melanie because as far as shes aware#melanie mutilated herself to get away from the institute and jon was attempting to drag her back#mind you jon didnt give her a reason to believe he was doing otherwise#basira was a hypocrite but thats genuinely not the worst thing someone can be#and its part of what makes her character so fascinating to me#yes shes a hypocrite. yes she still gets shit done#and melanies anger is very akin to tims yet she seems to receive the brunt of the hate for it#and while i do think sometimes they were unreasonable with jon#jon was also unreasonable with them at times too#its a two way street and it really bothers me to see people act like these girls are the worst characters because they dared to be mean#pmpkn tma liveblog#the magnus archives#tma#sorry i yap a lot
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Lol
#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting#with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy#and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because#your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED#OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered#being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal#anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this#can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws#worries#and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please#also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up#in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite#but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying#you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents#but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents#not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up#that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY#you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard#i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation#and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far
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Ever think about Date’s view on family and how that relates to his character? When Mizuki asks him to define family, he just awkwardly offers that its like being blood related to someone. It leaves a bitter taste in his mouth and Mizukis, but like, he literally had no idea what a real family looks like. He’s an orphan, a man who grew up with no family and no name, but he doesn’t know that yet. He has no memory of his past, no way of knowing if there’s someone out there waiting for him to come home, if he even had a place to call home. His only frame of reference for a family is Mizuki and her parents. Deep down he knows it’s not right, not loving, but it fits the mold of a nuclear family, man and woman, blood related, so that must be what family is. When he’s asked to take in Mizuki, he’s absolutely clueless because he literally has zero frame of reference for how a child is supposed to be cared for. He puts distance between them because this isn’t his place, he doesn’t have the right to love this child as his own because he isn’t the real dad. There’s no place for someone like him in a family. And it’s baffling to him to hear that Mizuki not only loves him, she needs him because he is her family. Date believes he’s a nobody, just a sad, lonely man with no name who absolutely does not deserve this kind of love. But he has it anyway because he chooses it, he makes something that neither he nor Mizuki have ever had before. HES HOME
#aitsf#ai the somnium files#kaname date#mizuki date#just crying about the date family for the millionth time nothing new#also i just had this realization that like date literally had absolutely ZERO clue what he was doing#cuz its not like he remembers his own childhood so he cant use that as a frame of reference for how to treat his own child#and yet despite this he does a much better job than renju and shoko ever did just because he like. actually loves mizuki lol#honestly kinda fucking insane that date was asked to take care of her instead of hitomi#like renju has a choice between his long term friend who hes really close with and who he knows has lots of experience in childcare#versus his silly friend who lives in the smallest apartment with tons of debt and has literally never seen a baby before#then again thats probably why he didnt choose hitomi cuz he probably wanted to keep mizuki separate from the family he actually cares about#also for meme purposes its just like date is like wow renju youre literally the worst dad ever#and renju is like well okay hotshot if you think its so easy then how about you raise my daughter asshole#and date is like okie and does a significantly better job at it#i love kaname date so fucking much you guys will never understand what we have 😩
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they werent lying that knuckles series barely has knuckles in it
#i pirated that shit Btw just so we're clear. also gonna talk about it a little bit in the tags#nothing too spoilery but also might not wanna read if you want to go in knowing absolutely nothing? idk#anyway he WAS a main character still he was present for a decent amount of the first couple episodes#but the amount of screentime he gets just starts dropping after that . hes barely there at all in the second half ???#and it feels like theres a lot of scenes mostly focusing on wade and his problems and not near as many for knuckles and his whole deal#overall it feels more like a wade show with knuckles in it than a knuckles show with wade in it. which sucks#and human characters having plot relevance isnt the problem here i dont mind human characters at all i think they can be really fun#its the fact that the human characters are taking over the story and spotlight when the show is called knuckles#and all the marketing makes it look like knuckles is the main focus#and i also would have preferred if they just went with a differnet character to be knuckles' human friend#because i dont particulraly care about wade. and the knuckles (and sonic and tails) i know would not be friends with cops </3#well at least the story wasnt knuckles training wade to be a better cop like a lot of people were expecting but thats like.the bare minimum#also aside from the issues relating to knuckles' screentime (or lack of screentime) i thought the ending was unsatisfying#regardless of all that though there WERE some parts i enjoyed or found kind of funny or whatever. because knuckles so cutesy as always#knuckles being a cute little guy is the most important part of the show actually#and i liked the parts with sonic tails and maddie even if they were only there for like 5 minutes#(i really wish those three had gotten more screentime. i feel like they could have easily worked in at least one more scene with them)#and its a minor thing but the opening sequence is cute. was honestly expecting just a title card or something#overall the show is just . kind of okay i guess. not the worst thing ive ever seen but still disappointing ? idk how to explain..#my expectations also werent very high in the first place#so maybe im being a bit more generous than i would have been otherwise. idk#and i definitely would not recommend this to anyone who already dislikes the sonic movies . youll probably hate this more#like people who thought the human characters got too much screentime in the second movie would lose their minds if they saw this
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dreamily sighs and screams
#getting emotional about ben because im never normal about ANYTHING in my life ......#just hdgjdfg UHFDGF WAH#hes so special to me....... probably why the colour green means so much to me... why its always been a fav colour of mine for who knows how#long#i like red too... obviously.#but like#he is so special to me. like i said. hes so special to me and i get ridiculously happy#i forgot how happy he makes me....#genuinely forgot how comforting this fandom is..... its so comforting#whys gushing on here so scary. i dont know. it makes no sense.#ughhhhhh#i mean ive been thinking about fanon a lot i love fanon so much it is so special to me#found family trope fr#but like sometimes i think how people treat fanon him and it makes me so sad :(#or maybe im remembering it incorrectly#but theyre always so mean to him .... or make him this comic relief character in fics#like yeah!!! he is REALLY SILLY!!!!!#but we forget hes a trickster!!!! he likes playing devious means to others!!!!!#hes so smart to me i dont know!!!!! he goes through your electronics!!!! he can mess with your files!!!!#honestly he can probably do more than that im just jittery with nerves lol#but oh ok guys. lets just make the coolest guy ever just be the comic relief gamer instead ok man. whatever.#i like the fact fanon depicts him as a gamer thats fun i love that so much :)#BUT STILL HDUGJFGFHFG#HES SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT IM GOING TO THROW MYSELF INTO ORBIT#hes so special to me. hes the worst guy ever when he wants to be. he probably has attachment issues. hes just a silly little guy.#hes everything to me#<- i wish i can remember more and more about him but i cant#all i know is i remembered cleverbot and how you could “interact��� with him through it and it made me so ridiculously happy ;-;#of course i know now it was people just playing around and hoping to get something out of it BUT ITS NICE TO THINK ABOUT#sorry hes the most fascinating character to me in the entire world
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hi i'm stalking your orv posts and i saw u say that orv has colorism issues? can you expound on that because when i was reading the novel i think i missed that bit
Ah, so with the novel it's actually not much of a problem, but the thing is that the webtoon adaptation and official art has a tendency to make the protags whiter than paper and the webtoon in particular, when I was posting about this more, had so far like only given villains darker skin tones. This honestly happens all the time in east asian media, but the reason I'm particularly peeved about it with ORV is that I distinctly remembered Yoo Joonghyuk being described as both the most beautiful man in the world and also a man with tan skin and black eyes, which felt really important to me personally bc I grew up Asian American and had to unlearn those things being equated w/ ugliness/plainness by both colorism and racism lmao.
#race#i have had this argument with native koreans/1st gen korean-americans before tbh bc when i say colorism they think i mean its on the level#of American racism and are like oh no we just think dark skin is ugly or oh no we just associate dark skin with poor#THATS THE COLORISM BABE.#the reason its not racism is that is a label historically created by specific opressors and those people#would be equally racist against all asian people. vs colorism which specifically describes the way that skin color#is stigmatized#which is not on the level of racial stratification but is definitely a huge influence.#'white skin is just prettier' is one of the worst trends of EA media to me bc honestly a lot of it fuels stigma against SEA immigrants#in EA countries.#its also like something that has definitely affected people in my life#particularly my mom always told me she was glad i came out with lighter skin than her#which fucked me up as a kid a bit bc it had me trying to judge my looks by the asian vs white features#bc my mom was taught her whole life to hate how she looked and when she came over here that didnt stop#ask#anonymous#personal
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Thinking about the time i commissioned an artist i rly liked for something and the result was kind of really catastrophic just from the preview image in the email so i just. never opened the actual image
#i dont even know where it is#honestly ive had such bad luck commissioning art of adri that ive completely given up its like an anomaly#thunderclap#fan art my lovely followers and friends have done for me for free: literally the most swagful things ive ever seen#actual for real honest to god art i have paid real money for: worlds most inconceivably off model take#the only exception to this is when ive commissioned my friends themselves#i know this is a mean spirited post usually i dont mind like creative liberty I usually say yeah feel free to interpret my characters freel#but like. sometimes its not remotely the same character#thinking still about the uh. the art i got from [popupar twitter artist] in exchange for one of my adopts instead of them paying money#and they like. did it so off model they just made a whole new guy. the art? yeah it slaps obviously. but thats not my oc 😭#congratulations thats the worst anyones ever done it!!#this is something i personally try not to do when i do commissions too unless very explicitely stated. 'do your own take'#and also i make sure that the sketch is on-model and the client is happy etc etc#i dont know what it is about some artists where they just go ouuhhh what if i . redesigned ur oc for u. HUH#anyway thats all i gottta say this is a weird post but i think about it a lot#before you ask no im not gonna name names. this is my own personal beef
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Thinking abt spiraling upwards side characters again. Charredpelt my absolute beloved
#rat rambles#spiraling upwards#warriors posting#girlies who are trying so soooo hard to support womens wrongs but the wrongs are that their wife is cheating on them#and now she cant even get closure cause said wife is dead along with the man she cheated on her for#like charredpelt isnt stupid she knows these cats too well but thats exactly why she keeps to this day justifying them to herself#all while living as the sole parent to their children#the worst part is that if she had just been properly talked to abt it first she probably would have been ok with it#but she wasnt. she didnt even get the choice to set up boundaries#for the record shes my favorite cragclan cat and has been since she came out as trans lol#shout out to daisystar tho my boy is so cute and also so messed up <3#and egretpaw and furzepaw ofc get honerable mentions but theyre main characters so ofc I've thought a lot abt them#but yeah for cragclan I deliberately chose out cats I hoped would kill eachother and instead they just got into a bunch of love traingles#and then I made eagle clan with the same goal with a bloodthirsty deputy but then conestar just loved everyone and was loved by everyone#hell the one cat who disliked her at first is her wife now girlie is just sitting here loving her wife and family#I honestly couldn't tell you who my favorites in any other clan is tbh#I do adore most of elmclan but I cant say theres anyone I like that much more than everyone else#like honeystar is definitely the one who caught my attention first due to her hashtag trauma playing out in real time right away#but also thistlepeak and whimsygoose are sooooo silly I love them quiet kitty and their loud rude kitty husband#oh and also pumpkin shes not that deep of a character I just think shes cute#for eagleclan I cannot lie to you I barely remember anyone in there atm but I do love conestar shes so silly#and minkclan is another hard one caus they're the first one I made so I have a lot of love for basically all of them#but blazebelly was my og favorite shes like charredpelt but instead of having a wife cheating on her it never got past a one sided crush#and lightnip is also a current fave of mine shes so mean I love her#ratstar has always been one of my favorites of all the clans tho shes just so silly and incompetent#and shout out to nightfur for being the only cat I've ever seen generate with romantic feelings towards a cat#it was for my default dead cat raincinder who is also a shitty asshole but that just means nightfur is tragic now <3#oh yeah I should probably provide more exicit context on the clangen stuff huh#basically I made the four main clans in clangen and used the gameplay as a skeleton for backstory and worlduilding#building off of premade characters and concepts has always been one of my favorite things (as seen by how many randomized aus Ive done)
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How do you sketch and draw so well?!
I wanna reach your level of skill, are there any tips or videos/guides that helped you a lot?
FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENT?? RAAAAAAWRRRG IT MEANS A LOT
erruh ill try my best ta give advice (although i still feel like i have a lot ta learn) i wrote more than i thought i would so its under the cut ^v^!
ermm i mean im entirely self taught (if it wasnt obvious) so my artist journey has basically been me looking at other artists artstyles, methods of coloring and drawing, etc. and adapting them in my art when i see something i really like.
i used ta watch a lot of speedpaint videos as a kid and those are honestly really helpful for figuring out how artists do specific things. for example: when i was 14 i watched a speedpaint done by an artist i looked upta and noted their use of layer settings ta make certain colors pop and i have used their method ever since! dont be afraid ta experiment and draw inspiration :]
i have watched a lot of videos and followed tutorials on how ta do specific things such as anatomy (lots and lots of anatomy...), shading, perspective, etc. although i mostly look at those when things dont quite look right and i wanna improve. i dont really have any specific recs for tutorials? for me tutorials can be a hit or miss (seems like a 10/90 hit or miss instead of 50/50 sometimes ._.). my most basic advice is ta break things down inta shapes! cubes are the easiest shape for me ta understand so breaking things down like that has helped me a lot! ALSO REFERENCES. USE REFERENCES THEY HELP SOOOO MUCH FORREAL ONG BRAH. DONT BE AFRAID TA TRACE OVER SOMETHING TA FIGURE OUT THE SHAPES IF YOU CANT JUST SEE EM AND PULL EM OUT (but also only do this for practice, dont trace over things and then post em and say they're yours thats theft) AND LOOK AT LIGHTING TOO AND HOW IT TOUCHES CERTAIN OBJECTS DO SOME STUDIES ITS GOOD FOR YA (<- sucks at doing studies b/c he gets bored of doing them really easily)
a note about sketching: something i know a lot of beginners struggle w/is using too many strokes. it happens when you're unsure of a specific thing you're drawing and i do happen ta fall inta this from time ta time, although i try not 2 as much as possible. an example of me on a good sketching day is this rabbittrap i drew:
i use very few strokes here! and am not afraid ta overshoot my lines. compare it ta this drawing i did months ago:
and you can tell i was having trouble in certain parts b/c of the heavy amount of strokes i used. it takes practice but sketching w/out using as many strokes is a surefire way ta make your art seem more dynamic and less ridged and also save time! remember, you dont hafta detail out every last thing in your initial sketch. save that for later!
#SPACIE TALKS TOO FUCKING MMMUCH#anyways.#spacie splains#i do not even know that i am good at drawing i swear ppl tell me and im just like 'okay yep i mean i guess if you think so then yes i am'#honestly have major imposter syndrome but fuck it baybee we ball!!!!!!!!!!!#you kinda hafta shop around when it comes ta drawing skjfsdfds#and take things and put your own spin onnem-#actually i DO recc that!! let artists that inspire you influence your artstyle :]#its good for yu prommy#in recent years i havent done that as much (b/c iyam shy and some of the artists i look upta are my moots and if they see their influence i#my art i might die. they're just so cool HOW AM I MOOTS W/THESE GUYS-)#there's a lot of techniques that dont work for me b/c my brain no understand#i try ta make it understand but its very hard lmao#ANYWAY THERE'S STILL A LOT I NEEDTA LEARN AND ITS QUITE OBVIOUS TA ME BUT NOT SO OBVIOUS TA OTHERS I GUESSSSSSSSSSSSS??#THATS THE MUSHY BRAIN SACK FOR YA OYE VAYE. YOUR WORST CRITIC#I HOPE THIS HELPED AT LEAST A LIL
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I found a tumblr i forgot I had from a couple of years ago. I made it then deleted it I think. I’m a changed man.
#I’m a changed man because I think I was still identifying as a girl when I made it /hj#but honestly it’s got the worst name ever#thats saying a lot for this site#8 liked posts and all were ghosts
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yknow what i gave bioware too much credit with my 'hawke is Like That in dai bc the devs were playing it safe' theory. like what tf is MY hawke doing doubling down on hating the wardens when his bf sister and ? friend ? are literally wardens lol :/
#oc: cillian#oc: ashara#tay plays dai#'friend' being stroud i fuckin guess JKFGKJFG#this would make more sense if ASHARA was the one saying all this. bc she resents them solely bc this is the worst 1st impression ever lol#but cillian ? he doesnt even like raising his voice he's just a funny little guy wtf#idk i feel like ive been such a hater this playthru I PROMISE I LOVE THIS GAME IM JUST. HAVING SOME THOUGHTS ABOUT HAWKE IN PARTICULAR#i mean ive never given it much thought bc cillian tends to (present as) on the fence abt lots of things#but i honestly dont think he has any issues with the wardens. except maybe that they need to chill out more#in fact he feels grateful for the wardens for saving bethany and for giving him the opportunity to meet anders#idk and the blood magic thing as well..... cillian straight up adopts merrill as his sister and the blood magic is a non issue sorry#man........ im just going to pretend the spirit of justice has infiltrated cillian's mind and thats why i wanna punch him so bad rn#in my head the stroud/hawke argument is more about anders being actually alive lol. bc that at least makes sense
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Well.
#speculation nation#hfkshfksbcj uhhhhmmm#just heard my neighbors getting in a Huge fight#the loud one who always yells a lot of course yelling in anger#but someone else yelling back about how everyone who loves him is Afraid of him#both men. and then the woman yelling at him to shut the Fuck up#a bunch of slams of doors. then the very clear sound of a car starting and wheels squealing on the road as he drives away#like. god Damn. quite the fight to have at nearly 1 am.#honestly tho the 2nd guy was so right. like. Ouch. even just knowing them secondhand like. wow.#the worst part of all of this is that there are 2 kids in that household :(#i didnt hear them so they thankfully dont seem involved in this fight. but i could Clearly hear the fight from my apartment#it was probably loud enough to wake them up. the poor kids...#idk it's so weird to hear all this secondhand.#OH RIGHT the 'because everyone who loves you is afraid of you' was in response to the first guy goint#'why do you think id kill anyone!?" and it was there i was like. 'ohhhhh fuck.'#me just chilling about to go to bed and then. that. sounds like theyre not having a very good saturday night thats for sure.
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it feels good to be undeniably correct.
#a lot of the times yall make up arguments to justify continuing doing shit but in this case its pretty open and closed.#you either value giving already rich honey companies more money to satiate yourself bc god forbid you use maple syrup or something#or you value native bees. thats it.#like yall on this website... god forbid anyone tell you to stop consuming anything that might harm animals.#the only time you care is if you can use it as a gotcha against vegans.... (eventhoughikoflikenoveganswhoconsumeagave)#but if it hurts humans? omg then you're all on top of it its the worst worst thing in the world !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! !#i hate how anthro-centric humans are it disgusts me honestly. give a fuck about anything besides you and your fucking species#'we gotta make sure the human race survives !!!!' lets see we're currently sitting at 8 billion people.... yeah i think we'll be fine#i think you can maybe spare a little time and give it to endangered animals that only have hundreds- if that- left of their own species.#your species is not so important that you have to hold it above others and give most of your dedication and effort to it.#is it good to help others? of course. now extend that sympathy you feel to animals.#if your passion to protect humans isnt matched with your passion to protect animals iont wanna hear anything from ya
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Feeling a little ill might fool around and call out of work
#i just need 2 days of my protected time for moving#also just been feeling a little down in general maybe an extra day will make me feel better#ive been better about punctuality (showing up within the grace period) so i think i could swing an off day#only reason im a lil apprehensive is bc i know the protected time caps for a lot of people this time of year#my text#honestly I feel like shit tho kinda wanna just hang out#hope that the worst of whatever im dealing with is today otherwise im gonna be feeling worse tomorrow#my coworkers will be fine without me i think#this isn’t a busy day usually i’d feel bad about taking a sunday#bc thats when the store really blows the hell up
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"We need more complex female characters who stand up to men" you guys couldn't even handle skyler white
#the amount of skyler hatred is unreal like always thinking about that fucking poll of 'worst brba character' and skyler won with gus second#and those two neonazi fucks in last (i havent gotten to them yet but i despise them) like really#you hate skyler that much? why because she stood up to her husband? because shes her own person?#okay yeah she slept with her boss but she wasn't cheating like so many people seem to claim#she litterally told walt she didnt want to see him again and that their marriage was over HE forced himself into her life after that#it wasnt mutual#'oooohhhh but sometimes shes mean' with everything shes gone through with everything walt has put her through#she deserves to be a lot meaner than she is honestly for all thats happened shes being unreasonably Nice to walt#but i digress#🧪💎
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