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honestly the best part of my job is befriending other hotel employees who are nice and friendly and don't feel entitled to treating me how their worst guests treat them
#I had two (2) in a ROW who were just SPLENDID#it's hit or miss with team member travel#either you know what we go through#and you refuse to make it worse#or you know what we go through#and you pass that same energy on down to us#the nice ones are my FAVORITES#katie's hotel adventures#katie speaks
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Perceptive kid, I wonder just how much they pretend not to overhear.
#ignooore that a5 bonnie doesnt get the nice resolved versions of their discussions with sif.. i still think they can navigate it eventually#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#the dialogue in this kicked my asssss. trying to balance loop's evasiveness and layered meaning...#to spell it out: it's not that loop is actually *that* worried they'll hurt bonnie. it's that they think siffrin is being a fucking idiot#and being extremely sloppy in their protection of their party by trusting them to not be a loose cannon. THEY simply wouldn't#be that irresponsible if it were them!!! hmph!!! ... because they care. and because they maybe Are a little worried.#they don't want that responsibility. they gave that all up. stop making them responsible again. stop stop stop#and as for the other half of the meaning here: get called out idiot. not on purpose of course. bonnie doesn't know (yet).#but it's a brisk reminder of the hypocrisy (since even if loop makes sly reference to their identity to sif all the time... one must wonder#how often it actually sinks in that that's true....? it must be hard to get your head around when you refuse to admit that your habits and#demeanor have changed so drastically since then. like wtf thats not what i would do! clearly a different guy ! faker !! and yet...)#but yeah idk i think about loop and bonnie's relationship a lot. the one party member i dont think loop could ever bring themselves to be#mean to. because cmon. thats a kid. but still... the emotional distance probably stings even worse than usual.#and once bonnie finds out.... ! well. that emotional distance probably stings. even worse. than usual.
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Criminal Minds: Evolution | 17.01 Gold Star
#cmverse#cmverseedit#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#mine#edit#*#scene*#haven't stopped thinking about this in days tbh#emily's refusal makes me feel crazy!!! it's so good and absolutely makes me think about doyle (and karl arnold to a lesser extent)#which is !!!! enough and then thinking about emily being so vehement because she's the boss this time around and it won't be HER#and that makes it worse because she HAS to protect her team from going through what she's gone through what she's felt#AND THEN AND THEN the way her face falls when madison says fine with me?? like emily has spent THREE YEARS away from her team#doing a job she didn't want on the promise that it was temporary and that should have earned her some sway! she's played the politics game#for sooooo long and it didn't get her ANYTHING (and oh do you think emily is feeling what elizabeth felt during honor among thieves#do you think she feels closer to her mother right now than ever and the complexity of THAT is the last thing she needs right now)#completely switching gears to say paget looks fucking GORGEOUS in this scene
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i’m too sick for this
#making my headache worse fr#like you know what FINE i do think i’m better than you#the fact that most of you are adults with actual life experiences refusing to recognize his heinous makes me better than you#anti rhysand#acotar
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whoever is elected president of the United States will immediately become a war criminal upon being sworn in if they are not one already and captain america was already about nationalism and if you didn't notice the MCU being racist about arabs in the very first fucking iron man film WHICH WAS SPONSORED BY THE US MILITARY I simply do not know what to tell you and I'm going to dunk all of you into a big old bucket of ice until you are damp and chilly
#YOU SHOULD SEE MY FUCKING KEYWORD BLOCK LIST I SWEAR TO GOD#SO FUCKING HELP ME#SOCIETY IF REFUSING TO VOTE OR SEE A FILM SUDDENLY RENDERED YOU NOT COMPLICIT IN LIVING IN THE US.#PLEASE hit me with a flying car!#GLAD YOU HAVE ALL JOINED US AT THE GROWN UPS TABLE. AS THAT ONE POST SAID.#sorry to be clear this is frustration w people acting like this is presidential election is uniquely morally and ethically complex when#its just literally the same. thing. as ever. actually. ITS ALWAYS BEEN BAD.#ITS ALWAYS BEEN BETWEEN NOT GOOD AND MUCH WORSE#scream#it materially makes a difference to my life as a disabled queer person in Georgia if we have a Republican or Democratic administration.#IF IT DOESNT MATERIALLY MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO YOU. CONGRATS I GUESS!
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im really sorry guys. i apologize for what ive done
#twst#twisted wonderland#floyd leech#azul ashengrotto#jade leech#heartscribbles#im not fucking tagging minions#you know what makes this worse I HATE MINIONS#to the point that i refused to search up references to draw them#this minion is drawn from memory and hatred instinct so if it looks a little fucked up blame it on that#jade wants to dissect this thing and i say we let him
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Victor Vallakoposting to celebrate the beginning of his Unwilling Burgomaster arc + his medieval goth fit I never felt like drawing and family doodle.
#curse of strahd#victor vallakovich#vargas vallakovich#lydia petrovna#this was some art I did for my DM a while back because she wanted a skelecat reference#I also did a portrait but I sincerely cannot post any more victor. I refuse. Unless you follow me on insta.#sincerest apologies to my instagram#I don’t want to fix him I want to make him worse#I’ll post my original PC soon. she’s just not as girlboss as emilia so I hesitate on tumblr.#dungeons and dragons#dnd fanart#dnd#dnd character#dnd npc#necromancer
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salvaged from the office fire in 1998
#my art#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#alex krycek#i was talking about this on twitter yesterday but#i have a LOTTTTTT a lot of thought about this part of season two#mainly because i think that while scully probably realized she was never going to find peace ever again after emily#i do believe that the last time mulder ever thought everything would be okay was right before scully’s abduction#which is also kind of why i think mulder was closer to killing himself in ascension than in gethsemane#at the end of season four mulder is kind of resigned to his and scully’s lives unravelling#he’s more suspicious and slower to trust then he ever was#while ascension was the first time he was like. Oh okay. It’s over for us forever and ever#and the fact that he was still open and still kind of okay before that just kind of makes it worse#that he was just betrayed and left hanging and lost everyone he thought he had in one fell swoop#ascension jades the fuck out of him and you can see it. like through the whole series there are threads of it#his tendency to rely on skinner regresses for a while. he becomes even less functional when scully is gone.#he has far less patience for his informants and he refuses to rely on anyone the way he tried to on krycek#like it’s just. such an obvious shift in his character that you can tell his mindset about his and scully’s life has changed#and that’s a huge part of the show’s tragedy i think. there is no peace. there is no rest. it’s never going to be okay
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i think we gotta be more careful about falling into the trap of placing heaps of blame on the most vulnerable groups around us because it’s easier, emotionally or otherwise, than going after those in power. like i mostly talk about transandrophobia right now and how transmascs get so much shit thrown at us because were easier to attack than cis people, and i’ve seen people do the same thing to transfems and NBs too. to me it’s extra disappointing when it’s someone who is vocally supportive of transmascs doing it (like generalizing all transfems as being hostile to transmascs/being transandrophobic). it’s of course important to talk about inter community issues and point out harmful behaviors and ideologies when we see them, and talk about how someone’s life experience might lead them to be that way, but singling out one type of trans person as The Culprit is not helpful and just feels like it further drives a wedge into our community. we may be able to perpetuate aspects of the transphobic systems cis people put in place, but none of us are responsible for them and we don’t benefit from them, past surface level “acceptance” from people who’d be more comfortable if one type of trans person or all of us didn’t exist at all
#it honestly is really hard to call out harmful behaviors a trans person might exhibit because transphobia is so rampant rn#on one side you’ve got people who will demonize a trans person for existing and on the other there’s people who refuse to believe-#-trans people can do any wrong#i think the former is Much worse but they’re both still bad#it kinda makes sense that ppl resort to black n white thinking cause it feels like there’s no middle ground#but like. it doesn’t have to be that way. we can defend ourselves while acknowledging our ability to do wrong#we’re human not perfect machines and i think being able to make and learn from mistakes without being completely socially ostracized#should be a part of trans liberation#transandrophobia#transmisogyny#transphobia#oh also i’m trying to think more carefully about saying ‘x kind of trans person experiences y’#or ‘trans people ESPECIALLY x kind of trans people experience y’#because i’ve noticed people will assume things that happen to transfems never hppen to transmascs#and i don’t want to perpetuate that kind of thinking regardless of what trans group i’m talking about#tbh i think there’s VERY FEW circumstances where you can confidently say a certain kind of person never experiences something
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Love that Terra clearly had the worst possible understanding of Eda and Raine (thinking they wouldn’t team up to fight her as kids, that Raine wasn’t smart enough to lie through their teeth until the Day of Unity, etc) but even SHE knows damn well those two are absolute fucking losers for each other. Can you imagine how insufferable they had to be off-screen for Terra to openly mock it with zero hesitation. What did she have to bear witness to
#the owl house#toh#toh spoilers#for the future#terra snapdragon#eda clawthorne#raine whispers#raeda#talk#drabble post#'i like musicians!'#oh girl what kind of bullshttery did you have to sit through#i refuse to believe its one of those 'you just see it from afar' things#i know in my HEART. THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY HORRENDOUS TO BE AROUND#lilith likes raine she does she thinks theyre cool but she couldnt STAND to be in the same room as them w eda#my apologies but we all have to know those 2 were the couple that borderline made out in the school hallways#literally always talking in the middle of class and doing stupid shit#arguably its worse now bc theyre in the pining obviously from afar but we gotta unpack that later theres a world to save rn#darius staring into space in the single day he had to be in the same base as them as they prepared for the day of unity like. oh good lord.#i forgot how bad they were. how did i ever forget this. how is this worse. how did they make this even worse they arent even kissing yet#theyre so disgustingly in love with each other its like getting toothrot#which is the long way of saying F to belos when eda learns what he did#it is on SIGHT YOU OLD CORPSE
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Ao3 tagging rant
At this point people are using Ao3 tagging system like it's fucking tumblr tags. It's getting real fucking hard to actually just find fic and at this point I think I'm just going to skip fics that don't properly tag things.
They were in love, Even if they hated each other, Everyone around them knew it, And they were stubborn till the very end,
That bullshit doesn't tell me anything. It tells me you don't know how to tag properly and that you have no idea that people are looking for fics like yours but can't fucking find it.
Enemies to Lovers, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, + (Other coherent tags)
This tells me exactly what I'm looking for. It gives me coherent tags to search for. Put the first tags in the synopsis section of the fic, not the tags. Also, just because you make a tag, doesn't mean it's searchable.
On Ao3 there are things called tag wranglers and it's a hard fucking job because they are constantly having to wrangle commonly used tags in order to instate them as searchable tags.
The more you put this nonsense in the tags, the more BS they have to wade through.
#Ao3#Archive of our own#Fanfiction#I'm honestly just tired of people who refuse to learn how things work#You're making everyone's experience worse for it#if you tag this way it's nothing personal#i just get really tired of wading through fics that tell me absolutely nothing about it in the tags#it's how we look for things#its how we find things we want to enjoy#if you don't want people finding your fic then whatever#but it's diluting the experience for everyone
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What was the most unhinged way you used to write fanfiction?
#I used to type it directly into Fanficion.net's new fic section#I remember thinking it was dumb to have another medium just cut out the middleman#even WORSE was if I wanted my friend to beta it#I gave her my FF password and had her log onto FF and check my drafts section to review it through that#she asked Multiple Times 'uh can you make this like a word doc or something' and I pointedly refused#god bless being 19 and rediscovering/reinventing myself as a writer#the 'save draft on AO3' fxn unlocked this core memory#I need to send my old beta a fruit basket for putting up with me lol
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thinking about todd and his resolve toward… not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with what’s being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesn’t necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story ‘from camp in sixth grade’, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesn’t voice it until they all have). he’s not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, he’s just lonely, and he’s generally okay with that. he doesn’t have friends and that’s fine, he doesn’t participate in class and that’s fine, he doesn’t have a relationship with his family and that’s fine—he could live without any real connection and he’d have been, more or less, fine.
the thing about when he says “i can take care of myself just fine!” is that he isn’t really wrong, you can infer that he’s been doing it his entire life anyway, it’s that ‘taking care of yourself’ isn’t the same thing as really living or being happy. todd’s an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but he’s also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isn’t friendless because he’s an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, he’s friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neil’s unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but aren’t really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)
there’s obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie he’s all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. he’s already accepted being the family disappointment, and he’s already accepted he’ll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesn’t like it, but he’d have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but he’d have managed. he’d done it for that long already, anyhow.
#and like obviously it’s BAD in the long run and his isolation IS only making his life worse but… genuinely he’d have been alright#all things considered#it’s super interesting to me how it’s neil who starts the domino effect of todd’s life becoming Less Shit#both by beliving in him and putting faith in him that he’s never seen before and refusing to let him hide away#but it isn’t a savior moment on neil’s part#and i find it so odd when people frame it as one#todd is like… actively irritated at him in that scene 😭#neil is right that todd needs to get out of his shell and put himself out there and Believe in himself#but todd can’t accept it yet because he can’t see what neil sees in him yet and doesn’t believe it exists at all#and it frustrates him because unlike everyone else neil REFUSES to give up on him#and as far as todds concerned it’ll be for nothing#as far as todd’s concerned neil isn’t a savior or a hero in that scene he’s an annoyance#a necessary one in the grand scheme of things but an annoyance all the same#i think people forget that just because todd DOES want to break out of his shell (‘don’t you think you could be?’ / ‘no! i… i don’t know!’ +#‘come on you heard keating don’t you want to *do* something about it?’ / ‘*yes* but…’) doesn’t mean he knows how or believes he actually CAN#todds autonomy can be taken away from him a lot (ironic) and he can be twisted into someone with no opinions or thoughts or whims +#outside of neil but that isn’t really the case#and a part of that blame lands on the movie because todd doesn’t get explored a lot but there’s still evidence of him being his own person#he’s not a yesman and he tells neil when his ideas are stupid (keeping the audition from his father) or he just doesn’t personally agree +#(the entire ‘no’ scene) and he functions perfectly well when neil isn’t around and while they aren’t focuses +#there are short scenes where todds alone or scenes that start eith them apart that make it clear they aren’t attatched to each other +#in the way people can often write them to be (that is in the trenches if the other is missing)#this post and all these tags are my long winded way of saying FUCK the codependent anderperry thing some people subscribe to it makes me#mad#neil’s goal is to help todd grow into himself and become his own person and find his identity more than anything#and todd doesn’t need neil to hold his hand to do literally anything and everything he’s a normal guy with anxiety#come on guys#dps#dead poets society#todd anderson
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Tw: Technically contains a suicide joke
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14, dragging s10 Saxon into a galactic therapy office: Hi! I believe I made an appointment the other day?
Master: This is so stupid..
Doctor: You promised!
Master: I did no such thing!
Shanon, the front desk lady: Couples counciling is down the hall to the left in room 36 B.
Doctor: Oh! I-.. were not...-
are we?
Master: Haha!! No- ...Ew.
Doctor: Yuh were uhm.... We're not a couple.
Shanon: ....
Master: Look, lady, I dont care what he thinks of me, as long as it's about me, mkay? That's normal evil neminsis stuff. You wouldn’t get it.
Shanon: ... Uh-huh..
Master: God see this is the problem with you people. You're so obsessed with romance and labels that you can't grasp the concept that what we have is beyond any labels known or able to produce, let alone be processed or understood by your febel minds!! There's no title for what we have! He's so much more important to me than that! This isn't just some pathetic sex relationship or 'love'! We've been through galaxies together, killed stars, burnt up suns, and fought to the point of killing one another just so we could have the satisfaction of saving the other again sometime down the line! Just so we can know that deep down, we'll always be there for one another, and for a mere second, the universe will be in sync! What about that says romantic to you!?
Shanon, eyeing them both: ... riiigghhtt..
Master, borderline over the desk, whispering: I'd kill him for a cheese steak sub. Right here. Right now. With my bare hands. And then I'll use his stupid hair to mop up the blood.
Shanon: ....You know... Denial is a river in Egypt..
Master: What?
Doctor, staring at him in awe:... You care about me that much?
Master: Of course not!! Since children you've been a goody little two shoes. I just.. never could get rid of you, is all..
Doctor, teary-eyed: You know what, which door did you say couples counciling was agian?
Bonus:
Master: I don't see why we need couples counciling, were not even together anymore(!...)
Doctor: Well... We never technically broke up...
Master: yOU MEAN ALL THIS TIME YOU'VE BEEN CHEATING ON ME!?
Doctor: And this is why we need counciling-
Master: No THIS is why we can't have nice things!!
Doctor: Oh yeah, says the one who KILLED HIMSELF OUT OF JEALOUSY-
Master: OH, LIKE YOU COULD HANDLE TWO OF ME!
Doctor: ....
Master, now smirking: Oh, you sick bastard..
#the fourteenth doctor#the master#doctor who incorrect quotes#dr who meme#dr who#saxon master#missy doctor who#HE WAS THINKING ABOUT DOUBLD CUDDLES YOU NASTIES#demisexual#thoschei#saxteen#The therapists office is on fire now...#Because she refused to call the master his name#and said the doctor wasn't a real doctor#so now they're holding hands while watching the fire fighters#i can fix him? no. I can make him worse
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like don't get me wrong Callum flat out exchanging the cube or freeing Aaravos of his own 'free will' because Rayla's life is on the line is my Beloved Theory. that said, because we've already had a hostage deal and exchange of information + dark magic use was to save her life, it's like...
It'd be even funnier to me if Rayla's not directly in danger. Because it's one thing to knowingly open yourself up to Aaravos and risk doing dark magic again when if you don't, she will literally die (thank you 5x08). It's another form of escalation entirely to trust Aaravos' word or or risk possession Again just because she's sad or will maybe do something dangerous to free her family if you don't step in and do it first
#like CHET is insane but rational#but if he just does it bc he wants her parents out#solely so that she doesn't have to maybe sacrifice something#or solely so she can be happy#like. Buddy. My Guy#im Begging you#snake boi callum#cube hostage exchange theory#+ variants#s6 speculation#predictions#arc 2 viren&rayla holding hands as they get better and refuse to make sacrifices#callum&claudia getting worse as they roll right on ahead walking both their paths lmao
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I recently had a conversation with a friend that made me realise that (maybe) people might not know that the Italian mafia still exists and actively operates all over Italy. Like, the general international public has this old-timey idea of the mafia that stops at the 1950s, with Al Capone, seedy bars, car chases with tommy guns etc. etc. or at least that seems to be the case for the people who don’t live in Europe, or otherwise close to Italy.
So, I made this poll. DISCLAIMER: this poll is NOT so i could judge people in any way. I can’t really fault anyone for not knowing about a problem so tied to Italian soil and culture, I was just curious.
NOTE: I’m not making a distinction between the actual Mafia, Camorra, Ndrangheta etc. etc. just pretend that all Italian organized crime is one big thing for the sake of this poll.
#this was also prompted by the miriad of Mafia AUs I see everywhere online#not that there’s anything wrong with them! They can be really cool#the aesthetic can be awesome and it can be fun to play with a plot revolving around organized crime#I just need people to keep in mind that the Mafia is still very real and it still kills people to this very day#I don’t care if you watch the Sopranos every day or know the Godfather by heart#hell you can have a poster of Al Capone in your bedroom for all I care#just… idk remember this is real. it’s not just smoky bars and the aesthetic and ‘I’ll make you an offer you can’t refuse’#these people kill. the noble mafioso that protects the less fortunate is just a myth. these people have no morals.#countless people - good people - have been killed by mafiosi bc they tried to expose them#I don’t mind if you enjoy the old-times aesthetic but PLEASE do so with the knowledge that it’s just fantasy#because the reality is much worse#There was a news case some years ago of a Mafia boss hiring a hitman from prison to get his own daughter killed#because she exposed him and landed him in jail#so any perceived ‘nobility’ these people might have in the eyes of the international public it’s just a fantasy#idk this is getting long. i don’t want people to think they can never enjoy a mafia AU ever again. I’ll stop now#polls#my polls#tumblr polls#poll#tumblr poll#roba italiana#Italian tumblr
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