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On the long holidays my Circadian rythm is like FUCK YEAH we're back to the genetically engineered 6 hours of sleep between 4 am and 10am. Yiss!
My body refreshed, my crops watered, my updates downloaded and so on.
End of the holiday...
Circa: Wha- what are you doing? Gettjng up at 6??? Why? What about the genetic hours? Why??? Go to sleep at 10pmHA! Sure okay... i mean its probably an emergency...
Me: Between 10pm and 6 am it's 8 hours! It should be enough! Why am I tired?
Circa: When is this emergency shift over? I cant keep you running on adrenaline. Thats stressfull to all of us.
Me: it'S NOT an emergency!!
Circa: *looks at the genes* based on these notes, it sure looks like it is, but okay we'll try.
Me: sleeps 6-8 hours and is tired all day.
Circa: This is not your normal sleep schedule.
Me: . . . I know, but can you help me out? Can you actually make me fall asleep at 10-11pm and allow me to get up at 6am?
Circa: sure. You just have to take some extra hours of your day, every day, to completely tire all your muscles out into exhaustion.... and some sleepy pills. To make sure your normal brain activity turns off at 10pm. I cant promise not to wake you up at 3 am though... cos you know... *looks at the gene table*.... but lets make a deal if you can sneak in a nap in the middle of the day... somewhere between 12-15pm from 20min to 4 hours then i can keep your brain functions normal. It will make you not tired at 10 pm though... but brain...
Me: . . . : (
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Crescendo
Will Lenney x Fem!Reader
Summary : Will has a new neighbour Warnings : none Notes : I think I will do a part 2 for this fo sho, no ETA for it yet tho...
In the bustling heart of London, nestled between the towering beige buildings and the cobblestone streets, was a peculiar flat. It was peculiar, not in the way you might think. It was a typical London flat, rectangular, aged, with big rectangular windows. It was peculiar because of its inhabitants, a young woman whose days were filled with a rhythm that seemed to resonate through the very walls. Every morning, the thumping bass heavy of reggaetón echoed down the narrow alleyways as she revved up her engine and pulled away from the curb. Her car was a vibrant splash of colour in a sea of monochrome vehicles, the music spilling out like a siren's call to the city's early risers.
And its other inhabitant, Will. He had rarely been home the past few weeks, having to spend time in his office to work with video ideas with the lads, and the last few days he had been outside the country filming for a video. But he was used to the hectic schedule. Will was no stranger to late nights and early mornings, his own schedule dictated by the whims of content creation.
So it was a surprise, on the first night back, — it was not really night. He had landed in the UK at 4 am and had only gone through baggage collection an hour later, managing to get an Uber drop him off outside the flat around 6 am — that he saw a bright yellow Miata roared to life and peeled away, the surrounding air vibrated as it drove past him.
After that first morning, Will noticed the pattern start. Each time the music started, he felt the walls of his flat vibrate slightly, a gentle reminder that the world outside his window was waking up. Or at least his elusive neighbour was.
The pattern was this, at around 6 am, he would hear the muffled heavy base, some mornings he'd pick up words when he was closer to the windows in his front room. Though he didn't understand it one bit. At the time, he made the mental note to ask James if he would know what the words meant. Then in the evening around 5:30 pm he’d hear the beat grow in volume the closer the car got, then silence as they cut the keys, a loud car door slamming, and lastly, the beep to indicate their car locked.
The curiosity grew stronger, Will found himself one day setting his alarm earlier to catch a glimpse of the driver. He'd make a cup of tea, the kind that could be brewed quickly and enjoyed just as fast, so he didn't miss the moment.
He didn't catch them, unfortunately.
Then one day, the pattern changed.
He woke as he normally did, made his morning tea, sat on the sofa mindlessly scrolling through TikTok. Something was different today. Looking at the time on his phone, 6:30 am, then outside through the blinds. The little yellow Miata sat parked in its usual spot, instead of the empty parking space that should be at this time of day.
Will’s brows furrowed, but he had no time to wonder the reason at the moment, so he got ready and left his flat. With his hand on the door knob, he locked the door of his flat. Footsteps came from his left and slowed as it got closer to him, “Mornin’.” a female voice called out.
Turning, he saw a stranger. She was shorter than him, wearing an oversized hoodie, baggy jeans, and a pair of white Club C 85. Blinking in surprised, he took a deep breath in shock, and smelt coconut. “Good morning.” Will greeted back.
“I’m your new neighbour. I live in the next flat,” she held her hand out and introduced herself. Will smiled and said, “I’m Will.” she smiled back, replying “I’ve been excited to meet people, but I’ve not seen other neighbours in the flat yet, only heard them.”
She continued to walk towards the exit, Will followed after her, nodding. “Yea, tell me about it. There's some bloke nearby that's been playing loud music out their car every morning and evening.”
They had got to the door by that point, and she opened the door for him, motioning for him to move through first, he nodded his head in thanks and said “Oh really? I can't say I’ve heard it.”
He shrugged “They must’ve decided they’d have a lie in today.” he looked at the time on his phone and told her “Listen, it was nice to meet you,” he said her name “but I’ve got to head to work. I’ll see you around, love.”
Will heard her reply as he walked off. Just as he put on his headphones, he heard the noise he’d been hearing every day for the past month that signalled the Miata being unlocked. He whipped around, mouth agog, his eyes widening when he saw the girl he’d just met climb into the car.
Then the realisation hit him. She was the mysterious neighbour whose music had been invading his mornings and evenings, and he had no idea she'd been living right next to him.
He gulped, and watched her drive off.
What do we think of this part 1?
#will lenney#will lenney x reader#willne#willne x reader#willne x fem!reader#will lenney x fem!reader
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| How to manifest something through a dream + storytime;
1. DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT
> Obviously, you wanna know what you wanna manifest. An sp, money, an opportunity, etc. You can choose (multiple things too!)
2. SATS/thinking about your desire(s) before sleeping
> Now, what i personally do is just to either visualize or/and affirm for a short amount of time the thing i wanna manifest, or actively dream.
3. SLEEP
well, obv😭do whatever works the best for you to fall asleep. (I also recommend getting more than 6+ hours to sleep to have the opportunity of a longer dream!)
4. MANIFEST W/ THE DREAM
Now, this step is more or less essential depending on which way you wanna manifest w/ a dream. Here are two options i can think of.
1. Get lucid and repeat an affirmation in your dream of the thing you wanna manifest " (when i wake up, im gonna be together with my sp/have x amount of dollars/have clear skin etc.). Repeat it a few times till you wake up.
2. Manage to get a dream that is already related to your manifestation, and the VERY moment you wake up, you repeat, "this dream is (a part) of my reality/is true/ is a memory."
5. PERSONAL STORYTIME + SUCESS
A few months ago, back in Autumn 2024, there was something quite pricey in my area i wanted to buy for a long time. Sadly, i didn't have the money yet, so instead of crying about being broke, i went to bed and visualized a scene in which I was in the store where the item was, everything being on Sale.
In my dream, I managed to get lucid after seeing how off I looked in one of the mirror reflections and said the affirmation, "I have enough money to buy this!" for like 5 times until I woke up.
Mind you, the very next time I walked by the shop, which was less than 24 hours later, I suddenly saw a huge sale in the middle of October with stuff being more than 50% off! When I walked in i also saw my item much more cheap & got it immediately!!
That's all ❗️
Besides that, i also wanted to thank everyone for more than 100+ people following my blog!! It's been almost half a year since I'm on Tumblr, & the majority of the time, i only met great people on here: wishing everyone a great rest of their day/night 🫶🏾
#shiftblr#reality shifting#shifting#auriana#desired reality#✿auriana's home#black shifter#❁auriana's takes#law of assumption#gokurakugai#loablr#loa success#loa tumblr#loa blog#loassblr
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Draft: Untitled | BCJR x f!Reader
One: Viral
Warnings: ED joke on slide 6
ignore timestamps and tweet stats!
When Barty dropped into his bed at four in the morning, he hadn’t anticipated waking up to hundred and thousands of notifications bombarding his phone. So much in fact, it startles him awake from his dreamless sleep. Through bleary eyes he checks the time, decidedly too early for him to be awake and he immediately falls back asleep.
The next time his eyes peel open, it’s a more acceptable waking time, for Barty standards at least. It’s almost two in the afternoon, and the last remnants of the previous night’s alcohol consumption trip are fading away, unlike the dull ache in his back. With a groan, he sits up, rubbing away the sleep from his eyes before blinking at his phone. The screen is lit up constantly, an onslaught of notifications covering his lock screen from various socials, most prominently Twitter.
Trying to open his phone proves to be a battle of wits, the device crashing every few seconds from the sheer amount of notifications arriving. By luck, he manages to swipe it open without throwing it against the wall, and it takes only a few minutes for him to realise what this is about.
His song is going viral.
He is going viral.
His music is gaining traction, rapidly and by the minute.
Of course, like any normal person, the first thing he does upon realising this is text his friends. Hey, everyone needs to have an audience for support, right?
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Barty and Dorcas always text eachother for random advice and opinions
they enable eachother to do random shit
after texting you that Barty threw his phone across the room for the drama
he spent 4 hours scrolling through your socials and he's absolutely in love with your video editing, your art and your general disposition in everything you post and create
AN:
getting the hang of this still, it's a pain BUT WERE GETTING SOMEWHERE OK
Tagging: @vun3r4b13xwrites @theynipulation @justtwotired
#barty crouch jr fic#barty crouch jr x reader#barty crouch imagine#barty crouch junior#barty crouch jr#barty crouch#barty crouch x reader#barty crouch x you#barty crouch x yn#barty crouch jr x you#barty crouch jr x yn#barty crouch junior x reader#barty crouch junior x yn#barty crouch junior x you#dorcas meadowes#regulus black#rosier twins#evan rosier#pandora rosier#slytherin skittles#marauders#hp socmed#marauders smau#marauders fic
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augh i know i shouldn’t have responded to a bad addition to a post at nearly 4 am, never trust your brain past 12 goddamnit, but i’m gonna stick to my guns
#even after wording things as best i could and cutting out most of the really angry things i had to say#i still feel mean#but i know i’m right! you can’t claim to be anti ai and then call for the use of it as a punishment!#same as any other right#you have to stick to your guns or they ain’t your guns!#and also going onto a post and saying inflammatory shit like that on a post will drive off anyone uneducated about the situation!#maybe i just needed to yell but i do think that person deserved to hear it a little#didn’t seem like they meant bad but goddamn watch your fuckin mouth!#augh! ok yeah it is too late for this i am getting sleep i have food to cook tomorrow#and will likely have to wake up in 4 to 6 hours#which will not be great for me lol
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i wish i could get normal sleepy like you read about in books where people just slowly get more tired as it gets later and then go to bed and fall asleep. instead i only experience Worse Sleepy, where i get slammed by an utter wave of dizzy exhaustion 3 times a day at random, during which i am capable of falling asleep within 10 minutes, but outside these (which last about 15 min each) i go RIGHT back to being either Awake or Awake But Shaking. and if i try to fall asleep in either of those states instead it takes me over an hour.
#i just had one of the waves but its 8pm!!!! thats too early!!!#if i go to sleep now (which also. is a RACE to get in place before it ends) i will just wake up at 1am forever whcih is worse#SIGH#i always think having a 2-3 hour sleep night like i did last ngiht will cure me but 90% of the time it just means more Shaking#not even more Sleepy#which is CHEATING on the universes part i think#anyway gonna treat myself to bedtime ibuprofen tonight and im hype about it#this is what makes an exciting night in ur 30s kids#ramblings#i usually get a wave between 1-4 which is the devils nap siren call and must NOT be answered#and one between like 5-8pm which is too early to be useful#THEN NOTHING TIL 4AM#then im so tired between 6-11am every day no matter what#thank u dspd
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#delete later#another journal entry 📝 for the void#i have not been sleeping well for the past 2 wks 😵💫 i always wake up like clockwork after 5-6 hrs which feels like not nearly enough#i feel like i've done everything there is to do (consistent exercise + consistent sleep times + earplugs + weighted blanket + no caffeine)#last night i took melatonin too but no... same problem staying asleep 😭#ahh whatever. i'm just frustrated that it has to be this way :(#anyways in an act of spite i reread like the 4 wips that have been sitting in my drafts from the past few weeks#i think something that will never cease to surprise me about writing is that more effort/time doesn't necessarily translate to better#results; i suppose that's the case with all kinds of art but#it does feel somewhat unintuitive. one of my fav professors in uni said to not dismiss those 'lightning in a bottle' moments (in art) as#blind luck... but to instead analyze the circumstances and iterate on recreating them. and i think one of my artist friends who i deeply#respect said something similar (wrt artistic rituals/setup). i have too many thoughts on writing and on my own creative processes and#weaknesses to fit into any number of tags here. :') that said...#*shakes ch2 draft* after everything i did and all the hours i spent WHY are you still so bad?!!! D: i am baffled and frustrated.#and why do i prefer this other [redacted] draft which i hammered out with utterly no regard towards the quality??#anyways. back to the drawing board i guess T.T
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whoever created public high school schedules deserves to be shot in the head
#my school starts at 7 and ends at 2#that is objectively stupid and pointless and just damaging#the bus leaves at 6:27 which means i have to wake up at ~5:30 in the morning#why#like actually though#it would make much more sense if it was 9-4#firstly because it means you actually get a relatively good amount of sleep#secondly bc it means your parents/guardians (who probably have a 9-5!) dont have to worry about you for the last 3 hrs of their work day#thirdly bc YOULL probably grow up to work a 9-5 so attending a school like that would help you acclimate to that schedule!#the extra hour gives plenty of time for after-school extra-curriculurs#and the 9 am start gives plenty of time for before-school extra-curriculurs#in summary the person who created this current schedule deserves to be shot in the head#thank you for coming to my ted talk#three pigeons in a trench coat
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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv
#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS#i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts#i am only in the middle of episode six#last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes#and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly#i NEVER sleep like that#it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber#do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me#going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf#which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful#i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana#a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night#wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz
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ily bakugou katsuki u are the only thing that hasn't pissed me off today
#today i was basically told that i have to take all of my breaks at work back to back to back within one hour two hours after i clock in#which means that i don't get a break at all later during the night so i don't fucking Want that but i have no other choice because#i'm basically being cornered into doing it by one of the managers who texted my department lead and said i tried to get someone to#cover me for my break at “almost 7 when everyone is going home” which is a fucking lie i asked at 6#who the fuck wants to take all of their breaks in one hour two hours after they start their eight hour shift#i asked for someone to cover me at 6 because i had to use the bathroom really fucking badly and she was like#“why didn't you take them while the midshift was here” the midshift has a three hour overlap with my shift and i have to be clocked in#for at least two hours before i take any breaks at all and i don't want to take all of my breaks at once that soon#ONE HOUR BEFORE MY COWORKER LEAVES#and like we both have stuff to do????#all three breaks two hours into my shift then nothing for the next six fucking hours funniest joke i've ever heard in my entire life#except it's not a joke because it's from a manager so if i don't do this stupid ass shit i could get disciplined or fired#because they don't want to send anyone to cover for me#you know what's even funnier? i am the ONLY PERSON scheduled for these fucking 2-10 shifts except for our full time guy#my other coworkers? 4-10. i don't want this fucking 2-10 shift get me the fuck OFF OF IT#EATS MY ENTIRE FUCKING DAY#i woke up at 8:30am this morning and it still felt like my entire goddamn day was stolen from me because i wake up have time to myself for#about 5 hours out of my whole day then i have to get ready and get my ass to work until the end of the fucking day#tag rant#tag vent#bakugou katsuki#i feel like this is something i should call my union rep about but idk
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do not look at this i’m just gonna be throwing a fit in the tags and i need to feel like its going somewhere
#look. i love my roommate. p much my best friend. i am also this close to fucking killing them dead#the way they live. stresses me out#like i work 40 hours a week. 4 10 hour days. in the medical field#she works like… 16 hours a week. 4 4 hour days. basically babysitting#doing crafts and watching children in an after school program#so tell me why the fuck i’m doing like 95% of the work around the apartment#and shes stressing me out rn in particular cause the hours she works are like. 2-6 pm#and when i’m off work i dont see her wake up/come out of her room until like 1#but the thing is. is that instead of doing things she needs to do before going to work#shes decided to do her laundry after she gets home#so its 10pm and im trying to go to bed so i can go to work in the morning#but im just listening to the fucking washing machine which is on the other side of the wall from my head :)#bestie :) do you have thoughts :) in your head :) ever#and she barely does her dishes she never takes out the trash#she leaves food in the fridge and pantry for way too long and instead of eating stuff she has she just buys more stuff#shes so messy her shit is everywhere and shes like boarderline a hoarder actually#girl you have enough stuff. its time to stop i think#she does not think before she buys anything#she loves vintage/antique things#and she basically just sees something and goes ‘i like that’ and buys it#without thinking if she actually needs it or is gonna use it#i swear 90% of the time shes forgotten that she bought anything by the next day#its just abandoned somewhere among her stuff#im like girl. im begging you to try and get a normal sleep schedule so you can be up and doing adult things during the day#bc i pay for half this apartment and im about to bite you#and she doesnt seem to understand why i want to sleep at night#it like. confuses her#she tries to get me to watch like three movies in a row with her after work and when im like okay i need to go to bed she actually like#pouts at me#and ik from experience if i dont sleep enough i get really mean and dysfunctional. so
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Merry fucking news years, I'm going to go kill myself
#haretalks#waking up in an uncontrollable sobbing fit for 4 plus hours and then having to-#-put on a face about it was not an ideal start to the year ngl chief#i'm still so fucking angry about shit that happened like 6 months ago and the HORSESHIT that's followed in the wake#AND NOW SOME SHIT'S JUST PERMANENTLY UNRESOLVED WOOOOOOOOO#i'm going to bash my own skull in
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once I inevitably get diagnosed with some form of clinical insomnia in 5 years before they medicate me they're going to refuse me any prescription until allowed a legal warrant into my home to confiscate this drumset and lock it away after 9PM every night like a screen time lock for small youth
#goober.txt#every waking moment since I finally got this instrument has been either one of blind euphoria or mortifying embarrassment. I feel Unwell.#this is embarrassing I SHOULD hypothetically be able to think about something else. I am unfortunately obsessed.#not even GOOD at it yet it's just ALL I can think about until I'm doing it again. like so excited I'm gonna throw up#like I WISH I was joking or trying to sound cool when I say I am losing time. as in I am legitimately blacking out for hours with these#there have been multiple 4-6 hour blocks of Non-stop Playing The Music Object For Fun. I've been waiting 7 years to own this#so sorry this is all my poor mutuals will be hearing about. it will be like this for five weeks more. minimum
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How do I politely explain to my boss that she can't keep giving me an evening-night-morning set of shifts with 4-5 hours between each one before I fucking shoot myself during an exhaustion-based mental breakdown?
#6-8pm then 12-2am then 7-9am#which sounds like so little but that gives me about 4 hours to sleep between each one if i give myself time to eat in the morning#and doesn't take into account ANYTHING ELSE i have to do#i would really like to shower today but not even waking up at 6 gives me enough time for that because of how long my hair needs to dry#like this just isn't sustainable. i can't handle it.#suicide tw
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I am physically incapable of saying no to anyone! I am the worlds best door mat!! (<- guy who just agreed to work an 11 hour shift today knowing damn well he has school work and laundry he needs to get done)
#goblin mode#at lest im making $150 in one day#*sobs*#AND I HAVE ANOTHER 11-5 SHIFT TOMORROW#SO IM WORKING 11-4 today#THEN COMING BACK FOR A 7-CLOSING#THEN GETTING HOME AND GOING TO BED AT LIKE 2 AM#THEN WAKING UP AT 10 TO WORK ANOTHER 6 HOURS#I AM SO FUCKING TIRED BRO#anyway:3
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School is draining any small motivation I had for art
or creativity in general
(tw: I got pretty much depressive in the tags but I needed to dump this somewhere and this may not be the best place but is where I feel better talking about my problems or insecurities, so feel free to ignore)
#vent in the tags#tw vent#i'm tired#and I hate that I'm tired#everytime I try to finish education is worst than the last time. my head can't take any sort of information from the class#no matter how many times they try to explain me or how many times I read and reread the same text#I can't focus. I can't memorize anything. I'm just sitting there in the classroom waiting for the 4 hours to finish to go back home#and spend the rest of the night just doing nothing. staring at the walls or doomscrolling till I have to go to bed and wake up again#for another day of fighting against an stupid anxiety attack in class because I'm going to fail this again#I hate school. I fucking hate it. the most boring stressing overwhelming way of learning#having the teacher talk for 1-2 hours straight and the student listening the whole time not saying anything is stupid#it's so fucking stupid they only want them to be mindless sheeps that only listen#because if you say anything 'no. you're wrong. I'm the teacher and I know better' fucking bullshit#this system is bullshit#and how am I supposed to study a whole school year of history. biology. math etc in less than 4 months??#everybody was like#'oh it's just 4 months and you'll be out of school!' 'in 4 months you'll get the education!' 'you can finish this in just 4 months!'#I fucking can't! I can't do this in such short time! I can't. focus. on 6. subjects at the same time. my brain can't!#and it's so fucking depressing. I have 4 opportunities to finish this. the longest it could take me is 2 years#I could just focus on 1 or 2 things each time but if I fail too many times I won't have another opportunity like this ever again#and I won't be able to finish highschool education and I. just. can't.#I'm tired of giving my biggest effort and not being enough. I'm tired of getting no satisfaction from any achievement I get#I hate so many things right now#and I have a lot more things in my head right now but I better shut up#you don't have to comfort me. it's ok. I'm not searching for confort. I just needed a place to dump my frustration or something#idk#you can ignore this#I might delete this later
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