#and who am I to disappoint that kid
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Is Anyone Gonna Doodle/Draw Scott As BigB's Creaking Heart Or Am I Gonna Have To Do It Myself?
#Let's Be Real Here- I'll Probably Do It Anyways#If I Don't See At 'Least' 3 Arts Of Those Two By Next Session; I Won't Be Bad; I'll Just Be Disappointed#Oh Who Am I Kidding#I'm Going To Have Doodled Them At Least Three Times Before 'Tomorrow'#trafficblr#traffic smp#trafficblr spoilers#traffic spoilers#scott smajor#smajor#smajor1995#dangthatsalongname#bigbst4tz2#bigb#bigbstatz
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It's not so much that I object to this potential blind date boy. I haven't said yes because im NERVOUS and my heart is SORE
#literally so tired of boy drama in my life ngl but i want to give it a shot! but im scared.#that is where we are. sigh#also i knowwww its not technically a rebound (after the not-talking phase of the past little while LOL#dont you love it when u meet someone wonderful who has such an ardent love for God and READS and loves the inklings#and is so kind and warm and lovely. and the talking turns out to be simple friendliness because this boy already has a girlfriend. anyway#i will delete this later i am just frazzled and confused abt my heart#i do not LOVE the lewis boy but it stung and im not fully recovered. is it unfair to go on a blind date#not having moved past the lewis boy disappointment? i feel like such a little kid not knowing how to deal with this
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no but this is so cute if you don't know he was trying to make her throw up poisoned food
#who am i kidding it's still so cute#i was waiting to see this animated and gotta say i am not at all disappointed#jinshi x maomao#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya no hitorigoto#anime
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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care
#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month#i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it#oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion#‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to#be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really#even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his#father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus#imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re#going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on#account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated#the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and#fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions#you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking#he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time#he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again#house md#robert chase#caseyposting
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You still think it's not your fault?
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#blue and violet#if only they had been a better servent#if only they were perfect#oh... if only#but thats all just naive thinking isn't it#what has done has been done and so now all the Mayor can do is mourn their lady#reminisce on what they should have done#feel disappointed in what they had been and cry over why they had not#whoever you are anon I hope you are happy putting Mayor in a spiral of thoughts#this is probably the bargaining stage of grief being shown here lol#honestly I should have probably written more segments of Mayor just straight up grieving#give them some more moments of depression and definitely barganing#I already wrote am anger segment with the ehru#eh who knows I'll work it out somehow
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It's good to know that i'm not the only one who went throught the rain world to ultrakill hyperfix pipeline. i had enough of being a little clueless animal and dying in the most embarassing way possible, it's time to KILL
#ani.txt#i wanted to say something else instead of “time to kill” but uh. i'm not sure if you guys are ready for my dirty jokes yet lol#also kinda unrelated but#so far the ultrakill community seems to be a lot more chill compared to everything i experienced with the rain world community#imma be honest with you guys i don't enjoy being in this fandom as much anymore#mostly after the... thing that happened recently#i don't feel safe in a community where starting harassment campaigns agains disabled kids and defending people who sexualize ferals#is completely normal to some people#i legit can't put into words how disappointed i am after all of this#this doesn't mean that i'm leaving the community. i still love this game a lot and met a lot of wonderful people during my time in the fand#but again. i no longer feel comfortable here due to certain things but i'm trying my best to avoid drama as much as i can#for the sake of my mental health#block button my beloved (you don't want to know how many people i have blocked only in the last month lmao)
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im trying so hard not to let the hope of potential polyamory flare in my chest but it’s far too late. I’m toast, brothers
#legendborn cycle#bloodmarked#THE BLOOD WALK SCENE???#I was telling myself no no calm down you don’t want to be disappointed later#don’t read too much into this#but then I was like who am I fucking kidding I’m already in my knees like poly? poly? polyamory? please?
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This is just on my mind for writing reasons, but im really interested in the psychology behind who people pick in fire emblem three houses without spoilers. Because the game gives you like a sentence snippet for each kid and you're left to deduce who you want to follow based on that and I feel like, looking back, I could tell immediately what kind of characters they would be and made my choice accordingly. But then I hear others first impressions of the characters I'm always surprised by their interpretations.
#rose and rambles#which is really cool of course#thinking of it right now just because i was thinking about how to have my mc describe another character who's coming off as perfect atm#and it made me think of the kids' little narrative first impressions blurbs#and how i might be able to make mr. perfect seem intriguing#also i am genuinely interested if you want to comment your own first impressions of the fire emblem kids#between edelgard dimitri and claude#who did you pick and why and were your first impressions correct?#knowing what you know now would you have picked a different kid or is your og kid your fav?#I tend to get really loyal to first playthrough characters#but I feel if I didn't pick the kid I did I would have been disappointed with the directions the other routes go if that makes sense?#anyway#back to scratching my head at my character
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If anyone has any Rottmnt, Lego Monkie Kid or Cult of the Lamb drawing ideas/requests throw them in my ask box because I am ✨bored✨
#lego monkie kid#lmk#cult of the lamb#cotl#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#i am aware my art isn’t -that- good but the only way to improve is to keep drawing so#I apologize to anyone who sends in an ask and is disappointed by the result ahah-#Tbh I’ll be surprised if I even get any asks
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For all the reasons I've seen for people to either love or hate James's arc in V8, I've never once seen anyone bring up his semblance. Specifically, I've never seen anyone mention what a disservice it was to have it merely mentioned on Twitter and never once bring it up in any sort of way in the actual show.
I hate information being released on the side and never once being brought up in the canon in any sort of way. It's lazy. It is relying solely on the audience to have seen it and to take your word for it. It's like adapting a book into a show or film but leaving out important details about the world and/or characters, relying on the audience to have read the book first (which a vast majority of them will not have done).
James's semblance, to put it simply, is tunnel-vision. It "strengthens his resolve to carry through with tough decisions", basically cancelling out rational thought and ignoring consequences. This is a major piece of information about James's behavior that is never once brought up, and because of that I can understand why a lot of people didn't like his 180 heel turn into antagonist territory--I didn't either for the longest time, and because of this a part of me still doesn't. While parts of his downfall were done subtly and done well, this particular part of it was not.
"But why would his semblance ever be brought up in conversation?" Good question, one that could be easily answered by the three characters in the cast that definitely should know about James's semblance: Qrow, Ozpin, and Watts. Qrow and Ozpin had been working with James for years, and before that it is implied that Watts and James also worked together for a period of time, getting to know each other fairly well. It makes absolutely no sense for neither of these three to ever once bring up the fact that James's behavior is likely due to his semblance interfering with his ability to make decisions. Hell, I can even imagine Watts being delighted by this; Watts knowing how James's semblance works and how to take advantage of it would definitely benefit Salem.
James Ironwood was such a fascinating character, but the fact that his semblance felt like an afterthought is a major disservice to his arc, in my opinion.
#rwby#james ironwood#I think about ironwood a lot#and how disappointed I was that they never once brought up mettle#yeah the audience can infer his semblance's interference by his facial expressions and the light going out in his eyes#but again that is relying on the audience to have seen that tweet#I am not on the cesspool that is Twitter so I would not have known about it if it weren't for tumblr#but the people who aren't on EITHER website?? and I know several people who watch rwby who aren't??#they had no idea about it til I told them#I hate hate HATE information being released on the side and being expected to just take it as canon#MAKE IT PART OF THE CANON#bc otherwise it is just trivia that doesn't effect the flow of the story at all#mettle should have been a bigger deal and part of james's arc#could you imagine if qrow never had the bad luck conversation with the kids??
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Is the lack of skin texture on purpose?
I thought it was just me not really giving with the art style at first, but those Qunari….
Yikes.
Bad. Like laughably bad. It’s an airbrushed cosplay cap instead of horns, I’m starting to actively hate it and I don’t want to hate it! I want to be excited for this game but every new video is making it harder and harder.
Also if I had known these IGN videos were going to be so INSANELY spoiler heavy I’d have never watched. The marketing for this game is so all over the place to me.
Just 0 to 100 with absolutely no warning
I think I’m going to just avoid all of it until the game releases so I can play without all this prior knowledge and maybe be able to go in with an open mind.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#datvg#datvg spoilers#qunari#bioware do not disappoint me#who am I kidding I’m already disappointed
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how many times do we need to learn as people that irony and hyperbole can be harmful because 'jokes' aren't easily distinguished from genuine thoughts and feelings until we stop rewarding people for speaking or posting about violence
like even if you're joking/don't actually believe that/think whoever you are insulting is bad/immoral/fictional therefore deserves it - ad hominem attacks always do more harm to the people who share those characteristic then the individual you intend to cause harm to or discredit
#discourse#long post#its genuinely erased so much of my enjoyment of 911blr knowing i have to check accounts or risk seeing bullying/hate#l like its an odd feeling to know that so many people in the same fandom as you actively hold hate or find hate funny against your communit#like tired of people saying others are too sensitive because we dont want to hear or see a person say they want to hurt themself or others#like sorry i put in the work everyday to not let my mental health backslide and to enjoying being alive and accept my queerness#while others seemingly have not#and i know the content i post/share is not all in the same circles as that certain blog and i hate that it still grinds my gears but#its so frustrating to see the cruel glee people have#saying things they would never say to anyone's face irl and only to other blindly devoted/similar bullies#like do these people realise that they are on a razor's edge between 'ironic jokes' and just outright bigotry and threats - like do they#literally the only thing seperating That and conservative bigots is that the bigots are honest about their hatred towards minorities#like a lot of people in the fandom seemingly still need to deal with a lot of intenalised homophobia/racism and just outright hate-#especially regarding queer men and men of colour#because i can not be emphasise enough#It is NOT GOOD OR HEALTHY to be a fully grown adult that actively derives joy from the idea of enacting hate crimes#like you can hate tommy you can want him off the show even want him to die like weird but go off#but its such a next step to unprompted talk about [a character i dislike/hate/dont ship/disrupts my fanon endgame] in derogatory ways -#with rhetoric that straight up is out of terf/rel. right/homophobic/racists bigots and evokes violent hate-crimes......#well i feel sorry for those people cause what a miserable life to spend so much of it unable to enjoy your own life that you target others#anyways I know this is too long but I'm just a very tired man who has studied history and education and working with kids i have seen it -#too many times- harmful words coming from harmful environments or creating harmful actions and thereby perpetuating the cycle of violence#also not super relavent but as Latino Australian i am genuinely appauled at how many people have in their bio they are also Australian-#while actively liking/reblogging and engaging with post that find homophobic violence a funny haha joke - as if activist in our country -#aren't actively trying to dismantle homophobic and transphobic laws regarding issues like conversion therapy#like I know professors that actively got fired for being gay while teaching in religious education context - and its still happening!#so for people to forget so quickly what progress has been made and how much it took and how easy it is to loose - disappointing#(and its the same people who wanna pretend mardi gras is nothing but a party as if 78rs didn't risk their jobs/safety/lives)
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tw vent
#i was super duper excited because at the end of last year i took a test#and i got a high enough proficiency level that i could skip spanish 4#still am excited#my teacher said i really should do it#and it made sense#i thought that it would be so great etc yk because people want to be there in spanish 5#you've already taken 4 years#anyway it is#just not for me because I know no one#and in trying to find somewhere to sit#ofc i end up at a table with the kids who shouldn't fucking be there#they speak in english constantly#how am i supposed to learn?#and i really want to learn like really really want to#i also wanted to make friends#like its spanish 5#people talk in spanish whole class#always to the teacher#discuss in table groups#not these people#bro is talking about his gf being bi in the middle of class like#one of them didn't know lunes was monday#i want to cry#i actually have cried#then we had to present something and i tried but it's like the joke of the class#I AM SO DISAPPOINTED maybe it will get better but AHHH#i thought it would be so much better it could be so much better#idk what to do i could talk to the teacher but i don't want to be that kid#i want people to like me but I just really want to learn#it has only been two days but still
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(PLEASE DO NOT POST THESE EDITS I MADE ON ANY OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA SITES)
#can you guess what I'm doing today???#if you guessed monster truck rally I'm sorry to disappoint. Not this weekend.#nah today I'm a M'Fn Barbie Girl in a Barbie World. Life in plastic. It's fantastic.#I think FemWes would be the perfect movie date for this flick... but like I'd take any era of Wes on a movie date so who am I kidding?#I need an LB cover of Aqua's “Barbie Girl” a la “Faith” style.#Imagine Fred's screams/screeches of the chorus#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu-metal#down the rabbit hole
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thinking about a fierce pjo fic featuring sally and percy …. but alas …. odesta week is calling
#ok alas is a bit too strong of a word#like realistically this fic idea is not going anywhere it just took hold of me at an inconvenient time#but like#who else is up having sally jackson thoughts#should we have a class discussion about sally jackson#shoutout to sally jackson i love her but i also resent her i am proud of her but im also disappointed#no one warns u about loving books u read as a child well into adulthood bc wtf sally jackson#wait or is it sally blofis now…? idek#ooh wait cos don’t get me started on that either#like glad u were able to compartimentalize those feelings as an adult but percy had to process all that as a kid#ooh i have to go i can’t be getting so heated over a fictional character rn it’s not that serious
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I’m sorry I know everyone said I should read the professor fic but I’m having to gear myself up for it lmao. Anyway I read the SWEETEST drarry fic and my teeth are literally falling out of my head it was so pure. I’m obsessed and they only posted it October 12th but I need MORE. I need a part two I need a proposal I need the wedding I need the BABIEEEESSSSSSS.
Fic is Release by HSVH on ao3.
#I NEED SCORPIUS JAMES POTTER-MALFOY. I NEED ORION JOHN POTTER-MALFOY. I NEED LISSA JEAN POTTER-MALFOY.#yes I have named all their kids for this person fucking fic and will be disappointed if they switch it up but that’s who I am#just kidding I would gladly read just a crumb of a part 2 even if they named all their kids fucking Severus#(which I would truly hope they don’t)#drarry#fic rec#drarry fic rec#drarry fluff
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