#and this entire thing stemmed from that
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i wanted to try drawing older Mabel and Dipper !
#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#artists on tumblr#tbob#not gonna lie im not too sold on these designs so i may change things later if i ever wanna draw them again#i was looking at their old character designs and concept art for inspiration#mabel lowkey looks like a fashion mess but! i think its in character so whatevvsss#also firm believer that they both have glasses. mabel doesnt wear contacts bc she likes fun frames + contacts are too uncomfortable for her#dipper doesnt wear contacts because hes too busy for contacts and he can never put them in right#also took some insp from kristen schaal. alex hirsch. ariel hirsch. jason ritter for them too#also. i know dipper is shown to be a STEM-y kid but i firmly am a believer hes a STEM enjoyer in the service of art. like the fanfiction#writer thats studies physics or chemistry to get a certain detail right or something. or the entire futurama writers room lol#like i do think he wants to make documentaries or shows abt the supernatural or whatever#and mabel helps out with the adventuring :)#kind of like buzzfeed unsolved in the golden era of youtube#turtlearts
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*complaining for no reason again because i am bored* i need more ppl to know that these. are all the same person these are literally canonically all the exact same individual person im begging u



literally almost all the ganondorfs are the exact same individual and almost all the ganons are the exact same individual, almost all the ganondorfs & ganons are the same exact person just in different forms and circumstances. except for FSA and maybe whatever the fuck is going on with TotK ganondorf but i still think it’s weird that he still has golden eyes & rounded ears when even the gerudo in TotK’s ancient past dont, but anyway ashfjsbfjsn
#not like you always have to subscribe to canon because it’s often impossible to know the truth of certain things#or some things that are canonical just suck and should be changed anyway but like#of all the things that are like relatively basic facts for ppl engaging in the Lore or whatever#ppl are like always. Always talking about ganondorf as if every iteration of him is a different person just like link & zelda#but so much of his character development stems from the fact that WW ganon and TP ganon are both different timeline offshoots of OoT ganon#i’m not even citing the ‘Official Timeline’ on this because it is silly & confusing but i just literally mean#in terms of basic canon continuity#that WW and TP were conceptualized even in the early 2000s to be the events that occur distantly after the two timeline splits OoT created#because OoT is a game about time travel and the entire concept of the split timelines in this series#originated from the two different scenarios that are created by link & zelda’s use of the master sword and the ocarina#WW ganondorf and TP ganondorf are both literal older versions of OoT ganondorf in 2 different futures#not to mention all of the ganons in the early games. OoT was made as a prequel that both literally and figuratively#attempted to humanize the main antagonist of the series#OoT ganondorf at the time WAS the ‘ganondorf with character development and an actual motivation’#WW ganondorf (who is the same person.) just actually got to vocalize what specifically his motivation was#which is great!! and also retroactively gives OoT ganondorf more context & depth#can u tell i am off my meds at the moment and have nothing better to do with my time ahsjfhskfhdj
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Realizing you can never please anybody can be a devastating loss... until you internalize exactly what that means.
When you sacrifice so much of yourself for others, you forget that you leave yourself behind. Not being able to please everybody means you can start learning how to fully embody who you are instead of juggling everybody else's baggage, trying to make something work out.
You might feel devastated about this, thinking you're terrible for not pleasing everybody. The truth is, it was impossible from the start, and learning who you are is infinitely rewarding
#mental health#encouragement#encouraging words#people-pleasing is honestly (in my experience) the most soul-crushing things out there#and i wish more and more people could learn how to let go of the impulse to self-persecute...#...and to let go of the idea that literally the *entire world* comes before them#i think the thing that really set me on this path was realizing that few people would do what i did...#...that they would see that nobody is fighting their corning *including them*...#...and that few people will actually fight your corner *for* you...#...and part of that realization enraged me because it's like... everybody abandons you INCLUDING yourself...#...so you think 'how the fuck didn't i realize that?' and you start to question more and more the reasons you internalized the message...#...that literally everybody matters more than you ever will...#...part of that for me stems from deep systematic abuse and part of it is cultural...#...so you'll find that your drives to do certain things have differwnt influences and some are perfectly fine...#...while others are destroying and depressing and horrific
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I was making a post about how Odysseus revealing his name is a case of dramatic irony. And then I realised all my tags just became me ranting about how more people need to blame Poseidon for the shit that happens. I do not know how exactly it turned to that.
#Epic the musical#Odysseus#Poseidon#I'm right though🙏#All of Odysseus' actions lean on the reasonable side (yes even during the war which he was forced into)#Until he begins being put into impossible situations surrounding the divine#All the consequences of POSEIDON being unreasonable#Because yes killing like 500 men because one guy got made blind out of self-defense & knew the “attacker”s name is completely unreasonable#THE ENTIRE STORY STEMS FROM ONE INSTANCE OF A MORTAL MAKING A MISTAKE AND BEING UNREASONABLY PUNISHED FOR IT BY A GOD#EURYLOCHUS TOO!!!#Eurylochus gets dragged into these impossible situations too#All of the crew is dragged into a punishment for a VERY REASONABLE mistake they didn't even make#I really love Poseidon and his role in the story and his role in the story is fucking things up
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Kind of a vent but like. Does anyone else just randomly get so embarrassed about their work they just have the urge to delete their socials. I'm not going to but oh my god I've been dealing with that feeling like crazy. When I'm actually working on smthn I feel so passionate and happy about it and then the MOMENT I hit upload or share it I feel so queasy
#i write things and make hcs about things i enjoy and that are important to me but like#i feel so stupid about it later for some reason#its to the point i cry about it#i know it stems from being bullied a LOT for pretty much my entire life but im still so. augh#kind of a vent???#sorry
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Signora: One time I found a google doc on Scaramouche‘s computer with the title "list of parents that locked their newborn child in a domain“ Signora: out of curiousity, I opened the google doc. Signora: it was completely blank except for the words "my mom".
#the fact that you could use so many titles for that google doc#„list of parents who cant cook“ „list of parents who replace all their teeth“ „list of parents who forgot to give their child a name“#you could also use Arlecchino & Crucabena or Arlecchino & her children for this#but Ei is funnier#I do find it interesting that Arlecchino and Scaramouche both have issues stemming from the same thing#but also very different#Ei and Crucabena were both horrible in entirely different ways#like you could argue „ok at least Ei had good intentions“ or that she didnt want to kill him#but like#she wanted to put him to sleep and lock him away for the rest of his life#that‘s basically death#i suppose she did leave him alone after he got out tho xD#anyways enough rambling#Scaramouche#Raiden Ei#la signora#genshin impact#incorrect quotes#fatui harbingers#tenshukaku‘s resident disasters
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bro getting myself an audhd assessment for the sole reason of making the rest of my family realize that THE HAVE IT THEMSELVES is getting more and more tempting by the fkn day I SWEAR TO GOD
#like my dad keeps critizising and “making fun” of his OWN BROTHER for having very very obvious special interests and “needing routine”#and somehow fails to fkn realize that he IS THE VERY FKN SAME#my mom is currently doing health checks and sht for a lot of things that MIGHT STEM FROM THE FACT THAT SHE IS ALSO NEURODIVERGENT#“I just have trouble starting/finishing things and I'm unfocused and tired a lot” BESTIE IF YOU JUST FKN LISTEN TO ME-#LIKE BOTH ME AND MOM HAVE WORKED WITH AUDHD KIDS FOR YEARS WHY CAN YOU NOT SEE THE SIMILIARITIES I BEG#like we had an entire discussion of good/bad rep of neurodivergency and how most people boil autism down to “oh so like Sheldon!”#When it's literally the worst most stereotypical awful thing I know because SHELDON IS MADE OUT TO BE A JOKE AND IS SIMPLY JUST FKN MEAN#and like they don't seem to realize why “oh I couldn't tell they had autism when I met them!” IS THE ENTIRE FKN POINT#I am so tired#I keep trying to use neurodivergent lingo in casual conversation in hopes they'll pick it up too but no luck yet#I literally couldn't help myself when talking about my uncle today and asked if he had a diagnosis on paper#since it “clearly runs in the family” and they got SO FKN QUIET#I'M SO TIRED OF PLAYING DUMB IN MY OWN HOME#BCS IF I DO SAY SHT OUT LOUD they play it off as “oh your friends have brainwashed you into thinking you are neurodivergent sweetheart :((”#I'm tired#tove rambles
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to be so honest im starting to think i really need to see a professional for my social anxiety
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#it is so bad in ways i can’t even articulate but today i felt sick over having to send one text message and procrastinated the entire day#i’ve gotten so bad recently#and that’s not even a fraction of the texts i need to reply to.. i feel like im crumbling under the weight of how awkward i am#and i hate it because im sure everyone thinks i’m rude and i know it comes off as so weird when i reply to a text fucking SIX WEEKS late#but i genuinely feel so awful and guilty over it i just cannot make myself do it. i’m so scared ill say the wrong thing or fuck up#or i just forget because i have memory issues but it’s awful all the same and i feel so terrible#and i assume everyone hates me until i see them again because i never texted back and it makes me feel like an awful person#but i have good intentions and i really just want to give everyone the kindness they deserve but i get so scared to talk to ppl it’s crazy#it’s so awful. i really need it fixed it feels like it’s rotting my soul and ruining my relationships#people will be so nice to me and then i just don’t get back to them… it’s horribly horribly rude and i know it i just get terrified#or i forget most the time i really do just forget but it feels bad all the same#i think it stems from like.. i don’t want to say the wrong thing so i need to think hard about what to say but then i forget or get so ->#caught up in trying to say the perfect thing that i get overwhelmed and procrastinate then forget entirely#i’m an awful person i truly cannot stand myself#i guess the only way forward is to just be better in the future but fuck i feel so guilty
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Seeing all these concept ideas and headcanons of Vanessa going around on my timeline is making me realize just how truly different my version of her really is… 😅💀😬
#I can’t say too much bc my Reassembled AU is still a WIP#and is currently an ongoing fic but like#probably the biggest thing that separates my Vanessa from a lot of people#is the fact that I make her autistic and have a lot of her trauma stem from implicit ableism#and why is that? bc she reminds me of myself prediagnosis#an adult female that is severely anxious prone to being short tempered and has a moral code that is more neutral than most#also the fact that my version of vanny is not entirely separate from Vanessa#but is like#an extension of her#she’s basically personified intrusive thoughts if that makes sense#and again this is not just coming out my ass#she reminds me too much of myself it’s almost depressing#but also like#I don’t put her in just angsty and depressing situations bc that’s boring to me??#like yea there’s angst but she also just deserves to be happy??#she’s like a child trapped in an adult body#and is simply longing for youth and FUN#(you ain’t even that old girl calm down🙄)#but that’s all I can say for now 🫡#fnaf#fnaf Vanessa#fnaf vanny#there’s also other reasons I think she’s autistic but I’ll save those for another day
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"and when you think about me, all of those years ago - you're standing face to face with i told you so."
#ghost's sick beats#on repeat today#i hope you get everything you wanted and i hope i never hear about it again#this isn't about a fic unless you count the way so many of my consistent themes/motifs all stem from this entire situationship#how ironic for this to happen when im in the middle of writing one of the fight scenes in maroon where reader gets to say things i wanted t#went from lizzy mcalpine's “and the funny thing is i would have married you if you had stuck around” to this so. character development?#ghost might be slightly in her feelings today so sorry in advance everyone#Spotify
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The way I know I'd be mischaracterized if I was a character on a TV show or movie...
#j is talking again#funniest part is that i know it would be because im trans and all#like that is entirely where the mischaracterization would stem from#im not saying how but just know#there is plenty of fandoms who have done the same thing#and it has made this a fact in my head
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THIS COLLEGE SHIT IS EASY
#i jus got my final grades back for the semester FINALLY an i have all A's....#paying for it however... not so easy#im taking an extra class next semester an might take summer school so i can speed up my time here an reduce the amnt of rent im paying#also cuz i am tired of being here the other kids dont like me so id like to reduce the amnt of time im here#im extremely close to dropping out at all times the only thing stopping me is that the classes themselves are like#the easiest ive ever had in my life. literally have like 4 assignments per class for the entire semester....#i got nervous abt my final but im like 90 percent sure they didnt even read that shit tbh#being in college is like humanities majors r going la la laaa and stem majors are getting brain damage from lack of sleep
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But would you tho (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Schuldig#ZEX#And again the Captain implied from offscreen lol#Two little things ♪ One that Actually happened and one speculation lol#I really like Schuldig :D He's the likeable asshole type and his quirk is very well written :)#I love how he gets on Zelnick's case about his wishy-washy-ness in regards to xenophilia generally and ZEX specifically hehe#Zelnick has no good answer for him! It's so cute hehe <3#But then he turns right around and is wishy-washy himself!! I get the feeling his frustration stems a bit from relating hahaha#Or maybe Zelnick's uncertainty influenced him! It's not such an easy decision to make when you're staring down the barrel is it now :)#Openly attracted to Max's body and flattered by ZEX's personality and outright attraction to him in turn but the alien aspect is too much pf#Sure right okay lol - I have no skin in this game so I'll have to take his word for it haha#Secondarily speculating around ZEX's attraction and standards lol it sounds like an oxymoron but no he is actually a bit picky!#Yes he loves humans generally but he is actually tempered by what mind inhabits what body! It's so interesting to me!#I think it's especially funny how his various desires are in conflict with each other haha#Like it makes sense that he controls himself around Fwiffo - poor thing would have a heart attack - but he genuinely seems less attracted!#Which makes sense to me as well ♪ Spathi and VUX share several traits and were on the same side during the War so he's familiar with them#And he's specifically attracted to differences and novelty - it all lines up!#And then there's also his pride lol he tries to make more friends than enemies of course but he still gets petty and patronizing <3#If he's actually upset with someone /he's/ the one who would need convincing! It's all very interesting :3c#And then there's the matter of his own body vs. Max's body - he's so upset at the metaphysical implications of cloning his consciousness#I've never thought of ZEX in the context of the ''Would you fuck your clone'' questionnaire but I guess I know his answer now haha#Though I still wonder what his reaction would be to Max :0 He's probably not close enough to be ZEX but he is /a/ ZEX - of a sort#All his introspection about the body he's in has my mental ears perked haha - pity and worry for the potential life he's replacing#Discomfort at possibly being Max in some capacity including continuing to be in his body but also of overtaking his life entirely#And of being backed into a corner - Max is pitiful as well as pitiable! Neither of them want to be Max Vyer really#He loves humans but how far does that extend when push comes to shove ♪ It's been interesting watching him fumble through it :)
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Whenever ppl talk abt inner child stuff my first instinct is to roll my eyes abt it. But sometimes im like oh i get it
#I think I’ve spent my entire life suppressing my personality#but ehen it comes out I’m like oh that’s little me#:/#:(#I also saw this tiktok that I really resonated with about anticipatory grief and rumination and treating everything like it’s a goodbye when#no one else is thinking like that#constantly grieving everything#constantly thinking of the end#not wanting to get attached to people or things in case they go away#but if it has to go away then wanting to control the manner in which that happens#the example in the vid was about how she used to build snowmen and then immediately destroy them because she couldn’t bear to watch it#slowly melt away#and it reminded me of balloons and how much I hate balloons because they will either fly away or deflate and both of those things were#extremely triggering to me as a child and still kind of are#lol#anyways#the personality suppression I think stems from this#somehow#I am still trying to connect the dots#://
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hashtag one of the few jobs I can do as a physically disabled person is like. live streaming and being a youtuber. which is generally regarded as VERY BAD FOR YOUR MENTAL HEALTH. which really fucking sucks considering I am physically disabled and am much more likely to have mental health problems and already do and have for a long time.
#i think. i still want to do it.#but I'm really concerned because i am very much still a mentally unwell person.#but. one thing i can guarantee is that i generally am not concerned with stranger's perception and opinion on me#which is mostly where a lot of problems stem from when you're an social media star#i may get super frustrated with some people#and i may compare myself#and i may get anxious about my friends' perception and opinion on me and my actions#but generally. do not fucking care if some stranger does not like me.#unless it gets to the point of being physically unsafe in some way#i will not care#at least that's what i think#maybe I'm wrong when it's a large amount of people who don't like me#but like. if i didn't fucking do anything specific. they can fuck off.#if they just don't like me cause I'm existing in a way they don't like then they can head out the door#or be fucking miserable their entire life and only focus on the things and people that makes them mad for stupid reason#whatever
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4 some reason I started thinking about my pkmn au and katakuri’s team I made for him, and realizing that piers is a character that exists and then walking back to totally revise kat’s team 😭 piers even stole kat’s entire color scheme too.
I think I am much happier with the revised version now!! i have the urge to get all my charlotte family!pokemon thoughts out so the rest will be under the cut 😇


Idk much about Pokémon meta so idk if giving him a tyranitar is too much for a gym leader, but I thought it was fitting since kat is like a pseudo legendary himself- not really a villain but still the boss fight of wci 😭


Starting with Perospero! In this AU, I imagine that when he was younger, Perospero was a contest master, then taking over the role as leader at the family gym when big mom leaves (either retired or became an elite four member🤔). After many years as leader, Perospero finally retires to go back to contests as a judge. Retiring from the gym, he dumps it on Katakuri to take over.
Katakuri doesn't really want the responsibility of being gym leader, but pressure from his family and the high expectations put on him makes him accept. Katakuri is a strong trainer though, all his siblings think he is the best and believe he would make the perfect gym leader, so he doesn't want to disappoint them. The gym converts from a normal type gym to a dark type gym, but Kat doesn't bother redecorating the gym from Perospero's tea time theme, just paints over it with his own signature colors ahdfdhkgfadkfjhkgjlgfh.
I have thoughts about Brulee too!! Moreso if she was an actual game NPC and what role she would have :^3c She lives a bit separated from everyone else, a cottage near the woods outside of town. She gets called a witch by local children and puts up an unpleasant front🥺 But if you befriend her, she will let you battle her despite her believing that she isn't any good at it. She would operate similarly to the battle cafes in SWSH, always being a double battle and awarding you random but valuable goodies if you win. But the twist being that she pulls two random pokemon from her team of six for every battle, so sometimes it could be a very easy battle, sometimes pretty difficult! Just to keep the player on their toes :^)

And some thoughts about the pokemon selection!!!
I started out with lickilicky with perospero, and just created a team of what I thought was fitting- which turned out to be a lot of normal types!! I had haunter on his roster for a long time, but then I though to just commit to the normal typing.
(EDIT: I was about to go to bed when I decided to replaced kecleon with indeedee! Honestly I might keep pivoting between these two, but indeedee fits with the tea time theme for peros’ gym :^))
The shellos came from perospero making the candy sea slugs,, I imagine him treating them like little purse dogs,, his special slimy babies,,😭 🥺 And the ducklett was inspired by a twitter post! Came wandering into his house one day and would not leave,, a little marspero goodie for me,,
Before committing to dark type for Kat, it was half dark and half fairy!! But now the fairy types are just his lil buddies along side his gym team,, they watch his gym battles🥺
(EDIT: I’m crying, kat can be easily swept by fighting types 😭 I might go back to the drawing board and switch someone out! even though I really liked what I picked 😔) I think kat would combat the weakness by having absol and sneasel use psychic type moves.
I also do think kat would get a weavile and a kingambit, but I’m not sure when !
Snubbull is the pokemon that he has had the longest. As children, perospero found snubbull, gifting it to Kat and insisting that they looked alike. Baby kat denied this heavily at first, but eventually Kat and snubbull became the closest of friends. Ever since Kat became gym leader, snubbull has the dream of fighting in a gym battle with him 🥺
Brulee didn't really catch her team in the traditional sense! They just kind of gravitated towards her over the years. She has known her rapidash and morgrem since she was a little girl, back when they were just a ponyta and impidimp. When impidimp was wild, he used to tease and play tricks on her, when one day he spotted her in the woods crying, the day after she was attacked and got her face slashed open 🥺 that's when the wild ponyta appeared to comfort her 🥺 And instead of teasing like normal, impidimp ran over to comfort her too!!
thank you for enjoying my psuedo fanfic ramblings,, maybe i will add more later to this, who knows!! i just wanted to get this all out of my head asksjbfdlh;hlj
#one piece#op#pokemon#perospero#charlotte katakuri#charlotte brulee#charlotte perospero#my fuckin ramblings#this post stemming from me not wanting to accidentally steal piers' entire fucking thing#despite not having the same team at all kat in universe gets call out posts online from piers fans for trying to copy him#and kat doesnt understand bc he is old and doesnt understand stan culture
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