#and they used fucking camels
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thinking of Otis Senior having to use Jean Jacket for a shoot and not looking up at Em, maybe knowing he had disappointed her. And Em being so hurt by it, that disappointment affecting her whole life, not being able to see it hurt him too. Otis needing help and taking OJ, even when Em had clearly shown interest in the work ("watching y'all train my horse. MY horse"). Em clearly not having interest in the work now. Otis asking about her in the opening scene. OJ looking up at her from the arena, and looking up at her in this scene, pointing out how similar she is to their father.
#nope 2022#fathers that feel like they have to let their daughters down and can't bring themselves to explain why because they wish it didn't have to#be that way#and daughters who are let down. overlooked. not even getting a reason why.#and brothers who look up. who see.#and they used fucking camels#laz watches
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fuuuuuuuuuck just fuck
Kir asking to shoot Camel in the face and Akai's reply just fhsjskskksfj the thoughts that had to fly through his brain at that point and the fact that they gave the line back to Ikeda rather than having it stay as Okiya hits it further home.
Like Akai trust Camel. He thinks Camel has some of the best driving skills. And he also recognizes Camel's guilt for blowing his meeting with Gin and his cover and endangering Akemi. And he's not above using him for it. And here it comes out perfectly.
Here we have Kir who's cover could be blown by Camel being exposed. And he picks Kir who's CIA not FBI over Camel. Even though it's a bet on his part and even though he fully thinks he still can rescue Camel, he picks Kir's safety over Camel.
He has multiple reasons to do so. First Kir is still undercover and he has her partially betraying loyalties and working for him. So part of it is prioritizing any information he can get about the Organization out of her. Another part is she's undercover where he used to be, where he still wishes he could be. He wants his teeth in their flesh and if he can't have it he'll have someone else have it. And to top it all off? Even though he's fine using Camel and trusts Camel and Camel's guilt, he probably still is not happy with him somewhat (bad phrasing but my brain is refusing to feed me the words I want). Camel directly blew his cover, and indirectly killed Akemi. Even if Akai mostly blames himself for Akemi's death the fault in his cover being blown with nothing to show for it is Camel's. He cannot appreciate or like him for that.
So he picks Kir who isn't his own and likely has a slighlty different purpose than Camel who is on his side. He'd sacrifice him before Kir, which I find interesting. Even if he trusts he'll save him in the whatever miniscule percent chance of failure Akai sees in his brain he chooses Kir over him.
#Detective Conan#dcmk#Kir#Andre Camel#Akai Shuuichi#the fact that they used Ikeda for the seiyuu part there is telling too#hints that his choice of her who was forced into the role and maybe not suited and certainly not his comrade#over Camel is partly his inner feelings esp with how the animate it too#ahhh it's a good fucked up complicated moment#its one of those rare moments we get to see him as not perfect#like yes he has to make a choice but his choice is telling#fuck its so good#love it for me and how it shows that yes he's not fully in control even now#like theyve toned him down but it's still there#and its good
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While I do like the Eldritch MK theory, someone suggested that instead of being the reincarnation of a past enemy, MK is instead a sacrificial lamb for an enemy to come back (with him being referred to as harbinger).
Which raises a whole other question of who he is meant to be a sacrifice for.
Baby MK overall gives off the kind of vibes where he was created to be destroyed, doesn't he? I mean, why else create a "simple creature, with no past, no family, and no name". If something was just born (from a stone or not) of course it doesn't have any of those things—why specify it? You would only specify a detail like that if it was significant to why MK was created in the first place.
Which, this thought is not exclusive to Eldritch Abomination MK or to Harbinger MK, overall that feels like the implication. MK was made to be sacrificed in one way or another, whether that's to stop a past enemy, a returning one, or some other thing.
So, with MK being a sacrifice to chaos, I'm wondering why he would be given so much power. *throws dart at my idea board* Maybe he was made as some sort of ticking time bomb, created to destroy himself plus whatever threat he was meant to be a sacrifice for. *throws another dart* Or, perhaps he was created to be able to go toe to toe with whatever ends up being the embodiment of chaos!
Just to throw another dart at the wall: maybe MK was made as a counter measure to chaos itself! "There's a reason you were at the center of all these stories", that reason being to maintain balance and prevent the end of the world (of which he's done like, 4 times over now). "You don't use a weapon...you ARE a weapon!" aka MK is the ultimate weapon against literally any big bad.
Of course I'm partial to my own theory, but this is definitely a neat idea!
#just throwing shit at the wall o7#I hope I contributed literally anything to this conversation#but you know I'm ALL about MK being a herald of Chaos.#like MK being created to be destroyed has a certain je ne sais quoi. He really is the doomed by the narrative blorbo#You also then gotta wonder then like. HOW he got all that power/what power was used to make him#Because like. Azure creating Camel Ridge sucked all of the life out of the surrounding area right#And with MK having the amount of power he does—where did that power come from#perhaps it was just similar to how Monkey King was born. But idk man MK seems to have even more power than SWK does#Maybe it was like...a combo. Using the good ol' stone egg and something else they made a fucked up dude who could fulfill whatever purpose#who knows man#asks#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk theory
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Any ships you don’t like in the batfam fandom that is popular?
OOOH this is such a fun question because I have quite a few
StephCass - i'll be honest this is one of those ships where the fandom ruined it for me. because 2000s StephCass is an elite dynamic, they care for each other so deeply. but the fandom has been intent on defanging and purifying this ship. i don't know *why* but StephCass seems most popular with the anti-Batcest crowd who get very mad if you compare it to ships they deem Batcest. i have an entire meta commentary on this in my drafts I'll likely never post discussing why the only reason StephCass gets the pass for not being Batcest ties directly into misogyny (because the women of the Batfam need to exist as love interests first, not family members so Steph was never going to truly get to exist as a "full" Batfam member so long as she could remain a viable love interest for Tim, and the same can apply to Babs, Helena, and even Cass in some cases) and that just sours me to it. like if i want yuri in Batfam i think there are far more interesting/fucked up ships for Steph like Babs/Steph or Helena/Steph. and when it comes to what i'd actually like to see in canon, i don't want to see Steph relegated to love interest of a Batfamily member, even if it's queer. let her date and exist outside of Gotham the way every other Batfam member gets to, DC *please*.
Bruce/Selina - i can't fully articulate why this ship isn't my thing, it just isn't. i think i just can't conceivably agree with Selina letting go of so many of her fundamental morals and beliefs for the sake of a man, even one she loves such as Bruce. ironically, i think that's one of the few things Gotham War got right about these two. the only canon love interest i like for Bruce is Zatanna and i mourn we'll never get much of that.
JayRoy - i will admit when i was newer to DC the first comics i picked up for Jason were all New-52 and i shipped this. but now that i'm a pre-Flashpoint truther and i've actually read well-written Roy Harper comics, i only see the flaws in this ship. ngl if ppl were actually fun and interesting with it, playing with the idea of Roy knowing Jason as Robin and still seeing him as just Dick's little brother who's gone a little mental, it *could* be fun. but this Red Hood & the Outlaws (2011) and Red Hood/Arsenal (2015) dynamic *butchers* the fuck out of Roy and strips him of everything interesting. and even as a Batfamily stan, my number one pet peeve is when other DC characters get *butchered* in a Batfamily character's book just for the sake of propping up the Bat as some kind of savior. free Roy Harper from this mans.
Bruce/Oliver - we could be here all day if i listed all the Bruce ships i don't like, but i figure this one has to be included. because oh my god either the people shipping this *really* don't understand Oliver Queen or they just hate his ass because why would you subject Oliver to this man. he can't *stand* Bruce. i really hate the popular BruOliie shipping dynamic of like "oh they were boarding school besties" because if you want that, you *should* like Bruce/Zatanna, not these two. Oliver just always gets butchered in these fics and i won't stand for it.
Tim/Bernard - the ESSAYS i could write on this ship and why i dislike it. the fucking *fear* DC (and most popular media tbh) has with depicting queer relationships as anything other than totally perfect and cute for fear of accusations of homophobia has stripped this ship of *any* real grit. Bernard is a non-character in Tim Drake: Robin, he exists to cheer Tim on and prop him up and just be The Boyfriend. we occasionally get glimpses of an interesting character with really interesting trauma and nothing is *done* with it bc at the end of the day, Tim and Bernard must be perfect and cute. what's fun about Tim is he is the *worst* boyfriend alive. that boy is *ass* at dating. all of his relationships are rich with conflict and yet the moment he dates a guy suddenly all of his flaws vanish? i hate it. i mourn what this could've been if we kept messy Tim Drake and had a Bernard who was actually informed by his trauma. DC please let gays be messy again. also of all of Tim's 90s/00s friends to bring back as a love interest, Bernard Dowd was just a *bizarre* fucking choice. Sebastian Ives was *right* there come on now.
Any Crossover Ship - look if crossovers are your cup of tea i'm happy for you but oh my god if i have to see that little green ghost boy or that ladybug girl in the Batfam one more time i think i may explode. i have a lot of thoughts on *why* i think specifically Danny Phantom and Miraculous Ladybug get crossed over as often as they do with the Batfam, but i don't think anyone wants to year that. my only exception to this is Jason/Bucky Barnes, but it *has* to be comics!Bucky. like. Judd Winick's Jason and Ed Brubaker's Bucky would hatefuck and that i wish to see it. any other crossover ship (especially the Peter Parker ones that seem to be rising in popularity) just do *not* do it for me.
honestly besides that i don't think i dislike many ships. (aside from being super opinionated on Bruce ships, but that's mostly bc ppl will use him to butcher the character they ship him with) there are some ships i'm neutral to because i simply do not know enough to have an opinion (like Dick/Wally). i guess the only Batcest ship i'm not particular to is Bruce/Damian, but I wouldn't say that one is popular nor would i say i dislike it, just that it's not my cup of tea. most Batcest ships click for me in one way or another because i like their Weird dnyamics. i guess i could also say i dislike most ships that have come out of Young Justice (tv) because. oh my *god* why were those group of characters put together on a team. it's baffling. but even then it's not disliking those ships, it's moreso disliking that show's depiction of those characters so. everything is really dependant on the canon context for me!
#necrotic answerings#batcest#sorry sorry to the shippers who are going to have this post caught in their filters#i am specifically not tagging the ships for that reason but sometimes tumblr will put it in the tagged content anyway#so sorry about that one#anyway i'm so serious i have Big feelings about the steph and cass thing.#i will probably never post it because oh the fights it'll start. but i've got feelings.#also my jason and roy feelings are pretty recent won't lie#like i used to be neutral on it. even have it in recent (within past few years recent at least) fanfic i've written#but the straw that broke the camels back was -as usual- wayne family adventures.#a recent episode had roy waxing poetic about how jason “saved” and “believed” in the outlaws as their leader#and i was like nope. i'm done. i can't. unsubscribing from this ship. goodbye.#red hood/arsenal is a guilty pleasure comic i won't lie to you (mostly for the duela dent content)#but i can't do it anymore. i can't witness roy being fucking BUTCHERED like that. i am done i've left the building.#writing this i found i actually don't dislike as many ships as i thought i did. bc i love to be a hater#but rlly most batfam ships i'm agreeable to#it needs the correct context and characterization but I'll be down for the cause if i think it could be fun#only the ones i mentioned are the ones i rlly dislike enough to be grumpy about#also bruce and constantine. i also dislike and am grumpy about.#but i do think that *could* work. y'all just need to read a hellblazer comic#bc you guys (the general you) do not understand constantine stop making him silly magic mcguffin guy. free him.#tumblr ate some of my tags on my last post so I'll stop rambling for fear of being silenced by tumblr gods again.
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OK you know what ? Fuck that. Fuck her. That's it. I'm done with her. Done with her.
#never expect any positive taylor related content on this blog again#that's the straw that breaks the camel back#he's a college student!!!#using public data!!!!#elon fucking musk didn't drag him to court#and with this coming to light right after the grammys and just before the eras tour starts again?#oh isn't that convenient#I'm so mad#so mad you can't get it!#the energy I wasted defending her#I'll never get that back#I'm this close to wish I never even grew an interest in her music because it's too precious to me to ever let go#but her as a person..? we're so done#“direct and irreparable harm#as well as emotional and physical distress.”#“no legitimate interest in or public need for this information#other than to stalk#harass#and exert dominion and control.”#fuck you fuck you fuck you#can you be less self aware ???#we do care actually to know how one woman destroys our planet without a trace of care#this is sickening I swear to god#this is a pure pr move filled with nastiness and manipulation#they claim to act following the law but do not present any of said laws#funny how she's the only celeb to take suck actions#SO funny right??#artist: taylor swift#text#oli schist!
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ok Sir Wearing-a-neck-tie-like-a-bow
#SIR THE ENDS OF YOUR BOW ARENT EVEN LEVEL.#I SHOULD WEAR MY TIE LIKE A SCARF AND YOU SHOULDNT BE ABLE TO SAY S H I T#riddle roseheart's fucked up tie makes me endlessly mad every time i see it and this is the straw that broke the camels back#i bet when he does it everyone calls it 'sprezzatura' BUT WHEN THE MC DOES IT ITS 'BREAKING THE RULES'#much like irl sprezzatura you cant make it work unless you're rich and have fanboys#this better serve a narrative purpose. i hope hes slipping a weapon r smthg into the MC's pocket and using the tie-adjusting as a cover#just to be clear: i am watching a silent playthrough of twisted wonderland with english subs because nobody would shut up about it#do not judge me#judge riddle and his sTuPID TIE#shitpost#twst
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the thing about being a doormat is you can just get up and walk away and then everyone has to find somewhere else to wipe their shoes
#im seriously not in the mood to be provoked while im not doing well just so someone can use my reaction to victimize themself. fuck off#there is always a straw that breaks the camels back
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I feel so fucking tired. Like, existentially.
It's just getting real fucking rough out there, everywhere, for trans folks.
Please let the trans people in your life know that you love them.
I've said this many times before but if you're cisgender this isn't a fucking request. You're responsible for this mess so the onus is on you to fucking fix it. You have an obligation to show up for us. No more excuses. FFS there's people out here with major platforms literally calling for our extermination and y'all are just sitting there with your thumbs up your asses.
If you're transgender, just try to keep on doing what your doing. Show up for each other, love each other, love yourself, and do whatever you have to do to stay alive.
#lately i've just been really feeling overwhelmed by the sheer scale of the oppression we're up against#And the shit that happened on here over the weekend followed by my parents' bullshit just broke the camel's back.#It kills me seeing so many of my friends struggling in every way imaginable#I feel so angry about the uneven distribution of resources#And I am so so fucking angry at the people trying to profit off of us while this slow motion genocide plays out#it's so draining having to pretend everything is fine when going to work or making small talk with other parents etc#venting
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wake me up when everything stops going to shit
#i'm not having a good time rn#got confirmation the water damage is back and NEW and coming from probably the neighbor's unit#strong possibility that we'll have to redo at least a third of the repair we just fucking finished#which we can't afford#and im just...#i'm a camel waiting for that last final straw because i can FEEL that the next bs that hits is gonna break me#i have negative resiliency rn#have for a while#and in context that makes sense#but it also sucks ass because right as i get out of my own personal hellscape the entire world goes further into global ones#and i have no capacity to cope because i used it all up already#i don't even know if i have the ABILITY to regain resiliency anymore or if i used that all up too#and none of it is the kind of shit therapy will help with#because the problems hitting me now are all *waves at the state of the world rn*#economic political environmental#not even getting into the shit going on with my health lately#like yes the hospital saved my life but i picked up AT LEAST two new infections that have LINGERED while i was there
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LET YOUR DEAF CHARACTERS USE SIGN LANGUAGE YOU FUCKING. COWARDS.
#ableism tw#I'm venting I'll be done in a second let me have this#ahhhhhhhhhHHHHHHH#'she can read lips it's fine!'#N O#every webnovel where I actually manage to find a deaf character does this#and I don't understand??? KSL is an OFFICIAL LANGUAGE OF KOREA it's not like it's OBSCURE KNOWLEDGE#actually forget using it. using it's whatever. will these authors please ACKNOWLEDGE IT EXISTS???#if they don't WANT to use sign language fo some reason that's FINE just BRING IT UP#LET *ME* KNOW THAT *YOU* KNOW THAT IT IS AN *OPTION*#DRIVING ME UP THE FUCKING WALL HONESTLY#han yi#ex-rank#I'm on chapter 22 only so I don't know if it gets better this is just one time too many all right#straw that broke the camel's back you could say#also a random chinese webnovel from way back that was DOUBLY disappointing because it was SO CLOSE#w h y are you guys allergic to sign language? is it the ~forbidden knowledge~? contortions of the flesh unknowable and arcane?#will speaking its name bring doom upon us all?#jgkrl;#okay I need to stop
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yknow as a wee bab i always kinda assumed i'd be the range type of video game fighter yknow keep to the background, wait for a chance, preferred weapon is a bow or whatever
nah. "sprint in and mash the attack button until it stops moving"
#my point here is my botw playstyle as it turns out#equip a sword and hit it more than it hits you that's my motto#anyway i've explored all of hyrule castle now + gotten every memory + finally purchased the fucking ancient set except for the helmet#bc 1) shit's ugly 2) i had 1944 money and it was 2000 YES i was angry#found the spring of courage (i feel so stupid); defeated the camel blight; killed two moldugas; killed a blue lynel;#killed the white lynel in gatehouse two (PANICK); finished the darkness trial; found an ENTIRE FUCKING STABLE I SOMEHOW MISSED;#finally found it within me to shoot farosh in the face twice; set up a system to shoot both naydra and dinraal in the face every night;#stalled a blood moon in hyrule castle so that was a weird month for the citizens; finished tarrey town; filled out more of the compendium#(while trying to find a FUCKING stealthfin trout to upgrade the sheikah set bc NO i am NOT looking it up >:(( )#actually used urbosa's fury on purpose; accidentally used urbosa's fury while trying to stasis launch a slab of rock; accidentally#used mipha's grace against the lynel (i swear that guy was white maned but the wiki says blue?? literally checked w camera before charging)#still have used revali's gale. twice. ever.#yea so anyway fuck that bird i guess like at this point i'm gonna beat ganon and like. i am only going to have used his shit. two times.#my ass sprinting up the mountainside: NAYDRA'S COMING I GOTTA GET ABOVE HER FOR THE BEST SHOT RN HOLY SHIT#THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO GAIN ALTITUDE#not kpop#shut up vic#shoutout to my homie recommending i use revali's gale to evade guardians unfortunately for us i'm fucking dumb#i think about it constantly EXCEPT when i open the game i am being completely serious
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Shit is long over due, but ye.
#Watch no one give a fuck and not add me on anything else#i've been sick of twitter for a bit but it's been to much lately and the#2fa paywall shit was the straw that broke the camels back for me#also i don't use text based 2fa but the others will be paywalled soon enough like#that's where this is going#i'm not paying for basic fucking account safety#fucking loser ass divorced bitch making his midlife crisis everyone's fucking problem#like fuck that dumb ass and is twitter blue shit#done with that toxic hellhole#like i thought tumblr was bad#christ on a stick it's so much worse there
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> Be me.
> Doing dishes, using a scouring sponge on my pizza pan.
> I enjoy the metallic scent, as usual.
> Metallic scent is nostalgic to me. It reminds me of being a child and sitting in the living room watching cartoons.
> Remember that the reason the living room had a metallic scent back then was because of The Stabbing where one of my mom's ex-boyfriends broke in the front door and started stabbing her boyfriend of the time.
> Realise that's probably a bit messed up, but so was the vast majority of my childhood.
> Continue doing dishes.
#fae irl#stabbing#domestic abuse#The Stabbing was also like. the straw that broke the camel's back in the landlord deciding to evict us lolol.#no not the nightly screaming and fighting and the cops being called for domestic disputes every other day and all that.#but Him getting stabbed and leaving a borderline permanent copper scent in the living room because no matter how much my mother#and her friend cleaned & cleaned & cleaned the smell of blood just Wouldn't Go Away (my mom was left to clean up the fucking CRIME SCENE)#is what did it asdfghjkll--#god. i almost miss that apartment.#its so nostalgic.#i was just a KID man.#all these horrors were going on around me all the time and i just wanted to watch Inuyasha on On Demand.#the horrors were happening and i was getting upset at missing the first showing of the last episode of ATLA for GROCERY SHOPPING.#of all things.#i missed school so many times because my mom and i had to spend the entire night with a chair under the door handle and#our backs against the door to keep her damn boyfriend out of the apartment so he wouldn't beat her again and she figured it wouldnt be#fair to make me go to school tired after a long night like that. she pulled the mattress over in front of the door and I just#went to sleep right there man.#.....#christ.
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Hate hate hate when I use they/them pronouns for my friend their family uses they/them pronouns for my friend their other friends use they/them pronouns for my friend and I say multiple times that they're nonbinary for my parents to still use the wrong pronouns like this is why it took me years to even start using the correct pronouns around y'all READ THE ROOM
#this is the straw that breaks the camel's back#i love my parents but if they can correctly use a fucking news anchor's pronouns#they can correctly use the pronouns for the child of their good college friends whom they saw grow up#and is good friends with their daughter#shocking to have that expectation i know clearly my standards are too high /s#fingers crossed me saying something and being more assertive with corrections will cause them to do better#but that's optimistic and i'm not holding my breath
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hera and hephastues. i would be interesting if he was just a 7/10 (gods are like...50/20) aka quite attractive just not mind boggling but because of an inferiority complex she developed she kind of degrades hephastues and gives him deep mom/self-esteem issues that leads to him fulfilling the expectation (he ruins his own face) before retreating to his workshop as he feels he"s too "ugly"
#greek myth#except fucked and not at all greek myth#i just think it would be interesting#like...he was never unattractive#not to mention it would be interesting if hera's inferiority comolex stemmed from zeus's chronic cheating#like zeus homewrecks (DISRUPTING HER DOMAIN) with a human (AM I LESS THAN A HUMAN??)#and it's more like the last straw that broke the camels back ya know#and we like her town ltitan parents are just like...let us step in (nefarious)#let's ignore the whole... incest part of things
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we are putting the pieces together in this chilis tonight
#was thinking abt my uncomfortability with touch bc i used to be super comfortable with it and there are other things that play into it#but mostly i just realised it was probably cuddling with someone who at the time was one of my oldest and closest friends and then getting#groped. so. yeah yknow i think that might’ve been the straw that broke the camel’s back. or made the first fracture. one of the two#i mean it was only my chest and stuff and i laughed it off and said it was fine in the moment but i think i always assumed he was being#silly and didn’t realise when he was probably being a fucking creep. which makes me feel grosser#but yeah i was thinking about it and realised that was when i started getting more uncomfortable with touch. like i can’t remember cuddling#with friends and enjoying it since then. other than one person who knew me before it happened and who i was super close with#and that was. more romantic than platonic. but i digress#even my closest friends now. i’ve always been confused why i don’t like to be touched and even if i initiate it there’s always some alarm#bell ringing even if i initiate the touch and it’s still nice otherwise#anyway. yeah. having moments tonight and all that#um.#tw sa#i guess. i think? i don’t know#if it is feel free to tell me genuinely. bc it was only my chest and stuff but i developed early and all that. and i think i might still#partly be in denial
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