#and they seem like they need it bad 😔💖💖💖

[stormz369]

☕💖 Can I Get Your Number? ☕💖 Ch 3

Jason Todd x Chubby! Reader (fem)

written with a female reader in mind, first person pov, no use of Y/N, fluffy, mild angst, will probably get NSFW later, let me know if there's anything else I should tag this with!

warnings: reader character dealing with anxiety from previous chapter (non-descriptive),hinted at trauma from fatphobia, hints of Jason's self esteem and body image issues, otherwise it's fluff central

word count: 2.2k (oops? 😅)

Chapter Selection

Ding!

I looked over at my phone, briefly considering not picking it up. When I got through my front door I had ripped my jeans off, suddenly hating everything touching me. I showered, scrubbing the night off until my skin was raw and tingling, and now I was curled up on my bed sheets, having a good cry. I didn't really want to talk to anyone right now…

Ding! Ding! … Ding!

God, whoever it was was insistent though … I sighed softly and picked it up, checking the messages:

Jason: Good morning! I am so sorry for the sudden disappearance - my phone broke on my way to visit my brother! 

3:15am

Jason: Just got back into town, so I've finally got the sim card in an old one for now.

3:17am

Jason: I feel bad, I owe you a week of good mornings! 😭

3:17am

Jason: And sorry for spamming you - I just didn't want you to think the worst for a second longer than necessary…

3:18am

I stared at the screen for a long while. Jason was back … just like Red Hood said. Huh… 

Me: Don't worry about it, shit happens!

3:40am

Jason: … What are you still doing up? 

3:41am

I briefly considered telling him everything. Maybe it would feel good to tell someone … or maybe it would feel even worse. We didn't really know each other yet, who knew how he would react? Nausea gripped my stomach and I shook my head, taking a few deep breaths before replying.

Me: Just got home is all. Picked up a late shift tonight.

3:50am

Jason: That's a hell of a late shift, that must have sucked!

3:52am

Me: … Yeah, honestly it wasn't great… 😔

3:53am

Jason: What are you doing tomorrow?

3:54am

Me: Nothing in particular, y?

3:56am

Jason: That settles it then! No more excuses, come hell or high water I will see you tomorrow!

3:56am

I stared at the screen, not sure how to feel about that idea. I did want to see him again, but I also really just wanted to sleep for 48 hours straight…

Jason: Seriously, name a time and place. We'll do anything you want! 😁

3:59am

Me: You don't have to do that, Jason - you just got back! Don't you need to work?

4:00am

Jason: Nope! We came back a day early, so I am all yours!

4:02am

Me: … All mine, huh? 😏

4:05am

Jason: 100%! Anything you want, name it!

4:06am

Me: … Gotham City Mall, meet in front of the bookstore at … say 4?

4:08am

Jason: Perfect, see you in 12 hours! Good night

4:08am

Me: Good night Jason

4:09am

I was exhausted, but couldn't seem to sleep. I was still coming down from the anxiety and adrenaline from being attacked, and now I was also nervous and tentatively excited about seeing Jason. This was the step that usually proved someone was playing games with me. I sighed softly, sliding a hand down my soft tummy. I didn't mind the way I was shaped, but other people sure had a way of making it seem like the end of the world… I silently begged the universe; let this one be good. No more games, let it be real this time…

When I finally did sleep, my dreams were filled with red. Blood all over the pavement, staining everything. Red chrome staring me down as I cried. Large hands, so gentle against my cheeks, pulling me against a warm, broad chest…

I woke with a start and peered over at my discarded clothes in a heap from the night before. Red Hood's flannel peaked out from under my ruined pants, taunting me; I was about to go on a date and I was dreaming about another man? A man I was surely never going to see again no less? That's real healthy, well done Brain.

I stepped over the clothes on the floor, not wanting to deal with the mess left over from last night, and selected a cute but comfortable outfit. I ate a quick breakfast, spent longer than I'd care to admit on my hair and makeup, and headed downstairs to catch the bus to the mall.

My anxiety grew as I approached the front doors. It’s a trick, it must be a trick. The cold air conditioning hit me in the face, a welcome respite from the summer heat, and I made my way toward the bookstore. He's a hottie, and really sweet. Or at least knows how to play sweet. He's definitely not actually interested. I could see the sign for the bookstore on the other side of the mall. And he's a Wayne too! What could a Wayne want with me?? … Oh god, I threatened them, didn't I? I told the little one I'd stab them if they came back to the table. Why did I say that???

I blinked a bit, pausing. That was him, leaned against the wall right next to the bookstore. He had actually shown up. I watched him scroll on his phone for a minute before looking up and scanning the crowd. When his eyes landed on me I continued walking toward him. He pocketed his phone, kicked off the wall, and walked over to meet me, a little grin lighting up his face.

“You're actually here…” the words left my mouth before I could reconsider, my disbelief apparent in my tone. Jason looked a bit confused at that, awkwardly rubbing the back of his head.

“Well, yeah? … You said 4, right?”

“Sorry! Yes, I said 4. I just … I honestly wasn't sure this was … real…”

“Why wouldn't it be real?”

I blushed a bit, clearing my throat slightly; “n- never mind! Sorry, I had a weird week; my brain hasn't fully caught up.”

He nodded a little, smiling gently. “Well, I hope it's getting better at least.”

I nodded. “Yeah, it is. Thanks. … So, what should we do?”

“Like I said last night; anything you want.”

“Well, … we're right here, do you want to start at the bookstore?”

He nodded and fell into step beside me, smiling gently. I could feel his eyes on me as I walked into the store, browsing the aisles. It was odd how comfortable this was; he was a good half foot taller than me, and at least 200 pounds of pure muscle. If his arms and cheek were any gauge he was absolutely covered in old scars, and he had a bandage on one forearm so whatever gave him the scars probably wasn't confined to the past.

I should be terrified - everything about my upbringing told me this was a dangerous situation to be in. But when I saw the look in his eyes, like I was the most interesting thing in the world, all of my self-defense training fell out of my head. The voices urging me to get to safety quieted, all my instincts stilled, and there was peace. His eyes were so beautiful… 

“... Is there something on my face?” He blushed a bit, chuckling awkwardly.

I blinked, looking away. “Sorry! I wasn't staring, I just …”

“... Did you want to ask about this?” he pointed to the scar on his cheek.

“Huh? No! I have a policy of not asking people about stuff like that; you'll tell me or not on your own time. No, I just … I like your eyes is all …’’ I blushed brightly, staring at but not reading the back cover of a book.

“... My eyes?” I nodded, still pretending to read the back cover. “... You're really not going to ask about my scars?”

“Unless you want to talk about them, it's not any of my business.”

“... You're a very unusual girl.”

“Because I'm not going to pry about something you may or may not want to talk about, particularly on a first date?”

“Well, they're usually the first thing anyone wants to talk to me about. If they don't avoid me in the first place…”

I frowned a bit at that. If we met under any other circumstances, I would have taken one look at him and ducked my head to avoid an interaction. “... People suck…”

“It's not their fault; I'm intimidating…” I cautiously looked over at him. He was also staring at a book cover, a pensive little frown on his face.

“... I don't think you're intimidating.”

His eyes darted over and back to the book, and the corner of his mouth curled up ever so slightly. “... Thanks.”

I nodded, setting the book down. “.... So …”

“So? …”

“... Play a game?”

He chuckled, looking over at me. “A game?”

I nodded. “You tell me some of your favorite things in books, I'll tell you some of mine. We separate, select a few of our favorites that the other might like, and reconvene.”

“Alright. Is there a way to win this game?”

“Well I assume we'll each pick at least one book the other hasn't read, so we'll get to make each other read at least one of our favorites. That sounds like a win to me.”

He chuckled. “Alright. Meet back up at those comfy chairs in the back?”

I nodded, telling him some of my favorite tropes, genres, and settings. He did the same, and we darted in opposite directions. He beat me back there, but I eventually approached with a small stack, falling into the seat next to him.

He gestured toward my books; “ladies first.”

I tucked my feet under me, passing him each book in turn and making a case for it. He took each one, read the back cover, and listened intently. He had read one of them, and I figured he'd pick one of the others, if that, but he insisted he was going to get them all. When it was his turn, I wasn't entirely sure what to expect, but Pride and Prejudice wasn't the first thing that came to mind. 

“I've seen a few movie adaptations, but I haven't gotten around to reading it.” I smiled softly, taking the book. It was a beautiful blue cover with swirling calligraphy font in gold.

“An unparalleled tragedy - I insist this is the one you're taking home!” I giggled at his determined tone and nodded.

“Yes, sir!” I made a little mock salute, trying not to smirk at the sudden wave of pink overtaking his face. “... Well, what else do you have for me?”

He cleared his throat awkwardly, looking at the books in his hands. “Ah, um …”

One by one he passed me Hamlet, the Three Musketeers, a book of Greek myths, and … a trashy romance?

“... Not gonna lie, this is an unexpected choice.” I read the back. It looked like your typical bodice ripper.

He chuckled, blushing a bit. “Look, it was the only book I had access to one day and I was losing my mind with boredom. But if you give it a chance, it's actually really well written, and the love interest isn't one of those creepy possessive guys the genre is known for, so …”

I nodded, taking a picture of the book covers. “I will give it a chance then!”

“... Why are you taking a picture of them?”

“... To get later? I'll start with this one, since you were so determined that I read it.” I held up Pride and Prejudice. Jason gathered up the others, putting them on his stack, then gently took Pride and Prejudice from me as well.

“Or I could just get them for you.” 

“What? Jason, no. I mean, that’s really sweet of you, but that's way too much!” Between the books he'd picked out for me and the ones I'd selected for him, he was holding at least $200 in his hands. And he'd picked the pretty hardcovers too! 

He shook his head. “I've had to cancel on you at least 5 times, and then I disappeared with no warning. You have been incredibly patient and understanding, and I will make today worth it.”

I blushed brightly, a bit surprised. “Jason, … you're worth waiting for. I enjoy talking to you, you don't have to spend money on me for today to be worth my time.”

He looked away uncomfortably, bright red, holding the stack of books to his chest. “... I … I like talking to you too … just let me do this, yeah? Call it a first date splurge.”

“... Alright, if you're sure. But I don't want you making a habit of this.”

He nodded, smiling softly. “Don't worry; I know you're a strong, independent woman.”

I nodded once, chuckling. “Damn right.”

Jason grinned, god he had an infectious grin, and led me to stand in line together. He held the stack of books in one hand, and we chatted a bit more while we waited for our turn. I was looking at a selection of little plushies in the impulse items when I felt something brush ever so slightly against my finger. I looked down; his trembling hand was next to mine, his pinky slightly extended toward me. I chuckled softly, extending mine toward him, and gently linked our fingers together. He stiffened ever so slightly before relaxing into it, gently squeezing back.

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[kathrahender]

My opinion about Harry Potter Ships (1/2)

Hinny (Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley): NO. Just NO. Please their romance was so forced and there was no chemistry between them in the movie (and I watched the movies before reading the books... so yeah, it affected my perception about them) 👎

Romione (Ron Weasley/Hermione Granger): In the books they were a better couple- but in the movie their development was almost null- so no thanks. 😬

Harmione (Harry Potter/Hermione Granger): "They're just friends". Still a better ship than Hinny/Romione tho. Their interactions were far more beautiful than any other ship involving Harry or Hermione. 🙌

Ronarry (Ron Weasley/Harry Potter): If I was Harry and I had to chose a Weasley to date with- I would choose Ron. Not saying anything else. 🧡🤎

Dron (Draco Malfoy/Ron Weasley): Enemies to lovers. Enemies to lovers. Enemies to- (Besides, their families don't like each other so they would be Romeo/Juliet coded) 💞

Drarry (Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter): I'm a fan of Slytherin/Gryffindor pairings, and a fan of rivals to lovers so- I LOVE DRARRY SO MUCH. 😍😍😍😍

Dramione (Draco Malfoy/Hermione Granger): It's literally like a straight version of Drarry- SO I'M IN! 💖

Huna (Harry Potter/Luna Lovegood): I tell you, I ship them more than I ship Romione/Hinny. Although I have never read a fic of them, they had cute moments. ☺️

Linny (Ginny Weasley/Luna Lovegood): Luna is a Ravenclaw. Ginny is a Gryffindor. Ravenclaw is Blue. Gryffindor is Red. I LOVE RED-BLUE PAIRINGS. 💖💖

Pansmione (Pansy Parkinson/Hermione Granger) & Blaron (Blaise Zabini/Ron Weasley): Another Slytherin/Gryffindor pairing? And another enemies-to-lovers? And also lesbian/gay? Hell YES. 💞💞💞💞

Hedric (Cedric Diggory/Harry Potter): Their relationship in the fourth movie/book was cute and pure and I will never forgive them for killing Cedric. He was a good friend to Harry and he could have been more than that :(

Chedric (? (Cedric Diggory/Cho Chang): Yes. Just yes. I don't know why, but they are so cute for me. 🥺

Charry (Harry Potter/Cho Chang): This might be controvesial but I like them (definitely more than Hinny). They were kinda cute.

Dransy (Draco Malfoy/Pansy Parkinson): I don't know what to think about this. Part of me says "They're besties". The other part says "They look cute together". Let's say I'm more inclined to say YES. 😉

Lunsy (Pansy Parkinson/Luna Lovegood): It's a Slytherin/Ravenclaw pairing. That's all I need to know. Just yes. 💙💚💙💚💙💚

Hansy (Harry Potter/Pansy Parkinson): It's like Drarry but the love interest is a girl instead of a boy. So it's a yes for me.

Nuna (Neville Longbottom/Luna Lovegood): You know for one moment I thought they would be canon and I shipped them-

Deamus (Dean Thomas/Seamus Finnigan): They belong together. I don't accept objections. 😆😆

Flintwood (Marcus Flint/Oliver Wood): Two captains, one from Gryffindor and the other from Slytherin, in a relationship? Yes.

Blamione (Blaise Zabini/Hermione Granger) & Ronsy (Ron Wealey/Pansy Parkinson): They're like Pansmione and Blaron but with the love interest reversed so YES.

Ginmione (Ginny Weasley/Hermione Granger): Friends to lovers? Two Gryffindor? A sapphic ship? Perfect. ✨

Dinny (Dean Thomas/Ginny Weasley): They were canon but they're not my thing. I prefer Ginny with Hermione/Luna and Dean with Seamus.

Drastoria (Draco Malfoy/Astoria Greengrass): Not my thing neither but I guess they're good. 👌

Druna (Draco Malfoy/Luna Lovegood): I ship Draco with Harry/Ron/Hermione so it's a no for me. Besides I see them as besties. 😔

Chomione (Cho Chang/Hermione Granger): Never thought of it but it seems interesting. 👀

Fremione (Fred Weasley/Hermione Granger): It's not bad but If I were Hermione and I had to date a Weasley- I would choose Ginny. But they're not a bad ship ;)

Geormione (George Weasley/Hermione Granger): The same argument as the previous ship.

Lovander (Rolf Scamander/Luna Lovegood): They're okay but not my thing.

[fakeusernamelol]

I can't believe there's a teen preg Stan bad ending 😔

Rapist Ford doesn't let Stan leave or get kicked out because then what if he gets knocked up by someone that isn't Ford?

Let me be honest with you dear anon, im a big pervert and anything related to degradation and harm drives me crazy, It makes me EVEN crazier if its towards a trans person because i need to proyect you know 🙇 so AHHH YES i needed to see that big man suffering because its the 60s, do you really think he won't? 😈😈😈😈 I guess the good ending could be the teen dads au, yes stan got kicked out and they still fight but i mean at least Ford's not a shit there 🤷

That said, THE OPPOSITE HAPPENING IN THE RAPIST FORD AU IT'S WONDERFUL AND I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BIG MIND, ANON 💖💖💖💖💖 (tw: Transphobia, Misogyny, abuse, Noncon, d and f word. the usual you know 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️)

You think everything is good now because Ford's isn't going to let stanley leave his side, his brother has a big sick obsession towards him and its not going to let him leave no matter what BUT FUCK YOU that man will treat stanley in the horribles way possible 😈😈

Stanley deserved it, everything was perfect before she started that stupid ideas of becoming a man. They were in love, they knew it! His sister was the perfect female figure, so sexy and cute at the same time, he knew from the beginning that she had to be his wife, the one he would marry and start a home with one day. There was no obstacle, [ ] was faithful to him, she depended on him, The only person who didn't see her as just a disaster with no future and who would always be there for her because he knew her even better than herself.

She had everything, a good and fertile body, Good knowledge of cooking and sewing, and most importantly, a man that would take care of giving her the best life she deserved...But no! She was ungrateful and that didn't seem enough to her, she had to ruin it all! Ford couldn't understand how she was trying to change that beautiful body of her, trying to hide from the world so they wouldn't admire his trophy.

«Stanley? come on [ ], you don't need to copy my name to know you're mine.»

«That looks horrible in you [ ], want people to think you're a dyke? Even worse, want to make me look like a fag?»

No comment would matter but coming from his safe place the words were marked on Stanley, Uncertainty and fear were sown in his mind. what made him feel good was an insult to Ford, he's the smart twin, maybe he's right but that hurts, he doesn't want to go back, he can't. He wishes, he prays and he beg to ford accept him and leave what he was, he wasn't happy, he hated it so much, he doesn't want to become a housewife, he had dreams, he has more than that, why he can live those dreams with his dear brother alongside?

Fine, if stanley can't see clear, Ford will do it.

Sure it hurted, it hurted as hell as almost every word ford said but he can't, even if he can, stop him more than just desire it. He loves ford and doesn't want him away from him, but if he wanted that then he must accept that he was... somehow right even if he cant comprehend it but that doesn't matter because he's the stupid twin and his opinion doesn't matter.

The science fair experiment was a wave of emotions for stan, ford was going to leave him but, that will also mean to be rid of all of that... He really didn't mean it, he didn't want to, he doesn't get why he did it and was scarier for it. He did tried to fix that stupid machine but without the knowledge it was useless. He was aware of what was going to happen, ford was angry and he knew his pa would come if he heard any more scream but, suddenly he changed his tone.

« [ ], oh, fool you... I knew why you did this, I could never leave you, you know it.

But you ruined my future [ ], our future. You will have to pay for it. »

Dreams and hopes, all of what Stanley has ever thought he could maybe become was and has always been just fantasy. She had ford at least, she was coming with him, but she wasn't a person anymore, she was just Ford's cum sack and good luck taking care of a baby while his brother was busy or not. They dreamed about this, about being a family but it, turned quite different the way they always thought. can't blame ford, he was angry, whoever she was now, she asked for it.

« ya' did this to yourself stan, ya' deserved it.»

[ageless-aislynn]

Aislynn's Jumble of Random Thinky Thoughts on Halo s2 ep4 "Reach"

SPOILERS, but of course

Cpt Admiral Keyes went out like a total badass. I really do hate to lose him but I'm glad he got a better send-off than he did in the game (Halo: Combat Evolved). Seeing him with a pipe was an awesome little callback to the game, IMO. (Though smoking is bad; don't smoke, kids! 👎😬😉)

The fact that The Powers That Be took Silver Team's Mjolnir with them as they ran like cowards evacuated but abandoned actual Silver Team is the most realistic bureaucratic part of the episode. 🙄

I suspected Louis wasn't going to survive but him losing Danilo and then choosing to make that stand immediately after was both heartbreaking but bittersweet: he couldn't live without his beloved and his sacrifice gave John and Riz a chance to escape but also ensured that he didn't have to live long without his beloved. 💔

My Halo vehicle fangirling was cranked up to 117% 😇 here, with me pausing the show to yell, "WRAITH, IT'S A WRAITH! I love hijacking those things!!!" and then "SCORPION! A SCORPION TANK! Aw, man, I do BUSINESS when I have a Scorpion!" *wistful, lovestruck sigh* 💖 Please imagine my dad's 🤔⁉️ face during all of that, lol! 😇

John, my beloved, and Scorpion tank, my beloved... 😍🤷‍♀️😇😉

I was legit upset that Kai was gone the entire ep, not just 'cause I wanted to see her, of course, but because it seems an awful lot like she abandoned her team and that just doesn't seem like her at all. I know last ep she was very torn and upset about John and not really believing what he was saying, but also not wanting to narc him out, either. When she finds out what happened to Vannak, I think she'll blame herself for not being there and, honestly? I think she should. (Same as she should feel bad about not believing John, evidence to the contrary.) Not saying she could've prevented any of the bad stuff, of course, but she wasn't there when Silver Team desperately needed her and if they don't have her feel guilt over that, then that's really going to be OOC for her, IMO. 😔

And then of course, the "two" of the "one-two punch" from this ep... Vannak, nooooooooo! I was completely not expecting to lose him here but I really should have, considering we're straight up doing a version of Reach's game storyline and, as we all know, Noble Team didn't make it out of the game alive (other than Jun).

And yet still... Vannak! Not when he's just learned to love animal documentaries and feeding the birds! The big guy had so much more living to do!!! 😭😭😭 I'm going to really miss him and I'm going to completely ignore his death in any fanfic I ever again write, I'm just saying. 🤷‍♀️😉

Are we feeling like Soren will be getting a place on Silver Team, at least temporarily?

Okay, so I was a little surprised but in a good way over how hard everything about Keyes hit Halsey. She was genuinely kinda tongue-tied at seeing him, then her absolutely screaming at his death and her sobbing... I wasn't expecting that sort of reaction. She really did love him and I wouldn't have thought that before this episode.

I feel vaguely like John's ex just kidnapped his current girlfriend, lol. Also, I keep staring at Makee, thinking, "Is her hair a different blonde? Is she dying her eyebrows or something?" more than anything else so I really need to get over that, lol! Annnnnd I could kinda ship her with her Arbiter but nobody should be surprised at that 'cause I can ship a character with a mop that has a wig and googly eyes on it if the chemistry feels right to me...

I could also see not-Thel!Arbiter as being a suuuuper jealous boyfriend trying to prove he's better than Makee's ex... *shipper glasses, I has 'em at all times!* 😜😉

Since Makee didn't let her Arbiter (whose name is escaping me at the moment) go ahead and kill John, one wonders if it was because she does still have feelings for him or if she just needs him for some later nefarious purpose. And why does she need Cortana? I'm still wondering if we're going to get some sort of "evil" Cortana ala Halo 5 since her new look reminds me a lot more of her Halo 5 look.

This is a still, not GIF, from Halo s2 Cortana's new look, so you don't wonder why it's not moving. 😉

Halo 5 "evil" Cortana.

And you can see s1 Cortana in the GIF right above all of this.

Annnnd my favorite version of Cortana...

Halo 4 Cortana, whom I imprinted on as my very first Cortana, so this is her definitive look to me, what can I say? 🤷‍♀️😉

And bringing things back to the episode once more, I also had a game fangirling moment when John yelled, "Frag out!" as he lobbed the grenade. My dad soon learned that the marines tend to yell that as they're lobbing frag grenades in the various games, too! 😎

Ooo, and almost forgot John's absolute panic eyes when Keyes called him forward during his inspirational speech, lol. Poor Chief, d'aww! But that was a really great moment to show people that Master Chief isn't a robot, he's a flesh and blood person, and I think that was used to great effect in this moment. 💖

In summary, this episode had me

💖

[horrornvnfan]

a ranking list of if I met yandere vn love interests irl, who would i date!

i love all of these games and characters a lot, this isn't a "best game" list, just as realistic compatibility as i can imagine!

ren/redacted: 14 days with you (i'm a simp and a fool 😔🤘 we will date and i will inevitably pay the price)

ezra: restart heart (should be #1 bc they're somehow the healthiest choice i think? also very pretty and flirty)

friend: see thru need a friend (he's funny and fun and i love friends to lovers trope! i can fix him 😌💖 probably not.)

jack: swwsdj (he is so supportive which i love but i CANNOT trust ghosts. would be the slowest burn ever)

alan: my dear hatchet man (super bad idea but he's charming!! if i just never found out about the murder we'd probably be cool. also don't kidnap me.)

liu: glass mind (very cute! but i think he is possessed and idk how to help so not sure about going steady!)

fone: honey hotline (i genuinely really like fone! 🥰 but i think we might be better friends? also if fone is not upfront about dating, i'll never think he wants to, and then we never will)

zachary: don't look (i like him a lot but i would handle being kidnapped so poorly he'd just kill me out of annoyance 💀)

adam: you and him (i will sooner throttle him. i can hold a grudge and this man STABBED me. we might hate kiss ONCE but that is it.)

keith or tenebris: duality (they both seem cool, but i am extremely against finding someone broken into my home, so i AM calling the cops and never seeing them again sorry 🥲)

casanova: cannibal sweetheart (i have not played this game but i am afraid of being eaten! if that is a possibility in this game then i'm sorry we can be friends instead!)

elias: groom of gallagher mansion (i'm not a ghost fucker. don't look at jack in 4th place thats different)

dachabo: dachabo (i'm also not a furry so absolutely not)

john doe: john doe (NEVER. HE DOES NOT BATHE AND WANTS TO KILL ME.)

moral of this list; never let me find out about your intent to kidnap me/murder/stalking/gaslighting, and we will be a very happy and healthy couple 😘

[avatarkv]

Hiiiiiii! I'm here again after reading the New chapter of Every Corner Of This House Is Haunted and I LOVE IT!!!! It was really worth it waiting a little while. When I saw the notification on my phone I was EUPHORIC!!! Thank you for coming back to us, dear author 😔😔🤙

Omg I was so broken reading Neteyam's part 😭 It seems like he's trying his best not to worry about his sister, but he's failing!! Like, after all the distance on their relationship, he feels like he shouldn't be worried, but he is 😟

THEIR FLASHBACK!!!!! It made me so happy reading a little about their sibling relationship :))

HE USED TO CALL HER TSMUKE 😭😭😭 WHY DID HE HAVE TO STOP?? Neteyam, pls, call reader "sis" back again 🙏

And it broke me so much the fact that the reader literally taught neteyam the concept of lie 😢 I mean, the navi language doesn't even have a word for lie, so it's normal to a navi not know the concept of it. But instead of him learning the word "lie" as something bad that hurts people, she taught him the good part of the lie, because she lied just to protect him 😭😭😭😭🙏

I kinda feel a little bad for Jake tho (not because of the situation with reader of course, he was wrong), but his whole life he's known as someone that brings chaos and destruction, and he feels he needs to be perfect to deserve to be happy, but he's so focused in it he doesn't even notice when he's being cruel and losing touch with his family. He somehow admits that he's responsible of the chaos the brought to the family and didn't even notice until it happened 😭😭😭

NEYTIRI IS SUCH A GOOD MOM!!! PLS SOMEONE HUG HER :(((((

and I was so surprised by the end of the chapter when reader encountered the palulukan 😟 I can't wait to read the next chapter!!

I love your writing, the way that you work to describe both parts of the situation and not making it like "reader is right and jake is the villian". (Of course im a little biased on reader's side, but who cares 🤭)

It's literally the last thing I'm holding onto to stay on the fandom. Pls, pardon my English! I was so excited to comment on the fanfic that I didn't even have time to see if it makes sense.

Love you, bye!! 🩷💖🩷💖

AIKO MY WIFE HELLO thank you for mentioning the flashback! i actually thought of removing it from the chapter because i thought it wouldn't hold any significance whatsoever, but i'm glad i didn't! how you put it, with reader teaching neteyam the word lie is so heart-wrenching ;( yall are wise fr. to think that he knows that word as something soft and gentle because of reader is BEYOND me, i love you for that

i feel so bad for jake too bby: (( i genuinely think that he blames himself for every bad thing that has ever happened because he thinks he brought it to them himself. my man just wants to be happy

thank you for this! i really love exploring different perspectives and dynamics, it makes the story more in depth that way?? i'm really glad that i'm able to portray it well! (bby believe me, your english is good! ilysb, thank you for reading!)

[senditothemoonn]

PortEng perhaps? And yes, spread the Bear Eng propaganda <3 I refuse to leave this man a twink.

Gives nose/forehead kisses: this seems like a Port thing to me. Arthur is far too stuffy to give such frivolous types of kisses so freely (at last at first)

Gets jealous the most: I know I always say that Arthur is the jealous one but that's just because I think it's cute when he's jealous 💖 although I think a possessive port could be kinda hot 😳

Takes care of on sick days: Arthur desperately needs someone to take care of him but I also think the idea of him bringing port some foul tasting and wildly inedible soup that was made with love while he's sick in bed is slightly adorable.

Drags the other person out into the water on beach day: Port, obviously.

Brings the other lunch at work: Port, Arthur is not going to get it for himself.

Tries to start role-playing in bed: Arthur, probably. I think Port would go along with whatever willingly because he seems like he's up for anything.

Embarrassingly drunk dancer: Arthur, Port seems like he couldn't be bad at dancing even if he swallowed an entire distillery.

Firmly believes in couples costumes: Arthur. Once he's gotten over the initial embarrassment and internal shame that comes with literally any activity he enjoys, he is all over that shit. Probably making them from scratch and sewing them himself, lil cutie.

Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas: neither of them. I think if they'd agreed on something like that, they wouldn't break it. Plus, they seem like the type of couple who would make each other presents.

Makes the other eat breakfast: Port. (Arthur needs to learn how to feed himself fr)

Remembers anniversaries: Port, Arthur is forgetful 😔

Brings up having kids first: Arthur. He needs to put that dad bod to good use ;)

Kills the bugs: I don't think either of them is scared of bugs around the house. In fact, I think Port would rescue them before Arthur has a chance to gobble them up lmao.

First to define them as a couple: Port. I don't know how many more ways I can say that Arthur has anxiety.

Who hides their guilty pleasures longer: Arthur. See above ^

Snorts while laughing: Port. And Arthur thinks it's the most beautiful sound in the world 💘

[psychics4unet]

helloooooo sweetieee

I wanted to know, what do my friends think about me and what do they talk about me behind my back, actually I always feel excluded, in my friend circle, am I very bad or boring or not approachable🥺?? I always feel this way😔, does noone likes to talk to me??

Thank you so much🪻🤍

Free Psychic Reading – Message from the Spirits via Ouija Board!

I connected with the spirits to explore your concerns about your friends, and here are the three words they shared:

Misunderstood 🤔💭 Interpretation: The spirits show me that your friends may not fully understand your true feelings or personality. This could be why you feel excluded at times—it’s not about being bad or boring, but more about not being on the same wavelength with them right now.

Apprehension 😬💬 Interpretation: There seems to be some hesitation or awkwardness when it comes to communication. Your friends might not know how to approach you, and this can create distance. It’s not that they don’t like you, but more that they are unsure of how to engage fully.

Potential 🌟💞 Interpretation: The spirits see potential for stronger connections. They encourage you to open up more and show your authentic self, as this could help bridge the gap and create deeper friendships. There’s room for things to improve!

In summary, the spirits suggest that you’re feeling excluded because of misunderstandings and communication barriers, not because you’re bad or boring. There’s potential for stronger connections if you and your friends find a way to open up more to each other. 💫💖

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[ghostburguer03]

Chloe x Freddy ministory p1

*Chloe is on her house, she finished all her works on her rooming saloon, she can have a large rest, she goes to the bed and then her phone recives an notification, is freddy*

Freddy: Sorry to leave from your grooming saloons early I had an important mission, I'm going to pay the treatment of my fur by bank transfer, doesn't it matter?

*Then, she saw the message and start to text him*

Chloe: Well, but please pay it 😄

Freddy: you are so talented girl on the fashion and aesthetics

Freddy: And u know, we can be more than your VIP member.....

*In this moment, Chloe is surprised about that he said, she get curious about that freddy wrote that message, cause on her heart feel something with Freddy*

Chloe: what do you mean?

Freddy: Look, i'm from the Shadow Decree and I did horrible crimes.

But the girl who I've fallen in love it's you

I love u Chloe ❤️

I feel that you wouldn't like to be with a killer 😔, but i can't stop to think about you, u r extraordinary beautiful and so kindly

*Chloe is shocked, she feels right now butterflies on her stomach, she knows that also likes his, she can't admit she loves him but how could to say it, so she with bravery start to text her truth of her feelings*

Chloe: Wow, freddy i don't know how to think.

You recalls me like David

David He is a childhood friend, he is very kind and always helps me in whatever, once for a strange reason he asked me to be his girlfriend, honestly I could not see him as my boyfriend or husband, so I had the courage to tell him no and that the healthiest thing was to remain friends, the good thing is that he accepted it. But he is still a person who protects me a lot, let's say he is "somewhat" obsessive with me. Sometimes he hugs me, sometimes he says nice things to me…. it seems as if we were boyfriend and girlfriend but we are just friends.

How would he his reaction about if I'd be dating with a guy from the shadow decree...and yes he is form the Esper Union.

Freddy: it's ok Chloe, if you want to be friends it's not bad to me, i like you, and i respect your decision.

*Chloe can't shut her mouth, she needs to tell her truth feeling with him*

Chloe: In fact, I also have loving feelings about you freddy.....

These days when you enter at my grooming saloon, I love to talk with u, even though you've told me your disturbing things like your crimes but you are nice.The truth Freddy, I a little in love with you but i don't know I think that I shouldn't. 😭

Freddy: Ohhh Chloe this so cute ❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕💝💝💖💖💖 We should go out on a date, what do you say? I understand what I'm like but I'm crazy about you. I love you SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Chloe: Mhmm ok I just want to get to know you more 😍😍😍😍

*Freddy do a howl of happiness and start to wag his tail, she accepted his proposal and then he back to text her*

Freddy: Hshshshsh sorry Chloe i howled with happiness 😝🐺 It'll be a date then let me tell Leon if he can cover for me on my missions and jobs hshshshsh 😅

*Chloe and Freddy will have a date with they don't where they go, but they know that they will be boyfriends*

[flowerslut]

Hi so this ask is a request (desperate) for twilight content since i feel like i've read all jalice fics in the fucking universe and for some reason most part of this fandom is obsessed with edbella (idc the whole saga is about them that's a detail) so here it goes: what's your currently hyperfixation inside the jasper&alice hyperfixation? like plots for fics, au, headcanons about personality traits (since jasper's canon personality is based on loving alice and being a low profile hottie with a tragic past)

yeah being a jalice girlie in the twilight saga is a rough experience bestie, I can soooooo relate to you there 😔 we truly are a group who suffers from lack of content 💔

right now my main jalicey focus is on my fic WIPs roots that I've mentioned before! I've been a bit distracted over the last several months thanks to the locked tomb fucking up my entire brain, but despite that I've still managed to write a solid 75k of roots, which has been nice.

I'm actually not real big on fixating on or even discussing headcanons unless its something I need to dissect privately for fic purposes. I'm also a huge critical bitch about other people's interpretations of my favorite characters which is why you don't see me talking about it a lot on tumblr. so many people get it (alice and jasper) so, so wrong, and obviously I have it so, soooooo right 😌💅 but lmfao okay no I mainly keep my opinions and headcanons to myself so I don't come across as an unlikeable cunt on this stupid site. unless someone asks, and then I have no problem being an asshole and telling people their tastes are bad. but I've been so well behaved recently and people have been much nicer and less insufferable in the twilight fandom in recent years which has been nice!!!!

but another huge fandom interest I have is making playlists! so I have like a dozen or so jalice-themed playlists (most of them are fic playlists for various @goldeneyedgirl stories because she really just keeps pumping out banger after banger; sometimes I swear I think about lexie's stories than I do about my own) and I am constantly listening to and working on playlists. one day I'll finish all my twilight character playlists and my Main jalice playlist, but it's already been a few years that I've been working on some of them, so what's a few more, yknow???

besides roots, I still have a kajillion big fics I need to finish outlining—my third cotn installment, it's novella, my AH au, the neglected WIP projects I have already published (sorry to my edge of it all readers, specifically). most of my jalice fixation gets redirected into planning and writing fanfiction when I'm not constantly arranging and rearranging carefully curated playlists

but thank you so much for calling jasper a "low profile hottie with a tragic past" because thats so funny. "low profile hottie" is SO good. I love any description of jasper that brushes aside the tiny bits of canon characterization we get of him to be like "ok but forget all that. he's quiet and sexy." it's like this iconic tweet:

anyways thank u kindly for the message I am so sorry there seems to be a bit of a jalice drought currently. I know lexie has been throwing prompts into the void on here recently but I'm sure if you're in here pleading for content you've probably already read all of her stuff 10x over. I can't promise you any real content out of me this month (or next) but I can guarantee you'll get plenty of snippets!!! hold strong anon 💖

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀ I'm so happy to hear from you, this week I was literally checking your Tumblr five times per day with my tags. I miss you so much and this week I also needed you so much, but it's okay💛 I'm so sad that you are sick😿😿 I thought you recovered but you mentioned that you don't feel good and I'm just so sad about this(((

Honestly this week I have my period, and I have to take 💊 every single day because it's just so painful 😔so I think we could have some sick party together😹

I had an exam last week which I failed, but I was so confident but I failed and my manager was so stressful and is pressuring me so much😮‍💨🤕🥴

How were your weekends? Today is Sunday and I just don't feel anything ...tomorrow I have to start work again and it's not tomorrow even it's like in 6 hours(((

Today I talked to my grandma and the second time during this 10 months and she's not doing good and mental health is bad she's pretty messed up 😣😭I'm watching this one movie now and it just reminds me of some Horrors that have been through and how lucky I am to actually Escape. ironically the movie is called No Escape. The movie is so well done tho 😭😭💔😢🥺

I Never thought these things would ever happen to me.. or would ever happen in my reality 😔😔I am just so shocked that this happened and they're still consequences and I just don't want to be a part of this you know❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔 I wish all of this was just a nightmare and I wake up tomorrow and everything is like before

I actually wanted to send you a short message just wish you could have happy Monday and better week 😭😢🥺🥺🥺💛💛

Stay strong baby I am just so thankful that you exist thank you for all the love you give me💛

Thank you for hyunnies gifs and quotes 🤗💗 I miss you so badly

You probably have no idea and will never understand the way you helped me during this sickness period of my life😔❤️‍🩹💗 thank you so much for saving your hyunnie lixie. Please get well soon

🐁

Hi hi hi my love 🥺🤍 tumblr has been mean to me with my other asks since they crash when I make em too long (?) and can’t be edited later so here we go!😭 keeping it short but ilysm 💗 and value every little bit u say ~

First of all don’t worry about me, I’m doing better now altho I skipped my medication yesterday bc I thought I got better but apparently it made my sickness worse and took away my good night’s sleep 💔 but anyway I’m mentally active now..how are you feeling baby?:( is your period pain GONE?? I’m so sorry for being ia I’m here now promise ☀️💛🫂

The movie seems so strong..and really pain invoking and lesson learning is it on Netflix? If so, I’d love to watch while trying to understand you..

Aah it’s getting hectic for you I can say :( no sleep and so much work 😭 but I really hope smh u get a break soon and can rest as much as you need anonie. <3

I can understand about the whole nightmare part. Altho I have not been in such an intense situation like you (that’s why I give it to u always that you’re super strong bc you are my love) but I have had super dark times too and I can relate to that part where I’d be terrified and cry myself to sleep everyday and beg whatever deity was listening to make it better tomorrow and make it all vanish..but everyday I woke up and nothing changed and that made me feel devastated and made me feel like I was better off gone 💔

but I sincerely hope like me a time comes in your life where everyday would feel as good as a dream where you keep wishing you never wake up from the happiness..💖 the things of the past will never really leave u and even tho the shackles are gone someday and you’re free to walk forward, the scary marks will still be there to your feet. But look baby, slowly you’re healing even if it’s at a micro pace, getting a job, connecting w your family member (grandma) and slowly getting up even tho the suffocating feeling still haunts u, it’s slowly leading to a betterment. Like this, I’m sure you will walk towards light, love and happiness soon. Just faith it till u make it okay??

exams Are shitty..and it’s so disappointing to fail after giving your best it’s like realising your best never amounted to anything but hey love remember what I told u? “Human beings are filled w crazy potential even if you feel like u gave your best today you could still wake up tomorrow and try harder.” So keep your chin high, take a deep breath and try hard again. 💘 every success comes with ten failures, remember that.

and lastly I’ll always be here to save u and pull you up just like lixie does for hyunjin. It’s a promise, not a fancy statement. And I keep my words always. I love you sm and I couldn’t add the last quote bc that post isn’t working anymore but it was..

“The world doesn’t matter. YOU matter. 💛☀️..”♡♡

[harryfeatgaga]

OK PAIGE PRETTY PLEASE TELL ME YOU SEE IT BUT: I think Tom Blyth is so fucking hottttt like oh my fucking god. Tbh I literally haven’t been this down bad for a celeb since Harry (Harry is still my baby btw I just am no longer as big of a “stan”/no longer very active in the fandom 😔💔). BUT PLEASE TELL ME YOU GET IT!!!!! And I’ll be honest, what I find even crazier is the fact that a) Tom Blyth is one of those British guys (named Tom ofc) that is just extremely attractive for no reason, b) like Harry he just looks even hotter the closer he gets to age 30 imo, and c) obviously Harry’s birthday is February 1, 1994 (🫶) and then Tom Blyth’s is apparently February 2, 1995 and fucking Paul Mescal’s is February 2, 1996?!?!!!! 😭😭 like.......what in the HELL was in that water 9 months before February 1/2 all 3 of those fucking years cause ⁉️😭 and I truly need all 3 of these men carnally (especially Tom, I’ve been thirsting for him since I watched the new hunger games movie almost 2 months ago) they are all way too fucking sexy 😭🥵 also don’t get mad at me for saying this next bit Mother......but tbh I don’t like Harry with a buzzcut OR facial hair 😭😭 he low-key reminds me too much of my dad....😵‍💫😬 but Tom Blyth with a buzzcut, facial hair, curls........doesn’t matter because I need him anyway I can get him 😭🥰😋🥵💖💕💗❣️❣️ ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU PAIGE I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL 😅🫶🫶

Anonymous asked: Ok anon that was gushing about Tom Blyth again. I forgot to say that I've seen a few comparisons between him and Harry too and tbh I get it. Both tall handsome British men who seem really funny and sweet and cute and who have intense eye contact (beautiful eyes and dark hair too) and could literally stare into your soul 😭 also baby Tom kinda reminds me of baby Harry from his 1D days 😭💀 but now they are both in their hot as fuck eras lol

MKDNBHFHJIFNBHVJ happy for you anon but I personally do not see it he is not attractive to me kmdnjfbhghujiko and I will ignore your comments about harry at the end cause.....damn.....MDJNHBFHUVJI love you too hope your doing well <333

[mcufan72]

Ohhh, that was kind of hard and heavy, but I expected something like this would happen. It's still a long road to go for them but I love how they try to communicate with each other. 😊. And they're so sweet together and in love. Them kissing each other all the time is adorable. 🥰

Loki's methods of protecting y/n might be not the best way but he was right... Jane and Stephen just want to use y/n for their advantage only...but he should've talked to y/n earlier.

It seems for everyone and for life y/n is the girl from the cult...poor thing. She is always just reduced to that as soon as someone gets to know about her past. 😔

It's wonderful that y/n wants to be there for Loki not only for the good things but for the bad things too. It still hurts me what has happened to him in the past and that he's still on the path of self-punishment. Nonetheless, I think Loki isn't ready to talk about it yet and y/n isn't ready to get to know his whole dark truth yet. But she's right, they have to talk about their past sooner or later if they want their relationship to work...and I think they might need professional help and support.

I'm not sure if I can trust Jo. Was she really threatened by Thor or is it just part of an evil plan 🤔 👀? Is she a victim of an evil plan too? Is it a trap perhaps? Thor and/or Odin know that Loki would come to help his ex because he still cares about her somehow. And if it's Thor, what is he up to? Also, Odin is still lurking somewhere in the dark 😳👀💀

It might be not your favourite chapter, my Queen 👑 @lokisprettygirl but it's an important one 🧐👀 and I loved it!

Sexy bedroom voice? Quueeeeen you're killing me again 🥵😵💀💘...oh no, it's Loki of course 😉🤣

Well, yessss 💘🤣...

ILYSM ❤️ 😍 💖

Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)

Read Chapter 13 here / Series Masterlist

Chapter 14

Summary: A simple question leads to an argument but nobody said a relationship with him would be easy. By the way What is jo upto?

Warning: Kissing, Extreme dark themes, Sexual abuse, physical abuse, public sex, Rough violent sex, 18+, Steamy stuff, age difference ,Rough language, mention of suicide, talk of virginity and slut shaming, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff

"Peter invited us to his birthday party" you mumbled as you munched on your toast, he was making more while you sat in your usual spot admiring his half naked beauty. He gave you the side eyes before he smiled,

"You mean to say he invited you?" You chomped on the toast again as he questioned you, Peter texted you can come or whatever so maybe Loki was right about his assumption.

"He must know that you'll come along" 

"He better, unless he wants his arse kicked" you chuckled as he said that and he smiled in return.

It's been two days since that night he confessed his love, he must have thought you were asleep because he hasn't said anything since then, you didn't get any call from that producer either so you figured that they weren't interested. But it has been two days full of kissing, making out and other filthy stuff, really filthy moments like him looking at you as if you were his most cherished possession, him kissing you at every chance he gets, him making eye contact once in a while while he's driving you back and forth to work. Such indecent moments.

He grabbed the toast from you and took a bite and that's when you snapped out of your daydreaming, sometimes you still felt as if he was playing an elaborate prank on you and would scream 'Psyche' out of nowhere. The thought absolutely demolished you, you didn't think you'll be able to survive that situation.

He chugged on his ice tea as he noticed that you seemed a little distracted so he kept the glass next to you on the counter and sucked on your neck softly, it immediately made you moan in response..

"Now who is lost?" He whispered in his sexy voice. There was a difference between his normal sexy voice and his bedroom sexy voice, the sexy bedroom voice was just the million fold sexier version of his normal sexy voice, it came right from his chest and had a rumbling sensation.

"I'm not lost" you giggled but it ended in a gasp as he grabbed your thighs to pull you closer then he hooked them around his waist.

"Mmhhmmm?" He smiled before he kissed you softly, it was meant to be a peck but it was really hard for him to stop once he had your lips touching his. 

"Remember when I asked you to teach me to drive and you straight up denied?" He hummed in response as you questioned him, his lips traveled to your neck and he sucked a mark "Why did you do that?" 

"Because I want you to stay dependent on me" he responded immediately and it made you bite on your lips, everything he did turned you on for some reason, even when he was clearly trying to be honest about his manipulative behavior you found it rather hot, you just wanted to be dependent on him in more ways than one, you enjoyed the feeling of him controlling you, it would have bothered you if it was someone else but never him.

"That's .. devious" 

"I know..but I won't stop, I thoroughly enjoy keeping you reliant..it's like having a pet who's dependent on me for each and every need of theirs" 

 He whispered so you kissed him intensely, clearly aroused by his nonchalant response. You didn't mind being his pet or his whore, whatever he'd make of you, you'll accept it willingly.

"Goddd you're so hotttt" your hips bucked against the hardening bulge in his sweatpants and it made him moan as well.  

"Wicked little whore, getting aroused by the thought of being owned and controlled?" 

"Yess please daddy, I'll let you do anything to me" you whimpered as you humped against him slowly but he grabbed your hips and stopped your movements.

"Save it baby..you have been patient for so long, give me some more" 

"Fuckkkk" you whined as the sensations started to subside slowly. He smiled as he saw the look on your face, you seemed so out of your mind and he loved it. 

"When do you want to start then?" He asked as he kissed your forehead so you looked at him with a confused expression.

"Start what?" 

"The driving lessons" 

As the evening arrived you two decided to attend that birthday party, none of you were too keen but you figured a party with free drinks can't hurt that bad, Peter wasn't too happy to see Loki and the feelings were mutual, there were hundreds of people at this party, some of the women you recognised as Loki's previous flavours of the night, he had fucked half of LA so It wasn't really surprising, most of them were trying to avoid him but some still hoped for round two.

"The one in green can't stop looking at you..do you remember her?" you whispered in his ear so he looked at the direction you were looking at, he didn't remember her name, he actually didn't remember most of their names. You pressed a kiss on his neck, he looked so good in the black shirt he had on today, he was so effortlessly sexy, even more so now that he was yours. 

"I remember doing her, just don't remember her name" 

"Did you ever feel for any of these women that you slept with? Jolene doesn't count"

"First of all, I didn't sleep with them I just fucked them and no I didn't" 

"Not a thing?" He shook his head as he sipped on his drink. 

"I mean sometimes I felt like a jerk when they took an offense that there won't be a second time " Cocky little shit 

"You fucked Wanda twice" 

"Yeahhh she was an exception..she was fiery, fulfilled my needs " 

"Your need to be hurt?" He glared at you as you questioned him.

"It's none of your business sweetheart " your eyes teared up as he snapped at you out of nowhere, it was a touchy subject for him but you didn't like him being rude to you again, last three days have been happier and you wanted them to stay that way even though you knew it wasn't possible, he had several issues and so did you. 

As you got up he grabbed your arm so you glared at him,

"Let me go okay?" You said to him so he let go of your arm immediately and you walked away to hang out with some of the people from the set. He shouldn't have snapped at you like that but he didn't think he was ready yet to dwell into such things either, this was one of his fears about this relationship, when those women got upset he didn't have to worry or care about them, but he can't treat you the same way. His eyes got teary as he watched you from a distance. 

As he felt someone sitting next to him on the couch he turned his attention towards her.

You watched him conversing with a woman and it instantly made you jealous, he was just talking but it still made you upset. The ride back home was awkward as hell, none of you said a word and you were hoping he'd break first since he was the one who snapped. As you reached home you made your way towards your room.

"What do you want me to do?" He said to you so you turned around to look at him as crossed your arms.

"Well for starters, apologize?" 

"That will fix …thisss?" He used over the top hand motions to convey the awkwardness surrounding the situation.

"No but it opens the way for further conversations" He sighed as you said that. When did his sweet buttons become so mature? 

"Fine…I'm sorry" he murmured but you could tell it wasn't really genuine.

"Why did you snap?" You walked towards him as you questioned, he looked to the side avoiding your intense stare and then he exhaled as if you had him on a pitchfork.

"I don't want to discuss it" you tilted your head at the response, of course he didn't want to discuss it, he never really wanted to discuss the past, neither did you, you both wanted to leave the history behind but it wasn't really helping because none of you had moved on from the said past.

"Okay" you mumbled so he nodded, he was glad you didn't push it too much. He wasn't ready, he didn't think he'd be ready anytime soon and as he stood there thinking about it, all of a sudden he felt overwhelmed by everything, you, this relationship, your life with him. Was he fucking this up even more by involving you romantically with his messed up self? 

"We should sleep in our rooms tonight..just to..you know..to–" before he could think about the things he had to say further you cut him off,

"It's fine Loki..calm down..you're thinking too much..it's fine okay?" You turned around to leave for your room as you really didn't want him to give you those looks of pity.

As you stepped inside you allowed yourself to feel bad about this situation and then you cried, things were going far too well for two people who have been through such hell in life. You heard his bedroom door banging shut and then you heard the sound of the glass shattering , probably the mirror.  You wanted to go talk to him but it didn't feel right after that conversation, it felt like it used to before when he pretended to not care that he was hurting you and you pretended that it wasn't affecting you. 

He was angry, not with you but moreso himself, it all boiled down to him, if he wasn't so fucked up he would have been able to talk to you like a normal person but he didn't know what to say to you, what was he supposed to tell you? That he enjoyed being hurt? That the only time he ever felt a semblance of normalcy was when he was being hurt and felt physical pain? That even if just for a moment he felt like a human who could feel pain rather than just like that monster who had made people suffer and watched them get hurt when he could have helped them?

He was lost in his thoughts when he received a call from that casting guy so he picked it up. They wanted to see you again tomorrow, they were going to offer you the movie, as a lead, he wanted to be happy for you but something just didn't feel right, he pressed Stephen to talk to him first so next day they arranged a meeting with him in the evening, Jane was there too and she explained him everything, 

"Yeah she won't do this" Jane scoffed as Loki said that.

"So you'll make her decisions for her? How's that right? You're just an agent, your job is to help her and not destroy her future" She smiled and it only pissed him off.

"Well that's not your place to comment, I said she won't be doing this and that's going to be her final decision.. alright?" 

As h got up and walked out of their office,Jane glared at Stephen

"Call her directly and tell her that we offered her the movie but her agent denied, send her a gift basket of something as well" Stephen nodded. 

Loki knew something wasn't right with these people, they found an opportunity and wanted to cash in on it, but he wouldn't allow them to use your past for their amusement. You had been through so much and the last thing you needed was for the whole world to remind you of of your traumatic past over and over again.

As he reached home, he went straight for his room, he found it clean so he figured you must have done it while he was gone. 

He wanted to talk to you about this whole thing but he just hoped you'd understand why he didn't want you to do this movie, it was a huge opportunity for you and he understood that but this just didn't feel right, especially with Odin out there. 

You were in your room cleaning up a bit when you got a call so you picked it up, it was Stephen the casting guy. 

"Hiiii ummm how are you?" You mumbled nervously but thankfully he got straight to the point.

"We are sorry to hear you don't want to accept the offer we gave you but hopefully we will get a chance to work in future" 

"Hang on a second, what?" you asked him as you felt utterly confused by this.

"Oh, your agent didn't inform you? We discussed this with him, we wanted you to be the female lead in the next project but he denied on your behalf" 

"I uhh I'll talk to him, but ummm can you just not put a pin in it yet? I'll let you know, I'm really sorry about the confusion" 

As he hung up you felt a wave of anger and disappointment washing over you, why didn't he ask you before he rejected this offer? He has never done this before so it pissed you off even more, was it because of the fight or the argument you two had?

"I'd let you do anything to me…the fuck nottt" you mimicked yourself as you stormed towards his room, he had it locked so you knocked on the door over and over again until you were met with his really stupid but gorgeous face.

"Did you clean my room? You didn't have to but tha--" you cut him off mid sentence before he could rant further  

"You told them I won't do the movie? A fucking movie? As a lead? Are you kidding me?" You had your arms crossed and it didn't need a genius to guess that you were furious, those manipulative bastards must have called you personally. 

"A lead huh? I read the script.. it's a fucking male centric movie with zero substance" he snickered and it only angered you more.

"Soooo? I'll still be the female eye candy..what is it with you? Why are you doing this?" You felt so frustrated that it was all going to turn into a fit of cries "Is this like some sort of punishment for last night? Really? Are we doing all that again?" You snickered and you could tell that had hurt him because he was quite all of a sudden, too quiet for a moment before he smiled, you could see his eyes welling up ,

"You think I'm punishing you by taking away this opportunity because we argued last night?" He asked you so you nodded even though now you were regretting your words, you had gone too far to take a step back now. He smiled even more as he walked towards you.

"What else is it then? There's a sex scene? I have to be nude? They want me to do something obscene?" You took a step back as he continued to walk towards you "Whhyy?" You raised your voice.

He glared at you for a moment and then suddenly it hit you, he was looking out for you, he must know something that you didn't, that's what he has always done, he had looked out for you even when you never asked for it. 

"They want something" you mumbled to yourself but he didn't say anything "What do they want?"

"They want to use you to sell their fucking disgrace of a movie. A girl with a dark past and sordid upbringing, oh!!! look how kind we are to launch her and how generous we are as we took a step to change her life, poor poor girl, she was so lost before we found her, just because she was the victim of a cult that doesn't mean she's not human right? So tell us y/n what was it like at the center? Did you see things that still haunt you at nights? Breaking news : Y/n Y/l/n gets candid with us about her past exclusively..she— " 

"Okay enough I get it" you screamed at him to shut him up, your eyes welled up with tears of disappointment as you realized what they wanted from you, you didn't get the movie just because of your talent, of course not "I get it" you let out a defeated sigh and he chuckled,

"Do you now? Or you still think I want to ruin your life because of a nonsensical discussion we had" He spat at you and you weren't going to take it anymore.

"It wasn't nonsensical..it was about you, I'm sorry if I hurt you..I'm sorry okay? I'm sorry that I came to your room and cleaned it up..Are you upset about that too? Am I annoying you with my nonsensical existence ? If yes then I'm fucking sorry I ever entered your life " you screamed and then turned around to leave, you had alot to cry about today, as soon as people learned about your past you became that girl from the cult, that became your whole identity. He grabbed your arm and stopped you from walking out, you squirmed in his hold but he didn't let go, he should have been the one to control the situation before it went this far, you were about to have a meltdown and this was all his fault.

"Just calm down..relax" 

"Noooo …let me go" you cried out and he shook his head, he turned you around and made you sit down on the bed "Heyy..just stop thinking..you're thinking too much" his heart clenched as you sniffled, you seemed so happy these past few days and he wished he was able to keep you that way but he wasn't, he was a monster and that's what monsters do. They hurt people.

"Stoppp baby stooop I'm sorry ..I'm sorry ..I'm sorry" he whispered as he cupped your cheeks and kissed you softly, your arms wrapped around his neck as you kissed him back. And as soon as you had his lips on yours, things didn't seem so bad afterall, you needed him in your life, you always did but you didn't know if he felt the same. You wanted to become more than just that cult girl for him, you wanted him to see you as more than just a responsibility and the girl he had vowed to protect. 

"I hate it that you didn't sleep with me last night" your voice sounded so weak as you spoke and it tugged at his heart strings.

"I didn't want to ruin this further which I know I would have if we were to engage further into that conversation " 

"What conversation?" 

"Don't start it again " 

"We have to talk about it someday "

"No we don't..see this is why I never wanted this" 

He huffed as he stood up and you could hear the sound of your own heart breaking again. 

"Okayyy.. what do you want then?" You looked at him and he was on a crossroad again, a part of him wanted to end this relationship right here and go back to how things were before, but then as he noticed the hurt broken look in your eyes all he wanted to do was give you whatever you needed and whatever will vanquish that look of desolation you carried.

"I just.. I come with a heavy baggage to put it nicely and sharing it will affect you, I'd rather carry that burden on my shoulders alone then have you be a part of it" He said.

"But what if I want to share the baggage loki, what if I want to be the part of that pain that you feel all the time? What if I want to be someone you could talk to?" 

He opened his mouth to retort but nothing came out, he didn't want you to know how fucked up he was, he saved you from that life but he didn't save those other girls, girls like you who could have been something or someone today, they could have been someone's reason to live like you became for him, their images kept haunting him, they had a life that was destroyed by him, a future possibly that was broken because he watched them suffer like a mute spectator. 

"You don't want to be that person sweetheart, trust me okay?" 

"You don't know me Loki, you don't know how much I love you"

"I know you think that thiisss thinggg between us is true love but it's not, it's really not, there's nothing like true love darling ..just comfort and security, I'd appreciate it if you'd stop wanting to ruin that for us" you wiped your tears as he finished speaking, there was no getting through him, at least not today. If he didn't love you then why did he say it two days ago?  

"Okay so this thing between us is just comfort and security for you?" 

"That's not what I meant" 

"I think you don't even know what you're saying right now" he sighed and ran his fingers through his hair, maybe you were right or maybe you were not but he didn't want to argue or make you cry again today. He had done enough. You could feel your heart in your mouth, you didn't know what he was thinking and that scared you "So are we still together together or we're going back to whatever we were since you said you didn't want this"

Your voice kept breaking so he walked towards you and sat down on his knees in front of you, he wanted you to stop hurting right this moment even though he knew he was the reason why you were even in this situation, you seemed so happy yesterday, he was capable of making you feel that way so why couldn't he just give you that? 

"I don't want us to go back to what we were darling, I desire you like this as much as you desire me, it's not one sided" his thumb brushed against your cheekbones so you leaned against him, his words did calm you a little.

"Okay I believe you" he wiped the tears that fell over your cheeks then he kissed you as passionately as he could to show you that needed you like this, he wanted to give you everything but he couldn't give himself to you completely, atleast not those ugly parts of him that he knew would make you want to run. 

He laid you down on the bed slowly as you kissed him with utmost desperation. 

"I'm sorry darling, please forgive me" he mumbled, his voice sounded tender. This was genuine, you could feel it.

"It's okay, I'm sorry too" 

"No you don't have to be..you don't have to be baby"

"I still am..i just want to be there for you.. not just in these happy moments but those as well where you are not feeling so good" he was about to say something but his phone started ringing so he took it out of his pocket, his mouth didn't leave yours though as he continued to kiss you, he picked it up and turned the speaker on before he placed it next to your head. 

"Hello" you giggled as he mumbled against your mouth, you lifted your head up so you could kiss all over his neck.

"Lokiii it's me ..Jo" you heard her voice and it immediately irked you but then she started crying so you looked at him.

"Are you okay?" He asked her as her shattered voice worried him.

"I'm not..I'm not Loki..a man broke into my apartment and threatened me" he got off your body and picked up his phone. You felt worried too but you really doubted her intentions as well.

"Did you see him? What did he look like?" he feared that it was Odin but her response shocked him.

"I couldn't see him, he had a mask on but he said he was your brother, loki I think that was your brother Thor" 

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An : Honestly not my favourite chapter but it had to done.

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[mango-bango-bby]

I love Dad Shoto with the twins. But that made me think about Dad Bakugou with twin boys. Like, they are his mini clones all possesive about their mother when a dad of their friends in school tried to be nice with her. - ✍

♡ Picking Up The Twins ♡

(A/N: Domestic Bakugouuuuuu!!! I totally see him with twin boys, I feel bad for reader for having to deal with Katsuki and the twins 😔😔 Anyways I hope you enjoy this!! This was fun to write 💖)

Content Warning ⚠️: Yandere, domestic stuff, children, Baku and reader are married

Summary: The one day you have to pick up your twin sons from school, a man begins to flirt with you (Yan!Bakugou x Gn!reader *reader is referred to as mommy by both of the children though*)

Masterlist ➸ ♡

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You normally didn’t come to pick up your sons from school however today Katsuki wasn’t able to pick them up so you were.

You honestly didn’t even leave the house much, even with Katsuki being a wonderful husband to you, he was also quite possessive. He preferred for you to stay home, and the boys too, as much as you could. But you understand that he just wants to protect you. So you stay home.

The school bell rings, and children come running out of the building most of the laughing and giggling with each other. You don’t even have to look for your twin boys because before you know it, you see this spiky blonde hair of your boys.

“Mommy!” Yakeru yells when he sees you, practically jumping into his arms when he sees you. His twin brother, Hinote, following shortly after. “Hi, my babies!” You cheer leaning down so you can hug them both. Both boys absolutely loved any affection from you, it made sense after all they were basically mini-clones of their father.

“Don’t think I’ve ever seen you here before” You hear a man next to you say, a little boy who looks just like him standing next to him. You look at him before speaking. “Um, yeah, normally I don’t pick my boys up from school” You say looking at Yakeru and Hinote who both are staring at the man down with disgusted looks on their faces.

“I know this is quite bold but do you think I could get your number-” the man starts before being cut off by your two angry sons. They both make the same expression on their faces, the exact same one Katsuki has when someone tries talking to you. They’re so similar.

“Why do you want her number, huh!?” Yakeru yells, taking a step in front of you to protect you. Hinote also steps in front of you too, crossing his arms over his chest. “Yeah, extras like you don’t get mommy’s number!” Hinote says, sticking out his tongue out at the man who was flirting with you.

“Yakeru, Hinote! I though we talked about this! We should go home now” You say, upset at their language yet still happy that they were willing to stand up for you. The man made you uncomfortable so you were lucky to have your protective boys. However they seem to get a little to much of their language from their father.

“Wait I didn’t even get your name-” The man starts before getting cut off once again, although he’s cut off by a much deeper voice than your boys. “It’s Bakugou Y/n, now fuck off” Katsuki says from behind you, the mans eyes widening before he picks up his son and scurrying off.

“Daddy!” Hinote and Yakeru both cheer, turning around to jump on their father. “Hey brats” Katsuki says, making sure to catch both of his sons so they didn’t end up falling. He’s still in his hero costume, he probably just got off of work.

“Thank you for saving me” you chuckle at him before changing your tone “But we need to talk about your language around the boys”

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[beaulesbian]

I love your Dream x Hob posts so much, there is not a whole lot of them around here :(

I wanted to ask you, since I’ve been curious and no one around me really ships those two (cry) can we agree, in between us and whoever wishes to confirm, that the ear touch Hob makes after they’re done fighting against Lady Johanna and her dummies is the equivalent to hair twirling? As in is the equivalent to flirting? Besides just asking him to find another bar right after that (or before, can’t remember correctly)… My point is, my boy Hob was totally head over heels by this time, and I will not accept no for an answer, but! I wanted to know if like, it’s just me seeing things, this ship has me bad lmao.

-🏴‍☠️anon

Ahh thank you so much!!

I love reading and reblogging posts about them, and I want to make more gifsets, but theres not enough of Hob in the series so far 😭 I hope he will be there more in s2, bc with the way they're setting it up, it seems like he will be even bigger part of Dream's life from now on.

When Tom described how the show isn't really about Dream being a hero or main character of the story, but it being more about stories of the people and their dreams, it seems really important how they brought Hob and Dream's backstory as something very personal for Dream- specifically Dream learning how to keep this one important friendship,(and we can hope maybe something more, if they will have the foundation of trust and friendship first)!

And you're absolutely right about that ear touch during the 1789 part. I think Hob could have slowly realize how special this relationship was, because even through his lowest points before, Dream was still interested in him, in learning more, in seeing him. Hob was probably already in love! At least that's what I'm gonna believe!!

And I feel this part was also Hob putting together the pieces, what this all means to Dream, and trying for Dream to stay longer.

But it was Dream who didn't stay, and in the next meeting, 1889, Hob had it figured out already - Dream wanted (needed) their friendship, he was lonely, and he did slowly changed. But Dream wasn't ready to hear it and wasn't ready to accept Hob's full love and what it would mean for them both.

And yet Hob kept believing Dream would return, so he kept the tavern and possibly built The New Inn just beside it, waiting for his return.

And it's sad we didn't get to hear anything from their present day reunion 😔 but even Hob's words of 'You're late.' speak so much - his full trust in knowing Dream would return and so he was waiting for him; and Dream having had a LOT of time to think about his relationship with Hob and decided to apologize and acknowledge that, yes, they're friends.

I just can't wait to see what happens between them next, and I definitely believe in 'Hob fell first but Dream fell harder' !!

Thanks for the ask 🏴‍☠️anon 💖💖💖

[buffysummers]

hi! so i started buffy a while back and found that the character i liked best was xander but it seems like everyone in the fandom literally hates him 😔 so i was just wondering what your thoughts are on him 💖

Oof, my advice is to always stay out of the fandom entirely until you finish the show. The (current) tumblr fandom has a huge tendency to conflate canon with fanon to the point where they don't even know what actually happens in the show anymore lol.

As for Xander, my feelings are a bit complicated because I feel like he has such a genuine character journey and for that I truly admire what the writers do with him. He grows SO much, and it all feels organic and believable. But he can be a tough pill to swallow at times, especially in the earlier seasons. Some of it has to do with the fact that this is a nineties show and that's just how guys were, but some of it is because he is Joss' self-insert and we ALL know Joss is a bad person. Some of his less-than-stellar traits he never entirely grows out of.

There is a level of entitlement to Xander's character that never truly goes away. There are plenty of moments where he will say or do something great but then follow it up with a gross comment where he objectifies women/etc. I think he views Buffy (and Willow, to a certain degree) as His Property, and that makes him entitled to their (romantic) love. With Buffy, it manifests in a lot of different ways. Constant jealousy, objectification of her body and creepy side comments, especially in seasons 1-3 (although it never truly goes away.) With Willow, he becomes frustrated when she starts to have feelings for someone else. It very much gives off the vibe of, "I don't want you but I want you to want me because I want to feel wanted." And while I think that is fairly common for teenagers to feel that way (and people in general, actually), it doesn't make it right.

I think Xander can be short-sighted, condescending and selfish a lot of the time. He does a few things in the show that are absolutely unforgivable to me. I think he is a very interesting character to discuss because I think his character best exemplifies the ways in which Buffy CAN be viewed as a product of its time.

But I also think that some of Xander's worst character traits are a result of repressed trauma. Either the writers didn't have time to explore this, or they simply didn't care enough to. Regardless, all we have to infer from is canon and that does not undo some of his very bad character traits.

I think Xander is generally a pretty funny character that I'm sure a lot of teenagers (especially when it was airing) could relate to. He's basically the only Scooby in the show that doesn't really have any kind of superpower or destiny. There is beauty in being ordinary and unskilled, and yet still having the courage and strength of heart to fight, and we see this in Xander.

I do think that the bad outweighs the good with Xander, but I think he is essential to the show and I can't imagine the show without him. And when Buffy REALLY needs someone, he is almost always the first to volunteer his help. And I think that says a lot about him. He is not perfect, he can be super petty and offensive and a lot of other things, but when you need him to show up, he tends to show up.

Sorry that this is so long and kind of all over the place, but that's a pretty good way to describe how I feel about him. It's a lot. If there are moments or aspects of his personality that you'd love to discuss specifically, I will probably be able to give you a better answer lol.