#and then put it into a centrifuge

[actual-changeling]

it's funny to see my therapist a bit frustrated whenever i go "nope sorry, doesn't work. yes i tried it. yes i tried that one too. that one works but only sometimes. that one made it worse." and in the end we are right back where we started. yes, anna, this is what i feel like 24/7, the only reason i haven't punched holes into my walls is the fact that they're solid brick.

aka

"i have a big collection of problems that are all so severe six kinds of medication and all the coping mechanisms in the world cannot make a proper dent in it"

even my psychiatrist was like damn. you're on a lot of meds. funny that your brain still doesnt work like yeah brian it sure is his name is not brian but it is for tumblr

[mothgenes]

i need to psychoanalyze him fr .

[evenmoreevil]

perilous percussion!!

[appleleef]

polaris

[buttfrovski]

shy...

and so littol...

dare i say a little silly...

edit: possibly autistic. admins are currently looking into it.

[fossil-creek]

I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!

[twirlymarimo]

is zoro talking about physics or something else? zoro vs. kaku | one piece | ep. 287

[izzyspussy]

currently (always) obsessed with the dynamic between izzy and the kraken crew. like in regards to how he has been genuinely so thirsty for power, like actually for real desperate for power, for presumably the majority of if not all his life. and he never fucking once had any, or at least the power he did have went beyond his notice or was otherwise undermined by the power he didn't have. he was poor and he wanted money so he stole it, but (just like ed) part of the cost of staying rich meant not actually reaping any of the benefits of wealth. he was small and hurt and wanted to be tough and untouchable so he built the second most fearsome reputation around, but could only maintain it (he thought) by staying subservient to and overshadowed by the first. no matter how strong, how skilled, how infamous, how materially stable, how decorated, no matter any of it he still is not respected or at least not treated with respect whether by those closest to him or those furthest away or anyone in between. forever.

until. and even if you don't add in any fun extras, like just going by canon (up until the sudden tonal shift back to the start in the funeral scene for some fucking reason), this is still the case. he finally does have real genuine power over the kraken crew and is starting to have some over the rest of the crew and even stede. they truly respect his both his skills and his autonomy, they trust his judgement and his intentions, they take his orders and listen to his wisdom, they follow his lead without question (except when he's relaying someone else's commands), they make space for him anywhere he wants to go. he's free to be as unpleasant or as sweet as he wants at his own whim, with no lasting damage to his standing. and why? only because he first had none of it. not even the false or incomplete powers of before. they saw him at his weakest - physically, mentally, emotionally, hierarchically. and... put him in charge of them for it.

especially when you compare directly to ed, how izzy clearly let him have that same power, even if again we say only in the non sexual and/or metaphorically sexual sense of being allowed to do anything with/to izzy up to and including cut him up and feed him to himself, but it was never quite the same and only ever made things worse, made izzy even lesser to him.

and then say you do add in some fun stuff. make the erotic aspects fully textual. say you could even decide oh, the kraken crew have a free use thing with him. for example.

so here he is, more powerful than he has ever been. 4+ very formidable people who answer to him and would do anything for him, without question and only mild complaining. and it's not in spite of but (in large part) because he lets them have an even more absolute power over his body for "no" benefit to himself, and likes it.

must make his head spin.

[l33n1s]

NO one can convince me that Yu Ziyuan is not a beard. I bet Jaing Fengmian's gay ass was overthere making heart eyes at Bisexual Icon Wei Changze during their entire wedding. (Yu Ziyan not knowing that gay people exist thinks he's looking at Miss Girlboss herself, Cangse Sanren)

"he was in love with Cangse Sanren" I bet they had sleepovers to talk about how hot Wei Changze was and debate on what he'd be like in bed. They propably made a blood oath that whoever got to him first would (if Changze ever asked) allow the other to have sex with their husband exactly 1 (one) time.

[mongeese]

The fact that it would be easier for Kim to quit smoking but he keeps doing it every night because he thinks it makes him cool... and yet upon Harry saying he's cool Kim denies it and doesn't accept the compliment... what is WRONG with him!!!!!!!!?

[rufustrashheap]

teehee

[rindomness]

Other uses of CSP: wordless communication

[kradogsrats]

@its-leethee I felt weird reblogging my own huge post for this lmao

I'm totally willing to accept all of that without question (Christian upbringing, I guess?) but what melts my brain out my ears is if Harrow and Viren had swapped bodies, would Viren's dark magic corruption stay with his body, or with his spirit/essence?

I mean, that and "wait why does the coin spell appear to literally draw the spirit out of the body, but then the body also disappears"

[mamawasatesttube]

sits bolt upright in bed. i need to put tim drake in a blender

[yloiseconeillants]

this m!aura sit is a gift