#and then i did move in with k. and a.
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Um,,, read @infamous-if yea? Also please enjoy my bastard boi, Nikki Lane, in his final form, I like to think this was taken by Rowan bc he was being a sore loser in monopoly or something and now its an album cover for an EP that definitely doesn’t include the only honest expressions ab how he feels ab seven after their breakup
#infamous if#infamous#idk what ppl have been tagging i just realized#oc: Nikki#i did in fact just use the song title from a song stuck in my head as an album title but it fit super well and i mean#happy never after aint that creative anyway XD#k BYEEEEEEE#triumphantt art#my art#god everytime i have to try and make a font I die inside#very ‘graphic design is my passion’ ass feelings#I have mad respect for anyone who does graphic design and makes fonts#yall are wizards#also he has a bowls moving castle tattoo#bc I can
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#you know if every house you move into is riddled w ghosts maybe its not the paranormal but the person u r living w...#or maybe the ghosts r trying to warn u abt smth😭#one braincell one braincell one braincell#literally so in sync!!!4!4#Ks hand is getting closer and closer to T on the back of that couch...#yes u should hang out some more. go ahead pls.#(atp not even just words. they say the same sentences at the same time. its happening. they r merging into one.)#compliments!#THE INTIMACY OF KNOWING EACH OTHERS FAMILIES#FOR GODS SAKE. I CANT TAKE IT😭😭😭#cute that we have finally arrived to them admitting that they r besties. we may be actually getting somewhere.#(give them another 10 years and maybe they will manage to actually hang out? dare i dream!)#fucking love this dress on T!!!#they keep finding new and exciting ways to grab and hold eachother🧐#“a three body problem is that im in a committed relationship-” hmmmmmm#K asking T abt videogames! so cutesy!#well at the end T did manage to fuck Ks wig off (just an ep later)#also her hand placement! hello!?#trixie & katya#trixie mattel#katya zamo#iltw#trixya
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okay i know you probably have enough drawing ideas for giant k but i just had this idea invade me.
you know how in snow white (not just the disney version) she pushes together the beds and sleeps on like 3 or more of them sideways? anyway giant k sleeping on 3 beds pushed together. and now i'm just picturing giant k as snow white and everyone else as the various dwarves
Ohoho big brain!!! 👀👀👀 Big brain. I love this idea so much and not just because Snow White is my favourite fairy tale hdjsbdbdfh
Thank you!!! Of course I have to draw it and not just once, let's make it into a comic! Let's gooo
Giant K series #16: once upon a time, in a land far, far away...
To be continued 😉
#thank you so much 🧡 i was rotating it in my head all this time#sorry it took so long 🙇 (it will take even longer because im planning a continuation)#i did some math and looks like this princess needs at least 4 beds#and there is never enough ideas for giant k 🥺 i feel so moved that people care enough to come up with new stuff for this little series 🙏#thank you#ask#hazzybat#i based them specifically on the 7 Zwerge movie series because the dwarves are average sized men there do you get it#this ask made me rewatch the first movie and it is still so good hdjdhbshdh can i explain who is who? of course i can this is my blog#mikke is tschakko because to me there is some tschakko quality to him. even more so than jere for some reason#and he can carry his cameras in those bags#jesse is brummboss because he's the manager#lärvinen as cookie because if Käärijä has a friend who runs a cooking show then i am making a use of this knowledge#jaakko as sunny because he has this cheerful energy. allu as cloudy because he's always so cool. jukka as speedy because he's a polite fella#häärijä is bubi. the mascot the childish man the little menace#and securityman as ralphie because they are built similar i guess#yee#giant k series#käärijä#rpf#art by op#my art#fanart#also when i watched the movie as a child i always felt so sad about ralphie being constantly rejected#and this might have influenced the way i write giants up to this day. now look. this has come full circle#🥹
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i hate doing laundry ough it's The Worst
#not only does leaning down to move my stuff hurt my back#but i have to touch dirty clothes and go into the dirty room and touch the dirty machines and i have to wear 2 pairs of socks (so my#normal socks dont touch the contaminated floor) and when i lean over the washing machine my clothes touch it <-the worst part of it all#tbh. now my current clothes are dirty but i have nothing to change into and i will have to wear them all day and it makes me SICK#and i cannot talk abt how dirty the garage (where the laundry machines are) it makes me nauseous that place kills me if i never#had to go into it ever again i would and i have to carry a laundry basket (dirty) and it touches my clothes when i carry it (disgusting)#and now my clothes are even more dirty and i feel like i cant touch any of my things bc i dont want to infect them but i cant just do#nothing all day when i have to do laundry but it makes me so SICK i need smth to cover all of my clothes but everything i've tried misses#some part and my clothes are ruined and it makes me SICK how am i supposed to do school or draw or anything when it's so bad#i have everything scheduled so i can take a shower and go straight to bed after i'm done but still it's so bad and it stresses me tf out#and i have to do laundry every 3 days because i only have 3 towels to use after showering and even if i did have more towels#i still would have to do laundry as often bc i couldnt handle doing multiple loads or having bigger loads my back couldnt handle that#w the system i have set up now it's just bad it;s all bad i hate doing laundry#i dream of one day where i can do laundry in a better way i think it'd involve not having the washer and dryer down steps bc that's#dangerous for one and for two not having them in a garage bc garages stress me out and three to have smth to cover all of my clothes#and 4 to have machines that dont need me to bend down idk if they have ones like that but it hurts#anyway that's it for listening to dux complain abt smth that ultimately doesnt matter and is only a problem bc their brain#chemistry is off#k bye i have to go do laundry *explodes* and take an exam *explodes* it;s an essay exam *explodes* and then im going#to like sit around feeling sick thumbs up emoji
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i rlly wish i could mute blogs without blocking cuz i dont want anyone to be mad at me but GOD some peoples takes just piss me off so unbelievably badly
#im incapable of not taking it personally when people SEVERELY mischaracterize saiki k characters#but i DREAD the 'WHY DID U BLOCK *X PERSON*' messages and i also just dont WANT to block certain people. i just dont like their posts.#ive just gotta take a deep breath and move on lmao#im autistic shhh im allowed to be dramatic !! (joking)#its ok cuz i know people feel the same abt me#this is how u know im about to start my period#im even less rational than usual#meows post
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gmmtv: just do some fanservice, you know, normal stuff fourthgem: dw we gotchu ;)
#geminifourth#fourth nattawat#gemini norawit#asiandramasource#dailyasiandramas#fourthgem#they're so unserious <33#fourth#gemini#gifs#m:g#misc.#live#idk the exact context bc i don't speak thai#all i know is they asked fg to do smth and then fg did... this#anyway everyone pretend like you don't see how goddamn glitchy it gets every time they move k thx!!!#my fatal flaw as a gifmaker is that i'll always prioritize content over quality </3
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at this point I don't see a path for Chelsie to get voted out. If Leah/Angela wins DE HOH, no matter the combination on the block 2-3 votes will always go against whomever is against Chelsie.
The only way Leah/Angela could get Chelsie out in the Double is if they flip Kimo and Rubina over the next two days and I don't think either of them has the social capital to do that.
Something big would have to shift or else Chelsie's path to the final 5 is laid out unobstructed for her and it only gets harder from there.
#bb26#Leah can only stay this week by flipping Chelsie#but that's risky for Chelsie bc she'd be basically showing her cards against MJ which she doesn't need to do#if everyone goes after MJ in the double (besides L/A)#then Angela is still the only person who might go against Chelsie IF she doesn't get snowed in the meantime#only other possibility is Rubina and Cam team up and somehow don't want to take Cheslie with them#but they'd still have to win at crucial points which....they don't have the track record#but if MJ and Leah go back to back that opens the field up a lil#Angela and Cheslie still have better records tho#I'm discounting Kimo entirely bc of course I am#I guess if he becomes enlightened he could push for a big move like he did early on#then we could see a K/Cam/R F3#every possibility that doesn't include Chelsie is just so unlikely at this point#I'll give her her flowers when she wins but right now it's super annoying#she's running circles around these dummies and my faves are going home#even if anyone beat her at this point odds are it won't be someone i like and they won't have earned it as much as Chelsie has
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dentist 😳
#k talks#all my dentists growing up were the cheap just-out-of-school kind & they were NOT good#i did have a suuuuuper good dentist in foco that sort of saved my relationship w them but i had to move awayyyy#hope this one is okay 😭
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I hate when I get into these phases when once I process through one thing causing me anxiety there's another thing right behind it
#we've moved on to ye olde ''what if i have repressed memories and horrible things have happened that I don't remember''#which...#like...#to some degree you have to go with a schrodinger answer. like... it's inherently not true#but the weird part is that I have weird anxiety when I think about certain family members bc of this#but when I'm actually around them it's no more uncomfortable than any family member you're not around often#so I'm like OH NO WHAT IF SAID FAMILY MEMBER WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN YEARS DID SOMETHING TO ME#BUT I REPRESSED IT#and like... a what if is just a what if. do I believe it? no. do I fixate on it and get wildly afraid? sometimes#also it's not even consistent sometimes I'm like ah yes family member I haven't seen in ages I wonder what he's up to#and then other times it's like I'VE HEARD SO MANY STORIES OF FAMILY MEMBERS RAPING THEIR NIECES AND STUFF#WHAT IF THAT HAPPENED TO ME#actually I feel like watching law and order SVU made a lot of these anxieties worse like that's part of why I stopped watching it#bc it exacerbates a lot of anxiety my mind tries to throw at me#anyway I do not actually think any family member has done anything and I don't actually believe I have repressed memories#or else I would have probably brought it up to my parents. I'm still like ''ooogh anxiety monster what if?'' about it tho#which is why we have philippians 4:8!! is is true? categorically due to being a ''what if'' anxiety — nope!! okiedoke moving on#k I just needed to talk through this I'm done now#*I'm barely any more uncomfortable than with any family member I haven't seen in a long time#(tbf I'm generally less comfortable with my dad's family bc 1) no female relatives other than grandma and 2) I see them way less often)
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beware my wine rants
#hi im back and experimenting#ive had the gnarliest art block for the past like month and a half sorry! i made this to try to break out of it#for more context this happened on the night we got drunk and watched spiderman 2 (2004) and i looked up the soundtrack afterwards#and fell down a rabbithole bc switchfoot is on it#my dad used to listen to contemporary christian radio (probably still does) so i heard a lot of the more popular Christian hits of the 2000s#also christian stations will play what the fuck ever sometimes if a song can be read in even a little bit of a christian way#idk how christian the fray is (ig they did make 'you found me' but.) but ive heard 'how to save a life' on christian stations#and theres plenty of like. really lowkey christian bands. like switchfoot! and relient k!#most ppl alive in the 00s have probably heard 'dare you to move' just in nature. and christian stations loved that one#newsboys is on that spectrum somewhere i think. they did 'belly of the whale' for the Jonah a veggietales movie#and the dvd bonus features include the music video for that plus the video for 'a million pieces' which doesnt feel overtly christian to me#anyway! i hope everyone likes this vertical format! and the coloring. im still trying to adjust my style for that part#when csp says 'brightness' it does not nean 'color value' which is an issue for my new method#but yknow its a learning curve#furry#queer artist#smth smth#queer comics#trans artist
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dear god i dont know if i can even do this
#vague vent post#something happened today (the worst day it couldve happened)#its not serious or anything. just makes me feel like crap mentally#ughmhgh oh god why why why hwy#why must you remind me PLEASE#man im just trying to isolate in peace#i cant do this. not this year#thankfully its the last one#nobody understands the extreme urge to change my name move out to a different country act totally different and cut off everyone that ever k#knew me in the past#please do not remind me#sighhhhh okay ill text them back. eventually. i just dont know why they bother at all after all those years#they shouldnt even be trying. i did almost everything to make them forget about me#just. why. i havent seen them in so long#theres no way that the me from their memories is that worth it#maybe im just going through it today and tomorrow and those two last months and this entire next year#delete later
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i’m still fully frothed from last night like the oat milk im gonna put in my coffee.
i literally hate playoffs so bad… there’s not a single rational hockey fan to be found right now and i want to shake everyone by their heads and yell
#aria.txt#yea i’m totally normal about stuff! don’t worry#i just hate seeing my local guys lose like this#also i saw someone saying if you cheer for a team that has k*ne and p*rry then you should#be aware that you’re a shit ass person and you deserve all of this#like girl please i didn’t chose to move/live in edmonton#my dad did when i was 12 am i supposed to throw my local guys under the bus because#some controversial guys were signed like… *looks at notes* less than#less than four years ago????? 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩#be so for real right now
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#????#in one universe when K put her thumb on Ts hand she did not pull away. and that is the only one where i am doing fine. what then.#btw why so fidgety when T comes trough advocating for small dicks? asking for a friend!#(every size of dick is valid. and every state of existence and form of dick is valid. (not a huge fan but at least an ally😁))#yeah back to the first topic im still not okay. like why how why whyyyyyy and why not??? just fucking let her hold u and hold her back😭#and kiss and hug and move in together and get married u idiots.#these ppl.......#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixie & katya#tbatb#the brians#holdy holdy grabby grabby
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Vent
Tw: sh, suivide
#i hate that my brain is broken and it makes me fight with my family....#i.wish i could jjst shut my mouth like thsy qant me to.....#it smells like human shit n piss in my room cus im too scared to ask my dad to change it :')✨️💕✌️#i wanna cut so that i get release and attention but last time my dad didnt even notice and my sister didnt take it seriously :(#i feel like cuttong is the only way to let out my Ick and show how not good im doing#mental illnesses are invisible and so fucking crippling......#my family thinks im lazy i just know they do#im such a fuvking failure at 25 i should be taking care of my dad like he did to his..#also my dad always says hes in catholic hell sooooo guess im not real then :')#he spefically says he died as a kid and this is his hell.....🥹✌️💔#i just....hate my life and already dont feel real#he basically vents and says whatever without thinking about the impact on ME the adult child with autism.#i think about my words affect on everybody all the time and it seems like barely anyone thinks the same#....maybe i can s-xually -buse myself instead of cutting#but cumming always brings a biiiiig wave of crying#i shpuldnt cut for the attebtion but FUCK i wanna get a hug or see someone have a soft voice n soft eyes for me#....all i do is annoy my dad#i should just kill myself so i dont annoy him anymore#but im too scared of failing#also im scared of Hell#i need a hug that doesnt start with me asking for a hug......#if i didnt do anything affectionate for a whole day i would go without it#i would trade every present in the world if my family could at least just UNDERSTAND my emotional brain#instead i get “i just dont understand” over n over n over n over again.....#im not trying to be an attention seeker when i say this: logically the only answer i can come up with is to k-ll myself.#its like 2 + 2 = su!cide#my family says that theyd kill themselves if i did....i dont believe that#theyre less broken than me so they would heal and move on.#for clarification#the most violent thing km gonna do is c-t myself im NOT attempting tonight
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My 6th grade social studies teacher goes to my church and sometimes does altar service, I've been seeing him there for several years now and he's never approached me (I am 100% sure he would want to talk to me if he recognized me, I know he remembers teaching me unless he's been in a horrible accident since then or something), at Easter during the peace I very clearly looked at him and said "it's nice to see you" because I thought it would be weird to act like I didn't know him and it didn't seem to ping anything within him or make him pause so I pretty much have felt free to go on being normal levels of cordial without instigating conversation. Well last night I am completely sure that when I walked in the door he saw me and realized who I was like he looked like he had seen a ghost. So we'll see if that develops into anything I guess. Also he was holding the chalice during communion and he was shaking like a leaf so idk maybe he isn't ok. All I can say is I guess it's good I am not recognizable now as my 6th grade self because that is literally like the one year of my life I can't even bear to look at pictures of. I know I was a kid and everyone has an awkward stage but...idk I really think mine was very very bad and the apex of it was on 6th grade picture day. which may have given me an overall complex because that was the year I started going to a completely new school, no classmates moved with me or anything
#my school was k-12 but he stopped teaching there after I moved to the high school so I guess he didn't see the full glow up#I mean I think I look even more different at 30 than at 18 obviously but I'm like the same size and height and stuff#in 6th grade I was actually still quite small to the point that I don't think anyone ever suspected I would grow to be a tall adult#i did see him once in a staples when I was in high school and we talked. this is all very boring information
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