#and then blew it up for no fucking reason

[kinthulou]

This is all so so so true! I have had so many friends be too shy or anxious to share their writing with me because I'd shared mine first, and I'm always having to tell them that the only reason I'm so good at the writing thing? It's because I've been doing it since I was old enough to hold a pencil. Stories have been my Autistic Special Interest (TM) since I learned to read when I was two years old. All I've got that my friends don't is time and practice and I would never ever judge them for just starting out. I want to see their stories! I want them to feel encouraged and motivated to keep practicing! It's an art form!

And this is a shyness that I know super well from a different art form. My entire immediate family is incredibly talented in the music sphere. And I do mean talented--my youngest sib had no music lessons whatsoever and taught themself how to play piano and violin incredibly quickly. Middle sib picked up guitar as a teen like it was nothing. The mother unit was a stellar soprano in church choir, and the father unit, who was raised by a music teacher and so had a lot of encouragement and probably all the lessons he wanted, is not only a fantastic singer but can pick up any instrument for the first time and within ten minutes have figured out how to get music out of it. I had lessons galore. Lots of instruments. Choirs to join. All the encouragement. Almost none of it stuck. I was awful at music. Couldn't sight read music to save my life--and still can't, turns out I had an undiagnosed-at-the-time learning disability that impacts that skill--couldn't figure out my way around a string instrument, and my singing voice was so terrible I was constantly being told to stop.

Fast forward to last night, when I was listening back through a recording of a song I'd learned on ukulele last week. There were plenty of flaws in my performance, but when I listened to the vocal warm-up, in which I just sang the song a cappella to make sure my voice was good to go and I didn't need to refresh on the melody?

Fucking blew me away. You guys? Somewhere along the way I got good at singing? Like actually, legit, super pleasant to listen to, would buy an album of this stuff if it wasn't MY OWN VOICE, that kind of good????? What????? My music skills are catching up to my writing skills! I have more talent in writing than music, which is why there was a gap between getting good at writing and starting to get good at the music, but like. Just keep at it, everyone. It's just practice. Once day you'll look at your art, whatever its form, and be blown away by how far you've come. You just have to be willing to let go of perfection and give yourself the chance to try!

So earlier in art class today, someone drew a characters hands in their pockets and mentioned that hands are really like the ultimate end boss of art, and most of us wholeheartedly agreed. So then, our teacher went ahead and free handed like a handful of hands on the board, earning a woah from a couple of students. So the one from earlier mentioned how it barely took the teacher ten seconds to do what I can’t do in three hours. And you know what he responded?

“It didn’t take me ten seconds, it took me forty years.”

And you know, that stuck with me somehow. Because yeah. Drawing a hand didn’t take him fourth years. But learning and practicing to draw a hand in ten seconds did. And I think there’s something to learn there but it’s so warm and my brain is fried so I can’t formulate the actual morale of the lesson.

[blond3ang3l]

🩰🍰Home day with Logan🩰🍰

“M’ goin grey bub, shit looks stupid.” You chuckled at his words, running your hands through his hair. “I think you look really good pa.” Your hands moved to his hair with a small smile. Slowly moving your hands they went down to his face till they had got to his beard. With his age the salt and pepper started to come in. He hated it so damn much. The others especially that fuck head Scott started to make jokes about it.

You thought it was the hottest thing ever though! You were dating an older man so you knew what to expect. He wasn’t just one or five years older, he was hundreds of years.His head was between your thighs as you two laid on the couch trying to enjoy the day off you guys had together. Laura was at your best friends for the day so it was just you two. Logan’s hands rested under your ass with a sigh.

He didn’t know why the team’s words were getting to him this time. They always talked their shit but he was worried that you’d think the same thing. The main reason for their talk or their dislike of you is because a lot of them had slept with Logan before and still wanted him. The man’s dick was lethal. Like addicting in a way. But he was all yours and people did not like that. They wanted to be in your spot, but it was far too late for that. You had him wrapped around your pretty finger.

You pulled him out of his thoughts when you spoke up again, “What are you thinking about pa?” His hand gave your ass a little squeeze as you brought his cigar to his lips to take a puff. The smoke blew from his nose filling your lungs before he spoke “Nothin important baby. People from work just talkin and drainin me.” He took another drag of the cigar as you rubbed his chest to soothe him.

“Why don’t you just lay back and I take care of you tonight?” A hum left him as he laid back on the bed and let you keep your place on his lap. “What do you have in mind?” You chuckled and pressed your lips against his cheek “I can run you a bath, give you a nice long massage, and can order food so you don’t have to worry about anything tonight. Let me dote on you tonight papa.” A smile tugged on his face “Damn, I got so lucky with you huh?” “Mhm, now just relax. Tonight’s all about you baby..”

[duck-newton]

has anyone calculated which taz pc has the highest kill count. bc zoox has gotta be up there

[ur-fave-hoe-cas]

Yes i think ross is bitchy?

Why the fuck wouldnt i?

I dont need to read their conversation again

And why r u mad at ME?

I didnt even fucking do anything?

I apologised for him?!?!

And tried to get HIM to apologise?!?!

Yes i agree with dex

And yes he blew it up out of proportion

But idc

Because atleast hes fucking doing SOMETHING

He ACTS like he cares

And u didnt see how upset i got after i saw that ross was 'judging' me

U dont have to deal with this shit

And thank fuck u dont

Cuz for once in my goddamed fucking life it isnt actually my fucking fault!!

So stop fucking acting like ross is better than all of us!!!

U werent fucking here j

I needed u and u werent here

And i dont blame u for that

U had ur reasons for leaving just as i had mine for staying

But that doesnt mean u get to be a bitch to thosw who were actually here to pick up the peices that were left behind

Do u reckon i can stab dex in a non lethal way?

@ur-fave-hoe-cas

Probably

Use a needle

[whosectype]

I watched the new Spider-Man across the spiderverse

[combthecombel]

Fear of being the chosen one.

[hijinxinprogress]

Coffee addict Never sleeps Tim drake ❌ 

Solving cases in his sleep off 87 energy drinks Tim Drake ✅

The coffee addict never sleeps perpetually tired Tim Drake thing is a widely accepted headcanon however that was elementary school tim but after he stayed up for a week straight subsisting entirely on coffee to decipher the bat weekly patrol schedule and how it aligns with rogue attacks/Arkham breakouts, he crashed then when he woke up it was fucking wednesday so he missed his chance to commemorate his discovery with pictures of Robin and he decided that shit would never happen again and made himself an ‘efficient’ sleep schedule so he could run around doing fuck shit, add to his robin shrine, and stay on honor roll bc he was even more pissed to see the gotham gazette had pictures of Robin with an on site interview credited to Vicki Vale (listen bowl cut tim had a one sided beef with vicki vale that included tim judging who gets better pics of the bats but she isn’t even aware that she’s competing with a whole ass child 😭 he’s sitting at the table with a mug of orange juice and looks at the newspaper snorts and goes ‘fucking amateur I could do better’) 

Regularly unsupervised tiny businessman in training Tim ‘Ten hours of uninterrupted sleep?? That’s so inefficient not to mention fucking stupid’ Drake is so pissed he missed getting shots of Robin dropkicking a rogue from 6 six stories up (for absolutely no reason dick just thinks it’s fun) that he just takes at least 3 hour naps every eight hours 😭 he refuses to spend almost half a day sleeping ‘for no reason when he could be doing something productive’ 

And he still does this as a bat but it’s just easier to tell if he didn’t take his nap bc he has less than zero impulse control and he’s just fucking done with everything like the gcpd is terrified bc tim’s saying shit like ‘This guys a fucking moron, I could’ve done this in half the time without killing anyone fucking loser doesn’t he know if you keep them alive you can prolong the torture?’ and ‘you’re like all hysterical and for what 🤨 ‘you blew up 83% of Bristol waah’ stfu and fucking rebuild it?? It’s only rich mfs that live there, it’s just a matter of them opening their fucking wallets’ once a new recruit made the mistake of asking if robin had adult supervision regularly and Tim responded with ‘well if you’re gonna snitch to cps like a little bitch then yeah’ and that cop did snitch so tim fucking doxxed him

Yj has just accepted that sometimes they will find tim in an air vent, on the roof, in one of their closets, or something just fucking knocked out then an alarm will go off and he’ll just get up like nothing happened but for the first couple of months they were probably concerned bc ‘I’ve never seen you sleep?? wtf are you on man’ and Tim’s confused bc ‘I slept next to you this morning wdym??’ and that’s how yj discovers tim sleeps with his eyes open

But one of the worst things about Tim’s ‘time efficient sleep schedule’ nonsense is that it fucking works he’s one of the most well rested and coherent bats even after back to back Arkham breakouts however the absolute worst thing about his sleep schedule is the likelihood of going into the cave and seeing tim staring in a daze but wide eyed yet somehow never blinking at the batcomputer with 57 tabs open on top of being unresponsive and thinking he has a fucking concussion or he’s been replaced but he’s just doing case work while muttering nonsense in his fucking sleep for some reason

[ballcrusher74]

yknow wut im not heavily into rbf anymore but like. i still fw it a lil

anyways here's my old rbf oc, brown, which I recently redesigned and actually really like a lot ( red's there too i suppose )

[mylove-themoon]

The whole ending for the main timeline kinda sucks for Zaun, even the one good thing they get is backhanded as fuck.

Like sure, Sevika is on the council- but the council relies on majority vote, and every other member of the council only work in the interests of themselves or of piltover. Nobody else cares about Zaun, so nothing will change.

And Piltover shows they will alway protect and prioritize their own over everything else

Cait gets no consequences for her actions from the last two acts, despite doing many, many crimes. She released the Gray on the Undercity- which is going to cause disease, death, etc to many innocent people (the same disease Viktor was dying of, it was a direct result of Piltover’s oppression and the gray- I could go on and on about his ending but I shan’t.), arresting random Zaunites- including children- and just leaving them in prison, and even tho we hate Singed, threatening to throw him under the fucking prison was a little far. She gave him the opportunity to either join her or die. So the people of Zaun are animals and criminals until they’re useful?

And the scene of the Noxian guy (can’t remember his name) literally torturing that Jinxer??? Ambassa’s dead and so is he, so I guess thats their consequence, but nothing for Cait? No, Cait gets to have a nice life, she might feel guilty and maybe she’ll have a couple nightmares but really she’s not facing a single consequences You guys remember when Jayce almost got exiled for Hextech in season one? A crime in which nobody died or was grievously harmed? Yet there are no consequences Caitlyn hmmm

After everything the people of Zaun have gone through, they get nothing- they see their oppressor hailed as a hero, they see their children die of a disease that should never have touched the new generation (or just straight up suffocate while it was actively being deployed- if they get caught in that they are dead- little lungs and little legs yk- if they can’t escape it then they die) they see their only hope (Sevika) repeatedly shot down by the council, they see the abuse will continue. Even after everything they lost- all those who fought in Piltovers war- they get nothing. They helped, they worked with them when working against them didn’t work, and they still get nothing.

I think Ekko’s ending really drives it home- the ONE character who deserves the world above everybody else is sitting alone in the end. He did everything right but was still alone. If he -and Jinx- hadn’t rallied their forces and convinced the people of Zaun to fight then Piltover would have lost to Noxius. He convinced his people to fight and die for Piltover- but Cait’s the hero, and he’s still fighting for his own people.

[sourapplesauces]

gang asked for part 2 so... its in the works

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

thinking about fallout 4 against my will

[drinkingdeadpeopletea]

i think what's really getting me about kozma claiming to have blown up the moon and also claiming to "be" the breach and basically equating "breach collaborators" and "my allies" in the same speech is that. the breach operative we've known since season one, the person who "is" the breach as far the story's concerned, is saskia. and midst is saskia's HOME! she built the black candle with her own two hands (metaphorically, at the very least), she LOVES it there and she loves those people :( and if we take kozma's story at face value, she just threw the "centerpoint" (according to imelda) of her own operation entirely under the bus and endangered the lives not only of innocent people but also of a bunch of her own operatives without their knowledge just to destabilize the trust and frankly that makes me kind of hope she IS telling the truth simply because that's the kind of betrayal i find absolutely delicious,

[seastarryclouds]

Curly I’m so sorry Curly, the fandom doesn’t get your complexity and doesn’t bother to read into your dialogue with jambo cause they are too hung up on dead pixel im sooooo sorry Curly that this fandom doesn’t realize that it’s normal for a human being to shut down after being fucking berated by his long time friend and not knowing what to do in such a stressful situation I’m sooooooooooo soooooorrrrrryyyyyyy that they make you out to be some guy that shrugged his shoulders and said “that’s rough” to Anya, I’m SOOOO SORRY THAT THIS FANDOM HARPS ABOUT NUANCE AND SUBTLE STUFF IN THE DIALOGUE BUT CANT PICK UP THAT CURLY WAS SHUTTING DOWN FROM STRESS IN THE FINAL MOMENTS BEFORE THE CRASH AND ITS COMPLETELY NORMAL THAT HE THOUGHT HIS BEST FRIEND FROM CHILD HOOD COULD NEVER BE SO BAT SHIT INSANE TO CRASH THIS SHIP

“Curly did nothing to help Anya!!1!!1!” DID YOU WANT HIM TO KILL HIM???? TRY AND IMPRISON HIM AND THEN HAVE EVERYONES PAY DOCKED??? WHEN THEY ARE ALREADY FIRED ON TOP OF THAT????

Jimmy is an ultimate betrayer because not only did he hurt what I assume was a random person turned coworker, but he betrayed a life long friend and doomed him to lose his limbs and skin.

Curly is not fucking turning a blind eye to Jim, he was trying to find a way to keep everything on the ship from falling apart while keeping everyone safe, while not having enough time or resources to successfully do so. Thus he was punished.

[toxifoxx]

You remember that time when William exploded on a priest? Like all of his guts and burn meat matter just like splattered all over this holy man along with a warehouse?

I REMEMBER I READ ABOUT IT RECENTLY 💀 why'd they have to go an do all that for...

[bleh1bleh2]

I was thinking about voltron so much today that during class I took more notes about voltron than actual notes </3

[gabriestat]

the realest aspect of the show was marty shooting at someone on point after seeing what they did to kids and cohle going 'i advise you kill yourself' during charmaine's interrogation