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wanted to stream today but got my mood majorly spoiled and now i just don’t wanna do anything. still on the verge of crying even though it was a silly thing. why do i take everything so close to heart
#im just. so exhausted#i had to run around the city like headless chicken the whole weekend#and the weather DID NOT HELP#i hate winter and i hate buses#and i hate that there are only two weekends. like i did my#i did my things and there is no time left to chill#tired tired tired#as much as im excited for a new apartment moving sure is tedious and ungrateful#arnold’s laments
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please don't mistake silence for hatred. please don't mistake unanswered plotting messages as indifference, or a lack of enthusiasm towards you. considering the ages of most roleplayers, many of us have bills to pay, families to take care of, medical conditions to treat, appointments to make, classes to take, homes to clean, and lives to live away from the computer that are far, far more important than writing on tumblr — life has a tendency to get in the way of hobbies and fun things like this. be patient with your fellow writers. if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out. of course you can set your boundaries, keep your space comfortable, and softblock whoever you wish, but do so while recognizing it's probably not hatred or apathy that keeps them from leaping into your dms with message after message. they probably love this hobby just as much as you... but sometimes life gets in the way.
#rp psa#roleplay psa#rp help#roleplay help#roleplay advice#'the rpc has changed for the worse' that's your opinion#but have that opinion while also acknowledging the ages of those you write with#and recognize they have responsibilities and worlds to take care of#people who depend on them#financial strain. hardships. unemployment. housing problems#medical bills. local weather disasters#trauma in their life deaths in their family#you cannot expect instant messages or EXTREME enthusiasm from everyone in this community#when so many of us are also dealing with irl situations#that are MORE important than talking about our fictional characters meeting for the first time#would it be nice if we could all find a comfy balance#and put passion into this hobby like we did when we were younger?#oh sure!!!! but that's just not viable anymore
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One of the biggest things that makes me see Leo as trans is absolutely the size of his carapace in comparison to his brothers’.
And I’m not talking about height! I’m specifically looking at his shell here, because when you compare him to the others, particularly Donnie who is nearly the same height as Leo, it’s very clear that Leo’s carapace is much longer in proportion to the rest of his body.
Like - standing side by side, even though Donnie is shorter his carapace ends noticeably higher up than Leo’s does. And I like this not only because it really helps push the idea that Leo could very likely be trans (or intersex!), but it’s also just a fun design difference between them.
(It also lends way to future scenarios of Donnie eventually getting taller than Leo, but sitting down still has Leo being the taller one haha.)
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#trans leonardo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#trans leo#it’s like 4 am and I’m having trans leo feelings again sorry guys#totally get if other people disagree with me on this! but it’s always gonna be my no.1 headcanon fr#his complexion the vibrancy of his colors staying even in adulthood his general demeanor and this? this hc is LOCKED in my brain#plus the times Leo’s depicted in pink white and blue throughout the series like I KNOW it wasn’t on purpose but damn if it doesn’t help#(his nails are also the exact same as his toe nails/claws but I don’t super count this one tbh)#(even though it is TECHNICALLY another point in favor of trans leo)#(mainly because all the boys’ nails are very much more humanoid than turtle)#(just like how their tails aren’t really a factor either since we see them only in their baby forms and never again)#I really like the idea that he was a female red eared slider pre mutation#and Lou Jitsu’s dna paved how his humanoid features came out (aka a more masculine build and voice)#but his turtle features are all very much more in like with a female res#love the thought of rise bros meeting og comic turtle boys and Leo being like wait you guys are res too?? but…you’re not colorful……#one headcanon I have is that - you know the cute chirping and stuff we have the boys do?#I like to think that Leo’s chirping actually sounds more feminine to himself and his bros (so he tends to not do it)#idk I love thinking about this hc a lot and there’s no time like four am to talk about it huh?#future scenario has future Donnie going up to future Leo all smug like ah Nardo how’s the weather down there#and Leo’s all like good *sits down* why don’t you join me :)#Donnie: …*sits and stretches his neck out to be taller still*#Leo calls him a cheater but Donnie calls it ‘making use of his species’s advantages’#but yeah basically for many turtles the case is - bigger carapace? female. smaller carapace? male.#so it’s very interesting to take that knowledge and apply it here#did you know one of the turtles that this rule of thumb DOESNT apply to is alligator snapping turtles? male ones are the bigger ones there!#by a big difference too so Raph’s size makes a LOT of sense
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When you and your friend share a single braincell together
#twisted wonderland#twst#deuce space#twst yu#twst oc#doodle comic#This plan definitely did not helped them get through the rain safely#At least they tried though!#Yu probably only agreed because it's getting late and is desperate enough to leave school#Anyway I'm getting this idea out of my system before I study KASHDGAKSDH#Only thought of this bcs not once have I left my dorm without any heavy rain for this week#I'm glad that the place I'm interning at is few minutes away that I can reach through walking#since I do not want to commute through that weather
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deciding for my heart that molly gives eliot the stuffed panda once things are all over. because it's the one she shoved at him to keep track of anyway, and because it was a bit funny seeing this dork of a tough guy folding his arms looking bored and inadvertently hugging it while she ran off to play more games - and because she feels a bit guilty that he got hurt helping her, even if it was kind of her dad's fault in the end.
it's a get well soon present. and it's an even starker contrast against the genuinely scary guy she knows he is after he saved her life, even though the scariness was never aimed at her, and even though it takes her a little time to really appreciate the humour of it.
and frankly? because it's important to me to picture him settling down in bed, still bruised and sore and arranging pillows so he won't wake up in any more pain than he has to - but past the point where he has to pay nurse gail to keep an eye on him - and setting down the panda on the bedside table. where he can see it.
#like the endgame is he actually cuddles the dang thing OF COURSE#but I think parker and hardison are gonna have to ambush him when he's profoundly under the weather for that to happen#or maybe parker makes a game of slipping it into his arms when he trusts her enough to sleep deeply around the team <3#the carnival job#leverage#eliot spencer#eliot#molly#orig#the panda and giraffe did both get forgotten for more important things BUT the carnival was pretty quickly evacuated#and I could see molly going ''wait'' and just darting off to pick it up before leaving with her dad at the end#so help me this might need to be a ficlet
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Lrb dear god, this reminded me of that time when Alfred-chan got sooooo mad at my post explaining why fans should respect bisexual headcanons for Maria and Malenia instead of pretending like they're canonically lesbians and that they get oppressed and erased by mxf ships with them. They kept vagueing that post for like a MONTH in their blog including in tags under reblogs of Maria fanart, passively-aggressively changed their url to character+sexuality to "spite" me and then even made a sockpuppet account to start shit with me in the comments.
They deactivated when me and Val completely obliterated their "you cultivate lesbiphobic following by telling people why they should respect all sexuality headcanons instead of acting cultish or assuming their experiences and stereotypes equal canon confirmation" garbage with actual facts and logic tho but I screenshotted everything fjthfgfj (I learned to document everything the hard way after they've changed the she/they pronouns to they/they pronouns ONLY to accuse me of misgendering, so thank you for making me wiser I guess 😎). Even more vile, as they, a white person, larped as an Arab in that sockpuppet to hold even MORE "privilege" against me in discussion gjtjfh Because for them race, gender or sexuality are just badges of honor and dishonor, they don't see these as traits of actual human beings. And Dr Eugene X, who worked with them and weaponized her race to accuse everyone who disagreed with her of racism, didn't bat an eye at such a terrible act too?? As usual, rules are not for their friends, lol
It is not even the worst thing Alfred did, and yet all of this just, just, JUST because I wrote a point on why bisexual headcanon people did nothing wrong and there is no ground to claim something is canon when it isn't. 🤦♂️ Like, they were soooo convinced that I hated lesbian headcanons and that I'd feel angry if they called Lady Maria a lesbian, when what I was angry at is this exact toxic behavior in the fandom. No matter how much you like a headcanon, don't be a bitch about it. Maria doesn't """belong""" to any gender or sexuality, she belongs to anyone who likes her and is invested in her complexity as a character!!!
Yet, apparently, common Malenia simps / Finlay shippers are no better than common Maria simps / Mariadeline shippers. Just, wild how after shit like this, many people have the guts to claim that it is "sexist redditbros" who are the biggest problem of creators in the fandom. 🤦♂️ They'd actually blush if they encountered what such self-proclaimed "feminists" do to their own (!!!) over headcanons. 🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️
#also fuck anna for thinking shit like this and way worse things alfred did is not as evil and toxic as#as me snapping at her for DEFENDING alfred#wiki: I can excuse stalking harassment cultish shunning bullying fantomette lying slander weaponizing identity but-#-I draw the line at katy getting too emotional when I admit as much uwu#granted she did admit that the reason for this is because alfred didnt concern her personally#she is probably the person I'll forgive last in this situation if ever#as much as I hate alfred they clearly have no empathy and compassion and lie for medical reasons#it isn't my assumptions they often reblogged this shit#I know mental illness is not an excuse for so much harassment for variety of reasons but-#-why would someone want to change if they medically can't feel guilt for their actions?#I feel bad for them and they hopefully will get help#as for Eugene idk... they seem to be a typical brainwashed youth#such people either change with age or get strongly bitten in the ass and get reality check#granted people who still follow her did admit she goes head hunting and then plays victim#as well as they only keep in touch because they worry they'll be dragged down if they are not at her good side#rather than because they like her posts (which are so untrue to BB that she can just make OCs anyways)#choir boy is literally just mindless sheep that didnt even have dignity to make it personal#hence is the name#I am sure he is lovely in his own circle it just doesn't concern me or my friend#but anna?#she knew what she was doing and has no excuse#fandomry rambles#it is also funny how they are four cringe failures and us are four based people#best AND worst groups come in four lol#also I know you all are dying to know how I can still hold grudges year later right?#it is hard to explain#I live normally and recover and not think of it but then scar starts to hurt#like you know how physical scars can react to weather or shit? mental can too
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i love love love your anidala art so much!! it always makes me smile!
aww thank you!! hope this lil sketchbook Anidala I did yesterday also makes u smile!!
#fun fact i did this after i got that other ask yesterday saying they loved my anidala aus lolll#so. ask unwittingly helping next asker#thanks for the ask!#lyrics are from sweater weather by the neighborhood!!#⋆
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#letting myself draw loose see if that helps#just been so depressed this summer#weve not had great weather here n its really getting me down#uh anyway im hoping to just do my best with drawing lately#i did this with no sketch so im hoping to just ease myself into some new way of drawing and bring life back to myself#my silly art#denpa#catgirl#kemonomimi
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Strip and Lynda while baking Christmas cookies:
Lynda: *peacefully prepares spices and quietly hums to herself*
Strip: *quickly stirs the dough and throws some all over the kitchen and Lynda*
Lynda: *sighs* you just should’ve stayed on the track you know?
Strip: but the season is off.
Lynda: doesn’t matter. My kitchen wouldn’t be a mess.
Strip: your kitchen? It’s our kitchen.
Lynda: *glares at him with her death stare*
Strip: y-yeah, you’re right. Your kitchen. *smiles nervously*
#strip weathers#strip weathers my beloved#lynda weathers#lynda weathers my beloved#i love weathers family so much#weathers fam#strip weathers the king#weathers#pixar cars#disney cars#cars#cars 2006#strip is very bad cook even though he’s simply stirring the dough#Lynda wants some help but strip is not worth it sometimes#cooking and baking is nothing for Strip#Lynda is able to throw him out off the kitchen if she wants#Strip did that mess on purpose#you know he’d do that on purpose
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Okay so I was gonna do a big gush over all the new Bells Hells outfits on the recent cr episode (a surprise since I had expected that they'd show them for the live show), but instead I'm gonna encourage you to check out @agarthanguide who is answering asks about the process of designing them, they're very insightful, and I'm sure they're more than happy to answer more - within reason ofc.
#critical role#cr spoilers#c3e96#bells hells#bell's hells#cr3#cr3 spoilers#sorry for the tag I'm sure you have notifs in the 100s by now#but like there's so much to gush about on these new outfits#and of course my shipper ass can't help but love the smaller details between Ashton and Fearne's outfits#will miss the long coat and the corset but I understand Ashton's desire to distance from the hishari logo - and they do look punk as hell#very surprising to learn that they aren't privy to the episodes ahead of time#though it makes sense for the ones who didn't go into a winter climate to not prep for cold weather XD#true himbo bard and 'clothes will only weigh me down' barbarian behaviour#Laudna looking more like Delilah does show the worrisome furthering of her addiction - plus the birdcage-esque petticoat#Imogen looking really fierce in her design - Letters' dark tones did suit her very well#all the vines from Orym too and so many different flowers for Fearne which I expect represent each of the Hells#I bet there's more to come because of Sam's new PC and the Werewolf form for Chet - but do we also get more Titan form art?#oh wait I'm still gushing! shit my bad (not actually sorry)!
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same bullshit, different day
#hi#me#my face#selfie#mirror selfie#why am i like this#cute girl#girls with tattoos#girls with glasses#girls who lift#penguin socks#wombats#I also have a video of me climbing onto the counter to crouch#it's the gargoyle pose and I told my tall ass friend that's how you fit into mirror pictures when you're tall#danica did not find it helpful but did find it amusing#anyway#be my friend#pretty people#one thing about me I will be wearing the green now#sweater weather#with the accent#who wants a brownie I want a brownie#okie doke time to sleep#happy weekend#I love yall#love me#message me#thanks pals#later taters#oh ps if my car doesn't get fixed soon I'm getting a buzzcut
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I will never understand people who are cruel to homeless people. I have been sitting on the floor ugly crying and puking because the homeless man who always sleeps on a bench near my house passed away and I genuinely dont know what to do with myself. I wish all anti homeless infrastructure and billionares a very kill yourself.
#suicide tw#death tw#i have never seen his face because he was always sleepinf#but i always put a like 50 Lira bill on the bench every time i walked past#im actually so so so upset sick and twisted#im just kind of venting i guess#did we as a country not have the resources to provide homeless people any shade at all#did he have so sleep on a bench in 45 degree c weather#and no one bothered to help him
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Omg since winter is coming my brain is HUNG UP on the idea of Dorian going with his friends in a trip to the mountains.
It’s a thing they do annually; there is a large cabin up in the mountains and it’s where they go every winter. It’s cold and snowy and the perfect getaway for a while.
After getting serious with Manon he decided to take her with him. She knows his friends and it won’t be an issue. He did ask her if she was okay with going first, because he doesn’t want to pressure her.
By that point Manon was becoming friends with Aelin (and Rowan) she’s also growing closer with Yrene because Chaol is Dorian’s best friend. She sees Lysandra from time to time because of Aelin so she’s also good.
So going up to the mountains for ten days away from civilization didn’t sound too bad for her. She knows the people going and it should be fine.
Idk just something something about Manon making friends and having good fun times with others because my girl has been through enough.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#yrene towers#chaol westfall#aelin ashryver galathynius#rowan whitethorn#lysandra ennar#aedion ashryver#to Manon it was a major thing to think about because what do you mean ten days of doing nothing#her grandmother would probably kill her if she knew#but she also wanted to spend time with her boyfriend#so she just went and decided to work while she’s there#but because of the weather and the location there was no signal most of the time#so she spent that time with heightened anxiety and just.. stressed#but she did try to have fun#as much as she could#but there was no helping the panic attacks that would come out of nowhere (not really) every now and then#she was so occupied with her grandmother and her reaction#then ‘what if im unable to receive important emails or calls??’ and cue another stressor#she really did try to have fun tho but it was very hard bc these thoughts wouldn’t leave her alone#at one point she was set on returning back home but Dorian stopped her because there is a blizzard outside you can’t just leave??? but she#tried to leave not listening to logic or anything she just HAD to back home because what if her grandmother can’t reach her???#she’s not ignoring her and she needs to let her know that
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university.. university leave me alone
#heres the situation: for my cognitive literary studies class (quite fun) we had to pick primary material and a cognitive angle to analyse it#from. and the deadline was coming up and i who have been thinking very intensely about robots for the last half a year picked#yeah you guessed it. fucking PIERS PLOWMAN. which is not fun for me but i panicked about the deadline#so now i have to do something about piers plowman and its cognitive literary properties#and im in hell this is hell i have been extremely stressed about piers plowman for a month. to the point where ive been in physical pain#AND I CANNOT. THINK OF ANYTHING. ABOUT PIERS PLOWMAN.#and the teacher for that class is so nice and chill and she was like you can pick anything at all. and i went with piers plowman#like it's interesting but from what COGNITIVE angle can i approach piers plowman.#ive been thinking about saying exactly this that piers plowman is more for historical linguists and theologists than narratologists but im#also positive plenty of scholars read piers plowman for the plot#so then i thought about the characters and whether you can Connect with them and whether they help you Immerse yourself in the story and#other terminology i learned in cognitive literary studies class.#theyre allegorical and very 1 dimensional and there could be something about whether we from 2024 understand them in the same way#people from the 14th century did. like this was what i put in my proposal when i made it#but now i actually have to make the slides and use cognitive literary papers for this and it's just not going at all. i cant do it.#i cant do anything i cant enjoy the daylight and the warmer weather i cant think about anything other than im not making progress on this#and it's bad for me!! it's bad for my health i feel bad. why did i go with piers plowman why did i not pick watership down#my post#i have plenty to say about watership downm cognitively.#also about old possums book of practical cats#maybe i could email her and tell her id like to change it.. no#ive also been reading the tombs of atuan which is incredible
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"I'll take abandonment issues for 100 Alex"
#carmen sandiego#paperstar cs#tigress cs#my art#bonk barrel#cs 2019#papertiger#not really too happy with this but i am paracetamol'd out of my mind#i had more interesting angles in mind but lord have i not drawn enough to get them right#its shitty weather season in the ph and i am mother nature's prime suspect#it did not help that i was listening to hamilton the entire time#enjoying myself then jumpscare i remember ALMOST shipping america's “founding fathers”#maybe i should just learn adjectives and write fanfics again#theyre so dollarstore harlivy coded#also if the colors do not translate well i put all the blame on my display tablet that refuses to calibrate its colors properly#also also idk who jeopardy's host is hoping its alex goodbye
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i think i'm like. really in denial sometimes about how much pain i'm just Casually In...
OH NO WAIT HANG ON WAIT ACTUALLY MY MEDICINE WORE OFF AND I DID LIKE A LOT OF UNANTICIPATED ACTIVITY NEVER MIND I'M DUMB I'M HURTING FOR ACTUAL REASONS THIS TIME
#i mean i'm not but like also i am#this post brought to you by#apparently my meds wearing off and my absolutely insane menty b where i tore my crafting supply caches apart looking for my sewing needles#(i did not find them - i found *one* but not all of them they're supposed to be in a little blue circle jewel case#you know it's just a cheap needle set from joanns or michaels i don't remember which)#i am still distraught i never found the whole case of them but at least i know where One is and it's with my current Embroidery Project#which means it's where it needs to be and so long as it doesn't go missing when i inevitably drop it we're gucci#but since that's a silly thing to hope for indefinitely i will be intending to purchase more of them and try very hard not to misplace them#i also helped put away the groceries which was one of the first ways i realized actually the POTS dx might be on to something#so it's always a little taxing to do as it is#but that on top of the tantrum i threw about not being able to find my needles and the spiral inherent in the system#may have aggravated some parts of me that are already unhappy about the weather and pressure situation over this part of MI#i'll deal with the worn off meds until bedtime#TECHNICALLY i should still have about 4 hours of mild pain relief from them#it's not as good as it is around the 5-6 hour mark but it's not y'know. rawdogging the pain so that's nice#and it's not like any of it really does anything as it is everything just always hurts and it sucks but like we stay silly#it's just worse right now cause i did a lot and the weather's been nasty
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