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i don't even know how to explain this and it would better in a poem ill never publish but in a lot of ways i feel like i was born when i woke up from my surgery
#everything before that feels like it happened to a different person#woke up in extreme pain and that set the course for whatever shitty rebirth this is#i thought it would get easier#and it did? i mean.#it's no longer so immediately awful constantly#but it's just not getting that much easier now#it's just easier not to think about it#and the second i do i just start crying#i feel so hopeless constantly#i don't really want to exist anymore
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I've never drawn anything gomens related before
#[.art]#good omens#aziraphale#I think he's going to start crying five seconds into not having crowley around. I just know it. Don't even ask me how I do but I know it#btw some of that cursive is so... wrong because I was in a hurry. Oh Well
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I'm devastated...
#pls .. ...#i thought i was over one direction and not a fan anymore and moved on#but every two seconds my tears start rolling... i cant stop crying....#this is awful#what do you mean theyre only four now#what do you mean.....#a nightmare... and i can't take it#reminds me when my mom passed... and i kept hoping she would walk thru the door again and it all would be not real#i just keep saying he will come back and post and it all wont be real....#i know he wasn't the best... but it didnt have to be like this...#liam payne#one direction#louis tomlinson#....
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you scare me. you’re… different.
#TRANSFEM OREL NOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! you will think about it. you will.#moral orel#orel puppington#christina posabule#welllllll kinda ^3^#artsbotz#like you haveeee to be kidding me the ep where the gag is the posabules r literally the puppingtons mirror fuckinggggg dimension selves#and orel is the ONLY one whos counterpart is genderswapped……? get outtttaaa here man.#come on orel. say it [smiling like a sicko]#THE REPRESSIONNNALLLL IM KILLING MYSELF#btw putty is so crazy funny in this ep#thats the FIRES OF HELL LAPPING AT UR SOUL#ummmm. anyway. this did not come out quite how i envisioned but im happy cus i managed to do the posing without needing a ref#its like more toony style so it was easier but my brain is soooo fucking bad at posing so. im happy#hopefully it still gets the idea across and i dont get one billion orel/christina shipping allegations#idc btw also no hate but LOL not what this is. please believe me#also i do rlly actually like christinas design i like how she is just orel in a dress basically. no johnny testification occured. phew#this series is making me cuckoo fucking crazyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!! blehhhh!!!!!!!#[thinks for a second and starts silently crying] hey guys whos ur moral orel bias. mines rev putty
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The most terrifying creature of all
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#ouyang zizhen#nameless red disciple#Absolutely none of these people should ever be allowed in a haunted house#Except maybe LSZ#The juniors would either 1) Cry 2) punch one of the staff 3) pee a little bit 4) break something in fear. Dreadful patrons.#and they are supposed to be in training for dealing with the supernatural too! SMH!#I did enjoy drawing them cuddled up though B*)#WWX is banned from haunted houses too because he tries to get himself involved as one of the scare-ers. Which is a violation of union code#He's 'trying to make the experience more enriching' but in reality he just likes to get a reaction out of people.#Truly a guy you go to a corn maze with only to get separated from him.#And when you do find him he's face down what looks like his own blood#As you try and check to see if he's okay he suddenly grabs your ankles and starts spitting lines from the exorcist#Then laughs when you scream#Truly a guy who is NOT getting a second date#Next episode features something very very scary. Universally so.#a t-t-t-teen girl.#LJY is curled up on the ground btw. Joining the JC sock puppet that has also been just out of sight this entire time
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sherlock posting in 2024 but thinkin abt how diabolical it is w jim saying “u can have me arrested. u can torture me. u can do anything u like to me. but nothing’s going to prevent them from pulling the trigger” literally to the brother of the Government Agent who just recently tortured him for weeks
#so much of this is coming from pasiphile tvd chapter 11 jim but thinkin abt the unreliable narration n how focused it is on Sherlocks#Narrative & i feel like u breeze past like. mycroft literally Torturing jim as an agent of the state#and like. how Volatile and Manic jim is especially on the roof & how far gone / self destructive obsessed he#is with sherlock that like#u can do whatever u like to me. this is all there is anymore#and the disappointment of him not living up to that. this is too EASY#this is all there is left in my life. and i’m destructing. and i don’t even have u because i’ve Beaten u#and ur not even like me#taggin this w a cw to be on the safe side bc i’m dancin around jim’s suicidality but#suicide cw#rattling against the bars of my enclosure. ptsd hyperfixed self destructive jim#anyway this all came about because i watched a 2 second clip of him screaming doofus into sherlocks face and i nearly started crying#do u ever wish u could be like. hyperfixed on smth useful and not like. bbc sherlock 12 years later#jim moriarty#mormor#bbc sherlock#and AGAIN the unreliable narration of mycrofts ‘it didn’t work he just stared into the abyss’ vs like. jim’s mania in reichenbach#this also makes him in the straitjacket in sherlocks mindpalace DIABOLICAL
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Guys, I'm trying - but FUCK I can't draw Bruce or anything
#I've been futzing with this for the last 34 minutes and 32 seconds#(I was watching a drawfee video)#I think I've tried to draw his hair about 6 times#I just#I'm struggling so hard and it's making my heart beat faster as I get more stressed and I just wanna cry#why is this happening#art never used to be like this for me#it was something I could do for hours#it was fun and relaxing#why is it now such a source of stress#I could cry#maybe I am tearing up a bit who could say#this started off as a joke post but it's also a vent now I guess lol#back to drawfee#or animal crossing I might give up#sigh#wip
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Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.
Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.
In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.
Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".
#my characters#amazing show stopping rng wheel thanks#i have my oc plots on a wheel - thats 80 different options! wow! - and spun it#i spun twice and the first time it was the bodyguard plot that i drew a few days ago#the second time was evil bound#i genuinely think it new its a bad day and im not doing well so it took it easy on me with things id done recently#anyway ive never colored kelvin before which i realized today#i only have pencil art of him#also fun fact about their lil earth adventures#they fucking fail horrifically the first time they go and kronos doesnt go back#then they go back to try and get him to forcefully bring him back and theeeeen shit hits the fan#and so vincie is vibing with tolliver since hes basically useless without hands and then oops!#no more hex! and so he starts to get really super scared and tolliver is like uh isnt that a good thing your hands are free now#and vincie is horrified because the only way to break a hex from a distance is if the caster is near dead or dead#and if thats the case chuck is probably dead and that means what if kronos and kelvin are dead#how is he gonna get back to hell alone and is HE going to get punished for it#but then kronos and kelvin show up and take vincie back to hell with the not breathing chuck#but its fine in the end bc the succubi bring him back to ... life ? question mark? anyway hes revived#but vincie does have a part where hes just crying in tollivers apartment bc he thinks hes gonna be punished#for not helping the other demons and then they died#but chuck dying is basically why kronos goes back to hell - he feels responsible (hes at fault so good for him to own up)#vincie is one of the very few demons who doesnt have dark sclera#chuck vincie and kronos all have black sclera while the succubi have gray#i dont think there was ever a reason for it tbh i should make up a reason#time to go lie down and not exist the rest of the night if i can avoid it
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latke already has my stomach problems and my anxiety she can’t be getting my insomnia too. at this point she’s just being ridiculous.
#second or third night she’s just decided she didn’t wanna go to bed and started crying now#i walked in there and covered her kennel again and she went quiet#but like. girl c’mon.#where did this come from why are you doing this#starscream.txt#latke tag
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hunter blushing everytime willow does something cool and powerful Hell Yeah Huntlow Nation 😎
#tbh he’s me#just started season 3 and i need to see willow blushing in return like omg#i need it like i need air#the best m x f dynamic is ‘gf who is strong and awesome’ and ‘bf who loves his gf so . so much’#so they knew what they were doing with huntlow tbh#the owl house#willow park#hunter toh#huntlow#< def second fav ship behind lumity#also omg the freaking montage of lumity moments luz used to come out to her mom as bi 😭😭😭😭#i was crying fr like its so sweet that we get this on a disney show
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hhahhehehehahgeehshdgshheehehh HAHAHAHAHAH so i did the story
#★ arin rambles#hsr story spoilers#oh god here they go again#I GENUONELY STARTED CRYING#THERE WAS TEARS IN MY EYES I WAS BREATHING HEAVY. I SAW GOD.#HES SO BEAUTIFUL I MISSED YOUR VOICE KING COME BACK TO ME#Literally what was he doing in there and how did he get out PLEADE#me and my best friend kept joking he was in a beach episode#we all fighting for our live and he gets a vacation… TAKE ME WITH YOU???#jokey joke i know he nearly died 🤪#hehehwhhahahahaah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AAAAAHHAHAHA#Stupid dream i was so happy SHUT UP#fake ending was insane WHY DID THEY ROLL CREDITS?#it s okay hes alive I ALWAYS WIN.#HAHAHAH. I ALWYAS WINNNNNNNNNNN#AVENTURINE AVENTURINE AVENTURINE AVENTURINE#anyways we’ll be back to ur regularly scheduled trash soon. Sorry i just need everyone to know No i was not fine when he popped up#neither times. Not the first time he popped up or the second.
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"i hated owen for all/most of s1 i only started liking him in s2" weak. i liked owen since he got choked against a wall by an angry woman and then told her he wanted to shag her immediately afterwards. and then even more when he spent ep3 trying to intimidate and murder a rapist
#txt#torchwood posting#owen in the pilot? trash. but i tend to think ep3 was his comeuppance#anyway i was biased goin into tw but nonetheless. i loved him near immediately#i was like oh hermann from pr but hes a mean shitty little twink ohh???#oh hes fucked up! oh he has murder in his eyes and hes crying! oh im obsessed! and it spiraled from there#which is usually how it goes#sigh#but yeah ep3 was when i rllyyyy started to love owen#the obsession. the vigilantism. going against jack's orders.#that one shot where gwen looks at him and he looks dangerous#i think what got me was in ep1 we see torchwood broke suzie and pushed her to kill#so seeing that a second torchwood member was also at that point only two eps later#it was like ohhhhh. ohhh thats whats going on here#and then it's amplified like the end of s1 is just owen spiraling so hard he almost destroys the world. and it was fucking fantastic#even if the cgi was bad lmfao#s1s character arcs all have to do with exploring how that life breaks people. esp ppl who were already broken. as we find out in s2e12#& owen's the best example he's sooo fucking mentally ill and self destructive and toxic and miserable and he means the fucking world to me#and then they threw it all away in s2 to make him palatable 😒#but thats a me problem. i do luv s2 owen just in a diff way#and im v fond of the undead arc#but s1 owen just hits diff for me. burn played him as a scared little boy and it rlly rlly shows#sss
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literally having the worst day ever and i cant ever be happy (has only experienced minor inconveniences today but they keep adding up)
#first of all i didnt get a lot of sleep so im mad tired#second of all the place i usually get lunch on campus said they werent doing bagels at the moment and it ruined me#cuz i was soooo excited to get bagels#third of all i was already cranky so i got all in my feels last night#so i had a dream where my gf who isnt my gf and saw each other on one fo the campuses and she was w her friends#at one point we were both leaving and iw as watcing her and her and her friend knew i was there#so then her friend comes over and shes like '[gf name] loves you so much'#and i was about to cry tears of joy i was like REALLY???#and then her friend started laughing and gestured to my gf who isn't my gf's OTHER friend behind me and she was like 'jk lol she meant#this friend not you el oh el'#and then my gf and her friends were all laughing at me and i burst into tears#and then in full on sobs i was like 'i loved you so much how could you leave me'#and then my gf was just like 'well youre a bad person and you think youre sooooo myseterious and youre a terrible person and i never loved#you' and oh my god it ruined my morning#i know a lot of it was just psychological cuz i was already moody when i went to bed#and i have this werid paranoia where i think her and her friends talk shit about me#which i doubt they do but it still stresses me out#so thats probably why that hapepned#and then on top of all that. fourth of all im getting lunch and i literally see her outside. like i dont see her for days and of course#the day i least want to see her shes right there#i mean im generally doing better than september and i didnt feel the same sinking feeling#i used to in like sept but still like brooooo bro this day could not be worseee#the only good thing that happened was that i passed my physics exam <3#also yeah again i said these are minor inconveniences im just frustrated lol#sunny rambles
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Holt’s vision was basically the first thing to go as she became infected with the corruption happening in Sierpinski-23 and it absolutely wrecks me
#I WISH I WAS BETTER AT STORYBOARDING AND DOING COMICS#bc I think about that moment between her and sieben#Holt’s eyes are visibly cloudy and the most she can make out is light/shadow and rough shapes#she can’t make out any of her old lover’s features and relies completely on her voice and touch#Holt can be pretty stubborn/prideful for a eule (the more I think about her she’s probably degraded some but is reliable/quiet enough abt it#but yeah she’s especially stubborn about Sieben. but at that moment she’s also so so scared and in pain#and she’s trying to have good humor she’s trying to be brave for Wanze at least#I think there’s a certain amount of vulnerability she can have with Sieben though due to their history#they both know Holt’s going to die#and so Holt doesn’t mind stopping the act for a second#if it means she can ask Sieben to hold her hand for a bit#and she does. it’s nice for a while.#Sieben doesn’t really want to look at Holt (her face is falling off she’s gross and seeing her like that also makes Sieben want to cry)#there is a lot of bitterness and regret between them and there’s a lot either of them could say#I think abt them and that particular moment A Lot#Wanze also :((((#Sieben only visits her earlier on but Wanze sees Holt as her mind starts to go#it’s hard for both of them. Holt doesn’t know who she is and can’t recognize her#so a lot of their time together is Wanze trying to comfort her and let her know everything’s alright#she can’t save her she’ll never be able to it’s not her fault#but Wanze will never stop blaming herself for it#she could’ve done more Holt did so so much and they were right. Wanze IS just a Fehler. a bug an error a mistake#she can’t help the person who thought the world of her. the person she loved more than anything#Anyway idk where I was going with this not anywhere in particular just Thinkin about them#blorbo tag#holt
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hi guys i am having some kind of emotional event (was feeling great this morning but now i am crying and hyperventilating for no reason) and i don't know what's goin on
#this is a semi-regular event btw but i Always forget the second part when it happens because the first bit feels so nice i am always so#giggly and happy and just having a nice time but then. Something happens and i just start crying (:#it's probably yet another undiagnosed mental condition but i do not have the energy to look into these symptoms so we will continue as usua#anyway i'm gonna write for a bit cause i had a really interesting idea in a dream last night
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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