#and the constant migraines
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I have to say, it's really a whole emotional trip when you realize your family doesn't give two shits about you.
I explicitly invited you to spend time with me. I crafted you a custom flower while I was waiting. You didn't ever show up and, in fact, nearly left without even saying goodbye.
I'll be okay in a bit. I might see if my favorite herbal store has a Small Business Saturday promotion.
(It's not exactly a Me Problem but it's also not exactly a Them Problem. It's an Everyone Problem. We will find a Compromise. Eventually. Example: They are all Unconscious Whistlers and Hummers and Suchlike. That's a huge Trigger Sound for me. It's Nails On A Chalkboard Bad. I practically lose control of my spinal column. They hardly know they are doing it. It's Who They Are. I Respect them. They don't/can't stop. I can't ask anymore. I must Adjust. It's All My Fault. Thus, I Spiral.)
#adhdragons!#nope. i don't think any of them have realized that i've been dealing with this ALL MY LIFE#it's no wonder i had a stress ulcer at 12 years old#and the constant migraines
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perhaps i am simply a delicate spoiled houseplant but i don’t think having a fun productive day should give you multi-day hangovers
#chronic illness#spoonie#disabled#chronic pain#autism#disability#chronic migraine#chronic fatigue#spoon theory#i was having FUN. leave me ALONE#sincerely my throbbing headache and constant fatigue
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Also have another “first words spoken to you are on your skin” soulmate AU idea where Kara is a journalist assigned to shadow the controversial CEO of L-Corp for the day. It’s a big deal for her to get this assignment, so of course she trips the second she’s near the other woman and tries awkwardly to redeem herself.
The CEO stares at her almost in shock, and then says nothing. At all. Ever, for the entire day.
Kara spends hours following Lena Luthor around trying to fill the silence, but no amount of questions get her to talk. Lena almost seems to be running away at some points - like she’s trying to lose her? - and the few times she’s managed to catch her actually talking to someone she goes silent the second she sees Kara.
She asks around if Miss Luthor is usually like this and everyone looks at her like she’s crazy. Apparently she’s the only one who gets the silent treatment. By the end of her first day shadowing she’s walking away with half a page of observations and not a single quote. Miss Grant is going to kill her.
But that’s okay. It’s fine, this isn’t over. She has four days of shadowing ahead of her and she’ll be damned if she doesn’t finish this with a quote from the woman herself. It’s only a matter of time.
#what if you were an over stressed billionaire who feels like your existence must be a constant apology for the sins of your family#and you’re about to be followed around and studied by some no named baby reporter sent from a fashion magazine#you’re battling the migraine of a century you have five crises to settle all at once and also that baby reporter just said your words#the ones you’ve carried for the last decade - the ones you’ve feared and hoped for ever since#and it’s wonderful probably - this is what people dream of - but the problem is you just don’t have time for this#you can’t have your big soulmate moment#not right now. definitely not with this reporter. it’s not the right time#so I guess those words will just have to wait until it is time#if you can someone manage to resist. it’ll be hard#she does seem like someone it’d be really easy to talk to after all#good luck to you both#soulmate AU#Supercorp#fun shenanigan that I shan’t be writing#mine
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tea & dates
continuation of bitter tea & oranges
#my love letter to the assassin's bureau (i love the bureaus sm)#i referenced the red carpet and most of the pillows from my actual furnitures lmao#altairs having rlly bad migraine so he napped. malik got him medicinal tea and dates to help wash down the bitter taste#i made the sketch as a vent when i had a rlly bad migraine from low blood pressure 👍 wahaha#i think. with altair being constantly treated like a weapon by rashid. he pushes himself too much#to the point that he forgot to take care himself regularly. so he gets chronic migraines from lack of water+food+constant physical stress#anw i love when my men take care of eachother haha#my art#asscreed#assassins creed 1#assassin's creed 1#assassins creed#assassin's creed#ac1#ac#altair ibn la'ahad#altaïr ibn la'ahad#malik al sayf#malik al-sayf#altmal
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I lived, bitch. I did it,,, I made an animatic again after 2 years…! And it’s not an old thing just dumped out! 😭 I’mma be honest, it’s not reaaaally spoilers exactly… but it sorta falls into it in a zig-zagged way. The timing’s off slightly for my liking, but at this point I shouldn’t complain about little things like that when making one at all was the huge hurdle. Rip my subscribers. THANKS AND BYE.
Original audio: Maleficent (2014)
Ko-fi
#cozy crap#my art#malleus draconia#twst silver#twst spoilers sort of#Wantes to draw my own backgrounds but at this point i cant strain more than i already have#currently unlisted but it’ll br public in a bit.#judt need to brace myself.#my guinea pigs malleus and silver to test the waters#u can tell im nervous cuz of the constant typos in these tags#i gave myself an anxious migraine from this im so nervous about making it public up there officially
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*At their weekly triforce of evil board meeting.*
Ketheric: Araj has some new elixirs she's experimenting with and is asking for a gnoll to test them on.
Durge: No.
Ketheric: What?
Durge: Let me elaborate; tell bitchtits to get fucked.
Gortash: *Snorts*
Ketheric: You have twelve of them! Surely you can spare one?
Durge: "Get fucked. Love, Durge." Write that down and send it to her.
Ketheric: Gods below! I'll go send one of the gnolls, myself!
Gortash: I wouldn't recommend doing that.
Ketheric: Why?
Durge: Because then I'd have twelve gnolls and a dead body.
Gortash: Technically, he's already-
Durge: NOBODY ASKED YOU, ENVER!
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BG3 Incorrect Quotes Masterlist.
#my headcannon is that durge had a soft spot for the gnolls at moonrise#you know ketheric had a constant migraine thanks to durge and gortash#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldur’s gate iii#the dark urge spoilers#the dark urge#dark urge headcanons#dark urge#enver gortash#bg3 gortash#gortash x durge#ketheric thorm#bg3 ketheric#bg3 spoilers#bg3 funny#bg3 memes#bg3 durge#durge spoilers#durgetash#goretash#bg3 incorrect quotes
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stupid little…Mouthwashing oc doodle…
In crayons.
His name is Andy and I’ll probably post more (and better) art of him soon.
Nothing bad will happen to him ever.
#mouthwashing#Mouthwashing oc#nothing bad is going to happen to him#his neck won’t break#he won't fall down the stairs#or have constant migraines#nothing like that will happen.#artists on tumblr
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My Rook, Cantarella de Riva 😌
There's a vague backstory floating in my head about how she came to be a Crow, possibly that her father was a Crow and she was taken as collateral in case he didn't finish a job (which he then didn't)
iunno it's not terribly concrete yet
#funniest thing i could've named her#rook de riva#i was originally going to name her something else but this hit me and i went oh it's extremely goofy i have to go with it#cantarella de riva#viago's constant migraine#i'm just very excited to play an Asian Rook#dragon age the veilguard
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babe wake up new phil migraine mention just dropped... yeah... yeah, it does suck when your head hurts every day, can confirm
transcript under cut:
Phil: I'm managing mine well. I'm kinda grateful mine just make the room spin rather than being painful every time because the painful ones are horrible. I know people have that everyday so that must suck
#lou is loud#phil's migraine#dan and phil#dnp#amazingphil#migraine#i got a bunch of vestibular migraines when i cold turkeyed my snri#was not fun but weirdly you do kinda adjust? vs the painful ones yeah there's not much adjusting#i mean there is a bit like rn my head hurts maybe a 2/10 and i'm chilling but there's just no real way to get used to near constant 5/10#pain levels like the human body is simply not designed to deal with that#if i didn't have fatigue and brain fog and photophobia maybe i'd be able to cope with it idk#helth
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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bangs my skull into a surface e-65's venom symbiote is not sentient. its manmade. it was made in a lab. it is bonded to gwen stacy. the symbiote is not a separate entity. the symbiote worsens the thoughts that she already had to begin with and gives her fuel for the fire. gwen stacy is not a saint and very rarely acts off of a moral compass. i cant do this
#gwen's symbiote is my favorite favorite favorite allegory for like#“scary” mental health symptoms#especially things like homicidal ideation & extreme anger & jealousy & whatever else its very like#as someone with bpd&npd#like its out of wack when she doesnt learn to live with it !!!#its eroding at her ability to be kind !!!! its eroding at her ability to control herself !!!!#that will not go away it will never go away but the constant internal fighting stops as soon as she learns to accept that this is apart of#her !!!!#i could write an essay but i have a migraine#ive Written very long#things#about gwenom before#skyler posting
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Dude that actually really cool of an idea for Nagito to be getting scratched up as a part of paranormal activity
Honestly haven’t heard of that in ages haha /pos
the body parts are all ~symbolic~
#I'm sorry Mikan you're gonna have a real rough go at it#Sorry to detract from a Nagito ask but. I feel a bit wary about talking about Mikan#But to me. TO ME. Anything body horror related in the ovary/uterus system is extra horrifying#False pregnancy. Morning sickness. Irregular or constant periods. Cramps. Hormone imbalance. God damn#Nagito gets phantom limb pain and scratching and maybe more#Fuyuhiko gets migraines and visual hallucinations and eventually... brain stuff#Mikan gets WALLOPED.
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did all my PT for the first time in like three weeks. please clap.
#first there was dental surgery then constant migraines then it was hot then it was executive dysfunction.#it was hard and sucked and now i'm wheezing and dripping in sweat. when i wouldnt have been 3 weeks ago#but i did it. please god clap. i am DRIPPING with sweat.#PT tag
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oh yeah exciting news from my house! 4 weeks migraine free for the first time in at least a year yaaaaaay! And not taking migraine medication either! Soooooo crazy when you find a dr who can actually assess and diagnose you and work out a treatment plan that actually treats you and so wild that this is not what happens every time! But we stay silly!
#jan to nov I was being ‘treated’ with medication but the root cause of my migraine wasn’t assessed or diagnosed so I was still so migraine.#now I am so NOT migraine and it’s wild that I survived like that. I was in constant pain and my brain was constantly not functioning!
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Meet my new son 💖
#got him today#picked him up and literally thought ‘is this what being a parent feels like?’#my maternal instincts I didn’t even know I had kicked in for this sad duck with a constant migraine#pokemon
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chronic illness is so funny because everyone around you is shitting screaming throwing up wanting to kill themselves from the despair of it all but you're literally just chilling
#:)#my parents have trapped themselves in a psychological torment dimension where i have a soap opera esque terminal illness#meanwhile outside of just being sleepy 24/7 there is nothing symptomatically wrong with me#kinda stresses me out despite the fact that i'm basically the healthiest you could possibly be with this condition#like the only reason i'm doing nothing rn is because my 1 million hospital appointments make it impossible to live my life#it's very funny because to hear them talk i'm withering away and all my meds are poisoning me#even though genuinely i wouldn't even know my kidneys were fucked if i hadn't had that hypertensive migraine#anyway bluhhh just cranky at how everyone around me acts like a constant funeral procession#gonna be absolutely hilarious (unbearable) when i get biopsy 2 done and i get my probable autoimmune disease diagnosis#everything is so fun all the time yippee ^_^
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