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wilddogsdivorce · 1 year ago
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for the voice prompt questions!! i want to hear about 3. your favorite outfit, and 20. some music youre listening to!!
thank you, Swift!! <3
[Audio transcript: Okay, my favorite outfit is… I wouldn't say pretty basic��� but it's rather very simple. It's just a… kind of sweater… or a sh—like a, mm, kind of a mix of a sweater with a shirt; I don't know enough words for, like… uuhh, clothing, in English. But… It has, like, mm… That sweater has a lot of various patterns on it? Like, just… It's very intricate, it… I can't even begin to describe it. But it's, like, the color— what mainly I loved so much was, like, how cohesive… mm, the earthy tone… of its co—of its color palette is. Like, it—it wasn't just brown, b—but—t, uh, a lot of different colors, blues, greens, like, uhh… pale… *snorts* It—it was just in an earthy tone, and… like, to this sweater… I… wear… mm… Those… *mumbles* There is—they're almost, like, trousers, but are very similar in color to some of the… stuff on the sweater, so that everything is just kind of… together. Fitting together. I really like it, it's very comfy, and it looks nice, I feel good in it. My favorite thing about the sweater itself is like, it has dancing—dancing women on it. Like, eh, those… Like if you had… paper puppets… uh, in a theatre for children, for example, you can think of that, this kind of style was transfered… onto—onto the sweater. If you know what I mean. /End transcript]
[Audio transcript: Well, at the moment I'm listening to nothing. But, I'm—but in general I'm… under—I'm on a journey to discover… more music than the bubble I usually listen to, because… I… like, I catched myself just kind of listening to 'Black Cherry' by BUCK-TICK on top—like, on—on loop… and it's, like, a very good song, but also I—I just need to listen to something different, uh, from time to time, you know. And… *clears throat*… and… mm, in particular I'm looking into… getting to know industrial music more. Because, I, it's… let's say, a pretty… new differe—interest of mine. Uh, I get—I got into it in—in particular this year, like, uh, at the beginning, like, January this year. And I just want to learn more about the pop—the subculture surrounding it, uhh, the new releases that… are pretty much not… that wider mentioned? By people? Because I'm—I'm also—I'm—I'm also tired of, uh, people… trying to tell me that KMFDM is the height of industrial. I'm sorry, someone had to say it. And—if no one else will, it will be us. And also I have been looking more into… Qazaq, uhh, music in general. It's pretty hard when you still don't know the language much. And, uhh, so you have to kind of… do… three different things at once, because… you know, a lot of resources and labels are in Russian, and… I know Russian a little more, but it's… very rusty… in my case. *stammers* But I did manage to find some pretty cool stuff. Uhh, my pronounciation is—isn't the best, it kind of sucks, but for example… Raushan Orazbaeva is, mm, one of, *clears throat*, uh… Artists I have found… recently… and like, discovered recently, and… she… her art is very… very good. I really reccommend it. /End transcript]
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random2908 · 2 years ago
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#it’s also this really fucking weird American intersection?#of still using cheques but also requiring everything to be corporate and online#like we don’t use cheques any more so this wouldn’t even happen#imagine having to do a Retina scan or someshit#to prove your identity to get a piece of paper anyone can deposit as your money#America#truly weird 
So, yeah, as I understand it, other countries’ banking for regular individual people is a lot more electronic and automatic than what we have in the US, a lot more similar to investment banking. So this probably is a very American story.
But in this case the reason it was a paper check is it’s own little story. Among the papers I had to sign for closing was one where I had to give the issuing office the routing number for my bank account; I had the option to not fill this out and just get a paper check. But I filled it out, because electronic transfer IS easier and probably safer. The next morning, they called back to say that was the wrong routing number, my bank had separate routing numbers for direct deposit and wire transfers, and I’d given them the direct deposit number but they were doing a wire transfer. So could I call my bank and get that for them, and then call them back? The thing is, this phone call happened as I was getting in the car to go to work. Banking in America mostly has, like, European-style hours: it is never open at a time when you can deal with it if you have a job. And I was literally on my way to work so my time to deal with stuff in the morning before work had run out. And furthermore it was a Friday so putting it off for a day really meant putting it off for three days. So I sort of half-panicked and said, in that moment, you know what, you’re sending me all these docs anyway, why not just write the check and put it in the envelope with the docs, rather than me having to call the bank from work, in my cubicle where everyone could hear, and then call you back from work, in my cubicle where everyone could hear.
So that’s how it came to be a paper check.
This came up again in a completely different context a week later, I don’t even remember why, and I found out that the wire transfer number was actually written in small print below the direct deposit number, so all I would have had to do was log into my account from my phone and I could have found it on my own, and it would have taken under two minutes--a short enough time that I could have just stayed on the phone with the issuing office the whole time. Oh well, now I know.
FWIW, to deposit it, I did have to show government-issued photo ID. But, uh, if I’d had my atm card on me it’s possible I wouldn’t have had to.
(I just moved states. My ID situation and my banking situation are both a little messy. When I deposited the check, I tried to give my passport as my photo ID since it was the only valid one I had, got side-eyed, and so gave my no-longer-valid out-of-state driver’s license instead, which the teller felt was more acceptable even if it wasn’t valid. My valid driver’s license, for my new state, arrived in the mail a week later--the process of applying for it is what had invalidated my previous ID. But it takes two weeks to get the new one in the mail, and in the meantime I had a letter in my car saying that was in process, but it didn’t have a photo on it so it was a valid ID only in the specific case of getting pulled over by the police, not any other context in which one might need an ID.
And then the other thing you have to understand about America is we don’t have any national banks. When you move states you usually have to open an account in an entirely different bank. There are some banks that operate in many states--my previous bank operated in about 6 or 7 states, and my current bank operates in something like 40--and some banks are very local and only operate in one town, but there are no banks that are legally licensed to operate everywhere in the US. So I’d also very recently opened this account, and my atm card had arrived in the mail like the previous week but I hadn’t put it in my wallet yet.)
My check for the sale of my condo is in an "Amazon Hub". I have to sign in to a locker with my Amazon account to get it. Absolutely furious.
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cl0udberry · 2 years ago
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Something like a diary entry from today to share
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mocacheezy · 2 years ago
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Got tagged by @quetzalpapalotl !😄✨
Relationship status: Happily taken💖
Favourite colour: Purple
Favourite food: THESE!!!
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I wish I knew the translation, but they are essentially flakey dough, vannilla custard (I think?) and small canned apricots. I crave theseeeee, haven't had them in ages 😭😭😭
Song stuck in your head: Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil
All thanks to THIS TIK TOK ! IT'S THE BOUNCING THAT WON'T LEAVE MY BRAIN.
Last thing you googled: Name of the above song XD, I put "Scniff Snaff Snoffee, Snoffee snoffee snoff" in the search bar (and then realized I saved the damn video with this audio when it was on my Tik Tok FYP!!)
Time: 21:30 (9:30pm)
Dream trip: To be honest, traveling anywhere with people who are also interested in the sights is a dream for me. Atm tho, America, and in future whereven me and my dear go.
Last book you read: I can't recall any book I actually finished reading ^^;
Last book you enjoyed reading: Transformers: Exodus. I need to get back to it, THERE WAS GOOD SHIT HAPPENING
Last book you hated reading: a "Put your mind to it!" style book. It resonated with me for about 30 pages and then I reached the 42nd and nearly chucked the damn thing across the room. I tried picking it up again, and felt physically sick when trying to read on, soooo. Yeah, wish I could remember the title, but maybe forgetting it was for the best XD
Favourite thing to cook/bake: Burnt pancakes. They are easy, fast and delicious. Though I really really want to bake pies again. Apple pie is delicious and I KNOW that I could make bitching raspberry pie once I clean up the kitchen and look up the proper recepie for the crust.
Oh and garlic bread. Or honey bread. Bread in general is delicious and relaxing to make.
Favourite craft to do in your spare time: craft huh... It's been a while since I did any, but I suppose embroidery. It's very relaxing. Might actually search for some fabric now that I think of it.
Most niche dislike: Not sure what counts as niche tbh, but I do hate people quoting "Alas poor Yorick, I knew him well," in plays while holding a skull, ever since I've learned that was a different scene entirely AND YORICK DESERVES BETTER, DO NOT TAKE HIS HEAD OUT OF THE CONTEXT DAMMIT, I know it looks cool, I know it's become iconic now but it, is, wrong. Leave Yorick in the graveyard with Hamlet and the gravedigger conversing.
Opinion on circus(es) now and in history: Used to love them as a kid, I found it fascinating and horrifying when I learned how people with deformity or uncommon generic traits were treated and used as an attraction in freak shows. I haven't been to one in ages, and I am not sure if they are even still traveling around our parts, but the ones I've seen had horses, acrobats, clows, strongen and I think there was even one with a lion or a seal.
I do think that the traveling circus from my childhood won't be possible to experience as often, especially with the high expectations of modern audiences (and 'Rona of course). You can search up a contortionist online, and some people find this entertaining enough. Animal cruelty and protection laws mean that the animal attractions are no longer a selling point. I might have too little faith in other people, but I think stopping people from vlogging during the show would also be nearly impossible.
All in all, I adore the grim aestetic that their existence brought to the horror genre, and macabre sights and preservation of oddities, both animal and human, - this was one of the ways I discovered my fascination with grim things after all - but I am glad the inhumane parts of it have been stopped. It's one thing to show dead specimen, and another to torture a person or animal of any kind for amusement of "nomal people".
I don't know how the buisness is nowadays, but I would love to see more shows similar to Cirque du Soleil - even if on a smaller scale.
Do you have a sense of direction and if not what was the worst way you ever got lost: I usually use a GPS if I have to go anywhere, because I am an anxious wreck. But I can usually remember the path I took, so if I'm just wandering around I can easily retrace my steps. Just don't ask me what route I took by street names XD
Tag 10 people: @spomincica , @morska-trava, @macabreblublu, @sangheilihoes, @helioskitschcabinet, @homeosloven , @wayward--dragon, @bees-self-ships, @solpinesparadise , @optimusprmesdisapprovingeyebrows
If you don't want to be tagged in games like these the future do tell 👉👉
This was great fun tho, thanks Barbie! 8D
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hellonoblesky · 3 years ago
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School got me worn out so here's my team dynamic HCs
It's Kaeya, Xingqiu, Diluc, and Ayaka atm hngjfhgdjfg
Kaeya
This man is so tired, Archons please let him rest
Has to pick up his week's paperwork from Jean every Monday when we go to Mondstadt to buy food supplies and stuff before fighting Andrius, gets to work on it while Diluc and the Andrius team go at it
Actually is the person who keeps the whole party safe, has pulled Xingqiu away from ledges while he's reading more times than he can count, makes sure everyone has food at all times, and keeps the schedule in line
Has a flask of Death After Noon that he keeps on him, has to actively keep it away from Xingqiu because the kid's curious
He is so tired he is the reason the party only gets up to leave at like noon because he sleeps in
Thinks he's good enough at hiding his anxiety that no one else has noticed
He is not, they've all noticed him shaking visibly at high speeds in 90-degree weather and the kids will do their best to avoid fraying his nerves on a bad day
Very kind to Xingqiu and Ayaka, kinda like a cool uncle? Buys them things even though they can afford it
Kinda lets the kids do what they want and chat while he keeps them safe and the whole party on their way
Absolute tank, balances his skillset out so he can manage most threats alone, no one has to get hurt, they can just travel, it's fine it's fine
Pretends to casually bring up stuff the kids want to do (after meticulously making sure the party would be in the right place at the right time)
"Xingqiu, we have time to kill, care to show us to the Wanwen Bookhouse? We can see if they have the next issue in that book series you're always reading! :)"
"Ayaka, you wanted to try some Liyuen cuisine, didn't you? We have a dear friend who just so happens to be a chef at Wanmin Restaurant! And since we're in Liyue anyway, we should swing by, shouldn't we?"
He tries his best to find something Diluc wouldn't mind doing too! Usually, Diluc turns him down but Kaeya has scored on occasion!
"C'mon Diluc, you can't have lost all your taste for reading, right? I hear Inazuma has some interesting books nowadays, what with all the isolation..."
Basically, he just tries his best and is so tired please let him rest
Diluc
This man is angry all the time but he doesn't mean to be. He's just unnerved because he's basically back to hunting Fatui in other nations. He just isn't alone this time and the Fatui aren't the focus
He's so annoyed that they don't leave until Kaeya wakes up, actively in denial about the fact that he himself wakes up only an hour earlier and everyone else is waiting for much longer
Runs right into danger all the time please someone tell this man to calm down he is the reason they need so much food
Does and takes a whole lot of damage at the same time and it stresses Kaeya out so much
Was not Pleased to find out he'd be stuck traveling with Kaeya, puts up with it because he can't bring himself to turn down the Traveler's request. Because in his eyes they're just a kid trying to find their family and he really can't turn down their plea for help in
Gets along surprisingly well with Xingqiu, they both enjoy reading, and often recommend books to each other! Diluc has no idea Xingqiu wrote Legend of a Sword, but the only reason for that is that he literally forgot the book name
"Hmm... in Mondstadt we have this book, The Fox and the Dandelion Sea? For a traditional Mondstadt fairytale, it does remind me of Inazuma, funnily enough. There are versions of the book that are watered down for younger children, but if you have the time I'd recommend the full novelization."
"Tales From the Waves? No, I haven't read that. Is it good?" ... "A novelization of an old ship captain's life? That does sound interesting... I'll pick up a copy when I can"
Gets along well with Ayaka as well, they both appreciate the arts and such so they talk about that
"In Mondstadt we don't have nearly as many festivals as they do in Inazuma... but when we do they're quite the occasion, and very dear to people's hearts. There would be rioting in the streets if the Windblume Festival was postponed..."
"Oh Mond has its fair share of dance traditions, but they fell to be a staple of the Lawrence rule, so not many traditional dances remain... although if you wish to learn more about them you could ask Kaeya to introduce you to the Knight's Recconacance Captain. She doesn't like me very much"
Is the one person who actually doesn't realize that Kaeya is anxious All The Time, literally could watch him shake uncontrollably as Venti walks by and think it was his Vision acting up, he has all the pieces to put the puzzle together but has lost interest in it
Xingqiu
Top ten reasons the party gets sidetracked, number one: Xingqiu finding a book and getting so into it that he doesn't notice people
Actually besties with Ayaka he thinks she's really cool!
Top ten reasons why Kaeya actually gets to sleep as long as he does, number one: Xingqiu jumping up and yanking Diluc's hair when he tries to wake him up
"You're 22 you can go get breakfast by yourself, my leige"
Infodumps about his books to the whole party while they're eating dinner regardless of if they're listening or not (they are, they always are)
Pulls out relevant trivia out of nowhere?? Like they'll be stuck in some ruins and Xingqiu just
"Hey, you know this specific style of ruins are known to be built with metal hatches that always lead to escape routes :)"
Or like
"Oh yeah, the coloration in the animals is different here because the plants in Inazuma so often have purple and blue pigmentation, and Inazuma is so naturally isolated, that the animals adapted to get their pigments partially from the foliage!"
And no one knows how or why he knows this much but he Does??
Also, knows everyone's favorite bird for some reason and talks about them, why? Idk I think he'd like birds!!
"A peacock? Oh, I've never even seen one of those! I hear they're lovely, but a little noisy. Sometimes we get feathers imported for design reference at the Feyun Commerce Guild though!"
"Umbertail Falcon, right? Ohh I hear they can be very loyal, right? Ahh, so that's why yours flys down to check in on you? That's lovely! Owls? Oh yeah, those are cool birds, you know their feathers are fanned out just right so they're entirely silent while flying!"
"Herons? Oh yeah, that's what your title is, right? Graceful... I think they're more stealthy, very good at waiting to strike. That's how they hunt, you know? Just being patient and stealthy, then striking. That's also why they're so graceful standing there all the time!"
Bummed that he's the only person in the party without a bird as his constellation tbh, but he's alright with it because he's got books!!
Mentioned Albedo and Kaeya almost choked on his food, Xingqiu thought this was hilarious
Routinely plays pranks on Diluc and occasionally manages to pull a deez joke on Kaeya, leaves Ayaka alone with the pranks though because he knows she's new to all of this
Ayaka
Oh this poor girl, Lumine just dropped her off with Mondstadt's most dysfunctional siblings and a kid who reads at the speed of light and said have fun
Really gets along well with Xingqiu!! Having someone with a somewhat similar background is definitely a relief, especially because Kaeya and Diluc intimidate her, what with them arguing most of the time they interact
She recognizes the anxiety in Kaeya (because she also has it) so she's a little more comfortable approaching him because of that
She's happy to talk about Inazuma's ruins and is fascinated by Kaeya bringing up similar ruins in Mondstadt and Liyue
She really appreciates him remembering what she's interested in and making time in the day for it!
Diluc on the other hand?? She has... some idea how to talk to him? But?? He is either aggressive or glaring off into the distance at all times, and she's been around long enough to know that he doesn't mean to be like that but it's still unnerving to her
However, she Can talk to him! She is still a little confused because he constantly sounds so grumpy, but she's realized that he's actually really good at listening, and is absolutely willing to talk about Mondstadt traditions! Because she does really like to learn about other nations
Plus, she can go to Xingqiu to answer most of her questions!
"Xingqiu, I- I hope this isn't an odd question, but ah... how exactly do you get used to Kaeya and Diluc? I don't think I've quite figured it out yet..?"
"So in Liyue... the Merchant stalls are on the docks? Like Ritou but it's all on the docks? Interesting..."
"You're the second born of the Feyun Commerce Guild? Oh! Forgive me, I thought you were the eldest, my brother handles most international relations..."
It was really hard for her to adjust to the team, just because of how ragtag it is most of the time, but she's got it by now!
She actually kind of likes the scrappy chaos! She hasn't completely gotten used to it all but she finds it like kind of a break from having to uphold her image at all times
Top five Ayaka quotes and who she said them to:
"They fight a wolf ghost every week...?? Are they ok??" (To Kaeya, about the Andrius team)
"So this is Morax's old... dragon friend...??" (To Xingqiu)
"Wait, you do this every week?" (To Diluc, about the domains)
"Oh!! Oh it is spicy!!!" (To Xingqiu, about Xiangling's cooking)
"Ah... OH! Yes um I uh- *gay hand flip* ?? Is that right??" (Xingqiu was talking about Chongyun)
Also the party went to Dragonspine and Ayaka was actually really interested in Durin because she didn't know that other nations also had odd giant dragon skeletons
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yusuke96universe · 3 years ago
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Turles and Lord Slug Team Up Pitch
Introduction
Hello guys, after watching MasakoX's What If Turles Turned Good parts 1 and 2 [which act more like an origin story for him within the frameworks of modern Dragon Ball similar to Super Broly] I thought I would share an old headcanon origin I had for another Dragon Ball Z movie Villain, Lord Slug and how it could make for an excellent part in this What If story that has captured my imagination. Also, it opens up a lot of potential avenues for ood DBZ storytelling.
I know he's considered one of the most uninteresting Villains in the franchise since he is essentially King Piccolo from space, but rushed in an hour long movie. Let's face it, a lot of DBZ villains aren't inherently interesting characters and usually are introduced as Pure Evil tropes
Trope Talk: Pure Evil https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-XprjlATEo
Irrelevant backstory
very simple motivation
enthusiastic, zestful villainy
Pure self-confidence
Third -Act Breakdowns (where they are faced with what they truly fear and usually fail)
Afterward, they could be open to becoming a more nuanced character to explore as we've seen done time and again with cast of redeemed or evolved villains in Dragon Ball
A lot of the movie villains from the franchise would be more interesting if they weren't rushed or were expanded on and boy does Lord Slug bring a lot to the table if he is expanded on.
1) You could have Turles and Lord Slug form a dynamic duo that counterparts Goku and Piccolo. Turles is a trouble-making youth-filled underdog who has taken a shine to the crabby old man that is Slug. Turles could use a lot more modern methods to contrast Slug's far more traditional warmongering that he's developed over the centuries. (They did it a little in Xenoverse 2, but you could really expand upon it in a MasakoX styled What If) Plus, the Tree of Might likely has the ability to restore Lord Slug's youth since it canonically resurrected fossils, so Turles literally has the solution to Lord Slug's main problem plaguing him and is an open-minded businessman by nature. This hypothetical team-up of working together to gain more power, invade planets for their resources and overthrow the Universal order by killing Frieza before returning to enemies, acts as an inverse counterpart of Goku's and Piccolo's initial alliance against the Saiyans invading the Earth interfering with Piccolo's own conquest, but opened the doors for change in him and others.
2) Most likely these 2 would start off as enemies and have their forces face off against one another, but this struggle is a good thing in the long run because they could potentially provide each other, their own personal Third Act Breakdowns or at least teach each other recognize their own flaws and weaknesses to help each other grow as characters.
Lord Slug's backstory, retooled
Planet Slug
The most fun thing I found was that they gave Turles a proper origin story to build a character around, well I have a suggestion for a similar concept for Lord Slug that I think you guys could use in many different ways, but before that. Here are the facts. In the backstory I found in supplemental materials, it is stated by Guru that Lord Slug and other Evil Namekians could have possibly escaped the crisis on Namek and moved to far-flung planets in other parts of the Universe. One Super Namekian named himself after the Demon inhabited world he found himself on, known as Planet Slug. And judging from the movie, Planet Slug is most likely an icy or snow-covered planet since the Demons needed special suits to withstand the Earth's temperature.
By the way, I imagine that Planet Slug and its people could have a Mongolian theme. (I have a sketch I did for an alternate costume for Slug, but I don't remember how to post atm)
If say Lord Slug came to this planet and eventually took it over in the King Piccolo style, then I could see him having birthed a clan of Evil Namekian children to help him in this endeavor. So let's say there are about as many Namekians children as Guru or King Piccolo birthed, then they are likely different clans of Namekians on the Planet, including a Dragon Clan member capable of creating their own set of Dragon Balls. In this way, Planet Slug could act as an alternate substitute for Planet Namek, but one closely resembling how the team initially pictured Namek as a planet full of evil Piccolos, instead of the peace-loving farmers of Namek. Now, why would Slug be in space expanding his Empire and searching for Dragon Balls when his planet likely already has a set? In the movie, it's best not to think about it, but here is my idea.
Why Lord Slug is REALLY in Space
One of Lord Slug's offspring usurped him from the throne due to his old age and sickly body. So Slug was humiliatingly forced to flee his home or was looked down on as a non-threat banished him and his most loyal men off-world to live in shame and to never be seen again. So he is conquering other planets, partly because he is a refugee, but mostly because he is overcompensating for his lost and trying to help his ego by living in denial and reassuring that He is the Baddest Baddie who ever lived and terrorize/kill those weaker than him as he ever expands his empire, lamenting his old age and sickened body. He believes that if he was in his prime, he could take his throne back no problem and make them all pay for wronging him. Luckily, Slug doesn't need the Dragon Balls to regain his youth. If the Tree of Might's Fruit is capable of reviving fossils, it should be able to restore the Super Namekian to his former glory once again.
Turles's Crusher Corps vs Lord Slug's Army
A fun way they could introduce the factions to each other is as competition for a lush planet. Turles wants it for the Tree of Might, and Slug wants to freeze it for them for their conquest. They both are in each other's way, so they all fight it out. I think Slug has stronger minions, but Crusher Corps have better teamwork, and with Turles being in prime fighting condition, he would tip the scale in their favor much like Goku did in the movie.
At first, I thought Slug wouldn't be much of a match for Turles in his old and sickly state, a little trouble sure since he is the strongest, but that aged body wouldn't do him any favors. However, the first Google search result I got on Old Slug's Power level said he was at 79,000 so he's stronger than I first thought. (I thought he was around Nail's power level roughly in the 40,000) I also heard that Turles was around 19,000 but by the end of the movie was like 300,000. These power levels don't mean too much when reimagining the stories, just that Turles might have more of an uphill struggle. So, Turles would first have to eat some Fruit to win in a landslide and hopefully, the Terrafreezing process didn't ruin the Tree of Might's process.
Right before the killing blow, Old Slug might've mentioned something In desperation to save his own life. He could've brought up the Dragon Balls on his home Planet Slug/ Namek could grant any wish he wanted. This is just enough to stop Turles from following through with his attack, but it takes a little more coaxing for Slug to sell the legitimacy to Turles. A part of Turles thinks this might just be hogwash, but if this is anything like the Tree of Might, this could be a huge find. Another game-changer. He has his men take Slug with them as he checks in with the Heaters' database and finds there could be a kernel of truth to this tall tale. So Turles generously spares the old Slug's life for this useful tip which is met with some impatient ire.
If you hate being old so much, why don't you just use these Dragon Balls of yours to make yourself young again? -Turles
I would if I could, but... but I can't. I've been banished from my homeworld by my own children after they usurped me from my throne.-Slug
hahaha So you're just some washed-up old geezer trying to feel tough by throwing your power around at a bunch of weaklings. -Turles
Watch it! If I was in my prime, I wouldn't have ever let that rebellion get that far and even made short work of you and your men. If it weren't for that Fruit of yours, you'd be nothing. -Slug
WHAT WAS THAT. (composes himself) Interested in the Fruit are you, well I am not naive enough to let you ever sink your rotten teeth in one. At least, not for free. We, the Crusher Corps, are branched off of the Heaters' group who are known to deal in intelligence. If you have some more valuable information to pass on then, I could be convinced to trade off a leftover Fruit from our latest venture. Do you have anything else to offer me, old man?
(Slug’s low growling sounds are giving Turles just the biggest shit-eating grin on his face)
Slug could tell Planet Slug's coordinates, could act as their guide, or how to use their Dragon Balls, or even that they need a native speaker to use them and a password.
Turles throws him a Fruit as he is a businessman and honors his deals. This not only works in reviving the Elder Namekian, but the results are far better than expected by restoring Slug to his prime. Turles is both impressed and a little unnerved by this so he opens up a dialogue as he scans Lord Slug's new power. (he thought it would add a few decades back onto his old life since he seemed ancient, but it straight up made him young again) They discuss what had just happened and Turles's operation using the Tree of Might's Fruit to amass enough power for him and his men to kill Frieza and possibly overthrow him. Lord Slug in the meantime has been enjoying his youthful appearance and renewed vigor during the conversation, not looking Turles in the eye, but still expressing interest in this operation and compliments the plan. Turles offers a proposition to Lord Slug to join them on this endeavor if he helps them get those "Dragon Balls" he mentioned right before.
That's right. You're interested in the Dragon Balls, are you? Well, I am interested in that Tree of yours. It could keep someone young and strong forever, and this whole operation of yours is simply remarkable! -Slug
So you're in? -Turles
Remarkable enough for me to take it for myself! So I'll be doing just that! - Slug
Round 2 Super Namekian Rampages
The Super Namek overwhelms all of them, even Turles, after just eating a bunch of fruit, the gap is just too wide. He sadistically tortures them and strikes fear into their hearts. Turles isn't just put on the backfoot, he ends up on the brink of life and death. He needs to reach down deep, and something in him snaps, could be his Saiyan pride, could be becoming helpless and at someone else's mercy, could even be one of his men, that unbeknownst to himself, he had grown fond of perished, his regret for overly relying on outside gains to accomplish his ambitions. Don't know, don't care, but something doesn't sit right with Turles and this something acts as the catalyst for him to transform, but not into the traditional Super Saiyan we've all come to know. No, Turles goes into the False Super Saiyan state and overwhelms the Super Namek almost beat for beat like FSSJ Goku vs Slug from the movie, but this time, it lasts the duration of the fight. It's more of a SSJ Goku vs Frieza kind of fight with Turles's victory.
Turles diet of Tree of Might fruit has affected his body's genes and so when he transforms it's not the traditional SSJ form like everyone else, but the False Super Saiyan state that Goku used against Lord Slug. (The Saiyan loses their pupils and also uses SSJ's original color scheme with the flickering red and black hair and the orange skin with a lingering Aura effect) They could have a lot of fun with the benefits and drawbacks this form and its potential evolutions could have. False SSJ potentially falls into the theme of using Fruit as a shortcut to power vs earning the power legitimately or as a simple means to contrast with Goku.
Post Fight ~ Alliance?
Slug doesn't die though, or if he does, Turles is smart enough to revive him with the Tree of Might's extract in a similar way as the fossilized twins were. The reason is simple, Turles believes that Slug's knowledge of his people is going to be essential in the nearby future, and since he's shown whose boss by dominating the Super Namekian, they can now work together to overthrow stronger enemies like Frieza by using his Planet's Dragon Balls. The Crusher Corps gets a guide and an ally; Slug gets his revenge and the prospect of taking Frieza's empire for himself by joining this operation is too much for him to pass up. This is a temporary truce to defeat stronger opponents and gain power, but once that is over, they are going back to killing one another similar to how Goku and Piccolo formed an alliance against the Saiyans invading earth.
1) A Super Namekian could exploit their race's fusion ability through some method of Mind Control like in the original Broly movie. So Slug or his evil offspring could literally absorb one another or even someone as powerful as Nail or Piccolo if the influence is strong enough to join together. And Turles with the Heaters' resources might just be able to provide a means to provide Slug this, with some precautions of course.
2) Slug might have knowledge of Kai and Demon Realms considering he is both an older Namekian like Guru, and the fact that he Planet Slug is literally inhabited by Demons, a different breed of Demons, but still Demons nonetheless. In the games, the Tree of Might's Fruit had its effects amplified in the Demon Realm, but the same might be said if the Tree is planted on the World of the Supreme Kais or Beerus' planet. It's just a possible option for later down the line, but if there was ever a planet that could sustain that Tree and boosts its effects it would be one of these places.
This is it, I know MasakoX likes to do the space opera thing with multiple factions and also like to mix things up from the original story from time to time, so I thought Planet Slug would be an interesting means to do so and giving Turles a partner to bounce off of is typical Toriyama writing, could even open up new avenues to explore.
Am I expecting this to happen. Honestly, I have low expectations MasakoX and his team would do this and they got their own plans of inserting Turles into the main story likely connected to the character in the hood (who is probably Zamasu for some reason like in the Gero What If) or one of the Saiyans from Turles' team or even eager to get him into the main story with the Z-Cast, possibly trying to win Gohan to his side, but getting converted by him like what happened to Piccolo, but I don't mind. My expectations are low, but my hype is through the roof, and needed to share my fan theories with someone.
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brinytrolls · 4 years ago
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heyy!! i really like your work and think you're SUPER MEGA cool, and hope you get REALLY good at animating!! drawing is the first step, so making it move is the next haha. (once i save enough for a tablet i'll practice a lot!!) but i have a question: how do you improve as an artist? do you actively seek out critique or does it come with time and sub-conscious decisions to not do the bad thing anymore? what did you do? love you, keep fredding on!! ----some stupid idiot who wants to be anonymous
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thank u anon this is super sweet!!! it means a lot<3 
also ive been an animation student for 5 years now so i know a little bit but probably, less than i should.....i do Not practise enough
as for tips! let me try and compile a short list of things that help me! 
• u hear it all the time but its true-practise practise practise!!! sketchbooks, digital, whatever strikes ur fancy. practising is the MOST important thing u can do 
• understand and research the basics. you dont need to be an expert on anything, god knows im not, but its good to know a bit! this includes but isnt limited to: 
colour theory! why colours go together, what colour schemes look good, etc. heres some basics on it! personally
[i also find symbolism of colour just as important. obviously symbolism varies from person to person and culture! but heres a quick guide on the usual symbolism of colour. if something sounds wrong to you though, mess with it yourself!] 
tthe form of subjects-this means drawing basic shapes, and using them to construct [basically] anything! the idea is its much easier to draw and move around a series of cubes and cylinders, than a whole human body. heres a guide on how form works. 
draw a box is a challenge recommended to me by my lecturer for improving on drawing shapes and forms! i highly recommend it!
value and lighting are important! heres an explanation on value. im not sure much can be done to cheat lighting and value, except for master studies (we’ll get to that shortly!) and observation. 
the most useful tip on value ive learned, is to turn your art black and white, and see if it all has enough contrast without colour. if not, time to work on the values! 
composition, babey. how subjects are arranged in a piece. heres a bunch of stuff on it [im still learning this one...rule of thirds i will Die for tho]
anatomy! this is the hardest shit. i still dont get it. my lecturers recommend andy loomis [heres a pdf of his figure drawing book] idt his way was quite up my alley, but u never know! 
• speaking of anatomy-life drawing is an INCREDIBLY useful reference. so goddamn useful, u dont even know. they help u figure out anatomy! this includes gesture studies, and more detailed things. i recommend googling how a typical life drawing class goes down/tips for it
life drawing classes are very difficult to access atm, so here are a couple of online resources! [all of these will obv contain nude bodies]
croquis cafe-contains free videos that simulate a life drawing class! videos are more useful than images. has a variety of ethnicities and body types, which is wonderful!
line of action- a site with a variety of images on figure drawing, animal drawing, as well as hands & feet, expression/face focus, and environmental things. you can set it to play as a slideshow for as long as u like, or set it up to be similar in timing to a real life drawing class
online stock photo artists such as senshistock, who has compiled a useful little list of similar accounts over here!
•  reference reference reference!! references are so incredibly useful, and anyone who tells you using a reference is cheating is wrong on every conceivable level. reference from photos, from movies, from videos, everything. 
something ive had to do in every level of art education is recreations and master studies. 
this means collecting artists work from professionals-be it historic painters, movie screenshots, concept artists, anything! 
it makes you focus on their compositions, how the lighting works, the colours used, pretty much everything. 
this is useful bc it can 1: get you out of your comfort zone and 2: make you use new techniques you might never have considered 
online tools such as designdoll and justsketchme have poseable models for you to pose as you please and reference from! suuuuper useful, especially for perspective poses.
• experimentation! fuck around. use brushes youve never used before, try a new medium, collect every free sample from the craft store and just Do Shit with it. 
•  absorb every goddamn piece of art u have ever come across, and save what you enjoy. 
and i mean save everything you enjoy. u like a movies lighting? a certain shot? an outfit? a random piece of fanart u came across? save it! look at it, figure out what it is u like 
make a private pinterest board or a folder on ur computer, save everything.
absorb and yank bits from art u enjoy. obviously dont imitate someones entire style, but if u like the way someone draws hands, or noses, or eyes, reference it. recreate it. see what u like, and incorporate it into ur own art
art is a big mess of taking things u like and making it ur own 
•  study professionals! animations, artists, illustrators. they know what they’re doing. 
heres a useful resource with a lot of rare concept art from animated movies! i go here a lot.
buy art books, or acquire pdfs of them, im not a cop, i dont care 
• as for critique, i do look for critique, and pay attention to it, but it’s important to know not to take it personally. and i recommend asking people whos opinions you value! 
i think thats all i can think of right now in terms of General Art....
if u want me to elaborate on anything or show me art, ask for help or just talk art stuff [character design is my fav and my speciality, ive been studying it for a while 👀] please dont be afraid to dm me or just send me another ask! 
best of luck anon, i rly hope this helps! :D
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zombiequincy · 4 years ago
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THE MEGA RP PLOTTING SHEET / MEME.
First and foremost, recall that no one is perfect, we all had witnessed some plotting once which did not went too well, be it because of us or our partner. So here have this, which may help for future plotting. It’s a lot! Yes, but perhaps give your partners some insight? Anyway BOLD what fully applies, italicize if only somewhat.
MUN NAME: Hela     AGE: 21       CONTACT: IM
CHARACTER(S): Giselle Gewelle, Yumichika Ayasegawa (inactive)
CURRENT FANDOM(S): Bleach
BLEACH FANDOM(S) YOU HAVE AN AU FOR:  I have gory Bloodborne au but that one just exists in my head on my lonesome.
MY LANGUAGE(S): English and one very specific Middle Eastern dialect.
THEMES I’M INTERESTED IN FOR RP: FANTASY / Science fiction / Horror / WESTERN / ROMANCE / Thriller / MYSTERY / DYSTOPIA / ADVENTURE / MODERN / Erotic / Crime / MYTHOLOGY / Classic / HISTORY / RENAISSANCE / MEDIEVAL / Ancient / WAR / FAMILY / POLITICS / RELIGION / SCHOOL / ADULTHOOD / CHILDHOOD / APOCALYPTIC / GODS / Sport / MUSIC / Science / FIGHTS / ANGST / Smut / DRAMA / etc. 
PREFERRED THREAD LENGTH: one-liner / 1 para / 2 PARA / 3+ / NOVELLA.
ASKS CAN BE SEND BY: MUTUALS / NON-MUTUALS / PERSONALS / ANONS.
CAN ASKS BE CONTINUED?:   YES / NO    only by Mutuals?:  YES / NO.
PREFERRED THREAD TYPE: CRACK / casual nothing too deep / SERIOUS / DEEP AS HECK. (i love it all sorry I am quite the mixed bag lmao)
IS REALISM / RESEARCH IMPORTANT FOR YOU IN CERTAIN THEMES?:   YES / NO. i gotta know what certain human body parts taste like u know
ARE YOU ATM OPEN FOR NEW PLOTS?:  YES / NO / DEPENDS.
DO YOU HANDLE YOUR DRAFT / ASK - COUNT WELL?:  YES / NO / SOMEWHAT. it’s SO BAD FOR ME RN ASGLDKJDJKA i’m very inconsistent i’m so sorry.
HOW LONG DO YOU USUALLY TAKE TO REPLY?: 24H / 1 WEEK / 2 WEEKS / 3+ / months / years. / a lot of it has more to do w my general writing mood and if the thread im writing catches my interest, and rn im writing a TON of really wonderful and fascinating threads so they’re all super captivating for me and i try to reply asap
I’M OKAY WITH INTERACTING: ORIGINAL CHARACTERS / a relative of my character (an oc) / duplicates / MY FANDOM / CROSSOVERS / MULTI-MUSES / self-inserts / people with no AU verse for my fandom / CANON-DIVERGENT PORTRAYALS / AU-VERSIONS.
DO YOU POST MORE IC OR OOC?: IC / OOC. (i have a lot of stupid shit sorry) 
ARE YOU SELECTIVE WITH FOLLOWING OTHERS?: YES / NO / DEPENDS.  
BEST WAYS TO APPROACH YOU FOR RP/PLOTTING: just send me a tumblr instant message, i know it sucks shit but im not comfy releasing my discord w everyone just yet cause i use it for personal use as well. i check tumblr on the daily so if you send me a message chances are i’ll see it and respond!
WHAT EXPECTATIONS DO YOU HOLD TOWARDS YOUR PLOTTING PARTNER:  i guess just be able to put up with my rambling and stopping and starting, a lot of characterisation choices i do go through various stages and its pretty messy so when i communicate that with others it usually ends up equally messy. just be patient with me please.
WHEN YOU NOTICE THE PLOTTING IS RATHER ONE-SIDED, WHAT DO YOU DO?:  i don’t mind! sometimes ppl have more ideas that they want to share first and i’m always super happy to listen to those ideas !! sometimes its nice to have someone with a clear guide or structure and be able to work around that rather than trying to fumble through a plot together.
HOW DO YOU USUALLY PLOT WITH OTHERS, DO YOU GIVE INPUT OR LEAVE MOST WORK TOWARDS YOUR PARTNER?:  i try to map out some basic info abt their characters that i otherwise don’t know from their bio or verses and try to pick out points of confrontation or similarities to expand on with giselle that can be used as points for like a starter to happen. its either that or sometimes i have really stupid ideas i just toss out there like ‘LMAO THEYRE BREAKING SHIT AT DISNEYLAND’ and go buck wild from there if the other person is down. i also always try to warn people or get a gauge for what subjects to avoid and steer clear of considering that giselle is a bit of a Freak(tm) and will say and do bad things.
WHEN A PARTNER DROPS THE THREAD, DO YOU WISH TO KNOW?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. - And why?: if there’s something giselle did or said that upset you, i would love to know not to repeat it again (since i do still feel pretty new to the rp game, theres still plenty of time for me to make stupid mistakes). if its just a general lack of interest or uncertainty of where the plot should go, then you dont have to tell me i wont take it personally i promise ! 
WHAT COULD POSSIBLY LEAD YOU TO DROP A THREAD?: sometimes i can be made uncomfortable by certain things mentioned... it happens but its rare 
- WILL YOU TELL YOUR PARTNER?:   YES / NO / DEPENDS. i don’t want to upset anyone personally and sometimes explaining the ins and outs of my discomfort make things ten times worse so i just. would rather not.
IS COMMUNICATION IN THE RPC IMPORTANT TO YOU? YES / NO.
- AND WHY?: i am the most nervous person you can meet and my brain is always giving me misinfo abt paranoia and random shit so i having clear concrete communication between two parties abt if something is going wrong or is being received poorly means the world to me.
ARE YOU OKAY WITH ABSOLUTE HONESTY, EVEN IF IT MAY MEANS HEARING SOMETHING NEGA1TIVE ABOUT YOU AND/OR PORTRAYAL?: i need it !! i still feel relatively new to all this and i need to know whats going wrong to improve !! 
DO YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE SUCH SITUATION IN A MATURE WAY? YES / NO.
WHY DO YOU RP AGAIN, IS THERE A GOAL?: to help with my confidence in writing! i have v bad anxiety when it comes to sharing my works and i write a lot of other pieces alongside this blog on ao3 and i want to develop my writing skills just in general. when it comes to like the nuts and bolts of why i rp giselle specifically, its mainly to just have fun and have a laugh w my friends who are really awesome quincy writers
WISHLIST, BE IT PLOTS OR SCENARIOS:  OH SO MANY! ive managed to fulfil a lot of my wishlist threads with like, giselle talking to characters she’s already zombified and i love all that angst but i want to do more stupid shit. i want to make it my personal goal to bully every quincy man and woman on sight. although a REAL dream would be if i got to write a thread zombifying a character who managed to escape giselle’s clutches. and more fighting! i want to get better at describing action and fights and i love to write giselle getting beat up and beating people up! more more more!! 
THEMES I WON’T EVER RP / EXPLORE:   hohoho theres a LOT... uh r*pe/dubcon threads for one, even if yeah i know writing it doesnt condone it, it makes me intensely uncomfortable to put my muse in that scenario, i feel like i have an obligation to like, protect her from that shit you know? racism is one i don’t want to transgress, even though i’m a poc, its not really cathartic or groundbreaking to write abt racism in threads its just... really fucking upsetting. also i know the quincy’s have this very close parallel to the whole n*zi imagery and ideology thing going on and i am not about to start even daring to thread that into my writing or bring those allusions and references of real life tragedies into giselle’s threads. i’ve already talked at length abt exploring giselles trans identity in rp and why im not comfortable doing so, so.... yeah! all those i guess.
WHAT TYPE OF STARTERS DO YOU PREFER / DISLIKE, CAN’T WORK WITH?: i like starters where giselle can just immediately get right into being a piece of shit. mise en scene and all that! cut out the build up and just get to the intense horror !! i don’t like starters where its not immediately clear where the characters are standing and what they’re doing and what’s happening around them. those really disorientate me and leave me kinda floundering because i always need some allusion or mention of a setting to ground giselle in a time and place other wise i cant tell what her response should be
WHAT TYPE OF CHARACTERS CATCH YOUR INTEREST THE MOST?:  EVIL WOMEN EVIL WOMEN EVIL WOMEN. also just characters i can wholeheartedly clown on, or also characters who have hidden depths to them and have a single panel of screentime. honestly it’s just all over the place!
WHAT TYPE OF CHARACTERS CATCH YOUR INTEREST THE LEAST?:  angry old men GSADJDKSJA i could never rp yhwach for example or yamamoto because idk. theyre just so crummy and boring to me. i also couldnt rp characters who always have an upper hand in battle like aizen. i like my dumbasses and i like them stupid and adaptive not just, ‘yes i know this because i Know this.’
WHAT ARE YOUR STRONG ASPECTS AS RP PARTNER?: i think im nice...? FKSJDKDJSA idk i hate trying to toot my own horn. sometimes i also think i make funny jokes and im pretty chill and laid back
WHAT ARE YOUR WEAK ASPECTS AS RP PARTNER?: my writing style is inconsistent and adapts to whatever i’m reading so sometimes it’ll be really good and i love it and other times it reads like really bad fanfic and i get carried away far too easily and write novella lengths for threads which should be much shorter. i also get shy a lot and dont think i communicate very effectively but HEYO we’re working on it!
DO YOU RP SMUT?:  YES / NO/ DEPENDS. haven’t had anybody brave enough to try yet lol
DO YOU PREFER TO GO INTO DETAIL?: YES / NO / DEPENDS.
ARE YOU OKAY WITH BLACK CURTAIN?: YES / NO.
- WHEN DO YOU RP SMUT? MORE OUT OF FUN OR CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT?: more for fun i’d imagine because that’s just giselles own attitude to sex and relationships where she doesnt want anything deep. it might show character development in one way of just showing how she regards others in a romantic sense to be used rather than actually appreciated as their own person and show how selfish she is but yeah, more out of fun
- ANYTHING YOU WOULD NOT WANT TO RP THERE?:  theres a few kinks and such but i dont think they’d ever really come up. again, just mainly no r*pe/dubcon.
ARE SHIPS IMPORTANT TO YOU?:   YES / NO lets hope this doesn’t make me sound like an asshole, but its more like a fun little side thing than anything important to giselle’s actual development and characterisation. 
WOULD YOU SAY YOUR BLOG IS SHIP-FOCUSED?: YES / NO. again, hardly anyone is brave enough to try to romance this evil cannibal.
DO YOU USE READ MORE?:  YES / NO / SOMETIMES WHEN I WRITE LONG STUFF.
ARE YOU:  MULTI-SHIP / Single-Ship / Dual-Ship  —  MULTIVERSE / Singleverse.
- WHAT DO YOU LOVE TO EXPLORE THE MOST IN YOUR SHIPS?: more how giselle likes to give over her power or dominate in different circumstances depending on who she’s with and what’s being done. BUT AGAIN, not a whole lot to explore yet.
ARE YOU OKAY WITH PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS?: YES / NO. - i mean im down for p much anything if it vibes w giselle.
► SECTION ABOUT YOUR MUSE.
- WHAT COULD POSSIBLY MAKE YOUR MUSE INTERESTING TOWARDS OTHERS, WHY SHOULD THEY RP WITH THIS PARTICULAR CHARACTER OF YOURS NOW, WHAT POSSIBLE PLOTS DO THEY OFFER?: if you want an evil woman to taunt and mock and hurt your muse, she’s your gal. you want her to zombify and ruin your muse, shes also your gal. you want her to insult and maim and injure, she’s also YOUR GAL. basically, if you want to do anything fucked up or sad or scary, she can help with that.
- WITH WHAT TYPE OF MUSES DO YOU USUALLY STRUGGLE TO RP WITH?:  uh muses who get really angry quickly or don’t rise or respond to her jabs and are just kinda like a flatline. theres only so much pestering and annoying she can do until realises its not working and just wanders off
- WHAT DO THEY DESIRE, IS THEIR GOAL?:  to find a goal worth living for.
- WHAT CATCHES THEIR INTEREST FIRST WHEN MEETING SOMEONE NEW?:  appearance she always takes an interest in girls almost right away. age as well because she judges old people. 
- WHAT DO THEY VALUE IN A PERSON?:  a good set of guts to ruin and strong muscles.
- WHAT THEMES DO THEY LIKE TALKING ABOUT?:  women, gore, murder, herself, music, stupid memes, gossip.
- WHICH THEMES BORE THEM?:  politics, history, quincy ideology, soul reaper ideology, hollow physiology.
- DID THEY EVER WENT THROUGH SOMETHING TRAUMATIC?:  her family tried to force the burden of upholding the quincy lineage onto her shoulders, she was thrown into the wrong prison and held in isolation, then pressured to become an undying monster in service of a god and then was nearly killed by that same man and left wandering without guidance or purpose. so, yeah?
- WHAT COULD LEAD TO AN INSTANT KILL?:  transphobia. even a whiff of it in her direction and she’ll gut you like a fish.
- IS THERE SOMEONE /-THING THEY HATE?:  the twink soul reaper who outted her.
IS YOUR MUSE EASY TO APPROACH?: YES / NO. - Best ways to approach them?:  if you’re smart, you’ll bring a big bone for her to chew on and distract her while you ask whatever you want.
SOMETHING YOU MAY STILL WANT TO POINT OUT ABOUT YOUR MUSE?: i love my evil queen!
CONGRATS!!! You managed it, now tag your mutuals! ♥
Tagged by:  @bazzardburner​ cheers chicken boy !!
Tagging: @hyouketsu​ @blooming5th​ @viciousvizard​ @glacies-tempestatem​ and whoever else wishes to do this!!
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bigcasinc inquired:  🚼- For Sophie and Jade! send me 🚼 and a ship I’ll use a doll-maker to design what I think a child between our two muses would look like | accepting | @bigcasinc​
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made using this picrew: loose carrot maker refer to ‘appearance’ for specifics (and what this maker couldn’t include).
NAME: Emery (A/N.: Or Moira! i’m unsure atm but i like emery a lot)  Leech Hatter AGE: 4~6 GENDER: Female (she/her) APPEARANCE:
Eyes mutated to a gold-brown hazel. No heterochromia like her father. 
Height is 3′2″/96 cm. Reaches to her mom’s waist.
Serrated teeth with a big smile.
Teal hair with silver highlights in it. Hair length at her neck and always picked up/styled. Usually in pigtails with bows or a ponytail with a bow. 
Thick brows and wide eyes like mother. Eye shape and mouth shape like father.
Can look unintentionally terrifying and does not understand she can be scary. She knows her smile can cause reactions (from her mom’s cooing and a barrage of kisses on her rounds cheeks to making people ‘jump’ (if she does a narrow smile like Jade’s or Floyd’s might scare the shit out of adults and children)). Bro, if someone asks her to flash her teeth, she's more than ENTHUSIASTIC to go ‘Okay!!’ and show them off.  
Usually seen worn rompers, pinafore dress w/ an undershirt, or repurposed shirts (from her mom’s childhood closet) and shorts. Always a solid purple, orange, or red top with a patterned shirt underneath it. Always in comfortable footwear for climbing and running or sandals.
PERSONALITY:
Largely a talkative child, with the support of her mother and her sisters as they are receptive and converse whenever something is on Emery’s mind. By ‘talkative,’ she is one who is in constant thought and with high curiosity. It doesn’t mean she outright talks to strangers who pass by her or may even make eye contact with her. 
Blunt without recognizing negative connotations or thoughts. She will speak what is on her mind, which aren’t properly thought through in terms of socialization (not that she cares for that at her age). It follows the same vein as a certain eel, except without the patronizing tone.  IE: “Do not run. You’re slow.” / "I’m fast to catch everyone. That’s easy.” 
Is to an extent clingy to her mother and aunts. She is known to hold onto her mom’s legs or hide underneath her mother’s long skirts whenever she’s talking. Very upfront in greeting those who she knows are close and tries to be polite. (Mostly, this is her trying to mimic how Sophie speaks but it’s WAAAY too dense for Emery sometimes). Though, she likes attention. She hasn’t put two-and-two together, but she knows her mom ‘follows’ her whenever she runs. So, Emery is more committed to running around with her human mother chasing after her and telling her to wait. 
As the last point denotes, she’s pretty perceptive to the people around her and reading them. She’s quick to know that x will get her y. Though, she doesn’t have complex thoughts down at her age yet. She will ask a sleuth of questions which may not have answers for -- but she is one to impose and seek. It’s her way of ‘reading’ the room.
Ecstatic to learn and being hands-on in things. Always behind with her mom to help her out in the kitchen or the hat shop (mainly, taking ribbons) and always tries to peek at the table and countertop. Additionally, she is one that would go out to try to help others -- if not, tell them that her mom can fix anything and lead them to her (explained in personal headcanons).
Emery still gets outright overwhelmed and restless at her age, when it comes to roadblocks and rejection -- especially by peers. She has a big threshold (if not tolerance) for what she takes and usually reciprocates a smile, before going completely quiet. This is where she’ll go into hiding or finds her high energy leaving her fitful and bothered.
SPECIAL TALENTS:
SHIFTER - As half-person and half-merperson, and given her parents’ magical prowl, Emery has the gift of being able to shift between these forms. Being raised on the land, she has defaulted to her two-legs. However, she will be able to morph into her mer-form, which is remarkably similar to her father’s (smaller, with numerous silver spots, and frills). She needs to train herself, but at her age, it will come fairly easily. She needs to be thoroughly dried and taken to a side by the water to help her shift back to her human form (which her mom takes well care of). Emery, however, is not aware of this ability or her heritage. 
HIDE-AND-SEEK CHAMPION - Known to hide in almost any place that she can find, Emery is known by the local children to be practically undetectable when it comes to her hiding spots and when she changes spots. This power is two-fold. She is an exceptional, if not terrifying, seeker. She can’t put her finger on it, but she finds them easily (through smell) and slowly walks over to the other children, patting them, which sends them in a jolt, if not, screaming from terror. However, this talent also comes into play when she feels restless and uncertain, as she’ll go and hide somewhere cramped and dark for comfort. Her mother is able to find her all the time, when at home. There was a point that newborn Emery would only calm down if Sophie made it dark enough and made the right arrangements (use a small carrier, partially covering the crib with a blanket, etc). It is near impossible to draw her out unless it is her mother, sisters, and family friends (or her few close friends).
DURABILITY AND ENHANCED STRENGTH AND SENSES - Comes from merperson heritage. The primary example is her baby teeth that are notably sharp (and will get sharper once her baby teeth fall out) and can draw blood without much effort. Though, she is very careful about this. Another example would be her reaction to pain -- like how she may run into a door or glass with a terribly loud thud and she’d step back, blink, laugh, and continue running after a friend. She isn’t invincible and she can get hurt, but she is definitely more resilient from human children. Can she break bones? Yes! She isn’t yet at that point, however, as she is literally a kid.
INCLUDED: Love for music and rhythm, collect-and-gathering trinkets.
WHO THEY LIKE BETTER:
Given circumstances (refer to #1 personal headcanon), Emery prefers her mom. Though, if she wants to budge her mom or wants something her way, she’ll easily wiggle to bug her aunt Martha, Sophie’s youngest sister, to (try) and get it. Genuinely, there are times where Emery will prefer her aunts over her mom, if not because the three of them group together and indirectly bully Sophie into doing something for their niece.
WHO THEY TAKE AFTER MORE:
Physically, it is undeniable that she takes after Jade more. Blame the dominant genes on his end, but the gold tinge in her eyes, teal hairs, and sharp teeth are the biggest indications of this. I would also extend the thought that she takes on more Jade than one may realize -- if only because her own interactions aren’t as maliciously calculating as her father’s. There are core traits that blend in with Sophie’s, where the edge is there with an unhealthy amount of energy that needs to be burnt off. 
PERSONAL HEADCANONS:
Emery is the unexpected product of Jade and Sophie’s relationship when it was coming to a close. Their relationship ended as soon as they departed from NCR, unsure really what to make of another (as in, be it if they could be long-term partners or they needed to seek out others). They were intimate, friendly, perhaps confidants. But, without a proper title, it was better to depart from their teenage dreams before it spiraled out of control. The discovery was never disclosed. Sophie realized what was going on and refused to reach out. To interfere with what they agreed with - that chapter was over, he went else and so did she. Did she regret agreeing to part ways? Yes, but who’d be that selfish to drag him back? For all she knew, he found better somewhere in the wide world -- maybe even a mate too, which would make this situation extremely problematic.  In this situation, Emery is raised by her single mother and is unaware of her father and likewise, her father is completely unaware of her.
Emery’s concept of destruction and fixing all revolves around her mother. She has a long history of destroying the toys that Sophie has made for her (one of the closest ones being a large purple patchwork bear). But, any time something the stuffing is coming out or the bear is losing an eye, she happily walks over to her mother and Sophie fixes it. She doesn’t quite get there is a point of no-return for certain damages, but she is more than content that with this logic, her mom can fix anything. Hence why she’ll instruct people who ask her questions she doesn’t know (or if they’re upset) to “speak to mama!”
Lots of moray eel behaviors that she performs. A couple of them were mentioned before. But, I have more. One of them happens to be how she interacts with blankets and trying to fall asleep, She ends up rolling around it, wiggling a little helplessly, before laughing and rolling around with it on the mattress. She also does it because she’s a little too excited to go to bed with her mom (both have shared the same mattress)!
Lettie and Martha’s MagiCam accounts, as Sophie either doesn’t have one (or recently made one post-NCR which is private), have some photos and videos of their lovely niece! She happens to pop into photos per accident, only because she’s wondering why her aunts are attempting ten poses and she thinks they’re trying to dance. A fun game that Martha plays with her follows is ‘spot the emmy’ (’emmy’ is her nickname from the hatter trio / sophie specifically calls emery ‘eri’ (pronounced like ending of emery) or tulip/tuli) where a large background photo is available and people have to guess where emery is hiding (in plain sight)! It’s quite popular! There’s also videos of Sophie and Emery interacting, which shows some parts of their personal life. For example, one would be where Sophie squats down tp Emery’s level and ‘blep’ her tongue/stick out her tongue, which Emery does in turn. The ‘bleping’ is something Emery already does.
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myprofessionalpractice · 4 years ago
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platform for joy
What is happiness?
It can be defined in a variety of ways but we defined two; the first of which is that of a transient emotion, one that comes and goes due to successes and failures, or experiences. The second is the idea of a ‘happy life’, flourishing over time.
Aristotle defined ‘Eudaemonia’, a class of happiness that comes from a life of virtue and meaning, as opposed to pleasure. His theory is that eudaemonia should be our ultimate aim, and that pleasure and happiness are not the same.
When listing things that make us happy, we have a tendency to list material needs before others. There is proof that once we have achieved financial stability, money actually causes us increasingly less happiness: in fact, the more money we earn, the unhappier we get. Others may refer to an easy life, one with no challenges, but there’s no proof that this causes happiness either. Challenges enrich us and give us new experiences, ones we don’t earn if we never push ourselves above our limits. There are many surprising factors that we might think are great for us but aren't: plenty of choice (too much can cause decision fatigue, leaving us with no ability to make choices), efficiency (for example, ATMs instead of bank lines, leaving us with less human interaction) and hedonism (the pursuit of pleasure can actually lead to feelings of emptiness and lack of meaning).
The things that actually lead to happiness are far more simple. Examples of this include having shelter, good health and positive interactions with others. Another example is overcoming challenges which leads to an intrinsic feeling of reward, as opposed to receiving rewards from others. External rewards like grades might cause short-term happiness but the effect rarely lasts long. 
Social connection is incredibly important in the pursuit of happiness. Epley and Schroeder (2014) found that passengers who interacted with other passengers, on a morning rush hour train, improved their wellbeing and the wellbeing of those they spoke to. Loneliness is proven to decrease cognitive function, mood and even immunity; people who are lonely are more likely to catch the common cold, for example.
In addition, our physical environment also affects happiness - where do we feel good? Often, it is by the sea, outdoors, away from civilisation. It’s proven that cities drain us: city dwellers suffer anxiety and psychological disorders at a much higher rate. Urban pollution affects our health and, in turn, our wellbeing. Plus, having discussed how more money can make us less happy, it’s often the case that people move to bigger cities for better jobs with better pay. Being away from this environment is proven to be better for us, both physically and psychologically. We are much happier around people we love, doing things we enjoy - especially in places we can work on and better ourselves.
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The Pyreneès, August 2018
Physical environment also ties in to physical needs. As people, we need specific things to thrive: good diet, proper hydration, exercise, enough sunlight and at least eight to eight and a half hours of sleep. It’s very common that most of us don't do many of these; in fact, we have become used to being tired or having a poor diet and instead normalise it. As a society, being exhausted is very normalised, and we often use it to mean we’ve worked harder or achieved more, but this has a very negative effect on our happiness. Exercise not only makes us physically healthier but also psychologically; it offers both external and internal rewards. It’s been proven that we need at least half an hour of sunlight every day, even if it’s not direct, boiling hot sunlight - just being outdoors when it’s daylight is enough, especially on our faces and arms. Even sitting indoors with the curtains open instead of the artificial lights on can have an effect. 
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Exercise! March 2019
I found this lecture very interesting indeed. It confirmed a lot I already suspected, but it was great to hear Gareth’s thoughts on each matter. It also reinforced for me things I was letting slip; my eight hours of sleep a night, as well as the fact that I stand on the train platform with my headphones on and avoid interacting with strangers.
Research
As soon as we came out of the lecture and exchanged details, I set up a Google Doc to keep track of any research I came across and shared it with my group. The document can be found here! I compiled research on the importance of human interaction, research on happiness itself and how to be happier, and eventually once we’d come up with some ideas I did some research on the type of project we were considering. There are links to articles and YouTube videos that I found helpful and interesting, or took inspiration from. The ideas that we did come up with are also listed on the doc. 
Although it was a document I shared with the group I was the only one to contribute to it until very late, so all but one piece is my personal research. 
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Our group, in our last meet up before lockdown!
Group Work
Before the university shut, and when we were still working as a group, we met up a few times and made as much progress as possible with the mind map. For our early meetings not everyone was present, but we each made contributions over time. We tried to include as much research as possible but we didn't manage to complete it entirely, and as we went into lockdown after one of our meetings it is still locked away in our university studio!  
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Unfortunately this picture was an early one, and we never got a chance to take a picture of it as we left it. Because of the lack of progress in the picture above I decided to complete a mind map of my own at home. The one below is my personal one. One of the pieces of research - the one in the top right concerning the psychology of colour - was Chloe’s research, shared in the group Google Doc, but the rest was my own. 
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The Pitches
We came up with a couple of ideas to pitch to our peers before we converted to working individually. Of course, this didn't end up happening, but we decided to all use the ideas on our own blogs, as we came up with them together in our meetings. 
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The first idea involved games, and partaking in a game with a stranger on the train platform. Lots of my research places huge importance on social interaction, especially with strangers. Epley and Schroeder’s famous study is named ‘The surprising benefits of talking to strangers’, and details how people that interacted with strangers in the morning found it had a positive effect on the rest of their day. We tried to incorporate this concept into our research. 
We had a couple of doubts about it, however, that steered us away from this concept. First of all, perhaps people that are more introverted and shy wouldn’t take part in this idea. From personal experience, commuting to university multiple times a week, I know that most people on train platforms in the morning barely look at one another, let alone play a game with them. This was a factor in Epley and Schroeder’s research, as they said even introverts found there were positive benefits in talking to strangers. However, it’s entirely possible this introversion would mean people shy away from taking part. 
Another thing that we discussed re: this idea was that we weren't sure that competitiveness should play a part in it. Many people are competitive and receive joy from winning and/or taking part in a game, but others aren't, and would avoid competition. We also weren’t sure whether losing a game would cause positive social interaction, as even though the people playing have interacted, the fact one lost may not cause the positive benefits described in Epley and Schroeder's research. 
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This second idea began from one of Kim’s suggestions and grew from there. He proposed a kind of interactive fountain that recognised movement, and your body movements changed the colours projected onto or lighting up the water. I tried to research into something similar, and although there was nothing quite like it, I found YouTube videos of other interactive sculptures and installations. 
I also really love this one by FLUIDIC called Sculpture in Motion, a temporary exhibit for the New Design Museum in Milan. Although there’s a kind of magic captured in this exhibit, the real benefits come from its size and the lights in a dark room. I think this would be difficult to capture on a platform.
This one called River of Grass: Virtual Reality by Formula D Interactive is a tunnel exhibit mimicking the Everglades and its wildlife, using cameras and projectors to do so. I preferred this idea because it’s easy to personalise and is informative as well as interactive.
There are quite a few benefits to this idea. As a group, we liked how it could be individual. It combines a few of the aesthetics of joy: play, for sure, and others like surprise, harmony, energy and transcendence. Something unusual at the beginning of the day can surprise you into being happy for the rest of it. 
The Project
The River of Grass: Virtual Reality exhibit is based around the wildlife in the Everglades in Florida. I thought this would be easy to emulate in an exhibit of my own in Derbyshire, seeing as Derbyshire and the Peak District is well-known for its wildlife. Below is a list of iconic Derbyshire wildlife, all of which were visually appealing and I hoped I could include in the project. I found and listed these from the Derbyshire Wildlife Trust’s Wildlife Explorer, which will be relevant later!
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The Everglades exhibit is aimed at children, but most of the people on a platform in the week are much older, usually adults commuting to work and students commuting to various places of education. I didn’t want the exhibit to be too childish, so using a more mature and illustrative art style helps this. 
In our happiness talk, it was said that one of the big factors affecting our happiness is our physical environment. Access to nature and the great outdoors has a huge impact on our mental health and physical wellbeing, and tying this into my project could have an impact too. Being inside but having a projection that brings the outside to you could bring joy and improve the mental health of those walking through it in the station.
Derby Midland Station, like many train stations, has a long tunnel-like passage connecting the platforms together. This is the perfect area for an exhibit like this one, as it creates an enclosed space, where it’s possible to project images onto the walls and floor and create an immersive experience. 
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I have illustrated some of the animals included in the exhibit, as it’s not possible to see them up-close on the above picture. The idea is that they are visible on the projections, and some are easy to catch in passing (like the Chinese water deer) whereas others take more attention (such as the Hazel dormouse). This makes the exhibit not only something to look about, but also something that takes time to search through. It lends itself well to stations as many people, such as commuters, have little time to stand and search through the exhibit so will catch the larger, more obvious animals. Other passengers that have more time on their hands, ones waiting around for trains, can lend more time to looking. 
Ideally, the projection would use sensors to add interactive elements to the exhibit, such as the grass moving as you walk through it, or a bird flies away or a mouse hides if you put your hand near it. This makes it a more active exhibit that creates entertainment through involvement, not just through aesthetics. 
If I were an animator, or we were still working in a group and I had an animator working alongside me, I would include gifs as an example of how the animals might move. Unfortunately, if I tried to include them here, this blog would be uploaded in a year or so - my animation skills are not quite up to scratch!
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Hazel dormouse (from the Woodland Trust).
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Chinese water deer (from Encyclopaedia Britannica).
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Great Spotted Woodpecker (from GardenBird).
So the exhibit is not just something to look at, I thought it would be useful to also make it a learning experience. Each animal on the projection is projected alongside a QR code, and a scan of the QR code sends the person scanning to a web page. I thought that it would be great to have the exhibit as a sort of collaboration between Derby Midland Station and the Derbyshire Wildlife Trust, who have lots of information available on their website.
Learning has a big impact on our happiness. We are happier when challenging ourselves internally and learning new things. Making it quick and easy to learn something new, even if it’s as you walk through the station on your morning commute, can promote mental stimulation and therefore happiness and joy. 
Including this QR code and link not only provides a learning element to the project but can also link in very useful conservation projects. Sending viewers to the Wildlife Trust page, one that relates to the animal they see before them, could aid in raising awareness for vulnerable species. 
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Yellowhammer (from Derbyshire Wildlife Trust).
Above is an example of the QR code concept (scan the code!) using the Yellowhammer. 
On the Birds of Conservation Concern 4 (BoCC4) list by the British Trust for Ornithology, the Yellowhammer is included in the red section. Any bird on the red list is increasingly at risk and has shown massive declines in breeding populations. Most Derbyshire Wildlife Trust pages include the conservation status of the page’s subject, and further down has a section on “How people can help”, often with suggestions to join your local wildlife trust. Although many of these pages aren't fully complete with information on how to help from home, a possible partnership with the Derbyshire Wildlife Trust could encourage them to update the specific pages included in the exhibit with further information.
At the very least, including endangered or at risk animals and insects alongside more common, well-known Derbyshire wildlife would raise awareness for conservation efforts and give people access to more information about them.
Although not included in our happiness talk, those that volunteer or give to charity are happier (Patrick Svedin, Utah State University). If you give to charity through your own free will it contributes more to your lasting happiness than if you treat yourself with the same money, which provides momentary happiness that doesn't last as long. Learning more about the animals included in the exhibit means those that read the webpages have the knowledge to help local wildlife and, if they want to, the opportunity to donate to or become a member of the Derbyshire Wildlife Trust.
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So...
Platform for Joy was a weird project for me - and I think probably for many others too. I started off with a group, expecting a project carried out among multiple people, with a shared workload and shared ideas. 
The change to individual instead of group work was quite smooth as I had completed most of the research I used by myself already. There are certainly ways that the project could have been elevated by group work, as people in groups have skills I do not (such as animation). 
For the most part, I liked this project. I think it was fun to take a brief and carry it out like there was a possibility it might happen in real life. I think I came to a good conclusion and came up with a good project.
It was interesting to approach this from a place of mental health and happiness, and then tie in themes of my own like education and conservation. Anything in a train station will be seen by hundreds, if not thousands of people whilst it stands and as a result has the opportunity to educate and touch the lives of many. It would be foolish not to take advantage of this audience in order to spread a positive message. 
Platform for Joy also gave me an insight into working as a group, however briefly, which was enlightening. I’ve often considered working in a studio after university and working alongside others to create outcomes. This project created an opportunity to experience that, even if I didn’t meet everyone in my group until much later!
It’s always helpful as a creative to work a brief from beginning to end, no matter what it is. Whether it be a practice brief or a real one, the process of researching, brainstorming ideas, creating mind-maps and finishing the project is very useful to work through. It lends experiences that are not unlike those I will be doing later in life, in my career as a creative, and of course it’s always a good idea to get as much experience as possible.  
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lilolilyrae · 5 years ago
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g, h, k, m?
G: Do you write your story from start to finish, or do you write the scenes out of order?
Usually I write an outline first (bullet points or just badly written sentences, no dialogue), then try to do it start to finish but when I'm stuck at one part I just skip it and write another first- although usually I have enough wips at the same time that I just go to another one if that happens, so the fics are still mostly written start to finish
H: How would you describe your style?
I would love to know that! Do I have one? XD I feel like it adapts a lot to whatever book or fanfic I've read before. Some of my fics are dialogue-heavy, very real-time, some focus on inner monologue, some describe a lot, sometimes I stick to one POV sometimes I don't... All very feelings based without too much plot but that's just most of fanfic as a genre I think.
K: What’s the angstiest idea you’ve ever come up with?
Not a fanfic but I remember years ago writing an original short-story about a woman killing a girl in a carcrash, then getting pregnant and the girl's mother is the nurse or sth and aborts her foetus without consent so they're 'even' (I'm vry pro-choice, there was just def no choice involved in that story)... Idk what my brain was thinking. Nothing good.
So that's the only creepy thing I've actually written down, but I just noticed it says 'come up with' instead of written, so- uuuuh a lot. I have this gigantic headcanon-crossover-multiverse, I've recently started actually writing some fics for it on ao3, but nothing too angsty- although one angsty af thing that I've started writing is that one entire universe just shattered (too much time travel, it's a long story), leaving everyone in it not just dead but never existing, even the plane of death of that universe is gone. The only survivor is one little girl who was in a different universe at the time, now she lives in a world where her family still kind-of exists, and there's another little girl very similar to herself..... I have some ideas to make it more angsty and give it some coraline vibes but I think I'll stick to mostly hurt/comfort for what I'm writing atm. I have loads more angsty ideas so do let me know if anyone wants to read those, but for now imma stop spamming!
M: Got anything on the back burner that you’d care to share?
That entire headcanon verse I already talked about... (lucyverse/lverse after a former main character in it) There's a lot of Harry Potter, twilight (I was 11 ok? Also by now everything and everyone there is too ooc to be recognized as twilight anyways), Lord of the Rings, Marvel, doctor who, star trek,... And everything is queer in some way <3
Apart from that some not fanfic stories that idk yet whether I'll fanfic-ify them and post them on ao3, mostly one about an underground society split into basically the bad guys ™ who want to see the planet burn and everyone die with loads of kinda brainwashed soldiers and their own mash-up language bc they never stay in one place for long, good guys (or that's what they think they are) who basically try to save civilians but often die in the process & recruit a lot of these civilians for their own purposes... And during the story two more groups develop, the Revenge and the Silver, basically the ones that just kill for personal reasons and the ones that don't just use defensive tactics anymore. Also featuring: technology to look like other people, so civilians that join a group to fight can seem to stick around when really someone like an analyst takes their place, also good to stay close to everyone's resources; a lot of sci-fi treehouse, underground or under-snow bases and transportation systems; traitors, double-agents, friendship, love-stories, loss and a lot of confusion.
I also have some more ideas for my 666 Good Omens series on ao3! And of course more Podfics coming up :)
Thanks for the questions, I really appreciate it!
My ao3 is lilolilyrae, same as here :)
Ask me fanfic asks
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buggerup-busters · 5 years ago
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7, 8, 14, 15, 20, 23 pls and thank!!
Woo I love an excuse to ramble about writing, I’ll try put it under a cut since I know I go on 😅
7. Which character that you’ve written is most like yourself?
Maybe Knotty? (Though I haven’t written much of him yet.) Anxious and panics quite a lot lol, keen to make his friends happy, plus I always write him as ace like me! Also, I’m not really like Mal at all, but I usually end up using a lot of my experiences when writing him (lots of stuff he does in Roses is based on real life) so I guess he ends up more similar to me than normal. 
8. Which character is your favorite to write?  Why?
Despite I’m pretty sure most of my fics being about him, Mal does my head in (please I’m begging do at least one of the things I want you to!) I haven’t got anything from her POV yet but I have a lot of fun with Eliza, she speaks kind of distinctly and I like balancing how gruff but also kind she is. And I’m really enjoying writing Will again atm! After 10+k feels like I’m getting a handle on him and it’s loads of fun :) He hardly ever says what he means and everything is an act and he’s such a mess but I end up with these long flowing sections of panic or wonder I really like, interspaced with plenty of ‘oh shit’ moments. Him and Eliza is the most fun actually (though maybe that’s just because I haven’t yet had any scenes with Knotty that aren’t sad or incredibly awkward)
14. Would you want your books to be made into a TV show or movie?  Why or why not?
Most of my fics probably wouldn’t be that great on screen I feel, but the boy who fell from the stars (my marvel fic) might be a fun film! I can imagine all the scenes super clearly in my head and there’s lots of action and both Spiderman and Loki are visually cool to watch. 
As for original writing, if my fantasy novel was ever a film that would be amazingly cool! I’d want it to be animated though (I kind of see the characters in animated style in my head anyway) I’d mostly want that so more people would care about Brookes and Tobin and Lilias XD currently it’s just me and one friend because I won’t actually write the damn thing 😅
15. How do you plan your writing?
Ooh I love this stuff! Okay so for big important works like when I did a romance novella for school or my fantasy WIP I do a big spreadsheet and work out all the beats and scenes and who’s there and what the important points of each scene are and it gets colour coded and crazy. Then as it inevitably goes off the rails a bit, I edit the plan as I go so in theory it still all ties up. This turns out really useful for edits because I already have somewhere I can see everything at a glance and know what happens when. 
If it’s a fic with multiple scenes, I usually bulletpoint out the main events I know happen. Then I expand that list, breaking it into scenes until I have a  rough outline of the entire thing. It can be as narrow as the beats of an argument, or just ‘they go to the place and do the thing.’ Occasionally I’ll include snatches of dialogue in this if I really don’t want to forget, but usually it’s just rough notes. Once I have the whole thing through, that tends to be enough to get me going. I don’t look at it that much while writing, but if I get stuck I check back and it reminds me where to go. 
For my part of the Geology AU (oh yes it’s absolutely real we have far too much planning between us) I’m trying out my friend’s method of planning, where she writes out ideas long-form and lets it build like that? Sort of a mix between planning and drafting. So I started off almost writing a blurb of the whole set up, then started describing what happens at the start, and ended up writing super rough sections of scenes. I use Scrivener so I’ve got those organised into like plot strands so one is ‘Will’s family’ and one is ‘Eliza being overprotective’ and ‘garbageknot’ and once I’ve got the material I want I can slot the scenes into order and write it out properly. It’s time-consuming but helps me come up with a lot of stuff so it’s working fairly well. 
20 . What color scheme is your current work in progress?
Pretty similar to Hangman’s Knot I reckon (I think there’s only like 2 locations not in the book) lots of orangey-brown but also sort of navy. Oh, and pink because Will is blushing a lot XD
23. Do you make playlists for your works in progress, characters, or scenes?
Not exactly, the Widdershins playlists I’ve already shared are my main ones relating to characters. The entirety of M A N I A  by Fall Out Boy is the soundtrack for my fantasy WIP because I first listened directly before starting to plot it out. Lover Boy by Queen is the themesong of my garbageknot WIP! Oh, but I do have a mini playlist for my school AU I think I just titled it ‘Widdershins Community College’ and it’s mostly just emo trash and I can’t remember if I added the pop songs yet. It’s not really to do with the actual AU, it’s a combo of songs I think some characters might listen to and songs they absolutely would not but I have particular scenes in mind that go along with it anyway because I was listening when I thought of them. Therefore, Starships goes with both Will, Eliza and Knotty hanging out doing their homework and Ben trying to cut his own hair at school while having a breakdown :D (If I ever write it idk if that scene stays because I have a few ideas but it’s a possibility lmao) 
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kpop-stole-my-sanity · 6 years ago
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Insomnia // Hwang Hyunjin [bulleted scenario!]
Summary: In which you and Hyunjin are both too oblivious to realize your true feelings... until it’s too late? 
Genre: angsty, floooof, gender neutral 
Word Count: 2175
Warnings: Just some cursing 
A/N: This is my first time writing a bulleted scenario and i quite enjoyed it :) idk it’s fun to not care about settings too much and punctuation and stuff. I also liked adding my own little dumb remarks here are there :PP it was fuN! This was another scenario that kinda arose while i was napping i hope you guys enjoy it! <3 i love stray kids 
i’m also gonna try to make all my scenarios gender neutral from now on (unless specifically requested) b/c we are all about inclusivity here !! :)
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This was originally gonna be like a real fic
But the writers block was REAL like i really tried to set the scene and everything
But it didn’t turn out right
And i really wanted to get this one out so HERE WE ARE TRYING THE BULLETED SCENARIO OKAY YAY LETS BEGIN!
Trainee au!! Kinda :D
Like skz didnt go through the survival show yet
Ok so SEtting thE SCeNe~~~~
You just walked into the jyp building bc jyp hired you as a new producer
Like to study under him and potentially help w producing in the future
Like jyp 2.0 ya know
Jyp meets w you himself bc you’re like a prodigy
And a foreigner so he thought you’d be more comfortable w him speaking toyou in english :D
So he explained what you gotta do during your training period
Like studying more about composition and production
Learning korean to more easily communicate w idols and what not
And also honing your own style and figuring out who you are as an artist
So he pairs you up w the trainees bc it be good practice
More specifically skz bc they seem to have a more flexible style
Also like he thought it would be good for you to work w chan and the rest of 3racha
Like bc yall around the same age
And it helps you become more comfy
And familiar w the company and the producing rooms and recording studios and what no
Like
Yer
And then like
Through working w them to produce a song for the trainee showcase
Yall get mad close
And like
You have your eyes on hyunjin from the start
Like bc who couldn’t
Like
Gorgeous boy
At first you were just like “this is admiration”
“He very handsome i just admire his features”
Yeah
And maybe it was..
At first
Now it's a full blown crush
Like
For real
That boy is so hard working
Like you constantly see him asking for help
So he can improve
And like
People always said he was a visual only
Which made you feel bad that you saw that at first 
But you realized later
That like
You actually like him bc of his personality
What a hard worker 
For real
Angel
Anyways
Little did you know that your crush was NOT one sided
Hyunjin admired your hard work in producing
And how you always took criticism well and only worked to improve your work
Also
He thought you were hella cute
So yall were both kinda obvious
Him more than you
Like by a loT
So skz knew for a fact that hyunjin was head over heels in love w you so they pushed him to confess to you
Yeah he was like no
But after PEEr pRessUre
He finally agreed
They was gonna plan something like a party for you
To celebrate the time you’ve been w the company
But the showcase came before the celebration and suddenly they were on a survival show to see who would debut
So the party was postponed OOOODDDDD
But you didnt even know it was gonna happen so you didnt mind anyways
Soon enough it got closer to your birthday, and skz just decided to make it a birthday celebration instead
Hyunjin was more iffy about confessing bc what if you dont feel the same and he ruins your bday oh no
But at this point, skz was sure you liked him back so they were like dont worry about that they aren’t like that your relationship will be fine
So the party happens ladida
You were super surprised and sosososososo happy
Bc like
Your hart
These boys were precious and totally made your day
Tbh bc of your work
You almost forgot it was your birthday
After the crazy loud party, you wanted to like take some quiet time for yourself so you excused yourself
And then walked to the hallway and sat by the window and looked out at the city and the night sky
Beautiful
And suddenly you heard footsteps
It was this boy named jason who you were friends with
He was from the same town you were from so you got close p quickly when you first got to jyp
And jason had a not-so-secret crush on you
That ofc you were oblivious to
But he came over there to spend time w you and wish you happy bday
Little did you know
Hyunijn was mentally preparing himself to confess to you down the hall and around the corner w a pretty bouquet of flowers what a sweet boy
And when he finally works up the courage, he turns the corner and sees jason giving you a bday hug 
And he cant help but feel his hart drop
Yall look good together and like you were from the same town so similarities
So he was heartbroken needless to say
 He quickly turned around and walked away
But you heard the footsteps and saw just a glance of his outfit retreating
You excused yourself from jason’s company and ran after him bc you are so in love w this boy
You were gonna hug him and thank him, but when you approached he took a step back
Like ow
That hurt
He quickly stammered that he had to go home bc he was tired and left
He was hiding the flowers behind his back :’(
And then tossed them as soon as he left the building
He went for a long ass walk to clear his mind and soothe his aching heart
You were so worried
Was he okay?
You went home soon after bc you couldnt help but worry and that made you super tired
But you couldn't sleep
InsOMniA
Goddamn it hyunjin
You messaged him
“you’re prob sleeping but i hope you feel better”
Dry ass reply: “thx”
Like wow
Rude
But you let it go
jic he was actually really exhausted
You knew he took criticism from the show too so maybe it was that
Hopefully he’d talk to you about it bc he usually did
But he didn't
He avoided you
Your heart really couldnt take it
Meanwhile you and jason got closer bc you didnt have hyunjin to hang out w anymore
Despite your many efforts
And this just further fuels his belief that yall are together
So to ignore the tinge in his heart every time he saw you, he buried himself in practice
Didn't sleep
Didnt drink enough water
Didnt eat enough
He was getting dangerously skinny and unhealthy
And it affected his attitude
Not only to you but to his members
One day you were asked to come in and monitor a recording session
And he was happy and giggly in front of the camera
But as soon as it turned off u could see the fatigue
And you told him that he should take better care of himself
And he SNAPPEd at you
 You actually flinched bc he was so aggressive
Your heart SHATTEREd
And you, also sleep deprived as FUCk
Slapped him
Not super hard, but like a “what the fuck is wrong with you”
And you walked right out, not even bothering to hide your tears
And he was sad but he thought that you hating him would help him get over you
What a dumb boy
You completely avoided him after that
You also still had restless nights 
God that convo kept playing over and over in your head
YOU COULDNT SLEEP
But one day you got a call from chan
He needed your help
Hyunjin was seriously overworking himself and he was afraid hyunjin was gonna collapse
Luckily you were still at the company working on smth bc ofc you couldn't sleep anyways so might as well make use of your time
So you finally agree bc even if you’re still angry at him, you are srsly worried about this boy
And when you get to the dance room your heart breaks all over again
Hes so pale
And sickly looking
And hes shaking but hes still dancing
You knock and hear a gruff “its open”
The music pauses for a moment but when he sees its you he scoffs and turns it back on
“what do you want”
“Uhm.. are you okay?”
“Why? You wanna slap me again to make me feel better?”
Ofc you rolled your eyes bc wtf hyunjin you were being nice
“I dont even know why i bothered”
You go over to the stereo and turn it off yourself
And he turns to you angry
ARGUMENT TIME
Him: “WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?”
“MY PROBLEM?!!!?!?? YOU’RE THE ONE WHO PUSHED ME AWAY FOR NO DAMN REASON!! AND EVEN AFTER ALL THAT, I STILL TRIED TO BE NICE AND ASK IF YOU WERE OKAY. I WAITED FOR YOU TO OPEN UP TO ME. TO TALK TO ME ABOUT WHATEVER WAS BOTHERING YOU!”
At this point, you’re practically sobbing like udk if he can understand you but who cares
All this frustration that was pent up inside felt good being released
Bc at this point, you had nothing more to lose
Hyunjin already hated you so like why not just speak your mind amirite
 Anyways continuing w the dialogue:
“HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT MY PROBLEM WHEN MY PROBLEM IS YOU!”
Cue awkward pause/break thing (AWKwARD SiLEncE)
“What are you talking about hyunjin?”
He sighed defeatedly
It was now or never. He felt like his relationship w you was ruined already anyways
So he, like you, also had a ‘what do i have to lose’ mentality
“I was going to confess to you y/n. That night at your birthday party. But i was too late. I saw you with jason and you looked so happy and perfect together.  So i left. I cut my ties with you because i didn’t want my own feelings to get in the way of your happiness.”
You were completely utterly speechless
Like there were an overwhelming number of feelings enveloping you atm
Bc on the one hand:
The love of your life just confessed to you
But on the other
Like
What a dumbass
You end up laughing and scoffing at his words bc
Hes so dumb
You dont like jason
God you’ve been in love w hyunjin for so goddamn long
And now you’re debating over how to respond
But like your anger and frustration kinda takes precedence bc youre also sleep deprived and you go
“ so, you broke your own heart and then you broke mine because you didn’t want to talk to me about it you dumbass ????”
And he gives you that classic confused puppy-dog look
W the head tilt and everything
And you go
“Hwang hyunjin, i’m fucking in love with you”
And he just stares blankly at you and blinks like 8 times trying to comprehend what just came out of your mouth
And his lips form an ‘o’ shape
And then hes coming closer and wrapping his arms around you
And you dont even mind that hes still sweaty and kinda smelly
Bc hes finally in your arms
But holding him so close also makes you super aware of just how skinny he’s gotten
Like it was worse than you thought
So you pull back and you open your mouth to chastise him
But before you can even start he’s cupping your cheeks can pulling your face to his
Your lips collide and then they're molding into one another
And your mind kinda blanks out
But your automatic reaction seems to be letting your fingers run through his hair and pulling him closer towards you
And when yall finally come up for breath
He tries to go in for another one like immediately after
Like slow your roll boy you guys can kiss all you want later
If you said that out loud, he wouldve responded w something like “we gotta make up for lost time”
But you put your hands on his chest and hold him back
And he pouts
(you almost squeal at how cute he looks)
“Ok, now that we’re dating, i am literally commanding you to take better care of yourself because this,” you eye him up and down, “is unacceptable”
And he quirks an eyebrow up and is like
Oh? I don’t recall asking you out? On a date?”
And you get all blushing and become a blubbering mess and hide your face in his chest like
“Shut up hyunjin”
But he’s just giggling at your embarrassed face :D
Then, him being the dramatic hoe that he is, he gets down on one knee in front of you and says
“y/n, y/l/n, will you go out on a date with me?”
And ofc u say yes
And after that whole dramatic scene, you pull him out of the practice room, fingers intertwined, ready to stuff him with food
And he goes
“I dont think i said it back.”
“Said what back?”
“That i love you”
UWU
And the rest is history
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sheer-heart-attacks · 6 years ago
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Tagging game!
@rogerseyeliner thank you for tagging me!
Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, answer the questions, tag 20 people
1. How tall are you?: around 160cm / 5′3
2. What colour and style is your hair?: kind of dark blonde and darker roots, medium length, but i want to cut it a bit shorter
3. What colour are your eyes?: plain old blue
4. Do you wear glasses?: yes, my eyesight is poor lmao. it’s around -1.70ish? i don’t remember at the moment.
5. Do you wear braces?: no. my teeth are a bit wonky and i think i have an overbite but eh i don’t really mind it.
6. What is your fashion style?: it’s a mess between a lot of styles, but for a while now it’s just been 70s inspired stuff, but i don’t really have the time to put a lot of thought in my outfits atm :( 
7. Full name: won’t answer that for uhh obvious reasons
8. When were you born?: 25th of september
9. Where are you from and where do you live now?: Latvia
10. What school do you go to?: a gymnasium, which is like a secondary school, only cooler
11. What kind of student are you?: i usually don’t really study but still get good enough grades. if i put more effort into it i would get better grades but oh well
12. Do you like school?: yeah, it’s fun and i like learning new things. hate tests and exams though.
13. What are your favourite school subjects?: i like history and we have a class about culture which is kind of similar to history, also literature and i  used to have art and music.
14. Favourite TV shows: the punisher, stranger things, that 70s show, american horror story, end of the fucking world and probably some others that i can’t remember atm
15. Favourite movies: almost famous, 10 things I hate about you, pride and prejudice, stardust, catch me if you can
16. Favourite books?: pride and prejudice (again) by jane austen, eleanor and park by rainbow rowell, murder on the orient express by agatha christie.
17. Favourite pastime: listening to music, drawing
18. Do you have any regrets?: a ton, but i try to not think about them
19. Dream job: something to do with music or show business.
20. Would you like to get married someday?: someday, probably.need to someone who would date me first though
21. Would you like to have kids someday?: uh yeah that would be neat
22: How many?: two max.
23: Do you like shopping?: i like getting new stuff, but i’m so indecisive it gets too annoying fast for me 
24: What countries have you visited?: norway, sweden, estonia, lithuania, poland, denmark, croatia, slovakia, hungary, germany (kinda just drove through it but i guess that counts)
25. What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?: i almost never have nightmares, but when i was little i had this nightmare about ants and cowboys i think? don’t remember
26. Do you have any enemies?: not really. i don’t like a few people but i tolerate them haha 
27. Do you have a s/o?: nope and never had one
28. Do you believe in miracles?: for my own sanity, helps to get through life thinking there is something magical about it
i tag: @the-girl-from-number-4 @cosmicsskies @inlovewithmycardboardben i know you lot don’t know me, but i want to make friends on here okay?
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Imagine: You and whomever F/Os are on the brain doing outfit swaps!! Who has the oversized clothes? Who can't fit in the others clothes? who steals the others style! XD
my brain is just a huge swirl of f/os rn and i can’t reliably tell who specifically is and isn’t on the brain but it’s pretty reliably JJBA Gang atm so i will answer for them!
[i look at kars’s normal outfit] hm! i’m a little too modest to wear that on and so is my part 2 s/i! his switzerland look, though...oh my GOD i’m not even that small, i’m a 5′7″ Fat Fuck, but i would DROWN in that coat just because of how much taller and more muscular he is compared to me. and as for his side of the thing, he of course cannot fit into my/my s/i journey’s clothes because they’re made for someone who’s two-thirds his size and big in different places than he is (in a fat vs muscle way) but now i’m imagining him wearing their scarf as an accessory to his usual outfit of “basically nothing”
Mr. Daniel Of Steel...i don’t think there’s any radical size differences, so right now i’m just kombucha-girling about how i would have to wear his top that basically exposes his entire chest but he would be wearing my s/i’s...i don’t think it’s a crop top technically because they get it looking like that by tying off a full length button-up shirt but it does bare the midriff.
for n’doul i’m also kombucha-girling about wearing his outfit because it fits pretty tight on him and has a low neckline so like Nooooo That Highlights The Things I’m Insecure/Dysphoric About! but also. because he and steely dan are shipped with the same s/i. Tied-Off Shirt 👀
the outfit swap with tonio wouldn’t have a huge amount of comedy value because my s/i just wears normal clothes and the size difference is basically “my outfit is a little tight in the chest area for him and his chef’s coat is a little big on me” but also i am DYING to see this man in some casual wear or just literally anything other than his work uniform so i think just by that token i’m extremely thinking about this concept now. please araki i am starving i have a hard time even picturing him without his hat half the time
ghiaccio and i are the same height and while i’m a little heavier-set i think i’d still be able to squeeze myself into his outfit, the fabric on the top looks stretchy enough. this would be one where he would be resistant to it because my part 5 s/i wears a crop top and short shorts and just going by how much his outfit covers compared to his fellow squadra members i feel like he doesn’t like exposing a lot of skin. he’s wrapped in the coat cape until we switch back.
i’m mostly just fascinated by weather report’s outfit. baby WHAT is this:
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he’s so tall and his outfit looks like it’s made of pvc so the way it would fit on me would be. So Weird. my s/i is like “you know what, keep my outfit, i can get something similar, oh my god do you have to get vacuum sealed into this every day or something what the FUCK”
i actually don’t have any idea what hot pants would be changing INTO because i’m still kind of rolling ideas for my part 7 s/i around so i’m just going to go with my normal rl outfit (t-shirt, jeans, flannel, vans) and holy SHIT she’s under 112 pounds my clothes would fit her like fucking tents! i don’t think i’d be able to wear hers but i’m definitely trying on her hat.
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somecrazylads-a-blog · 7 years ago
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LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
Name -  Patrick J. Finch / Fenrisulfr / Fenris / Hróðvitnir / Vánagandr Eye colour -  Ice blue; looks much paler than it actually is when he’s looking directly into sunlight; looks like actual ices due to the parts in the iris where it looks like cracks in the surface of a frozen pond Hair style / colour - Blonde, something between wavy and straight, too short to really be wavy, but not straight enough to be straight; usually just fixed with a quick hair ruffle and rarely properly styled; only gels his fringe back during gala occasions. Height -  178-9cm, 5′8′‘ apparently, I never claimed he was tall <w< Clothing style -  Casual things, usually. He does not like suits even though the suit him (heh), but he doesn’t like wearing all too loose stuff. So he usually opts for a cardigan, a sweatshirt, or a flannel worn over a t-shirt. He likes black but can often be seen wearing other dark colours such as dark green, or grey, can be often seen only wearing trousers that are dark in tone, and never will you catch him wearing jeans, he hates jeans. He’s always wearing long-sleeved things due to... reasons. And he also loves hoodies, but to cuddle in rather than wearing them out and about. He never leaves home without his black coat. Best physical feature:  His eyes. Piercing pale blue, can give the feeling of having all your secrets exposed to him, or like you’re the only thing that matters in the whole entire world. He has incredibly expressive eyes, and they speak for him even when he doesn’t want to. He’s also got pretty eye-lashes to make looking up from below them a sight.
LAYER TWO : THE INSIDE
Fears -  Captivity, solitary confinement, anything that means he’s trapped has no control over the situation and is left alone with his own mind. Guilty pleasure -  Anything that is ridiculously sweet and sugary. He cares about his teeth and keeping them clean and strong (as a wolf, they’re his pride and joy), but sometimes he just really needs to bite into a jelly bean or one of those sugary worms or those really long red thingies that I can’t find the name of. Biggest pet peeve -  Miscommunication and misunderstanding stemming from miscommunication. It’s so easy to open someone’s damn mouth and just talk about things (even though, really, looking at his behaviour, he’s a damn hypocrite), and it’s incredibly frustrating to watch relationships fall apart because someone heard something but didn’t care to ask. Ambitions for the future -  None, none he can really talk about. Patrick lives his life ‘carpe diem’ style. He rarely plans ahead, and when he does, it’s not for the future, but just for the success of a deal or the enjoyment of screwing someone over.
LAYER THREE : THOUGHTS
First thoughts upon waking up: It’s probably the purest form of frustration leading into resignation. Waking up for him means another day he has to spend being alive, in which he has to do things that don’t matter, and has to live on pretending he’d rather not. So his first thoughts aare usually spent on that, on getting himself out of bed, on a bit of self-pity to indulge in. Then he sighs and gets up. What you think about most: Life. Living, dying, actions that matter, actions that don’t. Looking at the past, and looking at the future. He thinks about humans, thinks about choices, thinks about how they go about their life, thinks about the way he’s similar to them, about the way he isn’t. He thinks about what he can do to make being alive a bit more interesting in that moment. What you think about before bed: If he can help it, nothing. He likes to not think when he’s going to bed, but to just watch. He watches the world move. And tries to not think. What your best quality is -  Patience, probably. He’s willing to wait to understand a motif, he’s willing to wait for people, for an answer, for the right choice. He’s been alive for so long, the only thing he’s impatient for is Death.
LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER ?
Single or group dates -  Single. To be loved or respected -  You can’t really have one without the other, otherwise, something would be lacking. But respect before love, because he doesn’t want to be loved before he is respected. Beauty or brains -  A healthy combination of both, but he doesn’t mind if the brains exceed the beauty. Dogs or cats -  Cats, which is also his Celtic zodiac sign atm.
LAYER FIVE : DO YOU …
Lie -  Yes. In some cases, he lies as a default. It’s both a defence mechanism and an actual rational tool to survive. On one side it’s compulsive to protect his heart, on the other he works in the supernatural and illegal world so, being always honest there would be idiotic. Believe in yourself -  He believes in his mental strength, in his skills at his job, and his strength as the Fenrisulfr But he does not believe in his emotions or heart. Believe in love -  He’d like to. Want someone -  Not up until very recently. Or actually, since always. But it’s an unattainable dream that just makes him frustrated.
LAYER SIX : EVER BEEN …
Been on stage:  Yes, he was a theatre kid. Done drugs:  No, but it depends on who you ask. Changed who you were to fit in:  He’s a con-man to survive as an informant, he’s been involved in heists and the hunt of people who owed debts, so... I’d say, yes.
LAYER SEVEN : FAVORITES
Favourite color -  Red, I think, which surprises me. He rarely wears it. Favourite animal -  All of them, he’s a big animal guy. Favourite movie -  I can’t say! Maybe something fantastical like Narnia or LOTR.  favourite game -  Fifa because there’s no plot and he can enjoy a sport he likes.
LAYER EIGHT : AGE
Day your next birthday will be -  February 16th How old will you be -  Technically 31, but he’s stuck at 29 so- Age you lost your virginity -  Still a virgin. Does age matter -  It matters most in relationships and the amount of pressure you can put on a person.
LAYER NINE : IN A PERSON
Best personality - There’s too many to pick from, but he enjoys warm people. People who can see the good in others without being too in your face about their optimism. People ho understand what it’s like to be hurt and respect your boundaries even if they do’t understand them. People who are gentle but not a 100% forgiving. Best eye colour -  He’d like to say he doesn’t, but brown. Best hair colour -  Darker colours as well. Best thing to do with a partner - Be with, physically. Be in each other’s presence, talking maybe, confirming one another’s existence without feeling pressured to.
LAYER TEN : FINISH THE SENTENCE
I love - nothing completely I feel -  frustrated and resigned at the same time, desperate. I hide -  everything. I miss -  not knowing who I am. I wish -  I could put an end to this.
Tagged by: @circumspects I SAW THIS THREE YEARS LATE I’M SO SORRY Tagging: @littlcstarling  @dcmnation @intergalacticxmisfits @pvlchritudine @haebxtna @inkedxwings ;3 for whoever you prefer!
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