#and started doing that around the clock

[sensitivedead]

ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

[laugtherhyena]

Control over time

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

If y’all could pray for my friend T, I’d appreciate it. They got in a car crash yesterday while working; nobody was hurt on either side, but they’re scared they’re gonna lose their job (their job requires a lot of driving). Additionally, they already have PTSD from a previous car crash, and when I last saw them, they weren’t doing so well. I’d appreciate some prayers for them.

[clockworkreapers]

Hello 👋 I was just wondering if you did commissions still and where I'd be able to commission you if they were open!

I do! They are just most easily accessible on discord due to ease of access, commmunication and general updates. People can DM me about them sure but I usually need to keep when my commissions are open to smaller groups lest I get dogpiled- or like make a list and try to remember who’s on it to be like ok I got time would you still like me to do this.

I can at least put my sheet out for you to look at- they aren’t like “OPEN” at the moment though (in air quotes cuz if I have time to squeeze in small things that can be completed in like 2-3 hours I usually make accesptions).

Mspa style lands, beans (single characters in the bean style) and panels (unless super detailed) are all a flat 25$ usd.

Again though best way to keep up to date is on discord and on the Alternian empire server but it goes very fast since I only do a small number of commission slots at a time (like 3-4). But I can always keep you on a list for when I have time to do stuff too, I just need to know!

[rosaacicularis]

thinking about writing a third act break up/make up scarian fic rn…… like where they both realise that they miss and love each other at the same time and their respective best friends have to tell the other “he just left to go find you” and when they finally meet back up it’s a passionate kiss and a breathless apology and confession and maybe it’s raining and maybe they don’t care and maybe they’re getting soaked but they’re laughing and they’re together……

[xylathesilkwing]

Alan Wake 1 enemies: spooky! occasional jumpscare! Just gotta shine them with my light and take them down do do do

Alan Wake 2: why do they bleed.

[throwawayasoiafaccount]

Op… you make a lot of interesting claims in this post. To get the facts straight before I go on a rant… 1) George claims that Rhaegar was a love struck prince 2) the books don’t mention anything about any marriages being annulled/anyone being set aside 3) seems like Dorne has no issue with Rhaegar and 4) Ned literally never thinks anything bad about Rhaegar… but thinks ill of Robert.

First off, a man trapped in a duty bound marriage and finding love outside that marriage is completely different from a whoremonger shouting about his love while visiting brothels whenever he could. And guess what… Ned straight up thinks that Rhaegar didn’t seem like someone who’d visit brothels. Robert and Rhaegar couldn’t be any more different.

And when did Lyanna want to be wild and free? When is it ever said that Rhaegar locked her in the tower of joy and that Lyanna was a prisoner?

Ned never even alludes to there being any truth in any of these claims. What we do know is that Lyanna greatly resembles Arya in looks and personality… and Arya wants to be a high septon and kings counselor, meaning Arya wants to have a position of power and not be reduced to a baby making machine. Going off of that… it seems like Lyanna didn’t want to be “wild and free,” she just wanted to be treated with respect. The only reason Arya is even treated like she’s wild is because she doesn’t conform to the Westerosi standards for highborn women.

And of course she’d feel miserable when she heard Aerys killed her brother and father. Aerys. Not Rhaegar. I wouldn’t even be surprised if she felt guilt about what happened, but in the end it was Aerys who brutally killed them. And then Rhaegar goes to protect his family and dies, and then Rhaegar’s family is brutally killed and then Lyanna dies. George did claim that the greatest love stories are the tragedies (i may be misremembering but i know he said something along the lines of that lmao).

Op, you claim that Rhaelyas love would’ve died after getting news of the Starks deaths, and then you try to suggest that Rhaegar may have been keeping Lyanna isolated from news in Dorne… like please pick a story to go with! And Rhaelyas love dying or Lyanna not being kept updated on what was going on outside of Dorne just doesn’t seem to be true. When reading Neds chapters, it seems like Lyanna was fully aware of what happened to Rhaegar’s children and Elia… as Lyanna pleaded with Ned like how Sansa pleaded with Ned to not kill Lady (hope i’m not misremembering here lol). And Rhaegar dying with a woman’s name on his lips (likely Lyanna’s name) and Lyanna clutching a winter rose (this may just be symbolism for baby Jon tbh) until she passed away seems to contradict your belief that their love died.

Also, where are you getting the “Rhaegar would suggest to set aside his kids and wife to marry Lyanna” from? The show? You mention how Lyanna would not be okay with this, and I agree that Lyanna would never be fine with setting Elia and Elia’s children aside. But even thinking that Rhaegar would ever even suggest setting aside Elia and his children is bonkers. Like seriously… there was so much tension between Aerys and Rhaegar that the Royal court was said to have begun looking like the situation before the Dance of the Dragons. And Dorne was Rhaegar’s greatest support! Why would it make any sense for him to annul his marriage with Elia? And please remember that during the sack Rhaenys hid under her fathers bed. The text supports him loving his kids/his child who wasn’t a baby seeking to be protected by him so why would he endanger them and their positions? (and no, disappearing with Lyanna for awhile isn’t him endangering his family. Aerys was the one who endangered his family (hot take brandon was the one who endangered the starks like wth was he thinking???). and tbh it seems like Aerys knew exactly where to find Rhaegar so did Rhaegar and Lyanna even disappear? or were they just keeping their location a secret from the rebels? the rebels who ended up killing Rhaegar’s family?)

I will say that how op first started to characterize Lyanna is something I agree with, her being principled, noble, honorable, and just with a sensitive side seems to be true, but then op goes on to continue to claim that Lyanna was wild and that she had little regard as to how other people perceived her. There’s no reason for us to believe that she didn’t care about what others thought of her or that she was wild and wanted freedom more than anything, it just seems like she dared to tread away from what was expected of Westerosi highborn women and that she didn’t want to be married to Robert. And guess what… Robert ended up being an abuser! *gasp* Lyanna dear… you clocked Robert right away.

And seriously… how does any of what op mentioned back up their claim that Lyanna would never resign herself to the position of a mistress? Is being a mistress/paramour really that bad? Does it truly seem like Lyanna would look down on those women? Her mini me Arya doesn’t look down on the courtesans of Braavos who occupy a similar position as mistresses in society. And it seems like plenty of noblewomen have been mistresses in the past and they are still as respected as a woman can be in Westerosi society. Missy Blackwood and Elaena Targaryen are right there. And Op, if Lyanna was Rhaegar’s mistress, why would you think that Lyanna couldn’t have been happy? Are we going to doubt Ellarias happiness and her love of Oberyn because they weren’t married? Should I doubt Rhaenyra and Harwins happiness because Rhaenyra was married to Laenor? Rhaegar and Elias marriage was not a love match. And if Rhaegar and Lyanna did marry… ever wonder if polygamy was introduced as a Valyrian practice by George to hint at Rhaegar taking a second wife? Should I now doubt Rhaenys and Aegons happiness and love because Rhaenys was Aegons second wife?

Now can we please stop acting like two people married due to duty have any reason to love each other? Nedcat seems to be an exception in Westeros. Lyanna and Rhaegar falling in love isn’t ruining Elia and Rhaegar’s marriage when love wasn’t there in the first place.

haha my whole post is a bit messy i just wanted to get my thoughts out :)

fuckkkk i want to tag more (my tags are a mess lmao no i’ve not gone through them and no they will not make any sense)

[altruistic-meme]

my job is gonna make me buy a watch isn't it 😭

[sevazh]

OH MY GOD ME TOO..... i DESPISED the new chibi style of gacha life which is why i just kept using gacha studio even though everyone had forgotten about it im surprised someone else even remembers gacha studio considering how it like disappeared from the internet after gacha life came out.

at least ONE cinderella recreation?? that boys made at least TEN. hikaru when he stumbles upon kaoru's hidden gacha life folder in their shared computer watches one and then watches the next cinderella one only to confusedly note that it was mostly the same like still just cinderella. he looks at the next and skims through it and its..... still mostly the same?? with like no plot differences?? he then incredulously looks at 3 more of the cinderella and its all JUST CINDERELLA. like no plot differences this boy just RECREATES cinderella over and over with him and kyoya. hikaru is genuinely confused on how he can make like 500 different AUs of himself in the weirdest fucking situations and yet for cinderella he just keeps doing the same story over and over. its cathartic for him ig.

the thought of them LOSING ACTUAL STORAGE on their pc because of kaorus gacha animatics is making me giggle help 😭 like actual GIGABYTES of storage being occupied because of the sheer amount of this unhinged 15 year old's gacha fantasies......... also kaoru gaslighting him over it is so real. hikaru is still thoroughly offended that out of the fucking WAREHOUSE of gacha videos he stumbled upon that fateful day, he was a background character in like majority of the videos. what angst potential does kyoya senpai have that he doesnt

in honor of gacha studio i downloaded it again and tried my hand at kaoru and kyoya (angel and devil forbidden love style)

my older sibling discovering me hunched over on my phone on creating gacha characters (that sounds familiar..) was very humbling and the app was promptly deleted as soon as i finished

i can imagine hikaru being sent into some sort of crisis upon finding the hours upon hours of videos. he discovers a folder full of videos while going through their pc in the early afternoon and binges them into the next morning. why are there so many? why are they so intricate? why is KYOYA a more important character than him? how did he make so many of these WITHOUT HIM EVER NOTICING? WHY IS THERE SO MUCH CINDERELLA?

however, hikaru lacks the ability to think and consider something seriously for any extended amount of time and eventually just brushes it off and starts laughing hysterically over it

later when kaoru comes back, hikaru tells kaoru what he found.

kaoru is as white as a sheet. he sputters.

“so, you know about my feelings for kyoya senpai then?

dead silence.

“YOU LIKE KYOYA SENPAI??”

poor stupid hikaru. bless his heart.

[writterings]

fuck man i dont wanna work today i wanna like. idk clean my bedroom or smth.

[dawnthefluffyduck]

Hand is still hurting, so here's some doodles from work when they gave me the wrong start time for that night's shift the other week

[spinecurlingmice]

just slept so good wo0uldve slept more ifi wasnt interrupted thank god i really did need that i was actually starting to fall apart ^_^;;

[antiadvil]

this whole time i was reading ur url as antifa devil but no its anti advil........perhaps one day i will learn to actually look at the letters in words. also whats ur beef w ibuprofen

me and dani snot are in the same boat here bc we love to choose mushed together all lowercase usernames but antifa devil is a new one i think?

i love ibuprofen in theory. big fan of not being in pain. it doesn't work for my migraines anymore though, and my migraines are 99% of the pain I experience so :(

[mars-ipan]

GODDD.

[serrure]

Hate how paralysing it is to have a whole day free except for something in the evening

Like, I had a whole bunch of stuff I coulda started today but I can't because I have to leave the house at 6

[lionblaze03-2]

Hate that I can prettymuch never move to any better country than America (Canada, Australia, New Zealand, etc) because they all hate people with autism and if you even have it they don’t let you in. Because they need all the disabled slots for the people born there, why would they take EXTRA ‘useless’ people, duhhh LIKE IM NOT USELESS I’m really good at organizing I’m not a massive burden to take on just because I cry sometimes my benefits and burdens kind of even out PLEASE guys. I don’t want to be stuck here during project 2025 onward