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I'm deeply sorry that this is happening to you and that you are being forced to remove your art because of a bunch of F up freaks, your art is the best and I back you removing the stuff but it sucks you have to do this seeing most of us respect your boundaries but there always ones who have to ruin it for everyone else and can not act normal in anyway aswell as not being able to treat artists and art with respect.
Again deeply sorry that this is happening to you.
I appreciate it ;; I tried to address it for a long time but I just might as well give up :’0 sadly I don’t want to see the arts on my blog anymore TTwTT they make me feel bad pffft =w= and I do appreciate everyone else being respectful and supportive tbh ;v; it’s not easy to bring this kinda stuff up but enough is enough and I don’t want to keep seeing it xD thank you for your words ❤️🩹 it’ll be Okie (๑و•̀ω•́)و✨
#pix answers#ah to everyone else who sent me stuff off anon sorry for the private replies I didn’t want to spam the dashboard#I just want to move on now and draw other characters#and start to forget all this hopefully#>>)b it makes it hard to draw without worrying#im worried about this happening again ngl but yknow#aaa anyway#I vented enough#im really doing better 😤#everyone has been understanding and nice and supportive and i appreciate that#💖💖💖
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Sorry I died again for so long will you take this miniature Yoriichi and forgive me...
#im still not feeling the best but i miss posting so:-) hopefully i can start trickling posts again#yoriichi tsugikuni#demon slayer#kimestu no yaiba#kny#demon slayer yoriichi#my art#kny chibi#i missed yew guys i hope u didny forget i existedddd.......wawawawa..#btw this was ment to be a practice cause i wanted to make chibis for all my googs who dont have any yet#i wanted to draw yoriichi and Michi in awful summer clothed
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I think some people forget that peppino can be kind of a jerk. He's not your perfect awkward nervous guy who can do no wrong, he is not perfect, but that doesn't make him a bad guy. He has flaws, because thats a normal human thing to have.
Sometimes he gets angry and a bit mean, sometimes he takes joy in beating the shit out of the tower residents, sometimes he gets selfish or says something mean to someone. His anxiety is not his only flaw, please don't forget that. He is not a perfect sunshine boy who can do no wrong. He is not nice and friendly 100% of the time. He is a human person, he is a complex being who cannot be easily defined as completely good or completely bad.
Sometimes good people do shitty things. Sometimes a person will not act in the kindest way possible. Sometimes someone will do something not realising (or caring) how it makes others feel. Sometimes people have bad days. Sometimes people make mistakes. Sometimes people are wrong.
Peppino is a human, he is not immune to being a jerk sometimes. Again, this doesn't make him a bad person, it just makes him human, and I don't want people to forget that and misinterpret him as being someone whos only flaw is his anxiety. Yes it is a key part of his character, but theres more to this guy than that, thats not his only flaw or imperfection or whatever you want to call it. He's not 'kind perfect guy who also has anxiety', theres more detail to who he is than that.
Peppino can be a bit mean, Peppino can be hotheaded, and you know what? Thats okay because thats what a person is like sometimes, and that is a sign of a complex and realisticly written character (even if he is a cartoon guy, his personality still feels realistic). He's not the same guy all of the time, he doesnt respond to every situation in the same way, he's not a one note character. Sometimes he sucks as a person, but its okay because despite all that, he's a loveable and endearing character, and he isn't a horrible terrible person, he just is human, and thats okay.
#okay rant over just had to get that out#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#peppino pizza tower#pizza tower peppino#pizza rambles#I'm not implying that having anxiety or other mental illnesses is a flaw or makes you a flawed person I just couldnt think of a better word#so sorry if it comes across that way!#I dont even know if I made any sense and got my point across but hopefully I did#my guy kind of sucks and that okay because I love him#sometimes people get such heavily head canoned interpretations of someone they forget what the actual character is like#and its like yeah nothing wrong with hcs but you got to remind yourself that maybe your version of him isnt the same as he is in canon#your brain can twist a character into your idealised perfect version of them which can stray from the actual guy you started with#and you gotta remind yourself of that sometimes#of course if were talking about au peppinos than ignore all of this but if were talking about just regular guy peppino than please remember#he's a bit of jerk sometimes okay? and we love him for that
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mind cries guys trust, his ego is so big he will cry whenever its even slightly bruised but his ego also hates when other people see him cry, he gets super embarrassed so he does all he can to avoid crying in front of others, such as fleeing to the nearest corner of privacy to shed tears all alone lest anyone see him as weak or feeble like his pathetic heart, saying shit like fuck my stupid baka chungus life the entire time
#me after blasting a character w my ginormous self projection death ray laser. wow this guys just like me fr!!#chonny jash#chonny jash fanart#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cccc#cj mind#cj heart#not doin jashtober unfortunately💔💔just posting drawings rotting from drafts. but while we're talking abt light#my hc is that mind cries during the song(IKKK THE MUSIC VIDEO LITERALLY DISPROVES IT BUT LET ME HAVE THIS)#listen when he's all like “somethings must feel lest they rot...“ he starts shedding TEARS#heart and soul are shocked bc no way this bitch is crying!! but theyre proud cus he's finally changed he's not burying his feelings anymore#YIPPEE!!! hopefully this lesson sticks forever and he doesnt forget it and long to work like a machine and not a human again. lol#ive got to stop rambling in tags#jaggy posts
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Swoolf.
#honkai star rail#silver wolf#bounces in my seat im almost done the lines for the commission im on#that has nothing to do with the doodle im just excited#but i have to get food before i finish its fine ill be fine i just forget to eat sometimes#and i didnt think about food before i started silver wolf or else i woulda finished lines then gotten food then doodled#but you know what i dont THINK about things like that in a timely manner#and i dont like to eat so hopefully the idea that i have to eat before i finish is motivation to eat#if not im doomed for all of the evening so
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Undertale/ISaT crossover thoughts 2
Been thinking more about this despite trying to vent out all my thoughts in this previous post and now I have something of a plot I figured I'd share (in case anyone else would like a stab at it/some ideas for their own Undertale/ISaT crossover fanworks).
Story opens with a time looping Chara in the void hitting their breaking point. The wish for freedom from generations of monsters + their own alternating wishes to free their family and hurt the humans who hurt them equals a loop that begins with their incredibly painful death to buttercup induced internal blistering, and ends whenever Asriel (post absorbing Chara's soul) is killed or they 'fail to punish' Chara's human family and well. Chara doesn't know the rules so the two have them have been looping so long that now when they reach the village of humans by Mt Ebott, instead of the friendliness they were shown in early loops (before getting murdered by the official authorities who 'already have orders on how to treat monsters') the villagers now attack them on sight in terror (sobbing monster thing? Sadness!), and they keep dying over and over and over-
Basically full 'Start Again a prologue' vibes, and so Chara in full please just make it stop mode wishes to the Universe...
For everything that hurt them and monsters to be forgotten like a bad dream! (cue The Island, Sif and Chara's homeland, as well as certain nasty individuals like Chara's human 'family' being erased from memory)
For someone kinder, stronger, and untainted by hate to 'be the angel' to free the monsters in their place.
To feed the golden flower seeds stuck in Azzy's fur with their corpse.
To atone in any way for all the pain they've caused.
(To one day be able to sit and stargaze on top of Mt Ebott together with those they love, just like they promised Asriel they'd be able to do)
Cue time skip to after the end of Undertale and Flowey's 'please don't reset and ruin their happy ending' speech, to show Chara's ghost flopping on top of their flowerbed grave wondering how long they'll be able to last before they give in and ruin Frisk's happy ending once more (with heavy implication that Chara is once more stuck in a time loop with no idea how to get out).
Then a cut to Toriel and Frisk making their way down Mt Ebott and spying a shooting star, Toriel remembering her religion (goodness, how could she have forgotten the Universe?) and praying/wishing to the Universe to 'have one of its stars watch over her fallen children, and give them the happiness she could not'. Cue Chara being shocked out of their non existent skin by a person with the head of a star crashing down right through them onto their grave out of seemingly nowhere.
(Aka, Plot line 1: Chara is trapped in time loop hell and Loop has been sent to help them and possibly Flowey? out of it. ... That's literally all I've got for them right now because I have NO idea how to actually have them interact XD)
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Next section of story cuts over to the northern coast line of Vauguard: Sif and family (including Nille) are on their way back to Bambooche after their most recent travels when basically the world explodes into colours, Sif suddenly remembers a LOT more than they used to and they can all now see the large landmass to the north.
Much eye boggling, confusion, wonder and tears are had before everyone kind of parties and passes out but next day, things are being taken much more seriously:
Why is Sif's forgotten homeland, the Isle of Chara, suddenly back? Why are colours? How is this going to effect all of Vauguard (the fashion industry alone..)? And... What happened to the people of the island? Are they ok or..? And how will the rest of the world react to them being the epicenter of so much very unexpected change?
Cue brief discussion on whether or not to go (mostly just double checking with Sif if he's actually up for it despite the many potential horrors they could find there that are sure to be extra traumatising to them in particular), the group checking in with the House in Bambooche to have word sent to the rest of Vauguard (and hopefully the world at large) that the Saviors of Vauguard are on the case, and well. They could catch a boat or they could try walking along that MASSIVE steel and concrete bridge with its weird black road stretching out over the ocean (which was apparently there the entire time and ok, now everyone is getting really freaked out because it seems there was a fair bit more forgotten than 'just' the Island and the Stars. What else did everyone have stolen from their heads?).
(Aka, Plot line 2: The Saviors of Vauguard heading for The Island, hoping for the best and preparing for the worst, and also the plot line I've done by far the most work on, to the point that it probably needs it's own post)
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And last section, Frisk leads their monster friends down Mt Ebott back to 'the village of the humans' they came from and the monsters are stunned by the sight of... Well, wailing and sobbing adults who barely give the monsters a second glance, curious and 'just as silent as Frisk' children who smile and wave, and an old man Frisk introduces as 'Elder' who despite being very wobbly and also in tears, does his best to greet the monsters, thanks them for returning Frisk and very politely asks if Asgore is their king and here to kill them all as the stars foretold.
Cue a bit of awkward 'Um. Yes and no?' with a request to open talks with the 'leaders of humankind' only for the old man to laugh and cry as he explains that he's the closest thing this settlement's had to a leader for years now by virtue of being one of the few adults here with enough presence of mind to actually function through The Forgetting (he thanks his younger years of being an avid traveller) and that since the monsters breaking the Barrier seems to have made The Forgetting stop and they seem to have some form of government then honestly, they're the ones in charge now since stars know there's probably not much left of the Island's government still remaining all this time, and it's doubtful the people of other countries even remember they exist.
Cue everyone other than Frisk who knew all this being very surprised (Frisk's follow up 'explainations' don't really help a lot since The Forgetting is all they've ever known, and Toriel is so messed up when she realises Frisk and a good number of other kids literally can't talk or read without 'Communication Craft' due to the memory wipe effects they suffered under while growing up) and well. Monster kind move out of Mt Ebott at a breakneck pace while Toriel, Asgore, Alphys and everyone frantically try to get everyone settled, help all the very damaged Islanders into as much stability as they can (some recover better than others but there's a lot of grief over lost family, missing people, etc going around and monsters end up stopping more than a few suicides), and get things organised enough they know everyone will be fine before they can move onto working out WTF happened here. Also in the process of all this they end up working out that some things (like who was in charge before The Forgetting) are still being 'auto deleted' from memory (though the effect is fading as time goes on) and also the Island's capital is a space warped nightmare filled with Sadnesses right now and probably everyone should avoid it.
Lots and lots of world building regarding what Monsters vs Sadnesses are, my headcanons for the Universe religion (going with the Monsters also traditionally being Universe worshippers and much talk is had on the differences between 'the old ways' Toriel and Asgore remember vs the traditions and beliefs of the Islanders), and... yeah.
(That's Plot line 3: Frisk leads the monsters to the one semi stable human adult they know of and the monsters realise that not only are they free to live on the Surface now but the local humans both see them as saviors and desperately need their help after going through something that arguably makes the Underground look wonderful in comparison.)
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Eventually I'm going to have to tie all three of these ideas together and I think I've got some ideas for Plot lines 2 and 3 such as:
Sif's family and/or Undyne bumping into each other catching all the trains to search for survivors across the Island
Mirabelle and to a lesser extent the whole party finding themselves the official Vauguardian ambassadors to the newly formed human/monster Island/Isle of Chara alliance who are very much in need of aid and more info about the rest of the world.
Papyrus and Frisk also being ambassadors, making all the friendships.
Sif realising 'the Elder' is their grandfather on their mother's side and trying to wrap their head around having any family around at all (and also trying not to think to hard about all the family still missing).
Isabeau and Odile uncovering just how much stuff countries outside the Island forgot (airports, train stations, cars, all that juicey science stuff).
The Saviors of Vauguard and various Undertale folks investigating the capital together (learning some of the less pleasant aspects of the Island's politics and culture while there including stuff about Sif's dad's side of the family and why the name Chara matter so much). But well. So far have NO CLUE how to get Chara, Loop and Flowey involved with the rest of the cast since well, they're reluctant to leave and no one else knows they're there. So. Yeah. That's what I have planned out mostly. Will list a bunch of stuff I've thought of regarding Sif's group going through the Island and their hometown (totally gonna bring up the 'Euphrasie Islander and possibly Sif's mom' theory in story but not actually confirm or deny it since well, Euphrasie is out of focus and most likely going through a major 'my memories have returned, how could I have forgotten-' breakdown her beloved Claude is going to have to help her through <3) but that's for another post and er. Yeah. Please feel free to share any feedback, ideas or thoughts you might have on this, and to take a stab writing/scribbling up some of this yourself as well as I think it cold be a lot of fun and I'd LOVE the help XD
#undertale#in stars and time#fais fanfic rambles#isat#isat act 6 spoilers#undertale spoilers#isat spoilers#ut#cw suicide mention#undertale isat fusion fic#post game#fanfiction#Chara and Loop have so much trauma to rant furiously together about but IDK how to even start#Flowey I think remembers SOME stuff looping with Chara during their fusion but they only got those memories back post Undertale#heavy focus on the forgotten island#and all the stuff that may have been forgotten all over the world (in both settings) along with it#...Now wondering if I could play up Dr Gaster vanishing as being partly due to the Forgetting as well#(I feel real guilty making Chara 'responsible' for causing so much damage they'll no doubt will feel horrific guilt over)#(hopefully ensuring the 'win condition' for the story's end requires them getting a happy resolution makes up for that a little)#no clue how to start it but yes frisk and Sif looper friendship is mandatory and I WILL make it happen. Somehow
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If I had a nickle for every time I've fallen in love with a chaotic purple tiefling with curled horns who dual wields blades, has supernatural abilities of some variety, and once succeeded in convincing a group of people that he was someone important, I'd have ten cents. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it's happened twice.
#this has gottan be the most specific My Type trope of all time lmao.#morrigan.text#mollymauk tealeaf#woljif jefto#p:wotr#critical role#critical role campaign 2#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#pwotr woljif#the mighty nein#pwotr#mollymauk critical role#I've been meaning to make this post for literal months but I kept forgetting for some reason.#I finally remembered today after using my version of mollymauk as a base to make my version of woljif.#they got changed so much that you can't even tell he started the same but still.#okay. bedtime for me. I (hopefully) have a dnd game in ~10 hours and I have to be up in less than 5.5 hours to talk to my sister.#she will get to hear my wild ramblings which will be made even worse by my lack of sleep.#stay up until after 3:30am on a semi-regular basis is DEFINITELY a good idea. /sarcasm
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it's hackathon week next week and there are so many things i need to do (passport renewal, accommodation stuff, dental appointments, packing for flight, chores, etc), so i apologize if i'm kind of inactive or off in this blog or discord!!
#rin rambles#cw vent#tw vent#i'm ngl i'm starting to stress out haha#eating is such a pain sometimes i wish they invent a pill you can just take and it'll give you all the exact nutrients you need ugh#i keep forgetting to have dinner for the past 4 days n haven't had the energy to wash my hair for 3 days now#but it's fine we good we're chugging on#i'll hopefully have some time to breathe on the weekend since monday is a ph#but my god i'm dreading the hackathon sm haha#mostly bc i have never talked to the people assigned into the team with me AND everyone is in US timezone#so i have to stay up late from night to morning to collab with them#and i really don't like that haha but what can you do when it's work :))))#and then there's the new landlady's shenanigans...... i dont want to think about it.............#lets try not to get your paranoia make you break down again meirin#anyway#that got venty real fast i better put a warning#sorry for the negativity lately i'm just so tired#venty............. venti......... hey guys what do you call it when venti vents- /smacked#there now that wasnt all negative hahah
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bro this is literally chapter 4
#i started reading out of curiosity bc ive seen some stinky tweets yknow the type and i wanted to see for myself and like. bro#first its not even subtle. its literally text from as early as chapter 4. second of all why are you guys reading this if its not your thing#there are literally so many manga. why do you have to be here specifically#kuroshitsuji lb#<- using this tag for now hopefully i dont forget to continue reading it like i do everything else
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WALL E AU RANDOM INFORMATION DUMP BECAUSE WHY THE HELL NOT
General information:
It has been 700 years since humanity left Earth
The climate system has gone to absolute smeg, they're supposed to be somewhere in England but the weather gives them random dust storms and extreme weather conditions
Other Wall-E's are essentially the crew of Red Dwarf in the show (Kochanski, Petersen, Todhunter)
Cat, Kryten and Holly do exist in this universe, but we're not being introduced to them just yet
Holly is Hattie!Holly in this AU because I love her
Story loosely follows main plot points of the Wall-E film, but with quite a few differences and more opportunities for angst I think
Lister information:
Lister has been out of stasis for 11 years, he's been alone for 5
In this universe Lister's quite strong
He finds sporks absolutely hilarious because they're so stupid looking
Was quite lazy before the others died, let them do a lot more of the work. Attitude changed after he became the last one left
Used to live in the workers centre but ended up setting up the storage unit house because the others wouldn't stop complaining about the mess he made in the main area
Rimmer information:
His 'eyes' on the visor are very much like the eyes that EVE has but also he has eyebrows (literally just two lines)
Likes to use his blaster because it gives him a sense of power, doesn't actually like using it on people though. He only shot at Lister the first time they met because he wasn't entirely sure what Lister was (couldn't see him so y'know)
To be able to properly scan people's identity, like he scanned Lister, he has to get quite close to them
Sometimes his visor eyes go white if he's really emotional about something
Not gonna tell you guys much more other than that so far because I need to save it for plot related reasons tee hee (also Im still figuring stuff out lol, dw I've got the main bits sorted out)
#im actually quite pleased with myself that Ive managed to keep this idea going for so long#usually i rushedly start an idea#and then write like 5 chapters with no feedback#barely talk to people about it at all#barely plan it out properly half the time#and then forget about it#so hopefully that won't happen this time#red dwarf#Red Dwarf Wall E AU#wall e au
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an extremely chaotic collaborative Dreamling playlist that makes me question whether we all even watched the same show
YOUTUBE // SPOTIFY
Tracklist, by year:
an actually readable version of the tracklist is below the cut.
@merytsetesh, @thecosmerekid, @everythings-aces, @flyingfishtailoutpost1, @smallboyonherbike, @ghostboyjules, @reallyintoscience, @puzzleshipper, @lemurianstarship, @sunshines-fabulous-legs, @five-and-dimes, @thranduilland, @nightofheart, @bluetea2206, @thatonetimetraveller and anons thank you for your contribution in making the world worse
(actually tho. this has been a blast. you all made my week. i love you ❤)
1389 Kite // Castle of Sand Voxtrot // Missing Pieces Ben Howard // Call Me Maybe (Cover) Kesha // Finding You Taylor Swift // Love Story (BARDCORE)
1489 Kite // Up for Life Oh Wonder // Ultralife Galantis // Bones The Score // Oh My Love Depeche Mode // Strangelove Florence + the Machine // Heartlines Sophie B. Hawkins // Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover
1589 Dalida // Les temps des fleurs Oh Wonder // Heavy Dayglow // Dear Friend, Katy Perry // The One That Got Away (80s Remix) Voxtrot // Raised By Wolves R.E.M. // Losing My Religion Kiesza // What Is Love (Cover) Linkin Park // Numb (80s Remix)
1689 Anais Mitchell // Bright Star Hooverphonic // Eden Tchaikovsky // The Garland Waltz NightLab // The Measure of Things Sleeping At Last // Two Voxtrot // Every Day
1789 King Gizzard & the Lizard Wizard // Yours Animotion // Obsession The Killers // When You Were Young The Cure // More Than This Imogen Heap // Goodnight and Go Aram Khachaturian // Masquerade Suite
1889 MALINDA // How Dare You Moody Blues // Nights in White Satin leo. // despair Phil Collins // Against All Odds Kodaline // High Hopes Hozier // It Will Come Back Live // Meltdown
1989 Sam Tinnesz // Far From Home Luc Arbogast // Ja Nuns Hons Pris (Cover) Heart // Alone Sam Smith // Make It To Me Air Supply // All Out of Love Blondie // Dreaming
2022 The Script // The Man Who Can't Be Moved Sir Sly // Too Far Gone P!nk // Whataya Want From Me Waitress the Musical // A Soft Place to Land Florence + The Machine // Heavy in Your Arms Modern English // I Melt With You Bob Dylan // Make You Feel My Love
#why yes i DID intentionally pick the worst possible fonts!#i can't decide if we should all be proud or ashamed of this#and i think i actually made it worse by ordering it. like i ordered and categorized by year and i'm 90% sure that was a dis-improvment#possibly better listened to on shuffle XD#the 1789 section is unequivocally my favorite followed by 1589 XD and listen u may say why are there 80s songs there?#well was that not ALSO an 80s??? also it's just funny#dreamling songs#dreamling#also hope you enjoy the extremely hideous cover! :D i worked incredibly hard on it#hopefully didn't forget any songs! or tags! but i probably did.#ok tho actually. much of the chaos of this is my fault. i just started replying to people with the wildest songs i could think of#and here we are#can't lie i am. obsessed with the 1889 font which is just called 'bloody'#and the 2022 font is called Loved By The King :')#and the 1389 font is called Dearest!#love language: obscure fonts
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柄本 佑 || 「光る君へ」 (2024) · 第三十九回 「とだえぬ絆」
#柄本佑#tasuku emoto#光る君へ#hikaru kimi e#1x39#made by me#fujiwara no michinaga#藤原道長#also tagging#藤原行成#dude really scares the shit outta me the way he said he wanted to see atsuhira-sama become actual mikado#kyoko was so right#that's what michinaga is now#all he thinks about is power and he'll do or say anything to justify it#and he must be very fucking happy that mahiro is there to DEFEND HIS GREED#tasuku-san's acting is really interesting in this two episodes#I mean like. power officially has gone to his head he's the darkest he's ever been#but in the meantime. Tasuku-san tried his best to present michinaga as the charming and sorta romantic guy#as in the murazaki shikibu diary#which is really smart. I think he did such a good job#I was so confused when in the last episode he acted in pettishly charming manner in front of mahiro#but the moment he started talking about how he's afraid that genji monogatari's become a bad influence on atsuyasu-sama#I IMMEDIATELY GOT IT#well Oishi sensei I'm still waiting the knocking on the door at midnight situation to happen#hopefully soon??? and I really want to see them actually write waka like face to face#just forget about if they gonna tell him katako is his daughter. who gives a shit? what's he gonna do if he knew?#doesnt make any sense to make it a big deal. I mean. he knew. he's not stupid#speaking of mahiro's family. farewell nobunori :'(#and farewell korechika. I love the nuances on michinaga's face when he asked takaie about korechika's last moments#that's his nephew after all
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i do love me some experimenting with colors and shading techniques while also playing dress up with your oc's with funny poses and outfits you found on pinterest
(refs i used) (plus the color palette)(if the colors look different it's because when i upload my art to google photos it wildly messes them up)(and i do my best to correct them but they still may be different)
#feverdream.scribbles#i THINK that's my art tag#its been a while since i posted any art and tumblr is being not helpful by not showing me my recently used tags#everybody say thank you tumblr!#side note apparently you can edit tags on desktop??#can't tell u how many times i've type out a big ol rambler on mobile just to see i've critically misspelled an important word and had to#start all over#just on that one tag#the big one#i made like 8 spelling mistake#oh before i forget i should prolly tag#my ocs#arthur's place#arthur's house#that's such a sad title AGHSF#but it's what i got#i officially started writing it tho#hopefully a better title will come to me#also btw if anyone's interested in reading it (eyes emoji)#i don't know where to post it lol#cause it's not a fanfiction#also i've never posted writing anywhere before so idk how it works#i could very easily look it up but eh#meh#i don't feel like it#alright if you made it this far i truly love you you're a real one honest
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IS and KT managing to make Edelgard the biggest Mary Sue in a verse where Byleth exists is still morbidly impressive to me lol
I wouldn't say Supreme Leader is a Mary Sue - depending on what you mean by being a Mary Sue, anon.
If you're talking about the 2000s usual critic thrown at fanfiction characters... well, you have Supreme Leader's depiction in the Aeneid that could fit this trope!
But in general...
Yep, that's what makes the Fodlan series so... weird ? Empty? As consistent as a cloud?
FE16 wise, characters (bar a few ones who are generally loved !) can piss on their background/convictions/ties/preexisting character to join Billy's side because Billy is awesome. No matter how hard people try to headcanon about it, Felix will join the GD and later Claude's army in VW because Billy had a kickass rank in swordfighting : Felix will ditch his childhood friends and leave his people to fend for themselves because Billy knows how to swordfight.
Remove Billy's player avatar powers, and suddenly, some characters cannot switch sides - in return they gain a much stronger characterisation and development (the BL peeps in Nopes!).
What makes the Fodlan verse so unique isn't Billy being at the forefront of player pandering, no, Fodlan verse will hammer instead the "waifu pandering". Sure, waifu is supposed to be your avatar's luf interest and the character you will spend thousands of dollars/euros/pick your currency for - but instead of pushing player pandering to 11, Fodlan verse instead pushes waifu pandering.
Supreme Leader cannot ever be challenged, whatever she does, people will praise her later on - or if we really have to fight her, it will not be willingly but the cast will be forced by circumstances (don't ask who created them!) and lament how they couldn't "walk with her uwu".
It culminates, imo, with SS S Support Rhea wondering if the War was her fault, and no one putting the blame on the character who declared said war on premises we learn, through the game, to be wrong. It's as if Rhea wonders if being tortured for 5 years I mean, having to dance Zumba for 5 years in Enbarr's dungeons, thousands of dead people, the monastery and its people being destroyed, Faerghus falling to anarchy, Adrestian made Demonic Beasts and Supreme Leader's beliefs that nonhumans should never have powers over humans because their ears aren't round is, well, her fault.
"See, Supreme Leader did nothing wrong, Rhea herself says she was responsible for her own torture zumba session!"
And FE16 being FE16... There is no "of course not".
To preserve Supreme Leader's selling points, those games amp up to unseen before in this franchise levels of victim blaming that seriously - regardless of real life world events - made a lot of people, myself included, uncomfortable.
So while I wouldn't say Supreme Leader is a 2000s Mary Sue, the writing around her feels somehow more gratting than what a fanfiction writer could have wrote in the 2000s for fun.
I mean, people were paid to write "if people don't want to die maybe they should just let me roll over them"!
That's way worse.
#anon#replies#seriously the amount of push they put in both games to make Supreme Leader look uwu and clean and be waifuable#victim blaming is the worst thing to have came out of the Fodlan games#when soren starts to be a piece of shit towards Crimean civilians the cast tells him to stop#but here everyone parrots Supreme Leader's spiel she even has a court#Nopes is the biggest offender with Faerghus going all 'we started this war :'("#like dudes#you welcomed refugees who were ousted from their home after Adrestia declared war against them#the leader of Adrestia calls her war a war of conquest#but the writers dared to write you as having doubts over your involvment in this war?#'oh noes i started the war because i was born :'('#seriously??#FE16#forget the mary sues and what not#hopefully IS rectified their writing with engage on that particular level#but it's a black spot for the franchise
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got an email back scheduling a phone interview for tomorrow at 9:30am so
I'm gonna have to go to bed wayyyy early tonight 💀
#putting this here so hopefully i don't forget#i was excited but now im stressed#ots an in-person job#i have been working remotely sinxe 2018#except for the 3 days j was in office when i started ny previous job in 2020 before we all went to remote for covid#it was awful lol ... social anxiety is Real Bad#but my god i need JOB#im tired of being broke and i wanns move out!!!#also i wanna see dreamcatcher in november lol#cries.....#idk if im giing back to sleep or not my head hurts sk hopefully for s littlw bit...#out of blades#k¡ll me lol
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So I’ve kind of been MIA…….so I thought I’d give some updates on my life
#honestly I didn’t realise it’s been so long since I’ve done a post#especially a personal post#it’s been about a month#anyway I’ve been super busy#since I’ve mainly been working#which is good but also bad because I’m tired all the time 😭😭💀#for example I started work today at 7am so I got up at 5:30 which was a lot so during my shift I got kind of drained#but I’ve been well#if I’m not working I’m relaxing and crocheting because I really want to finish this project#but apart from that let’s talk about some exciting stuff#I start uni in about 3 weeks which is really exciting#so hopefully closer to the date I can talk about that if I don’t forget 😅#I’m also going on holiday in like two weeks which is nice#it will be the last hurrah I guess before uni#there’s still some stuff that I’ve got to sort out before uni#but I’ve got like all the stuff I need I think#I’m just really excited#and I guess a bit sad my gap years over#like that definitely flew by haha#gatherrambles#g/gapyeardiaries
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