#and some even longer and then i took them off and then i put them on again just recently bc of the comeback of my sherlock addiction
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Its been two weeks since the last earth-shaking explosion rattled the bunker my family has been holed up in during the war. The past three years have felt like a blur, a monotonous chant that I can't even remember the words to.
Most days consisted of mom quietly humming as she swept away the dirt, her hair seemingly becoming more gray and frazzled each time the bunker rumbled and dirt fell from the ceiling, extending the chore like a never ending loop. My younger brother spent most of his time playing through my old DS games, not like we had internet the moment the first bomb dropped. The first few weeks he would ask "How much longer" hourly and he seemed restless, complaining about the processed food and canned veggies we had to sustain on. As the weeks turned to months, eventually years he too became silent.
I remember my dad, explaining to Mom the action plan, helping us pack our emergency bags and sending us on our way. He told us he would see us soon, but I think we all lost hope within the first few months, even though my mom still tells my brother how Dad will be so happy to see us when we finally reunite on the surface
"This is different," I remember Dad's words as he looked up to the sky before seeing us off, "I promise you will be safe, I promise I will see you soon." With one last bear hug, off we went. Somewhere in the middle of nowhere after hours of driving Mom pulled off to the side of the road. The Pacific-northwest wilderness all around us.
"Where are we?" I looked up from my phone, immediately noticing the tears running down her cheeks, "...Mom?"
"We have to walk the rest of the way," she said, obviously trying to keep her voice from trembling. "Your dad has left markers, he told me I would recognize them."
She took a deep breath, "Grab your brother and your bags, I'll get the first aid kits and the rest of the supplies."
We got out and I opened the back seat, "Come on, Cam," unbuckling him from the car seat. He was so much smaller, only five when it all ended. "Time to walk!"
We trekked through the cold for what seemed like hours in one direction and then my mom stopped.
"There," she pointed at a pine off to the right, etched into it were to letters. "N + C" I immediately recognized mine and Cameron's initials.
As we walked towards it I could see Mom's eyes darting around, scanning quickly and taking in every detail of the area, "Nic, I need you to help me find-" she cut off as in the distance she points at another tree with the same initials, "There!" she started running, "Look for them, Nic, we need to go!"
We followed tree after tree for miles, and eventually came to a clearing with a large boulder in the middle. My mother has been a stay at home mom for as long as I can remember, but she began digging around the pine needles and dirt at the base of the rock, as if years of training were kicking in.
Finally with an "Aha!" and some tugging at the base of it, a small tremor began, a hatch lifted about twenty feet away.
"Nic, I know we haven't explained much to you at this point, but I need you to be strong, your fifteen now and I don't know how long we are going to be here." Mom looked both terrified and stern at the same time, "We will be here until Dad comes and gets us, there is a very big war that is about to happen. Do you understand?"
I looked into the shadows beyond the hatch, "Are we mole people now?"
A small wave of humor wiped across her face "Nic, this is not the time for jokes, but yes"
Ever since then the bunker has been home. We listened and waited, stocks of canned and dehydrated goods sustaining us as the ground shook around us day after day for years. When the first day came without a bomb being dropped I don't think any of us realized, after three days Mom put Cameron down for bed and motioned for me to follow her out of the small bunk room we shared.
"Its been days now, do you think its safe?" My voice was raspy, I couldn't remember the last time I spoke aloud. Weeks? Months?
"I-I don't know," she turned to me with same terrified stern look she had two years before. I realized the pressure we were under, and not just from being fifty feet below the surface. "We need to wait until your father-"
"Mom, when are you going to stop acting as if he survived? We need to figure this out." Did anyone else survive? Who won the war? How long do we wait.
"Nic, it is very important that we wait, your dad is a very resourceful man and if he said he will come to us then I believe him" She walked towards the ladder in the corner of the room and looked up from where we climbed down.
"How long?" I asked bluntly, "How long do we sit here hiding before we accept he didn't survive? Something up there has been shaking us out in the middle of nowhere for years" I start to realize the time we've spent in the dark, disconnected, "There are so many things that could be happening and we cannot guarantee anything!"
"Two weeks." she said, without looking away from the only way up. "I will wait two weeks, and if no more tremors we can go to the surface. I will go to the surface and check if its safe."
Here I am, two weeks later trying to sleep as anxiety rips through me and what is going to happen tomorrow when we wake up. Will it be safe? Is there anyone left? Slowly as I drift to sleep, these unanswered questions exhausting me I feel a small tug. No, not a tug, a lift, as if a small wave pulled me above water briefly. My eyes snap open and I look at the battery clock next to my bunk, its time.
I walk out and I see my mom standing in the main room, dressed as if she had somewhere to go for the first time in months, and she did.
"I'm going up," she said, "Watch Cameron and I'll be right back down." She picked up a small device off the kitchen table, turning it on made it click and whistle, then silence. "I need to see if we are in danger from radiation."
She grabs the metal ladder, her foot on the first rung, "If its safe, we need to hope the car is where we left it otherwise we will be walking for a while" she began to climb up into the darkness.
After about ten minutes when I heard the hatch opening echo down the tunnel and again I felt the tug, stronger this time. It felt as if I was standing in the ocean and a wave tried to lift me off of my feet, I felt a tingling sensation course though me and release as if shooting out of my fingertips. When I heard the hatch close the sensation almost immediately cut off, "Shit." I said aloud, thinking to myself it must be radiation. I grew more and more anxious as I heard Mom's steps get closer and closer to the bottom until she appeared from the dark.
"Its-" She paused, turning around her face looking like a mix of confused and stressed, "Its clear, no traces at all."
Then what was that feeling? I must've looked a certain way while thinking and Mom read me like a book.
"I don't know what the was when I opened the hatch, Nic, but you're right. We cannot sit and wait until our food supply is gone, we need to find help." She grabs our bags and sets them on the table, quickly gathering supplies. "Go get Cameron ready."
We gather everything and I get Cameron dressed, he asks a hundred questions I don't have the answer to and I just keep telling him we need to go back to the car. Finally, we get go up. Mom first, then Cameron, then me. Slowly making our way through the dark until Mom stops below the hatch. Our dimly lit abode below us looks like a small speck five stories below us.
"My arms hurt!" Cameron whines.
"Give me just a sec to-hah! Found it!" The hatch clicks and Mom pushes it open letting in a burst of light and fresh air. My body feels light again, a sudden rush pushes me and I feel like I'm going to shoot straight up like a cork in a bottle.
We crawl out and everything looks surprisingly familiar. The air feels crisp with a slight tinge of fall and wet pine needles to give me an idea of the time of year. The sensation continues to pull me upwards, I feel pressure building as if I'm a balloon being pushed under water. The tingling sensation feels as if it is concentrated on the tips of my fingers and I look down and-
"Mom, what's going on!?" I hold up my hand and as I do sparks begin to shoot from it, no pain only pressure.
"I-I don't know Nic, are you ok? Does it hurt?" She looks horrified, "Shake it off!"
I start shaking my hand, I feel tears welling up even though I don't feel hurt, just scared. The sparks fade. I look down at my hand and see light blue lines tracing along my veins and fading up my arm. I reach out and the outlines pulse as if alive. My hand is no longer shooting sparks and I move my fingers to make sure everything is ok. They meet friction when I move them, something that feels almost like my old guitar strings pushing against my fingers, a clump of chords in my hand when I ball it into a fist. I reach out slowly and run my index finger down as if to strum the invisible instrument, quickly with each passing chord, a faint blue line lights up as I move downward, one by one lighting up and fading fast behind.
I take a step forward, and besides the pressure inside my chest, there is nothing stopping me moving. I take a swing with my hand and like a harp, the faint chords appear vertically behind the motion, fading as quickly as they appeared.
A voice rings through my mind, a voice like music.
"You have a natural talent, you understand the magic coursing through you as a beautiful song waiting to be played"
"Who are you?!" I say aloud.
"Nic, who are you talking to?" Mom looks so scared, Cam looks up at me, his eyes bright with curiosity.
"Its been a long time since I have been awake in this world, so many voices, too many for me to handle. At last I can hear the music through all of the noise!"
"If you don't tell me who you are, I-I-" I stammer out, not knowing what I would do if the voice doesn't give me an answer.
"Calm down, child. I am not here to hurt you, in fact I am your savior, your muse. Soon you will understand, soon you will play such beautiful songs for me, you will compose symphonies for my orchestra. For I, child, am Mystra."
The magic weave is real, every human pulls from it. But the vast Ocean that is the weave is not infinite and as the human population rises the power one can pull from the weave becomes almost non existent. Earth just faced a apocalyptic event that wiped out 80% of humanity and you feel the weave
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It was a lot of fun, being persued by by two Formula 1 drivers.Â
But they would soon be getting tired of the chase. They weren't going to let you stay ahead of them for much longer.Â
Warnings: smut, finally bottom franco, technically a threesome but not really, restraints (belt), edging, shower sex, anal (mxm), face fucking, tension?
Anon originally had an idea with journalist reader but I went in another direction :3
The tension between you and Max had been brewing since your rookie year.Â
You'd instantly taken a liking to each other and hung out all the time whenever you had breaks.Â
You'd been on his yacht, he'd been to your family's vineyard for some wine tasting. You were good friends, and you knew each other exceedingly well.Â
And of course it wasn't rare for the two of you to find yourselves battling for positions on track, and even came together a couple of times over the years.Â
That lead to some pretty heated arguments, you even took a swing at him once. You were both hot-headed competitors, it was inevitable.Â
Nothing ever happened between you though, you'd always kept a sensible distance to your coworkers.Â
But you couldn't help being a tease.Â
You'd put sexy bikini pictures of yourself on holiday in your private story, which only Max had access to.Â
He figured it out pretty quickly when no one else seemed to know what the hell he was talking about when he asked them about it.Â
And then Franco arrived.Â
But he never pushed. If this was a game you wanted to play, he could wait it out, no problem. If you got desperate enough you would come crawling to him, he was sure of it.Â
Franco was the biggest flirt you'd ever seen. Surpassing the likes of Daniel and Carlos as the smoothest talker on the grid.Â
 He was slightly closer to you in age, so you gravitated towards each other naturally.Â
You went on holiday with him a couple of times, and you went clubbing a lot.Â
So pretty soon the rumours shifted from you and Max, to you and Franco.Â
And there were pictures circulating. You and Max had had your fair share of paparazzi nuisances, but with Franco it was on another level.Â
It was impossible to see each other without photos coming out the next day.Â
Some were photoshopped, like the ones of you and him on your yacht, kissing. Â
Or at least that's what your PR team told the public.Â
You hadn't slept with him of course, but 4 glasses of wine is 4 glasses of wine.Â
That's 3 too many if you want to keep a clear head. And day drinking in the sun is a dangerous game when you're alone with a horny man on a yacht.Â
But you politely rejected his advances, insisting that your relationship was supposed to be professional.Â
Max saw the photos. Of course he did. And he knew they weren't fake, so the next time he saw you he confronted you.Â
Much to the chagrin of both of your bodiesâ needs.Â
âSo how's it going with Colapinto?â he asked, faking nonchalance while you waved to the fans at the drivers parade.Â
âNothing's going on, don't be jealousâ you plastered a fake smile on your face for the cameras.Â
âI'm not jealousâ he snapped.Â
âSure you aren't, Max. Anyway I keep my love life, and sex life, separate from my career, you know thatâ Â
He scoffed, turning away from you to talk to whoever was on his other side. Â
During the next week you decided to spice things up a little.Â
The race weekend went by without a hitch, and Max didn't bring it up again.Â
You sent Max a dirty picture.Â
Nothing too bad, just you in some lingerie and a see through robe that hid absolutely nothing. Â
You followed it up with âshit, that wasn't for you sorryâÂ
If that didn't get Max riled up nothing would.Â
But to your disappointment, he didn't reply.Â
That night you got yourself off to Franco's answering texts instead. You sent the same picture with the same caption, and waited for him to take the bait.Â
The next weekend Max cornered you in the paddock on media day.Â
Heâd played the game at least, sending you a delicious picture in return, in the name of fairness.Â
He dragged you to a quiet corner and caged you in against the wall.Â
âWhat the fuck are you playing at?â he hissed, pressing you against the wall.Â
âWhat the fuck Max! What are you even talking abou-âÂ
âI'm not fucking stupid, I know that picture was for meâÂ
You sighed.Â
âNo it wasn't, MaxâÂ
âWho was it for, then?âÂ
âWouldn't you like to knowâ you smirked, which just made him angrier.Â
âYes, I would actuallyâ Â
You pushed him off roughly and he stumbled backwards, taken off guard by your sudden aggressiveness.Â
âNone of your fucking business. And if you want to fuck me, this really isn't the right way to go about itâÂ
The next day, lord knows how, Franco managed to sneak into your driverâs room.Â
You sauntered off, leaving Max to fume in silence at your audacity.Â
âI enjoyed that picture very much, you knowâ he mumbled as he approached you from behind.Â
He quickly plastered himself to your back, hands on your hips while he felt you up.Â
âI'm sure you did. But it was an accidentâ your voice shook as his hands wandered.Â
He chuckled. âI am not convinced of thatâ Â
He placed kisses along the side of your neck, trailing upwards towards your lips as he turned your head to look at him.Â
âAny chance I can see more?âÂ
His lidded eyes bore into yours and you sighed, pushing him away half-heartedly. Â
âNo Franco. I can't go around sleeping with my coworkers. It's not professionalâÂ
He smirked. âNot professional? Tell me, who was that picture for?âÂ
You hesitated a second too long.Â
âYou don't know him.âÂ
He bit his lip mockingly, he knew you were lying. âOkay. I guess will just go thenâ Â
Max won the race. He was back on his A-game and youâd spent the second part of the race squabbling with Franco and Alex over 10th place for the last point.Â
And he did, he slipped out without anyone noticing him, leaving you to contemplate your next move.Â
You got it, at the expense of Franco's front wing.Â
âThat was a dirty moveâ he groaned into your neck.Â
You'd found yourselves back in the same position, him grinding against your ass, this time in the club while the bass made your bodies thrum with excitement.Â
âIf you want to get my attention, crashing into me isn't the right way to go about itâÂ
You shivered, both at his tone and at the fact that you'd said almost exactly that to Max three days prior.Â
âWhy would I want your attention?â you murmured back, enjoying the feeling of his hands caressing your body.Â
âDarling, we both know you want to fuck meâÂ
You turned around in his hold, giving him the most seductive eyes you could muster.Â
âNo I don'tâÂ
He groaned and threw his head back in frustration.Â
âDon't do this to me. We both want it, stop playing around and let me show you how good I can make you feelâŠâÂ
You smiled and leaned in.Â
âBut where's the fun in that?âÂ
You removed his hands from you body and slinked back into the crowd.Â
What you didn't know is that Max was in the DJ booth with Lando, and with his vantage point he could see everything.Â
Running away, once again.Â
He saw you slip away through the crowd and over to the bar.Â
His blood boiled and he decided to take action.Â
But he didn't make his way to you. He went to see Franco instead.Â
âMate I need to talk to youâÂ
âOk, mateâ Franco was confused, but followed him towards the bathrooms anyway, where it was slightly quieter.Â
âDid she send you a picture of herself last week?â Max was going straight to point.Â
Franco hesitated. âWho?âÂ
Max rolled his eyes at the younger man âYou know who, don't play stupidâÂ
The sudden thought that you might be in a relationship with Max flashed through Francoâs mind.Â
What if he'd read the situation all wrong? What if Max had found out about the flirting and was actually about to beat him up?Â
âNo?â he answered, but it sounded unconvincing even to his own ears.Â
Max looked unimpressed.Â
âGive me your phoneâÂ
Franco complied immediately. Â
Max proceeded to scroll through his messages, and clicked on the conversation with you.Â
The picture of Franco appeared on his screen first, and he looked up at the man incredulously.Â
âYou sent one back? It was obviously bait. Are you stupid?âÂ
âI know it's all a game to herâ he snatched his phone back âbut playing it got me a very nice picture of her so who cares?âÂ
âI'm not playing the game and I got the same fucking photoâÂ
Franco frowned at his phone, and had to admit, he had him there. Maybe he had been stupid.Â
âWell⊠you keep not playing, and I will keep playing, and we will see who get her to break first?â he suggested.Â
âNoâ Max snapped. âI am sick of not playingâ Â
He glanced at Franco's screen, where the photo of you was still visible.Â
They completely ignored you for two whole weeks.Â
âShe has been teasing us for too long. Now it's time she learned her lessonââŠÂ
They avoided you at the weekend, and they never returned any of your calls and messages.Â
You even tried sending them more pictures, but they both left you on read.Â
You were bored.Â
You knew something was up when you spotted the two of them deep in conversation in front of the Redbull garage. They were plotting.Â
Max was pretty much your best friend on the grid, and you missed messing around with Franco.Â
So on Saturday night, you sent them both a text you knew they wouldn't be able to ignore.Â
Well Max might, but Franco would definitely crack.Â
To Franco, you sent âIf you come and fuck me now, I won't tell MaxâÂ
And to Max, âIf you come fuck me now, I won't tell FrancoâÂ
You sent them both your room number, and waited. They both saw the texts immediately.Â
Max had too much self control, so you doubted whether he would be desperate enough to show.Â
You waited barely 20 minutes before Franco was at your door.Â
But FrancoâŠÂ Â
He was so easy.Â
You had him on the bed, laying under you while you made your way down his body, picking off his clothing bit by bit.Â
âI knew you wouldn't be able to resist meâ Â
His pupils were blown wide and a slight blush was creeping up his neck.Â
âThe offer was too good to pass upâ he groaned as you rubbed yourself over the bulge rapidly growing in his boxers.Â
You leaned down and pressed your lips to his, and he took the opportunity to wrap his arms around you and roll you over.Â
âYour teasing has been driving me crazyâ he panted, hovering over you while he made quick work of your clothes.Â
âWhy do you think I was doing itâ you muttered with a smile, and his tongue poked the inside of his cheek as he realised how much you'd been enjoying teasing him.Â
âTo make me lose it and come fuck the shit out of you?â he asked, exasperated.Â
âThat's the planâ you bit your lip, looking up at him with a smile.Â
âPerraâ he groaned, sitting up. âTurn overâÂ
You raised an eyebrow at him, doing as he said.Â
His hands were palming your ass while he admired the view, when a sharp knock at the door broke the tense silence.Â
Your jaw dropped as you looked back at Franco who was wearing a similar look of shock on his face.Â
Neither of you knew quite what to do, and the knock sounded again, louder this time.Â
You jumped to your feet, grabbing a robe on the way and opened the door.Â
Max stood there, fists clenched.Â
âMaxâŠâÂ
âIs Franco in there?âÂ
You were taken aback by his question.Â
âAnd bear in mind, the answer is going to determine how this evening goes for youâÂ
You raised your eyebrows in surprise, but was saved answering by Franco appearing next to you.Â
âI am here⊠sorryâÂ
He looked slightly afraid, and it was understandable, because the grin that spread over Max's face was evil enough to scare even you.Â
âI had a feeling you would be hereâ he stepped inside, crowding against you as he slammed the door behind him. âOption number two, thenââŠÂ
You didn't know what option number one was, but number two involved you having your hands tied to the headboard, while Max had his cock shoved down Franco's throat.Â
Which is not something you ever thought you would see.Â
But there Franco was, drooling around Maxâs girth with red cheeks and tears in his eyes.Â
You knew he was enjoying it though, because he was still wearing his boxers and the wet patch at the front was getting steadily larger.Â
âLook at youâ Max cooed âare you crying because you got caught betraying me just to get your dick wet?âÂ
Franco whined, hips bucking at Max's tone.Â
âOr are you crying because youâre enjoying this a bit too much?âÂ
Franco closed his eyes, more tears falling as he breathed deeply through his nose.Â
âYou were fucking made for this. You've obviously had practice, slut âÂ
Franco whimpered pathetically and you throbbed at the sound.Â
You were fully naked, spread out for Max to admire.Â
âAnd youâ he snapped at you. âYou have been teasing me for years, making me wait, while posting pictures of yourself for my eyes only. Then this little bitch arrives and you let him touch you? Absolutely notâÂ
He pulled out of Franco's mouth and manhandled him onto his hands and knees, facing you while Max dragged his boxers down his legs.Â
Franco's eyes widened as he looked at you, glancing between your thighs at where you were glistening in the soft light.Â
âYou've been playing games with me since you joined the grid. And you would just let Franco have you after a couple of months? Over my dead fucking bodyâÂ
He pushed Franco down onto the bed, making his arms buckle and his back arch obscenely, and the younger man gasped.Â
âSo I'm going to fuck Franco, and you are going to watch.âÂ
God knows where the bottle of lube came from, but you were grateful for it, on Franco's behalf.Â
The way Franco reacted when the first finger went it made you gasp softly.Â
His eyes fluttered closed and he arched his back even more, pushing back against Max as he let out a porn worthy whimper.Â
You were getting so turned on, you went to close your thighs but Max tutted.Â
âFranco, hold her legs openâÂ
He obeyed, shuffled forwards and curled his hands around your knees to hold you in place.Â
Unfortunately, that brought his face closer to your soaked folds and you could feel his cool breath down there.Â
You whimpered and he groaned, leaning his head against one of your knees as he looked at your slick lips with a pained look on his face.Â
âDon't you dare touch, Francoâ Max growled âYou need to learn patienceâÂ
He was on three fingers already, and he was entranced by the way Franco's hole swallowed them greedily.Â
He made quick work of lubing himself up and pushing into the younger man, who mewled at the stretch.Â
âJesus, you are tight.â He gritted his teeth as he pushed in to the hilt. âsqueezing around me so good, maybe I should give up on her and just keep you as my plaything, hmm?âÂ
He gave an experimental thrust and Franco whined low in his throat as he looked up at you through lidded eyes.Â
He looked so fucked out it was almost pathetic.Â
But to be honest, you probably looked even worse.Â
You squirmed against the bed, unable to get any sort of friction or stimulation as you were forced to watch Max rail Franco into the mattress.Â
âYou're fucking drippingâ Max commented, finally glancing at where you could indeed feel the sheets under you becoming damp.Â
He wrapped an arm around Franco's middle, shuffling him forwards until he was only an inch away from your soaked folds.Â
âYou want a taste Franco?âÂ
The younger man nodded as best he could with Maxâs grip his hair.Â
Max just chuckled and pushed Franco's face forward, allowing him to eat you out hastily.Â
The sudden intense stimulation made you writhe under him, cursing as he sucked on your clit while his tongue delved into your wetness.Â
âFuck! Oh my god-â you whined, hips trying to buck but Franco's hold on your thighs was too strong as he devoured you.Â
As your moans increased in pitch, Max could tell you were getting closer and just as you were about to fall over the precipice, he pulled Franco's head back roughly.Â
You cried out at the loss, and Max just chuckled, slamming his hips into Franco even harder.Â
âMax pleaseâ you whined, and Max cooed in mock simpathy.Â
He pushed Franco against you once again, revelling in the way he tightened around his cock at being manhandled like this.Â
He angled his hips so that his cock pushed against Franco's prostate, and the vibrations of the resounding moan against your cunt got you right to the edge once again.Â
But again, when Max saw your thighs start to tremble, he pulled on Franco's hair to separate him from you.Â
Tears clung to your lashes as you were robbed of yet another orgasm, and Franco let out a loud moan.Â
âI'm gonna come, Max!â he cried, and Max just picked up the pace of his hips.Â
âThen come, I'm not stopping youâÂ
Once Franco had come down from his mind-numbing orgasm, Max pulled out of him carefully and rolled him over, making sure to avoid the puddle of cum now in the middle of the bed.Â
Franco's eyes rolled back and his upper body slumped against the mattress as Max continued to pound into him while you watched helplessly.Â
âYou can go now, I will take it from hereâ he muttered as he handed Franco his clothes.Â
You looked at Max.Â
He looked at you on his way out, sending you a kiss before the door slammed shut behind him.Â
He was making his way around the bed to come and untie you from the headboard.Â
You weren't quite sure what to say to him as you stretched your arms.Â
He walked into to the bathroom and turned the shower on, then poked his head around the doorway.Â
âCome and join meâ Â
You got off the bed hesitantly.Â
Was that it? Were you going to take a shower and then heâd leave? Or stay with you and talk?Â
You weren't sure which option you hated more.Â
You got to the bathroom and he was already under the water, cleaning himself without a care in the world.Â
You approached him, putting an hand on his shoulder.Â
âMax? Are you angry with me?âÂ
He huffed out a laugh.Â
âNo, why would I be angry?âÂ
He kept washing himself, and you had no idea what to answer.Â
He had every right to be pissed after all.Â
He looked at your confused face and chuckled.Â
âNo, I am not angry with youâÂ
You nodded, and he moved over a bit and pulled you under the spray.Â
He pulled you against his chest and looked down at you.Â
âI'm not angry, but I am sick of your gamesâÂ
You gulped.Â
You could feel him against your hip, he was still hard.Â
âYou didn't comeâ you muttered, and he smiled.Â
âNeither did youâÂ
Your heart was beating fast as you stared at him.Â
âAre you planning to?âÂ
He nodded.Â
âOh yes. But you have a choice to make. Either I fuck you now, and we both come.âÂ
His hand came to cup your jaw as his thumb stroked your cheek.Â
âOr, I leave right now, and youâll never get to know how good you could've had it these past two years.âÂ
Your jaw dropped, and your cunt throbbed at the idea of finally getting to fuck Max.Â
âWell?â his other hand trailed downwards to ghost over your folds, dipping in ever so slightly, to confirm that you were still soaked. âWhat will it be?âÂ
You gasped, head leaning back against the tiles of the shower wall.Â
âFuck me, pleaseâÂ
He grinned. âThat's what I was hoping forâÂ
He wasted no time turning you around and pushing into you roughly, your wetness easing the slide as he bottomed out on the first thrust.Â
You both groaned, and he snapped his hips, determined to hear that noise again.Â
He made you come twice like that, pressed against the shower wall as he took the frustration of the past two years out on you.Â
He did indeed make you regret not giving in to him sooner.Â
Later, in bed, you cuddled together after having changed the sheets.Â
âSo tell me Max. If tying me up and fucking Franco in front of me was option number two⊠what was option number one if Franco hadn't been here?âÂ
He chuckled, pulling you tighter against him.Â
âIf you had been alone, I would have tied you to the bed and left you there alone"Â
You gasped.Â
âand Franco?âÂ
âI would have fucked him anyway, to congratulate him for not giving in to youâÂ
You went silent. Thank god for Francoâs weak will.Â
âCan I fuck him?" you asked "I really want to"
Max nuzzled into your neck and nipped at your skin.Â
âOf course. As long as I can keep fucking you, I donât really careâÂ
You hummed and turned your head, looking into his deep blue eyes. Â
âSounds good to meâÂ
He smiled, giving you a quick kiss before laying his head back on the pillow.Â
âMe tooâÂ
You giggled sleepily. Â
Just like you planned.Â
You had your best friend back, and two men were at your beck and call. Â
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Yandere Batfam x Neglected Reader x Yandere Al Ghuls
Pt 7.
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The gun was cold in your hands. After everyone had left for patrol, you had snuck into Jason's room. Knowing he wasn't in the manner made it easier to do soon. You took one of his smaller guns and 4 boxes of ammo. It took you longer than you would have liked to match the bullet in the gun's magazine. Still you were able to find the right ones. He also had throwing knives hidden in his room which you gladly took.
Now standing on the small private beach in the back of the manor grounds, you shot at discarded cans. Your old tablet played videos on gun safety and how to aim. Still you couldn't hit a can. It was different from throwing a blades.
With a blade there were many factors. How you held the blade played a part. The best way you found was to hold the blade towards you balancing it on your middle and index finger. Than lightly push down with your thumb towards your palm. Bring that up over your head than throwing and releasing. When you released, how much power you put in, and amount of pressure you placed with your thumb depended on distance. Aiming was just a matter of when to let go.
Yet it seemed like very little of that applied to guns. Sure there were sights to help you aim. But that didn't mesh well with how you were used to aiming with knives. Plus the kick back was starting to make your wrists ache. Jason was doing this shit one handed. Maybe you were holding it wrong, the videos weren't giving you a good view. Adjusting your grip you tried again.
Bang. The can stayed upright but at least the gun didn't kick back as much. You were able to keep from flinching too much as well so you were adjusting to the noise. There was a new chip in the rock next to the can. You sighed before setting the weapon down. This wasn't working.
Yes, you had improved. No longer hitting the sand or the cliff face behind your target. Still you weren't hit the can and weren't even that far away. There was no way you could face these guys without a weapon. Grumbling in frustration, you took one of the throwing knives and threw at the can. That one actually hit.
You reached over and paused the video. It was than you heard something. It was faint an inhale of breath from behind some rocks. Breathing throught your nose, you steel your nerves. Going off on Dick ealier was going have consequences. Maybe Bruce had sent someone to take you back. There was no telling. Smiling at the screen, you said, "Break time."
You changed the video to a dance routine you liked. Taking the first position in the dance you waited.
Dance was a hobby you picked up from Barbara. You had watched her do some old ballet routines from when she was seven. Orginially she had preformed them for Dick back when you were one, you could barely remember the movements. Still caused a small spark in you, a want to be like your big sister. The spark remained for two years. You started learning from videos when you were three. You never did them where anyone could see you, preferring to learn privately. In the experiments, you would use the routines in your cell to check that your muscles still functioned properly.
Now you used it as a way to observe subtly. The spins and position changes allowed you to take stock of your surroundings. Mid song is when you saw him.
He was hidden in alcove with a deep green cloak. He was tall around the same height as Jason. A part of you question if he just came from a Ren Fair because of his clothes. However that didn't seem to matter as much as his size and the sword at his hip. He was probably trained to use it too. You didn't doubt he could fight just as well as Bruce. You would have one shot to take him out.
The choreography had you turn away from him. When he couldn't see you grabbed a knife from the holster. Twirling back around, you flung it straight for his head. He caught it by the handle right in front of his throat. Too low. "Impressive. Going for a killing blow before I can start the fight."
The man step forward spinning the blade in his hand. You step back and began thinking of ways out. He stopped five feet away from you and tossed the dagger towards you. "Though your throwing form was off causing the blade to not have as much force. I can excuse that for the creativity of blending it with a dance."
"What?" You caught the dagger feeling it sink into your hand. You turned it subtly allowing the wound to heal.
The man nodded to your hand, "That also makes you intriguing. A girl capable of healing with great potential that needs only to be refined."
The climb up the cliff's edge was not a viable option. You could run into the sea, swim or just let yourself drown. Yet you couldn't judge if he was capable of swimming or if he would buy the fake death. If he came from the experiments he would know drowning didn't actually kill. There was no way out. The man gestured, "Get into a throwing position."
You paused, looking at him. Why did he want you to get into throwing position. If he was take you back than letting you fight him seemed useless. He tilted his head making his gesture again, "Do you not wish to learn?"
Slowly you got back into throwing position. He walked over to you. The first thing he did was kick your legs slightly further apart. Afterwards he made you bend your knees slightly. He than grabbed your hand, paused, and had you pull it back just a little further.
Once satisfied with the adjustments, he walked back to his spot 5 feet away. "Throw."
You did. This time he had to stop in front of his face. The throw felt more powerful and you had an easier time staying balance. With some minor adjustments he fixed a problem you hadn't fully realized you had. This allowed you to grab another blade and get in position quicker.
He smiled once more. "Again." You did, this time aiming for his throat. He caught the knife once more, nodding once again. The two of you practice knife throwing for a few minutes. In that short time he had you do underhand throws and side thows. He clapped after another successful throw, "Enough."
You were out of knives. He moved towards you again and handed the blades over to you. As he handed them to you, he started to speak. "Donât fuss with the gun for right now. With a blade you are more dangerous to people not paying attention."
Once done he handed you an ornate blade. It was incredibly sharp with a blood red handle in the shape of spider lilies. The handle was a polished wood that shone in the moonlight. There was a sheath underneath the blade that could be strapped to your hip. "When next we meet I will show you how to use this blade efficiently."
"Where will we met again?"
"You'll know." He turned and left without another word. You grabbed Jason's gun before leaving yourself. The whole encounter felt like a dream.
Stephanie was physically watching Orphan's assigned target but mentally she was thinking about (Name). When she first arrived at the manor, she had been fed stories by Tim. Of how she stole his mask and yelled at him for replacing Jason. So as the next Robin she avoided the girl.
Than she became Batgirl for a brief sprint. Which made her made her more wearily about accidentally coming off as replacing Barbara. When she did try reaching out to the girl it was awkward. Plus the girl seem perfectly content living life without her barging in.
Steph had left her be figuring she had plenty of other siblings to bond with. There was no way in a manor full of people she was alone. Right?
God, now she just felt stupid. Assumptions really had made an ass out of her. Right now she was just waiting for the man to get off the phone with whoever he was talking to. After struggling to find anything beyond (Name)'s mother and she had switched task with Cass. The girl seemed more interested in doing the research anyway, so what was the harm.
She would finish investigating for the day, take a nap, than take the girl out somewhere. Maybe have a girls day with Barbara and Cass tagging along. Get their nails done, haircuts, bat burgers, maybe karaoke. Was any of that stuff (Name) was interested in? Whatever the girl had gone through was pretty traumatic, based solely on the breakdown Dick described. She deserved to have a fun day where they could spoiled her. Maybe she could take her rollerskating. Steph stopped her planning as the guy finished the phone. First they had to make sure these guys were handled.
Crashing through the window, Spoiler caught the guy off gaurd. He jumped reaching for a weapon. She grabbed his wrist and pinned him to wall. "Hey Matthew. Let's have a quick chat."
"Look, Whatever you're here for I didnât do it." The guy, Matthew Jenkins, struggled against Spoiler's hold. He had worked with James and Marcus at a security firm two years ago before spontaneously quitting four days before (Name) disappeared. The same had occurred with two other man, Henry Duncan and Gregory Hartley. Signal had already reported that Henry was dead and had been for awhile. Maybe five or six days
"Oh, okay. So you have no contact to (Name) Wayne?" Spoiler pushed on his wrist a little harder making him cry out in pain.
"Who?"
"Playing dumb won't help you. I already know you were using her debit card to pull cash." They didn't actually know which of five man were pulling cash from the card. Based on video analysis there had be at least three of them making the pulls, so odds were good.
Matthew froze in Spoiler's hand, sucking in a breath. Looks like she was on the right track. "Shit, that girl really was a Wayne?"
Spoiler twisted his wrist just a little bit. He hissed through his teeth, "Yeah. Keep talking."
"Fuck. Look we didn't know exactly what they were doing to the kid. We just watched the room they kept her in and moved her to research room when asked. They usually carted her back when we were on lunch. It was just a good paying job and she never looked to badly hurt."
"How much were they paying you."
"Fithteen hundred a week." Matthew lightly banged his head against the wall, "Shit I should have tapped out when Henry did. I knew the girl was going to get us in more trouble than she was worth."
"Henry Duncan?"
"Yeah. Is he doing okay, we haven't heard from him since he stormed off the job?" Matthew shifted in Spoiler's grasp.
"He was found dead in ditch two hours ago. Marcus Antonio was found shot last night in his apartment." Matthew let out shocked breath and shook his head.
"We are fucked."
"Maybe not. If you answer all my questions I might be able to get you out of Gotham." It was a gamble but one Spoiler had to take. This guy could give her at least a location on where they held her and maybe who was paying them. Especially if three of them were dead. "First, you mentioned Duncan tapping out. What happened to make him leave?"
"They had said the testing was almost completed. They just had one last test to make sure everything was successful before we would know if we'd be getting raises or let go?" Matthew started. "We were informed to never look in the room unless instructed to."
"Henry didn't listen did he?" Spoiler let up on his wrist. He was more scared of these guys than her right now, better to let that fear keep him talking.
Matthew shook his head, "Henry didn't listen. After the final test he got curious because she was oddly quiet. We could usually hear her muttering to herself. He said she looked like a deflated balloon."
Matthew paused taking a deep breath. "We all looked. I don't know what they did but her chest had caved in on itself. There also something growing in her. Honestly I thought she was dead until she blinked. Henry lost it, said he wasn't going down for whatever they had done to her. We all almost walked out but James stopped us. If the last test was marked successful we'd each get a raise to five thousand dollars a week."
"You know what happened to James?"
"The kid killed him. She also took out Greg's eye with a fucking scalpel. No amount of money is that shit." Matthew banged his head to the wall.
Spoiler paused processing. Money was a huge motivation to this guy, so chances were he knew who was paying him. "Where was the money coming from? Not just for your paycheck either."
"The girlâs card and her tuition. Her dad was giving her fifteen thousand a week. They use that to buy a generator and some other shit to keep the building off grid. We would pull cash for them every once and a while but most of it came from the accountant. They would divert the kid's tuition to James, he paid us." That explained where the tuition was going.
"Who was in charge?" Spoiler needed a name. Sure she had a lot to rely back at the cave but she needed just a little more.
"I don't know." The pressure return to his wrist. Matthew started struggling, "I don't know, I work with some intern chick who took notes on girl's status and the accountant."
"Good enough. Give their names." Spoiler gave his wrist one last twist.
"The intern chick's name was Isabella, I never got a last name. Just heard a rumor that she was related to the big boss. The accountant was..."
"Mr. Davis, so glad to finally be able to meet you." The man zip tied to his office chair glared at you. After the training on the beach you discovered you still had five hours before anyone got back to the manor. Using the Gotham Subway you had gotten to Davis' office. Surprisingly the man was still there. Hurriedly packing files into a briefcase. You used the knife to keep him under control until you could zip tie him to the chair. The man had proven right, a knife was more powerful.
You glanced at the files. Documents approving a change in wiring numbers, written approval for changes to the limits on your checking account as a minor, and so much more. All incriminating with Bruce Wayne's signature on the bottom. You turned your gaze to Davis twirling a throwing knife in your hand. Sitting on his desk made you eye level with him, "Now what were doing with these?"
"Fuck you brat." His word turned into a cry of pain as you threw the knife. It cut a line across his cheeks.
Standing from his desk you walk towards him. Pulling the stranger's dagger from the sheath you held it over his hand, above the knuckle of his left thumb. "Letâs try again. What were doing with those files?"
"I'm not scared of a fucking ten year old." Of course. You were a baby faced ten year old. Who would be scared of you? If you wanted information from this man you had to scare him into giving it to you.
Pushing down on the blade, he started to scream. It took a minute find where the blade could cut through. Mangled his hand pretty bad but eventually his thumb came off. He slumped in the chair, panting. Was this how you looked when they cut off your body parts?
"Will you answer me now? I really don't want to have cut off another one." You picked up his severe digit, rolling it around in your palm. There was a disturbing calm in the violence. It was as if you could finally relax. Maybe the experiments had messed with your head more than you thought, "Well."
"Fine. I was told to destroyed them." Davis spat the words out inbetween harsh breaths. Finally information.
You lifted an eyebrow and set the thumb on his desk, "By who?"
"Clint Owen. He was my son's doctor." You began to think through the people you saw in the experiments. There were six scientists that would poke at you. Clint was probably one of them, especially if he was a doctor. They hadn't used names near you.
"What did he tell you about the experiments?" The more information the better, you needed to know what Bruce gained from this. Davis stayed silent. There was an intense staring contest between you two. Finally you sighed, "Okay, fine. Your ring or your pinkie? I'm thinking pinkie, personally."
"No, I'll tell you." Davis started to struggle in the chair as you walked closer. "Owens told me, it was a way to get organs for dying kids. That's all I know, he offered to give my son one of the kidneys."
"Really? You did all of this for a kidney?" At least you knew where your kidney was now. Wrong thing to focus on but your head was getting buzzy from the violence.
"He would have died without it." Davis shook his head. A part of you felt a little bad for cutting off his thumb. The man was just desperate to save his kid. Could you really blame him for that? "Beside, the Waynes needed to be taken down a peg. Why not remind those idiots their money can't do shit to save anyone, even their own? The little bitch had it coming."
Nevermind. You stabbed the knife through his right hand. He pissed himself, gross. You began talking over his screams "Did I ask for your shit rate opinions? No, I didn't. Stick to telling me the facts or your losing the hand. Who was involved in the experiments?"
"Three doctor's from the Martha Wayne Childern's Hospital, One researcher from Gotham U and his student assistant." He screamed the words at you. A part of you contemplated twisting the knife just because you could. When had you got so violent? Eh later problem.
"Names." You sounded bored even to your own. Maybe you should be concerned, how do you get here again?
"I don't know." The darker part of you won, twisting the blade in his hand. He started struggling again. "I'm telling the truth, I really don't know. They weren't on any payroll I had access to."
"Who's Sionis?"
"Black Mask. He provided the weapons for the guards." Oh that wasn't good. Black Mask was violent hopefully you could just ignore him as an ignorant arms dealer.
You paused looking him up and down. This wasn't a lot of information. Yes, you had a name and occupations for some of the scientists. There were also the documents showing Bruce Signed off on this. The paper proved he was involved by themselves. But than the take the Waynes down a peg comment didn't fit. "Who was on payroll?"
"Doesn't matter half of them are dead."
"Is that an opinion?" You removed the knife from his hand.
He paled and began pushing back in his chair, "James Lenon, Marcus Antonio, Henry Duncan, Gregory Hartley, Matthew Jenkins. They were the ones guarding the place. The first three are dead, the fourth guy left Gotham after losing his eye. Jenkins is the only one left in town."
Maybe you could get to Jenkins before he left. Than again those guys didn't seem to know much. You could hear them talking through the door at night. They nickname for the scientists and never talk much about the experiments other than supplies. What else could you get from him, "Who was in charge of the experiments?"
"Owens."
"Are you sure?" Davis paused. He gave you a wide eye pleading look while nodding. You looked out the window while trying to connect the pieces.
If Cass was the one who found 'the school' than you needed a connection between her and Owens. Of course Bruce wouldn't let someone like Davis know he was connected. With Davis's disgruntled attitude towards Bruce, he was likely state up to rat on the wrong people. With no clue about Bruce's real involvement it be easy to brush him off as a rouge accountant. Probably claim forgery on the signatures too.
"Well. I got everything I needed." You flipped the knife in your hand. Grabbing the briefcase you turned towards the door.
"Wait, you gotta let me go." Davis tried shuffling the chair. You looked towards him and considered. He could alert Bruce to your investigation.
You gave him a sheepish smile. "Right my bad." You walked behind him and the smile dropped. The next few moments blurred into your mind but than you were the fire escape. Holding a briefcase and changing into some clothes you had brought with you. Checking time you realized you had 3 hours to get back to the manor.
The rest of your investigation would be on hold until you were fully trained and they were lulled into a false sense of security.
Bruce starred at the body of his accountant. His hands had been mutilated and his throat slit. Written in his blood on the wall behind the body was, "Donât Forget Me."
Both remaining gaurds had implicated Davis as the one that tranferred the tuition money to them. Said they didn't know names but faces of the scientists. Their last lead pointed to Davis as having more information. (Name) wouldn't tell them anything if they went by her interaction with Dick. Yet he was dead when they got here and all of his financial records had been thrown about the office be covered in blood. It seemed most of the ones on (Name) were missing either way.
The next best hope was to look into Meta Traffickers who went off the grid two years ago. Maybe they could look into doctors too since one was needed for that kind of experiment.
Bruce's eyes drifted to the words on the wall. There was no way they would forget this person. Not until who ever they were was behind bars for what they did to (Name). Bruce's hands drifted to the center pocket of his suit and pulled out a photo.
It was him holding (Name) as an infant. A broad smile on his face as he cradled the squirming infant. Looking back at the scene Bruce made a silent vow to not let the people who hurt her get away.
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Progress Checkup! (Jan. 2025) | Scratchin' Melodii Devlog
Hey guys! Time for another progress checkup; This is actually the first one of the new year! I hope you were all able to enjoy the holidays. I took a bit of a break from working on most stuff last month and have been getting back on things this month. First, I wanna thank everyone who's wishlisted Scratchin' Melodii on Steam! So far, the game's gotten over 17,000 wishlists! Thanks so much for the support!
In the previous devlog, I mentioned some changes to the rhythm system. In the Dragon Funk preview, you can see the new rhythm system and character icons I mentioned in the previous devlog! Actually, let's unpack some of the new things you're seeing in action there:
Hold Notes This is the first song in the game to include hold-notes! They mostly work the same as they would in any other rhythm game. However, since this game has an emphasis on self expression, moving the control stick during these will let you tune the note's pitch-bend for extra expression points! I showed that off in a post here. As for Pow Notes, I've been working on a way to let the player get expression points from these too! I'd like for most of the special notes like these to be not just a gimmick, but a tool that the player can use to their advantage.
Quadruple Lines Yep! The first blue line in this one is extra long and has 4 rows! Fun fact actually, I had to implement this feature after I realized that part of the song was too long to fit in just two rows. It was pretty difficult to figure out both how to do it and how to execute it in a way that doesn't feel too jarring, but I'm pretty satisfied with the results! In fact, barely anyone's even noticed it; I guess that's just how natural it feels! Not sure how much more often I'll be having lines longer than two rows, but it's great that I have the option now.
AutoPlay You might also notice that the player inputs are perfectly timed... TOO perfect... that's because I've developed an autoplay feature for the game! At the moment, it's mostly for debugging and stuff, but if all goes according to plan, AutoPlay Mode and Replays should hopefully be available to players as well in some form when the game comes out!
"Next" Indicator & Other UI Related QoL Some of the top things players said they had trouble with in the demo were related to being prepared for the next line. So, if you look at the right-end of the rhythm bars, you'll see a little tab that shows the color and amount of rows the next line will have! Also, now each line's suggested notes can be seen before the rival performs them. This did take some thought, as I actually kinda still liked the idea of it appearing as if the characters were making it up on the spot, but to put game design first, it makes more sense to have it displayed as soon as possible so the player has more time to react and prepare. This also opens up more possibilities for future mechanics, so in the long run, I think I've made the best choice here.
Now, let's get into what I've been and/or will be working on that you haven't seen yet!
Act 2's Boss The music for the Act 2 Boss is nearly complete! I'll likely be starting to animate it pretty soon. This song is the longest one I've done so far, clocking at a duration of a little over 3 minutes long!
More Animation Updates for Stir & Mix At this point, I've done even more cleanups on the sequence you saw in the last devlog and I've finished animating the "I wanna" scene of the song, which will probably have the most changes out of any other scene in the song. When I first animated Stir & Mix, I didn't quite have the time or skills to do everything I really wanted to do with it. That scene in particular I felt was WAY too stiff and boring, especially compared to the more dynamic and fluid scenes that appear in some of the other the stages now. I'd say I'm about halfway done retouching all the animations for this one!
Refined Model Sheets I don't talk about these very often, but sometime around 2023 I started using model/reference sheets for the characters. (I might show them off someday, but for now they're staying private!) Before this point, the designs are pretty inconsistent from shot to shot, so this helped a lot with that. Recently, I've done some revisions I'm really pleased with. Their designs are finally becoming... well, final! I'll be reworking the affected characters' hub world sprites at some point to reflect these changes.
Slight Reworks for some Act 1 Songs On the sound side, Stir & Mix's vocals have been reworked again! As I've mentioned in the previous devlog, 2cada's tuning style and techniques have evolved a bit since we first started working together, so we thought it'd be fun to go back and incorporate some of that into it. We'll also probably be reworking the structure of Nami's song a little bit at some point just to make it a feel a bit more solid, which may require a new line or two from her voice actor, Meggie-Elise! So funnily enough, it seems some of the songs will have end up having TWO unused beta versions after this.
Also, a quick PSA: Please note that beta versions of content will NOT be included in the full game. I've heard people ask for them to be "brought back" or toggleable, but in my situation something like that is both easier said than done and I also just... don't want to LOL. With as many directions I can take this game, I know I can't satisfy everyone, but I can make a game that satisfies me, so I'm aiming for that! And hey, maybe other people will like it too.
I think that's all I wanna talk about for now! Thanks so much for reading. It can be a bit of a daunting task to write these at times, but I'm glad to keep you up to date on the project when I can.
-LJ
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Well at least you're disagreeing with what I DID say and not what I DIDN'T say! That's fine then, I much prefer that. Yeah, sure, agree to disagree that's fine.
As for the misogyny bit you're going for... um no. It's a bit ungenerous that you defaulted to that interpretation but ok. No, like Yeza, I am supportive of Veth's career as a strong independent adventurer lol. In your mind is there no happy medium between what happened in canon and what you just proposed? Her cowering in a basement in Felderwin forever? Do you REALLY think that's what I meant? Yeza loves her enough to not live in Felderwin in the latter part of the campaign, do you really think he wouldn't leave Felderwin for her if she had somehow managed to explain the situation to him earlier, or if finding a way to get a new body took longer than it did in canon? What if they never found an answer? What if she was stuck in the body of a goblin forever? Would she have been justified in never telling her family and never seeing them again?
Goblins are not reviled everywhere in the world, there are places they could live together in peace. And let's be real, how old is Luc anyway? Who knows? Certainly not Veth! Does he remember the terror of the goblin camp properly in his teeny tiny toddler brain? Even if he does remember, Goblins are a race of people not actually creatures so they should probably confront that at some point so that he isn't scared and prejudiced against an entire race for the rest of his life due to childhood trauma. Idk just putting that out there.
For instance, in this alternate universe where finding a spell for a new body took longer, maybe they could have set up a home base somewhere less anti-goblin for Yeza and Luc to live, much like the set up in Nicodranas during the latter half of C2 with Veth popping in and out visiting them between adventures. My point about finding a new body taking longer is that at a certain point, it does become a conscious choice to stay away from her family on Veth's part. Yes, the goblins are 100% responsible for their initial separation, but at some point, it is Veth's choice that keeps them apart. So how long does it take for it to stop being an acceptable decision? 1 year, 5 years? 10 years?
The Mighty Nein could hold off the entire city of Felderwin if they tried to start shit with Veth, so eventually it's not about her bodily safety anymore. It's about her fear of rejection. (I'm fairly certain Caleb could take the whole town by himself with a well-placed AOE lmfao). And I know they are allergic to it, but subtlety is also an option. Seriously, what if they never found an answer to get her a new body? Would she have never seen her family again? Sometimes there is no answer to life's gross unfairness, and you just have to bear terrible things and live your life anyway. That's my point. I'm thrilled for Veth that she got her wizard treatment plan and has a new body. That's fantastic! I'm saying sometimes life doesn't work out like that, and how long is it ok for her, or Anyone, Male, Female, Non-Binary, what-fucking-ever, to stay away from their family and not reconnect with them?
I hold everyone to the same standards of parenting I'm holding Veth to btw. Shitty double standards are shitty. I think Veth tries hard and does her best. But sometimes your best isn't good enough. To be blunt, she's an alcoholic who can't remember how old her kid is. Yes, the meta reason for that is because Sam Riegel can't resist making a joke and child ages are hard and he didn't think about it before the show. But Yeza knows how old Luc is and Veth doesn't. She straight up said she was drunk for most of his childhood. (1:04:26) The Mighty Nein Reunion: Echos of the Solstice.
Now, this is NOT to shame people for having a substance abuse issue, it's a serious problem and people deserve compassion and help. But it's still a serious issue that causes a lot of problems for the people around them. Again, in the entire context of the show, the scenes themselves are all very funny, but the in-universe facts of the matter are actually quite sad. Think about it, she was drunk for MOST of his childhood. Think about the implications of that.
To take the spotlight off of Veth for a moment, let's speak of probably my favorite mom in critical role, Marion. Perhaps this will clarify my stance on things, and maybe you'll still disagree, but that's ok. I love her dearly and she is a wonderful person. She is kind and caring and she love's Jester with all of her heart, but she is also not the best at parenting on the planet. She did the best she could, but her agoraphobia caused her to unintentionally neglect Jester. It's not her fault that she's mentally ill, but it was her responsibility to take care of Jester, and in that respect she failed. Life is hard and no one is perfect. Sometimes that's just the way it is. But child neglect is still child neglect, even when it's unintentional and you have good reasons. Now, I happen to like Marion as a person more than I like Veth, but I'm holding her to the same standards. Are you taking care of your kid, yes or no?
You said that Veth is indulgent because she feels guilty, yes that is 100% what it is. Which is totally understandable but doesn't exactly lead to the best parenting decisions or the best partnering decisions either. Honestly poor Yeza got volunteered into owning a dog and having their kid do combat training without even a private conversation, you'd think that would warrant a discussion between them. (I'd be annoyed if a male character unilaterally decided something like that without consulting a female character, why not extend the same consideration to Yeza?)
Here's an example, Scene starts at C2 E71 (1:43:43): She unloads the crossbow of arrows, puts the "safety" on (lol) and stresses the importance of a balanced education, so that's great! Well done parenting right there! But she does immediately follow it up by getting the crossbow back from Luc by trading him a Grappling Hook for it lmfao. Not super safe for a 5ish year old to be playing with, those things are sharp! If she gave him extra candy or toys that would be one thing, even the dog is pretty forgivable and within acceptable levels of spontaneous indulgence given everything they've been through. I feel like THIS level of indulgence crosses some pretty firm parenting lines of Hey, maybe don't hand a 5ish year old something they could accidentally kill/maim themselves with! Maybe that's just me though?
Scene starts at C2 E71 (1:43:43) but she trades him a grappling hook at (1:48:23) hahaha.
If you watch all those family scenes again, try your hardest to ignore how funny everyone is being, which is a difficult task I'll grant you, and actually look at what is factually happening with the characters, and you'll see what I'm talking about. Or maybe you won't, like I said, it's fine to have different interpretations of things. I'm not saying she's a bad person, I'm saying she's a complicated person and she's not super great at parenting, but she does try.
Or here's a big example, how about that time Luc straight up died because Veth and Jester couldn't shut the fuck up for 10 minutes to let Caleb cast the dome to make their families safer in a completely unknown location while they were on the run from a terrifying evil wizard? You'd think responsible parenting (or responsible daughtering, looking at you Jester, your mom is right there!) would prioritize the safety of the child, rather than wandering around chatting about future plans for a detective agency in a potentially dangerous situation.
Veth IS a rogue, they could have snuck around the whole time, but they were having fun and got careless, and the cost was steep. She lucked out big time that Caduceus is THE Cleric of all time and saved a spell slot. (The blame is shared 50/50 with Jester on this one, it's just a vibrant example of the shit I'm talking about. She's reckless, makes bad decisions, and endangers people accidentally).
Again, the meta reason for this is because Sam and Laura can't stop cracking jokes, and THEY were having fun, and weren't paying attention to the volume of the conversation because the CR cast forget to do that all the time anyway. Too bad for Veth and Jester that it reflects INCREDIBLY badly on their characters this particular time. And Veth has a history of carelessness so you can't even say it's out of character, or just a one-off incident. Considering she accidentally killed both Caduceus and herself by being careless, it's a fairly consistent character flaw at this point.
(At least she pays child support though lol you are correct. Where's Relvin's child support Liliana?! Granted the child support payments from nowhere did freak Yeza out a bit so they might also double as accidental psychological warfare, but oh well, she DID try, I give her all the credit for that!)
As for the "hag thing" it's not about "thought crimes" or whatever, it's about her having the support system around her to have the strength necessary TO resist stuff like that and like Halas, etc. It's like how without the Mighty Nein Caleb would almost certainly have ended up back in Trent's web as a Volstrucker (Liam and Matt said it themselves, and that was Matt's plan if Caleb left the group) or Fjord would have ended up releasing Uk'otoa (Uk'otoa). Thinking about doing a thing, and doing the thing are not the same. I merely acknowledge the potential inside her for doing the things, and I think it's more than "just a thought" or a "moment of weakness." In the right circumstances, I think she'd do it. But she has support and love and hope and a wizard treatment plan, so she won't.
If the Good Moms of Critical Role ever learn about the shit Liliana's pulled it's on sight đ€
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7 Days the mini-series
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Day 06: My Defender
Immediately after receiving the message, I hurried to the headmaster's office. There, I found Caleb waiting on one of the seats outside. His white uniform was covered in mud, he had bruises all over his body, one side of his face was slightly swollen, and there was a bleeding wound at the corner of his mouth.
"Caleb? What happened to you?"
I sat down beside him and held his hand timidly out of fear of hurting him. Caleb didn't look at me and turned his face away.
"Caleb?" I pulled his hand, still he refused to look at me. So I wrapped him in my arms. "It hurts, doesn't it?"
Caleb sat still and let me hold him for a while longer. Even though he didnât respond, I could guess what had happened on the way here. I overheard the other students gossiping that there had been a fight between Caleb and another fifth grader, I just didnât know why.
After a while, Caleb seemed to calm down, he took my hand off and started talking:
âIâm fine. Gran is talking to the headmaster inside.â
âWhy didnât you go to the nurseâs office?â
âIâm all right.â
He responded, even waved his arms and legs to let me know that, unlike the other children who were crying and running into the nurse's office, he was still fine. But I just frowned at him.
âWhat happened?â I asked. Caleb had never caused trouble at school. He had always been a good student, a well-liked boy by both teachers and his peers. His energy was all for sports and extracurricular activities. I never imagined seeing him in a situation like this.
Caleb didnât want to tell me, but after some pleading, he finally spoke:Â
âThey were talking bad about you.â
âHuh?â I was stunned. Caleb simply explained that not everyone in school liked me. They made up stories and said negative things about me out of envy. Those words reached Caleb and turned him enraged. As a result, he gave them all a short trip to the nurse's office.
After hearing this, I gently gripped his hand. The sight of him using Evol to hang a few kids on a tree must have been hilarious. I was very grateful that he was so protective of me. However, I wasn't planning to be the cause of his troubles.
âI donât care what they think of me,â I said. âBecause theyâre not important to me. I only care what Caleb thinks of meâŠâ
âYou are the most wonderful person in my eyes!â Caleb replied without a thought. âIf anyone dares to say anything bad about you, Iâll put them up the tree againâOuchâŠâ
Caleb grimaced and gently massaged the wound on his face. I pulled his hand away, saying, âWhen I fall or get hurt, you always blow on my wound, right?â I puffed out my cheeks and blew gently on the wound on Calebâs face. HDespite being a little taken aback, he obediently sat still. âAfter thatâŠâ
I leaned a bit closer to him and delicately kissed his injured cheek, just like he had kissed the cut on my palm when I was careless before.
âThis is a blessing of speedy recovery for youâŠâ
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Opening the headmasterâs office door, I saw the kid sitting alone outside. One of his cheekbones was swollen, his clothes were untidy and covered in mud. He peered up at me with determination and a hint of guilt.
âAm I in trouble, Mom?â
In that child, I saw the imprints of the boy who had been by my side many years ago.
âOf course you are. Violence is not the way to solve problems. I've taught you better than that."
The child dropped his head, disappointed. My severe expression eased, and I softly ruffled his hair. "You also need to know that it was the right thing to do to stand up for your friend."
He glanced up at me with a cheerful expression. I added, âHowever, next time, remember to use your brain, not your brawn. You're just like your father.â
The child smiled and grasped my hand tightly. On the way home, an airship sailed overhead from Skyhaven. The little boy waved up and said:
âI think Dad will be home soon!â
âLetâs hurry then. How about we throw him a lovely welcome back party at home?"
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900 words. sonic the hedgehog/gender-neutral reader.
Competitive isn't the word you'd use to describe yourself.
Driven, motivated, obnoxiously ambitious - but never competitive. It's not nearly as strong of a word needed to properly define how you played in gear riding, especially with such a plentiful prize. The number of zeroes following the coins offered was enough to make you feel dizzy.
Maybe, just maybe, that dizzy feeling is what caused the crash in the first place, though that accidental shove from Storm certainly had something to do with it too.
The on-field medic had said it wasn't anything terrible. It was a bad friction burn and it hurt if you moved several of your joints a few degrees in any direction, but nothing was broken so you'd count it as a win in your book.
The damage done was bad enough that the med-tent to the side of the starting line wasn't enough. Visiting an actual doctor took longer than you would have liked, but you were back in your hotel room soon enough. Other riders had stopped by after the race and everything that followed had finally ended late into the night. Some brought teddy bears and flowers while others brought gossip and news, neither of which you particularly cared for given your current condition, but you thanked them all the same.
Stuck on bedrest and forced to scroll through the same five travel channels the television offered, boredom was quick to creep his claws into your shoulders and dig them in viciously. What else could you do? Certainly not look around the city youâve been dying to visit since finding out it was home to one of the tracks for the prix, that was what.
A groan forces itself out of your throat.
âKnock, knock.â
Already pushing his way inside your room before you can get the motivation to habitually answer âcome in,â Sonic pokes his head inside the room with a grin that can only be read as no good. Heâs holding one hand behind his back and is careful to not turn around when he steps in and shuts the door behind him. A younger, less-injured you would have welcomed him in excitedly and asked him what kind of havoc he was looking to cause, but now? Your body was beginning to scream as the painkillers wore off and you could only hope that he read the room. Yeah, you were bored, but that didnât mean you were looking for anything Sonic-levels of exciting.
âA little birdie told me you were looking down,â the blue blur hums as he sits himself on the edge of your bed. Still careful to not show his hand, Sonicâs sure to lean with you when you curiously try to take a peak. âI wanted to see if there was anything I could do to cheer you up.â
One of your brows raises as you put a stop to your losing game of hide-and-seek, lower back flaring up in pain. âMy hero. However shall I repay you?â Your tone, though flat and tired, still holds a playful lilt that makes Sonicâs grin grow wider.
âDonât thank me yet! You havenât even seen what I got you!â
âI donât need to,â youâre quick to huff, slumping back into your headboard of mostly pillows. âAs long as it gives me something to do without getting up, Iâm thankful.â
Sonic lets out something between a scoff and a laugh as he pulls the gift from his back, free hand wiggling its fingers as though to further entice your interest. He leans forward when you take the box from him, crossing his arms over your shins just so he can rest his chin on them.
Catching your hands when you try setting it down on your thighs, Sonic only smiles when you look around the box and at him. âWhatâre you doing?â
He's barely able to keep his volume contained to anything below an inside voice. âDon't worry about it! Just open it!â
You roll your eyes but do as told, letting him hold it as your hands work at unraveling the surprisingly intricate bow. There's no doubt he went to Amy or Cream for it. Heâs much too impatient to spend more than a minute perfecting the coils of the ribbon and the wrapping was too crisply done for him to take the time making sure each corner was perfectly folded.
Carefully picking at the tape, pulling apart the wrapping paper, and lifting the flaps of the box, you let out a quiet sigh at the sight. You're met with a get well soon card, a stuffed animal that looks an awful lot like him, and a couple packs of chocolate.
Finding there's tissue paper packed at the bottom of it after placing each gift to the side, you hum.
âYou should totally take it out,â Sonic whispers.
âAnd if I don't?â
âIâd be suuuper disappointed.â
Your laughs grow louder as you do as told, tossing the tissue to the side just to unveil him beaming ear-to-ear. Of course this was the gift he'd been planning to give you, because what better gift was there from him than him?
Dropping the box to the floor before nudging pillows and bears out of the way to make room, Sonic doesn't hesitate to make himself comfortable in the space against your side. He swipes the remote from where you discarded it on the duvet, swiftly clicking through the channels while you open a pack of sweets.
âNow how about we put something actually good on, yeah?â
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hello! may i pretty please request a bot in which 9th member reader gets into an argument with (one of the members) and leaves the dorms mid-argument to cool off. very upset because she felt like all of the other members took (one of the members)'s side and were against her?
hi! thank you for requesting! this turned into a long one lol, but I hope you enjoy đ©”
Of course they would take Felix's side over yours.
You see, you had asked Felix to fix your computer, he was skilled at taking them apart and putting them back together, so why wouldn't you? It had precious family photos, ones containing some of whom were no longer alive, the only device they were available on. You did want to get them printed, but that was the issue, your computer wasn't loading at all. Felix did give it a good go, but after he had been fiddling with the internal parts of your computer, it wasn't turning on at all.
"Felix, what the hell did you do?!" you gasp as you enter your bedroom, seeing him anxiously trying to rework the device.
"Don't worry, it'll work, it'll sort itself out, umm," Felix stammered, eyes flicking between you and the black, dead screen.
"It'll sort itself out?! Why did I even get you to help in the first place, then?" you were exasperated at this point, shaking your head. Your raised tone caught the attention of the other members as they made they were into the same room as the two of you, the heat of the argument now crowded.
"It's just a computer, look, we can just replace it," Felix huffed, having had a difficult job of trying to fix a computer with no life left in it.
"Just a computer? Why did you even bother if you just wanted to replace it?!"
"Why did I even bother if you're going to be so ungrateful about me trying to help?!"
The members watched on in a tense silence, until they decided to pitch in and stop the two of you before more harsh words could be exchanged.
"{{user}}, Lix was just trying to help..." Chan began.
"Yeah, he was doing a nice thing for you," Seungmin added on.
A nice thing for you?! That computer had precious memories on it, and now you were never going to see them again. Not that he knew that...
"So you're all on his side? That's what this is?"
Silence. And that was all it took for you to leave the dorm, without anyone even trying to stop you.
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burn my dread đđ
[redraw of sorts of official art, the og under the cut]
#persona 3#persona#p3#makoto yuki#minato arisato#persona 3 protagonist#yukari takeba#junpei iori#p3 thanatos#thanatos#sort of#persona 3 art#persona fanart#persona 3 fanart#HAPPY REALLY LATE ANNIVERSARY P3#originally i didn't plan on drawing anything but i changed my mind#p3 is just really important to me so it felt wrong not to celebrate it some way#this took longer than i thought though#even looking at it now perspective feels a bit off#i did take some libertys and draw thanatos is his death form instead of his persona one#i thought it would look cool and would be easier (not rlly)#i was also debating putting them in their reload equipment but this is the og games anniversary so i opted not to#i also tried out lineless and i think it looks pretty good#all of this to say im tired#and my files crashed when i was almost done which was annoying#ok gn! i promise ill draw more i already have something else cooking!#minnidraws#persona 3 fes#p3 fes
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update: finished all of my assignments on tuesday night. forever. im actually really done with school. i graduate on saturday omggggggggg
im so fucking burnt out. it will probably be a while before im like. okay again lmfao at least as far as drawing. i miss it but wowzers. i dont have it in me.
but anyway rrraaaaaahhhhhhh graduation rraaaaahhhhhhhhh
#watch iâll suddenly be inspired to draw just bc i said i wont#đđđ save me reverse psychology#im so tired fr#and relieved#it took me 7.5 years to get my fuckinâŠ. bachelors degree jfc#granted 2 of those years i was dropped out so its actually 5.5 but still#good god#i took forever as if i had the money to do it#actually shout out to me qualifying for grants once i turned 24 and no longer went off my parents income ayyoooooooo#my student loans arent even in my new name so basically i think that means i dont have to pay them /s#anybody got 60k USD they dont need or want lying around?#who tryna buy feet pics#jk jk... unless?#does anybody read my tags#i swear i put some good shit in here#jk its all garbage#i love this stupid website hehe its like ooohh bonus content#you thought the post was over. no it isnt.#n e wayz ive been awake for far too long bc my stupid brain woke me up early and didnt wanna go back to sleep#rude#uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye
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just finished lucifer, now all shows i started watching (minus she hulk but fuck that) are finished omg #productivity
#txt#polls#i hate hate HATE your time traveling plot today. your plot could have enhanced your show even more to match the beautiful show that you had#on#i just hate time traveling plots it's dumb and makes no sense he could easily have been there but who i to judge (me. i love judging)#i literally started that show when it first came out but then stopped in the middle of season 5 due to lack of time#and now FINALLY caught up it's a good show#anyway some of these shows have been on my list for YEARS#and some even longer and then i took them off and then i put them on again just recently bc of the comeback of my sherlock addiction#even if there is no actual relation whatsoever except one video on youtube going ''this is john and sherlock in old''#and me not being subtle at all and putting it back on the list#also obv fleabag bc andrew scott and ngl i did watch the office (uk) a while back even tho i had that crossed off my list as well#praying no one reads the tags but to the one person who does: this stays between us#saskia talks#not sh#also i'm not continuing she hulk bc i'm watching it with a friend i'd been done with it by now ngl#but this way i dont have to suffer alone#disney plus marvel shows huh...... Bad#well tbf marvel bad lbr#GOT WORSE ONCE THEY INTRODUCED TIME TRAVELING JUST SAYINGGG
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"One!" They put on their backpacks.
"Two!" He grabs his water bottle.
"Three!" The tent flap goes down behind them.
"Four!" She adjusts her cap and they walk towards the woods at the end of the camp.
"Wait I'm not ready!"
"Good grief Terry!"
" you must be kidding me!"
"It's okay, I'm here! I'm here! Five!" They take off on the path.
For an hour they kept on the path, before the captain said to take left. An hour again they walked and the terrain started shifting. The trees were denser, the grass grew more sparse and they started going up.
"One", he took a step.
"Two", the rocks rolled away beneath their feet
"Three", she spits out some dirt.
"Woah look at this mushroom! It's so tiny", came a squeal at the end of the line.
"For the love of", "Shut. Up. Terry." Interrupted the lieutenant.
"Okay, geez. Five", he said dejected.
"We were at three, not four!", groaned another.
The lieutenant stood next to the captain and they started talking. After a few minutes, the team went back on it's way, turning right at the big tree, going down 20 meters to the south and up 15 degrees to the east.
This mission was of utmost importance, shapeshifters were rumoured to roam around the camp. Some said they even tried to take away a chariot full of food no later than last week, before running off in the forest. That is why they were cavorting around in the woods, searching for a creature none of them had ever seen. Terry's couldn't help but wander on this harduous journey. The beauty of the nature surrounding them was too distracting compared to their monotonous dialogues consisting mostly of calling out your number. Terry was at the very end of the line and he had to shout "Five", right after Andy who would call out " Four" and Mhéirà who said "three" and Ryan and Mikey who were respectively two and one.
As he rounded up a tree, Terry couldn't help but notice a beautiful bird, perched on a branch above them. He turned around to tell everyone but Mikey gestured at him to be silent.
"I know", he whispered conspirationally, " this bird is beautiful. But if you want to observe it longer, you have be discreet ".
Terry thought Mikey had a nice smile. He was always gentle when he talked to him and he would sometimes share a few sweets with him.
"Although", spoke again Mikey, " I have never seen such a bird before. Especially not in the hills of the Jourdain". Slowly, he drew up his bow, when the captain turned to them. He had a grave look on his face, Terry would know because that's the face he always wears whenever he catches him doing anything. "Like he couldn't believe the extent of my clumsiness", nodded Terry sagely. But this time, the captain's look of aggravation wasn't caused by Terry. They had just received the order to go back to camp immediately.
"One!" One by one they turned around.
"Two!" Together they pulled their backpacks on.
"Three!" Mickey had gone back to the front of the line.
"Four!" Mhéirà had grabbed Andy's hand and she, in turn, extended hers to Terry.
"Five!" On the road, back again, with no thoughts of birds or trees or mushrooms.
The night was already there by the time they reached camp. The air was fresh and they could smell the roast from miles away. Yet no sooner had they broken out of the woods, that they were ambushed by shadowed figures.
"What's the meaning of this?", asked the lieutenant struggling against his bounds.
"At ease." the commander said, calmly. "One of you doesn't belong. Only five left this morning. Six have returned."
You are a soldier in a team of 6 who have been sent to investigate shapeshifter sightings, but return to base after finding nothing. On your return, however, all 6 of you are detained and your commanding officer points out that there was only 5 members of your team when you left.
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i'm back. (and i didn't commit murder, but it was close.)
#lily talks#i took some nice pictures that i'll probably post later#many creatures to be seen#but all that really needs to be said is that it was exhausting and i'm done socialising for the rest of the month#i am so tired of dealing with extroverts#there was only one bed but unfortunately instead of a friends to lovers fic this was more like strangers to enemies lmao#(not quite that bad but oof)#like my roomate was alright even if we ahd absolutely NOTHING in common but she was incapable of talking in an indoor voice#or just not saying something for longer than 2 minutes#and this one dude nearly chewed my ear off with his whining about having to walk places and do things#like you know#as is to be expected of a course like this one#food was the shit though#today i ate my weight in Kaiserschmarrn and that is the type of life i want to lead#also once again bavarians are on a whole other level#suffered a cultural shock talking to them#(why would you mix dark beer with coke and cherry liqueur??#that was probably the first time since i moved here that i felt understood by the austrians#also shout out to the woman running the inn we were staying at who saved us all by literally putting our shoes in the oven to dry#ironically the only day of this trip that my feet were dry was today when i had to put on a chest wader and get into a river up to my hips#in conclusion#i am not made for conducting research outside#(i nearly died on our hike and almost had to crawl towards the end bc it was so steep and uneven before giving up entirely)#but the perfect job for me is work where you have to pay attention to detail and can take as long as you'd like#i had to check riverbed samples for larvae and stuff today and that was the most relaxing thing i've done in ages
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A quick, sloppy little comic about Magritte
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(image description under the cut)
[Image Description:Â It's a vertical comic strip of 14 panels arranged one under the other. The style is realistic, done with sketchy lines in a dark burgundy. It is not colored or shaded and there is no background. The comic features the interactions of a couple, Magritte (also called Margie) and Rafael (also called Raf). Magritte is a young woman, she is wearing a baggy armhole tank top with a tight fitting black top underneath, shorts and boots. She has a messy bun and a small messenger bag slung over her left shoulder. Rafael is her partner, wearing baggy pants, sneakers, fingerless gloves, V-neck t-shirt and an open button-up jacket with a hoodie and the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His hair has short side with long top bangs and a short goatee.
 (First panel): There's only Magritte visible from the waist up. Off screen, Raf says to someone else: âMagritte has our tickets.â Magritte is excited, looking straight forward. Her left hand in on her bag's strap, her right hand rummaging inside her bag. Magritte says: "Yeah! Even made sure to put them in my wallet so that I wouldn't- uh..."
 (Second panel): She is beginning to look concerned, now with her face turned to her back, both left hand holding the lip to open the bag wider and her right hand still rummaging inside. Magritte says: "wouldn't forget.... Hang on, it's not on it's usual pocket. Haha." The last is a nervous laughter.
 (Third panel): Magritte is kneeling on the ground. Rafael is standing to the side and behind her, only his feet visible. Magritte looks frantic, searching inside her bag. Her right arm is forearm deep digging in her bag. Magritte says: "It's definitely here-! It's the one thing I never forget 'cus I never take it out of my bag!" Rafael says, firmly: "Margie, when you took it out to put the tickets in, did you put the wallet back in the bag?" The letters are bolded, with the word "back" underlined for emphasis. Magritte says: "Give me some credit, there's no way I'm that stupid." The last three words are underlined for emphasis.
 (Fourth panel): The scene has changed and now Magritte and Rafael are in a car. We see them from the passenger's side. Rafael is driving, looking straight ahead at the road. Magritte is hunched forward, hugging herself with the left hand. Her right hand is holding her head. She is looking out the passenger window, avoiding Raf.
 (Fifth panel): Rafael turns slightly to look at Magritte.
 (Sixth panel): The point of view is now a side profile view from the drivers side. Rafael has his left arm leaning on the open window, his right hand on the wheel. Magritte is hunched over facing the passenger window. Rafael says: "I'm not mad at you, if that's what you're worried about." Magritte says: "I can literally feel your disappointment."
 (Seventh panel): Back to the passengers side, Rafael is looking at the road. Magritte is frustrated, no longer leaning her head against her right hand and instead her hand is palm upwards. Rafael says: "Well, yes. It is a disappointing situation, but-" Magritte interrupts: "You'd think I'd be able to do the one thing I was asked to do-! That I'd at least learn from the last billion times I forgot shit. Rafael says, quieter: âthat's not where I was going with this...â
(Eighth panel):Â Magritte has her right hand holding her face with the palm on her cheek, left hand placing the tips of her fingers on her left temple and eye brows. She is frustrated and angry. Magritte says: "It's not like I've got anything more important rattling around in my brain. Â But, for some reason, if it's not my music, or like.... food or something, then it's just not a priority. I can't make myself care enough to make it a priority!"
(Ninth panel): She now has both hands in front of her, elbows bent, finger extended in a vague hand gesture as if there was something in front of her. Magritte says: "I'm an adult in my 20s and I still manage my responsibilities like a child. I'd be more dependable if I could just stop and think for a second, but I'd probably forget to even breathe if it weren't for the..."
 (Tenth panel): Her frustrated expression turned to confusion. Her hands are still in the air in the same position as before. Magritte says:"... why are we parked?" Her noticing this stopped her rant.
(Eleventh panel): Magritte straightens up and faces the window entirely, left hand crossed over her body to lean on the car door. Rafael, off screen: "Margie." Magritte says: "Oh." Magritte's inner thoughts are written around her. "He stopped the car to scold me. No, not âscoldâ. Don't be a child about this. He's disappointed and just needs to make sure you understand so you can do better next ti-"
 (Twelfth panel): Magritte is still looking out the window, but now with a shocked expression. Rafael reached with his right hand, and its now resting gently on her upper back. Rafael interrupts her inner monologue with "I need you to stop repeating the shit your parents and teachers and such yelled at you growing up. They were wrong, and nothing you just said makes sense."
 (Thirteenth panel): The perspective switches back to the driver's side profile. Rafael says: "A poor memory isn't synonymous with poor priorities. Nor does it speak to a lack of maturity. The priority was there, we just have to build a better habit of checking things before we leave the apartment. Both of us. It's gonna take time. You afford everyone else a ton of patience, all the time. Can you please afford some for yourself? The situation sucks, we were both looking forward to this. But it's not the end of the world. We didn't forget things on purpose. So let's take it easy and try to end the day on a good note. Alright?" Magritte says: "Okay... c-can we um...."
 (Fourteenth panel): Magritte has turned to face Rafael and her eyes are filled with tears and they're running down her cheeks.  Rafael looks startled, lifting his arm off Magritte's back. Magritte says: "Can we get some ice cream on the way back?" Rafael says: "O-of course!" End of description.]
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#digital art#artists on tumblr#my character#character: lucy#this took ~6.5 hrs total#mostly bc i went in and drew all those little patterns and details *by hand*#for absolutely no reason đ#-- no but honestly i rly enjoy that sort of thing#just put on some music and get into the zone#and tbh it's hard to find good sources for the kinds of patterns and things that i want#or maybe i'm just bad at looking for them#either way i have this mentality of âi'm better off just doing it myselfâ#even if it takes way longer#bc i'd rather spend multiple hours trying to make something *exactly* how i want it#than spend all of 15 minutes looking up a plaid pattern and using the transform tool to make it fit#lmao.#n y'know it's actually kinda funny looking back on my old art#where i just Wasn't all that into inking#but nowadays i'm like. oops! all lineart!#art
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i did the biggest and scariest of the things on my list (the last thign on my list in fact) and it took like. MAYBE 5 minutes total including login time navigation and page loading.
now i get to have fancy Oreo Poptarts because i'm a big strong boy whose knee is slightly dislocated (it's fine i just went too hard and i'll wrap it up here in a minute) and did a big scary thing and also now gets to fully devote brain power to anxiety about the (potential) hole between two of my heart chambers and the accompanying doctor's appointment tomorrow morning.
#the lack of anxiety about this has been so bad i don't even have my alarms set and for every other dr appointment previously#i had those bitches up a week ahead of time as soon as they reminded me about my upcoming appointment#anyway it's fine it's all fine i'm going to be fine i'll figure it all out please just don't let me lose my health insurance because i move#i shouldn't but. i fear.#and boy howdy i'm good at one particular thing and that thing is being afeared about things#oh sure my knees are fine for years while i have 3 available knee braces#i pare down to one really solid one with intentions to grab a second at some point in the distant future#and i'm feeling froggy right i'm feeling good everything is a-okie dokie so i lend my remaining knee brace out to my partner for moving shi#(cross country long haul style and they're gonna need it because heavy lifting)#forgetting of course that i'm heading into the part of the month where my joint stability (already tenuous) is reduced even further#thanks estrogen! hhhhhhhh#and i keep doing Up And Downs with squats and kneeling#thankfully it's the knee i call my bad knee even if it's both of them relatively equally nowadays#so i'm used to it being unstable and not great to stand on (and then do it anyway)#i'm mainly trying to keep an eye on it and make sure it doesn't swell up real bad like it did the first time i fucked it#when it earned the moniker of ''bad knee'' out of the two i've got#garrett's knee is fine right now but i'll probably end up bracing it when this one goes back to normal for the compensation i'm doing on it#ohhh bottle of naproxen we're really in it now#thank god it's workable though like so long as i'm In One Position and i don't sit with my leg folded up underneath me it's fine#it means i have fewer Gay And Neurodivergent ways to sit than normal but like i'll deal lmao#i just have to get through tomorrow and then i can rest the whole rest of the week until the move crew gets back up here#and then we will help with this#i'm really grumpy the thing i put off for weeks took like. a couple of clicks and a real quick county check#i really anticipated that being a longer process
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