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good morning !! i tend to feel super enamored by people who go out of their way to actually talk to me about plots , ships , our muses in general. there are occasions i might feel like a number to people in their following but there are genuinely so many people here who do not do that and i'm thankful. even if it's something so small as talking about our muses once in a while , developing that bond outside of ic content is really important to me ?? and sometimes i'll admit i have no idea wtf to say in the tags on a thread but . building rapport w/ my fellow writers here is really really important to ME as a person. i wanna be your friend soooo bad. <3
#⊱✿⊰ ┊ ˢʰᵉ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ⁱˢ ᵃ ᶠᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵍⁱʳˡ ( ooc )#[ i rly wanna be ur friends outside of r.oleplay too .#i wanna think abt so many fun dynamics .#i love that shit . and i especially love feeling like#im not a burden on people fkcgjk#you know how u wanna talk to someone right#but also that person doesnt really give you too much#to make you THINK they have equal kind of interest#and so then its like i /really/ admire u but#genuinely want to feel ADMIRED back .#this ISN'T about a particular person#rather my time in rp .#and the things that come w/ it all
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does anyone else think about sonic and tangle’s friendship. anyone else
because like they’ve HARDLY spoken or interacted one on one, and certainly haven’t shared terribly much about themselves to each other. sonic just showed up one day with a magical princess and helped save tangle’s town, and she was like ‘i HAVE to be part of that’.
but then they also just Click together. like they Get each other because they’re so similar in some ways, they’re on the same page of two different retellings of the same story. in issue 24 sonic was down and hopeless and tangle almost IMMEDIATELY got him to smile and lighten up and have faith in his own efforts to do his best - she inspired sonic, in turn like he’d inspired her. it’s mutual!
he has the prior experience, but tangle has the ‘let’s just go for it!’ positive perspective that sonic shares and they feed into each other. they both give each other this breath of fresh air, and left unchecked turn into a wild gust <3
#sonic idw#idw sonic#i havent read issue 75 yet so pweease no spoilers from that#i also really like going back to earlier issues/before NDC to look at that characterization because it was so#like. we went from ‘so i guess nobody’s guarding that big shuttle full of nothing?’ to ‘i believe in sonic’s ideals’ idk i feel like thats-#-not the same thing. the latter reads as hero admiration. she hasnt heard sonic EXPLAIN his viewpoint has she?? so why frame it as-#-trusting sonic’s ideals instead of. ‘i agree with sonic - everyone should get a chance to do the right thing’. its just different#i dont want to sound too negative 😔 im just missing a certain execution of her that i like as my fav. if u like her now thats cool#tangle the lemur#sonic the hedgehog
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clarazz are so strong if i was (vaguely in love with and) slightly possessive of my best friend and the whole world was obsessed with him (like i was) id crash out 😭
#m!ik#ameri chima vine shiida mephisto? whos next henri?#not to mention eiko purson and lied 😭 (who really i mention specifically bc they apparently kin him which is soo funny. also they make up#boku trio together! though if we were making a list list im not sure id add em a tier above any other misfit…)#not all romantic obsession to be perfectly clear^^ but they all wanna stand by irumas side the same 😳#ameri and chima who want to stand by iruma romantically and academically/socially/powerwise…#vine and eiko too but theyre like. gag characters ik we’re a comedy series but everything surronding these two is a bit so im#putting them in the same adjecent group of side characters who are crushing#shiida who wants to be his family#mephisto who wants to be his righthand man/royal advisor/wants to make him king#(again misfits in general but lied and purson i single out bc. boku trio / young king duo / music duo u get it#id group bachiko opera balam and maybe even kalego with these other guys but… mmm#mmm bachiko certainly loves her student and opera/balam/kalego are all protective over iruma in their own ways id argue that when u compare#operas his family. bachiko is his master#kalego and balam are his teachers and his familiar/the first person he told his secret to#theyre all (seemingly) satisfied with their closeness with iruma/comfortable with their relationship as it is. theyre secure#the list above are all sorta Longing for something more#they want to be important to iruma#theyre not satisfied! they want more! and the story specifically centers around this idea for an arc or two or many#which btw i love i think iruma deserves having so many people who want to be close to him and who admire him#omg i forgot kirio HELLO…. hes…a little differently obsessed.#lets group him by himself but near the ameri/chima and eiko/vine section if u know what i mean#(note: its been a while since ive read chapters with shiida in em but from memory i do think she sees iruma as a little brother-#which is such a specific bond to long for; i think she wants to be someone he trusts first#followed by someone who can protect him followed by someone who he can learn from)#demons are selfish; i think its really sweet that theyre all pretty respectful of how iruma chooses to spend his time esp for being demons#cuz guess what! irumas selfish too. a true demon. he wants more and more and thats kinda what its all about#tldr everyone wants to stand next to iruma; clarazz (who stand next to him as his soulmates) have feelings about it lol#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun
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for some reason i enjoy so much the idea of kyle actually genuinely liking cartman’s appearance. like, he would never admit it – especially to cartman – but somehow eric really is a perfect match for kyle’s preferences.
therefore he can’t possibly stand the idea of cartman changing his appearance to become more “beautiful” in other people’s opinions, because kyle likes him the way he already is — and kyle already is sure cartman is beautiful.
so eeeevery time cartman has even a tiniest thought of losing weight, kyle makes sure he will change his mind.
cartman: I don’t know, man, maybe I really should lose weight… I mean, I’m hot as hell right now, but imagine all those girls who will go completely insane when they see me all skinny and sexy?
kyle: Gross. I don’t want to even think about it.
cartman: Are you jealous, Kyle? Or are you just envious ‘cuz I get more females’ attention being big-boned than you do with your thin ass?
kyle: Don’t you flatter yourself, Fatass. When was the last time a girl looked at you without a terror on her face?
cartman: Oh, shut up, Jew! You’re just afraid you’ll look even uglier next to me.
kyle: So you’re going on a diet, right?
cartman: Right!
kyle: Okay, good luck with this. …Oh, wait, isn’t this a KFC restaurant right there? And, wow, look: I have fifteen bucks right here! Damn, that’s just perfect for a double portion of chicken...
cartman: No… you sneaky little…
kyle: Huh? What’re you saying? I didn’t quite catch it. Do you wanna join me, Cartman?
cartman: …I hate you so much, Kyle. You’re going to burn in hell for forever. More than that: I will turn your life to hell myself–
kyle: So you’re going or not?
cartman: …Yes.
ALSO yes he’d support cartman’s decision to lose weight for himself but he just hates the idea of cartman changing his body just for social standards. and i just want at least one person to completely adore cartman’s looks and compliment him and i think kyle’d be the one to do so. once he get over his embarrassment, he’ll start telling nice things to cartman once in a while and cartman who is absolutely not used to genuine praise will be so. fucking. happy. every time.
#also i hc that kyle absolutely not understand the concept of ‘beautiful’ and ‘ugly’ when it comes to peoples appearance#and idk THIS WOULD BE SO HEALING AND COMFORTING FOR CARTMAN#i love them and i love how they can absolutely adore and admire each other but will never admit it openly#(on the other hand cartman is absolutely in love with kyle’s hair like he can play with it and look at it for HOURS)#he thinks kyle’s haircolor fits kyle’s personality very well#i have a really big soft spot for this dynamic when both secretly admire each other#btw i srsly hope it doesn’t sound fatphobic /gen i was only trying to write close-to-canon dialogue ;(#also when they start dating kyle will totally go feral when he hears anyone call cartman ‘fatass’#its his special petname for his bf u dont get it#south park#sp#eric cartman#kyle broflovski#kyman#sp kyman#kyman headcanon#sp cartman#sp kyle
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okay so ive been into jeweler richard for a while now, i watched half of the anime when it came out and found it unremarkable (now it fills me with rage) but i didnt start actually thinking about it until the manga came out and i actually read it. I stand by my reccomendation of the manga and in still looking forward to reading it when more volumes come out (volume 6 got delayed till next year). I knew OF things in the LN and they intrigued me but i wasnt really into light novels cuz i read on my phone but i didnt know how to get books(for free) on there. Untill i started reading orv that is(thanks dokja). Its really not that important for the story but recently ive been ravenously reading the jeweler richard LN (im on volume 5 now in the past like weekish)
And uhhhhh wow its so good. Like acutally good i totally get what people say about seigi now he is absolutely unreliable about......everyone around him. This is my reccomendation if you watched the anime and liked it or read them manga pleaseee read the light novels. It is the ideal JR experience
#Idk why orv and JR are so linked#Im thinking about u @ririban we're in this together#Sorry if this is out of line#I was reading some jr fanfics earlier and i was like 'woag thats my tumblr mutual' so cool#Im feeling a lot of things that ppl say about orv with jr tho too#With the manga its hard to get into seigi's head cuz he has to be simple to understand#We dont see his stream of conciousness and goddam it sure is a stream#If you thought his admiration of richard was excessive in either visual medium you have no idea#Its like every paragraph#Also theres a good balance of factual information and drama#I also like how u can tell whats actually happening vs how seigi tells it to us#So far my best example is when he passes out in london and he wakes up to richard taking care of him#Hes completely bogged down with information (and fever) and still thinking he and richard and that close#From richard's perspective anyway#He describes richard as calm and collected and uncaring(nicely) but its so clear richard is worried about him#Its really well worded#Also i get to read with hindsight of knowing volume 13 exists its a true treat#jeweler richard#housekishou richard#jr
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so i just started watching a sign of affection AND NOW I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW FURIN WILL CARE FOR THEIR HEARING IMPAIRED S/O (IF YOUR REQS IS OPEN)
HIHI OHHH MY GOD anon !! anon !! i love this. i’ve only watched a couple episodes so far but i feel the same way nshsh i just think that anime is sooo cute 😭😭 so many furin guys could fit in it !! shishitoren too.. no. actually. almost the entire cast tbh bahaha they’re all so sweet!! my reqs are closed (but also i feel like i’m not the right person to write for hearing impaired s/o > <)
MMMMMMM . if i ever did a series, it’d be inspired by a cute anime like that i think !! or a game. hehehheehh
#🦢— mail !#i have so much admiration for writers who do series and multi chap stuff#the two fics i wrote that were 4K words took a lot out of me#IN A GOOD WAY ITS JUST#i’m not really good at long works#so it takes me a long time > <#i would like to one day !!!!#have a fic that’s like 20K#or a mini series#this is so rambly omg sorry 😭#hope u have a lovely day nonnie !!!#SIGN OF AFFECTION IS SOOO CUTE THO OMG#i keep seeing it all over my fyp !!!!#i really wanna finish it > <
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i just wish to say all lelands friendships are so important to him, but i do especially find his friendships w the girls very sweet. connie teaches him yes you should be yourself and cringe and the right people will like you when you're yourself and the wrong people will see themselves out. and that it is ok to love who you love and it's not weird. and maria teaches him it's good to be soft it's good to have an open heart being kind to others is about believing in the best in them. seeing the best in everything, really, and the beauty in a moment, in a field of flowers, in anything. and julie teaches him boys do cry and it doesn't matter what someone says you can be anything you want and do anything you want. and that you should trust yourself and your feelings and also you don't have to be ashamed of those feelings. the girls in gen bringing him out of his shell in other ways too like yes pretty boy you can wear more than blue and brown if you want to
#i also have a lot of thoughts about the boys and their positive influences and the like... destroying the toxic masculinity and expectations#for male friendships yk???#the safety in that and the way danny and leland push each other in a positive way to grow and communicate their way to understanding and#openess with feelings and putting aside the bullshit people told u u were bc u aren't just that and ur worth getting to know#how to stick up for himself like he sticks up for others. all that#and the way leland and sonny are so close so fast imo. that you can have someone and click with them that fast and know they'll always have#ur back. that its really cool to be passionate and nerdy about shit and the right ppl will listen to u yap all day#and learning from raph about what it means to take care of those you care about. really genuinely how to do that and be that#idk he just. got better as a person and grew bc he wanted to be worthy of his friends that he admires. yk?
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honestly i can't stop staring at the incision sites
#i get so giddy every tim i look at them#like that bitch really is gone!!!!!!#(i am making light of this but ive known i wanted a hysterectomy from the moment i had my first period)#(partly bc of trans and partly bc of the brutalness of them from the start)#(and its literally been OVER A DECADE ive said ive wanted this done. actually 12 years bc i first decided around 14 i wanted this no matter#what my gender actually was. and i am so elated and over the moon. i feel so at home in my body and it's literally been so long since ive#felt consistently at home in here. also i can easily see the spots and take pics with my front camera so i REALLY keep just opening the cam#every few hours to admire my wounds c: )#ik i focused on the physical pain a lot before this as the Reason Why but truly........ this was the best decision ive ever made and i am so#so so so happy and i am also never letting anyone fucking gaslight me ab not being trans enough ever again#lit. said to my wife while showering “dont get me wrong im in pain - but its the kind of pain thats telling me im okay. its over. im home.”#idk if this is Too weird but if u wanna see the incision sites or bruising or anything i actually dont mind showing this stuff hajdkfjwkd#i personally have always had a morbid curiosity w/ things like this so i wont be weirded out
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um today is so fucking weird
#getting love from all the wrong ppl today wtf is going onnnn haha#the second one was actually really nice but no#I feel like I’ve lived 2 days in one already#and the first one reminds me maybe I should delete fb I hate it anyway#even if I deactivate it though I think messenger stays#bb boy u lost#the courage is admirable though#like actually cus huh but it’s not me haha#also just debated math at my swamped busy ass lil job for 15 mins I'm already done#I always find it so funny when ppl don’t assume my jobs a SHIT show busy it’s like feral in here can’t be down asiles bad#all these waspy rich bored ppl want 500 christmas cards and mugs and to fight#with no staff or incompetent ones lol#it’s ok it’s my fault for being here still hahah#I’d probably be so bored at a slow place and not under constant trauma#but also something better will come along#and the slow work I’ve been doing for me will someday come together if its suppose to#my bed missing me so bad rn and it's MUTUAL#dislike this cold dark weather and dealing with so many humans#wanna be in me room
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hi caitie love im sorry people are being mean to u like ur literally the sweetest loveliest person with such wonderful vibes they must be grasping at straws to hate on you 😭
i love what u said in the tags <3 you’re so lovely and i love how u word things and speak your mind clearly in such a genuinely nice way too <33
i heard that you can block anons who send nasty hate by pressing the three dots on their ask, i hope this might help :)
i hope you have a wonderful day/night and remember to stay hydrated dearie! <3
no no no, don't worry! no one is being mean to caitie!! i just know anon hate has been a big topic of discussion lately and it makes me kinda upset seeing the different ways people unpack it on the dash.
i'm such a... idk if the right word is bleeding heart or snake or WHAT lol but thinking about the way anon hate hurts EVERYONE involved just gets me kinda emo because. absolutely no one deserves to receive such awful treatment, but i truly feel bad for the people out there who are so hurt themselves that they need to take those emotions out on others through abusing the anon-ask system. i've grown so much since feeling this way but i can def relate to the anger that those kinds of feelings (self hatred, jealousy, loneliness) create.
all honestly, i'm really lucky because i've never had anyone on here consistently bully/harass me, and i think that's why i have such a hard time talking about anon hate in the first place, because i don't think my opinions are really relevant to what a lot of fellow bloggers go through. but i'm absolutely a supporter of blocking hate on sight!
it's true that i have a lot of empathy for my haters out there, but at the same time, that doesn't mean it needs to be rewarded with an answer, either! ;)
anyway anon, thank you so, so much for this! i will never be able to thoroughly express how much your kindness and positivity means to me other than by saying have a good every day too!!🥺🥺🥺go kiss yourself in the mirror and pretend it's me kissing you because I LOVE U !!
#you have to be. very hurt and sad to treat others so badly.#and i was once that hurt and sad. so i understand. which is why seeing reactions to anon hate is frustrating sometimes#but that doesnt mean i understand what it's like to be targeted so intensely by anon hate either#like i know some of my friends (can i call my moots that lol?) have been#so it's this weird slope#and on one hand. i really admire the people who are vocal enough to express their true opinions such that they get anon hate#but on the other. i mind my business and that's really hard... but then i have a circle of people as kind as you anon!!#its a trade off for sure#anyway#enough of me blabbing#i love u tho sweet anon make sure to stay hydrated too and enjoy a nice treat because you deserve it <3 MWAH#caitie answers#anon
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Ooc: This blog is so pretty!!! I love the aesthetic and it's very well put together :3 I have no idea how you get the text to be the different colors you're using but it looks so nice aaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
- @knockknock-itspandemonium / SilverBell 🔔
「 ☆ ∶ AAA thank u SO SO MUCH !!! this means so much coming from u holy moly (i love ur pande blog teehee!). the funky text colours r all done by html btw here's a post that explains it if u want it :3 」
#( OOC )⠀ ⠀||⠀ MUN HALEY#;;#fair warning it may take a minute to get used to html#i would say it's easy however i literally took tech related subjects in school so i dont think im allowed to comment on that........#buuuut if u do try learn n need help idm helpin ya out the best i can :3#AGAIN THO THANK U SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME 💗#also fair warning with using html on tumblr posts uh. sometimes it will just. say your text blocks have more than like 4000 characters#and to save you the headache all you gotta do is just post it on html mode rather than preview mode :3#sorry im rambling in the tags i apologise. thank u for your kind words though 💗💗#also ur art is like really really pretty sometimes i find myself just admiring it at really random hours in thje morning ... it's sopretty#its so pleasing to look at i love it :3#ok done hiding things in the tags now. thgank you again!!!
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i dont want this to come across as mean or to be as some sort of example as to why being trans is bad. but i think a lot of the time when i see ppl talk abt having gender envy its not in a very constructive way.
Like ofc lots of us have dysphoria and dysmorphia,, but i just want to point out that theres not a lot of difference between trans ppl looking at skinny androgynous ppl and saying "i wish i had that gender" and the stereotype of a teenager looking at a magazine going "i wish i had that body".
A lot of the time the things i see ppl say they want the gender of are like. Just normal ppl wearing a shirt and jeans lol. But the appeal is to have their body. And i get that. I also feel like that. But i dont know how constructive it is to look at ppl and go i want to be like them instead of like me when the "like them" things are things you cant really change.
Im not saying seeing someone with a cool aesthetic and wanting that aesthetic is problematic. Im not saying anything is problematic at all ! Im just saying as a kinda chunky trans man myself that looking at skinny tall cis men and constantly going "i WISH i had what they have :(" isnt good for me and i dont think its good for a lot of other ppl too.
#i very strongly want to emphasise how much im not judging ppl who do this! i just want to point out how a lot of the time this is a#body image issue type thing. yet its very normal to say it. and i think its weird.#not that the ppl who do it are weird /continues to dig myself into a hole by using the wrong language/#i just think its so weird that its so normalised to do this.#ofc i get it if ur saying it about someone whos fashion u admire. or a certain aesthetic or jen a say kwa.#but a lot of the time ill see ppl doing this with pics of cis ppl (usually models and celebrities) just in their natural habitat.#and its like. do you really want their GENDER or do u want their waistline and skin colour and their bulcal fat removal and 8 pack and-#yknow? idk if im making any sense#i think the term gender envy has been used to normalise this kind of thing when its not constructive or good 4 people
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best sunny monologue? (I vote the waitress after banging frank)
THE WAITRESS MONOLOGUE IN THAT EP WAS SO GOODDDD damn that ones hard to beat tbh.... but probs.. Mac's "because of you i changed who i am at my core!" monologue. idk why but that bit just feels like. its so funny but also profound. like the way the scene really centers mac's dialogue is weirdly jarring every time i watch it even tho im expecting it. its like the "far be it from me line" like way more profound than i would expect it to be for Mac's character on this show. so i love that one a lot i love when mac just becomes totally sincere for a minute
#but again that waitress monologue is hard to beat#god s2 u are so good#s1-s3 of sunny rlly is that like. comfort zone#where the show didnt really know what it was or WHO these characters were yet#they find it more in s4-s5 but i love s1-s3 cuz its just so exploratory#and tbh that waitress monologue had to be one of the first big monologues of the show right? so like... wow#mary elizabeth rlly put her all into the waitress n i admire that so much#sunny still sucks at writing its women but lucky for them they have extremely talented women behind them
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I think it's kinda weird how Kaneko had the "Persona is just it's user in a costume" and Soejima just said "no" even though it made contextual sense
Huh I never actually thought about that cause I tend to study the Soejima Personas but I see what you mean. I really like Kaneko's Personas and his work on the SMT games because I think his visual art style is really pretty and it has a certain feel to it that I can't really describe? And yeah tbh his idea of the Persona being the user in a costume makes a lot of sense given what Personas are (and it allows him to do some really cool shit too - see Nanjo's "Ultimate" Persona) but tbh I also love Soejima's idea of it being a less physical thing??
Like with Soejima's designs he kinda takes the essence of the character and incorporates it into the design. Even though the persona doesn't necessarily look like the user (e.g. Arsene and Joker for example) you can tell its that user's persona.
Honestly I really like both approaches and tbh I would like to see more of Kanko's Persona designs in a modern Persona game.
#asks#latenitewaffles#koopa bro#persona designs my beloved#but yeah i enjoy both approaches#i think soejima himself said that he really admired kanako's stuff but wanted to try his own thing#hence the different design philosophies#i need to study the kanako ones more tbh because they are super interesting and his art style is just so cool#i think you can kinda see it a bit with carmen because she looks similarish to ann in terms of the hair and mask#but i would like to see them take it further u know#also nanjo's ultimate persona is literally his butler for anyone curious#its such a banger idea#good thought though thank u nico
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seeing u slowly become a taylor swift hater is the biggest character development in the history of this planet not going to lie to you fam
😭😭😭😭 thank you ig
#asks#anon#not gonna lie to you fam i appreciate you sending this ask but also please do not describe me as a tswift hater#i used to love her at some point. as you probably know but i have deeply moved on from her i feel#like her songs are nice but they are just. not something i would typically enjoy anymore#and also despite having swiftie mutuals even if i enjoyed her music i would strongly detach myself from the fanbase#not on tumblr not really just in general. fans theyre so invasive and give me the ick especially thr hardcore ones#and her music is deep if u read into the lyrics and she does know how to write a song but also. this online thing where people worship her#is um. in bad taste like a while back on pinterest i saw a meme which went “listening to these artists is indie cottagecore lesbian culture#and instead of like clairo who you would expect somehwere in that list. she was there#bitch you mesn the world no.2 singer after the weeknd??? swifties online are insane#i do disagree with her on quite some points also like her political silence and environment and i can admire her as a singer songwriter#but its like how far can you go. you have the influence. she did that equality act petition in 2019 so we can see that#i would not call her overrated as i believe her music is generally fine but its not revolutionary by any means#she didnt bring anything new and unheard of to the pop genre except like wiping your insta page before a release#this was completely unneccesary sorry. but yeah i wouldnt call myself a hater but i dont like her much either#this was completely unwarranted you dont need to read this
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watching a therapy session with one of my favourite artists has left me in shambles oh.. ohhh... ohhhg my godd......😭😭😭
#to be fair i was in shambles since the first time i read his wikipedia page#but seeing someone open up and be vulnerable like that? actually devastating....i could never#i didnt think id be crying over a grown man today yet here we are 😭#ive been crying over him since the first few songs i heard from him ough..#yea ignore me im just stupidly perceptive of other people's feelings and im moved to tears by literally anything 😭#txt#and yea this is about the slipknot guy. u know the one#im gonna have to paint him one day :') just bc i rly appreciate him#that one song he wrote about self harm? devastating. to me personally#christ. im so glad ppl like me arent alone and that we are seen and heard and accepted#artists like these give me so much hope#you can just feel that they really care and that they do what they do (music) out of love for connecting with ppl#music is all about connection...its about sharing experiences and emotions. its a form of therapy by itself#its so nice to see it being used that way 🥺#i have nothing but respect and admiration for this man and i dearly hope life will be kinder to him 😔#i wish the same for a whole lotta other people as well 😔🩷
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