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somehow got some muse here so maybe i’ll write a little tomorrow, but anyway i may or may not buckypost on @krakcnimpact

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tcsm pmo rn and i'm thinking about writing bucky barnes about it for a hot second but like the leland muse always persists he is my little guy. just wish there was content to look forward to in the game rn lmao

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chat we were crying

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me reading about the church of ilmater like, in general and i just think it’s neat and interesting that it is one of the only faiths to have saints and martyrs. and their whole thing is like, how noble and revered it is to be a martyr, to make sacrifices and put others before yourself at all costs. how even if leland is an oathbreaker, he still holds fast to his beliefs in justice and like, taking on the suffering of others. if it still existed he would probably be a paladin of the companions of the noble heart who basically were out there taking out anyone that caused suffering to the oppressed and innocent. but apparently those aren’t around anymore in bg3 times. so maybe order of the golden cup which was more about healing and protecting the suffering rather than like, hunting down the bad people. idk what the order of the bleeding shield is about but that also sounds kind of raw as hell, much 2 think about

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𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 .   (   a  series  of  question - based  starters .  )

❛  how  did  this  happen ?  ❜ ❛  what  are  you  talking  about ?  ❜ ❛  why  didn’t  you  tell  me ?  ❜ ❛  when  will  you  stop  running ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  get  your  number ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  really  think  i’d  never  figure  it  out ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  pushing  me  away ?  ❜ ❛  why  should  i  care ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  did  this  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  weren’t  you  there  for  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  okay ?  ❜ ❛  why  aren’t  you  dressed  yet ?  ❜ ❛  where  have  you  been ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  never  stay  in  the  mornings ?  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  ever  stay ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  hear  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  look  me  in  the  eyes ?  ❜ ❛  where  is  this  coming  from ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  kiss  you ?  ❜ ❛  what  aren’t  you  telling  me ?  ❜ ❛  is  there  anything  i  can  do ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  here  to  kill  me ?  ❜ ❛  where  am  i  supposed  to  go ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  wanna  get  out  of  here ?  ❜ ❛  who  sent  you ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  put  this  behind  us ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  looking  for  someone ?  ❜ ❛  who  gave  this  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  who  was  that ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  think  i’m  stupid ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  help  me ?  ❜ ❛  where  is  this  coming  from ?  ❜ ❛  who  am  i  to  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  is  this  so  important to you ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  want  to  come  in ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  say  to  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  mean  it ?  ❜ ❛  when  did  you  stop  loving  me ?  ❜ ❛  are  you  [ name ] ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  these  things  always  happen  to  me ?  ❜ ❛  who  do  you  think  you  are ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  lying  to  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  here ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  just  tell  me  the  truth ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  don’t  you  believe  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  think  i  deserve  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  do ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  walk ?  ❜ ❛  is  there  a  good  ending  for  us ?  ❜ ❛  what  was  i  supposed  to  do ?  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  love  me ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  care ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  what  can  i  say  to  make  it  better ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  help ?  ❜ ❛  did  i  ever  stand  a  chance ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  trust  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  ever  stop  talking ?  ❜ ❛  can  i  come  with  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  would  you  say  that ? ❛  how  have  you  been ?  ❜ ❛  why  can’t  you  just  move  on ?  ❜ ❛  when  will  i  see  you  again ?  ❜ ❛  can  we  talk ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  a  minute ?  ❜ ❛  do  we  know  each  other ?  ❜ ❛  can  you  shut  up ?  ❜

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wenee made me a super pretty gifset of my boy when he had his fun little king arthur pulling the sword from the stone (with the power of friendship) moment

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anyway leland is a paladin of ilmater and i make him sacrifice his hp every battle for his pals. love to laugh

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guy who just got called a monster and told he was going to kill everyone he loves which is his one (1) fear! no!!!

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me holding off for as long as possible leaving leland as a super nerfed paladin For The Plot bc he won't even accept oathbreaker title so he cannot use his channel divinity spells at all <3 at least he has a fire sword

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at least he is a pretty disgraced paladin

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he made so many babygirl expressions

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u know the characters are going through something when you have more than one ethel cain song on their playlist

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we’re pretty early in our bg3 campaign but i have fantasy au brainworms again… i just think it’s funny that my leland lore is that he ran away from his noble upbringing bc his dad sucks and he thought he could train to be a paladin because you just do what’s right, right? and then smash cut to the first time he gets into a situation where he isn’t 100% lawful good and breaks his oath trying to intervene in a situation that turns violent. literally day one. guy who is sitting in the corner of camp pouting bc oathbreaker knight was sort of intimidating and mean to him. and man dad’s gonna be so disappointed because first i ran away and then i failed at being a devotion paladin. and i can’t talk to my god so i guess i feel empty inside all the time basically!!! but at least i have my friends :’) that’s the most important thing!

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he's always making this face

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bro has the threat level of a puppy

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in fairness i do not think he was long for a strict paladin code bc of the bleeding heart of it all but right now he is trying to convince himself he can get his oath back and oathbreaker guy is like yeah ok come back when ur ready to accept that’s not gonna happen. and also the gang is trying to raise 1000 gold for him to get his oath back in the midst of this brain worm situation and also he won’t stop offering their help to just about anyone. so u could say the campaign is going well

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the gang started a bg3 playthrough with our kids and well unfortunately leland broke his paladin oath in like 2 minutes because we defended lae'zel