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sforzesco · 1 month ago

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machiavelli and biagio (and a third person), hard at work in the office :)

#sometimes you have a really bad month which is turning into TWO bad months and you forget which brushes you like inking with #because you've been too busy trying to tread water. so to speak. like my god. and on top of that. job hunting. augh.#and to finish that off. my ideas notebook that i scribble comic layouts in. ran out of pages. which is honestly at the bottom #of the list of things that are going wrong but it did feel like some kind of cosmic punchline and i'm at my LIMIT #ANYWAY. thoughts about renaissance espionage. they are circling in my mind. its been too long since ive drawn machiavelli #eventually i'm going to figure out how to do this machiavelli-leonardo-biagio comic. the visuals....we're so close to cracking the #code (<< figuring out what florence should look like) (artistically) (save me photographers who take photos of places for comic artists)#italian renaissance tag #drawing tag #there's also a biagio book i want to read also. surprisingly difficult to track down! i remain undeterred tho #compared to some of the things ive been trying to track down for ascanio the biagio book is casual fun

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aquanutart · 15 days ago

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#pokemon #pokemon sv #grusha #iono #snowshockshipping #aquanutart #not an update to the post but!! i was working on this since before i wrote it and now i finished!#so even though there are barely any actual pokemon in it... (shoutout to rotom and bellibolt) ...i'll put it up!#it's canon in the dlc that grusha was one of iono's original fans #and that her content used to cheer him up #..though it makes me feel kinda bad how he rips on her newer content LOL so i'm choosing to interpret it how i want #which is that grusha was one of iono's original stans but is just cringing so hard about it now #that he doesn't want anyone to know because he thinks it's 'uncool'#look i don't think you can be that fixated on what's cool or not without being incredibly scared of looking uncool yourself #iono is supposed to be sneezing because of that anime thing where you sneeze if someone is talking about you #but alternately she was just out in the snow with grusha #(btw sorry if penny is ooc here. i actually only know her from the tcg card because i (still) haven't gotten to actually playing sv whoopss #(and i haven't seen her in the anime yet either so i kinda just was like.. 'who else probably watches streams?' and included her)#i meant to make stuff about these characters back when they were just revealed and we didn't really know much about them yet #so this may be a holdover from that whoops

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icewindandboringhorror · 5 months ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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sf3uuf · 7 months ago

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I've been thinking about JJBA again...

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spotaus · 4 months ago

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Eyy, King Reaper and his beloved Mage Geno designs <3

#new age au #Geno is very tall (tall Geno supremacy <3) and Reaper usually floats so he's just slightly taller than Geno on any normal day <3 #if he unties his robe in the back it drags along the floor at the perfect height to feign being very tall-#ohh I have so many thoughts about them :]#Geno's magic manifests as crystals so he wears some on his outfit (and keeps more in his pockets)#the black and purple ones on his belt are meant to be a little reference to Reaper (and Dust. before meeting him he only has a black one-)#Geno also uses a Cane! he's insanely skilled and powerful but on sone days magic fatigue finally catches up to him and he has to use it #the black half-robe was also the only accessory Reaper could convince Geno to adopt from his kingdom- that and the Sandals haha-#(I like to think Error made Geno's scarf-)#and ofc Reaper...#he's been ruling for so long that he lives in comfort rather than appearance because. i mean. no one is going to doubt him at this point #he leaves his ribcage exposed as a show of his confidence in his rule (direct access to his soul basically-) but also because. well.#he thinks he's eye-candy 🙏#and in his kingdom the crown/sign of royalty are those olive branch circlets #he wears his over his hood usually. Geno recieved one when Reaper officially finished courting him. Dust would eventually get one. though #for him it's more the equivalent of a wedding ring since his loyalty lies with Nightmare still and he has little official ruling power in #Reaper's kingdom.#oh! Reaper also wears a littlr band Geno made him once on his ribs. it's a nice red gem that he's vaguely aware is actually a tracking spel #Geno thought he was being subtle about it. he. in fact. was not. but Reaper let him get away with it 🙏#oh!!! last thing #Geno sometimes wears a nice silk wrap over his bad eye that's a nice clean white. it usually depends if he's doing magic or not #because his eye tends to get melty again if he strains during casting. and he's always overdoing it lmao-#anyways yeah #mm lied one more note #Reaper's wings are optional. kinda like a manifestation of his Ecto in a way since he doesn't need them to float #more just sonething to make him more regal or appear more threatening!#now I'm done #my favorite goofballs <3 #spot!drawn #my art

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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 2 months ago

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Oh gosh the roommates are unloading the dishwasher ... this is an answer to prayer

#i haven't talked about them much lately because the heart of the problem lately has been my bad attitude #but i will not lie. them unloading the dishwasher in the evening immediately after it finished #instead of waiting 24 hours slash leaving it to me for the third time in a row? peggy write this down #(the problem rn is not major things are quite fine and i'm back to having tons of time in the house to myself #which helps a lot but also means i have tons of time with their minor but present messes while they're at work #i did reveal to them how much of crisis i was in last weekend. even more than i did to you guys in fact #and that may have been a wake-up call?#i never can assume we're on the same page #but my assumption has been that they've been thinking they can let me take more of the weight in the house almost forever #since she literally always has her own or a family member's health crisis going on #and he has rampant adhd that they're learning to manage as a couple #while i get exhausted of constantly being the not-in-crisis one. i do recognize i have more mental space usually #all that said. it feels like a gift and an intentional choice that they're unloading the dishwasher #on a day they've been in normal-to-bad moods instead of bouncy cheerful ones

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azaracyy · 1 year ago

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a lesson on good karma digimon survive week 2024 day 4: supporting characters

#digimon #gomamon #digimon survive #survive week #survive week 2024 #rambling ahead. you don't have to read the tags beyond bc there's nothing that important tbh... you can just look at the art...#exhausted from being out and doing housework yesterday. then got a last-minute job with very urgent deadline today #finished everything but yeah basically i did anything but art so #irl do be like that aint it #anyway it's been a long time since i played survive and my memory isn't that good #but i always remember the part where we had to protect the gomamon #and later they showed us a path via the dam allowing the team to continue exploring #it reminded me of just how important it is to be nice and do good things whenever and wherever possible #and be mindful with the not-so-good things you do and say #be it good or bad. karma is real even if you don't know when it will get back at you #and you know in visual novel settings. whatever choice you make really determines what happens later on #yeah believe it or not i end up thinking stuff like that by helping a bunch of adorable seal mons...#mmm i'm officially behind now so i might as well take my time while also rest a bit haha ;;#this week has been fun with survive week tho fr. even though i came in unprepared (when will i change)#gotta keep surviving #png

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fuedalreesespieces · 1 year ago

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one thing that always gets me whenever i read inuyasha modern au fics is that inuyasha is supposedly "the slacker" or the guy who doesn't try hard on anything academia related, and that always struck me as odd bc you're telling me inuyasha wouldn't be competing with, say, koga for rank 1? that he wouldn't study his ass off in the subjects he's actually interested in? that he wouldn't pour his everything into extracurriculars he cares about? he has his aloof moments in canon but ultimately he's a hard worker and i think that trait should be reflected in aus!

plus if we're thinking about the setting here, inuyasha's canon behavior is greatly influenced by his upbringing (and later lack thereof). putting him in an environment (modern au, lack of youkai discrimination) where his talents are cultivated instead of looked down upon would give us a very different character. it's always interesting to me whenever i see canon-typical inuyasha behavior in an au where his mom is alive because it suggests that his mistrust and gruff behavior are just part of his personality and not largely a result of childhood events. i feel like modern aus are an opportunity to see how he might have grown if not for the death of his mother + father & the consistent threat looming over him as a child. what would his personality be like then? how would his first meeting with kagome go considering that? his dynamics with his older brother? his goals? it's something that could be explored in a fic taking place in the feudal realm but it's kind of difficult to just subtract the discrimination aspect that comes with that setting...just things to think abt ig!

#also saw a reblog so IM CLEARING MY NAME LMAO #koga would not even be in the top five #he was just the first person who came up when i thought of inuyasha competing w someone lol #also needs to be said that i haven't read that many modern au fics #probably because i'm not the biggest fan of em #but this is just smth i noticed from the ones i read #i also see a lot of miroku and inuyasha being besties in these fics #which isn't bad or anything but i feel like he'd be friends with sango before miroku since they seem to mesh better #also to clarify i am NOT hating on fics that do any of the things i mentioned #headcanons are headcanons and ppl should have fun!#this is just my opinion lol take it with a grain of salt #i've only ever written like three inuyasha fics and haven't even finished the manga so i'm no expert on his character #anyway enough of my rambling #inuyasha #inuyasha a feudal fairy tale #inuyasha meta #inumeta #sango inuyasha #koga inuyasha #kagome higurashi #miroku inuyasha

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redo-rewind-if · 7 months ago

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Hi everyone! Gonna keep this week's report brief since I'm currently in a grove with my editing/coding.

Next Update (Chapter 3? Quite Possibly!):

Intro Scene (if not on music fest route): 100%

Music Fest Routes (Solo, V, and Amara): 100%

Club Pyre Path: 100%

Editing: 80%

Coding: 85?% (Possibly even more!)

Bug Testing: 0%

I can confidently say the editing and coding should be done by this time next week!

Bug testing will likely take a few days, possibly more if I run into any complicated ones, but, if not... you'll be getting the next update really, really soon. 🤞

#redo; rewind if #interactive fiction #if game #progress report #for once i'll keep my tag rambling short since i really want to finish coding the section i'm on but...#currently been listening to the same song on loop for the last hour instead of a playlist or something because i'm in a mood #not a bad one. just. same song repeatedly for a few hours type of mood #who knows? maybe i'll mix things up with a different version of the same song. spice things up a bit.

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megatraven · 2 months ago

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got into a fight with my mom yippeeee

#meg speaks #feeling. super.#and all because she has that dumb as shit mindset of #'well you havent had [thing i dont like] for years so you dont know if you still don't like it or not'#newsflash. i do still know that i don't like it. i haven't liked it since i was like. fucking 6 years old. every time i have tried it since #i have fucking HATED it #every time she forced me to try it again it was disgusting to me.#i dont like it. i haven't liked it in a long LONG time. over 20 years of hating it #sometimes she would sit me at the table and make me stay there until i tried it again.#me telling her that she would do that is what upset her #because HER mom did that to HER and she HATED IT. and swore she would never do it to her kids.#but i fucking remember sitting at the dinner table an hour or more after everyone else had finished and cleaned up #and how she would get angry with me if i just trashed my plate without trying it #she wasn't anywhere as bad as her mom. but she still did it to me too.#and just like her mom she denies having ever done it.#and thinks i'm crazy and that i don't remember what happened and that im just saying it to upset her.#but im not. it happened to me. she did it to me. and it's her fault that she's upset over this because she's the one #who can't let it go. that i don't like this food.#it would be so so so SO easy to just accept that i don't like it. we wouldn't have had the argument if she would have accepted it.#but she never will. and i'm getting to be too old now to be talked to like i'm 4 years old.

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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Recent-ish things ~

#photo diary #1 - love this image of Noodle.. such a weird angle that makes his head look entirely round like a puff ball or something #2 - a more recent (still from months ago) collection of my pressed flowers and 4 leaf clovers I found.#3. Being one of the only people in 2024 still going 'hee heee I've just bought a new wii game!' but.. I have. >:3 #It's kind of like Wii Sports Resort but is like.. open world? so your character can actually walk around and stuff. REALLY makes me #wish I had the type of set up where I could record video from my wii and stuff like some gaming youtubers have. I think it'd be a really #fun game to play on video and to DOCUMENT it!!! I keep wishing I could screenshot my little guy walking around but I caaant..#I've literally just been taking out my phyiscal camera and photographing the screen which always looks bad.. augh..#4. Something in the froxen food aisle called 'Wellington Bites' a play on beef wellington. suprisingly good actually. but I guess anything #with like beef and mushrooms usually is. But it seems like.. oddly decent for frozen food stuff.#5 - boye looking Round again.. 6 - updated score in the wii fit minigame again. This time less than 4 seconds #for each round? which may be a record for me? 7 & 8 - fat bird in the snow. fatt bird in the SNOW!! Hoping that climate change and H5N1 #don't eventually remove all trace of birds and winter weather from my life in the future... -_-#9 - ..ough... a few paltry writings.. Except for the one day of 4000 words. But for the most part I have been making soo litte progress #because of the holidays and drs appointments and such a rush of all these other mind distracting things.. Or if I'm not doing something the #I'm feeling tired from having PREVIOUSLY done something so I waste the whole day being sleepy and headachey... GRR...#the funny thing is that like many many years ago I wrote a note on my wall saying 'FOCUS! write 2hr a day or more or youre going to finish #your game in 2025!!!' - which back in 2018 when I wrote it was like unimaginably far into the future but now... ahem.. hem... I guess that #is quite literally the case LOL. To my credit I did parctically abandon it entirely since late 2019 and JUST now picked up really #trying to focus on it in mid 2024 but still... My '''ridiculous'' projection being actually likely the correct one..#10 - I just thoughtit would be silly to put a bunch of keychain things on the wii remote. imagine playing this way. getting constantly #jabbed in the hand by plastic bits. and the jingling clinking noise it would be always making lol #11 - sky.. huzzah for the sky as always. Clouds my beloved #Gr.. I just really want to wriiite. My new years hopes are to finish my game and to get stuff set up to start selling sculptures again.#AND then maybe do more game videos lol... I miss playing games. I dont think I've posted on that youtube for like 5 months #I've just had so much appointments and Things and Stuff and focusing so much on other projects. But that is the thing that really #feels relaxing and fun for me. so like.. 1. finish game 2. sell sculpture/make sculpture 3. play games 4. find more friends #and social connection and networking or whatever the hell people have to do to be successful 5. do more costume/outfits.#<( saying this all on a day where I did none of those things LOL... I got erm.. maybe 400 words done today.. >:'3c )#6 is MOVE away from the evil west coast (hot.. fires in summer. etc) but like. not happening unless I suddenly become a millionaire so. -_-

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flowerakatsuka · 10 months ago

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wip while i'm at woooork~

#i couldn't get the idea of kara & kuro singing karaoke together...#kuro would hate going to karaoke & singing in front people bc of how tone deaf they are #( they had a bad experience going to karaoke in college and just hasn't really gone since )#but they'd like going with karamatsu bc he doesn't care that they suck at singing & finds ways to make it fun for them #like picking goofy songs and going all out in singing them so it make kuro laugh #he likes their laugh. not just light one they usually do but the full on cackle that comes out when something's really funny to them #* puts my face in my hands * good lord......#i'm feeling so soft about them rn i'm sorry #hopefully i can work back into this tomorrow after my shift #tonight i'm just gonna try working on finishing writing the outline for the first kurokara lore event i'm gonna post #i wanna doodle some things for it so i might take me a sec to post tho #mj wips #mj rambles

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masterfuldoodler · 6 months ago

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girlbossed too hard.... unless...

#like a lot of stuff about kh. one thing being its sprawling plot. love it all fitting together like that #anyway wanted to write a story like that. here i am with my ocs. and now im worried ive made it too confusing #1. maybe it's just because I haven't finished fixing plot holes? 2. maybe it's bc im not telling it in the right order? (random comics)#3. maybe it's because I assume ppl know more than they probably remember? 4. maybe im bad at explaining it?#anyway I talk to ppl about it and they're like ???? about things so now im like hm. i done messed up #problem is. it all makes perfect sense in my head #nomura is this how you felt? is this just the consequences of my actions??#anyway rip me. doomed to pain and suffering since the days of my youth #wanna get better at talking and expressing things but ACK. so hard!!!!#august rambles #text #you may be thinking huh?? you're expressing something rn. and yes. you see. my disease is so annoying. it is not consistent #sometimes I think about it enough i think about ways to talk about it. sometimes I think about it enough and it soaks into my life so...#someone else goes 'hey whats that?' and i go 'oh tiny info about it' as if secretly the person knew everything else because uh #i thought about it so hard. it must be common knowledge??? i don't know things other people don't??#anyway screaming crying i feel like I'm not expressing this right. doomed.

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v-tired-queer · 3 months ago

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⚠️ Post trigger warnings: mentions of people being queerphobic, mentions of past mental and emotional abuse, mentions of using religion to justify being a jerk, descriptions of physical symptoms of anxiety, mentions of parents passing away

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It took me two months and a bit to realize that the way the inside of my body suddenly feels cold, the way my stomach feels like its dropped, why I need to take deeper breaths to feel like I'm actually getting good air, and the way my body starts to shake uncontrollably around WICS (Woman I Can't Stand--it's the most polite thing I can call her) is all due to a panic response. I haven't had a panic attack since high school, so suddenly going back to having physical symptoms of my anxiety threw me for a loop. I thought I was dehydrated.

It's such a strange sensation for me. Mentally, I'm not really panicking, at least not at the forefront of my mind. WICS can't do anything to me. She has no say in what does or doesn't happen in this house, she doesn't live here, and she can't do anything with my stuff. The worst she can do (and continues to do) is run her mouth and be, simply put, mean and annoying. I wondered why she, specifically, invokes such a strong reaction out of me, and then I realized: she's just enough like everyone who's abused me all rolled into one.

She's mentally and emotionally tormented me since the day I had to decide to take my mother off of life support in ways that my ex step-father would be proud of. She hides behind religion to excuse her bigotry and carries around a self righteous attitude that makes my dad look like an atheist. She argues with her mother more than my parents did, and that took up 90% of my childhood. She mouths off about me and voices her very loud objections about the way I live my life (in relation to me being queer) to everyone she can behind my back like we're in high school. And the one time I had a seizure around her she chose to do absolutely nothing--not even put a pillow under my head--and complain about me to her sister on the phone instead, like basic first aid is a privilege I don't deserve.

Just one more week, give or take. One more week and then I'll be out of this God forsaken house and away from these people for the rest of my life. I won't have to deal with her or anyone else here anymore. I'll be safe. I'll be okay. I can finally move forward.

And the best part that probably makes me at least a little bit petty? They don't know when I'm leaving, which means they don't know when my brother will be coming by for the appliances and shelves that belonged to our mother.

Hey, we're just following Biblical law: it says that he, being both the son and the oldest, inherited our parents belongings when they passed. He agreed to take said he wanted them, and it's his right to have them. Sorry, WICS. She'll just have to get her own coffee maker and kitchen shelves 💁🏼😌

#did i specifically ask my brother to take those things simply so they couldn't have them? that's between me and God 😌#two can play the Bible game 🖕#which as a christian does kinda make me feel bad but also no it doesn't #she and i view the Bible and God and religion in general VERY differently #i'll be moving out bit by bit during the next week and the poof i'll be gone for good #i'm kinda back to being homeless but some friends of mine are letting me stay with them while i go back to school #basically the plan is to finish my PCT certification then becoming employed then move out #i'm also excited since they're the ones who have fostered my cat while i've been here so i get to be with her again! 😭😍🩷💞#just one more week #tw at the start of this post #personal

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ismyteadoneyet · 4 months ago

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bro getting myself an audhd assessment for the sole reason of making the rest of my family realize that THE HAVE IT THEMSELVES is getting more and more tempting by the fkn day I SWEAR TO GOD

#like my dad keeps critizising and “making fun” of his OWN BROTHER for having very very obvious special interests and “needing routine”#and somehow fails to fkn realize that he IS THE VERY FKN SAME #my mom is currently doing health checks and sht for a lot of things that MIGHT STEM FROM THE FACT THAT SHE IS ALSO NEURODIVERGENT #“I just have trouble starting/finishing things and I'm unfocused and tired a lot” BESTIE IF YOU JUST FKN LISTEN TO ME-#LIKE BOTH ME AND MOM HAVE WORKED WITH AUDHD KIDS FOR YEARS WHY CAN YOU NOT SEE THE SIMILIARITIES I BEG #like we had an entire discussion of good/bad rep of neurodivergency and how most people boil autism down to “oh so like Sheldon!”#When it's literally the worst most stereotypical awful thing I know because SHELDON IS MADE OUT TO BE A JOKE AND IS SIMPLY JUST FKN MEAN #and like they don't seem to realize why “oh I couldn't tell they had autism when I met them!” IS THE ENTIRE FKN POINT #I am so tired #I keep trying to use neurodivergent lingo in casual conversation in hopes they'll pick it up too but no luck yet #I literally couldn't help myself when talking about my uncle today and asked if he had a diagnosis on paper #since it “clearly runs in the family” and they got SO FKN QUIET #I'M SO TIRED OF PLAYING DUMB IN MY OWN HOME #BCS IF I DO SAY SHT OUT LOUD they play it off as “oh your friends have brainwashed you into thinking you are neurodivergent sweetheart :((”#I'm tired #tove rambles

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teddybeartoji · 7 months ago

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it's so hot today again i can't focus at all hhhhhhhhhhhh but on the bright side it seems that this might be the last warm day and then it's autumnnnn:33333333333

#i wanna write so bad #i have the ideas #but since it's so warm #i don't want to move #and typing. counts as moving i'm afraid.................................#i have another very impulsive drabble thing going on rn #it's hot #and it's with sukuna #so i hope to finish and get that out today #wahhhh #send me all the ice in the world please #mayor of loserville

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