#and seeing that i actually had hips
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I've been on hormones for just over 5 years and now my body is just about the way I've always wanted it to look. I've still got a long ways to go, and a lot of work to do. But I'm a long way from where I started and it shows
#jen talks#transition#trans#body pics#i had this moment the other day#where i stood in front of the mirror nude getting ready for a shower#and for the longest time ive been really big due to an eating disorder#but ive done a lot of work to get better#and seeing that i actually had hips#and it wasnt just like belly overhang#it almost made me cry#like ove got a straight up mom bod and god it rips so hard#im not skinny#im plump and curvy and its great#and with my hormones back on track#the biggest eye sore for my gender dysphoria (aside from the whole still having a dick thing)#is my chest has started to grow again#and ive got a fairly broad chest#and ive managed to naturally grow DD cup breasts and that feels amazing#and theyre still getting bigger too!! like my family has the big tiddy genes
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This is peak fashion right here.
#shoot from the hip#the “oo's yer dad” one has to be my favourite#I had a really stupid idea where we sfth just pretend that oo's yer dad was a real game show#like the whole zepotha thing on tiktok but better#because there's actual merch and we can be like “see there's merch of this show it is a real thing!”#but also gaslighting isn't very ethical so idk
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Obviously, DnD characters are wish fulfillment and lots of people don’t want to address the slow senescence of the vulnerable human form in their fun games. That being said, narratively, I do think that levels should probably fluctuate over the course of a lifetime. The level twenty world-saver is going not going to stay level twenty into their old age—that’s not how athletes and retirement work! Wisdom and Charisma casters maybe, but your STR/CON/DEX builds are going to soften with age. They might still be the spryest bastards in the old people tai chi group, but “terrifyingly in shape 70 year old” is not the same as “deadliest man on the planet”. Drop those old folks a few levels, give them some creaky bones and presbyopia. It’s good for them, promise.
#slamming a stick into the ground like the pope ‘MORE WIZARDS WITH MINOR COGNITIVE DECLINE’#old washed up bards and barbarians who had to get a hip replaced#the only classes that are probably immune to it are druids and clerics#based solely on the power of very old gardeners and priests#they’re probably good until they start losing 3x oriented#but even monks I I think have the right to take an arrow to the knee#the other aspect of this is differing lifespans which mean that when parties do get back together for a reunion tour#there are incentives to keep them apace with their peers#and the format of dnd means that the only other time most people see their old characters is in little cameos when friends gm#and no one wants to nerf their friend’s baby#but with in the era of more experimental actual play and game design#I think we can move past these hang ups and give the people what they deserve#old rogues with arthritis who are still really good but won’t stop complaining about their glory days
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My doctor: Hey yeah that's not normal I don't think it's an issue with your hip
Me: Oh?
My doctor: It's an issue with your spine
Me: OH
#Literally the first thing he said was 'You shouldn't be in this much pain from a labrum tear'#'Yeah I'm p sure it has to do with your back'#Me: Everything makes sense now......#This actually adds up bc I've always had shitty back issues. Lmao#Luckily I don't need surgery!! Unluckily I need to get another MRI! Kill me! :)#If the last MRI didn't bankrupt me this one DEFINITELY will#Also he did say I have a weak hip so I gotta do physical therapy#We'll see how that goes;;#Right now I'm fine bc I haven't even been billed for the first MRI yet. But I know as soon as I get the bill#I will be a HOT mess#Not looking forward to that#Anyway I'm glad this doctor seems to know what he's talking about. And from the get go too#Can't believe it took this fucking long to narrow it down to 'possible spine/back issue' tho#Godddd. I'm so tired#He prescribed me some heavy anti-inflammatory drugs so hopefully that helps with the pain a bit#Lies down#I need a nap bro. Lol#Shima speaks
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The more i think about Asher logically the more icked out i get... I was cooking dinner and i was reminded that this dude is just incapable of cooking?? he's like in his thirties?? and we MARRIED him?? god bless his heart...
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asher#asher talbot#he fr won the lottery#someone with the patience to handle his bullshit#god bless Babe cause i would actually start raging if i had to cook dinner EVERY NIGHT#what is it the kids call it#'crashing out'#see i'm hip im cool im with the youth(i am the youth)#anyways#i'm gonna strangle asher#the time he shifted cause he didn't wanna answer the door and talk to the pizza delivery guy#BOY STRAIGHTEN THE FUCK UP#can you tell i love him a lot#he's my fav :333#I LOVE ASHER kicks feet
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i love figure skaters, they just get better and more unchill every year
I DO TOO. I do have mixed feelings about Ilia rn because I really worry about the way he's being managed. I don't think Ari (his manager) cares much about long term success as much as breaking as many records as possible (honestly if you read Ari's Russian interviews it's a little scary the way he talks about his athlete). I know he's trying to get all this done while his body is still very young and capable, but at the same time I worry he won't even make it to the Olympics if he's not careful. :(
#and you might say#but kelly you love nathan and he was doing just as crazy of shit for his era#and you're right but the difference was i had a lot of confidence in nathan's team and nathan himself to take care of his body#nathan was extremely tactical#he had a severe injury right before his first senior season#because he decided to YOLO a quad at an inappropriate time#and that stuck with him#he did practice quad quad combos#and apparently could land them#but they weren't worth it points wise so he didn't risk his health training them#same with the quad loop which he could and did land in competition#but it hurt his hip (loops be like that)#so he stopped#(and despite this he DID still make me very nervous at times)#but when i see ilia practice and i watch ari talk in interviews#it's very clear what ari wants--- and it's quantity#and ilia is nineteen and it seems to me not a single person is telling him he should be careful#and it worries me#it does remind me a bit of the russian training style we see#where these skaters flame out young#and i dearly hope that doesn't happen to him#i don't actually worry about the quad axel tho#it seems like a safe jump for him#but i do wish he'd stop doing it in exhibitions like... you are 19 and i know this is how 19 year olds be but you are not invincible#I don't like when skaters do quads in exhibitions period#hystericblue
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"Scarf/veil worn over the elbows" - like Aqua in Konosuba? Yeah, what is that? Seems tonbe associated with holy/divine characters, so maybe it's referencing some religious art?
In reference to my tags on this post.
They don't always seem to draw her with it, so for a minute I thought you were talking about those detached sleeves, LOL
But yes, exactly!
I actually had a dream, and while it was tangential, one element was an ancient aliens esque theory, that angels/gods were real beings, because of the consistency of this sash/stole/shawl/ribbon thing shown in art across the world.
Unfortunately for the theorists in my dream, we actually know pretty well how it went.
The ancient Romans just really liked showing deities framed by a billowing garment, "Velificatio ... represents 'vigorous movement,' an epiphany, or 'the vault of heaven,' often appearing with celestial, weather, or sea deities."
The etymology is roughly "setting sail", and Pliny the Elder describes a wind god as "Making a sail of her garment."
I sometimes call it a veil because well, the Japanese version is always really diaphanous, but as you can see in the wikipedia article, it's sometimes associated with initiations into mystery religions, where it's related to the veil or shroud Romans would put over their dead, so removing it symbolized rebirth, and (stretching a little here) it billowing around someone showed them as near but aside from death.
It's shown a lot of ways (there's this little known painting called Birth of Venus from the 15th century, check out Zephyrus in it), but, well, here's Neptune from the 3rd century:
Familiar, huh?
Art meets silk road, and a sash becomes really popular in depictions of celestial, flying apsaras:
I think this guy's from 500ce or so.
The cloth itself doesn't really have a name, but in Japan the tennin (lit, heavenly people, analogous to angels) wear hagoromo (feathered rainment) that they sometimes need to fly.
Here's a guy doing a selkie to one. "Marry me or you'll never return to the heavens."
As you can see, a hagoromo (center) includes this exact windy sash, but there's also more to it.
I don't really have a conclusion, but thanks for the ask, prompting me to retrace my path learning about it.
#qa#long post#words#konosuba#I feel like this one is basically sorted; as much as the immortal me would love to spend a decade getting a degree in art history#but I still enjoy finding examples#though it's less important than my vampire and head wing fixation#even though we have decent tracks on them too#vampires with direct blood draw teeth have probably been invented multiple times#and a lot of old depictions also had them with a leech or mosquito *tongue*#but the novel dracula draws a *lot* of parallels between vampires and the then-new-medical-technology of blood transfusion#stoker seems to actually be the main origin for big prominent fangs#ditto for no reflection actually though it's probably based on many legends where they have no shadow#head and hip wings seem to have been brought to the attention of japan by go nagai; but we see depictions of that as old as#well as old as velificatio actually; but only on seraphim who covered their faces hands and feet with their wings#so a bunch of artists naturally drew the face covering wings as coming from the head#I liked this enough I'm going to reblog myself tomorrow
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“here’s a chubby [insert character name]! ☺️” but they still have defined obliques, no double chin, no fat over their belt, muscular arms, thigh gap -
#ra speaks#personal#if I had a nickel for every time I saw art of this specific character where the op was like ‘yassss he’s so unathletic he should be fat’#and then posts art of a guy who. isn’t.#id have two nickels but I’m not surprised it’s happened twice#people will be like hmmmm fat? oh I’ll just erase the chiseled abs. maybe give him a wider rib cage bc yeah that’s how fat works right?#babes if I can see his obliques and hip points he. is. not. fat. he’s not even unathletic#give me fat rolls. give me double chins. give me flabby arms and jiggly legs. actually learn how to draw fat characters stop lying#disclaimer: I’m not fat myself but jfc y’all deserve better. melting these kinds of artists with my ion canon.
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I have very strong opinions about how and why blades of glory are actually better than the cutting edge series, both cinematically and plot-wise, but I'm not sure if tumblr is ready to hear that
#blades of glory#the cutting edge#see it didnt even offer up the tag does the fandom even exist?#i am willing to make a powerpoint explaining my opinions btw. if you want me to#figure skating#hey people who actually had skates on at least once in their life please tell me you agree#i used to skate. mostly hockey bc of my dad but I was super into figure skating and wanted to do that instead buut I fucked up my hip joint#lmao that is a story for another time#but anyways#as someone who knows how to skate + knows stuff about figure skating + adores it i must say that series was underwhelming at best
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I threw out trash and did laundry (and folded and put it away) and vacuumed and cleaned the carpet today
And then I lit Shabbat candles and said the blessings and prayed
And it fixes next to nothing but I actually feel ok right now
We had pizza for dinner (which is what my fiances' little sisters wanted) and I just have to keep reminding myself that life goes on
And we are still here, and we will always be here; in all our ways and all our forms
שבת שלום עם ישראל חי
#I'm actually super late to posting this#i had a nice nap#for like five hours lmao#my hip hurts but it was worth it#iv been in a bad funk and not cleaning so it needed to happen lol#i get to enjoy a drink and a clean space though so yay#anyways shabbat shalom i love you all ill see you later
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#LMAO SEND HELP#If only I had a neutral user that I could have dragged around throughout the years but ALAS lol#Here's the PREDICAMENT I'm in#I started on AO3 as my previous tumblr url#And when I began writing for a WHOLLY different fandom I threw that one beneath a pseud and made my sideblog url my main user on AO3#But now here I am wanting to write for THIS fandom#And I'm sort of sitting here with my hands on my hips like...do I honestly want to keep throwing things beneath a pseud each and every time#<my interest shifts PFFFF#LIIIIIKE part of me really wants to just settle into a neutral name on AO3 and just post anything and everything from there#Which seems to be what a good handful of people do really#BUUUUUUT also#I do like having user/url consistency#But I'm not sure how much that even matters tbh???#It might just be a bigger deal in my head than it actually is HA#So I just wanted to see what folks thought#WHAT WOULD Y'ALL DO IDK
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Yessssss the legs are done so I can finish stuff that‘s not just boss fight second phase and the immediate aftermath now!! So here’s the normal Magolor ref. The prosthetic design was a commission from lovely friend Cozzymandias (@cozzymandiesque on twt I believe) who designs and draws a lot of mechs, check him out!
#art#digital#kirby#kirby gijinka#magolor#for further context see my previous post#also sorry I had to explode him a little bit I didn't feel like adding another column just for the legs without plating#and I didn't feel like drawing the legs from the back either so I comporomised#the traitor magolor/EX piece is almost done just gotta color the legs and tweak some things#I tried to design the legs myself at first but they were not very good and then I remembered I have a friend who does mech commissions#and I've been on the lookout for a solid excuse to commission a friend for a while anyways#very happy with the results#I love how the hips are so cool but literally nobody is ever going to see them#this is like wearing heart-print boxers. To him#oh and the plating is also held on with magn- I mean magic so that during the Epilogue some pieces can either be lost#or he just doesn't have enough magic to spare to keep all of them on#I like how the legs look at a glance like they could be fully mechanical but they barely are at all. It's all about facades with Maggie#although in Deluxe it's not really much of a secret that he's a wizard#that's also why they're made to look like cat legs#because I decided the Ancients are actual catboys LOL#I don't know why he lost his legs btw I just though prosthetics would be nice for all the logistical and character and aesthetic reasons#he can still fly/levitate without them btw it's just less taxing this way and he doesn't have to have his wings out. Win-win!#will add the alt text in a minute the mobile app was just being weird about not saving or posting my draft and I dunno how to add it desktop#alt text in reblogs now cause it was continuing to be weird
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I AM LITERALLY LIVING THE LIFE I STARTED IMAGINING WHEN I FIRST LISTENED TO MATT AND KIM. WOW
#city living#street walking public transit taking#have cool shoes now#skateboarding except a scooter instead#eat what i want#learning to wear clothes i chose myself#get to do photos and videos of all the random stuff that catches my eye#getting stronger#working out#a lot braver now#actually personally go help homeless people like I had wanted to#have my own place#listen to what I want without hiding things#trying new things even if they're way out of my comfort zone#feel ancient still but i'm working on feeling my age#diagnosed with ADHD (and way more else that I did not see coming)#allowed to sit on concrete in the sunshine without being lazy for it#listen to more rock and hip hop and funky music nowadays#wear cooler clothes (sometimes)#have a dog???#like a whole-ass dog#am allowed to like and learn about art now#go to art museums#am friends with queer people and artists and musicians and teachers and all sorts of people i always wanted to know#can totally take someone at the drop of a hat if anyone tries anything funky nowadays#dyed hair#etc etc#this was a really nice thought exercise i need to add this to my journal later#personal#trauma recovery
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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭
#diary#i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY#‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w#the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just#girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY#i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA#LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent#tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish#the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT#i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just#learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the#Context & what’s being Said#ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re#all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i#pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i#walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE#like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past#girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans#ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks#it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting#we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY#bring lunch whatever#i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET#i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND
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Weird how often this fandom uses teacher Steve (especially like, kindergarten teacher Steve when tbh I think he'd be better as a middle school teacher) in place of him having children when??? So many teachers? Have children? Every teacher in my family but one has kids? Idk why people use it as a substitute like so many teachers don't end up wanting and having children.
#sorry just thinkin about how much i hate kindergarten teacher steve#being a replacement for steve having kids#esp bc tbh yeah love steve eith cute little kids but lmao#he definitely has middle school teacher vibes#could definitely see him being the chaos gremlin that my uncle is#(a middle school math teacher who once had to get HIP SURGERY BC HE WAS SKATEBOARDING WITH HIS STUDENTS)#which led me to think about the teachers in my family#(theres so many)#and how many of them have kids#how many teachers i friended on facebook who ended up with children or had children while i was in school#how tbh very few? married teachers i knew? didnt have children?#like obviously you can be a teacher and not want kids but like#steve wants kids lmao#teaching isnt going to replace that#anyway might make an actual teacher steve post later tbh#but needed yo bitch first#i think i have a cold lol so#grumpy day#fandom wank
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So I’m sick (covid test was negative) with a real bad cough and a stuffy nose and a body that has no energy whatsoever, and I had a phone call with a guy to organise some outpatient treatment today and he was like ‘bro you sound like shit. Have you seen a doctor’ and then was surprised when I said the next appointments available with the GP are over a month away. Like bro you work with the NHS you should understand that no, of course I haven’t seen a doctor about a cold. People don’t die from trifling little colds. Not when it will more than likely be gone by the time I get an appointment.
#for real though I have like three things I actually need to see a doctor about cause uhhhh 😬😬😬#but booking an appointment is too stressful and what if these symptoms that I’ve had for over a year now go away before the appointment#also like one of the things is a lump on my hip that I spent three months trying to get an appointment at my old GP for#only for them to then say ‘if you’ve had it for more than three months it doesn’t qualify for an emergency appointment and we only do#emergency appointments now’#like. that’s not actually the point of a GP but okay I guess
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