#and seeing that i actually had hips
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I've been on hormones for just over 5 years and now my body is just about the way I've always wanted it to look. I've still got a long ways to go, and a lot of work to do. But I'm a long way from where I started and it shows
#jen talks#transition#trans#body pics#i had this moment the other day#where i stood in front of the mirror nude getting ready for a shower#and for the longest time ive been really big due to an eating disorder#but ive done a lot of work to get better#and seeing that i actually had hips#and it wasnt just like belly overhang#it almost made me cry#like ove got a straight up mom bod and god it rips so hard#im not skinny#im plump and curvy and its great#and with my hormones back on track#the biggest eye sore for my gender dysphoria (aside from the whole still having a dick thing)#is my chest has started to grow again#and ive got a fairly broad chest#and ive managed to naturally grow DD cup breasts and that feels amazing#and theyre still getting bigger too!! like my family has the big tiddy genes
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Quicky little question *clears my throat* Magneto in some Fire Emblem inspired armor? (Askin' because your Zephiel art is beautiful & I'd love to see Mags with a Rudolf-esque/Edelgard-Esque design)
i keep coming back to this ask with genuine intent to do it but i just devolve into joker laughter when i open my refs cause like.. what else do i do here... Corporate Wants You To Find The Difference theyre the same pic...
w/e i tried anyway please enjoy !!
bearded ver under the cut
#xmen#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#the funny thing is i was actually Not gonna do this and just post the ref side by side and be done with it#but then i just got an itchy feeling and i was like... ok try a BIT... so i tried pulling some edelgard elements#namely just the cape and the hip guards- i had them. 'descend' in shape like her dress#if you take the cape off he Also has a heart cut out in his back like her actually !!!!#idk how to feel about this like its Ok i guess but WHATEVER never drawing it again#if i made the crown red i'd just think of walhart so im forcing it to stay purple. gold looked weird too so#it was fun tho... ive been feeling kinda downlow as of late ngl and idk why#idk what it is - like sometimes even when i try to draw i just dont want to and i just want to do Nothing in general#hopefully my mood picks up soon - maybe it is idk this was a nice way to start crawlin outta that funk#this ask was sent a couple weeks ago atp so UHMMM hope you enjoy.. if you see this... lol ...#ty for enjoying my old zephiel art... that thing OLD old good lord JVLEVJALKJV#but its nice people still enjoy my. Really really old fire emblem stuff 😌
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This is peak fashion right here.
#shoot from the hip#the “oo's yer dad” one has to be my favourite#I had a really stupid idea where we sfth just pretend that oo's yer dad was a real game show#like the whole zepotha thing on tiktok but better#because there's actual merch and we can be like “see there's merch of this show it is a real thing!”#but also gaslighting isn't very ethical so idk
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Obviously, DnD characters are wish fulfillment and lots of people don’t want to address the slow senescence of the vulnerable human form in their fun games. That being said, narratively, I do think that levels should probably fluctuate over the course of a lifetime. The level twenty world-saver is going not going to stay level twenty into their old age—that’s not how athletes and retirement work! Wisdom and Charisma casters maybe, but your STR/CON/DEX builds are going to soften with age. They might still be the spryest bastards in the old people tai chi group, but “terrifyingly in shape 70 year old” is not the same as “deadliest man on the planet”. Drop those old folks a few levels, give them some creaky bones and presbyopia. It’s good for them, promise.
#slamming a stick into the ground like the pope ‘MORE WIZARDS WITH MINOR COGNITIVE DECLINE’#old washed up bards and barbarians who had to get a hip replaced#the only classes that are probably immune to it are druids and clerics#based solely on the power of very old gardeners and priests#they’re probably good until they start losing 3x oriented#but even monks I I think have the right to take an arrow to the knee#the other aspect of this is differing lifespans which mean that when parties do get back together for a reunion tour#there are incentives to keep them apace with their peers#and the format of dnd means that the only other time most people see their old characters is in little cameos when friends gm#and no one wants to nerf their friend’s baby#but with in the era of more experimental actual play and game design#I think we can move past these hang ups and give the people what they deserve#old rogues with arthritis who are still really good but won’t stop complaining about their glory days
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heard ink will wear anything huh? well... (ink sans by @/coymet | this was partially inspired by this post by the grinningkitten)
version w/o flowers
the flowers were actually a last minute edition, just thought it would look more "romantic" that way. for who? hm, I just imagine for himself LMFAO.
#ink sans#ink!sans#inktale#ink!tale#this actually was not inspired by the vocaloid song but then I remembered and went “oh”#Maybe i had it subconsciously slip in a bit LOL#I've been wanting to draw ink in a devil costume for AWHILE was just waiting for inspiration to take the reigns#it just fits him so well#my inner ink liker came out in this one#sorry guys#i had so much fun drawing this#utmv#also he has actual wings i just put the wings on his hips because of the framing made it impossible to see the wings otherwise#i wonder what the hell is in that glass#you get two art posts today#as a treat#oh actually you get 3#WHOOPS#y'all are getting FED today
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My doctor: Hey yeah that's not normal I don't think it's an issue with your hip
Me: Oh?
My doctor: It's an issue with your spine
Me: OH
#Literally the first thing he said was 'You shouldn't be in this much pain from a labrum tear'#'Yeah I'm p sure it has to do with your back'#Me: Everything makes sense now......#This actually adds up bc I've always had shitty back issues. Lmao#Luckily I don't need surgery!! Unluckily I need to get another MRI! Kill me! :)#If the last MRI didn't bankrupt me this one DEFINITELY will#Also he did say I have a weak hip so I gotta do physical therapy#We'll see how that goes;;#Right now I'm fine bc I haven't even been billed for the first MRI yet. But I know as soon as I get the bill#I will be a HOT mess#Not looking forward to that#Anyway I'm glad this doctor seems to know what he's talking about. And from the get go too#Can't believe it took this fucking long to narrow it down to 'possible spine/back issue' tho#Godddd. I'm so tired#He prescribed me some heavy anti-inflammatory drugs so hopefully that helps with the pain a bit#Lies down#I need a nap bro. Lol#Shima speaks
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The more i think about Asher logically the more icked out i get... I was cooking dinner and i was reminded that this dude is just incapable of cooking?? he's like in his thirties?? and we MARRIED him?? god bless his heart...
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asher#asher talbot#he fr won the lottery#someone with the patience to handle his bullshit#god bless Babe cause i would actually start raging if i had to cook dinner EVERY NIGHT#what is it the kids call it#'crashing out'#see i'm hip im cool im with the youth(i am the youth)#anyways#i'm gonna strangle asher#the time he shifted cause he didn't wanna answer the door and talk to the pizza delivery guy#BOY STRAIGHTEN THE FUCK UP#can you tell i love him a lot#he's my fav :333#I LOVE ASHER kicks feet
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i love figure skaters, they just get better and more unchill every year
I DO TOO. I do have mixed feelings about Ilia rn because I really worry about the way he's being managed. I don't think Ari (his manager) cares much about long term success as much as breaking as many records as possible (honestly if you read Ari's Russian interviews it's a little scary the way he talks about his athlete). I know he's trying to get all this done while his body is still very young and capable, but at the same time I worry he won't even make it to the Olympics if he's not careful. :(
#and you might say#but kelly you love nathan and he was doing just as crazy of shit for his era#and you're right but the difference was i had a lot of confidence in nathan's team and nathan himself to take care of his body#nathan was extremely tactical#he had a severe injury right before his first senior season#because he decided to YOLO a quad at an inappropriate time#and that stuck with him#he did practice quad quad combos#and apparently could land them#but they weren't worth it points wise so he didn't risk his health training them#same with the quad loop which he could and did land in competition#but it hurt his hip (loops be like that)#so he stopped#(and despite this he DID still make me very nervous at times)#but when i see ilia practice and i watch ari talk in interviews#it's very clear what ari wants--- and it's quantity#and ilia is nineteen and it seems to me not a single person is telling him he should be careful#and it worries me#it does remind me a bit of the russian training style we see#where these skaters flame out young#and i dearly hope that doesn't happen to him#i don't actually worry about the quad axel tho#it seems like a safe jump for him#but i do wish he'd stop doing it in exhibitions like... you are 19 and i know this is how 19 year olds be but you are not invincible#I don't like when skaters do quads in exhibitions period#hystericblue
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"Scarf/veil worn over the elbows" - like Aqua in Konosuba? Yeah, what is that? Seems tonbe associated with holy/divine characters, so maybe it's referencing some religious art?
In reference to my tags on this post.
They don't always seem to draw her with it, so for a minute I thought you were talking about those detached sleeves, LOL
But yes, exactly!
I actually had a dream, and while it was tangential, one element was an ancient aliens esque theory, that angels/gods were real beings, because of the consistency of this sash/stole/shawl/ribbon thing shown in art across the world.
Unfortunately for the theorists in my dream, we actually know pretty well how it went.
The ancient Romans just really liked showing deities framed by a billowing garment, "Velificatio ... represents 'vigorous movement,' an epiphany, or 'the vault of heaven,' often appearing with celestial, weather, or sea deities."
The etymology is roughly "setting sail", and Pliny the Elder describes a wind god as "Making a sail of her garment."
I sometimes call it a veil because well, the Japanese version is always really diaphanous, but as you can see in the wikipedia article, it's sometimes associated with initiations into mystery religions, where it's related to the veil or shroud Romans would put over their dead, so removing it symbolized rebirth, and (stretching a little here) it billowing around someone showed them as near but aside from death.
It's shown a lot of ways (there's this little known painting called Birth of Venus from the 15th century, check out Zephyrus in it), but, well, here's Neptune from the 3rd century:
Familiar, huh?
Art meets silk road, and a sash becomes really popular in depictions of celestial, flying apsaras:
I think this guy's from 500ce or so.
The cloth itself doesn't really have a name, but in Japan the tennin (lit, heavenly people, analogous to angels) wear hagoromo (feathered rainment) that they sometimes need to fly.
Here's a guy doing a selkie to one. "Marry me or you'll never return to the heavens."
As you can see, a hagoromo (center) includes this exact windy sash, but there's also more to it.
I don't really have a conclusion, but thanks for the ask, prompting me to retrace my path learning about it.
#qa#long post#words#konosuba#I feel like this one is basically sorted; as much as the immortal me would love to spend a decade getting a degree in art history#but I still enjoy finding examples#though it's less important than my vampire and head wing fixation#even though we have decent tracks on them too#vampires with direct blood draw teeth have probably been invented multiple times#and a lot of old depictions also had them with a leech or mosquito *tongue*#but the novel dracula draws a *lot* of parallels between vampires and the then-new-medical-technology of blood transfusion#stoker seems to actually be the main origin for big prominent fangs#ditto for no reflection actually though it's probably based on many legends where they have no shadow#head and hip wings seem to have been brought to the attention of japan by go nagai; but we see depictions of that as old as#well as old as velificatio actually; but only on seraphim who covered their faces hands and feet with their wings#so a bunch of artists naturally drew the face covering wings as coming from the head#I liked this enough I'm going to reblog myself tomorrow
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OHHHHH okay I literally do just hate living alone
#the last 2yrs i lived alone in my apartment & since I'd never lived alone before i was like idk this is fine?#& now that i spent the last month living w/ a stranger (<- woman i'm dogsitting for but broke her hip & had to change her vacation plans)#i'm realizing how pleasant it was being around someone else. even a literal stranger!!!#everyone kept telling me woahhhh isn't it awkward living w/ someone you don't know?? and I've been like. no? it's great actually.#and now that she finally left for her vacation i'm like ohhhh. i need to be around other people or i go crazy. how did i not see this before#like one of those jaguars in captivity. augh.#a
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“here’s a chubby [insert character name]! ☺️” but they still have defined obliques, no double chin, no fat over their belt, muscular arms, thigh gap -
#ra speaks#personal#if I had a nickel for every time I saw art of this specific character where the op was like ‘yassss he’s so unathletic he should be fat’#and then posts art of a guy who. isn’t.#id have two nickels but I’m not surprised it’s happened twice#people will be like hmmmm fat? oh I’ll just erase the chiseled abs. maybe give him a wider rib cage bc yeah that’s how fat works right?#babes if I can see his obliques and hip points he. is. not. fat. he’s not even unathletic#give me fat rolls. give me double chins. give me flabby arms and jiggly legs. actually learn how to draw fat characters stop lying#disclaimer: I’m not fat myself but jfc y’all deserve better. melting these kinds of artists with my ion canon.
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doing watercolour scan image transparent cutout experiments
#that cicada girl doodle was like the perfect hip height facing 3/4s left image for a vn sprite so i tried seeing how bad like#a really sloppy magic wand tool cutout job would look. it turns out it looks great actually!#this opens some hashtag possibilities. ive done like cutout pngs before like that mesmeriser pv i did#but i did a trick where i coloured the bg of those drawings irl black so i had more leeway getting a neat cutout#but if i dont need to do that thats better LOL#AS AN ARTIST my primary goal at all times is to find shortcuts <3#but yeah actually this looks pretty swell. i imagine really dark bgs would have more visible artefacts#but im sure i can fudge it by hiding it in lighting effects etc#like i just said. king of short cuts <3 <3 <3
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I have very strong opinions about how and why blades of glory are actually better than the cutting edge series, both cinematically and plot-wise, but I'm not sure if tumblr is ready to hear that
#blades of glory#the cutting edge#see it didnt even offer up the tag does the fandom even exist?#i am willing to make a powerpoint explaining my opinions btw. if you want me to#figure skating#hey people who actually had skates on at least once in their life please tell me you agree#i used to skate. mostly hockey bc of my dad but I was super into figure skating and wanted to do that instead buut I fucked up my hip joint#lmao that is a story for another time#but anyways#as someone who knows how to skate + knows stuff about figure skating + adores it i must say that series was underwhelming at best
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Being a fanfic author is a lot of fun because I can just be piddling on tumblr, see a screenshot from a show that reminds me I recently had a dream about one of the characters, and think to myself. "Huh. Maybe I'll try paralyzing him from the hips down."
#i had a dream a few weeks ago that martin's suite malfunctioned and he was stuck as some animal (i dont remember what) from the hips down#remus was talking to him and trying to keep him calm and still while aviva worked on the cps and i woke up before they go him back to normal#but i nust realized i could play around with some nerve damage in the situation and like after he's fully human again#have remus tell him to just lie back and take a few deep breathes to just relax hes gonna be alright now all the while pinching martins leg#to see if he reacts and trying to keep himself calm when martin doesnt react realizing hes going to have explain this nerve damage to martin#bonus points if aviva sees what remus is doing and just goes like ghost white because she knows she understands what just happened#and its not till martin is calm down a little from the panic of the situation that he realizes he cant actually move and starts freaking out#that remus just nods and is like 'i know pal. you didnt flinch when i pinched youre leg'#and he keeps himself from hyperventilating long enough to look aviva dead in the eye and say something along the lines of 'i dont blame you'#before he just kind of loses it#remus bribes roman into telling chris what happened
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I threw out trash and did laundry (and folded and put it away) and vacuumed and cleaned the carpet today
And then I lit Shabbat candles and said the blessings and prayed
And it fixes next to nothing but I actually feel ok right now
We had pizza for dinner (which is what my fiances' little sisters wanted) and I just have to keep reminding myself that life goes on
And we are still here, and we will always be here; in all our ways and all our forms
שבת שלום עם ישראל חי
#I'm actually super late to posting this#i had a nice nap#for like five hours lmao#my hip hurts but it was worth it#iv been in a bad funk and not cleaning so it needed to happen lol#i get to enjoy a drink and a clean space though so yay#anyways shabbat shalom i love you all ill see you later
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#LMAO SEND HELP#If only I had a neutral user that I could have dragged around throughout the years but ALAS lol#Here's the PREDICAMENT I'm in#I started on AO3 as my previous tumblr url#And when I began writing for a WHOLLY different fandom I threw that one beneath a pseud and made my sideblog url my main user on AO3#But now here I am wanting to write for THIS fandom#And I'm sort of sitting here with my hands on my hips like...do I honestly want to keep throwing things beneath a pseud each and every time#<my interest shifts PFFFF#LIIIIIKE part of me really wants to just settle into a neutral name on AO3 and just post anything and everything from there#Which seems to be what a good handful of people do really#BUUUUUUT also#I do like having user/url consistency#But I'm not sure how much that even matters tbh???#It might just be a bigger deal in my head than it actually is HA#So I just wanted to see what folks thought#WHAT WOULD Y'ALL DO IDK
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