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Idk maybe im just overreacting but even the title of tsoa makes me want to cry
Like "The Song of Achilles"
I MEAN THERE'S SOMETHING NOSTALGIC IN THIS
#please tell i’m not the only one#and please tell me im not crazy??#also yes im still not over it#i make the mistake of coming back to it from time to time#sort of a blessing and a curse at the same time tbh#just posting random thoughts#lmao sorry#tsoa#the song of achilles#patrochilles#patroclus#achilles#im so done
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february, 2010
#yukamitsu#yukari takeba#mitsuru kirijo#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#p3r#comic#Please tell me im not the only one going crazy about sees slowly forgetting the extent of their bonds with each other#when yukari called her kirijo senpai i died inside it was brutal#my yukamitsu loving ass screaming and cryingh#the 3rd page references the yakushima and kyoto trips teehee
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bisexual awakening moment i presume…
#one piece#art#comic#sanji#black leg sanji#usopp#fanart#digital art#i hate sanji#jk#i just like making fun of him#bisexual#sanuso#usosan#post ts usopp tho#PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT GOING CRAZY#HES SO FINE#I LOVE USOPP#PLSPLSPLS#projecting so hard onto Sanji right now#i am him
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hello guys it's me miss consistent art style!!! wrestling AU????? sorry i am smashing my 2 current interests together as ya do, gideons trying to be a cool pro wrestler and harrow is her manager
#tlt#griddlehark#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#camilla hect#ianthe tridentarius#idk im not tagging ALL of them you know the guys#i been watching a lotta wwe and wow lately good shit lemme tell you what#i need somebody to like wrestling like i do so i can yell at them about WOW like please that shit is CRAZY#anyways i have so many ideas for this AU you have no idea#i have plans for most characters okay it all fits perfectly just give me another 100 pages to tell you about it#i will be drawing more homosexual wrestling if you all are interested in seeing more#i love being cringe smiles real big
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GUYS. GUYS WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL???
THE GOLD THINGY ACROSS HIS CHEST HAS BEEN A SQUARE THE HOLE TIME. THIS ENTIRE TIME ITS BEEN A GODDAMN SQUARE. WHAT???
LOOK. AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A TRIANGLE THE WHOLE TIME???
AM I CRAZY? HAS IT BEEN OBVIOUS IT WAS A SQUARE AND I WAS JUST TOO DENSE??? IDK
I know it’s not something to be this worked up about but I SWEAR this feels like the most BAMBOOZLING THING to me rn.
#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk six eared macaque#lmk macaque#I SWEAR IM NOT CRAZY#PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE#IM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES#HAD ANYONE ELSE SEEN THIS?????
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im so normal about them
#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#the locked tomb art#its so#theyre so#and im so#and the spikes are so#heehhee#i didnt read the other books yet just gideon so please dont tell me something horrible like uhm idk something crazy like gideon dying or#whatver#this took me so long to finish i got stuck in another country in the middle of it so that was a bit of an inconvienience#also im ngl i dont understand the scenery in some scenes too well from just the first read#and also waht the fuck the doors thing is all about#but ill figure it out <3#eventually <3#griddlehark
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too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.
#lewis is unarguably more famous than nico. like i feel like this a fact. and yet every other day nico is in the press saying some crazy shit#about lewis. if i was famous i woulda shut that shit down soo long ago. my ex-bf is in the press talkin bout me constantly??? that feels#like such bad pr and yet!!! lewis has not done anything. why? cause he likes it!!! cause they've never moved on from the 1st moment they#broke each other's hearts. like this is genuinely insane.#im always so nervous to post my thoughts on brocedes cause so many of you were here b4 me and have a better understanding on them#and like being a wrong is like a death sentence to me but still please tell me if i got them completely wrong#i have a lot of thoughts on lewis and his reluctance to talk about nico... most of them being that one quote from emma#if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more#ok obligatory disclaimer: a lot of this is hyperbole. i don't think that they're asking lewis that ? every other month#but there are like at least 5 interviews where he talks about karting like they're his most precious memories#so make of that what you will#and obv i don't know these people but as someone who's brain chemistry has been permanently changed by them#i think i'm allowed to not only project onto them but also make stupid little posts analyzing them#anyway yeah#f1#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#brocedes
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Watched that episode where wilson compared house to god and icarus before house bitterly remarks that god doesn't limp then stalks out of his office . Hey what the fuck you guys
I FEEL CRAZY? LIKE I WATCHED IT LAST NIGHT AND HAVE NOT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT IT SINCE
Why does wilson start crying after house leaves . What was "god doesn't limp" supposed to imply . Does it imply that his leg is the only thing that proves he's just as fallible and mortifyingly human as everyone else and house resents himself for it . Does house resent himself for being human
"If we told you that you'd solved a case based on zero medical proof... you'd think you were God. And... I was afraid that your wings would melt." Are u fucking CRAZY
Their entire relationship revolving on how wholly and entirely devoted they are to each other . Then Wilson using religious metaphors to describe house .Wilson confessing that he's "afraid of house's wings melting" . I'm afraid you're going to kill yourself trying to outdo yourself again and again in the hopes of feeling like your life means something
God . House's entire life isjust him screaming for someone to look at him. Idk . Can't stop thinking about how House will die trying to prove that he's useful for something. die trying to maintain the one thing he thinks makes him worthy of being loved And yet wilson loves him above all without house having to do a single thing . Idc (lying)
#God. God. God#PLEASE TELL ME YR THOUGHTS..... I FEEL LIKE IM GOING CRAZY#If i do not dissect and analyse every piece of subtext and passing comment in this show I Will Die#hate crimes md#house md#hilson#james wilson#gregory house
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Lets address this real quick. Please. What is this. Holmes what are you doing. Please continue tho, this is not a complaint just. What. The scene that implanted itself onto my head probably isn't what ACD thought BUT. The king must've been flabbergasted. Or not. Maybe I am seeing things. Maybe I should stop or maybe not maybe I'm crazy what. I read this, thought about it. Then I went to sleep, thought about it. Ruminated on it. then I woke up, thought about it. I am thinking about it.
#please tell me Im not crazy#tell me you see my vision#from#a scandal in bohemia#btw#acd canon#is making me delusional about two fictional victorian gay men#johnlock#acd books#acd watson#acd holmes#acd sherlock#acd johnlock#Im making a tag for my acd reading reacts I think#idk how to name it#i give up#sherlock holmes#the adventures of sherlock holmes#sherlock#watson#dr john watson#lets absolutely ignore his marriage okay#john watson#sir arthur conan doyle#sh#holmes#freaking out about acd canon#thats the tag#acd john watson#Sherlock holmes canon
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Hello fellow billford degenerates, I've come to a sudden realization that hit me after rereading book of bill for the nth time this week!!
Okay so most people, me included, would gloss over Ford's answer on the pop quiz as him being ace. I would agree! BUT, I would also like to argue that his answer may also be him subconsciously admitting what his type in men are. SPECIFICALLY, BILL.
guys please I need you fellas to see my vision here. Logic and preparation??? THOSE ARE TWO THINGS BILL HAS DONE. Logic, as in Bill practically drowned Ford with all sorts of knowledge he could possibly ask for throughout their entire partnership. Preparation could be seen as him preparing for the portal, or for weirdmageddon. Either way , this old man is into this stupid triangle so bad it's not even funny........
#gravity falls#billford#stanford pines#Bill cipher#Jon rambles#guys please im not crazy here tell me im not the only one
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another interesting piece of exchange between mhin and leander that caught my eye 👁
indeed, it seems baffling that leander, our reliable man, our nice guy, the nicest of the nicest, just forgets to warn mc about such a tiny little detail, easily forgettable for sure — that eridia's streets are unsafe at night 💀
he quickly covers it up by flirting — and boy, can i wait (can't, need this game right now) to see more of such instances, because he seems to master this craft, and it is working on most people, — hinting at mc's beauty and/or the intimate (and it is intimate for mc, whether you like leander or not) moment they shared.
but do you know the most important, tasty nuanced thing this tiny, blink-and-you-miss-it dialogue reveals? leander doesn't care about mc, about their life and safety; he's niceys, it's all just an act. sure, cap, you might say, we already know leander is a manipulative titty shit, what's new? but look at it another way: we know this because rss kindly backed us up with all this additional info and content so we don't starve to death while waiting for the release (rss, i would have gone through content drought anyway. this is not a shade, take your time, i love you). now imagine playing this game for the first time without a pile of lore stacked at the back of your mind and seeing these discrepancies in his behaviour (check out my previous post on this), foreshadowing that he's not as good as he seems and his path might be dark and gritty as hell.
and now, my fellow leander girls/gays/whoever else is there, imagine how it would feel when leander cares (faints).
#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved leander#ts leander#ts meta#kinda#please share how you see him caring about mc and drive me crazy before the game comes out i dare you!!!#i just KNOW it will be devastating#also just in case: girls gays whoever else is there is a quote from a song two and a half people know lol.#i just enjoy littering these easter eggs no one knows about across my text.#leander#gosh i love analyzing this game i need more#also if you want some moments explained........... just tell me (eye emoji)#even though im sure everything is already explained#**ts
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was looking through your ghostroach art and just thought of a confession scene where ghost is trying to be romantic by saying something like, “Even if I was six feet under again, if it were you I was buried with, I’d be closer to Heaven than ever.”
and roach is like “What do you mean “again”?! And with someone???” and his mind is so focused on That that he completely misses the fact that ghost is trying to confess to him 😭😭 just a whole mess
(after that ghost just mentions its time for lunch and starts walking to the mess while roach is still trying to figure out his words)
ANON PLEASE REVEAL YOURSELF YOU HAVE THE BIGGEST BRAIN
u have no idea how much this kept me up at night imagining ghost either mustering up his courage, trying to confess casually (but still wanting his sincere feelings to come across), or he simply blurted it out while they were heading out for a mission
ghost's confession have me in shambles and i hope you have a great day
#ask#i hope you dont mind me drawing your idea#feel free to msg me or tell me in ask and ill take this down#ghostroach#im chewing on your words#call of duty#ghost cod#gary roach sanderson#simon ghost riley#cod mw2#cod roach#my art#cod#anon please... u have me both smiling and crying over them#took me so long to draw bc i didnt know how to panel...#crazy how different roach looks without his helmet#drew his helmet on another layer and its not the same person at ALL#ALSO im lowkey intimidated that you looked thru my ghostroach art#i hope you enjoyed what meager offerings i have
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what a silly guy honestly please help me he is a parasite in my brain….hes been here for the past few days or weeks even…save me (extra stuff below):
alternative design + summer fit:
oh and take these too:
#cold front swap au#swap au#cold front#augustine orlov#it’s all augustine ?? always been#man I feel so normal and not normal about him at the same time#tell me im not crazy please#I kinda wanna draw his not-intentionally-evil-but-still-evil side (aka red swirly ver of him) now…#im gonna regret all these note tags idk im getting embarrassed already and I haven’t even posted it…. welp
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theoretical entroponetics: the post
okay. LONG post incoming. i have summarized all available information on the pale, separated into confirmed objective truth & in-canon speculation that may or may not be true, and then appended my own very detailed theory on the pale! this post is meant as a resource; please feel free to add things of your own in replies/reblogs (please tag me if you do!) or point out any errors i may have made. you’re welcome to use any of my personal theory in your own work but please credit me if you do!! (and tag me in that/send it to me, i really want to see what you do with it!)
Here’s what we *know* about the pale, according to in-game and concept art:
It erases data, at least the kind stored on radiocomputer filament and magnetic tapes.
It has no dimensions of its own- pale latitude compressors serve to force dimensions on raw pale and allow navigation.
The pale is referred to in the context of entropy
It arrived with mankind, but not immediately- there are 8000 years of written history, but the pale was first recorded 6000 years ago, implying that pale either didn’t start forming immediately or that it was so insignificant/distant that it went unnoticed for 2000 years.
There exists a group of people who are actively trying to expedite entroponetic collapse; the ideology is called entropolism
To this point, pale isn’t immediately visible. Pale has molecular structure, but manifests as a waveform, and only becomes visible at a certain distance from the origin, once wave frequency is sufficiently high.
During pale exposure, people experience “sense objects”: visual or auditory hallucinations and/or vivid physical recollections of memories. These hallucinations may originate from their own consciousness or someone else’s. c
People require physical and mental examinations before interisolary travel and are allotted a certain number of days per year as their pale exposure threshold.
Overexposure results in a pale “addiction”- these individuals crave pale exposure, and it’s unclear if this addiction can ever be broken. It’s also unclear whether there is a point at which pale exposure becomes lethal, but given that it dissolves matter, we can be fairly certain that a given length of continuous exposure will kill.
Radio signals, cold plasma torches and anodic sound are all used to manage the pale to permit travel through it. Plasma torches destabilize the molecular structure of the pale to create gaps, anodic sound widens and maintains these gaps, and radio signals rationalize the pale into recognizable dimensions.
Radio signals are, in return, susceptible to corruption by the pale, resulting in entroponetic crosstalk, where signals from the past or the future are transmitted to the present. CCP is one such phenomenon and is directly related to the formation of new pale through magpie interpretation.
There is a dedicated Union for people who work in and with the pale (the Pale Workers Union). They have two slogans; “The light purifies; The sound absolves; The pale no more” and “Son et Fureur” (sound and fury)
Here’s what we may choose to believe about the pale, based on the thoughts and beliefs of in-game characters:
In conversation with Soona, the pale is described as a “curdling milk” phenomenon: “repulsive, but natural”
In this same conversation you can theorize that the churches were meant to contain the pale origins; out of the seven churches, six were destroyed during the suzerain or the revolution
The phasmid and whatever other lifeforms it’s communicated with believe that entroponetic collapse is comparable to an oxygen holocaust (i.e. the great oxygenation event), implying mass extinction due to a toxic overabundance of sapient thought
Harry refers to it once by saying “The wolf is at the door. It’s going to eat the sun.” so take that as you will
It’s likely that Tiago’s “Mother” is some manifestation from the pale, if you choose to believe that the 2mm hole is in fact a pale origin point (the concept art does confirm it’s a pale origin, but the game offers other explanations, so I won’t say it’s the only answer)
Inframaterialists believe that revolutionary action (NOT thought) may create a counter-force that will prevent the spread of pale; it’s unclear if any reversal is possible.
The world will be fully consumed by the pale in 27 years (I put it here because you may or may not believe that shivers and harry are reliably sourcing this information)
And now my personal speculation about the pale:
A quick and easy point: it’s confirmed that the pale has a measurable EMF “exhalation” frequency that varies with proximity. Strong enough EMF pulses can actually tamper with magnetic storage- radiocomputer filaments! Electronics! Fortress Accident data loss! This gives us a tangible explanation for why pale can delete data :)
This may also explain its ability to cause radio interference- radio frequencies are just a subset of EMF frequencies, so it’s possible that pale exhalation on *just the right frequency* is what’s responsible for the entroponetic crosstalk we get on radios sometimes
The pale canonically has an atomic structure, but it also has wave properties, so it’s possible that the pale has wave-particle duality on its subatomic level, like photons do
Based on this, entroponetics is likely a very similar field to quantum mechanics, which might be an interesting source of ideas for anyone (like me) who wants to explore pale-related possibilities
The pale could be a manifestation of raw patterns. That’s why math “forces dimensions” on it- it rationalizes or “tames” the patterns, which allows it to be manipulated to a certain degree.
There are several references to the pale that refer to mathematical concepts and patterns, saying that the world dissolves into “a tangle of azimuths and cosines” as it blends into the interisolary pale- more on this later
Steban comments that the pale is commonly theorized to be nostalgia or “historical inertia”, but it’s largely agreed that it’s “the past” in a broad sense. Thinking about the idiom that history repeats itself, it could be that history/the past is part of the pattern that comprises the pale, and that it’s also the type of pattern most readily perceived by people (people don’t viscerally *perceive* math, for example, but we experience memories)
To first define entropy: Chemically speaking, “the measure of a system’s thermal energy per unit temperature that is unavailable for doing useful work. (per encyclopedia britannica).” Physically speaking, it’s a measure of randomness or disorder in a system. Less work/less order = more entropy; it’s a physicochemical “winding down” of a given system
It’s commonly thought that pale is the entropic force, but what if it’s the opposite? (Keep in mind the chemical definition: less ability to do work = more entropy) Consider: the pale as less entropic, a cleanup force, recycling the potential lost by death and destruction in the universe. This in part explains why a dead person’s memory is present in the pale- their potential has been recycled into the pale in the form of their memories (their life’s *pattern*)
Enthalpy is a related concept to entropy and is defined as the total energy contained within a system. Holding the system enthalpy constant- saying the universe will always have the same amount of total energy, no matter what, according to thermodynamics- results in an entropic tug-of-war between the pale and the world. The pale wins through sheer inertia (again, inertia is mentioned specifically in game)
Overall: think of the world as “cooling”, losing heat and energy through war and death and complacency. Think of the pale as steam and heat, melting down old materials to start it all over again. (Kim says, *through entroponetic interference*: “it’s been a long, cold winter.”)
Consider: the pale as a sinusoidal function, eternally repeating. The pale recycling the universe to start a new cycle, “spending” itself, resulting in pale not being present in the beginning. Then, as the new things begin to settle- with the advent of the human mind, specifically- the pale reforming, slowly reclaiming potential, eventually ending the cycle to start again.
In comes CCP and magpies. Consider: CCP as a backwards transmission from the next “cycle” (after all, pale has no sense of time). Magpies as *pattern-sensitive* people who are able to decode CCP into something useful called novelty. They reach into the potential of the next cycle to build the potential in their current one- this paradox could be what creates more pale, because (and this is where it gets weird, I apologize) doing this retroactively increases the total amount of energy/work/potential in the current cycle to have been reclaimed by the pale for the next one.
Think of the pale as the compost bin for every single thought in the universe. The pale is the exact right size to compost every little atom and thought in the universe, and can hold nothing extra. But magpies reach into the future, the next cycle, and bring in extra. This paradox forces the pale to grow to accommodate the additional material, which also increases the starting potential of the next cycle. This process allows each cycle to accumulate minor changes from the previous one, which can snowball over many cycles.
Furthermore, to the inframaterialists’ point: revolutionary action would be such a radical shift in inertia that it would increase the potential in the world, forcing the pale to pause/shrink to “balance the equation” in terms of pale-vs-world thermodynamics. So maybe they’re right after all :)
And some diagramming, to explain the utter bullshit I’ve just dropped:
#disco elysium#entroponetics#the pale#disco elysium pale#the pale disco elysium#sorry idk the tags for this#theoretical entroponetics#this is all based on legitimate quantum physics and stuff so you could definitely go crazy with these concepts#if anything doesn't make sense please tell me!! i don't know how well i explained it#i'll be happy to rework things if i need to#anyway yeah so im deeply in love with the pale. im basically a real life entroponeticist now#also i didnt include in-game screenshot proof for brevitys sake#but feel free to add them or ask me for some and i can put it up! here or in asks#kiwipost#gen meta
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ok I don't usually do stuff like this but I absolutely HATE when people draw wolverine with so little body hair (also looking at YOU. comic artists or cartoon artists)
it's not just part of his personality (and that it honestly fits him) is that it's part of HIS MUTATION.
for example in this panel some people who brought Logan to the weapon X program shaved his hair off but in like 20 minutes it grew back on
my theory is that this is part of his regeneration mutation because that's pretty much what the hair does. it regenerates when it's cut off.
Wolverine: Weapon X (1992)
#wolverine#x men comics#x men#weapon x#please tell me im not crazy#i really really like wolverine#stop drawing my bby hairless !!
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aaron and smartass.
enemies to lovers.
i'm talking office tensions, forced proximity, interpersonal standoffs, and miscommunication
JUST SAYING. THAT WOULD BE DEVOURED BY ME AND MY FELLOW AARON STANS... NEED IT SO BADLY... UGH GIMME IT FIC WRITERS PLSSS
#enemies to lovers? best fucking trope in my books#im not gonna analyse why LMAO PISS OFF#no this wasnt inspired by my current kdrama watch which is literally just them#what noooooo haha thats crazy#...king the land ITS SO GOOD UGH#anyways their initial dynamic and early audios dangle that idea in front of you like a carrot to a horse#and im here for it#NEED IT EXPLORED MORE PLEASE TELL ME YALL GET THE VISION#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted aaron#redacted smartass#enemies to lovers I NEED IT INJECTED INTO MY VEINS#plum rambles
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