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i think taking a break from writing smut for like almost a year has been rly refreshing bc i think it made me stop questioning if my writing is interesting without sex and just write it how i want. and then tbh a part of me has realized i like writing without the sex half the time. it’s nice. it’s fun to explore intimacy in as many non sexual ways as you can
#not that i don’t like writing smut#bc tbh sometimes u just have to write gojo cumming#to feel fulfilled#but#yeah idk#dipping my toes back into sm.ut has been a journey#bc on one hand i actually didn’t like it at all when i started writing it again#i was like bro how did i write this so often#this sucks ass i will go back to sfw fluff cuteness#but then i slowly got back into the swing of things#and now it’s like#ok yeah i did miss this a bit#but i think if anything#the break was good for me it made me#overall more confident in my writing and it’s ability to compel / draw in an audience without sex appeal#but also just have more plot based development#which is why i’m so happy w that post canon geto fic#bc me of a year ago#could never fathom writing 10k words of no smut#yeah anyway ramble over#but that being said#ima till write pure filth for october LMAO
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blaming dead plate on my sudden interest in cannibalism and gore and dismemberment. very silly times
#obviously i mean just in fiction#like guys i did not like gore before i joined this community#like heavy gore and vivisections freaked me out and i didn’t like reading about them#and now it’s like#THATS KINDA COOL ACTUALLY!!#it’s fun#like soo fun i love it#i love silas#i’m so normal about all of this#wyrms says stuff#and yeahh if it wasn’t obvious i mean silas and aspen are kiiinda inspired by vince and rody#but not really#anyway i recommend all of u play dead plate it’s seriously amazing and i guarantee you’ll like it#wyrms lore#cannibalism
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#Barricade Day was so fun when I was in high school and young and innocent#and now it’s like#oh god this book is still disturbingly relevant and i’m so tired
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#i HAVE developed the inability to live with people and idk when it happened#i used to be so different ! my cousin used to stay over for like a week straight and i would enjoy every day!!#and now it’s like#if i have to spend 4+ days in a row with ANYONE outside of my immediate family i start crying in the shower#i need to!!!#get a grip#god i think i just get overstimulated#and i think ‘doing nothing by myself’ time has gotten more and more important for my brain#like tbh i used to dread being alone but now i can kind of make myself enjoy my own company#i don’t mind the routine 5 hour drives i have to make to and from my parents anymore#like they used to bother me but now it’s just some nice chill time to vibe with myself#which is cool!!!!#i’m glad i like me#it is still really hard to self initiate things though#like when i’m alone for too many days in a row i can SO EASILY fall into inaction#it’s 1 day i sleep too late and then the next 3 days i can’t self regulate or self motivate myself to start a task#i AM still working on that one#though i will say it’s gotten better#i know this is a stupid thing to brag about but i started watching abbott elementary (on my own) and now i am actually#almost done with season 1#i have NEVER been able to start or finish a show on my own#i lack the executive function to make myself start things#even things i like and want to do#but!!!!!#i am beginning to do things on my own#ANYWAYS this got lost on me but back to the main point jesus fucking christ i need some time to myself
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6 week post open heart today <3
#idk how to feel#obviously happy that it’s done and i can sneeze now without feeling like my chest is exploding#but idk. i just feel like. weird.#my life was on hold for a year because of this#and now it’s like#i don’t have that as an ‘excuse’ anymore#like what now#drews drama
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I’m in this post and I don’t like it
i am. so sorry if i have ever used the phrase “i have an au where—” and led you to believe that there is an actual fic out there for you to read rather than, at best, a post where i explain the concept, and at worst it is simply something that lives in my brain
#yeah i have a lot of aus#and even more that aren’t posted#and now it’s like#whelp#hi#I have like 5 aus here’s all the braindumps for them but the fics#yeahhh those don’t exist#or if they do they’re unfinished#reblog
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some of my favorite woven tapestries, by Cecilia Blomberg:
Point Defiance Steps
Mates
Rising Tides
Vashon Steps
#woven tapestry#weaving#fiber art#fiber crafts#textile art#hand woven#art#water#*#*mostnotes#I'm glad people like these as much as I do#I can NOT stop thinking about the first one ever since I saw it#now I'm not the only one hehe
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writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.
#like it started with me just holding things more towards my right#but the things started shifting more towards center and my head turns instead#like. when im driving especially i have to keep my head turned so i can see on coming traffic#and when im around people ive noticed i position myself so my body is facing them and then turn my head to get them actually#centered in my now very right biased field of view#so anyways draw blorbo bleebus cheated to that 3/4s angle without guilt#at least one one eyed fucker actually does that
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It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.
#veesaysthings#when I was a teen I was like ‘be yourself’?? that’s such a nothing statement!#but now I get it. yeah.
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Hi @spurgie-cousin, thank you for what you wrote. You sent this message to me literal months ago (I think), and I just. Did not respond or read the message. For ages. But now my life has calmed down a bit, and I felt emotionally ready to see what you had responded with, and I really appreciate your care ❤️❤️❤️
I’m not sure what I’m going to do, but it’s wonderful knowing that people like you will be out there when I try to find community with others. And I hope that others will read what you wrote, and know that there is community out there for them too.
Things are always going to be tough, and terrifying and depressing and negative sometimes, but there are a also lot of good things and people out there. You can find a lot of good if you keep on looking for it. I’m going to keep on looking it, and someday I’m going to find myself with a community I can thrive in.
Thank you for the reminder.
This is such a good, succinct way of describing the illusion of choice many fundamentalist women and men have when it comes to life paths.
#honestly I was kinda just shook that someone responded to my tags#which is dumb on the ‘read the tags’ website#but some part of me felt like what I put into the tags goes into the void#so when someone replied#it was like#oh shit#the void has responded#and now it’s like#the void has responded with kind words of encouragement and personal experience#so uh#thank you void?#:)#religious trauma
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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait
#executive dysfunction#shitpost#every day I get stuck in waiting mode for SO LONG and SO MANY TIMES#that one time I tried adhd meds it fixed it but then I. was like no I am going to be scared and not continue taking it <3#and also. I simply did not like the psychologist and did not want to have to go back#so. rawdogging the world <3#man if I could start a task right now...then you'd see...then you'd all see....
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really factual recounting with no embellishments whatsoever
#she’s CORNY. getting DEEPLY silly with it sorry#coworker on the other end is like#that’s great now can we talk about how we r going to fit this crazy insane installation into our schedule#bslc#digital art#x
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pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual
im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out
#like im asexual its def not gonna be like that for me#but she still thinks it is soo#but like. cuddling can totally be platonic there doesnt gotta be such a fuss abt it 😭#i get her pov but c'mon#asexual#aromantic#<- for reach#edit: ...its censored because i want to btw#like. ik im in the horniest social media but i wanna censor it so i do#ik i wont get shadowbanned like in tiktok lmao#im not even in tiktok......😭#so yup i censored it for my own comfort 💯 hope this answered your questions pls shut up now lmaooo
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this is your random reminder to CHECK IF YOU'RE STILL HAVING FUN
are you enjoying scrolling tumblr? watching youtube? reading that book? playing that game? drawing that art? doing that activity? if not,
YOU CAN STOP AND DO SOMETHING ELSE
you don't have to stick to something that you are doing for fun if it isn't fun for you anymore. You can come back! If you've loved it before you are likely to love it again! but you can stop!
Don't get stuck in a loop of doing something that you think should be fun when it isn't! You can put it down for a bit! Maybe that's the very thing that will make it fun again later!
#brought to you by someone who isn't actually interested in playing minecraft today#even though I really like minecraft#so I'm going to do something actually fun for me right now#feather rambles
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bad youtube clickbait thumbnail that reads "I think I just had a therapy session with a DEMON???"
#gravity falls#gf nevermind all that#the book of bill#bill cipher#dipper pines#theres a tag now so im not gonna link all the context in the post anymore#i have no confidence this one is even funny i just wanted to draw them#we talk about this all the time but its endlessly funny that stump made a billford au and both of us have been like.#so mabel and dipper right? how are mabel and dipper how are they handling the situations. just fine it seems
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