#and no ones replying rn and idk

[fandom-fae]

i’m having one of those moments again where nothing feels real. i need to go outside more i think.

[jayjay-thejet-plane]

Cowboys: Dean helping Sam apply his lipstick💄

[sp00kymulderr]

I actually fucking love you guys ❤️

[lctibule]

the problem i keep stumbling across while writing byan and my two boys (bc believe it or not, byan came after both of them) is that... byan is inherently wild and chaotic and fun and interesting, whereas minjoon and si-u are much more... subdued. they're quieter, more pleasant, more agreeable (less fleshed out) and so i always end up feeling/worrying that they're... not that interesting? i just... idk it's frustrating aksjsdsf

[piningpercussionist]

Eh. Don't worry about showing Blaze or whatever he's called now. I'm a bit of a tattletale myself so I have no right to complain.

Also apologies that you don't like my energy yet it's not uncommon, and understandable.

- 💠 (ooc\\ yes I'm aware those were internal thoughts and this is intentional that they can hear them :3)

...

(Oh fuck that, actually. What the hell??)

*Kim stares down at the new message with a fair bit of dread, blinking rapidly.*

(How did they know that? How are they doing that?!)

*She looks around nervously, despite knowing that Blaze is the only other person in the apartment, at the moment. She taps her fingers on the desk, repeatedly and quickly, trying to work out the burst of nerves.*

(This isn't like with Doc. This is-)

*Kim looks concerned, for a moment, before grimacing and rubbing at her temples as pain flares up yet again.*

(I need to stop doing that. Whatever that is. At least that one wasn't as bad as- Kim, stop it. You're getting distracted.)

*Taking a somewhat shaky breath, she turns around in her chair, expression a little haunted.*

(( @matthewpatelaskbox ))

Hey, Blaze? Do you- come look at this, please. And the last ones, actually.

*While she waits for him to walk over, she types out her response, though she doubts the necessity of the act as she does.*

I think I'll be doing just that, honestly. And... no need to apologize, I guess. On reflection, whatever's up with you might be... marginally less invasive than some things that have happened before. Maybe. Although if you're freaking me out on purpose, continue to apologize actually.

[masteredinstinct]

me, a very normal very casual very demure robert eggers movie enjoyer: hey you heard about that new nosferatu movie or whatever haha

[imperatorcopia]

i know im stupid and you will think so too but. my most fav guy texted me after 8 months and i replied

[guckies]

I wanna explain why I dislike q!bbh because of the purgatory event. Because personally I feel like some people misunderstand why some of us do. So warning from now if you dont wanna see q!bbh neg

Last warning this is qbbh critical and my opinion! If you don’t want to see that stuff then move on. ALSO IT IS MY INTERPRETATION OF RP DONT LIKE IT THEN TELL YOUR STREAMER TO NOT RP OR GO TOUCH GRASS.

It’s because once purgatory is over, he will find a way to blame it all on someone else and not take responsibility for his actions. And we know he will because he’s done it the entire event and before on the island. It’s as if he is playing the villain because he wants to be the hero. Yet there is no concrete evidence to match his actions it’s just what he feels.

Yes his rp can be based on his emotions but right now it’s just the same thing over and over without trying a different way it becomes so boring and barely rp since he’s the only one wanting to doing it during those times.

He excuses a lot of his actions because it’s red team and you can try to tell me someone who he does the same for but he doesn’t. Which makes him their villain, he literally even admitted to basically torturing them.

His actions are categorically top 3 shitty; he’s borderline obsessed with red, he doesn’t listen to his leader, he’s not always a team player and has ruined his friendship with others because he believes he’s right 100% of the time. This isn’t everything bc you can do your own research. Yeah that can be his rp but people can dislike his character rp.

At the end most will just forget it too because that’s what they always do and not everyone is “rping” the entire event despite some doing a little or joking about it. Someone will talk about how he’s the egg babysitter, then he’ll play it up and they forget about purgatory because they’ve got bigger fish to fry. Which I don’t like, it excuses things he’s done and I would rather he have done it so that others can feel betrayed and not want to be as trusting of him, instead of it just going back to normal because then what was it for. But in my opinion those who were “tormented” by bad in purgatory shouldn’t let it go. Because with this “lore” i would 100% think about how he would easily kill or destroy someone else for selfish reasons on quesadilla.

My problem with his character now is that he’s trying to play the hero by winning the event yet majority of the time it comes with no evidence or agreement and at the downfall of others who are meant to be his friends. So yeah his actions are going to make him a villain. He has no idea who the cursed team is only a small clue that reveals not much and he’s only really discussed it about once with others. If he believes his team is the ones who need to win then don’t you think he should try to discuss it with them via their leaders yet they just give up cause of Bad’s previous actions which has doomed blue team.

Also a small thing about his rp, if he’s in rp 90% of the time especially during this event then he should be prepared for backlash. Because yeah rp can be battles and destruction but if it’s the same thing over and over with no one else rping then maybe it’s time to get meta and think about something else to do because it becomes boring for everyone. It’s just him doing the same thing and then getting shocked when red does the same in retaliation.

BUT THIS IS JUST ME AND MY OPINIONS. You don’t like, you can move on and live your life or fucking block me I really don’t care.

[gothic-mothic]

Quick question, are u mexican or do u know Spanish? I'm asking because of the MX Flag you've got on your Instagram desc

I am Mexican ! I put the flag in my bio because people often think I’m just white due to (basically) everything about my online persona

And I’m not confident enough in my language abilities enough to speak/type Spanish but I do understand it :]

[tony-andonuts]

God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug

[beauclary]

who @ivyemerscn where beau + ziggy's loft when sometime after the bat debacle

❝ look, i know it ain't sippin' cocktails on the porch, ❞ beau says as he lifts his gaze from the fresh mint he's muddling between two glasses to meet the eyes of his cousin, sat across the marble-top island from him. ❝ but that don't mean i ain't about to hound ya for gossip like all them little old ladies back home. ❞ the look he fixes her with is both inquisitive and also somehow knowing in equal part ; he's already got an idea of the answers to his questions, but he wants to hear them from the source. he reaches for the bottle of liquor on the counter and uncorks the cap with practiced ease. ❝ and don't for a second get to thinkin' i won't wait for this rum to loosen your lips before i start askin' the real heavy hitters. ❞

so they weren't close. not really, anyway, and not for a lack of trying on his end either. but that's not true either, is it? to call them distant would be a disservice to the actual depth of their bond. she cares, he knows this, but they're such vastly different people. if beau was an old library book, pages open and dog-eared and waiting to be passed around for anyone to read, ivy was an audobon, striking and intriguing. full of depth, but sealed under lock and key. something to be admired, but never truly known. as of yet, beau has not let this deter him. and twenty-eight years in, it doesn't look like he ever truly intends to.

he finishes the mojitos with a sprinkle of true lime powder, the best he can do in the absence of fresh citrus, and slides one of the glasses across the counter toward ivy before leaning against it and propping his head up against one hand. ❝ so what's goin' on between you and mr. w, ive? and don't go playin' coy, neither. ❞

[minglana]

looking thru some files..... i literally wrote a coming out letter to my parents when i was 17💀and i shared it w some friends so they could like. idk. review it (bc i was very insecure abt my spanish)💀and one of those friends i literally dont talk to anymore. but one of the comments she wrote was 'crying. te quiero'💀why cant i keep friendships💀💀💀💀💀

[loumauve]

I snapped today at work, and by snapped I mean I politely commented on a help desk ticket by summing up an mess of an (type of) issue that's come up for at least the fourth time in the 2+ months I've been managing user accounts, and asked the person responsible to fix it (himself for once) because last time I fixed his mess-up it took me two whole days to work out the details with at least four other colleagues from different departments and I really don't want to do it again. there's other shit that needs doing, I've been working 10+ hour days for most of this week already, so I need to cut down not add on more.

(good thing tho - at least we managed to fix the issue where the dataset of a newer employee got mixed up with another one of the same name and therefore wasn't able to apply for any of the access/accounts she needed. technically not entirely my area but it does impact us not being allowed to create an account for her so I figured I might as well track that issue down. took three days and at least three other people, but hey - it should all work out now. yay for that)

[born-to-lose]

I know the working conditions were kinda shitty and my colleagues and bosses didn't appreciate me enough but damn I miss the bar already 😭

[bosspigeon]

this isn't anon but who cares, top five favorite albums, GO

Hozier (Expanded Edition) - Hozier

Splendor & Misery - clipping.

Bloodmoon: I - Converge & Chelsea Wolfe

The Normal Album - Will Wood

Nova Twins EP - Nova Twins

[kavehater]

I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way