#and my pain is bad today so
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#i know the 0-10 scale is kinda bullshit esp for people with chronic pain but#i haven’t been able to stop thinking about this for awhile#and my pain is bad today so#i’m just curious#polls#chronic pain#chronic illness#disability
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Quackity: I'm gonna say something to Fit, so I need the utmost privacy. Are you free for Valentine's?
Fit: Uh… 😬 No Quackity, I'm sorry, I'm– I have plans for Valentine's.
Quackity: .............
Fit: Uh, I don't think Tubbo does though!
Tubbo: No, nono– You don't need to– you don't need to–
Happy 1 year anniversary to Quackity shooting his shot (and very quickly getting shot down) 💘
#Hideduo#FitPac#FitMC#Quackity#QSMP#Tubbo#February 14 2024#Fit#Edited#I'd love to do more edits since so many funny things happened on Valentine's Day last year#But unfortunately my hand pain is very bad today so I gotta call it quits early#I do have one more I'll post in a few minutes though#Had to include Quackity's pathetic little house in the screenshot#Really adds to it#Crazy that he assumed Fit's partner was Tubbo LMAO#It's a frickin shame Quackity wasn't streaming because I would've loved to see his POV of this#''Pigs get greedy hogs get slaughtered'' is such an iconic Fit line pftt
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Yesterday (and this morning) I failed to make those cute Vox's shimeji work on my pc (the lil Voxs that should run all around your desktop)
I was super sad but I did this doodle with a pen while installing and uninstalling java trying to make it work
#vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel#the vees#valentino hazbin hotel#vox the tv demon#staticmoth#hazbin valentino#vox fanart#voxval#i felt like a failure EHEHEHEHEHE#BUT#at least this doodle is cute#the proportions are off because I drew directly with a pen#because cleaning eraser dirt from erasing pencil is a pain#plus my pc already has problems#pencil dirt would traumatize him#hazbin hotel vox#I SHOULD HAVE DRAWN IT DIGITALLY DAMN#NOW I AM SEEING THAT VOX'S HEAD IS ENORMOUS#but I remembered that Val's has antennas so yay!#I am still upset because I wanted the tiny Voxs running around my desktop#grr grr#but#anyway#my internet is also super slow so every download was a pain#that probably contribute to my bad mood#but doesn't matter#because today I bought a nice cooked meal for myself and It was super tasty!!! so yay!!!!
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how r u today??
#I’m okayyy I think my hormones are off tho bc I’m ********#so that feels bad umm..#just working on a commission today and maybe later making dinner with my bf :-)#called out of work bc I’m evil. but actually I’m just in pain and not rlly evil#personal
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This is your sign to draw yourself taking a nap with your fav comfort character NOW!🫵
#im having a really bad cramps today#so i drew this to feel better#this is the treatment every girl/trans dude on their period deserves#but it didnt help#cuz im feeling mad that Karl isn't real#i need treatment like this ASAP#but my pookie is on the other side of country#anyway#i think karl would be the best transparent to claire#since i headcannon him as trans#and he'd know the best how it is to have a very painful period#karl heisenberg#self insert#self indulgent art#self insert art
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it looked sooo pretty outside today :)
#the community garden across the street was being cared for (even in winter) by my neighbors#it’s the first day in a long time i came home from work and the sun was up still !!#it was so rosy#got greeted by my dog and my gf and the cat :#life is good even when it’s hard :)#i packed a lunch for me and for lauren and braided her soft hair before bed and sometimes i just want to cry with love#my therapist is helping me find a surgeon for top surgery and i got referred to a pain management specialist by my doc today too#and work was easy and slow today#i can’t sleep rn bc my pain is sooo bad so i’m tucked in the living room knitting w the snoring dog beside me on our tiny green couch#im so sad and so happy lol#personal
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feels good man
#only took 3 years!#i did p4 today and my hands were shaking so bad when i finished#i still havent done path of pain or p5 but. you know#text
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#not dislike. its hate#it made me cry several times today#thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers#and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING#its so painful to think of it#today I broke down in the bus and cried#idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside#maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams#the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days#this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste#*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS#the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously#this breaks my heart#dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons#AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔
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i took this screenshot while watching sakura yesterday bc i liked the lighting and pose, but it's been on my mind all freaking day. the reason why kara's the only one still fucking around & drinking with his biker buddies is because that phone call he ran to get was a rejection. he tried to find something to do to help out, but failed. he struggled to find work back in s1, too, so it makes me wonder if he seemed to give up bc he doubted if he could actually land a job like his brothers...
#sorry this bit has me in the same fucking pose as kara here. he's got me pondering#to be fair choro's also still unemployed in the episode but she is shown to be job hunting while kara's doing fuck all on screen#( i think he's still helping around the house at least tho )#also i felt kinda bad for kara when he was with his biker buddies and he still got called painful#yeah that's his thing but ichi going '' he gets treated the same no matter where he goes '' lowkey stung my heart idk#anyways i finished the fake screenshot so it's got the story behind it on my mind. infer what you will from me mentioning this here :)#i'll post it later today bc i'm about to pass out and idk what to write for the caption rn#hopefully this post still makes some sense despite my mild sleep deprivation#osmt#karamatsu#mj rambles
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#I’m okay!!!#i went for a dr’s appointment today about a pain in my side and he sent me to hospital bc I had covid recently#he was worried it was a blood clot#it was not#just injured my muscles because I was coughing so bad#met a very cute doggie tho his name was chester#(and a cute barista)#art tag#oc tag#oc: moth
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period cramps 👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻
#ruining my day......#i feel guilty for not doing *anything* productive today.... like im doing NOTHING#but im so bad at dealing with pain so like trying to tell myself it is fine to just focus on getting thru the pain#i dont have to be productive i just need to get thru this
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I GOT GALLSTONES AHSSVJASGDKDHDDK
#been at the ER for 8 hours today#started off with a normal doctor's appointment but he wanted a repeat CT scan#well... I cannot lay down#it causes IMMENSE AGONY#so i couldn't do the CT scan#so my mom and I decided to go the ER consider the pain + my shortness of breath + freaky gasping#tldr I couldnt lay down for the CT scans at the hospital until they gave me morphine#we had to try 3 times (once in its own; once on a milder painkiller; once on morphine)#and then they still couldnt find out why I was in so much pain so we got an ultrasound...#and I got gallstones....#so anyway it is very possible in the near future I will need them removed depending on how bad the pain is#because obviously they didnt send me home with morphine#(the morphine is still working wow thank god)#but yeah the pain was AWFUL#but! but! my pneumonia has cleared up!!!!#it is just AWFUL TIMING FOR BOTH THINGS TO HAPPEN AT ONCE#dmtalk
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I genuinely want to immortalize this memory forever & look back at it when I’m in my last year of residency so . I got my period today while helping consent a patient for the first time in my life 💀💀
#It was SO bad#Consenting a patient into a study j means getting their informed consent for partaking in it#And for that u both need the study coordinator and also an eyewitness completely unrelated to the study present#I’m part of the protocol/research team so having me be the witness was an oversight (long story 😍)#But today I WAS#You need a witness to testify that you didn’t force the patient into the study basically#And I felt the cramps right at the end omg it sucked it was so awful#I pack everything in my bag bc I’m my neurotic mother’s daughter so I was prepared#But what if I WEREN’T#And it was/is the first day so I was in pain all day#I am SO glad to be home#When I’m an actual doctor I’ll be immune to periods and none of this will ever happen to me btw
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Needed something to do last night bc I couldn't sleep, and spinning takes about a million times less brain power than knitting or crochet, so now I'm working on this.
Its from a 2.8 ounce batt that I had labeled southdown Romney blend, and I'm 99% sure that what I was told it was when I bought it (I remember thinking how much I love a good southdown blend), but when I finally unrolled the batt last night it had a label that said Suffolk hampshire blend. I think that's what this is--it feels 100% down breed rather than a down and strong wool blend. Honestly I probably still would have bought it as a hampshire blend, so I don't mind that much.
No clue what to do with it. It's not soft but the prep wouldn't do for socks, which is my usual idea for coarse down wool. It's also got a much darker section that I've been trying to decide how to feature (if it's worth doing at all).
#Supported spindle#Supported spinning#Hampshire#Suffolk#Super bad painsomnia last night n then it's finally morning#And as soon as my mom (she's visiting) got up she wanted us both to do chores#And I by the time I finished that and was sitting down with my coffee I was very relieved and in tons of pain#And then proceeded to spill my coffee all over the armchair I was sitting in and had to spend another hour#Cleaning it up. By which point I was in too much pain to speak and just wanted to go lay down in bed where I might stop making messes#And then having to clean them up. And thankfully that has been the case. Am pretty much done with the ability to do anything else today#So I am just gonna try and spin and not make anything worse#I probably would prefer something rly colorful to spin today but I don't have anything prepped already... and that would be too much effort#So gray down batt it is
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