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daisyjohnsn · 1 year ago

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#i know the 0-10 scale is kinda bullshit esp for people with chronic pain but #i haven’t been able to stop thinking about this for awhile #and my pain is bad today so #i’m just curious #polls #chronic pain #chronic illness #disability

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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hai-nae · 8 months ago

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meant to post these sketches a few days ago? a week? but, well, life.

#red dead redemption 2 #my art #my fics #arthur morgan #rdr #rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #young arthur morgan #and a wee little hs of wolf!arthur #today is the first day of the last 3 ive gotten to eat more than a single meal a day #my bp dropped at work n since it was a vision black out i had to post up in the friggin stall like batman on a ceiling so i didnt fall #which sucks since i have a manual labor job but luckily i didnt reach the shakin stage just kept gettin the dots n focus static #been sleepin n readin to avoid attention on hunger pains since i had no energy for drawin #finally got to have dinner last night since we got some money and i gotta say i dont miss the feelin of chokin on food i wanted so bad #man i love tags most ppl dont read em n i get some catharsis to vent in em

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thatone-artsykid · 1 month ago

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This is your sign to draw yourself taking a nap with your fav comfort character NOW!🫵

#im having a really bad cramps today #so i drew this to feel better #this is the treatment every girl/trans dude on their period deserves #but it didnt help #cuz im feeling mad that Karl isn't real #i need treatment like this ASAP #but my pookie is on the other side of country #anyway #i think karl would be the best transparent to claire #since i headcannon him as trans #and he'd know the best how it is to have a very painful period #karl heisenberg #self insert #self indulgent art #self insert art

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thunderc1an · 1 year ago

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hollyleaf

#warrior cats #warriors #thunderclan #hollyleaf #after getting those shots #my hand doesn't hurt that bad #like its of course sore in the area of injection #and i feel kind of the ghost of the pain from my tendonitis #but the pain doesn't last long and disappears in a flash #anyways I wanted to test out my hand so I doodled this holly earlier today #I have one more drawing that I just drew #but I'll post it after this one #i really missed drawing

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as-kind-as-summer · 3 months ago

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I know it’s 2024 and cringe is dead but I sometimes still get a little insecure about how into LotR I am, mostly just when talking to people who don’t care that much about it. But the immense amount of joy it’s brought me in the past few days has really helped me start getting past that

#lotr #lord of the rings #the hobbit #Like it’s my special interest above all others and it’s /so/special to me #getting to see the musical was legitimately the most fun I’ve had in over a year #it’s been a tough year #then this morning I had to go get groceries #So I went a little out of the way so I could go to target and get a couple make it minis as a treat #and I got the two I wanted so bad and it was just like #…it’s the little things ya know?#anyway musical thoughts are coming I had to bake a pie today and it’s been a minute since I’ve made one #the crust is more of a pain than I remember lol

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enden-k · 11 months ago

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taru, somewhere in the waters for who knows how long after he broke out from underwater jail, possibly reliving abyss trauma or smth, while fontaine is about to be flooded :

"yea hell be fine"

my bbg falling and scraping the entirety of his ass in a tournament :

#i rewatch the scene and THE INSANE FEELINGS I GET GAAAAAAAAH I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF HIS BRUISES AND CARE FOR HIM #HE HAS BAD POSTURE AND BACK PAINS AND IS IN HIS THIRTIES HE DEF TWISTED SMTH HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW EXIST AND CRY ABOUT GETTING OLD even tho he #never did so before bc 30 is not old at all but still young but its rather the realiziation that he indeed is getting older and feeling it #so its settling in and giving him a crisis he accidentally got himself into when he was just meaning to whine about his bone pains and #haithams just looking blankly into the camera before he continues cleaning his cuts and scrapes and tells him to calm down and stop fussing #and then kaveh eventually calms down from the entire tournament and the fall and brainwash attempt and the thing about his father and sees #that his reaction rlly was just piled up from everything that had happened today and just got out over smth as trivial as some aching bones #(and prob a twisted knee or smth)#im rambling its my mushy brain #i should focus on doing the trial LMAO #babbles #genshin tag

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dailyloopdeloop · 7 months ago

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miraloop qpr 🥺? qpr miraloop 🥺? mirabelle and loop qpr 🥺?

DAY 28: hug that star

#codacheetah #isat #loop isat #mirabelle isat #miraloop #ugwaaaugh #<- Noise of guy who wanted to draw something bigger but like #today is a bad day for me in terms of both pain and just general energy #so you're not getting anything crazy from me im sowwy #ANYWAYS. im painfully aware this one is mid (also 2 days in a row of weird loop head shape ?!)#but thats fine bc it serves a greater purpose.#that being i can draw a Bigger and Crazier miraloop drawing and post it to my main without ignoring this ask in the process #anyways. rolls away on my skateboard straight into a fence and falls asleep forever

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angelmush · 10 months ago

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it looked sooo pretty outside today :)

#the community garden across the street was being cared for (even in winter) by my neighbors #it’s the first day in a long time i came home from work and the sun was up still !!#it was so rosy #got greeted by my dog and my gf and the cat :#life is good even when it’s hard :)#i packed a lunch for me and for lauren and braided her soft hair before bed and sometimes i just want to cry with love #my therapist is helping me find a surgeon for top surgery and i got referred to a pain management specialist by my doc today too #and work was easy and slow today #i can’t sleep rn bc my pain is sooo bad so i’m tucked in the living room knitting w the snoring dog beside me on our tiny green couch #im so sad and so happy lol #personal

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moeblob · 7 months ago

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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hammill-goes-fogwalking · 7 months ago

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#not dislike. its hate #it made me cry several times today #thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers #and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING #its so painful to think of it #today I broke down in the bus and cried #idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside #maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams #the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days #this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste #*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS #the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously #this breaks my heart #dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons #AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔

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youngchronicpain · 3 months ago

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embarrassment after a pain spiral is so funny like

today I know I can handle the amount of pain I'm in and that I'm going to be in pain for the rest of my life and it is fine!!

yesterday it was Very Much Not Fine

#crying because I'm in too much pain and there is no end date to my pain #so silly hehe #my back is still out and it hurts sooooo bad #but at least I can handle it mentally today #chronic pain

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flowerakatsuka · 1 month ago

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i took this screenshot while watching sakura yesterday bc i liked the lighting and pose, but it's been on my mind all freaking day. the reason why kara's the only one still fucking around & drinking with his biker buddies is because that phone call he ran to get was a rejection. he tried to find something to do to help out, but failed. he struggled to find work back in s1, too, so it makes me wonder if he seemed to give up bc he doubted if he could actually land a job like his brothers...

#sorry this bit has me in the same fucking pose as kara here. he's got me pondering #to be fair choro's also still unemployed in the episode but she is shown to be job hunting while kara's doing fuck all on screen #( i think he's still helping around the house at least tho )#also i felt kinda bad for kara when he was with his biker buddies and he still got called painful #yeah that's his thing but ichi going '' he gets treated the same no matter where he goes '' lowkey stung my heart idk #anyways i finished the fake screenshot so it's got the story behind it on my mind. infer what you will from me mentioning this here :)#i'll post it later today bc i'm about to pass out and idk what to write for the caption rn #hopefully this post still makes some sense despite my mild sleep deprivation #osmt #karamatsu #mj rambles

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milkweedman · 2 months ago

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Made another spindle. It's very small. Also very irregular and lumpy due to the wood (I wanted the raised brown lines to stay and erred on the side of caution in how much I cut away...but that did lead to a very irregular spindle).

It also wanted to crumble as I carved, so pretty much all the fine tuning I just did by sanding it, which helps to compress the fibers down as well as remove material without crumbling or splintering.

It really came to life when I oiled it. Probably will be best after a few good coats and some time. My woodburning kit seems to be totally gone, which is a bummer. So I'm not woodburning anymore.

Spins well. Obviously being so tiny and light it was always going to be a fine spinning spindle, but effortless thread from an unprepped piece of fleece is pretty indicative as well. I seem to find myself carving mostly thread spindles at the moment. They're always so small and light in the hand, they remind me of holding baby birds.