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🎮 HEY I WANNA MAKE A GAME! 🎮
Yeah I getcha. I was once like you. Pure and naive. Great news. I AM STILL PURE AND NAIVE, GAME DEV IS FUN! But where to start?
To start, here are a couple of entry level softwares you can use! source: I just made a game called In Stars and Time and people are asking me how to start making vidy gaems. Now, without further ado:
SOFTWARES AND ENGINES FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO CODE!!!
Ren'py (and also a link to it if you click here do it): THE visual novel software. Comic artists, look no further ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It has great documentation! It has a bunch of plugins and UI stuff and assets for you to buy! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! (You'll just need to read the doc a bunch) You can also port your game to a BUNCH of consoles! ✨Cons: None really <3 Some games to look at: Doki Doki Literature Club, Bad End Theater, Butterfly Soup

Twine: Great for text-based games! GREAT FOR WRITERS WHO DONT WANNA DRAW!!!!!!!!! (but you can draw if you want) ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It's versatile! It has great documentation! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! (You'll just need to read the doc a bunch) ✨Cons: You can add pictures, but it's a pain. Some games to look at: The Uncle Who Works For Nintendo, Queers In love At The End of The World, Escape Velocity
Bitsy: Little topdown games! ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It's (somewhat) intuitive! It has great documentation! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! You can make everything in it, from text to sprites to code! Those games sure are small! ✨Cons: Those games sure are small. This is to make THE simplest game. Barely any animation for your sprites, can barely fit a line of text in there. But honestly, the restrictions are refreshing! Some games to look at: honestly I haven't played that many bitsy games because i am a fake gamer. The picture above is from Under A Star Called Sun though and that looks so pretty
RPGMaker: To make RPGs! LIKE ME!!!!! NOTE: I recommend getting the latest version if you can, but all have their pros and cons. You can get a better idea by looking at this post. ✨Pros: Literally everything you need to make an RPG. Has a tutorial inside the software itself that will teach you the basics. Pretty simple to understand, even if you have no coding experience! Also I made a post helping you out with RPGMaker right here! ✨Cons: Some stuff can be hard to figure out. Also, the latest version is expensive. Get it on sale! Some games to look at: Yume Nikki, Hylics, In Stars and Time (hehe. I made it)
engine.lol: collage worlds! it is relatively new so I don't know much about it, but it seems fascinating. picture is from Garden! NOTE: There's a bunch of smaller engines to find out there. Just yesterday I found out there's an Idle Game Maker made by the Cookie Clicker creator. Isn't life wonderful?
✨more advice under the cut. this is Long ok✨
ENGINES I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND THEY SEEM HARD BUT ALSO GIVE IT A TRY I GUESS!!!! :
Unity and Unreal: I don't know anything about those! That looks hard to learn! But indie devs use them! It seems expensive! Follow your dreams though! Don't ask me how!
GameMaker: Wuh I just don't know anything about it either! I just know it's now free if your game is non-commercial (aka, you're not selling it), and Undertale was made on it! It seems good! You probably need some coding experience though!!!
Godot: Man I know even less about this one. Heard good things though!
BUNCHA RANDOM ADVICE!!!!
-Make something small first! Try making simple: a character is in a room, and exits the room. The character can look around, decide to take an item with them, can leave, and maybe the door is locked and you have to find the key. Figuring out how to code something like that, whether it is as a fully text-based game or as an RPGMaker map, should be a good start to figure out how your software of choice works!
-After that, if you have an idea, try first to make the simplest version of that idea. For my timeloop RPG, my simplest version was two rooms: first room you can walk in, second room with the King, where a cutscene automatically plays and the battle starts, you immediately die, and loop back to the first room, with the text from this point on reflecting this change. I think I also added a loop counter. This helped me figure out the most important thing: Can This Game Be Made? After that, the rest is just fun stuff. So if you want to make a dating sim, try and figure out how to add choices, and how to have affection points go up and down depending on your choices! If you want to make a platformer, figure out how to make your character move and jump and how to create a simple level! If you just want to make a kinetic visual novel with no choices, figure out how to add text, and how to add portraits! You'll be surprised at how powerful you'll feel after having figured even those simple things out.
-If you have a programming problem or just get confused, never underestimate the power of asking Google! You most likely won't be the only person asking this question, and you will learn some useful tips! If you are powerful enough, you can even… Ask people??? On forums??? Not me though.
-Yeah I know you probably want to make Your Big Idea RIGHT NOW but please. Make a smaller prototype first. You need to get that experience. Trust me.
-If you are not a womanthing of many skills like me, you might realize you need help. Maybe you need an artist, or a programmer. So! Game jams on itch.io are a great way to get to work and meet other game devs that have different strengths! Or ask around! Maybe your artist friend secretly always wanted to draw for a game. Ask! Collaborate! Have fun!!!
I hope that was useful! If it was. Maybe. You'd like to buy me a coffee. Or maybe you could check out my comics and games. Or just my new critically acclaimed game In Stars and Time. If you want. Ok bye
#reference#gamedev#indie dev#game dev#tutorial#video game#ACTUAL GAME DEVS DO NOT INTERACT!!!1!!!!!#this is for people who are afraid of coding. do not come at me and say 'actually godot is easy if you just--' I JUST WILL NOT.#long post
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"IF YOU LOSE TO KARASUNO, YOU WILL GO ON A DATE WITH ME."
You smirk triumphantly, standing tall and proud while staring up at Ushijima—who just looks at you dead in the eyes, unblinking. He merely raises an eyebrow at you, thinking you are a fool to be making a deal with him; even taking the side that will obviously be in his favor no matter what.
And even though he acts indifferent and stony towards you, his teammates knew there is something under that cold exterior of his. Tendou knows that the only way that his captain will know is when he finds it out by himself.
Ushijima wants to convince himself that going on a date with you is not something he looks forward to.
“Ridiculous, we are the strongest team.” He walked past you, merely scoffing at your statement. “If you plan on making a bet, at least propose a side that’s in your favor.” Ushijima gave you one last glance before heading back inside the gymnasium.
You sigh at his cold response.
Well, either way, you still like his coolness with every remark you quip at him. For some reason, you feel as though you have chosen the correct one.
Ushijima blankly stares across from you, while both of you lounge in a café. You nervously bite your straw, struggling to take a sip of your milkshake.
You were not really expecting the volleyball team to lose; either way, whether he wins or not, you will still find a way to force him to go on a date with you. Still with his consent.
You gulp very loudly, sensing the brooding and moping aura of Ushijima. The last thing he probably wants to do is go on a date with someone like you, the one who has been pestering him for months on campus as a typical annoying fan.
“Are you not going to order anything else?”
You yelp, too focused on your own thoughts to even notice that Ushijima bothers to even pay attention to your well-being.
A chunk of shaved ice has somehow gotten stuck in your throat, making you cough slightly. You rubbed the back of your head, flushing with embarrassment and shame. “I—I was not expecting you really to come, Ushijima-san. I figured that you would want to be alone after your match…” Your last words turned into a mumble, your eyes looking down on your lap while feeling so much guilt.
Ushijima takes a sip of his cappuccino, unbothered about what you said. His match with Karasuno stung for a while, yet he knows that he has to move on—after all, he has promised to beat them next time.
“A deal is a deal. Besides, I’m here now, aren’t I?” He takes another sip of his cappuccino, looking at you. Your energy dimmed at the tone of his voice.
“You sound as if you were forced,” you quipped with a listless voice, depressing lines hugged your figure.
“Because I was.”
Wakatoshi looks at your lonely order in pity, a blank strawberry milkshake with nothing else to chew. “At least fill up your stomach.” Ushijima takes notice of the tremble in your body, wondering why you are being fidgety right now.
As if you were not so bold to propose a deal with him.
It is not that he does not appreciate your attention on any matter that concerns his well-being; being in a deeper relationship with someone is not really his priority—though, you provide a bit of amusement with your determination to get a reaction from him.
But right now, were you getting cold feet?
Ushijima was not done being confused when he saw you standing up abruptly and bowing deeply. “I’m really sorry, Ushijima-san. I should not have forced you to make a deal with me—this is just… ugh… stupid…” you proclaimed with a guilty voice, almost about to whimper and sob.
You act as if you are the one who defeated them on the court, Wakatoshi thinks.
“I too, did not expect the outcome. But I am also not expecting this kind of reaction from you.” He looks up at you, up and down, judging your posture, movement, and the way you carry yourself.
Your fingers hugging the straw tightly as if it would escape from your grasp; he lets out an amused huff before continuing. “Is it because you do not take your bets seriously?”
He reads you too well, you have concluded.
“It’s not that..”
Ushijima tilts his head at you. Fluttery feelings arise within you when he only stares at you. The way his attention is solely focused on you, like you’re the only one and nothing else matters, makes your body slightly heat up; in truth, the poor guy was only trying to guess if you’re feeling well enough to be here with him.
You really are a victim of highschool love.
You give him a dry smile, “Let’s just order some soufflé, Ushijima-san. I’m getting quite hungry.” No, he just needs to shut up for a second. You fish out the small red coin purse in your bag, seeing the waitress handling out your bill. Your eyes pretend to scan for different kinds of soufflé; there was only one kind.
The soufflé came, bouncy and jiggling on your plate as you stared at it in hunger. With your fork, you quickly took a bite and slipped it in your mouth—you let out a pleased sound, enjoying the way the flavors melted in your mouth. “Ushijima-san, you should try this!”
It is bewildering to see how your mood changes quickly just because of a dessert. Ushijima takes note of this peculiar behaviour of yours in the future.
Ushijima blinked. “It’s fine, I do not want to—“
“Don’t be a sourpuss, just try it!” You failed to realize that the fork you used is the same one being enclosed by the crevices of your crush’s lips; with your hand gripping his chin, almost about to shove the pastry down his throat, he looks at you in shock at your audacity.
“…”
While his tongue enjoys the blessed heaven taste of the soufflé, his mind wanders to every single part of his brain to know why on earth his heart skipped a beat.
You shared an indirect kiss with him.
Ushijima’s eyes wander around your face, watching it contort into a pleasant one. You are not that sharp as he thought, with the way your eyes crinkled, too busy enjoying your soufflé. “Doesn’t it taste good, Ushijima-san?”
For a while, Ushijima contemplated doing something out of his character.
“Wakatoshi.”
“Huh?”
You look at him. Ushijima grunted as not to act awkward in front of you. He does not want to focus on such tempting thoughts; he distracts himself by splitting the bill with you, even though you were the one who invited him. “Call me Wakatoshi. If we are going to keep doing this, I suggest you call me by my first name next time.”
Ushijima glances at you with his usual expression, giving you a what is supposed to be a reassuring nod—you find it a privilege to call him by his first name; your mind spirals out of control. I-I can call him Wakatoshi, you mentally giggle in success.
His fingers itch to do something about the powdered sugar at the corner of your mouth you are unaware of.
Next time, huh? You already feel jittery thinking about your next date. Does it mean that there is a chance for him to reciprocate your feelings?
You are getting way ahead of yourself.
“Oh, I see…” You chuckled forcefully, sensing a little tension between you two. A moment of awkward silence covers between you two, your eyes looking everywhere except him.
For some reason, he does not appreciate it.
“You have something here..”
You blinked, getting caught off guard when he suddenly stands up and leans close to you. His thumb brushes against the corner of your mouth, wiping off the powdered sugar from the soufflé—his thumb gently rests on top of your plump lips; you stare at him wide-eyed at his bold move, your attention taken away by force.
Ushijima thinks he does not regret meeting up with you anymore. His olive-colored eyes drank in the sight of your body almost about to explode; his thumb sending signals over to his brain about your increasing body temperature—he feels the desire to squeeze you in his palms. He adores to see that kind of reaction one more time.
Breath heaves its way out of you, seeing Wakatoshi stifle his smirk in failure. He knew what he was doing.
“Toru, you look so stupid. I’m actually vexed to be here right now.”
Takeru watches his uncle in disgust, who stalks the two of you in a black hoodie and goggles. The latter immediately shushes his nephew as he watches Ushijima leave the café; Oikawa is one of the unfortunate witnesses of Ushijima’s date with a girl.
“I need to upload this on social media. Asap! How dare this Ushiwaka bastard still manage to fool around with a girl?!”
“Toru, please shut up.”
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hello! I was wondering if you could write something with the monster trio+law with a clairvoyant reader where she can’t tell ghosts from real people and she sees ghosts on there ships and just starts freaking out cause they still retain the look of when they died. Please and thank u!
hii Anon! hope you’re doing well :) this is a very interesting concept! i really enjoyed writing these HCs. careful though because, as stated in my rules post, it’s max 3 chars when it comes to requests. but maybe you’re new to my blog so it’s totally fine Anon, don’t worry ❤️ i still added Law because i feel like this request really fits him indeed hehe. in any case, hope this post will meet your expectations! Love <3
MASTERLIST - Welcome
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'Shadows of the past'
Monster trio & Law x (clairvoyant) fem!reader
Warning: mention of death & mourning, physical injuries & blood. contains some spoilers (Marineford ; Dressrosa) as well btw
Monkey D. Luffy
tbh i think Luffy would find your powers kinda cool at first, like he wouldn’t immediately get the measure of your concerns and the harm that your visions might cause you, particularly in their tragic, even traumatic nature
every time he'd hear you scream or saw you shudder, seized by fear because you thought you were meeting a “real” person whose body was more or less in good condition, he’d quickly comfort you, offering you a big smile and patting your back or your shoulder with a gentleness that is always reserved for you.
‘c’mon, (y/n), no need to be afraid! think about saying hello to those people instead. oh! say hello to them from me too!’
Luffy’s carefreeness about your natural gifts wouldn’t last forever though. it would only be after a very concrete event that he’d realize the weight on your shoulders that your power can be on a daily basis. in short, he would need a kind of trigger.
maybe it would happen while you’re both sitting on the deck of the Sunny, taking some time for yourselves and stargazing after a nice meal, a little celebration, who knows. smiling, Luffy seems somewhat lost in thought though. his hand is soft yet slightly calloused as it envelops yours in a comfortable silence; but as you’d turn to him, you couldn’t hold back a gasp, more vocal than you’d have liked, and Luffy would instantly turn to you, alerted.
‘(y/n)? what’s up with ya? everything’s okay?’
it was the first time you saw that while looking at your captain for some reason. you saw him, yes, next to Luffy — this bloodstained individual, covered in wounds, and whose cheekbones, although magnificently freckled, could not, however, soften the sight of his fiercely pierced abdomen. his mouth is dripping with blood but his smile is peaceful as he looks at Luffy, before your eyes meet.
your own heart drums facing his stopped one. you know who he is. of course you do. how could you not know? Luffy has told you about him so many times, in that voice that now made you question whether to answer, tell your captain what you're seeing or not. but your ragged breath, bulging eyes, and the light film of sweat coating your face leave you little room for hesitation as Luffy grabs your shoulder and shakes it lightly.
‘hey (y/n). are you seeing things again? tell me.’
reveal the truth in a low voice and you’ll see Luffy’s eyebrows furrow, in an expression that mixes all the emotions in existence. his eyes are lost in the void of his thoughts for a second before looking all around him, searching and calling his brother, finding you.
‘he’s here?! like, where? behind me? can you talk to him? wait, do you think he can still eat like, real food? or ghost food? i’m sure Sanji knows how to make ghost food anyway. i mean, we could have another meal so he can be with us! oh, and tell him that i—’
he talks a lot and his eyes are glassy, with a tearful glint that doesn’t escape your gaze despite his huge smile. you stifle your own sobs, feeling the weight of Luffy’s grief as you see Ace’s ghost disappear into the starry night, in a painfully soft gaze. you shake your head in a sorry sigh, and your captain almost automatically stops speaking. his smile fades away — there’s no need to say more. he contemplates you for a moment, before lowering his head slightly and caging you in a long, silent hug.
that night, Luffy understood the weight of your powers, understood your fears. the ashes of the past were indeed frightening.
Roronoa Zoro
really, Zoro can’t help but be puzzled every time he sees you freaking out like this, shouting about how there’s such and such corpses wandering on the deck of the ship or the streets of some island where you and the crew made a stopover. the swordsman would never delve too deeply into your emotions when they’re negative; not that he’s not interested, but that he prefers to keep things simple between you two and avoid making you overthink.
still, he would always try to reassure you, and he’d do so assertively — without digressions or innuendos — but always wanting to make things easier for you and so that you’d no longer have to worry about seeing these deceased people, more alive than ever in your eyes though.
‘there’s no reason to be so scared, (y/n). these guys are no longer among us, they won’t hurt you. i wouldn’t let them anyway.’
his tone was gruff, but you knew better. Zoro was always protective of you, and you were grateful, but it wasn’t that simple. meeting lifeless gazes, looking at bloodied, weakened, sick or whatever bodies — you were seeing bereavement and pain personified all around you, almost every day, and you couldn’t shake your fears, despite your best efforts and the swordsman’s reassuring words.
this is why your sleep would be regularly stolen by these bloodstained specters wandering around, and today would be no exception, even if you’re snuggled up to Zoro — who seems deeply asleep. it was he who had suggested a nap together, to calm you down, but obviously the task was more difficult than expected.
despite your eyes being firmly closed, sealed so as not to see these presences you were feeling, you couldn't help but fidget, scared. in order to calm yourself down, you decided to get up and go get a glass of water in the kitchen. you stepped out of the cabin and the air was mild. everything was (very) surprisingly peaceful, and you took the time to enjoy the moment as you filled your glass, before slowly heading back to the cabin.
but as you open the door, you’re greeted not by Zoro’s sleeping figure, but by a bloodstained and destroyed body, which finally passes through you to continue on its way. terror makes you drop your glass and it crashes right into the cabin entrance as you scream.
the swordsman is jolted from his sleep and instantly turns to you, his gaze alert as he reaches for his swords — but you stop him, pointing at the broken glass dotting the floor; and your shaky voice immediately makes him understand what happened.
Zoro sighs and leaves the bed for a moment to come and get you, dodging the shards of glass before finally picking you up and carrying you, so that you both collapse on the bed, never breaking your embrace. he can feel your heart pounding in your chest as he whispers in your ear.
‘saw sordid stuff again?’
his voice is calm as your respective eyes meet. his gaze is stern, focused, attentive. you nod, and it’s in a — sweet, only for you — whisper that he concedes that it can’t be easy every day. maybe you need to talk about it more than he thought, after all. Zoro tightens his embrace around you, petting your hair as he lets a comfortable silence settle, before questioning you in a solemn yet uncertain tone.
‘hey, by any chance… have you ever seen, like, in your visions… a young girl with a sword?’
Vinsmoke Sanji
Sanji would be a great listener and always there to reassure you when your visions frighten you. he would empathize and understand the weight your powers can represent; so you can count on him to give you all the affection and consideration you need.
he is supportive. his goal would be to make sure that you don’t feel alone in the middle of all these more or less bloodstained ghosts, so that, whenever fear seizes you, he can be there to comfort you and bring you back to the world of the living.
in that sense, it would probably lead you to be more comfortable with your powers and to be able to talk about them more openly. you would be less afraid. and it’s sitting in the kitchen while Sanji is busy at his stove that you’d talk about this and that, your voice a sweet melody for the attentive ears of the cook.
‘you know, i’ve already seen ghosts around you.’
– ‘ah? they should be more interested in you, (y/n)-chwan, you’re so much prettier.’, he’d reply, and you could hear the smile on his face.
you couldn’t stifle a laugh. with Sanji, things always seemed less dramatic, less scary. it was as if you could face all the troubles in this world but you could always get back up.
your laughter was nevertheless cut short by the presence you felt. you couldn’t help but shudder slightly and your eyes, riveted on the cook’s busy hands so far, eventually lifted towards a ghost behind him. this very ghost was also watching with great interest the recipe being prepared, all the while smiling tenderly.
‘there's one behind you right now, by the way.’
– ‘really?’, he chuckled, without taking his eyes off the vegetable he was cutting. ‘and what do they look like? not too… damaged, i hope.’
– ‘it’s a lady. a very beautiful lady.’
Sanji slowed down his cutting, his mind troubled for a moment. he certainly knew how to appreciate women, all women, but something inside him told him that this woman was different. what interest could the ghost of a dead woman possibly have in him? Unless…
‘(y/n), could you please… describe her?’
he had put down his knife, and the uncertain tone of his voice encouraged you to respond positively to his request; nodding then describing as best you could the woman standing next to him, looking at him with a soft smile.
as you spoke, the cook’s features tensed up, and you could see that he was holding back just about everything that came up to him. words, tears, everything. so you ventured to ask a few questions.
‘do you know this person?’, you’d ask timidly.
and maybe it was now up to you to lend an ear to Sanji’s sensitivity.
bonus:
Trafalgar D. Water Law
talking to Law about your powers would be complicated at first. in fact, he would have a hard time understanding why you would be so moved by every vision you have when it’s “just” part of your abilities. he would have a hard time understanding why you would continue to be afraid even though you’re aware of these powers of yours. everything would seem so… irrational to him.
You were coping with the situation as best you could — if he couldn’t understand, you weren’t going to force him. still, that was before you noticed this person. an individual that, as usual, you had taken for a living person, before noticing their bruised appearance and their spectral nature. this person who followed Law almost everywhere.
it was embarrassing, frightening at times, because this ghost’s presence was unpredictable and random, so you often found yourself jumping out of your skin and screaming in the middle of a conversation when they appeared, with Law looking at you in perplexity.
so you had decided to avoid Law a little, just to spare yourself a little, and to avoid having to broach this subject which you already had the feeling he wouldn’t be very receptive to.
however, Law, for his part, was actually very receptive to the fact that you were avoiding him. he saw it perfectly, and also felt that there was something you wanted to tell him, but didn’t dare to, or something like that. he felt lost about it: you knew you could tell him anything, right? or, had he done something that made you no longer feel comfortable talking to him?...
Law would confront you directly about it, not wanting to beat around the bush; and his heart was beating a little faster than he anticipated as he saw you searching for words.
‘well, i… i see… i often see a tall man around you, his face made up, with a large black coat, he’s very injured, with blood all over his face and… so… it makes me…’
– ‘“it makes you” what? what am i supposed to do?’
something snapped in his mind and his reply came out on its own, in a way harsher tone than he would have liked. Law’s grip on his nodachi tightens as he frowns. he looks hurt by this information over which you actually have no control. you shake your head — you knew he wouldn’t understand anyway, that he would only see your visions and fears as irrational, as always. you look away.
‘... nevermind.’
you start walking away, and Law runs his hand over his face with a heavy sigh, trying to process what just happened, and realizing his words were far too harsh. facing the loss of those who matter to us is already a trial. but seeing death walking around every day, even in moments that should give us rest… yeah, he too would freak out facing those kinds of visions eventually.
‘(y/n), wait’, he calls, catching up with you quickly. his voice remains monotonous, but you still hear the softness he always reserves for you. ‘i worded my question poorly. i… yeah, i think we should indeed discuss all this.’
you turn to him, your respective gazes seeking each other, and in his eyes lay torment as well as the apologies he can’t seem to voice. you nod, and he mutters.
‘i will try to understand.’
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Maple Lattes and Cheese Croissants. | Quinn Hughes x Fem!Reader
warnings! none!
summary: it’s hard to not fall in love with your friend when he treats you so well and does little things like paying for your coffee.
a/n: sorry super rushed and not my best work!
It came out of the blue, you and Quinn’s friendship. He was new to Vancouver and you’ve grown up on the island but had visited the popular city multiple times before. After high school, you decided to move to the mainland to experience real city living and he was drafted to the Vancouver Canucks.
He had ran straight into you on the sidewalk, causing a movie-like collision with your purse, phone, and keys going flying up in the air and you nearly falling — before his hands caught your waist. You had apologized multiple times, as did he. Before the two of you laughed it off and quickly became friends.
The two do you were miraculously the same age and still getting to know the city — so why not do it with a friend?
And within the past few years, the two of you had grown quite fond of each other. His schedule was packed with practices, training, and meetings while yours was busy with work. Nonetheless, the two of you allocated time for one another; whether it be trying a new restaurant for lunch, a new coffee shop, or a hidden bookstore for you two to pick up a new read. The two of you cherished your time spent with one another as it was like an escape from your realities.
Time together was comfortable and easygoing. You two seemed to understand each other like the back of your hands. He felt like home away from home. He was your shoulder to cry on, a person you could rant to when work got stressful, and he would always come pick you up after your night out with your girls. Quinn never failed to make you smile and he always knew how to bring up your mood — often bringing you takeout on nights you were too exhausted to cook, or buying you your favourite flowers because he knew how much you loved a pop of colour in your kitchen.
Some may think that you two were a couple, which you always had to deny. Although at times you wished that you were something more with the Canucks captain. You found it harder and harder to find a man to be with, as they never treated you as well as Quinn did. At some point you seriously wondered if it was even possible to find a man who would treat you better than Quinn.
“Hey! How was practice?” You greeted the hockey player as he approached you. He pulled you into an embrace the second he reached you,
“Tiring as always,” He chuckled, before the two of you started walking together, “How was your day?”
You shrugged, adjusting your jacket slightly, “I called my mom earlier about plans for Thanksgiving and just went to work… You know, the usual.”
“How’s your mom doing?”
“She’s good, she seems to be doing well!” You beamed as you guided him towards your destination, “So my coworker told me about this cafe, she says that the croissants and the cinnamon sugar donuts are really good.”
He nodded before opening the door for you, “After you.”
You smiled at the boy before entering the cafe. The warm smell of coffee and buttery-sweetness of the baked goods surrounded you like a blanket. There was quiet chatter amongst the other people sitting in the cafe alongside the hum of the coffee machines.
Quinn stuffed his hands into the pocket of his joggers, standing right behind you as the both of you took time to read the menu.
“What are you thinking of getting?” You asked him, turning your head slightly to look at his face.
He hummed, “Probably just a coffee and maybe a ham and cheese croissant, that sounds pretty good.”
“Yeah that does sound good,” You replied before approaching the cashier, “Hi, how are you?”
“Good afternoon! I’m good, thanks! What can I get for you?”
“That’s good to hear! I’ll get the maple latte and a cinnamon sugar donut please.”
She nodded while typing your order into the tablet, “For sure! Anything else?”
“No, that’ll-”
“Yeah a medium coffee and a ham cheese croissant too.” Quinn objected before tapping his card on the machine.
“They’ll be ready for you just over there by the window!”
“Quinn, you know you didn’t have to pay for my food.” You sighed, leaning a shoulder against the wall as the two of you waited for your order.
He chuckled, adjusting his Yankees cap on his head, “Yeah, but I wanted to.”
“Thank you,” You offered him a smile which he returned before nudging you with his shoulder lightly.
When your order was called, Quinn went to retrieve the bag of food and the cardboard drink holder and motioned towards the door. The two of you walked at a comfortable pace in the direction of his apartment, making easy conversations as always. Whether it be his ongoing hockey season or drama at your work, it always flowed with ease.
You two settled into his living room, Quinn at one end of the couch whilst you on the opposite side. You cradled your coffee near your chest as you giggled at whatever joke Quinn had cracked.
He looked peaceful, comfortably lounging into the corner. His navy hoodie hugged him perfectly in a slightly oversized fit which made Quinn seem so cozy. He had one arm relaxed on the back of the couch while his other held his own coffee. His legs were in their typical manspread position as his neck extended back as he laughed.
“Luke said that?” You repeated, eyes still slightly widened while you tucked your knees towards your chest.
He nodded, “Yeah, Mom had to correct him super fast after that one. He’s lucky he didn’t say that in front of any other woman.”
“That’s so funny,” You laughed before taking another sip, “I hope I can meet your family one day, they sound amazing.”
Quinn smiled softly, his eyes glancing between your cuddles up figure and his drink, “Yeah, I hope you can meet them too. ‘Though, you’d probably be the first woman I introduce them too.”
“Oh really?” You questioned, your hands getting slightly clammy, “You’ve never introduced your girlfriends to your family?”
He only shrugged, “Never had a serious relationship before. Just a few flings or hook ups here and there.”
You hesitated before saying your next words, cautious of what may come next, “Have you ever fallen in love before?”
Quinn caught your eye, and you could see his Adam’s apple bob and the air in his throat hitch slightly, “Yeah, every time I look at you.” He breathed out.
Your stomach flipped, “Really?”
“How can I not?” He chuckled as the rosy colour spread across his facial features, “You’re everything I could ever ask for in a woman. You’re smart, strong, kind, beautiful, and yo- you’re breathtaking.”
A smile crawled up onto your face as you watched Quinn rub his jaw with his free hand. You placed your drink on his coffee table before moving closer to sit right next to him. Your legs curled underneath you as your hand played with the sleeve of his hoodie, “I think I fall in love with you more every time I see you too.”
His eyes softened more at your words, as he put down his own drink — not looking away from you. One of Quinn’s hands cupped your shoulder gently, “Yeah?”
You nodded, “Yeah.”
His focus bounced between your eyes and your glossy lips, “Can I kiss you then?”
Your hands moved to cup his face as you brought him closer to yours. Your lips melted with his as he eagerly kissed you back. His hands pulling your body to be pressed against his. Quinn’s strong arms wrapped around your waist as your hands danced in his soft hair.
You pulled away slightly, your foreheads touching, “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to kiss you, Quinn Hughes.”
“God, you’re going to be the death of me.” He chuckled before kissing you again, “Now that I’ve kissed you, I don’t know if I ever want to stop.”
You beamed at his words, “Good. I feel the exact same way.”
His hands softly ran up and down your sides, “Will you be my girlfriend?”
“Of course, Q.”
Quinn grinned before pressing a kiss to your neck. You giggled as the feeling of his hair tickling your skin and you hugged him close. You didn’t have to worry about finding someone who would treat you better than Quinn, because he was finally yours. Your chest swelled with love and adoration for the man as he adjusted your bodies to be cuddled up in the couch, where the two of you would spend the rest of the afternoon together. The light patter of the Vancouver rain on the window and whatever movie the two of you chose to watch playing on his TV. You were so content to be wrapped up in his arms, even though the maple latte and cheese croissant were forgotten on the table.
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Hi there! I was wondering if I could put a request in for Astarion? Given how he's an elf and they have reverie, I would assume that if his partner needs to sleep instead that they would cuddle before respectfully getting to their own sides of the bed. I was wondering if I could request how he feels about a human reader fall asleep in his arms by accident? If it matters, could it take place during the game at around act 2 (after his confession) or in act 3 (after Cazador is dealt with)? Anyways, have a nice day and take your time!
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Astarion x human!reader | Sleeping Soundly
It’s late, or at least what passes for it in the half-light that clings eternally to the cursed lands around the Last Light Inn. Outside, the sky hangs heavy and unmoving, locked in twilight. The silence is thicker here — not peaceful, exactly, but waiting.
Inside the Inn, there’s warmth. Faint firelight glows against the walls, casting long shadows, softening everything it touches. The others have retreated to corners of rest or reverie. Only you and Astarion remain near the low-burning hearth in the common room, curled together on the worn couch beneath a threadbare blanket.
You hadn’t planned to fall asleep.
You’d been speaking, voices low, laughter occasionally bubbling up between sips of wine and the soothing weight of shared company. Your head had lolled against his shoulder at some point, too tired to pretend you weren’t bone-deep weary after another day of fighting through curse-choked lands. Astarion hadn’t protested. He hadn’t said anything, actually — just froze, barely breathing, as if he thought movement might shatter whatever fragile peace had settled around the two of you.
And then you slept.
Not fully, not all at once — you drifted, your breath slowing against the silk of his shirt, your body relaxing more with each passing second. A soft sigh escaped you, muffled by his chest.
Astarion sat perfectly still.
He should have pulled away. He meant to. That was the polite thing, wasn’t it? You needed real sleep — not awkward half-sprawled naps on someone who didn’t even require the act himself. He told himself he would shift you gently, slide out from under your weight, cover you with the blanket and return to his own corner of the room, alone.
But he didn’t.
He didn’t because your body was warm against his, and your arm had curled instinctively around his waist, and your breath ghosted over the skin of his collarbone in a way that made something inside him ache.
Gods. You’d trusted him enough to sleep here. On him. In a cursed land, surrounded by danger, with a monster wrapped in velvet for a lover — and still, you slept. It undid him more than any confession could.
His eyes roamed your face, soft and unguarded in slumber. You looked young like this. Fragile, in a way he never let himself forget, but now... it felt different. It didn’t make him scoff or detach like it once would have.
Now it made him want to shield you — which was, frankly, ridiculous. You were the one charging through shadowed lands with blade and fire in hand. You were brave, and reckless, and endlessly kind. He was the one who curled his lip at mercy and struck when backs were turned. And yet here you were. Sleeping. Against his heart.
His hand, which had been draped lazily along the back of the couch, slowly shifted, hesitant, and then settled against the curve of your arm — featherlight. He let himself feel your warmth, the solid reality of you. Not a trick. Not a performance. Not something to endure or manipulate. Just you. Breathing. Trusting him.
“I should be better at this,” he whispered to the still air, unsure whether he meant the act of loving or the act of deserving it.
He looked up at the ceiling beams, where firelight flickered against old wood. The sounds of the Inn had quieted completely — no footsteps, no clinking glasses, no murmured conversations. Just the fire, the wind, and your heartbeat. Steady. Human. Maddeningly beautiful in its mortality.
And so, Astarion stayed. Even long after reverie should have taken him. He watched over you as the hours bled into each other. He let the blanket slide further around your shoulders. Let his other hand, eventually, brush through your hair with the most careful touch he could manage — more ritual than affection, more prayer than comfort.
It was absurd, really, how something so small — your sleep-slack mouth with slight drool in the corner, the way you sighed when you shifted closer — could unravel centuries of armor.
But it had. He didn’t say it aloud, of course. Not yet. Not tonight. But there was something in his gaze when he looked down at you. Something ancient and wounded and full of longing.
And, gods help him, something hopeful, too.
Hope you guys enjoyed this, sorry I have been a bit absent I got covid again :( Anyway this soothed my soul writing it and I hope it soothes yours reading it - Seluney xox
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Could you write an Anthony Bridgerton x wife!reader fic? They are newly weds and the reader wishes to pamper Anthony while he is bathing. He’s a bit cautious about it at first because he is not used to such affection. Thank youu I love your writing a lot especially the truth or dare fic.
In Your Hands (Anthony Bridgerton x Wife!Reader)
A/N: First of all, thank you so much! And I hope you like this. Thanks for sending this ask in, luckily I was already toying with a few Bridgerton ideas thanks to the new trailers so this came surprisingly easy.
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Warnings: Nudity references, the start of sexy-times, alcohol
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Anthony was someone who hated routine. After all, as much as he was devoted to the day to day duties that came with being the head of his family, if he had his way he would escape the city and the ton, choosing instead the peace and tranquility offered by the countryside, at Aubrey Hall. He dreamed of being able to be just a brother, son and - as of recently - a husband.
Only married a few months, your new husband was keen to seize each and every opportunity to escape his duties when they appeared - whether it was sneaking off for long rides in the countryside, or making an early exit from whatever social gathering you both had been forced to attend as the new Viscount and Viscountess Bridgerton; Whatever allowed you both to be alone and back in one another’s arms (usually sans clothes) as soon as possible, was a good idea to him.
It was no surprise then, that there was one part of his daily routine that Anthony actually relished: bathing.
Oh, yes. There was little more in the world that could bring your fully-grown husband such child-like joy as being able to soak in a tub of steaming hot water for an hour or two. The sight always made you smile as you entered your bedroom: Anthony, half asleep, looking as if the stress had physically melted away.
It was your favourite sight - and not just because of the exquisite view it granted you of his sculpted form - but because of how calm and peaceful he looked. It was as if he had transformed back into the mischievous and carefree boy you’d first fallen in love with all those years ago. Back when your only concerns had been not tripping on your skirt at your presentation, making sure you were actually asked to dance at a ball, and surviving the social season without embarrassing your family or getting yourself roped into some scandal.
Whilst you knew neither you nor Anthony would ever change a single thing about your life together, you knew it came with a cost. In fact, today it had been enduring hours of talks with local tenants, the family’s book keeper, estate managers, and even several possible suitors looking to secure some kind of marriage contract with one of his younger sisters. (You’d been informed by several members of the household staff that those meetings had been remarkably swift, however, with each unfortunate man looking rather dejected as they were shown from the house).
If you’d been able to spare him the pain or share his burden you would have, but unfortunately you’d been occupied with matters of your own. Being the lady of such a grand estate came with duties of its own, and you were quite done looking over seating arrangements, replying to correspondence, and paying social calls for one day.
Still, at least you’d both survived to tell the tale - no wonder Anthony looked half asleep. Then again, maybe it had something to do with the open bottle of whiskey that sat on the table beside the tub. You knew without looking at the label which bottle it was, having smuggled it out of the library yourself to enjoy together.
“Anthony Bridgerton!” A fake gasp of horror escaped your lips as you appeared in the doorway, a hand pressed to your chest. “You are a sneak and a traitor. That whiskey was for me too, you know.”
“And a good evening to you too, my love. Never fear, there’s plenty to share,” he teased, head relaxed, tipped backward as he took a sip from the glass in his hand. Your eyes were transfixed on the hollow of his throat, watching his Adam’s apple bob as he swallowed. “Besides, I would apologise but I simply couldn’t wait a minute longer. Not when I couldn’t feel my back from sitting at that desk all afternoon.”
The moan that escaped his lips was almost sinful as he sank a little lower in the water.
“Well, you’re forgiven. You look far too content for me to even dream of being mad,” you sighed, drawing close and perching on the rim of the tub. Anthony handed over the whiskey glass with a soft smile, letting you take a sip of your own before you placed it back onto the table.
You could feel the warmth seep into your bones immediately, even if that was also likely in part to your proximity to the tub and your naked husband.
“Do you want me to wash your hair?”
Anthony’s eyebrows rose at the question, the surprise written across his face. “What?”
“You heard me,” you teased, reaching up to run your fingers through the soft strands of hair atop his head. “I can wash your hair, and get your back for you. Unless you’d rather do it yourself, or I can ring for someone?”
“What? No, that’s uh, that’s not necessary,” he chuckled, visibly flustered - which was amusing and perplexing. After all, it wasn’t as if you two hadn’t seen and touched every single inch of the other in the weeks since your wedding. However, he looked almost confused at the idea that you would offer such a thing. “You don’t have to do that.”
“But I want to,” you soothed. “Let me take care of you, for once. Husband.”
It was probably below the belt to purr his title like that, but you knew how that one little word had the power to reduce the great Viscount Bridgerton to a puddle. That, along with the warmth of the water and the buzz of the whiskey, made him almost pliant to your every whim. Still, you knew him well enough to recognise the lingering hesitation in his eyes as he nodded in agreement.
He very rarely let his guard down or allowed anyone to assist him in any way. You sometimes believed that had the servants not been dependant upon their work to make a living that Anthony would have dismissed them long ago and tried to run the entire estate single handedly just to prove he could. That he was worthy of the title he bore, and that he was every bit as great a man, brother, and husband as his father.
It appeared he was the same way when it came to letting himself be taken care of and it made your heart ache for the man you loved.
Pressing a triumphant kiss to his lips, you swiftly manoeuvred yourself, pulling up a stool and grabbing a jug from the dresser.
“Just relax… trust me,” you murmured, waiting until he did as he was bid. The gesture alone said volumes, more so than any words ever could.
Waiting until his eyes were shut, you reached for the soap, tilting his head against your chest as you began to massage the mixture into his scalp. Yet again, your husband seemed to transform into a cat, purring with every touch in a way that made it suddenly very difficult to resist the urge to strip off and join your husband in the water instead.
“Enjoying yourself?” You giggled as Anthony barely managed more than a groan in reply.
It was taking every ounce of your self control to focus your attentions solely on Anthony, and not on the way his body seemed to be reacting to your ministrations. Thankfully, you were able to last long enough to finish the job, using the jug to rinse the water through his hair, making sure to angle his head upwards so the water ran off him instead of into his eyes.
But you were only human; the minute you were done washing the last suds from his scalp you made your move. Sliding off the stool, you knelt beside him and reached out to caress his cheek, causing him to open his eyes almost sleepily. Leaning forward you planted a soft, delicate kiss to his lips, causing him to groan in response.
Without saying a word, his hands rose, twisting their way into your hair as he deepened his kiss. It was clear what he wanted next.
“Now, wife,” he growled, pulling back just long enough to reach down and tug teasingly at the tie of your dress-robe. You could feel the warmth of his touch as his wet body began to dampen the material. “I think it’s your turn to let me take care of you… so you’d better get in here, before I drag you in here.”
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Marriage of Convenience!Caitlyn x reader headcanons
marriage of convenience!Caitlyn who does not want to get married - much less to someone she doesn’t know or have feelings for. so when Cassandra introduces you to her for the first time, all she knows is that you’re from some noble house in Noxus and she resents you. It’s not your fault, she knows, but it’s so much easier to have someone to blame for her unhappiness.
marriage of convenience!Caitlyn who watches Cassandra talk to your mother in silent rage, who watches you smile politely and just go along with this. this just makes her resent you even more because why are you so okay with it?
marriage of convenience!Caitlyn who (very reluctantly) attends the ball in celebration of your engagement. no one know it’s arranged - everyone in Piltover thinks that a Piltovian and Noxian fell in love and oh how wonderful it is that these star-crossed lovers will bring peace and an alliance between the two regions! Caitlyn wants to scream the truth at them all until her lungs burn. but her mother would kill her, so she just stands there with a fake smile, blue gaze icy.
marriage of convenience!Caitlyn who eventually ducks out of the main ballroom and onto a secluded balcony, seeking some relief from the constant attention of the crowd, only to find that you’re already there. frustration runs through her veins, a scowl automatically gracing her sharp features because why can’t she just have a single moment alone? but her expression morphs into one of surprise when she takes in your posture: leaning against the balcony railing in your gown, your head low and your body almost crumpled — defeated.
Caitlyn can’t help but hesitate, straightening out her Commander uniform she had insisted upon wearing. She doesn’t know whether to intrude or leave you be. But, she supposes, you will be married soon.
So she breaks the silence, stepping forward to lean on the railing beside you. “Why aren’t you in the ballroom?”
“Why aren’t you?” You counter, not bothering to meet her eyes. You stare ahead, looking out at all of Piltover all lit up at night.
Caitlyn can’t stop the scoff that escapes her. “Too much attention for something I don’t want.”
You bob your head once, lifting a shoulder in a half-shrug. “Makes two of us.”
“Are you kidding?” Caitlyn’s eyes narrow, eyebrows furrowing and turning her body to fully face you. “You seem to be quite content going along with everything your parents want.”
“Yeah, well,” you exhale, your breath coming out as a puff in the cold night air. Caitlyn notices this, gaze darting to the gooseflesh that prickles on your bare arms. “There’s nothing either of us can do about it. It’s better to go along and make the best of it. If I’m going to be married to you, I don’t want to hate each other.”
Caitlyn blinks, slightly taken aback. “I-“ she pauses, considering your words. “I don’t hate you.”
“Seems like it.”
“I don't,” she insists, and you finally turn your head so your eyes lock with hers. “Look-“ Caitlyn holds your gaze, a twinge of respect stirring within her. “If my parents had to marry me off to someone, I’m glad it’s you. I know we just met, but you’re very respectful, and you seem kind. I like that.” She hesitates again, eyes flicking down over your body for a split-second. “And you’re undeniably pretty.”
“Uh- thank you." You blink, wide-eyed at the unexpected compliment, a pink hue dusting your cheeks. You can't deny that being called pretty in that posh accent of hers makes you a little flustered. But you push past it, shaking your head to clear your mind and continuing. "You’re right: we don’t know each other. But since we’re getting married, I’d like to, if you’ll allow it.”
And for the first time since Cassandra broke the news to her about this marriage, Caitlyn lets herself give you a half-smile. “Yeah,” she nods, a hint of interest in her eyes. “I’d like that.”
I have loose plans to write a full fic of this so!!! Stay tuned and lmk if you have any ideas/things you'd like to see with this <333
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teasing sebastian just enough to make him slip, like one firm order and he actually hesitates, eyes low, voice softer than usual when he says “yes, my lord/lady” 👀 i need him obedient for once pls 😭
"yes, my lady"
cw: sub sebastian · fem!dom reader · obedience · bondage (wrists) · orgasm denial teasing · edging · praise & degradation · humiliation
a/n: ughh yes i need a sebastian in my life just so i can do whatever i want with him… thank you for this idea, anon <33
sebastian's room was a temple of order and shadows. dark wood, immaculate sheets, the scent of incense and something else… something more human. and there he was: standing by the bed, face seemingly expressionless. but you noticed the little things. how his hands were clasped a bit too tightly behind his back. how his breathing was just a little deeper every time you took a step closer.
—close it.
your voice didn’t need to be loud. just the tone. he moved instantly, shutting the door behind you. his steps were silent, feline, like everything he did. but tonight… he wasn’t the one in control.
you sat at the edge of his bed, crossing your legs slowly. you looked up at him, scanning him from head to toe like you were deciding whether he was even worth your time. he noticed. and his jaw tensed.
perfect.
—undress. in front of me.
not a shouted command. a velvet trap. and he… fell for it.
slowly, methodically, he began removing each piece of clothing. the coat, the vest, the perfectly starched shirt. his gloves, his pants, all placed down in silence. when he was completely naked, his hands returned to their place behind his back, as if it gave him some illusion of control.
you stood. walked toward him. your fingers drew a slow line down his chest, lower, barely brushing.
—look at you. the perfect butler. and your cock’s already hard just from me looking at you. how pathetic.
his breath shook, just slightly. but enough.
—are you going to say something?
—no, my lady.
—good. learn to speak only when i let you.
you moved behind him, pulled a black tie from your pocket, and bound his wrists tightly. his arms now tense behind him. helpless. perfect.
—on the bed. on your knees. hands tied behind you.
he hesitated for a split second. glorious.
when he obeyed, you sat at the edge of the bed, your legs parted, his face between them. but you didn’t let him touch. you just watched him, playing with his hair, gently at first.
—you’re going to obey everything i say tonight. no complaining. no begging. no cumming.
he looked up.
—not even if you command it?
a laugh escaped you—low, cutting.
—how cute. you think you deserve that.
you grabbed his face and pressed it softly against your clothed center. he inhaled your scent. closed his eyes.
—i wonder, sebastian… how many times have you touched yourself thinking about this? kneeling, bound, face so close to my body you don’t know if it’s desire or punishment?
his cheek tensed against your thigh.
—never without your permission…
—oh, you adorable liar.
you yanked his hair hard enough to make him gasp against you.
—you’re going to prove your obedience now.
you pushed him onto the bed, on his back. arms still bound beneath him. his cock, hard, flushed, vulnerable.
you knelt beside his thigh and touched him. slow. soft. so soft it made him tremble.
and you stopped.
—want me to keep going?
—yes, my lady.
your tongue traced his abdomen. slow circles. you breathed against the base of his cock, without touching.
—beg better. like what you are. a desperate pet.
—please, my lady… i need your mouth. i don’t deserve anything, but… please…
a sharp slap on his thigh.
—that’s better. but you still haven’t said what you are.
—i’m yours. i’m your toy. your servant. whatever you want. only yours.
you took his cock in your hand, slowly stroking him. up and down. the exact rhythm to make his breath catch. as his body tensed, you let go.
and looked him dead in the eye.
—no.
—please…
another slap. harder.
—don’t tell me what to do.
you repeated the game. touching. teasing. licking the tip. pulling back. his muscles tensed. his breath broke. again. again. soft moans. bitten-back gasps.
and nothing.
—tell me, sebastian. how long can you take this? will you cum just from my words if i keep going?
—no… not without your permission…
—then listen closely: you’re not going to cum tonight. not a single drop. not even if you cry. not even if you kneel and beg with a broken voice. understand?
his body shook.
—yes… my lady.
—say thank you.
—thank you… for not letting me cum.
—that’s obedience.
you climbed over him without letting him inside. grinding against him, wet through your clothes, tormenting him. his hips lifted into you. desperate.
and still… you didn’t give it to him.
not tonight.
when you left him there, hard, trembling, panting without release, you kissed his cheek.
—tomorrow, if you behave, i’ll let you lick me. if you do well… maybe i’ll let you cum next week.
he closed his eyes.
wrecked.
obedient.
yours.
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I'm Gonna Grow Wings (Thunderbolts x Suicidal!GN!Reader Headcanons)
Request: Can I please ask for a Thunderbolts x suicidal thoughts!reader please? If not I do understand :) - Anonymous
Description: Being a member of the Thunderbolts and having suicidal thoughts
a/n: as said with the other mental illness posts, this is taken with extreme care and research, so i do hope i do this topic justice. reader is hinted to be previously experimented on, reader does have ideations, poor mental health, isolating, but protective and supportive fluff heading your way
gif credit: @captainofmischief, @whitedarkmoonflower
You carry a heavy weight on your shoulders, something the group had sensed was all too familiar for all of them
They firmly believe in a sense of community - and mental health and talking things through seem to be top priority for them all, but talking just doesn't do it for you
So they've all come up with ways to help you out - in their own special way, of course
Bob is a little more sensitive about your situation, whether it had been something traumatic in your past or feeling genuinely alone, Bob knows how to keep you from harming yourself further
With this in mind, he can empathise with your situation - having run on drug for a portion of his adulthood and seeking help where no one would give it to him, he make every effort to sit and listen
Even if it isn't a meaningful conversation, he wants to divert your attention from the negative thoughts as much as he can and wants to
Yelena and John, aside from endless bickering and butting heads, they have a level of respect for you that ultimately comes out as silent but strong support
When you remain in your room away from people, Yelena urges you to come out and hang with her, whether it is chores or watching a movie - your choice, of course
John, on the other hand, understands the feeling of emotions becoming stunted when you don't really know how to express how you feel - so sparring is a good physical outlet for the two of you to partake in
Alexei is doing his best to understand your feelings - although, the understanding may come out in some form of story of when he was feeling down in his glory days
But he is trying, trust me - Alexei kind of offers to be your dad in a sense - on the one hand, it helps him connect better with you and slowly but surely fix himself from his past with raising Yelena
On the other hand, he gives you a good laugh - he often says laughter is the best medicine, so he's always there if you're looking for something to laugh at and with
Bucky and Ava understand the feeling of wanting to escape an impossible situation
Being poked and prodded at for heaven knows how long is something they can never escape, and they sense it in you - Ava becomes someone who tries to prevent anything harmful in your vicinity - whether it is something you can use to hurt yourself or otherwise
Bucky is like a weighted blanket, since you can be prone to emotional episodes, he's able to bring you back down, offering soft words of encouragement and letting you know you aren't alone anymore
With a family like this, you never feel so solitary anymore, they've even helped you out of your shell a bit
Slowly but surely, you realize you've got six wonderful people who can empathise and listen to you
You're not alone, anymore. Not with them.
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Note: This is very different from anything I’ve ever written, but the idea came to me and I just had to try it out. I really like this, to be honest. I hope you do, too! ♡ (I proofread it as best as I could, but I had to rush, so please forgive any mistakes!)
Link to part two :)
Rating: Explicit - !!Minors DO NOT Interact!!
Warning: Oral (Fem!Receiving), Rafayel is drinking blood, you’re in the middle of the ocean (This is set in like the Medieval period.)
Word Count: 2,847
Summary: Rafayel gets his pretty princess back.
VampireLemurian!Rafayel/Princess!Reader
Your father deciding to marry you off was not something that surprised you. It didn’t even disappoint you. It pissed you off.
Since you were a baby, your mother has ensured you were raised and taught about what it meant to be a queen as well as what it should look like. But in truth, you knew that every etiquette lesson and monotonous instruction was really a step-by-step guide on how to be a subservient woman under the iron rule of an insufferable man.
It was last month when your father, the king, told you that you were to be married to the eldest son of one of your families most important allies to ensure loyalty and companionship for many more years to come.
Your father was never a man to back down from a decision once it was made, especially if it was one that would offer him great benefit. You’ve been on this dreaded ship for two days now—with three more to go—to marry a man you’ve seen no more than three times in your life. But you had no say and no way of escaping it.
Even if the castle you’ve lived in since the day you were born was uptight and stuffy, it was still home. Now, you’d have to learn your way around another if you wished to fool yourself into some semblance of comfort. Outside of that castle that felt like the rooms were a little too cold with halls too barren, there was a kingdom outside of it with people you’ve grown to know and respect. People who treated you like you were somebody other than a princess.
You’re below deck now, refusing to step outside to enjoy any light, whether it be from the sun or the moon. Guards stood ground in front of your door and were posted all around the ship and servants would come and go like clockwork to bring you meals, clothing, and hot buckets of water to bathe. In truth, everyone aboard this ship feared your father, even down to the crew who safely guided you through these unpredictable waters. You’ve been taken care of. At least it was being done by someone since the people who were supposed to be your parents couldn’t bother to do so.
As you sit in your quarters on a bed so luxurious that it makes you huff out a small laugh to yourself at such a ridiculous thing, you dip your quill in the small bottle of expensive ink and draw on the parchment you brought with you on your journey. Drawing calms you, even if you’re not great at it. The ability to have some sort of power in your hand to create anything you’d ever want is as close to freedom as you’d ever get.
It makes you think of him. Of the man you met a handful of times on the small walks you’d take on the beach to get away from the responsibilities you carried. He was always there, somehow. Always where you were, ready to talk and listen. He taught you how to properly distribute the ink on your quill so that it let you control the flow of your creativity. It was him who showed you an appreciation for art in a way that you’ve never had.
He was the one who showed you that love was real, even if you never told him how you felt. In the small time that you knew him, you were certain there was no other person on this planet that could ever fulfill you like he could. He made you laugh at his jokes and theatrical antics, made you wonder if his lips were as soft as they looked. He made you feel.
Beautiful just isn’t enough of a word to describe him. Maybe magnificent, ethereal, even god-like would have to suffice because not even that did him justice. He was perfect. He was the one thing you looked forward to every night. You would sneak outside of the castle walls late at night, just to see him longer than the few hours you did before the sun set. But, you were sent off without ever being able to say goodbye. Your parents had you on lockdown, as they feared you flee after you were told about your impending doom of a loveless marriage.
Would he think you’ve abandoned him? You’d never know.
You lose yourself in the mediocre drawing, feeling the sleepiness start to set in. That was the only way you knew it was night time besides the fact that you’d get your final meal and a snack to follow a few hours later before all was silent for the evening.
It’s not long until the serenity is disrupted. Once soft and calm steps above you on the wood were starting to rap against the boards with urgency. Small thuds would follow, then came a scream. Followed by another before they started to blend, stopping as quickly as they started.
Panic fueled you. Were you being attacked? No one besides the family you were set to marry into and your kingdom knew about your departure.
You quickly stand, your royal blue nightgown gliding across your ankles as the lace trim tickles your skin before resting, unlike your rapidly beating heart. You grab your dagger that you were gifted by your grandfather from the nightstand, pulling the sharp blade out of its scabbard.
Your mother never wanted you to learn how to fight. She said it was unfit for a lady and that a man would protect her at all times. But your grandfather never believed in such idiotic things. It’s why he secretly gave you lessons on how to take care of yourself should the time ever come. You were always grateful, but truly hoped you never need it. But it seems like it may be a reality sooner than you imagined.
You take a deep breath before taking cautious steps toward the door, twisting the knob and quietly pulling it open to see the two guards who seems to never leave. Their swords are ready, holding a stance that is prepared for a threat. The soft glow of the candle scones on the wall behind them makes their gold and red armor shimmer.
“M’lady, please get back inside,” the one to your left says without looking at you.
“What is happening?” you question quietly, not wanting to alert whatever or whoever is out there. “Has anyone gone to check?”
“No,” answers the one of your right. “Our duty is to keep you safe. Leaving would jeopardize your safety.”
While you understand, not knowing what you’re going up against is equivalent to going into a battle with your eyes closed and your weapon sheathed. But you’re not dumb. You have no armor to try and go find out yourself and this dagger could only help you against so much.
The noise outside starts to increase, this time the thuds are so forceful that you’re sure the wood is splintering. The ship rocks as if the water is just as afraid of what’s happening, making goosebumps decorate your skin. Rain spatters, the usually calming sound now eerie and dreadful.
“Princess, please—” Before the guard can say anything, the door on top of the steps swings open so hard that it hangs off the hinges.
There’s only one person there. For a moment, you believe that one of the crew members escaped and is coming to help, alert, offer anything to inform, but when a blue glow emits from where the eyes should be, you freeze.
“Announce yourself!” commands a guard.
The moonlight behind this person from outside is the only thing that outlines their body, making them impossible to see the shadowed outline clearly.
“Someone has tired to take my princess away from me without my permission,” the airy voice tsks.
You know that voice. You couldn’t imagine forgetting it. You step forward and the guard to your left roughly grabs your arm to keep you back. You can’t correct him or even snatch yourself away because he’s hit with a ball of flame that throws him roughly against the wall.
With wide eyes, you look down at the man that you hope is only incapacitated.
“Rafayel?” you whisper his name, unsure now. The man you knew on the beach wouldn’t have down this.
“You know this man?” questions the last guard standing.
The stairs creak as the anonymous individual starts to descend with grace. As he comes into candlelight, your breath hitches. It is him.
But he’s not the same. He’s not who you know. The white dress shirt with wide sleeves that taper at the wrists, the one you told him was your favorite, is stained with crimson red blood. His glowing eyes pulse with power as he smiles the closer he gets. He’s soaked from the rain and blood dirties his perfect lips, a trail falling down his chin.
Once he reaches the final step, a sword is thrusted into his abdomen.
“No!” you scream. You look at the guard who has triumph all over his face. It’s swiped away when Rafayel tilts his head ever so slightly. His hand juts out, grabbing the guard by his throat and effortlessly lifting him off the floor.
“Remove this for me would you, love?” he asks you. Your hesitance is momentary. You grasp the blade’s grip with one hand and shudder at the blood that seeps through even more when you pull it out. His lack of reaction is even more disturbing.
Thrown to the floor, the metal clatters. The man in Rafayel’s hand chokes at the constriction on his throat. His feet dangle as he struggles to get them to touch the floor.
Then, it happens too fast.
Rafayel brings the man close and stares into your eyes with his glowing blues before two sharp teeth present themselves before sinking into his captive’s flesh. The burly man screams in pain as teeth piece his skin. Within seconds, Rafayel pulls back and licks the red off his plush lips before releasing the guard to let him crumble to the floor.
You can’t speak. You want to, but you feel frozen with shock and partial fear. You hold your dagger tighter. With the only sense you seem to have, you turn around and run into your room before shutting the door.
What is happening? This isn’t real, you try to convince yourself.
You’re frantic in your search to find another way out, but there isn’t and you know that. Deciding to barricade it with what you can, you find that you don’t have enough time because the purple haired man pushes the door open with ease.
“Have I scared my princess?” he smirks.
“Don’t hurt me,” you plead breathlessly, raising your dagger in warning.
The blue in his eyes rest, returning to the unique mix of color you’re accustomed to. The rain platters cease at the same time as the waters calm. The boat settles, allowing you to finally feel as steady as you can be.
“Aren’t you happy to see me?” he steps closer, ignoring the threat. “Left without saying goodbye, miss. That’s quite rude, don’t you agree?”
“I had no choice,” you push out.
“I know,” he nods. “It’s why I’m here. To give you back your ability to choose. As well as…” He trails off, using his thumb to push the small amount of blood at the corner of his mouth inside. “Give you the opportunity to make more decisions.”
With a whoosh of sudden flame conjured by his hands, the dagger is out of your hand and in his.
“You killed those people.”
“I’ve killed no one, pretty. What kind of monster do you think I am, hm?” He studies the dagger. “This is cute. Fit for you.”
“Rafayel…”
“I like when you say my name, you know? You don’t know how much I’ve missed you during the nights. Our nights. Had to ask around that kingdom of yours to find out what happened to you,” he sighs. He sees your concern and decides to ease it.
“No one is dead, truly. Just unconscious.”
“But you—”
“Drank their blood, I know. Believe me, they’re fine.”
“But the fire… The teeth, the strength—”
“A vampiric Lemurian. Shocking combination, indeed.”
“How did you—”
“Get here?” The small scowl on your face because of how he keeps interrupting you makes him smile. “You have a very memorable scent, my sweet. I can track you with ease. And Lemurians are very fast swimmers.”
“What do you want?” you command from him, trying to seem stoic. That makes him smile more before he tosses the dagger somewhere.
“You, of course. Duh,” he grabs your hands, making you flinch. “Believe me, if there was a way for me to have gotten to you without all this, I would’ve done that.”
You nod slowly, taking his word for some reason.
“Are you afraid of what I am? Of what you’ve seen?” he asks.
“More astounded than anything.”
“Hm,” he hums. “And if you could do the same?”
“What?” you say lightly.
He presses his face into your neck, gently licking your skin and follows it with a kiss. “One bite here, and we’d be together. Forever, without worry or interruption. Would you like that? To be with someone who knows your heart better than the woman who formed it or the man who ignores it?”
He nips at your flesh, making you press closer against his body. His arm wraps around your waist to keep you there. “I’d show you true freedom, my princess. A world that could be yours if you just said yes.”
As if you’re enchanted by his very presence, all your body can muster in response is a nod.
“Is that a yes?” he checks and you do it again. “Excellent,” he grins harder. “It’s an easier transition when you’re relaxed. I can help you. Will you let me?”
Your breathless yes is enough to make him push you onto the bed behind you. He doesn’t waste time pulling your gown up and above your hips. As he kneels like a loyal subject, he spreads your legs wide once settled on his knees.
“No panties?” he smiles as you look down at him. “You knew I’d be here, didn’t you?”
“No,” you say quickly. “It’s just… more comfortable.”
“And easier for me.”
His mouth is on your pussy, burying his nose deep as he inhales your scent. You cry out as his tongue licks long and languid stripes up your hot cunt. You feel the wetness of his saliva lubricate you and the strength of the muscle push into your hole. Your hand tangles into his damp locks, pressing him closer.
“Raf…” you breathe. “Your tongue…”
He sucks your clit then uses the tip of his warm tongue to stimulate you and your hips buck abruptly. “Oh, you’re so sensitive. So perfect and so, so, delicious.”
Needing to be closer, he takes your legs and puts them over his shoulders and grabs your hips to pull your body towards him. He consumes you whole, devouring your doubts and fears and replacing them with want and eagerness.
You grind your hips against his face as he tongue fucks you slow, smearing your juices all over your soft curls. Had blood not been a crucial part of his survival, your pussy would undoubtedly be the only thing he needs to live.
“I’m… I feel—”
“Relax,” he mutters against your pussy lips. “I have you.”
The sounds wet kisses and filthy licks erase the silence, accompanying your soft cries and mind numbing moans.
It’s like he clears away all the memories you had of the people he harmed to get to you. You can’t even seem to care as he brings you to ecstasy. Your eyes close at the overwhelming pleasure, using one hand to curl the sheets in your fist and the other to hold his face close.
His tongue is magic and its as your orgasm approaches that your body starts to relax, welcoming the bliss. But, Rafayel moves at a speed so inhumane that you have no time to register. He’s in between your legs and his fangs bare. Leaning down on top of you, his teeth sink into your neck, venom secreting and mingling into your bloodstream to change your very being.
He covers your eyes as he feeds, disorienting you. The sharp pain is replaced with a burn and before you can scream, he pulls back and his eyes pulse blue before swiping a hand over your eyes and putting you to sleep.
He stands, ignoring the aching of his cock in his pants. Later, he tells himself. He closes your legs and pulls down your dress. Pulling you up and over his shoulder, her carries you out the room and up the stairs, stepping over the pitiful guard’s bodies. The litter of unconscious bodies remain all across the deck as he approaches the edge.
“When you wake, princess, you’ll be Queen in the world you belong.” With that, he jumps into the water, surrounding you both in a bubble that will help you breathe until your transformation completes.
He has you now. He’ll give you everything. And when your pretty eyes open, all of that will be revealed to you and it’ll be more than you could’ve ever imagined.
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a chance at reconciliation (sir crocodile x reader)
req: I was wondering 💭…If you could do something for Crocodile. I was thinking of something along the lines of where the reader is a warlord but she’s also the ex-wife of Crocodile, like they had a fallout and never actually properly talked about it. So maybe they make up somehow and discuss things? I don’t know something like that 😭
a/n: gonna try to be more relaxed and freeform with some requests so they don’t sit too long in my inbox! if you have any feedback on this bullet point/scenario combo type of format (whether you like it/hate it/have any suggestions to improve it) let me know!
contents: a little bit of angst/hurt, some fluff, soft!crocodile
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you initially decline the Marines’ request for you to relocate to Alabasta in order to keep an eye on Crocodile. though you’ve been a Warlord for quite a few years now, you’re still the newest addition to the group so the Marines tend to twist your arm a bit more if they really want you to do something. they don’t do it often but this time they go so far as to threaten to revoke your Warlord status so you begrudgingly give in, knowing they only chose you because you’re legally still his wife
you’d split up before the Eight Warlords was even a thing but since neither of you bothered to legally divorce, you’re technically still his spouse. you’re not sure if the Marines thinks that’ll make you more or less inclined to snitch on him but you don’t really care. at most you’ll go say hi before fucking off to whatever penthouse suite’s available to buy, the nicer the better–Alabasta’s a beautiful country but even you can smell something fishy’s happening behind the scenes and you’d prefer to stay indoors as much as possible
when you arrive at Alabasta you head straight for Rain Dinners, deciding it best to just get the ordeal over with ASAP. although you left on bitter terms, you can’t deny you still harbour some feelings for the man. he was your childhood sweetheart, after all, which is especially why you’re still somewhat bitter over how easily he let you go
Crocodile smells you before he sees you; or, more specifically, the familiar scent of your favourite perfume triggers something deep in his chest before he even realises you’re here. effortlessly keeping his cool in front of the Alabastian businessmen he’s chatting with, he scans the casino and nearly chokes on his cigar when his eyes meet yours.
you look older now but time has been kind to you. you’ve aged so gracefully it’s no wonder he recognises you right away despite having spent so long apart. he’d spent his growing-up years seeing your face almost daily, after all.
you maintain eye contact for a mere second before breaking it and making your way to the end of the bar, hips swaying in a way he just knows will attract attention sooner or later. even after 15 years, you know how to get what you want from him–or is the truth just that you’d gotten him wrapped around your finger a long, long time ago and he simply never let go?
whatever it is, Crocodile excuses himself, much to the visible disappointment of the two young ladies who’d been glued to his sides for hours now, and makes his way over to the bar. he claims the only vacant seat beside you before anyone else can even consider the idea and pulls out a fresh cigar.
“fancy seeing you here, dear.” the term of endearment escapes his lips so easily any onlooker would assume you’re still actively together. it’s very unlike him to slip up in such a juvenile manner but he hides the fact that it was a complete accident extremely well, hoping, fruitlessly, that you wouldn’t comment on it.
“bold of you to call me your ‘dear’, Sir Crocodile.” you take a sip of your drink but not without shooting the handsome bartender a wink first. Crocodile immediately dismisses him and makes a mental note to hire a new one tomorrow.
“that’s a shame,” you lament as you watch the bartender leave his post, “i was planning on having a bit more than just a drink tonight.”
“why’re you here?” he asks pointedly. “surely not for sentimental reasons, especially since you’re a Warlord as well now.”
“i’m surprised you even know that,” you shoot back, the slight sharpness in your voice betraying any attempt to hide the hurt in your chest. you’d long buried it somewhere so far away you thought it was out of reach and yet here you are, feeling the heartbreak claw its way up your throat the moment you see Crocodile in person again. “funny how being apart for so long seems to make it easier for you to keep up with my life.”
it’s a low blow but he can’t deny the truth in what you just said. it was easy for him to neglect your relationship back when he was shooting up the ranks as a pirate, he’d taken your loyalty for granted and only realised his mistake when it was too late.
eventually his name became known all throughout the seas and he was even offered the position of Warlord by the World Government themselves. the power tasted sweet on his tongue–it still does–and yet on some nights he wondered if the price he paid was a bit too high. it’s been many years but even now Crocodile sometimes finds himself turning to his right to ask you for your opinion, only to remember you’d long since detached yourself from him in pursuit of a more fulfilling life.
nothing could have prepared him for your rise to Warlord status, though. Crocodile had always known you were extremely capable, he was simply never aware how huge your ambitions could get.
“i really let you slip away that easily, huh?” he wonders aloud, much to your confusion.
“i’m not entirely sure what to say to that,” you answer honestly. it wasn’t like him to speak so sentimentally and, truth be told, you were expecting a bit more hostility from him during such a sudden reunion. “to answer your question, though,” you continue, keeping your eyes glued to the single ice cube floating in your drink, “the World Government wants me to snitch on you and your little operation.”
without even looking at him, you can pretty much see the way he’s quirking an eyebrow.
“i know all about your little organisation going on here in Alabasta.” you tear your eyes away from your glass and tilt your head up just enough to see his face, only to find he’s already staring right at you. has he been looking at you this entire time? “all your little code names, your agenda, your Millions and Billions.”
to your surprise, Crocodile smirks.
“would i be wrong to assume you were feeling a little sentimental coming up with the name ‘Baroque Works’?” you ask, not breaking eye contact.
“you always loved Vivaldi, my dear,” he answers simply, his smirk softening into a smile. he hadn’t felt his lips move in such a way in a long time, it was always reserved exclusively for you, after all.
“still do.” you look away once more, now hyper aware of the fact that he’s still staring at you.
for a few minutes, the two of you sit in a comfortable silence only interrupted by the goings-on of the casino around you. after taking the final sip of your drink, you opt to play with the glass, running your index finger through the droplets of condensation.
you’re not entirely sure what it is you want to happen anymore. prior to arriving here, you’d been so confident that this would be a quick and easy meeting. you’d say hi and leave; and yet here you are, drawing the affair out as long as you can, it seems.
“are you waiting for me to say something, dear?” Crocodile asks, not even bothering to forgo the pet name at this point. “do you expect me to go down on my knees and beg you to leave my operation alone?” he nearly taunts.
“you and i both know that’s not really my style.”
“a lot can change in fifteen years.”
“a lot can stay the same, too, don’t you think, Mr Zero?”
without warning, he reaches out to brush his fingers through your hair, sending warm tingles down your spine like it always used to do all those years ago. Crocodile trails his hand back up, brushing his fingertips past your neck before settling his large palm against your cheek. unable to help the smile stretching across your face, you let yourself indulge in the warmth of his hand as your eyelids flutter closed.
“what could i have done to make you stay?” he murmurs, rubbing the pad of his thumb across your skin. your own hand rises up to lay over his to keep it in place as you nuzzle into his palm and the Warlord feels a dull ache in his chest.
“you know i just wanted some of your time and attention,” you reply softly, keeping your eyes closed and your face resting in the palm of his hand. Crocodile nods even though he knows you can’t see it.
“and if i were to offer both of those to you now?” he suggests and for the first time in decades he feels anxious.
“you seem as busy as always, if not more, actually.” you hum thoughtfully. “don’t you have important business to attend to?”
“would you believe me if i said i’m much more capable of separating my work from my personal affairs now?” you let out a soft laugh and the sound soothes his nerves almost instantly.
“i could be,” you reply, eyes fluttering back open to meet his own, “with some convincing, that is.”
“very well.”
Crocodile decides to start by bringing your hand to his lips and pressing an uncharacteristically tender kiss to the back of it; and from the way your smile widens, he believes he might just succeed.

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𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐚 | carlos sainz jr × fem!reader
summary | at a racing event, you feel lost in the crowd, craving someone to truly see you
warnings | flirting, romantic tension, and brief emotional vulnerability
word count | 1.0 k



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The night at the circuit was full of bright lights and the roar of engines racing along the track like the echo of pure adrenaline. The atmosphere was thick with tension, the excitement tangible in the air, but something inside you just couldn't connect with the energy around you.
Everything became blurry as your thoughts drifted in the crowd. The gleam of cameras, the laughter echoing from the fans, the constant buzz of activity around you... it all felt so superficial, so empty, as if everyone expected you to simply be another face in the celebrity parade, but without seeing what was truly behind your gaze.
You had learned to hide among the lights, to let people look without seeing, to smile when deep down, you just wanted to scream. No one knew what was going on inside you; they only saw what your image projected: a beautiful, successful, confident woman. But in those moments, you felt more lost than ever.
You stepped away from the crowd, searching for a quieter spot, a place where you could escape the chaos surrounding you. You leaned against a wall, closing your eyes for a moment, trying to reconnect with what truly mattered. But even in that silence, you felt trapped, watched. Would anyone see me differently if I weren’t so visible? you wondered. Would they hear me if I opened up?
You sighed and realized the sound of an engine approaching. Curiosity pushed you to look toward the track, and in the distance, you saw the familiar figure of Carlos, his car parked near the pit, while he checked some technical details. He seemed focused, his eyes fixed on the screens showing the statistics of his vehicle, but there was something in him, in his posture, that made you feel drawn to his presence. You had noticed his calm under pressure, his determination, and what seemed like a quiet way of being. Yet, what intrigued you most was that look of his, as if he was always seeing something beyond the obvious. Something, for some reason, made you want to catch his attention.
Without thinking too much, you moved toward him, your body propelled by a mixture of desire and frustration, not knowing whether you expected him to notice you or if you simply wanted to make him feel what you were feeling in that moment. The outfit you had chosen that night was one you rarely wore: a purple lace top, something daring, but still elegant enough not to be over the top. You knew the color would attract attention, but you wondered if that was all he would see, or if, at least for once, someone would look beyond the surface.
You got closer to him, slowly, your fingers brushing against his arm gently, almost an innocent gesture, but one charged with unspoken intentions.
"Carlos?" you said, your voice barely a whisper, afraid that your words wouldn’t be clear enough.
He raised an eyebrow, as if he were evaluating your presence. It wasn’t the first time you had crossed paths at a high-profile event, but this time, something felt different. You knew it, too.
"Everything okay?" he asked, his tone warm but cautious, as if aware that something else was at play in this encounter.
You felt like everything you wanted to express was about to spill over, but at the same time, you didn’t know where to start. Instead of speaking, you decided to act. You moved closer, slowly, your fingers grazing his arm once more, as if testing the waters, feeling the heat between you build.
"Would you like to hear what I really want to say?" you asked, boldly, your words more daring than ever.
Carlos observed you, his eyes narrowed, as if deciding whether you should continue or if it was best to leave things as they were. However, the tension between you both was palpable, and that gave you the courage to take the next step.
He sighed softly, and before you could say anything else, he moved toward you. The motion was as unexpected as it was swift. His lips found yours in a kiss that was soft, but full of meaning. It felt like time stopped for a moment, as if both of you were silently deciphering the same question. The attraction, the frustration, everything melted into that moment, and the only thing left was the pure connection between you.
The kiss started gentle, tempting, exploratory. His breath mingled with yours, and your hearts beat in sync. The brush of his lips was tender, yet it made you feel as though, in that instant, nothing mattered more than the two of you, that stillness amidst the chaos of everything around you. You felt stripped of your insecurities, and somehow, you felt that he was, too. In that confined space between you both, everything seemed possible.
When you pulled away, both of you breathing heavily, Carlos looked at you, his expression shifting, as if he now saw you in a completely different light. It was as though the barrier between you had dissolved, leaving room only for vulnerability, for what you both truly desired, without saying it aloud.
"I think I heard you pretty well," he said, his voice low, like he was sharing a secret.
A sigh escaped your lips, and a smile, finally genuine, spread across your face. In that moment, everything you had been waiting for, all that inner struggle to be seen and understood, seemed to be resolved in a simple act of connection.
"Maybe you heard me too," you replied, certain that, for once, someone saw beyond what you projected. And that, in that moment, meant everything.
Carlos smiled softly, his fingers gently brushing your cheek as if ensuring that what had just happened wasn’t a dream. In that instant, the lights of the circuit and the noise of the engines seemed to fade, as if the entire world had reduced itself to just the two of you. You didn’t need more words. Everything had been said with a kiss.
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pairing: nate jacobs x male reader
request: Nate Jacobs learns that Male reader is a new student, and he tries to have a one-night stand with him or something, but male reader immediately shows his dislike towards Nate. This catches Nate off guard, and he tries to "be friends" with him, but Male reader declines or simply walks away from Nate causing Nate to be furious and more determined to get in bed with him, however, Nate soon realizes he catches feelings for Male reader and wants to him to be his boyfriend?
warnings: fluff, mentions of sex, cursing, kissing
you had just moved to california after your dad got a big promotion so of course you were the new student at east highland highschool, you heard some good and bad things about it (mostly bad things) but nonetheless you went and of course they assigned you a school guide, some guy named nate jacobs and immediately he wanted you.
he showed you around the school, showing you the great wonders that came with the highschool in the most monotone voice but from time to time he'd glance over to admire your ass, that luscious ass he wanted to fuck so badly "hey wanna come to a party, its happening later tonight if you wanna swing by" nate asks trying to appear nonchalant "yeah id be down" you say mimicking his nonchalant.
and with that you and nate finished the tour and said good bye to each other, but for some reason you couldn't escape nates mind, no matter how hard he tried to think of something else the thought of you always bounced around in his mind, was it maybe that he actually liked you no impossible he just wants to fuck you that's it nate lied to himself as the bell rang and school ended.
you entered the house party to the sound of loud ruckus, people yelling, and music blaring, with the overwhelming smell of alcohol, but luckily you noticed nate as he waved you over "50 bucks says i fuck this slut by the end of the night" nate says to his friends as you walk closer "ill take that bet" mckay says before nate walks over to you "wanna get some drinks" nate asks leaning over to near your ear so you could hear him better "yeah sure" you yell back before walking over to a more quiet part of the house.
"so what's a sweet thing like you doing here all alone" nate asks sipping on his drink as you lean onto a wall "no friends" you reply looking up at him with disinterested eyes "well wanna make a friend tonight" nate smirks placing his hand beside you head on the wall and leaning over you "is this your way of flirting" you ask snickering a bit.
"what" nate questions leaning back up "if you wanna sleep with me just ask" you chuckle taking another sip of your drink "well then wanna have sex with me" nate asks thinking he's about to easily win his bet but his hopes are killed when you respond with no "why don't you wanna sleep with me" he asks "because you look like a total douche" you say before walking away to get another drink, nate watched as your fine ass walked away from him, he was now determined to have sex with you.
after that day you caught him watching you, whether that be in his truck as you walked home from school or from afar while you were doing school work, he'd even sometimes buy you expansive gifts with handwritten notes that you're sure he got from pinterest but you shut him down every time "c'mon just once" nate pleas "no nate, not now and not ever" you say giving him the diamond bracelet back and walking away as he was forced to watch that ass walk away for the hundredth time.
nate sat up at night wondering why he wanted you so much, why he needed to sleep with you so badly, was it because he felt something deeper for you and wanted to try and push that feeling out by sleeping with you but it would inevitably come back up... no it couldn't possibly be that, but the thought was to much, he got up and drove to your house in the middle of the night.
"you up" nate texted your number (he had got it from you on the first day of school) "what do you want" you text back "come outside" he texts, you look outside to see his truck on the other side of the street and huff before putting on some clothes and walking out to his car, seeing him with a little smile on his face you get into the passenger seat "what do you want nate" you ask slightly agitated as nate just woke you up.
"okay so i- ive been thinking right and... i don't know how to say this but..." nate stammers over his words making you even more annoyed "just spit it out" you say leaning over the arm rest to kiss him, his lips lightly chasing after yours "uhm i was gonna ask will you be my boyfriend" nate nervously asks "yes" you smile finally seeing the nate that isn't a sex hungry animal "so does that mean we can fuck now" nate asks.
"one step at a time you horny fuck" you say before opening the door to get out the car but nate pulls you back one last time to kiss you, this kiss more passionate and heartfelt than the last, maybe fucking him wouldn't be the worst thing ever
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#nate jacobs x male reader#nate jacobs#x male reader#x male y/n#x male#nate jacobs x you#euphoria#euphoria x male reader#gay
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Doctor's In - Part 14
Summary: The universe (and some people) conspire to reunite you with Wanda.
“Y/N” Wanda says, and your heart beats faster.
“Hey. Hi. How…”
How are you? is such an idiotic question to ask. You clear your throat, running your fingers through your hair.
“What’s up?”
Ok, that’s worse.
“Sorry for bothering you, I wasn’t… I wasn’t thinking clearly. Tommy ran away…”
“Wait, he what? Hold on, I’ll call you when I’m at the airport”
“No, no” Wanda pleads, regretting her choice of words. “He’s safe. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you”
“Ok. Maybe lead with that next time?” you sigh, collapsing in the sofa.
Wanda laughs and it makes your heart swoon. And ache.
“You’re right, I’m so sorry. Like I said… I wondered if he might have been in touch with you or something and that’s why I called. But he’s safe now”
“I haven’t spoken to them since I left” you say in a small voice, and Wanda falls silent for a moment.
“They ask about you all the time”
“I think about them all the time”
And about you.
“Anyways. Sorry for scaring you and interrutpting”
“Just watching a movie” you say, knowing she’s referring to Natasha. Though you don’t owe her an explanation.
You both stay silent and you have to hold back tears.
“Uh, sorry about leaving my stuff. I could get someone to pick them up. I’m not going back to Westview until Carol’s wedding in April” you say.
“No, that’s fine. Don’t worry about it, leave them here and just come over when you’re in town” Wanda says, disappointed to hear that you don’t have any immediate plans to come back to Westview.
“Ok, thanks. I should…”
“I follow Jenny on instagram” Wanda says, clearly ignoring your attempt to end the conversation.
“Really?” you play dumb. “You know I don’t have social media, so we just text”
“She posted a picture of you. And your brother I assume?”
“Zach, yeah. She’s applying to NYU, so we had a weekend there. The usual, Broadway, baseball. It was fun”
“It looked like fun, yeah” Wanda nods, remembering how much joy it brought her to see you again.
You looked fine. A little tired, but the smile was there, maybe because your sister was hugging you close while your brother made a face.
Of course they’d love you, even if you hadn’t been in contact for years. You are amazing.
And Wanda fucked it up. She stares at the ring, still thinking about whether or not to tell you she found it.
“Y/N…”
There’s the distinct sound of a pager and you sigh.
“Great. I’m sorry, I have to go”
“I understand” Wanda says. “You take care of yourself now, ok?”
“Bye, Wanda”
You hang up, because you can’t stand the idea of saying goodbye to her. Is this really how it ends? A stupid phone conversation and you taking back boxes of clothes in a few months.
You wish you could call her back and tell her this is bullshit, she was an ass and so were you, but you can work through it.
But you don’t, because you’re scared of what she has to say.
So you leave for work, thinking about her voice, her laugh, her lips on your skin.
And how the memories are all that’s left of your life together.
—
Wanda stares at the phone. Just when she had gathered the courage to tell you about the ring, you hung up.
Maybe it was for the best.
What would you even say? That you planned on proposing and then Wanda ruined everything? Hurt you, destroyed your relationship beyond repair.
Knowing about the ring didn’t change things, not on your side.
Wanda sat on the porch, holding on to the ring box. She opens it again, amazed at how beautiful and perfect it is. It was obvious you had put so much thought into picking the right ring.
“Señor Scratchy!” Agatha calls for him, around the corner. “Why didn’t Rio give me a freakin fish instead? Hey, Wanda”
“Hi, Agatha. Your bunny again?”
“Yeah, he likes to escape. Heard you have one of those as well” she smiles, referring to Tommy.
“How did you…?”
“Oh, haven’t you heard” the woman keeps chatting as she looks around, hoping to spot the animal. “Your mom and I are besties. I was just with Mrs. Davies”
Of course.
“I think he’s right here” Wanda thinks she spots the bunny, moving forward. She tries to catch him with both hands, but ends up dropping the box, revealing the ring.
“Damn, that’s nice” Agatha whistles, picking it up and examining it. “Family heirloom?”
“No, not exactly” Wanda shakes her head, picking up the bunny and hugging him close to her chest.
Agatha sits next to her, still looking at the ring.
“So, she was proposing. Come on, it doesn’t take a genius to know” she says when Wanda gives her a look.
“God, I screwed up so bad” Wanda shakes her head. “She left for good and I won’t ever be able to fix this”
“Did she really?”
“What?”
“Leave? For good. Don’t you have all her clothes here? If she was done, she would have taken them out, changed her number, thrown the ring into the river” Agatha argues, placing the box down.
“I hurt her too much. She’ll never forgive me”
“Are we talking about the same Y/N? The one that brought medicine to that old lady down the street even if she was a homophobic demon?”
“Agatha, don’t speak ill of the dead” Wanda says, though Mrs. Miller was the worst person she ever met.
“Well, she’s in a warmer place now. But anyway! That’s not the point. You can stay here and cry all day or you can at least try. You’re assuming the worst and that’s what led you here, isn’t it?”
“Well…”
“Get your sorry ass from the floor and do something about it, Maximoff! Get the girl back” Agatha says, shaking Wanda by the shoulders.
“Ok, ok! I’ll think of something”
“Good girl. Now hand me back my bunny. We’re past our bedtime”
—
Darcy’s walking down the hallway when she gets a text from you.
Y/N: Out on a sidequest, call you later. Love ya
“Who does she think she is, deciding when I get to scold her?” she complains. The brunette is so busy typing out a response that she misses the man that almost crashes into her.
“So sorry. I’m looking for Chief Fury”
“Job interview?” she says, arching her eyebrow.
“Yes, for Head of Trauma”
“Right. Well, I’m sorry that no one told you before, but that position’s been taken. Better luck next time…” she dismisses the man, the way she’s been tricking the few people who have been meeting the chief.
Darcy’s always looking for a way to sabotage the interviews, either by lying and saying the position’s closed or by feeding them false information. Like Fury likes to be greeted with two kisses, one on each cheek.
That was a fun day.
The man walks away, and she’s about to reply to you when someone calls her from the corner.
“Psss”
Darcy looks around, her eyes meeting Rio’s. This is gonna be interesting.
“What’s up, girl?”
“I know someone who is looking to form an alliance… to bring Y/N back” she whispers, and then smiles like a psycho. “She wants to speak to you”
“If it’s Wanda…”
“Nope. Do you agree to a meeting? I’ll set it up”
Darcy thinks about it for a second, considering if it’s worth it. She should at least get to know her potential ally.
“Fine. But I’m not meeting them in a dark alley”
“I’ll arrange it”
Darcy is about to change her mind when Chief Fury calls for her. In the split second it takes her to look back at her boss, Rio has completely vanished.
“You wouldn’t happen to have seen a doctor that was coming for an interview?”
“No, and boy, look at the time, it’s appy hour at Stark Hospital!” she glances at her wrist watch. “See ya around, boss!”
“You can’t keep sending them home, Lewis! We need a new Head of Trauma” Fury says.
“Totally, good luck with that!”
—
“Ready?”
“No” you say, refusing to leave the dressing room. You see Darcy typing but then her text is never sent. She’s probably working.
Which is what you’d rather be doing instead of trying on dresses.
“Come out now” Natasha commands, and her tone leaves little room for argument.
“Fine”
You stumble awkwardly out of the changing room, not used to wearing dresses.
“I look stupid” you complain, and Natasha supresses a laugh. “I’m not going!”
That makes her jump.
“You look fine!”
“It’s not my style. And why are you picking out dresses for me?”
“Because I already have mine, and I know what will match” Natasha explains, handing you another one. “Try this one”
Before you can protest, Yelena jumps out, admiring herself on the mirror.
“My boobs look great in this!”
“Yeah, they do” you nod, which earns you a slap on the arm by Natasha. “Hey, I’m just being supportive. Unlike that bra she’s wearing”
“I’m not wearing a bra. I think it will look better that way” she comments.
“No, you just want to piss off mother” Natasha says, leaning against the wall. She waits until you step out to help pull your zipper up. “See? You clean up nice”
“I still don’t like it” you mutter. “I’m a pants kinda gal through and through”
Yelena has settled on her dress, which makes you feel pressured to pick something. So you just let Natasha decide and walk with her to the register.
“I’m paying for it”
“Nu-uh”
“You’re going as a favor to me”
“It’s an open bar, you will regret inviting me”
You try to reach for her hand and drop her credit card, but she’s faster. And infuriating. The struggle makes you lose your footing, dropping to the floor.
“You’re both idiots” Yelena steps over you to pay for her clothes.
As Natasha helps you up, you look at a shop across the street.
“Wow, those are pretty cool”
“Huh…” Natasha looks you up and down, evaluating the possibilities. “Leave that dress. We’re finding something else”
—
Wanda’s looking at her phone again. Ekaterina and Pietro share a look, knowing something’s up.
Everyone’s home today, even if it’s a school day. Considering everything that happened yesterday, Wanda thought it might be a good idea to let the kids stay, watch movies and have some family time.
Though she still has to go to a meeting with Laura. The book is getting published soon and there are events they have to plan, like readings at bookshops or libraries.
It was Wanda’s favorite part about releasing a new book. And the worst thing is she was looking forward to having you by her side, to share all the things that happen while doing it.
“Gotta go meet Laura. I won’t be long” she announces, and is pleasantly surprised when the twins rush to hug her goodbye. “Let’s all go out for dinner, what do you guys think?”
“Yeah, sounds fun” Tommy says, going back to the couch where he’s playing videogames with Pietro.
Before starting her drive, she breathes deeply and decides to just pull the plug. So, she sents you a message and hopes you’ll answer.
Wanda has to remind herself that you’re probably busy and that’s why there’s no reply when she parks outside of her friend’s office.
“Hey, how are you doing?” Laura goes straight to hug her. “I’m happy Tommy’s ok”
“Yeah, we’re all good. Just hoping things get better soon”
“Of course. Honestly, we don’t have to talk about the promo tour today, you should go home and spend time with them, Wanda”
“No, that’s fine. I could use the distraction” she nods, pulling out her laptop.
For the next hour, they go over the calendar, deciding which events will take priority. It’s a month and a half away, but Wanda knows time flies when you have to meet a deadline.
“There’s one last thing” Laura says, trying to sound normal. “And listen, just give it some thought, ok?”
“What is it?”
“You know Wendy Lawson, right?”
“The legendary author? Of course I do. Who doesn’t?”
“She’s working on a new book, and she asked specifically about you to illustrate it” Laura says, with a very distinct lack of enthusiasm.
“Ok, that’s amazing! That’s every artist’s dream. Why are you making it sound like a bad thing?” Wanda says, confused.
“Well, here’s the thing. She doesn’t want to just do everything over video calls or anything else. Wendy is asking for you to go back and forth to review designs in person. And it’s right before the tour, so… it’s gonna be a hassle”
Wanda realises a second later that Wendy Lawson is currently living in Boston.
“I’ll do it” she says, her mind racing with ideas.
She could go and look for you, try to talk face to face. Fix everything, or at the very least try.
This seems like more than a coincidence.
It’s meant to be.
“Really? What about the kids?”
“Well, it doesn’t look like my mother is planning on leaving anytime soon. And seeing as this is a once in a lifetime opportunity…”
“Yeah, it is. Alright, then let’s set up a meeting with her team. I do think you have to speak with her editor first, but they’ll be happy to fly you to Boston” Laura says, shocked that it took no effort to convince Wanda. This really was a great opportunity, but all things considered, she was expecting a very firm no on her friend’s side.
“Great” Wanda says, putting her things away. “It’s settled then”
She feels very optimistic once she gets in the car.
It’s even better when you finally reply to her text.
The music’s loud as she drives home, but for the first time it isn’t to keep her from thinking about you. It’s just because she’s happy.
—
Darcy’s not sure this is a good idea.
She’s sitting at the diner like Rio told her, with her back to the door.
“Whatever you do, don’t look at the people coming in. They want to remain in the shadows” Rio had said with a somber expression.
Maybe it was all a prank.
But still, she hears the door open and close, and then someone is sitting on the booth behind her, and she’s back to back with her mysterious ally.
“Doctor Darcy Lewis?” a woman says.
“Yes” Darcy frowns. “Who am I speaking to?”
“That is not important, Doctor Lewis. What’s important is that we share a common goal”
“Bring Y/N back”
“With Wanda” the mystery woman adds.
“Now wait a minute!” Darcy snaps, ignoring the warning of not looking at the woman. “Nu-uh. I don’t give a damn if she gets back with Wanda. In fact, I don’t think she deserves her, not after all the shitty things she said to my friend”
“Love is complicated, Doctor”
“Is it now, Mrs. Maximoff?” Darcy glares.
The woman sighs, moving to Darcy’s booth and sitting in front of her.
“How did you know?”
“Gut feeling. Plus you have the same eyes” the brunette crosses her arms, ready to continue arguing. “Like I said, I want my friend back because this is where she belongs. Whatever the deal is between her and Wanda is none of my concern. Especially because she’s the reason Y/N left in the first place”
“And you don’t think they can fix it?” the woman asks. It sounds like she really wants to know, considering Darcy is your best friend and knows you better than anyone.
And truth is, you were really happy with Wanda. It felt like you had found a place in the world, with a family that loved you.
“Maybe. I know Y/N still loves Wanda. That’s why she ran away. She was probably scared to ask Wanda to work it out and have her slam the door in her face”
“Yes, well, my daughter isn’t particularly good at dealing with rejection either” Ekaterina sighs.
“Fine. If it means I get my best friend back I can work with you. But I won’t put in a good word for Wanda unless I’m convinced she’ll do better”
“That’s fair”
“So, let’s get some food. Seems like we have a lot of planning to do” Darcy says, smiling at the other woman.
—
It’s all moving surprisingly fast. As in, Wanda already has a flight booked for Friday, returning early Saturday.
Her mother takes the news surprisingly well.
“Mama, if it’s too much work I’m sure I can get a babysitter…”
“A stranger to look after my boys!” Ekaterina sighs, exasperated. “I’m not that old, malyshka. I can handle it for two days”
“Alright, if you’re sure…”
“Yes. Now I have to take my daily walk. Come, little dog” she calls for Sparky, who is eager to get out of the house.
There’s a reason behind it, though. She needs to call her secret ally and update her on the news.
“Darcy here” the brunette greets. “I know you’re calling to scold me, but I haven’t been able to convince her to come back for Carol’s fake bridal shower”
“That won’t be necessary. Wanda’s going to Boston”
“Damn, you’re good. How did you get her to do it?” Darcy says.
“Oh, the universe works in mysterious ways. It’s actually something about work but it might be a good chance for them to meet. Can you find out what Y/N is doing this week? I’ll try to convince Wanda to meet her”
“Wait, when did you say she was going to Boston?”
“Oh… you heard already” Kate Bishop comes out of nowhere. “I-I’m sorry, I meant to tell you sooner, and it’s only going to be a week, I promise I’ll come back”
“Bishop, what are you babbling about?” Darcy interrupts, frowning. She’s definitely not as patient as you were with the resident.
“I thought you knew about me going to Boston for a few days. Just to observe the kidney transplant. Yelena invited me”
“Ok, hold on. Ekaterina, we have someone on the inside”
“Inside of what? You Americans and your vulgar…”
“Gotta call you back” Darcy hangs up, pulling Kate along. “Ok, tell me everything you’re supposed to do. If you want Y/N back to teaching you, you have to agree to be our doble agent”
“Our?”
“That’s not important” Darcy dismisses her question. “Now speak”
—
Wanda: Do you have a moment to chat?
Y/N: Hey, I’m going to join a surgery. Can call in a few hours.
Y/N: Everything ok?
Wanda has been texting you here and there to ask about small stuff. It’s always something related to things you were in charge of, like Sparky’s vet appointments or her car’s maintenance.
If it makes her life easier, you’re more than happy to help. It’s the least you could do.
Except today. She texted early and you honestly didn’t check your phone. Now calls aren’t coming through either.
“Hey, Kate” you greet at the front desk, still looking at your phone. “Checked my post ops yet? There’s this guy in room 1045 that I need to…”
Wait a damn minute.
You finally look up.
“Hi” your former resident greets with a smile and you finally snap out of it.
This is Boston. Kate doesn’t work here.
“What are you… is Darcy here?” you look around, knowing your friend is capable of kidnapping you if that’s what it takes.
“No, I’m here because Yelena invited me to see the kidney transplant” she rushes to explain. “Also, hi Doctor Y/L/N. It’s good to see you”
“Call me Y/L, I’m not your superior anymore. And yeah, right back at you” you smile at her. You’re about to say goodbye as you have some patients to check still but she speaks again.
“We all miss you. Barnes and Doctor Lewis fight all the time”
“That sounds about right. I miss everyone too” you admit with a sad smile. “Anyway, gotta check on post ops. See you there”
It’s a little freaky, to see Kate in the midde of a hospital that is not Stark. Like you’re having deja vu or something. It almost feels like you’ll run into Darcy next, or get a surprise visit from Wanda to drop off some cookies.
Stop it.
You need to focus. All eyes are on the hospital for the next few days as they’ll perform the second xenotransplant. It’s amazing, really. A genetically-edited pig kidney into a living recipient.
And although you’re not in the surgical team, you are allowed in the OR to observe and help.
“You’ll never believe who I ran into” you say when you spot Natasha. “Kate. She said Yelena invited her”
“Huh. Do you think that she’s also her date to the gala?” Natasha frowns. In that precise moment, Yelena walks by, making you both turn to look at her. Without saying anything, you run after her, Natasha close behind.
You manage to catch up, blocking her path and making sure Natasha doesn’t let her escape either.
“I don’t have time to play games”
“Is it because you’re little girlfriend is already here?” you mock.
“What?”
“Kate Bishop” Natasha clarifies.
“That is not… you don’t even know what… сука! Both of you” Yelena blushes. Natasha and you laugh at her expression, and she uses the distraction to walk around you. She makes sure you get to see her flipping you off before disappearing around the corner.
“Are you ready?” Natasha asks, turning her attention towards you.
“Yeah. I’m just observing, never been to one”
“I meant the gala”
“Oh, that. I’ve never been to one of those either”
“Just eat, drink, laugh” Natasha eases your nerves. “Mother is the only one giving a speech. She wants to let everyone know we’re doing another transplant”
“Wait, but why would she schedule the surgery after the gala? Is it because post op is a lot of work?”
“You know the rejection risk is higher with genetically altered organs” Natasha explains. “If the gala happens before the surgery, she can just mention we are doing it. Now, if it goes wrong, it won’t be part of the speech”
“Oh, ok”
“It’s all politics” she says, understanding you’re career has never been about that.
“Well, I’ll see you in the penthouse? Don’t know if the lovebirds are riding with us”
“Seven thirty” Natasha nods, leaving to check on some patients.
The sound of your phone makes you turn back, but it’s not Wanda.
“Hey, Darcy. Guess who’s in Boston?”
“Hey, pal. Oh, do tell” the brunette asks, curious if Ekaterina convinced Wanda to let you know about her travel plans.
“Kate. Yelena invited her to this gala the Romanoffs are planning. It was so crazy running into her in the front desk. For a moment I thought I went back in time”
“Oh. Yeah, Kate” Darcy sounds disappointed, which is weird. “She took some days off but I had no idea that was her plan” she lies.
“Well, I’m sure she didn’t want anyone to think I was convincing her to leave Stark Hospital”
“So, a gala!” Darcy changes the subject. “Sounds fun. Are you going?”
“Yeah. There’s an open bar”
“And are you bringing a date?”
“Well, I am the date. I’m Natasha’s plus one” you explain, and there’s an awkward pause on the other side of the line. “Uh, Darcy?”
Damn it, damn it.
Darcy already knew about the gala. It was so easy to make Kate crack under the slightest pressure.
But her plan was to make Wanda reach out today and you’d ask her to be your date. You being Natasha’s date is not gonna work out.
“Yeah, I just… so what are you doing the day after the gala?”
“Kidney transplant. I mean, not doing it. But just watching and assisting for a bit”
For fuck’s sake, would you even have a spare moment to meet Wanda?
This might be the only chance she’d get, considering it wouldn’t be certain she’d be getting the job.
“Ok, well. Have fun doing everything. Sounds like you’re booked and busy”
“Yeah. I’ll tell you how it goes. Bye, Darcy”
As soon as you hang up, Darcy calls Wanda’s mother.
“We need to delay the operation contact zero for one day”
“I’ll call my insider” the woman answers criptically.
“You scare me, Ekaterina” Darcy says, questioning if the woman is some sort of retired spy. When she hears the older woman laugh and hang up, she’s 99% convinced that’s the case.
—
“What do you mean, if I can keep her occupied for the entire day? Laura, I’m pregnant!”
“Lily, I know…”
“So pregnant, that if I so much as sneeze, I’m positive this baby will just pop out!”
“That’s not how it works, thankfully. Trust me, I know”
“Laura…” the woman pinches the bridge of her nose.
Should have taken maternity leave sooner.
“Look, I get it. It’s complicated, but I promise you, if you listen to me, Wanda will sign the deal and go back and forth between Boston and Westview”
Thing is, Lily really needs this. If her boss finally finds an illustrator that can live up to her expectations, then she can take her leave and not be bothered by work in the upcoming 12 weeks.
“Ok, fine. I’ll figure something out”
“Thank you, I owe you big time”
“Uh-hu. Yeah, you do, Mrs. Barton”
“Oh, and try to keep her away from her phone”
“Anything else? Oh, gotta go”
Wanda Maximoff comes out of the arrival’s section in the airport, looking around. Lily waves her hand, and the redhead walks towards her with a smile.
“Hello, you must be Lily…” she goes to shake her hand, but the other woman pulls her in for a hug.
“Sorry about the baby bump, he wants to say hi as well”
“No, no worries at all. How far along?”
“Well, 39 weeks which means I’m ready to pop any day now! That also means we get a driver to take us anywhere you want. So get in the car and prepare for a very busy day, Wanda”
“Oh, my phone is in my bag…” Wanda says as Lily throws it in the trunk.
“No worries, Laura has my number. If anyone needs to reach you she can text or call” the woman insists, hoping Wanda doesn’t push it.
Of course, she doesn’t as she wants to make a good impression on her potential employers.
“Let’s start with the Paul Revere house, shall we?”
—
You look at yourself in the mirror for the tenth time. When was the last time you dressed fancy?
Even if it’s tailored to perfection, you’re still making sure the red suit is looking fine, adjusting the white shirt underneath the jacket.
Though you don’t know what Natasha’s wearing, she promised you’d match.
And she’s right, because when she knocks on your door and you open it, she’s wearing a black and red sequenced dress. It’s a mermaid cut that favors her figure.
“Shall we get going?” she says when you keep staring.
“Yes, of course. Don’t laugh at me” you add when you spot a faint smile on her face.
“I already told you, it’s fun to see you flustered”
“Mhm. Are the lovebirds joining us?”
“I think they’ll be arriving separately. It’s not like prom where we all ride a limo”
“Well, I didn’t go to prom, and if I had, it certainly wouldn’t have been on a limo” you say, making Natasha laugh.
She drives you to the gala, as you have no idea where it’s all happening. A man approaches to open your door and help you out.
“Fancy” you comment when a valet takes Natasha’s car. “And I’m surprised you let anyone else drive that thing”
“They already know how much it costs” she comments.
If you think a man opening the car door is fancy, then what the hell is the thing waiting inside? There’s a chandelier, a string quartet, servers dressed to the nines and the best part, an open bar with all the things you could dream of drinking.
“Hey, where are you dragging me?”
“We have to say hello first” Natasha says through her teeth. “You’ll get drunk later, trust me”
The woman drags you to a table where Melina is chatting with two men, and they introduce themselves. The names don’t ring any bells, but apparently they are congressmen.
“A pleasure” you say, hoping the small talk can end soon.
“Is this your first gala? I don’t recall seeing you before”
“Yes, I’m working as Head of Trauma at Romanoff Medical Center until they can find someone to stay for good” you explain.
“Why not stay here? Is there somewhere else you might want to go?”
“I’m not sure. Coming to Boston was never in my plans but here I am. I guess I’m just living one day at a time” you say with a fake smile. Natasha picks up on your discomfort, ending the conversation and excusing the both of you.
She goes around the room to introduce you to other people, but when Yelena finally arrives you walk up to meet her.
“Took your sweet time” Natasha scolds her.
“We got caught up… in something” Yelena explains as Kate joins her. You notice she’s wearing an all black suit, which is a stark contrast to Yelena’s golden, low cut dress.
“Oh, looks like you have a hickey there” you point at a spot in Yelena’s neck, her hand flying to cover it.
“I told you not to…” she glares at Kate, and you laugh.
“She didn’t. But now we know you both were getting nasty”
Natasha laughs as well. Yelena is about to curse at you, when her mother interrupts her.
“Behave” she warns. “Hello, I am Yelena’s mother”
“Kate Bishop” the girl introduces herself, and Melina arches an eyebrow.
“Bishop, as in Bishop Security?”
“Yes, that would be correct” Kate says, visibly awkward.
“Well, I’d love to catch up with your mother. Had I known you’d be here, I would have invited her as well. Next time” Melina nods, leaving as someone calls for her a moment later.
“So, am I the only one who isn’t some sort of nepo baby?” you throw the question in the air, making the Romanoffs roll their eyes.
“I’ll find our seats”
Yelena leaves too, but Kate stays behind, sitting next to you at the bar.
“So…”
“Whisky neat” you ask the bartender as he walks by.
“When are you returning to Westview?” Kate says.
“Make it a doble” you add, sighing. The brunette doesn’t take the hint, though.
“You are returning to Westview, right? Doctor Lewis mentioned your contract is only for three months…”
“Yeah, but I quit. And I doubt Fury will want to hire me again. I was a jerk that left without any notice, all because I couldn’t handle my break up” you mutter against the glass, sipping.
But Kate’s always been curious, questioning everything. It’s what makes her a great student, but right now? She’s a pain in your ass.
“So, what are you doing when the contract…?”
“Jesus, Kate. I don’t know. I try not to plan ahead ever since I bought a ring and fucked up my entire relationship. I had expectations about the future and now I can barely leave my bed. So, when my contract’s done I’ll decide what to do next”
“Right, I’m sorry”
“Kate, come sit” Yelena calls for her, her tone gentle. You look up, meeting hazel eyes that are glaring at you. But you decide to ignore Yelena and keep drinking.
The bartender sneaks out to smoke every ten minutes. Though this last break has been longer and you are in desperate need for more alcohol.
Another woman walks up to the bar, looking around.
“Ugh, I’ll do it myself. What can I get you?” you give up, walking behind the bar. You nod as you listen to the woman ask for a gin tonic. Between sips of your own drink, you pour gin over the ice, add tonic water and lime juice.
“Delicious!” the woman says. “Are you a bartender as well?”
“No, I’m a surgeon, which is why that lemon wedge is so perfectly cut” you joke, raising your glass to clink it against hers. “I’m Y/N”
“Valkyrie” the woman introduces herself. “Which hospital?”
“Stark Hospital” you answer out of habit. Then you shake your head, and clear your throat. “Sorry, meant to say I was at Stark, now I’m at RMC”
“So you must know Maria”
“Rambeau? Yeah, she’s great. I’m actually going to be her fiancee’s bridesmaid” you say, smiling.
“Glad to hear they were able to fix things. I was sad to see her go from the program, though, it was great to have such an experienced Peeds surgeon” she sighs.
“Wait. You’re on Doctor’s Without Borders?”
“Yes, I coordinate international programs. Why? You interested?” the woman smiles.
“Well… my contract is temporary. And I’ve always wanted to do that, but never really had the time or means”
After med school, it took a while for you to settle and pay off your student debt, so even participating in something like that felt like a bit of a luxurious career detour that you couldn’t afford.
But now, with all the money you’re earning -and saving on rent- it could very well be the next step in your career.
“You don’t have to answer right away. Here’s my card” Val says. “Remind me your specialty”
“Trauma”
“Never mind, you’re coming on the next flight with me” she jokes and you laugh.
Someone else calls for her and Val raises her glass, grateful for the drink. As you wave goodbye, you notice yours is painfully empty.
“Can I get some tequila, please?” you ask the bartender, who is finally back. However, Natasha comes out of nowhere, speaking over you.
“She’ll have water or coffee”
“Hey! Are you this controlling with all your dates?”
“Only when I find out my mother wants to put you on the spot in the middle of her speech” she whispers, which makes your eyes widen. “You’re too drunk to be coherent, so better sober up, now”
“What does she even want me to say?” you whisper yell as Natasha takes you to the table.
“That we’re a Level 1 Trauma Center and will continue to be one with your work”
“I’m not staying…”
“She’s hoping that putting you on the spot will awaken some sense of duty. Don’t expect it to make sense” Natasha mutters, sitting next to you.
Kate is to your left, chatting with Yelena, tensing when you sit down next to her.
Melina walks up to the small stage, and people clap as she prepares for her speech.
“Hey, about before…” you lean towards Kate, trying to apologize. Yelena shushes you and you glare. “I’m still your boss, Belova”
“Not tonight” she says, pulling Kate by the hand so she turns to the stage, her back to you.
“Evening’s going great” you grumble next to Natasha.
“I see why you only leave the penthouse to go clubbing”
But you can’t say anyhting as Melina begins her speech, thanking every big donor of the Romanoff foundation, NGOs working to bring awareness about certain diseases and the hospital staff, of course.
“It’s an exciting time for us. We are gearing up to do the second xenotransplant of a genetically altered kidney” Melina pauses when people clap again. “We’re also advancing and innovating in the ER, and as some of you may already know, we have a new…”
“I’m gonna throw up” you complain, hating whenever there’s attention drawn to you.
“Just clap and smile along”
“I’m seriously gonna throw up” you say, regretting the amount of alcohol you drank.
And just as Melina is about to say your name and point towards you, a man walks in the room, shouting.
“Is there a doctor here? We have an emergency!”
—
Wanda’s had quite the day. She’s now barely making it to the hotel, Lily waddling next to her.
“Oh, looks like there’s a fancy gala happening” she points out as they walk across the lobby.
Wanda doesn’t pay attention to that, finally able to check her messages.
The last one was of you saying you’d be out for the evening but that Wanda could call anytime if she needed something.
Honestly, she can’t wait to go up to her room and call you.
Unless…
Did you mean you were out on a date?
Wanda’s still trying to figure out the meaning behind the message when Lily, who was speaking to the receptionist to confirm Wanda’s reservation, laughs nervously.
“Well, looks like my water just broke”
“What did you just say?” Wanda snaps out of it, looking at Lily’s feet. “Well, ok, calm down. It’s gonna be fine. Can we get some help here?”
“What’s wrong?” the concierge asks, but catches on a second later when Lily sits on the floor, breathing heavily. “Oh, crap. Let’s just…”
For some weird reason, he runs to the other room where the fancy event is happening, shouting that they need a doctor.
Half the room turns to look at him and at least an entire table stands up.
“What kind of emergency?”
“A woman’s in labor”
“Ok, show me. Excuse me, ER doctor coming through”
Wanda’s so focused on helping Lily breath, that she doesn’t fully notice what’s happening or rather, who kneels beside her until she hears your voice.
“Hi, I’m Doctor Y/L/N. What’s your name?”
You’re completely immersed in your work, removing your jacket and pulling up the sleeves of your shirt to move around freely.
“Lily. I’m 39 weeks pregnant, should I push?”
“No, no! Absolutely not!” you rush to say, “Let’s call an ambulance, please?”
As you look around the room, seeing who will do as you ask, you finally notice someone who is kneeling next to you. Must be a friend of the woman.
You turn to ask if there’s anyone you should call when you meet those beautiful, green eyes. Ones you’d recognise anywhere.
“Wanda?”
“Hey”
Hey? Seriously?
A whole month thinking about you every second of every god damn day and the best Wanda can do is say hey
Are you fucking kidding me, Maximoff.
“Do you need help?”
“I’m here, I’m her resident”
Even if Yelena and Kate are… whatever they are, they’re still going to compete over getting some cases.
“Check her pulse and time contractions, if there are any” you tell them both, standing up and dragging Wanda with you. “I’m very confused right now. Are the kids ok? Why are you here?”
“It’s kind of a long story… and I, that’s why I texted earlier, but then the day got crazy and you told me you were on a date”
“Not a date” Natasha clarifies, appearing behind you. “Ambulance is here, the hospital’s been alerted. You should ride with them, get out of the speech while you can”
“Thanks” you nod, seeing the EMTs pull over. You turn to Wanda. “Are you coming with her?”
“No, Wanda, stay and get some rest, I made you walk around the city all day” Lily pleads.
“Are you crazy? No one should be doing this alone. I’m coming with you until your boyfriend gets to the hospital” Wanda decides, jumping on the back of the ambulance with Lily and you.
Yelena and Kate scramble to their feet, trying to get on the vehicle as well.
“Ok, it’s a little crowded in here, plus this is your family’s gala and Bishop, you are Yelena’s date. No one else goes”
“Fine” they mutter, disappointed.
The ride to the hospital is silent except for the machines monitoring Lily’s blood pressure. You’re keeping an eye on that, while checking on her heartbeat, using a stethoscope that you found in the ambulance.
“I forgot how good you are at that” Wanda says when your eyes meet again.
“At what? Checking a heartbeat?”
“Handling toddlers”
She’s talking about Yelena and Kate, which makes you laugh.
“Well, Billy and Tommy behave a hell of a lot better than those two back there”
“Not lately” Wanda sighs.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to mess everything up so badly, Wanda” you regret, leaning back.
“Am I missing something? You two know each other?” Lily says, pointing at Wanda and then at you. “Is that why Laura asked me to keep you busy this entire day?”
“She what?”
“We dated” you offer as an explanation, smiling at the woman in the stretcher.
“How long ago? Because you are still giving each other some major heart eyes”
It’s clear that the mild sedative is making the woman spill her every thought.
“Until a month ago”
“Well, whichever one of you screwed up, better get their act together because you’re clearly not over each other” Lily says.
“It was my fault” Wanda says at the same time as you. You both look at each other and you give her a small smile.
“I beg to differ, Miss Maximoff. It was me who got it all wrong”
“Not just you. I messed up real bad” Wanda says, leaning forward.
You’re about to say something else when the ambulance stops, and the doors open. You excuse yourself, giving the nurses and doctors a summary of the patient, walking next to Lily’s stretcher.
“I’ll come find you once she’s settled in a room” you promise Wanda.
She nods, taking a moment to gather her thoughts. What are the odds?
Which also brings her back to what Lily said. Why did Laura want her busy for the entire day?
There’s only one way to find out.
“Hey, how did it go today?” her friend picks up the phone, though it sounds like there’s an echo.
“Am I on speaker?”
“Oh, yeah. I’m cooking dinner” Laura lies.
“Are there children around?”
“No, why…”
“Ok, then what the fuck is going on, Laura?”
Somebody else whistles, and Wanda hears Pietro’s voice.
“Looks like you ladies got caught”
“Why are you there? Who else is around? Somebody better tell me what the hell is going on right now…”
“Give that to me” Darcy says, pushing Laura out of the way. “Hi, nice speaking to you, Maximoff. It’s just me, Laura, your mother and Pietro. Listen, we’ve been busting our asses for you to meet at the right time and find a way to make up with Y/N so I get my best friend back. So don’t fuck it up now, ok?”
“You’re not helping!” Laura protests. “Wanda, what do you mean? What happened today?”
“The minute I landed, Lily drove me around the entire city without a break. Did you manipulate a very pregnant woman to keep me busy and away from Y/N for the day?”
“Well, yeah. She was going with Natasha to the gala and I didn’t want you pulling one of your stunts again, not after getting so far along the plan” Darcy bites back.
“Great, so I crashed her date with Natasha with a woman giving birth. What a loser” Wanda massages her temples.
“Did you just say Lily was givig birth?” Laura says. “Oh, my God! Do you think it was my fault?”
“That’s a possibility, I’m not gonna lie to you” Darcy admits, taking the phone back. “Listen. Work it out with Y/N. Talk, fight, have angry sex, whatever it takes. I need my friend back, and you better grovel on the floor to beg for her forgiveness”
“I want to speak to my mother. Privately” Wanda ignores Darcy, knowing who’s really behind all of this.
“Hello, malyshka” Ekaterina greets, removing the speaker and walking away from Wanda’s kitchen, into the living room. Darcy and Laura put their ears against the door, trying to listen.
Pietro just laughs, shaking his head.
“Mama, you had no right…”
“Wanda? Lily’s in a room now” you call for her.
“This conversation isn’t over” she warns her mother, hanging up. “You wouldn’t believe what I just learned…”
Wanda’s looking down at her phone as she walks towards you, that adorable frown that she makes whenever something upsets her.
She keeps talking, but you’re looking at her lips, remembering how much you love kissing her.
Wanda notices, and she stops talking, but leans forward.
Her lips are so close, and then you hear the worst sound in the world.
“Doctor Y/L/N, your patient is… oooh”
To your missfortune, Ed interrupts you in that precise moment.
Of all people, it had to be the circus clown.
“Get lost, will ya?”
Wanda slaps your arm, but she has no idea how annoying the kid can be.
“She was asking for a Wanda, which I believe might be you…” he points to her.
“Come on” you guide her to Lily’s room. As you walk next to Wanda, you place your hands in your pockets, trying to hold back on reaching out to touch her.
You have no idea why she’s here, but at the end of the day, it doesn’t matter, does it? It was all said and done between you two. If you kiss her, you’ll go back to square one.
“Hey!” Lily greets as soon as you open the door for Wanda. There’s another woman standing next to the bed. She has short, grey hair and a kind smile.
“Wanda! Thank you so much for being there for Lily. I told her she should have been on maternity leave sooner”
“I wanted to find you the perfect artist” Lily sighs, adjusting herself on the bed.
“Doctor, thank you so much for helping Lily” the woman says. You have no idea what’s going on, or why she’s so happy to talk to Wanda.
What you do know is that it’s none of your business.
“Just doing my job. OBGYN will take it from here, as it looks like you’ll have to wait a bit before you’re ready to give birth”
“Your boyfriend’s on the way, right?” the woman asks Lily, and she nods. “We’ll keep you company for a bit, and once he’s here, we could go get something to eat. What do you think, Wanda?”
“Oh, I was…”
But when Wanda looks back, you’re already closing the door.
“Everything ok?” Wendy insists.
“Yeah, everything’s fine”
—
Wanda got the job.
It was hers.
Wendy Lawson was way cooler in person, and didn’t have a problem when Wanda was only half present during their conversation over dinner.
She thought the younger woman was just tired.
And now, back in her room, Wanda finally gets to rest and shower. You’re all she can think about.
It’s one thing to see you in an Instagram post, and another one to be right in front of you.
You seem healthy and happy. Even fitter, your hair longer and a bit of a stronger built. You must spend a lot of time at the gym.
But it’s you, the same smile, those kind eyes and the quiet confidence while you treat patients.
Honestly, Wanda’s very disappointed with herself. She was hoping to have a big speech ready, explain why she was in Boston. Grovel and beg for forgiveness, just like Darcy said.
All she got was an ambulance ride and a quick conversation in a hospital hallway.
As she wears one of your hoodies, and changes into a pair of yoga pants, her phone rings.
“I believe we have a pending conversation” her mother says. She’s not afraid of confrontation, never has been.
“Mama, this is my life. You have no right to…”
“Did I tell you I almost didn’t marry your father?” Ekaterina interrupts her daughter. Wanda stays silent, and the woman takes that as a sign to continue. “Your uncle Arvydas told me about a chance to move to England, work as a nanny for an embassador. I’d rather stay in Sokovia and be with your father, but everyone was telling me what to do or what was better for me. And you know what your father said?”
“No”
“He said I want to marry you. I’ll be at the church on the day we planned and I’ll be waiting. The life with you is the one I want. Now you make a choice, but be sure it’s the one you want for yourself, not what others are telling you to do. And whatever that choice is, I will respect it”
“Yeah, that sounds like something Papa would say”
“My darling, you need to follow your heart. At least get some closure if this is really over. But if she’s really the one you want… fight for her”
“I don’t even know where to begin” Wanda sighs.
“Just find her, the rest will come along”
“Give the boys a kiss for me?”
“One for each” her mother promises, hanging up.
It’s not too late, as Wanda saw some people still at the salon.
She walks out of her room, straight to where the gala is happening.
“Excuse me, could I see your invitation?” a man stops her.
“Oh, I… I don’t have any. I just need to talk to someone inside. It will only take a minute”
“I’m afraid I can’t let you…”
“It’s alright” Natasha says, appearing behind Wanda. “She can come inside, I know her”
The man at the door nods, allowing Wanda to pass.
“She’s over there” Natasha points at you, leaning against the bar and drinking from a glass full of whisky. “Will regret those last few drinks tomorrow morning”
“Thank you” Wanda says, nodding towards Natasha. She’s still not sure how she feels about you and the Russian working together.
But it’s none of her business what you do with other people.
“Hey, Y/N”
You do a doble take, wondering if you’re way too drunk and imagining Wanda’s in front of you.
“Hey, hi. How’s Lily?”
“Good. Her boyfriend was there, they were calling family. Preparing for everything”
“Sounds nice”
“Could we talk?” Wanda asks, before she loses her nerve. “Unless you’re busy”
“No, that’s fine” you down the last of your drink and stand up from the stool. “Let’s go”
Wanda decides it would be nice to get a capuccino from a coffee place nearby. You walk with her, noticing she is definitely not wearing the appropriate coat for this weather.
“Here” you offer yours.
“No, I don’t want you getting sick”
“It’s to protect my hoodie, obviously” you joke and she finally accepts it.
“Remember Wendy Lawson?” Wanda asks.
“The author? Yes, the one who went to give a talk to your school and make you consider writing for the first time”
Of course you remember.
“Well, it’s the woman that was standing right there in the middle of Lily’s room. And she offered me a job to illustrate her new book”
“Hey, that’s huge, congratulations” you say as you open the door to the coffee shop, noticing how warmer and nicer it is inside. You order a hot cocoa, while Wanda gets her own coffee.
“I’ll just have to travel back and forth for a bit”
“But the kids…”
“My mother is in town” Wanda clarifies. There’s so much to tell you, but you’re here, walking next to her, offering your coat and smiling at Wanda. Everything’s a mess in her head.
“So that’s why you are not in town” you joke. “I do hope things are better between you two”
“Well, it’s been a whole thing. But listen, that job is not the only reason I came to Boston” Wanda admits once you’re walking back to the hotel. “I wanted to speak to you”
“Oh, right” you say, scared that she’s here to hand over your stuff and make sure you never have to see each other again.
“Y/N, this last month has been… so bad for me. I can’t stop thinking about you, about those horrible things I said. About how I punished you beyond reason for something that wasn’t your fault. I was angry and instead of processing it, I let it out in childish ways to hurt you. Because I thought it was a way to get even”
“Wanda, you weren’t the only one that screwed up. I didn’t set boundaries with Nat. And then made you feel insane when you pointed it out” you sigh, looking at your feet. “I don’t know. Maybe we should have given this a bit of a break after that, instead of rushing back to the same routine, pretending nothing hapened”
“Well, now we had a break. An entire month to think about it, and I thought about it, even when I tried not to. Y/N, I love you. And I want… I want our future together”
You sigh, thinking about it.
Isn’t this exactly what you wanted? Getting Wanda back.
But you made the same mistake last time. You simply said you were sorry and jumped back in.
“Do you ever think we rushed things?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean we kinda started dating, and I spent every moment in your house because I lived across the street. And then coparenting. I love the kids but I hate myself for hurting them when we broke up”
“So…” Wanda stops outside the hotel, looking at you. She can’t read you right now; all the things you said so far make sense, but they could be arguments to either work on your relationship or call it quits.
“So… let’s date. For a bit” you decide. “Because if we go back to how everything was, and the twins get their hopes up…”
If I get my hopes up.
“That makes sense” Wanda nods.
“But there’s one thing you should know. I work with Natasha and live in the same building as her. I’m not saying we’re best friends or spend every moment together, but we’re in the same room a lot of times”
“I get it. And I appreciate the heads up”
“Alright then. Let's take it slow, then” you nod, walking towards her. “You should head back inside and get some rest”
“What about you?”
“I’ll take a cab home”
“My room’s big enough…”
You interrupt Wanda with a small laugh, walking so close that your lips are inches apart.
“I said slow, Miss Maximoff”
“Since when are you immune to my puppy eyes?” Wanda huffs, crossing her arms.
“I’m not” you shake your head. "Which is why you should really go inside. Now”
Wanda’s eyes travel to your lips and you lean forward, until… you kiss the corner of her mouth.
“Trust me, it will be worth the wait” you smile against her temple.
“Goodnight, Y/N”
“Night, Wands”
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Ahhhh! I'd be happy to give you some Ominis fic ideas 😁🩷 of course, you could just scrap this altogether but I was thinking 🤔 could we have a 7th year Ominis being able to gain financial freedom from his family because MC gave her Hogsmeade shop to him? I know a lot of people want him to escape to America but Hogsmeade just feels so cozy and perfect for him being a shopkeeper.
And MC realizing her feelings for him during one instance when she had to return to him to replenish her supplies from her travels, and maybe decides it's time to be with him? 😣💕
It's okay if you don't like this plotline but I just finished the Haunted Hogsmeade quest, and I immediately thought of Ominis being its owner!
Thank you so much!!
Threads of Fate | Ominis Gaunt x Reader
Anon, I hope this is everything you hoped for! Thank you for the request and inspiration <3 it was my absolute pleasure writing this.
Words: ~6,700
Tags: Reader Insert, Female MC, No Y/N, Post Canon, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Romance, Fluff, Fluff AGAIN
“You’d think after all these years I’d be better at writing letters, but somehow, I still find myself pausing, trying to decide how to start. Then again, you always make it easier when you write first. Your last letter was… exactly what I needed. You have a knack for saying the right thing, even when you don’t realize it.”
“Anne stopped by the shop recently. She told me to stop ‘hovering like a nervous bird’ over your enchanted scarves and to start charging more for them. Apparently, she’s appointed herself my business manager, whether I wanted one or not. She also asked about you—how you’re doing, where you are, why you haven’t written her back, and, most importantly, when you’re finally coming home. I told her I didn’t know, but she was unimpressed by my answer. Honestly, I’m not impressed either.”
“Sebastian, meanwhile, has decided that I’ve become too boring for his liking. He keeps trying to convince me to pack up and visit you, as though I could just leave the shop to run itself. His words, not mine. It’s ridiculous, of course, but I wonder if there’s something to it. You’ve been gone so long now, it’s hard not to feel like there’s a part of this place missing.”
“Speaking of which—are you planning to come back anytime soon? You told me six months, and that was, what, six months ago? You’re not terrible at keeping promises, but you’re testing the limits here. I’ll forgive you if you write soon with some good news—or better yet, with the promise of coming home.”
“The shop is still standing, though I’ve made a few small changes here and there. I hope you won’t scold me when you see them. It’s funny, even when you’re not here, I find myself thinking, ‘What would she do?’ And sometimes, I swear I can hear your voice, usually chiding me for something I’ve misplaced or forgotten. I wonder—did you know, even then, how much this shop would mean to me? …Did you know how much you mean to me?”
“Take care of yourself, won’t you? Though I doubt I need to remind you. You’ve always been reckless, but you’ve never been careless. But I can’t help worrying about you—it’s impossible not to.”
“Write soon, or better yet, come home. I’d like to see you again. I’d like to… well, there’s plenty I’d like to say in person.”
Yours, always, Ominis
The letter, over a month old now, was worn at the edges, its parchment soft from being folded and unfolded too many times. Your fingers traced the familiar loops of Ominis’ handwriting, lingering over the slight smudge where his quill must have hesitated.
Even as the train carried you closer to Hogsmeade, you felt guilty. You hadn’t written back. But you hadn’t trusted yourself to put quill to parchment, not even to Anne or Sebastian, neither of whom could be trusted to keep your long awaited return a secret.
Six months. You’d promised him six months, and here you were, long past that mark. You’d wanted to return sooner—Merlin knew how much you’d wanted to—but there had always been one more ruin, one more curse to break, one more excuse to stay away.
It wasn’t just the work, though. The truth you hadn’t dared admit to yourself was that the thought of walking into Stitches and Draughts again, of seeing Ominis after all this time, terrified you. What if things had changed? What if the delicate balance of your friendship—of your stupid, traitorous feelings for him—had changed?
Merlin knew you had.
You caught your reflection in the train’s window, and for a moment, it felt like looking at a stranger. The girl you once were, the one with the boundless energy and effortless grace of youth, was nowhere to be found. Gone was the lithe figure and carefree ease that had come with an 18-year-old’s metabolism, replaced by a version of yourself you were still learning to accept. The life of a cursebreaker hadn’t been kind to your body—or your soul. Years of chasing dangerous leads, grueling physical labor, and long nights spent deciphering ancient scripts had taken their toll. Meals were often hurried, whatever you could grab between assignments, and the relentless travel left little room for rest. You were softer now, and your body bore the marks of your journey—an ache in your shoulders from carrying too much weight, faint scars from brushes with danger, and an exhaustion that felt carved into your very bones.
You turned away from the window, forcing your reflection out of sight. The sight of it only dredged up insecurities you had no business indulging—not now, not when you were so close. It was stupid to worry about it, you told yourself. What did it matter whether Ominis found you attractive? Seven years had passed. Seven years of separate lives, separate paths. You couldn’t expect him to still see you as he once might have—or to have waited for you at all.
Back then, you were just kids, after all. Even when your friendship had danced on the edge of something more, neither of you had ever been brave enough to take that final step. You thought of the moments that had felt like more—his hand brushing yours when you walked side by side, the way he’d linger in the shop late into the night, his head tilted toward you as though he could hear the shape of your smile. But those moments were fleeting, always followed by silence or a change of subject. Neither of you had ever said the words.
And now? Seven years was a long time to expect someone to wait for something that was never truly spoken aloud.
Still, the thought haunted you, gnawing at your resolve. Would he notice the changes in you? Would he care about the extra softness to your curves, the faint lines of exhaustion that hadn’t been there before? The idea that he might—that he’d look at you with anything less than the quiet warmth you remembered—made your stomach twist.
The train jolted, pulling you from your spiraling thoughts as it slowed to a screeching halt at Hogsmeade Station. The sound of the brakes, sharp and familiar, was like a spell breaking. You rose stiffly from your seat, clutching your bag as you tried to gather yourself.
The platform was just as you remembered it: bustling with witches and wizards, steam curling in the crisp air, and the faint smell of coal mingling with the fresh, wintry scent of snow. Twinkling fairy lights hung from the lampposts, casting a warm glow on the frosted cobblestones, while festive garlands of holly and enchanted mistletoe draped along the edges of the station roof. You adjusted the strap of your bag and stepped off the train, your boots crunching against the frost-dusted ground.
The walk into the village was surreal, like stepping back into a dream you hadn’t dared let yourself miss too much. The bustling streets, the cheerful glow of the shop windows, the distant chatter of students—every detail tugged at something deep inside you. It looked the same, as though no time had passed, and yet that was precisely what unsettled you.
Time had passed. Seven years, to be exact.
Seven years since you’d walked these streets as a Hogwarts student, clutching a bag of Honeydukes’ sweets or ducking into the Three Broomsticks with your friends to escape the cold. Seven years since you’d stood inside Stitches and Draughts as its owner, turning your ideas into enchanted creations, the room filled with the warmth of softly glowing candles and the sound of laughter. Seven years since you’d worked side by side with Ominis, his sharp wit cutting through Sebastian’s dramatic tales of Quidditch triumphs, all while the three of you shared late nights in the shop as though the world outside didn’t exist.
But even then, you’d known the shop wasn’t meant to be your forever.
The decision to give it to Ominis had come in the quiet months of your seventh year, after countless conversations where he’d confided in you about his family, his fears, and the cage he felt he could never escape. You’d listened as he spoke of the suffocating expectations of the Gaunt name, how every aspect of his life had been dictated by tradition and duty.
And money.
It wasn’t fair. Ominis deserved more than that. Far, far more.
Your Ominis deserved everything.
The idea had taken root during one of those late nights in the shop. He’d been helping you charm a batch of scarves to repel rain when you’d caught him standing at the counter, running his hands over the worn wood. There’d been a wistful look on his face, one that had stayed with you long after the candles were extinguished and the shop had gone dark.
By the time graduation loomed, the decision felt inevitable.
You still remembered the day you handed him the deed, the way his pale fingers trembled as he unrolled the parchment. His expression had been unreadable at first, his face carefully composed as he scanned the document.
“What is this?” he’d asked, his voice low and wary.
“It’s yours,” you’d replied, keeping your tone light even as your heart pounded. “The shop. Everything in it. Consider it a… graduation gift.”
The silence that followed had been deafening. Ominis had stared at you, his brow furrowing in confusion.
“You can’t be serious,” he’d said finally. “This is yours. Your work. You can’t just—”
“I can,” you’d interrupted, placing a hand over his. “And I am. You’re the only one I trust to take care of it. To make it more than I ever could.”
He’d tried to argue, of course. Ominis always argued. But you’d stood your ground, knowing in your heart it was the right choice.
“It’s not just about the shop,” you’d said softly, looking into his unseeing eyes. “It’s... about giving you a way out. A chance to build something that’s yours—not theirs.”
That had silenced him.
He’d accepted the deed reluctantly, his gratitude laced with disbelief. And though you hadn’t admitted it aloud, you’d known you were giving him more than just the shop. More than just securing his freedom. You were giving him a part of yourself, a way to stay connected even when you left.
And now, as Christmas loomed all these years later, your legs carried you through the village, back to that very same place. You were almost on autopilot, even as your heart pounded erratically in your chest with every step that brought you closer to the shop. Around you, the village bustled with holiday cheer, but all of it faded into the background, a distant hum drowned out by the sound of your own heartbeat.
And then you were there.
And Stitches and Draughts looked beautiful.
The building had been freshly painted, its trim gleaming with a soft, snowy white that contrasted perfectly with the deep emerald of the shop’s sign—still the same one you’d painted years ago, but lovingly restored. The doorframe was draped with enchanted holly garlands, the bright red berries twinkling like tiny stars. The windows sparkled in the glow of lights strung carefully along the eaves, and the front display was nothing short of magical.
Inside the glass, enchanted scarves floated gracefully in midair, their threads shimmering with subtle, festive embroidery—snowflakes that danced along the hems, holly leaves that twisted and turned like they were caught in a gentle breeze. Beside them, self-heating gloves sat arranged in neat little bundles, their tags tied with golden ribbons that seemed to hum faintly with charmwork.
It was perfect. Too perfect. And the sight of it, so familiar and yet so undeniably different, had your heart aching in your chest. This wasn’t just a shop anymore—it was his shop. Every detail spoke of Ominis’ care, his precision, his thoughtfulness. He’d taken what you’d built and turned it into something so much more.
Your grip tightened on the strap of your bag as your eyes flicked between the display and the freshly polished door handle. The urge to turn and flee surged through you, but your feet remained rooted to the spot. You’d faced cursed ruins, ancient traps, and magic designed to kill, but nothing—nothing—had ever felt as daunting as the prospect of walking through that door.
Would he even want to see you? Would he welcome you after all this time, after the months of silence and unfulfilled promises? Or had the years widened the distance between you too far to bridge?
The bell above the door jingled as someone exited the shop, their arms laden with carefully wrapped packages. They offered you a polite smile as they passed, but you barely noticed, your gaze fixed on the door that had swung closed behind them.
Your legs felt heavy as you took a hesitant step forward. Then another.
With a deep, unsteady exhale, you pushed the door open, the familiar chime of the bells above echoing like a memory brought to life.
The warmth of the shop enveloped you immediately, the scent of cedar and lavender mingling with something faintly sweet—probably from a batch of enchanted candles near the counter. Shelves lined the walls, filled with bolts of fabric, potion bottles, and racks of neatly displayed scarves and gloves. The hum of magic thrummed softly in the air, a comforting, familiar sound.
But none of it mattered, not really.
Your eyes were drawn to the figure standing behind the counter, his back to you, the blond of his hair catching the golden light.
"Be with you in a moment," he said, his voice smooth and warm, but it hit you like a jolt of lightning.
It had been so long—too long—since you’d last heard his voice, and even now, it was exactly as you remembered, richer with age but still undeniably Ominis. It overwhelmed you, the weight of it pressing down on the breath you tried to draw, stealing the words you’d thought you’d prepared.
And then he turned.
The sight of him was truly your undoing.
Ominis was taller than you remembered, his frame lean but strong, elegant but unyielding. He was wearing a soft sweater in a deep charcoal gray, the fabric snug across his broad shoulders and loose around his narrow waist, the sleeves pushed up just enough to reveal the sharp angles of his wrists and the pale skin of his forearms. His blond hair, a touch longer than it had been when you’d last seen him, was still combed back, though a strand at the front had fallen to rest against the curve of his face.
Time had only refined the sharpness of his cheekbones and the strong, angular line of his jaw. His features were striking in a way that felt almost unfair, the kind of beauty that drew the eye and held it captive.
And yet, there was something softer about him, too—something that hadn’t been there before. The rigid tension that had so often defined him in your Hogwarts years seemed less pronounced, replaced by a quiet ease as he worked. He looked… content.
It was too much.
You’d imagined this reunion a hundred different ways, but none of them had accounted for the way it would feel to see him again, to hear his voice, to stand so close and yet feel the weight of all the time and space that had separated you.
“My apologies for the delay. Welcome to Stitches and Draughts,” he said, his tone polite and practiced, yet warm in a way that made your chest ache. He tilted his head slightly, as though listening more intently. “What can I help you with today?”
The words hung in the air, impossibly ordinary for a moment that felt anything but.
You opened your mouth to respond, but nothing came out. All the carefully rehearsed greetings, the lighthearted explanations you’d planned for why it had taken so long to return, evaporated.
Your silence stretched just a second too long, and you saw the faint furrow of his brow, the slight tilt of his head as he picked up on your hesitation.
“Are you alright?” he asked, his voice softening, concern creeping into his tone.
That was what finally broke you.
“Ominis,” you managed, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to steady it.
His lips parted as though to say something, but no words came, and his sightless eyes, usually so calm and focused, seemed to search for you in the space between.
“Is it—” he began, his voice barely above a whisper, trembling at the edges. “Is… it really you?”
Tears pricked at your eyes, hot and relentless. You nodded before realizing he couldn’t see the gesture.
“It’s me,” you managed.
Ominis moved before you could register it, stepping out from behind the counter with a swiftness that made your breath catch. “You’re here,” he murmured, his voice filled with something close to wonder. “You’re actually here. But you… you didn’t write back. I thought—”
“I know,” you said quickly, guilt flooding your chest. “I’m sorry, Ominis. I—” Your voice faltered. How could you possibly explain everything? The silence, the distance, the fear?
Before you could try, Ominis closed the gap between you. His hands reached out, tentatively searching, as though he were afraid to reach out and find nothing there. When his fingers brushed against your sleeve, he inhaled sharply, and then his hands moved upward, settling on your shoulders.
You watched as his expression crumbled. The carefully constructed composure he’d always worn fell away, replaced by something raw and unguarded.
“You’re home,” he said, his voice trembling. “How long have you been planning this?”
The crack in his voice broke something inside you. “I… for months,” you whispered, your own voice shaking. “I'm so sorry, it took so long—”
Your words were cut off again as Ominis pulled you into him, strong arms wrapping around you with a desperate urgency, his hands firm against your back as if he were afraid to let go, afraid you might slip away again. The suddenness of it made you stiffen, your insecurities flaring instantly to life.
He’d know.
He’d feel the difference—the softness of your curves where you’d once been lithe, the weight you carried now, both physical and emotional. The image of what you’d been years ago, the version of you he might still hold in his mind, clashed violently with the reality of who you were now.
But then there was the feel of him.
Him, warm against you, the steady rise and fall of his chest, the faint scent of his characteristic cologne—it was all so achingly familiar, so Ominis, that you couldn’t bring yourself to care about the way you’d changed.
Tears spilled freely down your cheeks as you let yourself sink into his chest, your arms lifting to wrap around his waist. You clung to him, the years of distance and silence collapsing between you as if they’d never existed.
His hand moved gently, brushing over your hair in a soothing rhythm that made your heart ache. “I missed you hopelessly.” He murmured, his voice muffled by your hair
“I missed you more than anything,” you murmured, pulling back just enough to look up at him, tears still streaming freely down your cheeks. “I thought about you every day.”
Ominis pulled back slightly, his hands still resting lightly on your shoulders. His sightless eyes searched your face as though he could somehow see you, the corners of his mouth twitching into the faintest of smiles. You felt his thumb brush against your sleeve, as if he needed the tactile confirmation that you were truly there. One of his hands slid down to grasp yours, his fingers curling firmly around yours as if to anchor you both in this moment.
For a long, breathless second, neither of you spoke.
Then, without a word, Ominis turned toward the shop’s entrance, your hand still firmly in his. He moved quickly, his steps sure as he crossed the space to the door. Releasing your hand only briefly, he flipped the sign to Closed and twisted the lock with a decisive click.
“To hell with work,” he muttered under his breath, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
The words caught you off guard, pulling a startled laugh from you—a sound you hadn’t realized you’d been holding back.
When he turned back to you, his expression softened further, though there was still an edge of something you couldn’t quite name in the set of his jaw. Relief, perhaps. Or the determination of someone who wasn’t about to let this moment slip away.
“Come upstairs,” he said, his voice low and steady. “The shop can wait.”
He didn’t give you a chance to argue—not that you would have—before leading you to the small staircase tucked behind the counter. His hand stayed in yours as he guided you, his grip firm but gentle, like he was still afraid to let go.
The stairs creaked faintly under your feet as you followed Ominis into the flat above the shop. The scent of cedar lingered here too, mixed with something faintly herbal—his cologne, no doubt.
“Forgive the state of things,” he said quickly, his tone uncharacteristically self-conscious as he gestured toward the room. “I wasn’t exactly expecting... well, anyone. Least of all you.”
But as your eyes roamed the space, you couldn’t find the “mess” he spoke of. The room was tidy, cozy, and so very him. A small bookshelf stood against one wall, lined with neatly arranged tomes you recognized from your Hogwarts years, alongside a few newer additions. A comfortable-looking armchair sat in one corner, its seat draped with a soft, worn throw blanket. A half empty mug of tea sat forgotten on the small table beside it, next to what appeared to be a half-finished crossword puzzle.
There were small signs of his life everywhere: a folded sweater resting on the back of the chair, a walking stick leaning against the wall by the door, a well-cared-for violin resting in its case near the bookshelf. The window was framed by simple curtains, their edges charmed to shimmer faintly in the light, a detail that felt unmistakably him.
“It’s perfect,” you said, turning to him with a soft smile.
He let out a huff of disbelief. “Hardly. It’s small, and I wasn’t expecting guests, so it’s a bit—”
“No, really,” you insisted, stepping further into the room. “It’s... you. I mean that in the best way.”
His lips parted slightly, as though he wanted to argue, but he seemed to think better of it. Instead, his free hand gestured vaguely at the space. “I haven’t had much reason to bring anyone up here,” he admitted, his tone quieter now. “I usually keep to myself unless Sebastian or Anne drag me out for something."
You turned back to him, catching the faint blush dusting his cheeks as he moved to straighten a few items on the table near the armchair. The sight made your heart ache in the best way, the years falling away as though you’d never been apart.
“It’s nice to see you’ve kept up the crossword habit,” you teased, gesturing toward the table.
Ominis smirked, his confidence returning just enough to quip, “It’s either that or let my mind wander, and we both know that can only lead to trouble.”
You laughed, the sound light and easy, "That's true."
He gestured toward the couch near the window, its cushions plump and inviting. “Sit,” he said, his tone soft but insistent. “I'm sure you’ve been traveling all day.”
You hesitated, still standing near the door, but Ominis stepped closer, his expression gentle. “Please,” he added, his voice quieter now.
With a nod, you set your bag down near the door and crossed to the couch, sinking into its cushions. It was as comfortable as it looked, and you let out a quiet sigh as the tension in your body began to ease.
He moved toward the kitchenette. “Tea?” he asked, his head tilted slightly in your direction.
“Yes, please,” you said quickly, your voice softer than you intended.
Ominis nodded, his movements fluid and purposeful as he filled the kettle and set it on the small stove.
“I’ve got chamomile, mint, and… some Earl Grey that Sebastian swore I’d love but tastes like someone soaked socks in bergamot,” he said, the corner of his mouth quirking into a smirk.
You laughed softly, leaning back into the couch. “Chamomile sounds perfect.”
He nodded, plucking the sachet from its place with an almost practiced precision, his hands moving with the same quiet grace you remembered so vividly. Despite the ease of his movements, you could see the faint tension in the set of his shoulders, the way he hesitated before reaching for the mugs.
"Did Sebastian and Anne know about you coming back?" Ominis asked, his voice calm but carrying a subtle edge of curiosity.
You hesitated, fingers tracing the edge of the couch cushion. "No," you admitted softly. "I didn’t tell anyone. I didn’t… want them to spill the secret. I thought it might be better this way."
He turned slightly, his sightless eyes tilted in your direction, one brow arching faintly. “Better for whom?”
You huffed a humorless laugh, biting your lip. "Me, I guess. I thought if I just showed up, it would be easier. Less... complicated."
Ominis tilted his head slightly, as though weighing your words, his fingers brushing the rim of the mug as he prepared your tea. "You thought sneaking back into Hogsmeade unannounced would be less complicated?"
A faint smile tugged at your lips despite the knot of nerves in your chest. "Okay, maybe not less complicated. But at least it meant I wouldn’t have to explain myself to Sebastian. You know how he gets."
He let out a soft laugh, the sound light and genuine, and it warmed something deep inside you. "Indeed. He is relentless," he said, placing the mug of chamomile tea in front of you on the low table. "Though, I can’t say I’d have been any better. If I’d known you were coming, I wouldn’t have been able to focus on anything else."
You looked up at him, startled by the quiet sincerity in his voice. He wasn’t smiling anymore, his expression open and unguarded as he sat down across from you, his own mug cradled in his hands.
“I didn’t mean to make you wait,” you said softly, your fingers curling around the warm ceramic. “I just—” You paused, your words catching in your throat. "I don't know. I suppose it doesn't matter. I'm here now."
Ominis’ lips pressed together for a moment, his brows furrowing slightly as though he wanted to press further. His hands tightened almost imperceptibly around his mug, the tension in his shoulders betraying his thoughts.
But then he exhaled softly, the lines of his face smoothing as he nodded. “You’re here now,” he repeated, his voice quiet but steady, though you could hear the unspoken for how long? lingering in the air.
You quickly took a sip of your tea, the warmth a welcome distraction as you scrambled for something that would steer the conversation elsewhere. “This tea is lovely,” you said, offering a smile that you hoped looked effortless. “Everything is. The flat, the shop... it’s all incredible. You must be so proud of what you’ve built.”
Ominis tilted his head slightly, his expression softening into something almost amused. “That’s kind of you to say, but I hardly think a well-stocked tea shelf qualifies as incredible.”
You laughed, grateful for the easy banter. “It’s not just the tea shelf, though it is very impressive. The shop looks amazing—I noticed the display when I walked in. And the enchanted holly on the door? It’s such a nice touch. It’s all so... you.”
He leaned back in his chair, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “I did have some help with the holly—Anne insisted. She thought it might ‘soften my cold, foreboding reputation.’”
You grinned, picturing Anne bustling around the shop, her infectious energy clashing against Ominis’ quieter demeanor. “I think it works. Though I can’t imagine anyone thinking you’re 'foreboding'.”
“Oh, you’d be surprised,” he said dryly, his smirk deepening. “Anne says I scare away the first years who stop in. Apparently, my ‘stern demeanor’ doesn’t pair well with curious children looking for enchanted scarves.”
You laughed, the image of wide-eyed first-years inching cautiously into the shop playing vividly in your mind. “I’m sure you’re not that bad,” you teased. “Maybe they just don’t appreciate your charm.”
Ominis quirked an eyebrow, his smirk softening. “Charm, is it? I’ll be sure to tell Anne you said that next time she accuses me of being the ‘shopkeeper equivalent of a Boggart.’”
That earned another laugh, lighter this time, and you shook your head. “If she really thought you were a Boggart, she wouldn’t have helped with the decorations.”
“She likes to keep me humble,” he replied, his tone full of wry affection.
But even as Ominis joined in your banter, you could see the way his fingers drummed absently against the side of his mug, his thoughts clearly turning over something unsaid. He was playing along with your attempts at small talk, but you knew he wasn’t fooled.
Still, for now, he let it go, his quiet smile lingering as he said, “So tell me, how does it feel to be back?”
The question caught you off guard, and your smile faltered slightly. “It feels... surreal,” you admitted, your voice softer now. “Like I’ve been gone forever, and yet somehow nothing’s changed.”
Ominis nodded, his expression thoughtful. “Hogsmeade does have a way of staying the same. But you..." He hesitated, and his words hung in the air, unfinished but heavy with meaning.
You’re different.
He had noticed. Of course he had. Ominis was nothing if not perceptive.
You lowered your mug to the table, your hands curling into your lap as if that could somehow steady you. The warmth that had spread through your chest moments ago was now replaced with a twisting unease, a voice in the back of your mind whispering, This is it. This is when he sees what’s changed and decides it isn’t enough. That you aren’t enough.
"I know I’m different," you murmured, your voice trembling under the strain of your nerves. It cracked as you spoke, barely louder than a whisper. "I… I’m not the same person I was when I left. I know I’m not exactly how you remember me, and I—" Your breath faltered, hitching as you shook your head, your thoughts spiraling. "I just didn’t want you to be disappointed."
“Disappointed?” Ominis’ voice broke through your spiraling thoughts like a sudden, sharp wind, and when you looked up, his sightless eyes were fixed on you, his expression taut with something between shock and frustration. "Is this... is this why you've taken so long to come home?"
The question hung in the air, sharp and unrelenting, like the edge of a blade poised to strike. You opened your mouth to answer, but no sound came. The truth was tangled in your chest, knotted with years of insecurity and fear, and the weight of it pressed down on your throat, stealing your voice.
Ominis’ expression softened as he straightened in his chair, his jaw tightening as though he were holding back his own frustration—not at you, but at the very idea that you could feel this way. He exhaled slowly, his fingers tightening around his mug before setting it aside with deliberate care.
“Is that really what you’ve been carrying all this time?” he asked, his voice quieter now, but no less intense. “You thought I’d be... disappointed? In you?”
The lump in your throat grew heavier. "I’ve been gone so long... and you’ve built this incredible life here, and I—” You hesitated, your breath catching as you fought to steady yourself. “I didn’t know if I’d still fit into it.”
“You think I could ever—” He stopped himself, exhaling slowly as he ran a hand through his hair. “Merlin’s beard, don't you have any idea how much of this life exists because of you?”
Ominis leaned forward further, resting his elbows on his knees, his hands clasped tightly together. His fingers curled and uncurled against one another, as though he were searching for the right words. When he finally spoke, his voice was softer, but no less firm.
“Do you know what I thought when you walked into that shop today?” he asked, his words deliberate.
You shook your head, though he couldn’t see it. “No,” you whispered.
“I thought I’d finally woken up from the longest, most frustrating dream of my life,” he said, his lips twitching into a faint, almost self-deprecating smile. "And now, you’re sitting here, telling me you’re afraid I’d notice you’ve changed. Of course you’ve changed. I’d be more worried if you hadn’t. Life does that to people. It changes them. But just because you're different doesn't mean..." he swallowed, his words catching for just a moment before he pressed on, his voice quieter but laced with conviction. “Just because you’ve changed doesn’t mean you’re any less.”
He paused, his fingers tightening where they rested, his knuckles pale with the effort. His expression softened as his words seemed to tumble out, as if he couldn’t hold them back any longer. “That couldn’t be further from the truth, actually.”
You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift in his tone, by the faint flush creeping up his neck.
Ominis sat back slightly, his hand running through his hair in a rare display of bashfulness. “It’s been seven years,” he continued, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. “Seven years, and in the brief time I’ve had to—to touch you, to hear you, to smell that very same perfume you always wear, you’ve only… Merlin, I don’t even know how to say this without sounding foolish.”
You felt your breath hitch, your pulse quickening as his words sank in. He wasn’t looking at you, not exactly, but the intensity in his voice made it feel as though he could see every piece of you, laid bare and vulnerable.
He exhaled slowly, tilting his head slightly in your direction as he gathered his thoughts. “You’ve only improved,” he said finally, his voice low but unwavering. “Despite whatever ridiculous notions you’ve been carrying around, you haven’t diminished. You haven’t become ‘less.’ If anything, you’re... more.”
“You’ve been away, yes," he continued. "You’ve faced things I can only imagine. And yet here you are, sitting in front of me, as strong and resilient and...” He hesitated, his lips curving into a faint, almost shy smile. “As breathtaking as the day you left. You think I’d notice the changes and find fault with them? How could I, when every single one is just another piece of the person I’ve been missing for so long?”
Your hand flew to your mouth, your vision blurring with tears. "Are you... you sure? You really don't have to say this, I—"
He shook his head, raising a hand to stop you, though his touch hovered just shy of reaching across the small space between you. “Of course I'm sure,” he said, his voice soft but insistent. “I’ve never been more certain of anything."
He drew in a slow, measured breath, his shoulders rising and falling as though he were steadying himself for a duel.
“I’ve spent seven years wondering if I’d ever get the chance to say this,” he admitted. “To say all the things I was too much of a coward to admit before you left. And I won’t waste it by letting you believe for even a second that you’re anything less than extraordinary," his voice softened, trembling at the edges as he stood from his chair. For a moment, he simply stood there, his sightless eyes cast downward as though steadying himself for what he was about to do. Then, slowly, he moved forward, kneeling on the floor in front of you with a grace that made your breath catch.
His hands reached out, tentative but deliberate, brushing over yours where they rested in your lap before curling around them.
“You don’t have to say anything,” he said quietly, his voice raw with emotion. “But I need you to hear this. I need you to understand.”
You opened your mouth to respond, but he shook his head, cutting you off gently.
“I love you,” he said, his voice trembling slightly, his thumbs brushing over the backs of your hands. " I’ve loved you for so long that I don’t even remember what it feels like not to. And I know I should’ve said this before. I should’ve told you when we were still at Hogwarts, when you handed me the shop, when you left. But I was scared. Scared of what it would mean, scared I’d ruin what we had. And then you were gone, and I thought… I thought maybe I’d lost my chance.”
You couldn’t speak, couldn’t move, your heart pounding so hard it felt as though it might shatter through your ribs.
“But now you’re here,” he said, his words almost a whisper. “And I can’t let you leave again without knowing how much you mean to me. You are the most extraordinary person I’ve ever known, and I’ve spent seven years building a life that, no matter how complete it might seem from the outside, has always been missing you.”
You stared at him, your breath catching as the world seemed to slow around you. The face you’d waited seven years to see again—its every detail etched into your memory but now somehow more vivid, more real—was right before you. The faint furrow of his brow, the slight parting of his lips as though bracing himself for your response, the glisten of unshed tears in his sightless eyes.
It was all so achingly familiar, and yet time had made him even more beautiful in his quiet, unassuming way.
And you loved him.
You always had.
The years apart, the missed chances, the countless letters you’d written and rewritten but never sent—it all fell away, leaving only this moment. This man. The only person who had ever made you feel like you belonged.
“I’ve loved you too,” you whispered, the words spilling from your lips unbidden, your voice trembling but resolute.
Ominis stilled, his brows furrowing further as though he hadn’t quite heard you. “What?”
You reached out, your hands shaking as you cupped his face, your thumbs brushing over the faint stubble on his jaw. His breath hitched, his sightless eyes searching the space between you as though trying to see what your touch already told him.
“I love you, Ominis,” you said again, your voice steadying as you saw the hope flicker to life in his expression. “I always have."
His lips parted, his breath catching audibly as he tilted his head toward your hands, leaning into your touch as though it were the only thing grounding him.
“Say it again,” he whispered, his voice trembling.
You smiled through your tears, leaning closer until your forehead rested against his. “I love you,” you murmured, your voice soft but sure.
A shaky laugh escaped him, a sound filled with so much relief and joy it sent a fresh wave of tears streaming down your cheeks. His hands moved to cradle your face, his touch reverent and tender as his thumbs brushed away your tears.
“Merlin,” he breathed, his voice cracking with emotion. “I can’t believe... after all this time...”
“Believe it,” you said, your voice filled with quiet certainty.
His grip tightened slightly, his hands trembling as he pulled you closer. “Promise me,” he murmured, his breath ghosting over your lips. “Promise me you’ll stay—I’m begging you—don’t leave again. Merlin, I... I can’t go another seven years without you. Not knowing where you are, if you’re safe, if you’ll ever come back.”
You didn’t hesitate. “I promise.”
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