#and like...fucking relatable as hell
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I need a Morcia conversation about Luke where Morgan asks what's holding her back and Penelope bursts out that she wasn't going to do this again.
And when Morgan finally gets her to explain, she explains that she loves the way they are and their friendship just as it is, and she doesn't want to change it, but there was a moment, just one moment, when she realized she wanted more.
And she swore right then that she wouldn't do it again. She wasn't going to replace Morgan with some other unfairly pretty man who was good at bantering with her. And she wasn't going to fall in love with someone who was never going to love her back the same way.
And Morgan just looks at her for a moment, recalling her once saying to him that just because he wouldn't cross a crowded room to hit on her didn't mean everyone else was that shallow, and how they never really cleared that up...and finally says:
"You know I had a moment too?"
And Penelope just blinks at him, because WHAT?
"A few actually."
More confused blinking.
"I'd look over at you and you'd be doing something so you, and I'd think god...I am in love with this woman. But it was never the right time. I wasn't ready for that. Then I was, but you were with Phil, or Kevin. Or you were going on a date with some hot guy you rescued at a coffee shop."
"Derek," Penelope says, and she is stunned, totally stunned, because he's talking about years. YEARS of their friendship pining in silence. "Why didn't you ever say something?"
"Because like I said...it was never the right time. You were with other people. Then I was. And...truth be told, I was scared. What if it didn't work out? What if I lost what we had already? I was always too afraid to take that risk. I didn't want to fade out of your life."
"Never," Penelope says.
"Yeah, I know that now. But you know...sometimes I think there was another reason."
"Yeah?"
"I moved on. And you moved on, a few times. But do you see the way Alvez looks at you? After three years since your only date? He isn't gonna just move on, Penelope. That poor man is so gone over you."
Penelope laughs, like a sad watery crying laugh though.
"You wanna know a secret?"
"Always."
"I haven't dated anyone since then either."
Derek smiles.
And that's how Penelope finally lets herself love Luke back.
#criminal minds#criminal minds evolution#penelope garcia#derek morgan#garvez#that interview with kirsten lives rent free in my head okay#the one where she says part of penelope's antagonism toward luke was that she refused to replace morgan#or let a guy like that into her heart again#and like...fucking relatable as hell#just because we know our own worth and beauty doesn't always mean we're unaware of how the world at large sees us#so i think it would be great to get a resolution to that and a better resolution to their fight in season 2 as well#which i was never satisfied with#anyway...that's where i'm at
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I'm not the kind of person that's like "Here let me fix the canon" usually but like holy crap gen 5 implied a lot of messed up shit about our hero Twilight Sparkle lmao
#It almost says something about the dangers of undertakin responsabilities alone#the nuanced idea of putting heroes on a pedestal being inherently self destructive#hell its kind of funny that Sunny idolizing her is objectively wrong#her legacy was a house of cards!#but I digress#I hope this post isnt swinging a bat at a hornet's nest#but y'know#this is also related to my fics lmao#bc of course#twilight sparkle#sunset shimmer#gen 4#gen 5#pony posting#mlp gen 4#my little pony#friendship is magic#Also like. Celestia herslef regretted banishing luna#and shes happier ruling WITH a partner#meanwhile twilight is like āOk im not even on my thirties time to undertake all of thisā#bonkers! Nuts!#its almost like. entirely accurate#entirely purposefull that her rule would fail completely#Wouldn't it be fucking sick for sunset to try again#to give it another shot!!!#now that shes better#changed for the better by none other than twi#i wrote fics of this lmaooo#fanfiction#writing stuff
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so five and lila being a thing is going right next to allison literally sexually assaulting luther in the box of things we are absolutely under no circumstances accepting as part of canon right
#tw sa mention#cw sa mention#would love if when yall reblog this you could tag with tw or cw sa mention to keep things safe!!#i actually enjoyed s4 and thought the ending was perfect to be so real#s3 really lowered my expectations lmao#tua#tua season 4#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy#s4 was fun they flubbed so many storylines but it was fun and emotional and klaus got a ton of comic book moments and there was bonding#it was fun ok#honestly in my head s3 wasnāt even canon like the timeline split#sometimes s2 isnāt even canon to me but itās so fucking fun#itās all fun and fucking sad and goddammit i liked it more than s3 maybe because there was less incest the bar is really low huh#unless u subscribe to the technically all the kids r biologically related thing (i do) in which case lila/diego & lila/five are also incest#but for this show āwe may kind of be biologically related bc of magic but we donāt have the same last name & dad & childhood homeā is a win#anyway i love klaus always everyday i love them theyāre everything to me#i honestly just really let myself enjoy this season bc itās the last one and iāve been through hell#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#allison hargreeves#lila pitts#luther hargreeves#reginald hargreeves#diego hargreeves#yeet my deet
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thinking about how death of the endless almost certainly knows by now that edwin payne and charles rowland run from her hand in hand each time she comes for a departing soul they've helped, and maybe she even lets them get a head start.
thinking about how both of them are so deserving of the peace her kind word and friendly face bring, but they are too terrified she'll separate them to ever receive the actual gift she could offer.
thinking about how it might just fix something in them both to just... sit in the office with death of the endless while she has a cuppa, or eats an apple, and tells her terrible corny jokes; and maybe it helps them realize that nothing would dare to ever part them in the afterlife or beyondā least of all death herself.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#yes i'm listening to the sandman score again can u tell#this post brought to you because i really think death should be their friend#she is so gentle. she is a balm. a soft breeze on a day that's the perfect temperature. they could use that...#(listen. they meet hob. then they meet dream through him. then they meet his sister and to their surprise she doesn't want to take them#then edwin realizes they're both related to despair whom he met in hell the second time and freaks the fuck out#meanwhile... desire is like oh you already know all about me babes. i don't need to come to this party. i'm already here)#the sandman
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#girl blogger#girlhood#girly things#hell is a teenage girl#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#just girly things#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#i hate men#mental health#actually mentally ill#mentally tired#mentally unstable#relatable#lana is our queen#lana unreleased#lana del slay#lana is god#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray moodboard#lana stan#idk why im like this#like crazy#life is a bitch#life lessons#life quotes
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lord have mercy...
he's overcome with uncontrollable lust
#eri the orphan#dol pc#dol jordan#jordan the pious#HBJERBJHFJHBERBFHJERBHJF#IM BARKING#BITES JORDAN#CHEWS ON HIM LIKE A CHEW TOY#WHY CANT I FUCK YOU IN GAME FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the milfilication of jordan the pious starts now#off to make some spicy art of them!!!! hehehe#dol#dol related#degrees of lewdity#MY COMPUTER IS STRUGGLING#THATS HOW BEAUTIFUL JORDAN IS#MFER IS CAUSING OPHELIA TO SUFFER#BHERHFBHEJRFJJEBRHFHJEJBRHF#but yes anyways time to sleep heheh#BUT SOON#i will post spicy of these two#and you guys will be so sick of me HBRHJEFBHJER#jordan x pc
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Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!
yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)
it's so common in fandoms!
I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.
I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorryš
I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actuallyš¤ feel like the most NT autistic person ever.
anyway here's a doodle!
#that's autism for you#I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things#I'm not even trying to be judgemental#I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes#so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place#from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror.#and I ship a toxic ship.#but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here#how did I get here. I'm lost guys#but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things#and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong#i don't belong here#I can't relate to 99% of people#honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist#and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona#so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man#I need SOME second character for this!!#well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design...#so here we are.#I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep#that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me.#but that's just my theroy..... a Joshiā¢ theory#sorry for rant I am bored and tiredš#enjoy#villainous#villanos#dr flug#kenning flugslys#my art#ask reply
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Iāve previously covered the issue of people making false accusations that the fandomās opinions are based in bigotry. Letās talk about a related issue: the impossible-to-prove hypothetical.
The statement that the fandom would support the statement that the strong will survive and the weak will be remade if the Wildmother said it is an example of this. She didnāt say that, and KaāMort did, so even if she were to say it in the future I think most people would recognize that the problem is the message, not the person delivering it. I donāt think the claim the fandom would blindly support the Wildmother if she said something with such a fascist tinge is true, though I certainly can't confirm it (which again, may be the goal of those who make this sort of unprovable claim). More importantly, it attempts, poorly, to sidestep the actual critique: that saying the strong will survive a cataclysmic change and the weak will be "remade" is extremely in line with real world far-right groups talk about ethnic cleansing, and that Ashton seems to have no issue with vast power differentials and immortal beings who have previously aligned themselves with the gods and intended the destruction of mortals (and from EXU Calamity we know this is not merely a history written by the victors) as long as it's the power he can access. This isn't about breaking thrones: it's a coup, not a revolution.
This sort of...I can't call it an argument, because it's not one, but I suppose it is an attempt at one - often goes unchallenged because thereās no way to debunk it, even though it's ultimately a "what if the world were made of pudding." If canon were different, it sure would be different. Is the problem that the statement "If they're strong, they will. If not, they'll be remade into something stronger" in response to the question of whether mortals will survive a massive upheaval is one with concerning implications? If so, then why endorse it when Ka'Mort says it? If not, then why would it be a problem if the Wildmother had said it instead? Notice how the person making this "argument" actually does exactly what they're accusing the fandom of doing. They are clearly basing their judgment not on whether or not this is a problematic statement, but rather either the source of said statement, or the person to whom it's being said.
The "look at Ashtonās shoelaces" argument is the same exact problem - it doesnāt address the actual issue of "Ashton seems to be receptive to the idea of the elimination of 'weak' mortals." Indeed, it strengthens the counterargument, that many punks are more concerned with aesthetics and appearance than actual support, and that the fans invoking the fact that Ashton is a punk, or disabled, or nonbinary are focusing only on what they are (with an unstated assumption that these identities automatically lend them validity, which they do not) and not what they do or believe.
The problem is what they are doing and believing. Who they are is not important; what they are doing is. I don't want to make a call re: stupidity or malice here, but if the former, if you cannot understand the point of contention, you are not qualified to engage in this discussion, and if the latter, well, no use listening to a bad faith argument.
#truly whenever someone is like WELL I RELATE TO ASHTON I AM ALSO A PUNK it's like cool. if you believe this i also think you fucking suck#like did you think this would work. hell in CANON there's a conversation ashton has with dorian about not being very likeable.#cr spoilers#cr discourse
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double trouble
#detroit become human#rk1700#the boys....baby boys....woobies...#listen i just think nines would have such an overprotective streak for connor..#he protecc and he want to attacc. connor will teach him well#my favourite headcanon is nines quietly admiring the hell out of connor and learning from him and his mistakes as well#choosing the most optimal way to exist within society. hes so impressed with connor who is bumbling terribly but doing his best#connor has the experience and higher social relations but nines is much quicker to catch on#they both admire each other and are pushed forward by each others existance and improvement#ive seen a few fanfics where they have that dynamic and its my favourite#they work so sweetly in a brotherly bond it warms my heart (though i am a shameless rk1700 enjoyer)#anyway thats enough rambling#i wish there was a dbh fandom still#im just throwing up doodles now with no thought of making any solid pieces yet#my art#dbh#rk900#connor detroit become human#also i know theres zero consistency with the art style and keeping them looking the same but fuck that i dont have the patience rn#also also lmao i just noticed but the top one looks like hes trying to kiss connor but no that was a continuation of bottom left sjdjfjdj#feel free to interpret it any way yoy want hajdjfjfjd
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Good morning Hawkins this is your daily reminder from a fellow plus size person that if you are plus size, Eddie Munson would still date the hell out of you and marry you. And since heās fictional itās 100% acceptable to write him as being able to lift you up because in my head he can do whatever the hell he wants and Iām not denying myself the pleasure of having the princess carry experience just because I am fat irl.
Self care is allowing yourself to have good experiences in fiction and not worrying about bullshit semantics.
#admin speaks#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x oc#stranger things#eddie munson#stranger things x reader#seriously though do whatever the hell you want#a pirate is free#I literally donāt give a shit if Iām plus size Eddie is going to still bench press me because I fucking said so#I saw someone say that they couldnāt relate to being picked up because they were plus size and Iām like bestie please love yourself#just enjoy the experience in fiction#fiction should be a place where you can enjoy good things#like come on Eddieās a big boy he can handle it#heāll be alright
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I love french kissing. There's something so passionate and sexy about two people losing themselves in the taste and feel of one another. It's that first electric touch of the lips, soft and teasing, before tongues meet in a slow, sensual dance. It's the way your breath mingles with theirs, hot and shallow, as you explore their mouth, tasting their desire for you. It's the way a kiss can be addictive, leaving you hungry for more. But it's not just about the kiss itself- it's the connection, the raw intimacy- all something so beautiful.
#seattle#dear diary#diary#personal vent#vent#vent post#so hot and sexy#alt girl#sexy and beautiful#so fucking sexy#sexy chick#french kissing#tongue#wet kiss#smokin hot#hot as hell#so hot š„š„š„#bisexual#girls who like girls#girls who like both#girls with tattoos#curvy girls#tattoed girls#tumblr girls#pretty girls#fypć·#fypage#relationship#relatable#relationships
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every once in awhile i go on a demigod powers deep dive, and then i remember Nico can canonically just. randomly lower temperature and i just throw everything back out the window.
#pjo#nico di angelo#riordanverse#Nico is why i say ''if you can BS an excuse it's a valid power''#because his temperature thing is i think supposed to be a ghost-related thing but that is SO tangential#and even then barely makes sense#because it's not just ''oh he's cold'' or ''it's cold around nico''#no it's NICO HIMSELF CAN WILLINGLY DROP TEMPERATURES. JUST WHENEVER WHEREVER#to the point of CREATING FROST#like this is not even a couple degrees this is STRAIGHT TO FREEZING#he also has dream powers??? like both controlling dreams and astral projection?#he just casually does that in HoO while already weak as hell?#Nico has the weirdest powerset ever. he's just vibing. he's op as fuck.
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Okay I saw more of your art and had to come back (if itās okay)
Maybe this timeā¦.King Marty? Like in a kings outfit with the septor
and crown and stuff? Idk
no problem at all! i'm just happy you enjoy :D
anyone with any remote knowledge of historical dress from any vague period or region please avert your eyes.
#im having a real doc brown crude model moment here over the fit LMAO.#marty mcfly#bttf fanart#bttf#back to the future#not Exactly what you asked for? i could not bear to draw the fancy stick alas. and it's more of a prince vibe than a king vibe#bc if this guy held any sort of significant position of power something would combust#ik it's a silly doodle but of course i gotta make up some context bc that's part of the fun. YAP SESSION WARNING#i was thinking that doc and marty were dicking around somewhere in a place and period of time with a monarchy. for Science#and for one reason or another he ends up getting mistaken for royalty or something. may or may not be related to how straight his teeth are#so they drag his ass back to the palace and marty has No Fucking Clue what's happening. meanwhile doc is on the verge of a stroke#i think it would be really funny if some princess got infatuated with marty and now he has the plot of the first movie on his hands again#except instead of him ceasing to exist it's like. the entire history of a country#so doc's trying to get him out of there and marty's trying to let this chick down gently bc he doesn't want her to like. kill him or smth#and also there's probably a tannen thrown in there too bc why the hell not#i don't even like royalty aus that much for this fandom but somehow i've got a decent amount of thoughts about this LMAO.#you asked for a silly doodle and somehow it came with a whole fic idea too. whoops#anyone want to take this idea and run with it feel free to#kit does an art#kit yap session#<- bc of the sheer amount of tag on this
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Pinhead/The Hell Priest having respect for Kirsty as a worthy adversary in canon
#are the comics canonical? don't care they are to me#kirsty cotton#pinhead#hell priest#hellraiser comics#hellraiser#tattoo this on my fucking forehead tbh#i have so many comic related thought#but mostly about these two#and tiffany#who is my precious one#pinsty#he told her to DUCK#like#can't tell me he doesnt care for her
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My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell.
When I tell you guys this book fucked with my brain and made me able to relate. Read TWs before you decide to read.
#girlhood#my dark vanessa#my dark urge#hell is a teenage girl#books#novels#crazy thoughts#student#novel#lana del rey#girl blogger#sadgirl#im just a girl#crazy girl#mentally fucked#mentally exhausted#he wants me fr#i hate men#mental health#book quotes#book review#old books#relatable#female rage#divine feminine#femaledaily#female manipulator#hyper feminine#female hysteria#like crazy
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feeling kind of stressed like i'm running out of time to draw solas
#i dont have any dav art planned bc like#i'm not actually sold on buying the game yet yall#i am in fact biow@res biggest hater#i can feel the clock ticking#like not being hyperbolic when i say i genuinely do not need or want more death of beloved characters in my fictional escape fantasy game#like idk i'll take it all back if i'm wrong but#big L to weekes if the best ending they could come up with was death for redemption#and if i'm wrong and solas does get a good satisfying conclusion i will get a solas related tattoo#bc i've never felt this insane#to put this into some perspective for those who dont know my lore#i've worked in healthcare/medicine for the last 8+ years#i've helped save people's literal lives. watched patients die. etc all the worst stuff you could imagine and more#and this fucking game has me feeling that awful clammy palm anxiety i usually only get when a patient gets violent#im also burnt out as hell and quit so i could start a different career! but!#:)
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