#and its not even noon yet

[enniewritesathing]

if I don't post for a few days, this is why lol

[heart-shot]

Virginia Woolf’s writing routine actually goes so hard

[humanmorph]

"This is a message to you, who listens. You must trust me, because we are friends. You just don't know it yet. "

(The Road to PARTIZAN 05 : Ech0 & dusk to midnight)

currently halfway through PARTIZAN (making my way towards palisade extremely slowly. see u guys there in a month or two) & this is to date my favourite intro Austin has done. what an great introduction to an extremely cool character

[muirneach]

okay i have left my dorm 👍 what am i supposed to do tho. this place is so empty

[trainingdummyrabbit]

iam getting such a good grade in human being

[tazzmanian-devil]

im so scared of the future. i dont know what im going to do with myself. i am not mentally capable of working enough hours to support myself without killing myself. i truly believe that if i lived alone i would burn my house down. i cant work jobs that require a lot of standing or interacting with others. i dont have the autism that makes me good with computers to do something online. i have no idea what im good for. i dont even draw well or often enough to do commissions, and i feel too guilty about not being in a difficult financial situation to even offer them.

i dont know how to apply for disability or what it would even grant me besides tax benefits. one of the questions on the website is for employment status, and the two options are employed and unemployed/seeking employment. i do not think i am capable of working a regular job, and i have no idea what IRregular jobs there might be. i tried reaching out to my school's employment coordinator, and her ONLY advice was to sell my work. i am trying!

maybe it would be different if i felt more direct and specific pressure of a problem to solve and less general pressure to do what im supposed to without knowing what that is. im living with my grandfather and aunt right now, so im not feeling housing pressure. my parents are paying for my education, so im not feeling pressure to pay that back. why do i need that? what is it for? what is my goal? i dont know. i have money from student loans in my bank account paying for my groceries.

i feel like a horse whose ass has been spanked. something is driving me forward, but i dont know what or which direction to run. i have no idea whats coming, and its horrible. i dont know what i want or what i should be doing next, except for 'get a job' which is such a vague instruction that its leaving me spinning my wheels.

i should get a job so i can live alone...but i dont want to live alone. i dont think i CAN live alone, unsupported. what is any of this for??? i start taking steps forward, and im haulted each time by myself asking why? why am i doing this? whats the point? what do i want from this? nothing? i want nothing? im only doing this to satisfy external pressures? then whats the point? cant i just watch movies all day instead? whats the point?

[velvettvomit]

thats fucking wild

[butchniqabi]

ur nose job post made me feel such a profound sadness for younger me out of nowhere … i remember hating my nose shape so much as a young child but its the same exact shape as my moms, who i never once thought was in any way not beautiful for having the same nose as me and i couldn’t apply that same type of love to myself because i thought i needed The Acceptable Noseshape. only now as an adult do i appreciate that we are both so beautiful in our own ways and with the shared features that remind me of how happy i am to look the way i do. idk this is meant positively and not in a sad negative tone sorry if it came off that way thank you have a good day

i didnt read this as negative honey dont worry! this ask actually reminded me of a tiktok screenshot i have:

"the fact you exist means that there's a long line of people that fell in love with someone that looks like YOU!"

[slutdge]

i love it when the blues and country bands i listen to have some variation of this comment under them like hell yeah brother its faggot blues, im listening to it in my ford as we speak

[virgoz]

HIIIIIII VIRGOZ OOMF HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i hope you have the best day ever as the one and only virgo in my life.... i wasn't supposed to tell you this but me and chani are on the way with a sushi platter and your cake rn but please still pretend to act surprised when we show up....HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN i hope all your wishes come true 🫂🫶❤️💓💓💓

OOMMFFFFFF🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 thank u 🩵🩵pls tell chani to hurry up i need to see my oomf she has a special invitation to my birthday bash

[yourshoulderdemon]

Ugh this day is miserable and it's not even 9am yet.

So first I woke up to see my fb account and fb page has been disabled, I had 720 followers on fb. So im already in a horrid mood.

Then I tried to listen to music to calm down and I got signed out of my spotify, and I dont know my password.

Then I go to talk to one if my fb page friends and they have disabled their own page and went offline on discord.

Ughhhhh

[what-if-doctor-who-was-yuri]

"what flavour of enby are you?"

irn bru next question

[sqtorux]

wasn't lying when i said id be very active lmaooooo

[deklo]

IM SO SLEEPY????

[mitamicah]

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[eileennatural]

I've written 500 of the total required 4500 words on this assessment. yippee 🙃