#and it’s unfamiliar and scary
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J vc: new planet, fresh start. I get a new job and work myself to exhaustion so that I don’t have to think about all the terrible things in my life, I will forget about Tessa and the gala incident and that monster that kept me around as a plaything pet and only the new work environment matters, i know it will only be short lived but anywhere is better than here.
N: hi.
J: THROWS A WHOLE BUILDING.
#;playing://bestmonologueever.mp3 (j)#sorry girl but you can’t keep working and run from your past#you need to talk about this eventually#but yeah I have to agree it’s a nice crossover#J was Never really my most active muse even though I really wanted to use her#and then the finale really spoiled my mood#like I never felt that much disappointment regarding a show before#but it annoyed me so hard that I was like fine#because again - there is no way they gave the virus a better ending than J#that was the most frustrating thing about it#and then you have Doll who just slaughtered her classmates so she can get to V#but J kept getting the shorter end of the stick when she genuinely did not had a choice in the matter#and her death was turned into a stale annoying running gag#so like yeah this au kinda made her active which i think is funny#they butchered this character so hard that I don’t even care writing for Doll and Khan anymore#doll is staying but she won’t be super active#…I still think it’s funny how I expected the possum or platypus but Lofty came with Tangle#mainly every issue J reads where Clutch is in she is like: I like and respect a good business man 👍#she really likes clutch but nah you don’t#you like clutch because he feels familiar and is sort of everything you grew up with#you know what to expect#with the DC you will be depressed like Mimic because you don’t know how to deal with any of that#and it’s unfamiliar and scary#but also kind of what you need
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Feeling unsafe is not the same as being unsafe and people are unable to distinguish between the two - you always have a right to be safe, but you do not necessarily have the right to always feel safe. This is an underlying theme in a lot of issues, like judging others' kinks, queerness, race, media analysis, and more; what the real heart of the problem is is unfamiliarity, things that people do not know and thus shrink away from in fear or disgust or discomfort. It can be a basic instinct to approach change and unfamiliarity with caution, but it needs to be an intentional act to challenge that fear/world view. It is something that we owe to the people around us, and that we owe to ourselves.
#I mean obviously this is not saying anything new#but often you will see people talk about feeling unsafe when strange and unfamiliar things are brought up#and they may feel unsafe but they are not *actually* unsafe#and they're not entitled to that feeling of safety over the existence of those unfamiliar to them#anyway that's the larger view of it and of owing that to others and ourselves in the name of human growth and development#but I started this post because I see it so much in media especially moreso nowadays#where I feel like media literacy is at an all time low#just because a movie evokes very strong and scary emotions doesn't mean it had a bad message or even was a bad movie#it's feelings you have to examine#this is about I saw the TV glow lol
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me the minute i'm hit with over exhaustion: i need to die bc nobody needs me and im tired of pretending to be capable of being human
#screaming at my brain to go to sleep bc this is a feeling that you sleep away usually#and then it gets bwtter#i honestly wish i had someone close enough to comfortably tell this to rather than posting on here#i really need someone to put me to sleep#i really want to be someone for somebody that they enjoy putting effort for#but im incapable of intimacy .....#no matter how much i try ....my efforts feel all in vain. the best i get at is pretending i can be emotionally intimate w someone#but then i just dip.... because it all feels unfamiliar and scary and .... scary#im such a coward i cant look at myself i dont know how to live with myself honestly#im so annoying for myself#my brain feels like mush#no rather my brain feels exactly like the ending parade in satoshi kon's paprika#everything just happening all at once every line blurred#; words generated by me#vent tw#tw vent#suicide ideation
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you know when you're going through a high stress situation that is prolonged and agonizing but you've put on a brave face and you think you've got this! 💪 and then a week into it you accidentally burn your quinoa and there's smoke and all of a sudden your skin is sloughing off and you feel like alice about to be swept away in a tide of her own tears? mmnnmm yeag.
#i cant fucking do this not at all actually im very scared and i have no idea what im gonna ddo for money and yeah i am. so scared#money isn't even scary if i can just find a job! but i need an apartment but i can't find an apartment unless i can pay for the rent#and i have to contact The Dude at some point but uh. hes mad. im scared.#augh delete later probably. im sitting on the stairs outside and smoking a cigarette which i really shouldn't do#did I tell you i was scared. i have these cruel nightmares of roaming the streets looking for nala and not finding her#and i wake up in a cold sweat in a panic not knowing where i am. everything is so unfamiliar !!!!#if things ever work out for me if i can find the money for deposit or get my investments back somehow i swear i will spend a month in compl#ete silence staring at the cieling just processing this#right now everything feels so GO GO GO and i am scared it might break me. i do not have the time for chronic ilness right now yk.#tummy ache. chewing on my cheek.#nothing to do than try to stay positive but man. this really fucking sucks and is really unfair#who knew being a people pleaser with 0 boundaries would come back to bite me in the ass.#/groan/
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things outside of your comfort zone are scary. scary because they're unfamiliar. unfamiliar because you choose to remain within your comfort zone.
#iconwannabe#text#text post#chaotic academia#chaotic#dark academia#light academia#thoughts#comfort zone#scary#unfamiliar
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I wish my teeth were sharper, my ears a bit pointier, that my face would spark just a bit of unease and unfamiliarity no matter how many times people see ut
#cryptic#cryptid#mild horror#monstercore#body horror.#creepy#cryptidcore#horror#my face#fear#scary#faecore#sharp teeth#pointy ears#uncanny valley#unfamiliarity#i want to look strange#and creepy#and just a little off
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flattered by everyone saying clay/asougi/vashwood are my blorbos even though I haven't posted about them in a while 🥺
although I don't think I'm deserving of being called a vashwood guy hsjdhsjdh
#khytal.ks#being perceived is so scary bc everyone who was here for my big clay moment knows my opinions on him#but the new fans/people unfamiliar with me probably think I'm an obnoxious person for liking clay 💀
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i keep thinking about how scared i am about starting college and im trying to hammer in "do it scared" with the like. 3 weeks i have before it starts
#somehow “dont trust how you feel about your life after 9 pm” was able to become something that immediately shuts down my anxiety#but “do it scared” hasnt quite sunk in yet#i keep thinking about how id have to drive by myself and go somewhere unfamiliar and start something new and IM SCARED!!!!!#i guess i have to remind myself that i survived the first days of middle school and high school even though they were new experiences#i know how to get to my college. its in a town close by that ive driven to many times#i also only have ONE CLASS. on my first day. i only have to be there for 2 hours max and i can go home#not to mention a first day is never anything scary. its usually just an introduction to the class#ughhhhhhhh i gotta logic my way out of anxiety#perfect logic and reasoning vs inherently illogical feeling that makes me feel like im gonna die if i do anything new who would win
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowoo‚ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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This was one of her first swims, lots of frantic splashing. She mostly figured out swimming before we left though! She didn't even ask to leave until right before her final swim too, which is shocking. And once we got out, she desperately needed to pee and actually wanted to go back inside (though maybe only because she saw another dog go in, idk)
#she was very brave and she did great annnd im excited to see how she feels next time#when the whole place is less scary/unfamiliar#whippet#misdemeanor#dogblr#petblr#swimming#video
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I DID IT I sent out two more applications!
#ive been rejected by two places and have three outgoing applications rn#my friends said its very brave of me for specifically wanting an internship not at a uni cuz the unknown is scary and its good that i#want to learn unfamiliar things
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jack thinks the wolf is a dangerous killing machine. the wolf, however, thinks that jack is perhaps the most baffling human he has ever encountered which is saying a lot because those things are already weird as hell.
#txt#every full moon this beast wakes up and is like god where the FUCK are we now. why are we always somewhere new and unfamiliar and scary.#where the hell is this fool's den. where is his pack. why does he live like this all the time.#and now I'VE got to get us both out of scary unfamiliar danger. again.#(danger could be a motel room on the side of the road or a cage in the lair of the bloodstone family or anywhere in between.)#what i'm saying is that the wolf calms down significantly once jack settles at bloodstone manor#and the cellar gets converted in a nice little Den for him
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(guy who hasnt seriously drawn anything that isnt scott and jimmy for like four months) hhhelp. hellp me
#trying to draw beasts. suffering#i dont even like drawing scott and jimmy that much theyre just. theyre just the only ones i draw#now its like im in scary unfamiliar waters#bree barks so fucking loud
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my new oc who is the worlds biggest love island fan n also unknowingly has the blood of hundreds possibly thousands on her hands
#sanders art tag#sander ocs#I am in the midst of designing her slightly less lame boyfriend as we speak 🫡#original character#for those unfamiliar w the concept there is a very commmon trope within the creepypasta community of stories that hinge on rules#the format will almost always be like ‘I got a WEIRD NEW JOB. here are the FIVE SCARY RULES they told me’#n then the story will be the protagonist navigating said job until they break a rule n Die Badly#it’s always been a very funny concept to me bc yall the Scary Rules get SO outlandish the more recent you get#like the first few were reasonable but then everyone started trying to one up another another#n now there’s like 6 hour long Scary Rule creepypastas it’s crazy#anyway. this is the lady who writes all of them. it’s canon now#this counts as a creepypasta oc right. right#I think so
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alexithymic autistic culture is having saved this graph into your phone and pulling it up whenever you feel like you're feeling something and need to check what exactly
#this is scary bc lately i was feeling an unfamiliar emotion and i looked at this graph and it's clearly love the fuck#for WHOM#i hate this feeling though bc with happiness i can stim out my limbs and regulate but with love im just sitting paralyzed here#i haven't felt a feeling like this ever the hell im supposed to do with it#; words generated by me#actually autistic#alexithymia#autistic culture
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