#;playing://bestmonologueever.mp3 (j)

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Who wants her as their minion because she is the perfect minion for you.

She can work full time without any breaks, nor does she need or want a paycheck or anything of the sort in return because don't worry she knows she is expendable AND she will follow every order without questioning it, she will do everything you say without any hesistation, super serious no goofing off because she does not know what fun is also easy to manipulate

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@musesofthesun @mixed-up-multiverse @serialxdesignationxj

I love their little outfits ;;

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J when she is focused / deep in thought on a drawing or writing something:

Clicking the pencil on repeat

Will chew on the pencil

Taps the pencil against the paper

Twirls the pencil between her fingers.

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"Can't the two of you just get a job?"

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Okay - she has a few weeks left to rectify this. She will do it.

Yay!

"HAH! Y‘see that, boss? An' ya doubted Santa‘s existence before. I worked hard to be on the naughty list!“

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@mixed-up-multiverse @musesofthesun @serialxdesignationxj

alphabet gang

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........

okay fine.

fires at v.

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"No. Down, girl. Bad."

Very monotone.

"Welp. I've done all I could."

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Kills a badnik and a cute little animal comes out turns to the rest of the DC with this face ????????????????????

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@musesofthesun @mixed-up-multiverse

good pilot

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Clutch: kill that one for me

J: okay

J: *the reaction N has when he killed "Tessa" after doing so*

Clutch: ???????????

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Robot who for once in her life has to make choices of her own and is terrified of it. Robot who resonates with the octopus and the possum. Robot who actually thinks the Restoration is simple minded and finds the concept of good vs evil or hero vs villain ridiculous because sometimes it’s not as simple as that and would qualify as a bad person and villain when the situation was a lot more complicated. Robot who likely comes to resent them because of that mindset but keeps doing her job because she doesn’t know what else to do but would grab an opportunity to join the possum if she has it. Robot who can easily get manipulated by Mimic and Clutch sadly

Robot who could have let the fame of being a hero get to her head but instead hates getting called a hero because she is anything but, people actually caring for her well being / care if she lives or dies or someone is nice to her is actually tearing her apart and she doesn’t understand why it hurts so much

Robot who is entirely terrified because she is holding her own fate for once and does not know what to do

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J has a lot of unresolved anger festering inside her. It was often concealed due to fear of consequences in the mansion. In a household where expressing anger led to punishment, J learned quickly to surpress her feelings to avoid conflict or judgement.

J reacts strongly to minor annoyances due to her surpressed emotions, causing her to lash out at those around her. Most of her emotions are restricted in some way. She might appear collected but eventually that pent up anger needs to be released.

This type of anger accumulates when she consistently avoids or ignores her feelings, because she believes it is wrong to express her anger (mansion) or because she is unaware how to handle her emotions. Pent up anger generally festers, causing her to explode unexpectedly or manifest in passive aggressive ways.

Pent up anger often builds up when someone faces on going stress and frustration that feels beyond someone’s control such as work pressures or challenging family dynamics or unresolved personal issues (the treatment they faced in the mansion, isolated by Cyn from the others, gala incident).

When these feelings aren’t acknowledged or processed, it leaves her constantly irritated. Feeling bitter, jealous or resentful in that moment are common occurrences with her, eventually exploding in unexpected and harmful ways.

J does both suppress her anger and repress it. Suppressing happens when she actively pushes uncomfortable thoughts, feelings or memories away because she does not know what to do with them.

Repressed anger is unintentionally avoided. Often as an attempt to avoid uncomfortable feelings related to stress, conflict, and tension.

Her traumatic experience at the gala and everything afterwards play a factor in it. Confused and ashamed, J does blame herself for the incident (and falling for Cyn‘s manipulation later) causing her to have a lot of internalized anger.

J is attuned to her environment and what matters is survival. If the faults of a co worker reflect upon her as well, she will be strict and harsh.

Stress, a horrible work environment, abuse, the massacre, the only one who knows of Tessa’s fate, the deaths Cyn caused her and not getting a break from Cyn while she is the one getting the orders have been nothing but taxing on her - something she will then take out on those around her.

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@musesofthesun @mixed-up-multiverse

Some other wips I may probably never finish(? I like how my wife J turned out❗❗

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J would absolutely relish the opportunity of a direct approach within in the restoration because killing is what she is programmed to do, killing is fun. Lanolin says kill and she is like ON IT BOSS.

But it also made me realize how brutal she likely is just beating others up. All that pent up anger is no longer used on N but other villains. Plus … it’s gonna take some time getting used to because organics are more fragile.

Clutch, an old man is in the hospital with broken bones entirely covered in bandages

Rough and Tumble have injuries everywhere they are so scared that they just become good skunks

Mimic misses all his arms

Others were stabbed too much or have broken bones

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J vc: new planet, fresh start. I get a new job and work myself to exhaustion so that I don’t have to think about all the terrible things in my life, I will forget about Tessa and the gala incident and that monster that kept me around as a plaything pet and only the new work environment matters, i know it will only be short lived but anywhere is better than here.

N: hi.

J: THROWS A WHOLE BUILDING.