#and it woke me up and I was crying
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I had a S*pernatural dream against my will and it actually made me really sad. Not only did I have a dream about a fandom I stopped caring about after high school, but it made me sad. I’m never sleeping again.
#supernatural#it was weird#there was like no build up#but it was Sarah and John being happy in front of the boys#but the boys were the age of the show and not kids#and they were trying to get them to like join in on family activities#and Sam walked away and also Lucifer was there with them?#and they were talking#and then you just hear Dean yelling#because he didn’t get that growing up#he got yelled at and abused because Sarah was gone and John was a bad father#and Sarah tried to gaslight him about it#and then John had to be like#yeah okay I was a horrible dad haha sorry won’t happen again#and Lucifer was comforting Sam because I think he wanted to possess him again#again? did that ever happen?#idk#but yeah#Dean started crying while yelling#and it woke me up and I was crying
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here's a thought:
tsukishima kei is mean. he complains that you talk too much, laughs when you flunk your tests, and insists that you're clingy. others wonder why you're even with him.
but they don't know that when he tsks at your rambling, he shifts one side of his headphones away to hear your voice. they don't know that even though he teases you for your low test scores, he would stay up late at night just to tutor you till you'd get it right. they don't know that after rolling his eyes at your affection, he places a chaste kiss on your forehead and hides his red face in your hair.
so when they say you deserve better, you laugh at their cluelessness and state with a smile, "he's more than everything i could ever want." and he falls in love with you all over again.
#tsukishima x reader#tsukishima x you#tsukishima kei x reader#tsukishima kei#haikyuu tsukishima#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu#tsukishima kei is bad at feelings#but he tries#and i love him for that#this was so spontaneous#5am thoughts#i woke up and chose to be down bad#tsukishima kei fluff#pure fluff#i want to cry#can you tell that he means everything to me
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Women are so attractive actually i love women so much it’s actually insane
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#you know that ‘i saw a woman so beautiful i started crying’ post??#actually me rn#women just hnnnngggg#yall are SO attractive i can’t do this#people ask me my type and my brain pictures Every Woman™️#also i didn’t stay up till 5am this time#i woke up after 2 hours🙃#and got on my phone and saw too many women and got emotional about it#lol#im gay and i like sleeping
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long rest after the house of grief
(also known as crawling in bed with your bf and your bf’s bf to allow yourself some selfish comfort)
#halsin#shadowheart#halsin x tav#shadowheart x tav#art crimes with koko#LET ME HUG THE BABYGIRL#finishing this quest made me cry so hard I woke up with a headache the next day#Jacek may be a bitch but gosh he does give a good hug
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Charlos moments in Bahrain GP full access
#there's so much to unpack#just say you two went to sleep together and woke up together we won't judge#just carlos breaking charles by reminding they won't be teammates for long#the way carlos waits patiently when charles told him to is so husband#squeeze the plushie when you hate me.. carlos you menace#i will miss their laughter#the eye contacts#the lack of personal space#i will start crying now thanks#carlos sainz jr#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#charlos#c2#charles x carlos#scuderia ferrari#f1#formula 1#bahrain gp 2024
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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#I'm not okay today#I woke up not okay#The sore throat definitely doesn't help#Anyway I'll be crying and listening to 1D if anyone needs me#louis tomlinson#harry styles#liam payne#niall horan#zayn malik#one direction#1d#14 years of one direction
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i... wrote a smol fic (っ´▽`*)っ
also!!!!! If you haven't seen it - shoutout to first ever published fic in Ninja Showdown/My Immortal Soul tags - Lustrous Red by @missadmyre !!!
#ninja showdown#my immortal soul#first ninja x chase young#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#rc9gn#chase young#xiaolin showdown#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn plop plop#well i say smol fic.... but those 4k words felt very long.#i did say i was going to direct my energy into writing >.> and now look at me ive gone insane#no actually dont look at me im just gonna go cry over my 20k words of rough drafts for like dozen ideas that are now going#to haunt my every waking moment like JESUS i woke up today and literally wrote out 1k words of an idea for a modern au for those two TToTT#its literally an au where its a meet cute turned meet violent and first is randy's sorta dad and chase wants to adopt omi#not to mention a different AU where its an epic mystery adventure AAAAAAA someone heeeelppppp meeeee#also. its been a month but im still staring so intently at missadmyre's fic hoping for another crumb. like thank you sm for the food!!!!#ive literally been rereading it several times after i went insane about it on my main blog and im still slurping at it like a starved perso#Ive been collecting my ideas like a dragon but after reading that fic i was like: I WANT TO READ MORE FICS ABOUT THEM#but i dont wanna be a whiny baby&beg others and be annoying about it. So i put on my big person pants and was like f it WE R WRITINg NOW#so i dont care how bad my writing will be. we gonna be balling on those ideas and YES it doesnt make sense im just v rambly rn
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xinmo: sup bitch
e-ming:
e-ming: bitchless
#xinmo: crying as it goes back to lbh#e-ming: motherless fatherless bitchass behaviour#I just woke up#don’t ask me where I got this hc from#I don’t want to go to work#svsss#tgcf#xin mo#e ming#hua cheng#lbh#luo binghe#hualian#bingqiu
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GUYS THERE’S A CLIP OF CALLUM AND RAYLA FIGHTING THE SNOW MONSTER!!!!!
EDIT: The one of my Netflix is different!! It’s them crossing the frozen sea!!!
#also the fact that they are after its heart has me like 🙃#woke up at 3:00 am because of the storm how am I supposed to sleep now?!?!#the way he runs to her side when she falls 🥺#screaming crying throwing up#tdp spoilers#tdp s6 spoilers#the dragon prince#rayllum
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hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually
if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it
#(don’t listen too closely though I’m a bad singer lol)#I tried to post this Sunday night but it didn’t go through#I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried#not leverage#hozier#slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours#woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am)#and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work#I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off#I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night 💀#worth it#seeing him was a spiritual experience fr#and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didn’t plan for this#also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp#I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like 👀👀👀#I’m not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever#it worked out in the end
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if anything more happens to him i think i might actually die
#qsmp#qsmp eggs#qsmp dapper#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp bbh#q!badboyhalo#q!bbh#qsmp fanart#dapper qsmp#dapper#qsmpblr#mcyt#mcyt fanart#bbh#badboyhalo#bbh fanart#badboyhalo fanart#myart#please i love this little guys so much my cat woke me up to watch him loose that life i’m so sososo upset please god don’t let anything#more happen to my boy i’ll cry. wont be okay
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I think I'm less disappointed with the finale than others because I was there for the me3 finale debacle lol
The bad part is that me3 finale made sense. It was just um, straight up one of the worst ideas they could ever think of, but it made- sigh.
Here you have like, the perfect build up, the stakes are me2 level of "if I fucked up during the pt my friends are gonna pay the price", and closure with your companions. However it's contradictory asf, it forces you to break immersion and, in the wrongest moment for a rational thought makes you say "wait, why are we back to step 1? what about the bli- aw the lost elf theme ;; hold on, why aren't you bringing up the things that has been repeated nonstop via super long expositions throughout the game?? MR. MORRIS COME BACK, CONFUSE ME AGAIN"
It's gorgeous, but it doesn't make sense, and then it does, and then it doesn't again. I am confusion
Back in my days (lmaooo) we got an apology and a 2gb free dlc called "extended cut" that was like this meme
but it did patch only a few things. The finale stayed there. Immutable
and we only had to presume what went wrong during development, but then we all saw the artbook and agreed that maybe there were interferences from above and that the real treasure was the friends we made along the way and that would die horribly if you had 50% or less of reactivity that you could raise only by playing the multiplayer and those who were playing the game on a console had to spend money to gain access to it
Yeah, I don't think they're good at finales. "But at least"
#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers#phylactery#bioware critical#dav critical#and fucking hell#me3 critical#<- this is a defunct tag guys you have no idea the trauma it brings back#I'm trying to remind myself that 'there is worse'#I just finished talking about this and I needed to order my thoughts lol#story repeating itself yada yada#I remember my ex playing me3 for two days straight from the day it came out. no sleep#food in front of a screen and days off school to finish the darn game because it was An Event. THE climax#and one morning I woke up and saw him in the kitchen looking at the wall with the void between his lids#'you have no idea' he said in the softest most heartbroken voice#then went straight to sleep lol#I always say that dav reminds me of me2 and like#that game has one of the best ending I've seen in action media lol#1 and 2 had great finales actually#but when it comes to final final definitive endings um#leaving earth starts playing and I'm crying on the kitchen floor#cause betrayed by beloved media
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The Nefarious CoatHanger
#just woke up from my nap..insanely cruel of my brain to give me a dream where the current hurricane is suddenly veering completely left#totally missing florida. only for there to be a worse one forming. somehow#like in my dream legit i saw the weather radar of it going left suddenly and i was like oh thank god#and then zoomed in and saw ANOTHER one listed as a category 7??? and got so scared i felt like i was in a horror movie#like wow great dream thanks brain. not like i need some escapism#i stg i cannot cry anymore i dont want to but im still so afraid for what might happen 😭😭😭😭😭😭#ugh whatever I'm sorry for worrying you guys..... bye bye#ruby rambles
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Have your medical caretaker forget (or your medical whumper ‘forget’) to numb whumpee before a minor but painful operation.
They have to follow up with a sedative to help whumpee ‘calm down,’ blissfully unaware (or cruelty reveling) that they’re still in excruciating pain.
Whumpee is still in pain, but they’re too confused and exhausted by the sedative to communicate that to their caretakers.
#whump#whump prompt#angst#medical whump#medical neglect#medical malpractice#sedatives#analgesics#nonconsensual drugging#based on my most recent surgical exploits. bc apparently they’re supposed to numb you locally before a nerve block???#now it makes sense why the anesthesiologist was so annoyed that I was crying. she literally forgor to give me lidocaine aldjtbdsjwjjajs#she was training a nurse how to do it and it was busy I forgive her. but realizing it wasn’t supposed to hurt like hell#and then have me spaced out while trying to meet w the surgeon was not the intended effect.#versed and me get along like a prohibition brewer and moonshine#I remember agonizing pain and then nothing. and then I woke up in recovery.
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pen loved hotch the most out of everyone on the team imo 😶
#they all did i know#especially emily when he was stabbed was super protective of him#but idk#i feel like pen genuinely showed so much care for him#like in the route 66 episode? they didn’t look worried enough to me#like at first they were but then they didn’t look that much#like that scene where reid wears those sunglasses idkkk it just feels like they’re so chill while i would be screaming and crying#but then again he’s the loml but STILL#pen was super worried 🥺 she stayed there she gave him a lil kiss when he woke up#idk i just want him to be loudly loved#and that wasn’t enough#hotch 🪐
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