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sugurouge ยท 2 days
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โ€” we can go over time : yamato endo x f!reader
summary: foreplay with endo, cause i said so ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿฝ
content warnings! nsfw, edging, teasing, cursing, oral receiving
wc: 900
a/n: i think this is my favourite endo piece so far
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Typically, the roles in bed are shared quite fairly. Endo doesnโ€™t have much of a need for control or dominance when it comes to you. He adores seeing you on top, hands free to roam your heavenly figure while his head can rest comfortably against the sofa as you ride him. Listening to your demands, and deciding to disobey one of his favourite ways to misbehave.
But teasing you? Turning you into his pretty mess? That is a devilish intrigue Endo could never pass up on. No, Yamato loves to tease you. Thereโ€™s something so awfully enticing about sex with you, a kind of safe space where he can enjoy making you squirm and beg without feeling guilt. He takes pleasure in seeing your mind surrender to him, therefore more often than not he will end up extending foreplay.
His hands leave feather-light touches along your calves and outer thighs before gripping your hips. His lips mirror the intensity of his fingers, trailing kisses from your neck down to your stomach, making you grip his hair and tug at his roots while your legs part for him all too willingly.
Endo kisses, nips, and tickles all your sensitive areasโ€”from your knee to between your thighs. His lips and tongue feel your muscles tense beneath his touch, your body jerking slightly from how sensitive he makes you until tears form in your eyes and your voice pleads for him.
โ€œYamato, please,โ€ you breathe, your mind unraveling, as he finally removes his shirt and leans in once more. His soft lips brush against the shell of your ear, and a chuckle tickles you before his teeth graze your earlobe. โ€œPleaseโ€ฆโ€ you repeat, your hands now running over his chest and abdomen, nails scratching over the lines of his tattoos, until your fingers grip the waistband of his trousers.
A gentle kiss on your cheek makes you sigh as Yamatoโ€™s lips leaves one peck after another over your faceโ€”along your jawline, the tip of your nose, and your templeโ€”until they finally meet yours in a deep kiss.
โ€œSo impatient,โ€ he whispers into your mouth before breaking the kiss with a grin. Mischief dances in his pretty eyes, and you know youโ€™re in for a long ride.
โ€œYamatoโ€”โ€
โ€œYouโ€™ll like it. All of it,โ€ he promises sweetly, already descending between your legs once more, yet his gaze never leaves yours.
He holds your legs, stroking your sides to keep them warm, while his hair tickles your inner thighs. His lips pay attention to your most sensitive parts, working their way along your thighs to your throbbing pussy. He then halts for a moment. How could his lust-filled gaze not drop to your pussy? She's begging for him with every pulse. A puff of cool air has you clench around nothing, and Endo savours your little whinesโ€”they always make him feel so needy to please you. His lingering stare is so intense that you still grow timid when you're exposed to him like this. Face against puffy lips, icy blues locked onto your nervous form.
Your fingers clutch the bedsheets in a desperate measure to keep yourself grounded, hips begging for more of your lover. Anf finally, finally, Endo mirrors his previous kisses on your right leg, He leans in, planting kisses and lovebites along the skin while his fingernails drag down your body, they dig into your soft flesh until you moan from the enticing pleasure.
โ€œYamato, I swearโ€ฆโ€ you stop mid-sentence as he spreads your legs further, pressing your thighs against your torso. His lips have long since found your clit, his tongue swirling around it like it's his favourite treat, only to abandon it when he senses your growing pleasure.
Sounds that almost resemble sobs escape your bitten lips, your back arching as you crave more than just his peppered kisses over your skin. The way he teases you drives you mad, the tiny sparks of stimulation nearly sending you into overdrive before they fade away once more.
Endo returns to run his lips over your bodyโ€”this time along your pussy lips and the soft skin above your slit, so close yet still far from the friction you need. You feel your slick running down, your walls throbbing with each kitten lick or puff of air against you and every chaste kiss to your exposed slit.
Why did you end up with a sadistic bastard like him?
โ€œYamato, I just want to cum!โ€ you nearly growl, your impatience and frustration evident in your voice as you struggle against the way he keeps you so vulnerable.
Yet he smiles at you, looking all innocent and unbothered. โ€œI know, baby. Youโ€™re dripping.โ€ What a menace he is.
Embarrassment makes you clamp your thighs around his head, muffling your whines to his ears, but Yamato only laughs against your cunt, his tongue finally lapping up your arousal. โ€œSo sweet and desperate,โ€ he murmurs into your drenched folds, his nose now adding pressure to your clit. He brings you tantalisingly close to your orgasm, his fingers stretching you open while he seems unable to stop devouring you.
Only when your thighs tremble and a pleased โ€œyes!โ€ bounces off the walls does he pull back. To rest on his shins, the warmth of his palms warming the top of your knees. โ€œNo?โ€ Yamato muses, his grin illuminated by the slick coating his lips and chin, similar to the tears running down your cheeks in frustration over your once more ruined pleasure.
โ€œI hate you so fucking much.โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t~โ€ but his remark is cut short by a yelp as you pounce at him, successfully straddling his lap. His hands rest on your waist as your lips melt against each other, finally grinding down on him without letting the cheeky bastard stop you.
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allzelemonz ยท 1 day
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Image: Dutch Van der Linde X Male Reader
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Pronouns: he/him, Reader referred to as โ€˜boyโ€™ Physical Sex: AMAB Rating: T/Violence Warnings: period typical homophobia, internalized homophobia, d/s undertones, reader implied to be younger, age gap, bruises Summary: You mess up and show a little affection in public, Dutch is set off.
You werenโ€™t thinking. Itโ€™s been so long since the gang had gone out to a saloon with all this running back West and youโ€™d gotten so used to getting to do what you want affection wise. Dutch, however, did not forget. He was, and always is, thinking so very deeply about everything imaginable. So when you leaned over and brushed your hand against his, he noticed. He noticed like that voice itching the back of his brain said everyone else did.
So he grabbed your arm, fingers bruising at your bicep, and hauled you out and into the alley. A somewhat confused Arthur and Hosea following after and lingering just off the street as Dutch pulls you into shadow.
โ€œThe hell are you thinkinโ€™, boy?โ€ Dutch huffs, squeezing harshly at your arm.
โ€œI didnโ€™t--โ€
โ€œFolks in this state get killed for that and we donโ€™t need the goddamn heat.โ€ His eyebrows fall downward into an angry crinkle. โ€œDo you understand?โ€
You watch the twitch of his eyes, the way they scan over your face like a man thatโ€™s never seen you before. And seeing Dutch so irate with nerves makes words catch in your throat, so you settle for nodding.
โ€œGo get on the damn horse, boy.โ€ Dutch huffs, shoving you towards the awaiting Hosea and Arthur.
You stumble, but do as youโ€™re told. Arthur joins you as Hosea talks to Dutch, both waving the two of you off.
Arthur turns his horse towards the south road. โ€œYou can stay in my tent tonight.โ€ He mutters. โ€œโ€˜Less you wanna have Dutch yelling all night.โ€
So you do. You lie down on your spare bedroll under the same tent as Arthur, who snores louder than a train, utterly and completely restless without Dutch holding you. All because you forgot you canโ€™t be such an invert outside of camp. Thatโ€™s what echoes in your head until you fall asleep late into the night.
The morning isnโ€™t much better. Grimshaw comes by, kicks your leg to wake you up and shouts at Arthur as she rattles off chores for the day. You try to lose yourself in cutting wood that morning. Hoseaโ€™s usual Dutch Damage Control, patent pending, keeps the rest of the gang from asking questions. Even Uncle keeps away while you have an axe in hand, not daring to ask for money while youโ€™re in this state.
It isnโ€™t until your arms ache that someone finally stops you, a hand landing on your shoulder and squeezing. You freeze, knowing itโ€™s Dutch from the familiar rough rings digging into your skin.
โ€œYouโ€™re overdoing it.โ€ He mutters.
โ€œIโ€™m fine.โ€
His hand squeezes harshly, enough to make you want to squirm but Dutch trained you out of that a long time ago. โ€œTent, boy. Now.โ€
When his hand leaves your shoulder, you drop the axe without another word. The walk to his tent is silent. The whole camp is on edge as Dutch drops the flaps of his tent. You wait in the middle of the wooden platform of a floor, knowing heโ€™ll tell you where to sit. He does, gestures to the cot.
As you sit, he stares for a moment. His eyes look over you and he adjusts his rings before he speaks. โ€œHosea said I was too harsh with you.โ€
โ€œIt was fine.โ€
โ€œShirt.โ€
You look up at him for a moment before taking it off. His hand comes to your arm the second itโ€™s gone, fingers brushing the bruises that formed from his grip.
โ€œJust needed you to understand whatโ€™s at stake.โ€ He sighs. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, darlinโ€™.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™ve done worse.โ€
โ€œOnly when asked.โ€ Dutch shakes his head, moving his hand to tilt your head up. โ€œI never get carried away like that. Iโ€ฆ I was simply worried, my dear.โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t have to explain.โ€ You turn your head away from his hand. โ€œJust Hoseaโ€™s words anywayโ€ฆโ€
โ€œStop that.โ€ He snaps. โ€œYouโ€™re my boy, arenโ€™t you?โ€
You take a breath, staring off into nothing for a moment before nodding lightly.
โ€œThen believe me when I say Iโ€™m sorry.โ€ Dutch sighs as he sits beside you, his arm wrapping around your shoulders and pulling you to lean against him. โ€œIf Iโ€™m gonna run cons in town, I need to seem respectable. Thatโ€™s all.โ€
โ€œI know.โ€ You mutter.
โ€œIโ€™ll take you out this week, a dinner away from campโ€ฆ nice hotel.โ€ He chuckles. โ€œBut if anyone asks, youโ€™re my nephew.โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t have to make it up to me, Dutch, just donโ€™t go crazy like thatโ€ฆโ€ You speak softly, leaning further into him until he puts his arms around you.
โ€œDid I scare my boy?โ€
โ€œNot that much of a pansy.โ€ You mutter.
He sighs, running a hand through your hair. โ€œI missed you last night.โ€
โ€œCould take a nap.โ€
He hums, kissing the top of your head. โ€œWonderful idea, my boy.โ€
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theamphibianmen ยท 2 months
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Putting the word dissociate on a high shelf where no one can reach it forever and ever sorry
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eikichi-supremacy ยท 6 months
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿผ#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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lxnarphase ยท 8 months
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โ”โ” โ ah-ah, barbie, you're so fine! โž
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special treatment : thighs edition
โ˜พโ‚Šโ€งโบ...ft. : kamo choso + itadori yuuji + higuruma hiromi + ryomen sukuna
โ˜พโ‚Šโ€งโบ...cw : pussy eating, facesitting, somnophilia, dirty talk, fingerfucking, overstimulation, praise kink, degradation, desperation, oral fixation, squirting, creampie, choso being whiny, yuuji being a little shit, yuuji is 21yrs & a college student, hiromi being pussydrunk, sukuna being whipped
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โœง k. choso : poor choso, ever since the first time he's gotten a taste of what's between your thighs, he's begging you every day just to eat your cunt. but today? today must be a bad day, because choso is desperate. his already between your thighs, whimpering and whining as he mouths at you through your underwear, tears in his eyes as he begs you to give him a little taste. once you do, his eyes are rolling back just from the first lick.
"you taste so good, fuck, so good, thank you, thank you, mmph, so delicious, i can't get enough." "can you cum again? i know it's been 4 times already, but please? please, please, pleaase, pretty thing, i need itttt..." "oh my goddd, you're cumming? yes, yes, cum on my tongue, pretty please, i'll fuck you so good after, just keep cumming, don't hold back." "stop-stop running away, i know your pretty pussy is all sensitive b-but i just, i can't stop...but you know you can say the safeword and i'll stop, right? ...what? you-you like being overstimulated...? fuck, fuck, okay, let me make you squirt on my tongue then i'll fuck you good, okay?"
โœง i. yuuji : yuuji's always been a smug little shit whenever it came to teasing you. what starts off with him tickling you and blowing raspberries into your stomach turns nto hot kisses against your stomach that let down to the waistband of your underwear as he pushes your shirt up higher on your body. he can't help but grin up at you when he notices the wet spot on your panties from his little kisses.
"d'awww, bunny, y'so cute! look at how wet you are. is that 'cus of me? ehehe, i know, i know, teasing is mean, but i can't help it...you're just so adorable." "y'know i can practically feel your heartbeat whenever i kiss it? mhm, i can feel that, pretty girl. don't cover your face, baby, you're so cute!" "your thighs are so soft. i could stay between here forever, fuck goin' to classes or missions, i'd rather just eat you out until you pass out." "open up these legs a little more, let me get my fingers in there...thereeee we go, such a pretty lil' bun, aren't you?" "you're so messy! did i do this to you? yeah? aww, my pretty girl likes meee! i felt how you squeezed on my fingers! so cute!
โœง h. hiromi : ever since you made a comment about his nose, saying 'doja is right about big noses' in passing to him, hiromi has been curious. curious enough to the point where he looks it up, seeing the video of said woman. so, you wanted to sit on his face and grind on his nose, hm? you've never sat on his face before but he was sure to change that.
"i don't care if you think i'll die, i want you to sit on my face. i'm giving you the chance to either have control of your pace or let me do what i want with you. so, what's your decision?" "see? it's not that bad, angel, you forget your husband isn't some weakling...now c'mon on, get yourself right over my mouth, let me taste you." "god, you're so beautiful like this. i need you on my face more often, you're dripping all over my mouth...such a good girl for me." "heh...i knew you said my nose was perfect for sitting on but i didn't realize it would get you this riled up. go ahead, sweet thing, you can keep grinding that clit on it...just like that, just let me make you feel good." "good lord, i never wanna leave between your thighs. so fucking sweet, shit, angel, you've got me wrapped around that pretty finger. c'mon, let me devour you all night, i'll let you get up when i'm done."
โœง r. sukuna : getting sukuna to lay on his back without him instantly taking control of the situation was easier than you thought. hell, even crawling up higher so that you were hovering over his face was too. but little did you know, sukuna was intrigued, liking the side of you where you would just take control of him, knowing that only you had the right to do that...especially if it meant he got to eat you until you soaked his face.
"you know i should kill you for thinking you can just sit on my face like i'm some kind of personal chair. i am the king of curses, not a piece of furniture...what? ...hm. i guess you do look...good over me like this." "...huh? sorry, i wasn't listening. when are you going to sit on my face? you keep blabbering, but i can see the way that sticky cunt is dripping for me. are you gonna just let it go to waste?" "oh. shit. you've been holdin' out on me, haven't you, diamond? shit, i can see all of you from down here...nah, keep grinding on my face, little one, use me for your pleasure...let me see you cum on my mouth." "such a fucking slut. my mouth is coated in your cum, but you still wanna keep going? my tongue that good for you?" "no, no, i'm not letting you back down until you beg, diamond. tell me how badly you want me to fuck your pussy with my tongue...hm. good enough."
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yandere! elf x reader
Character belonging to @meo-eiru
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(I hope I did him justice)
You are quite fed up with your stupid captor coddling you like a "mother" and then coaxing you to swallow his cum. While you have tried to correct his thinking, talking just didn't cut it. You had to take action now.
"Sit down." You speak to Silas as soon as he comes into the home, tone authoritative. He gives you a large smile, ears flushing- since when have you ever greeted him so cutely!? He happily chirps his assent and sets down a basket of various berries and herbs to sit with you on his couch.
"How are you? Are you hungry? Are you thirsty-"
"Do you remember what I have told you about mothers?" You interrupt him and take a sip from your mug, which contains a latte thankfully absent of his cum.
Silas claps and then finally picking up on your tone, decides to lower his hands and voice to sound serious. "Yes! You said mothers care for their children so they grow into adults and then let them go to support them from afar. And you said that mothers don't....uhm..." It was a genuine mental block, Silas didn't like or understand what you told him about his un-motherly behavior so he forgot it entirely.
As you silently scrutinize him, Silas begins to tear up. "I-I'm sorry I forgot-- I was listening I promise but I just can't- it's so hard." He blubbers and then wails, tears spilling over his cheeks. Months ago you would have thought it was over-dramatic acting trying to gain your sympathy. Ah, such a sweet thought. But no, this elf couldn't help but cry over the idea of disappointing you- or worse, not giving you his full undivided attention.
"That's ok, Silas." His waterworks stop when you softly use his name, a rare treat. "I know, it's complicated for you. So we are going to try something different today, I am going to show you everything that a mother cannot do." You set down your mug.
"Ok! Please show me!" He readily agrees, fired up despite his cheeks still being wet.
"Show you, what mothers never do." You emphasize and crawl into his lap, gently pushing him down on his couch.
He tilts his head in confusion, "Mothers don't do this?"
"They do not." You assert and press your lips to his. You start off the kiss with searing heat, all tongue and teeth. You slurp his own tongue into your mouth and nibble it- he squeaks and jerks but your hands hold his face still. Through the thin gossamer fabric of his clothes you feel his cock begin to harden. Quick to seize the opportunity, you grind down harshly on him, using the rough material of your own pants and the rolling of your hips to push his dick down as it struggles to stand.
Silas is beside himself, his hands have naturally come to rest on your hips and cannot decide if they should push or pull you. His hips have a mind of their own, bouncing up against you as you cruelly keep his now fully-hard member between his thighs. He is seeking friction and relief now, different from the controlled release of his 'feedings'. The noises that come from his mouth are high in pitch and frequent, he slips out 'please's in between your bites. Only after you are satisfied he will remain under you do you pull your mouth away from his.
"Who can do this to someone else, Silas?" You demand coolly. He squirms under you and your hips still. Coming down from the feelings of surprise, Silas thinks hard about his answer.
"M....Mothers?" His hesitant answer is progress.
You briefly lift your hips just so his cock can raise against the back of your ass and then you sit back down- hard. Silas throws his head back and yelps, his thighs trembling.
"No." Comes your rigid response. Silas is crying and squirming, likely without realizing he is doing so. He doesn't give you a response, only moans and sniffles. You grip his face until he looks at you.
"Silas, this is what a lover would do." You lift and roll your hips so his dick can finally stand up, and you place yourself behind it so it sits between your crotch and his stomach. You grind on him without build-up, setting a rough and hard pace. To keep your balance you place your hands on his chest and pinch his nipples hard enough you know it hurts.
He is practically possessed under you, letting out the deepest sounds you had heard from him as they become unlocked from his chest. He fully grinds his hips against yours, holds your ass tightly. Typically he touches himself lightly, as if unsure why he is doing it. The wetness he feels from between your legs, restricted by your clothing. The warmth, angry painful warmth, from his cockhead against his own stomach and the trail of thick cum that has begun sliding down his stomach from all of his bucking. Dimly, Slias is aware of how small you are compared to him, not small like a child anymore. Small in a different way, still exciting but new. Would his throbbing piece fit inside of you? Would you even let him? Small as you are, clearly you are an experienced and controlled adult. For the first time since he found you, you finally hold power over him. Now he wants to relinquish all of his power, trust it in the hands of someone who can make him feel so good, so used, so...in the back of his mind Silas remembers a term he read in human erotica, "sexy".
"Lovers milk cocks, lovers pin each other down, lovers touch these parts. Only lovers, no one else is allowed." He wonders how he could have ever thought your voice was innocent. Just hearing you made his ears tickle and his balls tighten. Would you say his name in that husky tone? Would you say his name the way he is chanting yours, mouth thick with drool and tongue too abused to enunciate?
He is choking under you, at this point you can't tell if he is processing your words or not. Finally without warning he snaps, his orgasm zaps through him with a ruthlessness that he hasn't experienced before. His cum coats your pants and his stomach, his cock twitches under you. He moans softly, erotically, as he comes down from his high. On your ass his fingers are twitching, weak from the strongest orgasm of his life but desperate to continue holding you. You pull away anyway, deciding that your work is done. You could now change into clean clothes and hopefully be done with this strange misguided pseudo-incest coming from the biggest bimbo of his species. No more waking up to hear "A good mother always feeds her children!" and receiving a cumshot to the face. You briefly clean the cum off of your own skin and slip into decidedly more comfortable clothes, finding Silas where you left him.
You are tempted to leave him on the couch, shuddering in his afterglow. But your sympathy wins out, you quickly clean him off with a rag (and ignore the way he starts loudly moaning as you touch him), throw a blanket onto him, and place a cup of water by his head.
"Rest for a bit. Once you can walk, clean yourself up. I'm going to make dinner." You turn to go to the kitchen but Silas catches your wrist.
Patiently, you look at him and wait for him to speak. But nothing comes out, the elf stares at his hand holding onto you, mesmerized by your fragility. Something so dainty he could easily break it- this used to terrify him. But now he can only think of ways to restrain you, or to be touched by you.
"Ok, let go. We need food." You sigh and pull your hand back but his grip tightens.
"I am not your mother."
Your face lights up, thank god! He caught on way faster than you thought he would! You should have done this ages ago! Of course some backwards pervert elf would respond to backwards pervert reasoning.
"Yes! Perfect!" In your excitement you are patting his massive shoulder and grinning, "You got it. I am an adult, not a child. You are not my mother, and I don't need a mother. So no more feedings-"
With a speed you didn't know he had, Silas pulled you against his chest. You groan with frustration.
"Fuck! Not this again! I'm not going to suck your tits, your mammary glands don't produce milk if not pregnant-"
"Lovers..." He rasps against your ear. You still as one of his hands, suddenly so intimidatingly large, slides down your back and pushes itself into your pants. His fingers glide between your asscheeks and curiously rub at your hole. You are flinching from the contact, his arms iron cages. He raises his legs and puts them between your own, then spreads them so your hole is forcibly exposed for his fingering.
"No- this isn't what I meant. We aren't lovers, lovers are- it's different. It requires a mutual component of emotional intimacy and chemical responses from environmental circumstances-" He presses a kiss to your ear and then wiggles his tongue inside. You writhe against him until he withdraws.
"Hmm~ I don't get it." He cheerily says and his fingers begin thrusting into you. "But I am not a mother, I understand now. I'm sorry for making so many mistakes." Your clean pants are becoming drenched in your own slick. "We will only do lover things from now on. Milking, Pinning, Touching. Both of us." He whispers sappily into your ear, positively lovestruck. You are still as cute as ever, protesting against the things that make your body feel good. He understands now that you are used to giving, which is why you gave him so much pleasure. He will have to be more assertive a lover for you, to make sure that your body is milked, pinned, and touched.
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Remember that one time Merlin called Arthur a toad then said magic was outlawed so heโ€™d never turn into a handsome prince?
What if he kept doing that casually, as his way of showing Arthur magic can be useful.
For example:
Arthur: do you ever wish there was a way to start fires without needing to gather firewood?
Merlin: there is. Your father outlawed it.
Arthur: there mustโ€™ve been a reason. Fire can be dangerous if it gets out of control.
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And he tries to defend it, but it doesnโ€™t hold up and over time Arthur starts just making sarcastic comments instead of actual defenses
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Arthur: torches are so inconvenient. We need a better way to make light that can keep hands free for swords or other weapons.
Merlin: Magic, but itโ€™s illegal so youโ€™re stuck with carrying a torch.
Arthur: last time I needed light because you were dying it wasnโ€™t evil.
Merlin: well, itโ€™s unfortunate that you donโ€™t know how to use magic then, sire.
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Until he just canโ€™t defend it
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Arthur: six weeks?! I canโ€™t miss six weeks of training for a broken foot! Is there some way to speed it up? Or justโ€ฆ fix it now?
Gaius: I donโ€™t think-
Merlin: yes.
Gaius, who knows Merlinโ€™s plan: *sigh*
Arthur: Thank god. Do it then.
Merlin: No. Itโ€™ll land us all on the pyre and Iโ€™m quite fond of, yโ€™know, breathing, so suck it up.
Arthur: why is that kind of magic illegal? Surely healing isnโ€™t evil.
Gaius: what you ask is treason, sire. Please be cautious.
Arthur: โ€ฆ
โ€”
Merlin: who knows? Maybe all the bandits will decide to magically take a day off so you can go hunting without being hunted.
A few hours later, being chased through the woods by bandits:
Arthur: non magic sucks!
Merlin: yep. You can always repeal the ban once youโ€™re king!
Arthur: huhโ€ฆ you know, I think I will.
Merlin: great, pardon my treason then. *magically knocks out the bandits and summons their horses and Arthurโ€™s weapons back*
Arthur: THIS WHOLE TIME?!
Merlin: yep.
Arthur: โ€ฆ
Arthur: I canโ€™t believe that worked.
Merlin: me neither, to be honest, sire.
โ€”
Then they both laugh about it and Arthur repeals the ban, magic is free, Morgana is never evil, Agravaine doesnโ€™t exist, and Mordred comes back to Camelot and gets therapy.
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Several weeks ago, my retirement-age mother requested that I play Baldurโ€™s Gate 3 for her because she has trouble with controllers/keyboards and wanted โ€œto see what all the fuss is about with that cute wizard boy.โ€ For context, my mother and I have done this sort of thing in the past with certain RPGs (dragon age, mass effect, etc.), but itโ€™s been a few years since sheโ€™s personally requested a game like this. Basically, I control her Tav but let her make all the choices so she can determine how the story plays out without worrying about mechanics. She treats it like a choose-your-own-adventure book.
Anyway, here is a list of some of the things my mother has said and/or chosen to do throughout the course of BG3 in no particular order:
She is (obviously) romancing Gale. She is quite smitten with him and his passion for books and learning; she also thinks heโ€™s polite and qualifies as โ€œrelationship material.โ€ She also REALLY likes the things heโ€™s said about his cat so far (my mom is a cat lady), so I know sheโ€™s gonna flip shit when we meet Tara in Act III.
Sheโ€™s playing a normal druid Tav with a generally good alignment. Her favorite spell is Spike Growth because she thinks itโ€™s hilarious whenever enemies walk into the AOE and die. I usually end up having to cast it at least once per battle per her request. Sometimes twice.
Contrary to her alignment, my mother tasks me with robbing every single chest, crate, barrel, and burlap sack we come across; this also includes people and their pockets. The party is always at max carrying capacity. ALWAYS. She doesnโ€™t like selling things because โ€œwhat if I need them.โ€ The camp stash is in literal shambles. There is no hope of organizing it. Sheโ€™s got like fifty seven sets of rags and a billion pieces of random silverware.
She MUST talk to every animal and corpse in the game. I think five hours of her total playtime so far (47ish) has been spent speaking to animals as many times as humanly possible. Like, I was thorough in my own playthroughs, but this is on a whole other level.
She did NOT get Voloโ€™s lobotomy, but she did let Auntie Ethel take her eye in hopes of a cure for the tadpole. I did not understand the logic then. I still do not understand it now.
She is far more interested in fashion than equipment stats. Do you have any idea how much gold Iโ€™ve had to spend on dyes just to make things match? SO much. Same vibe as that โ€œplease someone help me balance my finances my family is starvingโ€ tweet but instead of candles itโ€™s thirty thousand fucking bottles of black and furnace red dye.
We broke the prisoners out of Moonrise, but they got on the boat too early and bugged the fight by leaving Astarion and Karlach behind. Wulbren Bongle somehow got stuck in combat mode even after engaging the cutscene on the docks below Last Light; he he kept trying to run ALL THE WAY BACK TO MOONRISE nine fucking meters at a time while I frantically tried to finish the fight with the Warden, otherwise Wulbren would have run straight into the shadow curse. (I wouldโ€™ve let him go; fuck Wulbren Bongle, all my homies hate Wulbren Bongle. But my mom didnโ€™t know that, and she wanted to keep him safe. So.)
She had me reload a save like eighteen times to save the giant eagles on top of Rosymorn Monastery. Wouldnโ€™t even let me do non-lethal damage just to get past things. I think getting that warhammer for the dawnmaster puzzle took us like an hour and a half alone. (Yes, I know you can use any warhammer, but SHE didnโ€™t.)
Sheโ€™s started keeping an irl notebook to keep track of her quests between play sessions. She writes down ideas and strategies when she thinks of them during the week, then brings them to her next game session at my house. I think she wrote about three pages on possible approaches to the goblin fortress alone.
She insists that I pet Scratch and the owlbear cub before every single long rest, no exceptions. Sometimes I have to do it multiple times until she is absolutely sure that the animals know exactly how much she loves and cherishes them. She has also commissioned a crocheted owlbear plush from a friend of hers and is very excited.
Iโ€™m sure thereโ€™s a bunch of stuff Iโ€™m forgetting, but those are some fun things I thought of. Sheโ€™s enjoying the game and is telling all of her retired friends to get it and play it for themselves. She asked me โ€œwhat is Discordโ€ yesterday and I think my life flashed before my eyes.
anyway shout out to my mom for being neat
Part 2 โ€” Part 3 โ€” Part 4 โ€” Part 5
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"Love and Brat Taming"
How I imagine the LADS Men brat tame and the type of dom that they are. Artwork @/osk_purinnumee on twitter
โ€ผ๏ธ MDNI โ€ผ๏ธ This for the freak nasty mfs in my inbox โ€ฆ I love yโ€™all hope you can lucid dream about this ๐Ÿ˜˜
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Zayne
Type: Edging | Voyeurism | Restraints | Temperature play??
Sweet stoic Zayne....Mr. "watch your hands" in public but completely different behind closed doors. Now let's say you decided to spend all afternoon being very handsy. He would warn you multiple times and of course you'd keep going even when he glared at you.
I feel like Zayne is definitely the type to .... watch. He would one thow-wow percent sit you on his lap with your hands tied in front of you and make you play with yourself while he watched.
What did he use to tie your hands? The tie that you kept yanking on all day in public to whisper in his ear.
"Since you can't control your hands I'll control them for you" He would watch you play and squirm on his lap and the minute he sees you're on the brink of climax he'd whisper a stern "Stop." snatching your wrists away, holding them above your head in one hand, making you whine. "Deep breaths ... there you go ... now start again"
He would do this again ... and again ... and again until you're spouting apologies and begging him to let you cum. He's not rough as a matter of fact he's so gentle it almost makes this punishment that much hotter, I mean worse.
Don't forget he's touch starved so while you're playing he's busy having his fun exploring your body stimulating every part of you. He'd go back and forth from just watching you to devouring your neck and pinching your nipples using his evol make them pebble faster and then taking them into his warm mouth.
By the time he lets you cum you're a sweaty puddle of pure bliss. He'd definitely talk you through it and end it with "next time heed when you've been warned"
Now next time he tells you to watch your hands you're torn between wanting this punishment again or wanting the sweet Zayne that gives you what you want without making you beg.
Sir?! Wtf you mean heed when I've been warned I'm acting up on your next day off fym
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Rafayel
Type: Sense Deprivation | Overstimulation | Manhandling | Breeding Kink
Raf is the type of tamer who makes sure you can't walk and you're sore as hell the next day. He's merciless. He takes you how he wants you.
For example...
"Will you like me no matter what I become?" You promised. Such an innocent question. No.
You should have read the fine print because you had no idea it included the dominant powerhouse he'd become when you decided to ignore him after you went to bed mad at him and proceeded to ignore him for a full day.
"Don't play with me we don't do that we don't go to bed upset with each other because shit like this happens" He doesn't give more than half of a warning. He gives just one and that's it and its hardly a warning.
Raf doesn't get upset with you often but he's a whole different person when he does. He is definitely the type to blindfold you and tells you to be a good girl and no touching. "Keep your hands above your head"
He'd flip you back and forth between being sprawled out on your back and being flat on your stomach with a pillow tucked under your hips and much more. You're getting fucking rag dolled so hold on tight.
To start he would touch you everywhere except where you wanted most however he still would have you dripping wet and I mean dripping. I imagine once he gets you to that point he's the type to eat you out while making you explain why you decided to ignore him when you know he hates it. He'd edge you a little every time your hands strayed too close.
You would have absolutely no good reason for ignoring him for a whole day on purpose so he'd keep going snatching orgasm after orgasm from you until you're pushing his head away. Big mistake because he said no touching and keep your hands above your head. Be ready to get pounded into the mattress until dawn. For sure the type to fill you up over and over again just to watch it drip out so he can push it back in with his fingers.
"Raf I can't- " he'd cut you off "You can take it ... gimme one more I know you can do it" he would make sure you can't walk the next day so you have to spend the entire day with him to make up for lost time.
I need this man to take a sip of wine and let it flow into my mouth through a kiss and bite my lip after.
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Xavier
Type: Edging | Bondage | Spanking | Dacryphilia | Sadism
Alright I know you just read sadism and you wanna jump me now let me explain hold on HOLD ON! Relax! Put the bricks and tomatoes down let me explain. I can feel it in my BONE MARROW that Xavier knows how to perfectly mix pleasure and pain. He's literally likes it rough talking about some "You'll have to do it harder" bro imagine him being able to do it harder to his girl? HES ON THAT ! Man I kinda just wanna yap about him.
He would give you a safe word he would immediately stop if you use it don't worry. He's a calm cool collected Prince that fucks you like you're a slut. He doesn't give you a warning because he knows that you know better.
If you decided to test his patience and be a brat ALL DAY he's throwing you over his lap and spanking your ass until it's red while he's two knuckles deep inside of you and that's not even the main course.
He would tie your hands together (Just like he's threatened multiple times). He would definitely tie them to the headboard and he'd eat you until you're crying from pleasure, but no you're not allowed to cum yet. "You're so pretty like this" as he wipes your tears before going back to nip and bite at your thighs.
He would rag doll you as well untying you and flipping you over into doggy style and just teases you by rubbing his tip against your folds and just slightly pushing in before backing out and continuing his teasing giving your ass solid slaps when you push your hips back at him.
He would edge your soul out of you for hours and he's gonna wake you up a few hours later with his tongue after you fall asleep.
I need Xavier to rag doll me expeditiously.
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Sylus
Type: Bondage | Spanking | Dacryphilia | Overstimulation | Breath Play
I know y'all have seen that one picture pose called "Dancing with you" and Sylus has his hand around your throat?????? What are we dancing to???? Are we naked????
Anyway....
Now maybe this is self indulgent but he's definitely using his evol to hold you in whatever position he wants you in. Since you couldn't listen to him we won't listen to you. He's two knuckles deep in you and is making you do all the work. He would have you ride his hand and make you work for it while he has the other wrapped around your throat cutting off your air and right when you cum he'd let go making you see stars.
Did he just make you experience euphoria?? You bet your ass he did.
He's not done with you though don't forget you were a brat throwing a fit in the middle of his meeting and couldn't keep your hands to yourself. He would eat you out till you're in tears "Keep your eyes on me" the second your head fell back in bliss he would stop causing you to snap your head up. "I gave you simple instructions sweetie" When you hit that point where you start trying to run from him he would stand up and tell you to "Keep it wet you know what to do" (Shout out Professor Cal) releasing only one of your hands and leaving to go finish his meeting.
YES! He would definitely tell his business call or whatever to give him a minute and he'd handle you then head back. Once he's done he's coming back and teasing you with his tip with his hand around your throat again. He doesn't mind spending the whole night taming you.
Side note: Sylus hates to see you cry .... unless you're crying from pleasure. "Fuck you're beautiful like this" he'd say and he'd kiss your tears as they run down your cheeks. Something about that dazed-euphoric look in your watery eyes and your wet cheeks gets his Ca-Cawk jumpin'!
I need Sylus to wrap those big ol hands around my throat and tell me "Relax you can take it princess"
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Soโ€ฆ
Cregan on a day going on a frenzy out of nowhere and full on fucking the brains out of his wife THE WHOLE DAYYYY, neglecting his duties while the other Lords call for him and he straight up threatens to kill anyone who dares interrupt himโ€ฆon my knees rn๐ŸงŽ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
Go off, your majesty๐Ÿ‘‘๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
NEGLECTING HIS DUTIES---CONGRATS CAUSE UR DEFO A MOTHER AFTER THAT WOOOOOOOOO ALRIGHT.
so. my brain is doing a think. a nice, slutty think.
Let me just start by clarifying that Cregan, above all else, respects his position just as the majority of his ancestors have done before him. He's very serious about being the Warden of the North and he really does his best to...behave himself. Sometimes though, he doesn't.
alright thats enough thinking its time to fuk. i sincerely apologize for what im about to unleash. may the odds be ever in your favor i guess lol
แด€สŸแดษดแด‡ แดกษชแด›สœ สแดแดœ.
NSFW stuff under the cut. 18+ only. I'm not responsible for the content you choose to consume. ty. no SRSLY this one needs like twenty more nsfw warnings
โ‚Šหš โ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตเญจเญง ยท ยท โ™ก ยท ยท เญจเญงโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธต หšโ‚Š
"You can take it.โ€ He murmurs into the quiet of their chambers, eyes trained down where heโ€™d connected to his wife for the thirdโ€”no, maybe fourth time since theyโ€™d risen that day. Heโ€™d lost count, much like she had. It felt pointless to keep track anyway. All that mattered was that it felt good. Filling her deep, slow, teeth dug into her calf over his shoulder just to ground himself and remember where he was. The Lord of Winterfell was cunt-drunk beyond belief.ย 
Cregan woke that morning without the thought of his tasks for the day. No. None at all. His wife was sitting up in their marital bed, rubbing the sleep from her eyes, reaching over for her soft robeโ€”Gods, he lost absolute control of himself, of his restraint. He saw the supple planes of her back, and that was all it took, really. Heโ€™d taken her on her stomach first, a satisfying, lazy fuck that he couldnโ€™t hold himself from coming early. That didnโ€™t mean he was done, by any means, just momentarily winded. His mouth worked just fine to bring her to peak.
Seeing his own seed dribble out of her pretty cunt was enough to make him hard all over again. He feasted on her for breakfast, smearing his come over her pearl and cleaning it off nice and clean. He loved the way she tasted when she released against his mouthโ€”loved the way his own release tasted when mixed with her slick. Delving his tongue deep, hands gripping her fleshy backside as he was torn between lapping up his own seed from her or pushing it further in. Gods, it was obscene. That made him all the more feral to go again. Everything was so warm when he slipped himself back inside. Whatever possessed him that day was unknown to either of them.
It was frantic, breathyโ€”short strokes that were brief but hard enough to make her eyes roll back. Cregan held himself up via the backboard, thankful more and more every day that heโ€™d chosen the sturdiest design imaginable as he snapped his hips against her ass. His wife was a thorough mess, mewling inconsolably as the sensitivity from her last release was front and center. She came again as his cockhead hit that spot like a bullseye.
They took a respite, thankfully. Cregan had never felt himself so drained of seed before. But, back to where we were: "You can take it.โ€ He murmurs into the quiet of their chambers, eyes trained down where heโ€™d connected to his wife for the thirdโ€”no, maybe fourth time since theyโ€™d risen that day. Heโ€™d lost count, much like she had. It felt pointless to keep track anyway. All that mattered was that it felt good. Filling her deep, slow, teeth dug into her calf over his shoulder just to ground himself and remember where he was. The Lord of Winterfell was cunt-drunk beyond belief.
This time, his thrusts were deliberate, keen, and languid. He was fucking her. Making love. Making heirs. Pushing his come as deep as it could go and satiating his urge to breed her until she was round with the litter of her Lord Wolf. She was on her back, by the edge of the bed, eyes locked on Creganโ€™s light eyes, her pupils equally as dilated as she watched him take his time with her. โ€œYouโ€”have a meeting today.โ€ Huh. He did.
โ€œDonโ€™t care.โ€ He grunts, thumbs pushing into the back of her thighs. His brows were furrowed in concentration, only seeing the sweat gathering on her clavicle, the flush of her cheeks, the way her nails were digging into the sheetsโ€”the tunnel vision was going to make him bust. โ€œYouโ€™re forgetting.โ€ She moans, head tilting back. โ€œForgettingโ€”mmmh! Forgetting your responsibility to your bannermen.โ€ Cregan bit her calf harder at the mention of them. โ€œI donโ€™t care. Iโ€™ll slit the throat of any man who dares remove me from your perfect cunt, wife.โ€ He rasps, now briefly recalling that he was supposed to attend first thing in the morning. Ah, well, too late now.
โ€œYouโ€™d better fill me then, my Lord husband.โ€ She giggles, delighted at the prospect of having him all to herself for the day. โ€œIf weโ€™re going to spend the afternoon making pups, weโ€™d better not disappoint them.โ€ His eyes flick up at her face as he pauses his deep thrust, squeezing her thighs in his large hands. A rumble of a sultry laugh emits from his chest. โ€œYour womb will take all that I give it, woman. Iโ€™ll make sure of that.โ€
โ‚Šหš โ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตเญจเญง ยท ยท โ™ก ยท ยท เญจเญงโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธตโ€ฟ๏ธต หšโ‚Š
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"๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐›๐ฎ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž."
โŸถ saturn in astrology is the main commodity in the spirituality that governs karma that the child inherits from their father. saturn is the teacher in astrology and in Greek Belief, can be seen as kronus.
โ™ฑ if you don't know of kronus' story, he was told that a child of his would be able to inherit his status and over take him. thus, he began to eat his children, and when zeus was born, gaea fed him a stone a size of a child and hid zeus away until he was strong enough to take down his father and save his siblings.
โ™ฑ and after his take down of kronus, zeus inherited his father's status and began to rule mount olympus. in this lesson, we can see jupiter as the good you get after the defeat of inherited karma.
โ™ฑ we can see an example of kronus eating his children and zeus having the inherited karma to have many children.
SATURN IN THE SIGNS AND HOUSES โฌŽ
โ™‡ SATURN IN ARIES/1H โŸถ father might've been someone who had too much of an ego, father might've been someone with a strong temper, and you having this saturn placement means you have to be someone who learns how to control your anger and even libido. this placement could indicate that your father might've been a lazy person and didnt strive for the potential he could've had, so now you have the responsibility of being someone "who has to make it", and even being someone who is pioneering and successful. could feel ashamed easily when you dont see yourself progressing in life. could also have the karma of being someone who thinks more clearly and not "do first and think later". your father also could've been overly dominant, so you have the karma of being someone who has to be less power-hungry.
โ™‡ SATURN IN TAURUS/2H โŸถ father might've been someone who didnt know how to handle finances. might've been someone who spoke over people and dismissed the opinion of others. could've been someone who was too lazy to make money, and too stubborn. your father might've been someone who couldnt keep it in their pants as well, and wasnt really grateful for the things in his life. so you have to be someone who needs to find your value, a stable way to make money. having to be someone who is patient with other people, and even being close to your family members. this placement can imply that you could have the karma of being the one who is the money-maker in your family. could even have to find a healthy life style with food.
โ™‡ SATURN IN GEMINI/3H โŸถ like the taurus/2h, your father might've been someone who spoke over people and didnt consider the opinions of others. your father might've been someone who spoke poorly behind other people's back and even might've stolen from other people. whether is be possessions and ideas. so you could have the karma of learning how to speak in a healthy way with other people, being someone who has to develop critical thinking and going through trials and tribulations where you are held accountable with much things you do. people with this placement might find themselves always going through something, so doing the most small ill thing to someone could cost you a lot. could go through a lot of stalling moments in life because you might have to rid of your two-faced ways. could also mean might find it hard coming up with ideas as you have to learn how to be original.
โ™‡ SATURN IN CANCER/4H โŸถ this placement can imply that your father figure might've been someone who was distant with their family and even absent. might've been someone who was manipulative and not emotionally caring, your father figure might've been someone who didnt leave a legacy, so now you are finding yourself being the person who has to work towards greatness and leave a legacy and will for the descendants. and might even not want to have children because of how you were brought up. could have a fear of children or having a family. could have the karma of having to have a family and not repeat the same mistake as the father, doesnt need to be your own family. could be found family. this placement could also mean you have to learn to be emotionally intelligent and mature. if you want your own family, there's a lot of generational curses you have to stop.
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โ™ฑ SATURN IN LEO/5H โŸถ saturn in the fifth house can imply that your father might've been into infidelity, could've been someone who wasnt as present in your childhood. with the leo influence, could be someone who might've restricted the fun out of other people, even their goals. could've been someone who was too arrogant and didnt care about the feelings of others. currently, you could be someone who could be struggling to reach your goals and knowing how to let loose. this placement could mean you could have the karma of not repeating bad habits onto your future children, if you do want some. or could have the karma of not getting into much relationship because "badness" normally comes out of it. might have to learn to not be controlling of others, and running away from romantic partners who could be very controlling.
โ™ฑ SATURN IN VIRGO/6H โŸถ similar to the 5h and leo section. this placement can insinuate that father might've been controlling towards other people, might've been someone who didnt care about their own health or the physical or mental health of others. might've been someone who allowed obstacles to stop them from reaching who they're supposed to be. now you could have the karma of having to overcome slothness, having to be someone who has to fight through much daily problems, and even having to be a health-freak because you could be someone who is easily sick. this placement can even indicate of having to suffer through bad co-workers.
โ™ฑ SATURN IN LIBRA/7H โŸถ once again, similar to 5h. saturn in both libra and in the seventh house could indicate that your father might've been someone who has destroyed homes and relationships. a player a cheat. could've been someone with a bad reputation, and might've been harsh and mean to other people. could've taken the advantage of other people as well. and for you, this could mean you could the karma of being someone who doesnt get into much relationships, or almost every relationship you get into is karmic. there could always be this circumstance where you always have to prove your goodness to other people, and meeting people who are unnecessarily mean to you. people from your father's past disliking you as well.
โ™ฑ SATURN IN SCORPIO/8H โŸถ your father might have been someone who was too overly dominant, might've taken stuff from other people and even abused their power onto other people. this placement could also mean your father might've been someone who was too intense and even too dangerous. so, with you, you have one of the biggest karmas compared to other people, having to learn how to stand up for yourself because sometimes you might feel like you can allow people to walk over you. having the karma of not getting inherited money and having to build that for yourself. could also mean could feel undervalued, and trying not to feel valued through sex and even drugs. this could mean you might attract lethal company, having to strengthen your discernment so you know who to run away from.
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โ™‡ SATURN IN SAGITTARIUS/9H โŸถ saturn being in either the ninth house or sagittarius shows that your father might've been someone who forced their beliefs onto you or other people. might've been over-domineering with their views in the world, and might've been someone who disappeared in your life a lot, or was just very immature. you could have the karma of going through a lot of things, might've met life's roughness and cruelty early in your life. you could the karma of struggling faith in others, yourself or even in your faith. could also be someone who might find it hard to debate with other people. so, knowing how to stand your ground could be something you had to learn.
โ™‡ SATURN IN CAPRICORN/10H โŸถ saturn being in the tenth house shows that your father might've been someone who was disconnected from their responsibilities, could've been a dead beat. could have been someone who was controlling of other people's goals and careers, might've been a restrictive person in general, and might not even be really liked by the public, [or family community you belong to]. this could mean you have to make a lane for yourself, and even having to go through the burdens of having people misinterpret your character without even knowing who you are. having to feel like you have to work ten times harder than the people around you so your success and achievements could be acknowledged by other people. could also have the habit of wanting to get validation from other people. might feel like you get exiled by everyone one you know.
โ™‡ SATURN IN AQUARIUS/11H โŸถ saturn being in the eleventh house or in aquarius means that your father might've been someone who didnt express their creativity. could've been someone who was considered a mean friend and even someone who was too conservative. might've been someone who looked down on other people, and might've been someone who detached themselves from other people all the time. so right now you could be someone who struggles to make friends or have a stable friendship group. could have to go through obstacles of friends who attempt to walk all over you, this can also mean you could be someone who struggles to express their self-identity, individuality and even creativity. being your own person is something you have to learn how to be.
โ™‡ SATURN IN PISCES/12H โŸถ this placement could mean your father might've been someone who was disconnected with reality, might've projected onto too much people, might've jinxed themselves a lot. could've been someone who became obsessed with faith and might've been extreme to the people around him. could mean your father figure could have been someone who might've had struggles with drugs and alcohol. so you could be going through the karma of going through your own addictions, whether it be drugs, sex or money, could be someone who feels like you're exiled no matter where you go, so you have to go through this period of having to find your community, your tribe. being someone who doesnt get your hopes to high because life would hit you with reality all the time. could be someone who has to be idolising other people, chiefly people in your real life, because you could end up becoming disappointed with them.
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Hard - Matt Sturniolo
Needy boyfriend Matt
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Paring: switch drunk!Matt x drunk!reader
Contains/warnings: mentions of alcohol, mentions of sex, handjob, edging, making out, orgasm control, masturbation.
Summary: You and your boyfriend Matt went home drunk after a party, which leads to you two making out. Matt got a little needy, so you gave him a helping hand.
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Matt was always the dominant one in the relationship, especially in bed. He was always the one to manhandle you, to edge you, to overstimulate you, all sorts of things. It has never been the other way around. Until tonight...
You and Matt had gone to one of his friends' parties. You guys danced and drank all night. Since Matt knew he was going to drink he decided for you guys to take an Uber instead of driving. Which is responsible and also good because it means he can leave without his brothers and go to your place afterwards.
You guys are currently in the back of an Uber on your way home, making out very sloppily tasting the alcohol in each other's mouths.
Breaking the kiss for a moment, Matt's hand cups your cheek, his thumb wiping away a trace of lipstick on your lips. His voice slurred but filled with lust โ€œGod, you're so fucking sexy, baby.โ€
The car comes to a stop. โ€œWeโ€™re here.โ€ The Uber driver says side eyeing you guys as you make out.
Matt takes out his wallet and pays the driver.
You guys quickly get out of the car and walk towards the door of your house, stumbling a bit because of how drunk you are.
With a smirk, Matt helps you steady yourself as you stumble towards the door. Slurring his words as he fumbles for the keys to your house โ€œShit, I think we had a little too much to drink.โ€ He says letting out a low chuckle as you stumble against him. โ€œGod, I love when you're drunk.โ€ He manages to open the door, and pulls you inside, pressing his lips against yours once more. โ€œYou taste like fucking tequila.โ€
You laugh softly. โ€œI think thatโ€™s you.โ€ You slur out as you lean in and kiss him again. After a few seconds you pull out and start going to your room.
As you both stumble towards your room, Matt's hands are all over you, groping your ass, squeezing your sides, anything he can reach. And of course he couldnโ€™t help sneaking in a few kisses along the way. He kicks open the door to your room and pulls you inside, slamming the door shut behind you.
You pull Matt into a kiss while walking to your bed. You both lay down and continue to make out.
He wraps his arms around you, holding you close as you lay on the bed. His kisses are sloppy and drunken, but filled with so much love and need.
You guys keep making out for a few minutes. Getting sloppier and needier. But Matt definitely got a lot more needier, you were so lost in the kiss you didnโ€™t notice when he pulled out his dick and started stroking it.
With a mischievous grin, Matt pulls away from your lips and looks at you with heavy-lidded eyes. โ€œShit, Iโ€™m so hard for you right now.โ€ He says as he strokes himself. โ€œI couldnโ€™t help it.โ€ He says as he moans and whimpers. His strokes are going faster.
You look at him stroking himself, he looks so hot. โ€œFuck Matt.โ€ You whisper and lean in to kiss his neck. You keep kissing and leaving hickeys on his neck. Your hand moves to Mattโ€™s hand and slowly takes it off his dick and replaces it with yours.
โ€œOh, fuck yeah.โ€ He groans as you wrap your hand around his hard cock, letting you take control. He leans back on the bed with a pleased sigh. "Don't stop."
You keep stroking, each stroke going faster. Your other hand moves and starts playing his balls.
"Shit, your hands feel so good." He moans, his head tossing back and forth on the pillow. "Don't stop, please don't stop." He begs, his hips moving up to meet your strokes. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum so hard."
โ€œYeah? Youโ€™re close?โ€ You ask with a smirk.
"Oh yeah, I'm so fucking close." He pants heavily, his hips thrusting faster. "Please don't stop, please make me cum." He begs you.
But as soon as heโ€™s about to cum you pull your hands away.
"What the fuck?! Why did you stop?" He says in a needy, almost whiny voice. He raises his hips, looking for your hand again. "Please, don't stop, please make me cum."
โ€œShhh you gotta be patient.โ€ You say with teasing and lean to kiss him.
He lets out a frustrated whimper as you kiss him, his hands gripping the sheets tightly. He tries to pull your hands back to his dick, but you hold them firm. "Fuck, please," he begs between kisses. "I need to cum so bad."
Your kisses move down to his neck as your fingers tease his tip.
He lets out a loud groan as your lips move down to his neck, sucking and biting gently. "Yes, just like that." he whispers as your fingers tease his sensitive tip.
โ€œYou like that?โ€ Your fingers move down to play with his balls.
"Oh fuck yes!" He moans as your fingers play with his balls. His hips buck up and down, trying to get some sort of friction on his dick. His body is covered in a sheen of sweat and his breaths come in ragged gasps.
Your hand finally moves to stroke his dick but they are really slow strokes.
His eyes roll back in his head as your hand finally starts stroking his dick, but the slow pace is torture. He whines and complains, trying to speed up your hand, but you just keep the slow, teasing strokes going. "Please, faster," he begs, his voice strained with need.
You chuckle slightly at his whine and move your hand faster. With your free hand you start rubbing his tip. "Fuck, yes!" Matt moans as your hand speeds up and you start to rub his tip. His body tenses up, muscles clenching as he gets closer and closer to climax.
โ€œAre you close?โ€ You ask speeding up.
"Y-yes, I'm so close! Fuck, I'm gonna cum!" He cries out, his voice loud and desperate. His dick pulses in your hand as heโ€™s about to cum. But you pull away.
He groans in frustration as you pull away, his orgasm just out of reach. "What the fuck?! Why did you stop?!" He pants, looking at you with a mix of frustration and need. "Please, let me cum! I can't take it anymore!"
You chuckle at his reaction and lean in to kiss him. Leaving his dick now turning red with a bit of purple with need.
"Oh fuck, don't tease me like this," He moans against your lips, his hips thrusting up and down in a hopeless attempt to find some relief. โ€œplease! Just let me cum!โ€ He begs, his voice cracking with desperation. His dick is now a deep shade of purple and throbbing with need, precum dripping steadily from the tip.
You stop kissing him and your hand wraps around his dick tightly but not moving.
He gasps as you tighten your grip around his dick, the pressure almost too much to bear. "Oh fuck, that's... that's so tight," he groans. His body is flushed and his breath comes in short, desperate pants. He's never been so horny, never so desperate. He bites his lip and whines softly, squirming under your hand.
Your other hand starts rubbing his tip really fast, while your other hand stays still around his length.
"Oh fuck, oh fuck! Fuck!" He cries out, his hips bucking up and down at a frantic pace as he tries to rub his tip against your hand the way he wants to. He's so horny, so desperate for release, and your teasing is driving him wild.
โ€œYou like that?โ€ You ask.
"Yes, fuck yes, I love it!" He gasps, his voice filled with pure need and pleasure. "Please, don't stop! I'm so close!" He begs, his body trembling as he tries to find that elusive release.
Your hand around his dick finally starts moving. It stokes him up and down very fast.
"Oh fuck! Fuck! I'm cumming!" He screams, his hips bucking furiously up and down as he unloads with an intense orgasm, pumping his load all over your hand as he trembles with pleasure. His body twitches as he's cums, his cock erupting in a massive, uncontrollable orgasm. Thick ropes of cum shoot out of his tip, coating your hand and arm in his release He moans as he finishes cumming, his body still shaking with the intensity of his orgasm. He's completely spent and flushed with a deep sensation of satisfaction. He look up at you with a lazy but satisfied grin, his eyes shining with happiness. "That was amazing..."
With a smirk you lean in and kiss him.
He melts into the kiss, his lips soft and warm against yours. He's still catching his breath from his orgasm, but he wraps his arms around you, holding you close as he kisses you deeply, his heart still racing from the intensity of his release. He pulls back. โ€œWe should get drunk more often,โ€ he says and laughs softly.
โ€œYeah, we should.โ€ You giggle and then bring your hand to your mouth to lick all his cum.
He watches with wide eyes, his gaze glued to your hand as you lick and suck his cum off of it, his breath catching as he sees the pleasure on your face. โ€œFuck...โ€ he utters softly.
He reaches out and gently pushes your head back down, encouraging you to continue cleaning his cum off your hand. He can't believe how fucking hot this is, and he loves seeing you enjoy it just as much as he is. "Keep going, baby...lick it all off..."
You lick and suck your fingers clean as you maintain eye contact with him.
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Sorryyy for disappearing for a whileeee I just started school so I didnโ€™t have much time to write
Hope you guys like this short fic ๐Ÿ’šitโ€™s a little bit rushed
Sorry if itโ€™s weird ig Iโ€™ve never really written like sub/switch Matt
Love you ๐Ÿ’š
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dragonsholygrail ยท 2 months
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Commission for @madamsnape921
Request: You have period sex for the first time with your monster bf.
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Monster bf whimpers helplessly, the smell of your pheromones even more potent now that youโ€™re on your period. Your smell and his aching cock, dripping with pre-cum, is sure to make him go insane the longer you keep yourself from him.
He presses his face into your neck, surrounding himself with your scent and marking you with his as he kisses along your warm smooth skin. Hoping to slowly lull you into acceptance, distract you from your uncertainty about letting him fuck your sweet drooling pussy while on your period for the first time.
โ€œPlease, my heart, I can smell how much you need me,โ€ he growls against your skin, licking and nipping at your throat. Attempting to control himself as more of your addictive scent flows into his senses.
His claws slowly rake down your body, feeling the soft curves and contours of your form that he treasures so deeply. Stopping once they reach your thighs and spreading them for his broad build. His actions filling your mind with a haze of lust as he starts to grind his thick cock into exposed panties.
โ€œBut-butโ€ฆ fuck!โ€ You exclaim, hands wrapping around his neck as you begin to rock with his movements. Seeking more, seeking relief. Monster bf snarls, rolling his hips harder into you as he sees your resistance weakening.
โ€œLet me take care of my mate. Donโ€™t deny me such privileges. Allow me to smooth your aches and cherish you as you deserve,โ€ Monster bf rumbles, hands caressing you tenderly as his girth has your pussy pooling with arousal.
The last of your resolve snaps when Monster bf loving massages right where your cramps have been bugging you all day before dipping down and rubbing circles into your clit. You gasp as your hips jolt from the sensation.
โ€œNeed you,โ€ you beg, forehead against his, and still meeting his every movement. Monster bf grunts, loving the way you sound when youโ€™re so desperate for him as moans spill from your lips.
The pressure on your puffy clit deepens. A dark look passing over your bfs face, craving to see you fall apart for him so damn easily. You let the pleasure consume you, crying out, and rutting into your bfs body until the cord breaks. Your orgasm washing over you and drowning you in ecstasy.
Though you can feel the pain of your cramps lessen, itโ€™s not enough. Not now that you know how much itโ€™ll help; how good it feels when on your period.
โ€œWant more,โ€ you whimper through heavy breaths, all second-guessing having long since gone out the window. Monster bf chuckles and helps you get his clothes off before helping you with your own.
With your body all prepped he slides inside your hot wet cunt with ease. Sighing in relief as groans of satisfaction rip from your lips.
โ€œI know, I know. Thatโ€™s it, take my cock. Maybe a bruised cervix will distract you from the crampsโ€ฆโ€ Monster bf teases as he plunges inside your dripping and needy pussy. Despite his words, he attempts to go easy on your sore body.
But you squeeze tightly around his steady rhythm, sucking his cock back in with each thrust. Monster bf growls, seeing just how badly you need him. Without a word he picks up pace, pounding his length roughly inside you. Never letting up for a second, giving you everything he has.
His arms wrap around you, keeping you in place as he fucks his length into you. The melodic squelch of your hips meeting makes him feral, salivating at the thought of you coating his cock your release.
He doesnโ€™t stop until heโ€™s done just that, even as your body trembles, your climax bursting out of you. He works you through it, joining you a moment later and filling you with his seed.
Keeping you wrapped up in his embrace, he shifts you both onto your sides. He proceeds to pepper your face in soft kisses and massage any remaining aches out of your spent form. Wanting to make this monthly experience as bearable as possible for his mate.
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brainddeadd ยท 3 months
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Thinking about telling sugar daddy scoups that you're pregnant and being terrified about his reaction because that wasn't part of the deal - y'all just fuck so much without a condom that the birth control didn't work.
SugarDaddy!Scoups who knows something is wrong. He knows you were throwing up, and now you're avoiding him.
SugarDaddy!Scoups who shows up at your apartment one day while you're out and waits outside your door for you to come home, despite having a key, cause he's unsure if he's still allowed in your space.
SugarDaddy!Scoups who knows you're shocked to see him, but desperately wants an answer, so he refuses to leave until you tell him what's wrong- what he did and how he can fix it.
SugarDaddy!Scoups who pulls you into him the second the words "I'm pregnant" leave your mouth, his whole body enveloping you and his arms holding you tightly to his chest.
SugarDaddy!Scoups whose heart breaks when you ask, "Are you mad at me?"
"Baby, I'm so fucking happy right now I don't know what to do with myself."
SugarDaddy!Scoups who tells you he's all in, that he wants this, wants the baby, wants you.
SugarDaddy!Scoups who kisses you passionately, breathing you in and holding your body to his before he asks you to be his, for real, forever.
SugarDaddy!Scoups whose over the moon when you tell him that you've always been his.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who takes you to bed that night and worships every inch of your skin, sucking marks onto your chest and stomach, littering bruises over your thighs and filling you up with more cum until you're writhing under him and can't cum anymore.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who makes sure to be at every appointment and class. He reads all the books and does all the research.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who asks you to move in with him so he can keep you and the baby close.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who has the nursery set up and ready to go by the end of your 4th month (he's just really excited, ok?)
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who cries when he finds out he's having a little girl. He breaks down in the appointment, babbling out "thank you" over and over.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who takes paternity leave the second you take maternity leave and refuses to go back until you give him the ok.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who sits behind you and holds you close to his chest, feeding you ice chips, while you give birth to his little princess.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who holds you both close while you sleep in his arms, whispering sweet nothing's to the little princess.
Boyfriend and baby daddy!Scoups who proposes to you in that hospital bed, the baby between you and a ring resting on her chest.
Fiancรฉ!Scoups who refuses to let you move when you get home. He brings you food and drinks and helps you to the bathroom and bathes you. He changes the baby's nappies and feeds her.
Fiancรฉ!Scoups who is scared to be intimate with you in case he hurts you, so he waits four (4) months. He gives in when you ask his parents to take the baby for a night and greet him with the sight of you in his favourite lingerie.
Fiancรฉ!Scoups who is happiest when he's got you snuggled into his side and little princess resting on his chest.
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blaire-apricity ยท 2 months
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Grief
สŸแด€แด…s ส™แดสs x ส€แด‡แด€แด…แด‡ส€
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แฏ“โ… โ”† ๐˜ด๐˜บ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ด โ”† : ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜“๐˜ˆ๐˜‹๐˜š ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด?
แฏ“โ… โ”† ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ด โ”† : ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด๐˜ต, & ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜–๐˜–๐˜Š
โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ห—หห‹ โ…๏ฝกหš โ˜๏ธŽ หš๏ฝกโ‹†๏ฝกหšโ˜ฝ หŽหŠห— โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€
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Xavier is unraveling. He refuses to accept the brutal reality of your absence, his mind rejecting the notion that youโ€™re gone. Every day he clings to the desperate hope of finding you, even if it means chasing an illusion. Jeremiah pleads with him to let go, to find rest, but Xavier hasnโ€™t slept a single night since you disappeared. The world insists youโ€™re gone forever, but he canโ€™t believe that. Somewhere, he convinces himself, you must still exist. Heโ€™s willing to turn the world upside down to see you again, despite the gnawing certainty deep inside him that youโ€™re lost to him forever. He will never stop, not until his body collapses from exhaustion. Losing you once was unbearable; he wonโ€™t let it happen again, no matter the cost.
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Zayne appears composed, his emotions meticulously controlled, his expression unchanged. But the mere mention of your name sends ripples through his calm facade. When alone in his office, the dam breaks. Tears fall freely as memories of your smile flood his mind, shattering his composure. Your disappearance haunts him, and he blames himself for not protecting you, for not being there when you needed him. It takes years for him to begin moving on, and even then, the wound never truly heals. He will always carry the pain of losing the one person who mattered most to him, a scar that time can never erase.
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๐‘๐š๐Ÿ๐š๐ฒ๐ž๐ฅ
Rafayel descends into despair, his mind a tangled mess, his heart shattered beyond repair. The thought of you forgetting him pales in comparison to the agony of losing you completely. He was content just being near you, even if you couldnโ€™t remember. Now, faced with a life without you, he breaks down, collapsing to the ground as sobs wrack his body. He retreats from the world, locking himself away in his studio, which becomes a prison of his own making. What good is anything if itโ€™s only half? Thatโ€™s how his heart feelsโ€”torn without you, the other half of his soul.
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๐’๐ฒ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ
Sylus explodes with rage. Always the controlled one, he now finds himself consumed by a fury he canโ€™t contain. You were his unexpected source of gentleness and warmth, and now youโ€™re gone, ripped away from him. The news of your disappearance drives him to violent outbursts. He flips tables, shatters glass, and destroys furniture, his shouts of frustration echoing through the mansion. Luke and Kieran keep their distance, knowing better than to approach him in this state. The loss of you makes him question everything. Whatโ€™s the point of keeping the peace, of holding back? If heโ€™s lost his world, he might as well set fire to the entire world in his grief and anger.
ยทโ†ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ†ใ€€โ…ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ€ขใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€.ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ†โ†โ€ข ใ€€ยทใ€€.ใ€€ใ€€ใ€€โ…
๐ด๐‘ข๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ'๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’: ๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘Ž-๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘š ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘๐‘˜ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ ๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ , ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ ; "๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข'๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘’๐‘“๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘‹๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘†๐‘ฆ๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘ ." ๐ผ๐‘‡ ๐‘Š๐ด๐‘†๐‘'๐‘‡ ๐ธ๐‘‰๐ธ๐‘ ๐ผ๐‘๐‘‡๐ธ๐‘๐‘‡๐ผ๐‘‚๐‘๐ด๐ฟ, ๐ผ ๐‘†๐‘Š๐ธ๐ด๐‘… ๐ด๐‘†๐พ๐ท๐ป๐พ๐ด๐‘†.
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What are we?
pairing: Oscar Piastri x reader
summary: After a bittersweet maiden win, Oscar needs his best friend's company. But maybe it's time to put a label on what you two really are.
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Since Oscar had other obligations after the race, you waited for him in his driver's room, browsing the internet to see what people had to say about everything that happened today. It was pure chaos out there, and this was a bittersweet win for your friend. He deserved better. Much better than this.
At one point you must have fallen asleep, because you woke up to the bed shifting next to you, and opened your eyes with a short laugh when you felt the newcomer press a kiss on your forehead. โ€œYou're done for today?โ€ you asked sleepily.
Nodding, Oscar lied down on his back and put his head in your lap. โ€œI just want some peace and quiet,โ€ he muttered as he closed his eyes. โ€œYou weren't waiting for me after the race. I missed you.โ€
โ€œDidnโ€™t know you wanted me there.โ€
He opened one eye to look at you. โ€œI always want you there. I need my best friend to be there for me.โ€
โ€œI'm always there for you, you know that,โ€ you told him with your hand tangled in his hair. โ€œOh, congrats, by the way. I'm so happy for you!โ€
To your surprise, Oscar let out a groan. โ€œWhat a well deserved win, wasn't it?โ€ You gave him a disapproving look that made him reach out to take your hand. โ€œI feel so stupid, I should have refused to overtake Lando when he slowed down.โ€
โ€œHey, listen, you were good out there today. You were in the lead until the team fucked you over.โ€ He looked up at you with a sad smile. โ€œYou don't believe me,โ€ you said with a sigh.
Oscar suddenly sat up and turned around to face you. โ€œLook, I justโ€ฆ Everyone believes I didn't deserve this win. And it sucks. Last year I won my first sprint race, but everyone forgot about it because Max became the world champion that day. Today I won my first grand prix and everyone's talking about team orders.โ€
It was easy to spot the pain in his eyes as he watched you, but you had no idea how to make him feel better. He was beating himself up for something that was out of his control, and the sight broke your heart into pieces. He didn't deserve this, he was too nice to go through these emotional rollercoasters.
With a kind smile on your face, you put your palm on his cheek as you leaned closer, letting your lips gently brush against his chin. โ€œYou should stop using your brain for a few hours. That would probably help you see clearer later,โ€ you whispered to him.
The corners of his lips curled into a playful smile, and you saw a mischievous glint in his eyes when his lips captured yours in a kiss. People knew you were good friends and that's why you were a regular guest at races, but behind closed doors you were sometimes a little more than that.
It all began around last Christmas, when you visited his family in Australia. His sisters bullied him until he came to let out some steam in your company, telling you about their wild idea that the two of you were secretly dating and he was about to propose, that's why he wanted them to meet you.
Of course, it was stupid, you would never be more than friends. Or so you thought. Because at one point later in the evening, Oscar cornered you in his old room and the two of you somehow fell into his bed. Naked. Happens to the best of us, right?
And ever since then, you were keeping up this friends with benefits situation, having fun occasionally without the commitment of a proper romantic relationship. Although there had been cracks in this setup lately, you knew that deep down. Because when you began flirting with a guy, Oscar became protective and somehow scared him away. You knew it was him. Your almost-boyfriend told you later.
โ€œYou should stop thinking too,โ€ he suddenly spoke up as he grabbed your chin and forced you to look him in the eye. โ€œI can tell your head is somewhere else.โ€
โ€œI'm sorry, you're right,โ€ you told him with a sheepish smile.
โ€œWhat were you thinking about?โ€
You didn't want to talk about that, not now. You'd been avoiding this topic for a few weeks now, today just wasn't the day to discuss this. So you did the only thing you hoped could avert his thoughts, and pushed him on his back so you could climb on top of him.
And yet, despite the lustful look in his eyes, he kept talking. โ€œThat won't work on me, baby, spit it out,โ€ he said with a smirk as his fingers dug into the plush of your thighs. You didn't respond, instead you pulled off your shirt and reached up to unclip your bra as well. โ€œNice try.โ€
You leaned down to kiss him again as your fingernails gently scratched the skin of his abdomen under his shirt. At first he played along, his hands began to roam your body between sloppy kisses, but just when you reached down to unbutton his pants, he was quick to stop you.
โ€œI already told you what's going on in my head, it's your turn now. I want to hear it, otherwise there's no way I'm gonna fuck you today, no matter how badly I want to,โ€ he informed you.
With a sigh, you steadied yourself by putting your hands on his shoulders. โ€œIt's silly,โ€ you began, hoping he would let it go, but he just raised an eyebrow and listened carefully. โ€œWhat do you want fromโ€ฆ this?โ€ you asked with your fingers moving back on forth between the two of you.
โ€œHaving fun,โ€ was all he said in response.
You rolled your eyes at him. โ€œOkay, but if it's nothing more but fun without commitments, why did you chase Aaron away?โ€ Oscar tilted his head to the side as he tried to figure out who you were talking about, but then a quiet โ€˜ohโ€™ left his lips when he remembered. โ€œYeah, he told me you talked to him. Look, I just want to understand what this is right now. I really liked that guy.โ€
Oscar reached up to pull your head closer to his. โ€œYou like me more, don't you?โ€ he asked, his lips hovering above yours as he waited for your response. โ€œSay it.โ€
โ€œDon't ruin my relationships. Please, Oscar, give me the chance to be happy with someone else,โ€ you whispered with a quiet sob.
โ€œI don't want you to be happy with someone else. I want you to be happy with me.โ€
Did he really not understand? โ€œI want to go out on dates, I want to have a relationship that I can talk about,โ€ you tried to make him understand. It's been a conversation that was a long time coming anyway.
He nodded, seemingly understanding what you meant. โ€œThen let's be more than what we are now. I'm ready to make it official.โ€
This made you freeze. โ€œI'm not,โ€ you admitted, which made him give you a confused look. โ€œPeople think I'm just your best friend, yet some of your fans are speculating that I just want to be famous through you. Imagine how much worse it would be if we were together.โ€
โ€œIgnore them. They're just jealous.โ€ When he saw you weren't convinced, he spoke up again. โ€œIf that happens, just remind yourself that I love you,โ€ he said. You couldn't believe your ears. Did he just say that? โ€œI love you. That's what caught your attention, wasn't it? Look, it's complicated, I know, but we'll figure it out. I promise.โ€
You believed him. There was sincerity in his voice as he spoke, and the kiss he gave you was full of raw emotions. โ€œYou always get what you want, don't you?โ€ you asked with a laugh, to which he only replied with a laugh and a nod.
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