#and it was so nice to feel my chest
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sometimes i forget how gut wrenching dysphoria can be
#it��s like this constant back and forth#my main thing u deal with everyday of my life is my chest dysphoria#i think about it everyday. it effects me everyday of my life#it’s so crazy to think about. sometimes i think it’s like not a big deal#but it is. it’s always on my mind#wearing a binder helps soooo much like i’m very lucky#it feels so nice to feel my flat chest its amazibg#but it costs me my comfort :( i cant wear mine that long i always take it off when i’m just hanging at home#and it feels so freeing to not wear one. like physically#but it’s mentally rlly hard#i see my brother wear the sleep shirt he got for christmas and feel horrible#knowing i can’t wear mine :( it’s too tight#only on my chest. i just hate it#it’s such a fucking battle and its tears me up so bad#when i put mine on today right after i had washed it and it was so clean and fresh and nice and tight#and it was so nice to feel my chest#but then just immediately going :( knowing how much of a physical nuisance it is#it’s uncomfortable to sit and lay in#it shows around the collar of my shirt which makes me dysphoric#it’s makes my back and ribs hurt more then they already do#it’s just. a horrible mind game#ok well. im freakibg sleepy#gn
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#trans man#ftm#now crawling back into bed bc i am sick#it's a silly little selfie. but seeing my chest in something that used to make me feel so dysphoric#in the mirror was just very nice today.#from my slumber i wish everyone a very big wish for gender euphoria
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#diary post#doctor who#martha jones#tenth doctor#tenmartha#ten x martha#not to be a crybaby but godddd#I’m nice to people and cheerlead tf out of them#I try to spread so much love#idk why I even engage with any fandom stuff even in the barely-way that I do#I just wanna make friends and exchange love and smut#I don’t wanna make anyone feel bad or insecure#anyway pardon the cringe vagueposting I just needed to get this off my chest
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Everyone on the other side of the fandom is so busy trying to own the BTs to realize that we haven't had a really GOOD Buddie scene since Season 6.
#Eddie crying by Buck's bedside while their son begged Buck to wake up? Being so out of it he could not even answer Christopher's questions?#Feeling Buck's dead body underneath his hands? Being the one to cut him down?#They used to put cocaine in those two I swear to fuck#No one wants to admit it but we've been getting Buddie crumbs for like... two seasons now 😭#Yeah the coming out scene was nice. The bachelor party was nice.#Neither of them made me want to punch through my own chest and rip out my heart#The closest they've gotten to driving me up the wall is Season 7 with the conversation about Kim. That was glorious#But everything else has been... fine. Not psychosis inducing at all.#What is Tim Minear's plan to change this? 🎤#tv: 911#jack.txt
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Whenever I see the they/them please in your bio I am strongly reminded of the meme where the guy says "he looks very polite", the t-rex arms thing that some people so, or of a sad little teary wet dog. I really hope you know that you absolutely don't have to ask, that you could just say they/them.
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#ah#on some level I know yes#and it's very nice of you to come and say that to my face because it certainly feels good to hear it ;-;#answered#anonymous#this has nothing to do with anything but I've noticed that do the t-rex arms thing when I'm really tired#at one time I was emptying the dishwasher and thinking to myself 'why is this taking so much time and effort??'#then realized I had been keeping my left arm folded against my chest the whole time and was doing everything with just one hand
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Ichor's back again! Decided to do some exercises with my silliest traumatized Sans, and the one that ended up sticking was the Cute Outfit doodles!
#utmv#utmv sans#my art#spot!drawn#ichor sans#ichor#punishment sans#catacombtale#Ichor's normal everday wear is id usual canon design! nice sweater scarf that was a gift from his bro and a comfy t-shirt and sweats#the formal wear is just something spiffy (His grillby: Chance definitely dressed him) and he loves koi so it's embroidered#with lil koi fish! and he *can* tie a tie but with the collar on it doesn't exactly feel comfy soooo he'd leave it untied#his pjs are definitely something he'd wear (that nice faded blue w/ a dumb saying) but it's also a direct rip-off of#an outfit I used to wear as pjs around the time I designed him! (He doesn't even like women#he just thinks pick-up lines are fun)#and the last one felt pretty self explanitory. i just kinda wanted to draw his bones and debate giving him a chest wound for the#bajillionth time (I never give him one-)#and the Collar and Manacles are part of his story and are non-removable hense why they stayed on the whole time 🫡#love Ichor immensely lmao#this one is definitely going back into my queue btw. you will see him again.
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How to almost make the game crash when opening the storage chest. Geralt of Rivia / The Witcher 3 (c) CD Project Red
#geralt of rivia#the witcher#the witcher fanart#comic#cd projekt red#geralt#witcher 3#tw3#loot#new sword#storage chest#I saved one of each sword I found. there are a lot of swords in the game. the storage chest was a complete disaster.#I'm that type of person who wants to remember the good old days by looking through my inventory.#do I do so often? no. but I want to be ABLE to do so if I ever feel the urge to remember that one sidequest 30h ago.#or what about that time I found that sword in the water? yeah that was nice. which sword was it again..?
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@BoomboxPhoto took some excellent pictures of Danhausen's surprise Glory Pro appearance yesterday
#1) danhausen showing up and wordlessly challenging his former friend for his title is the Good Shit... AEW take fucking notes#2) oh my god I feel feverish. look at him#the skinny jeans are making me feel unwell#nice thighs I mean thighs I mean thighs-shit I mean eyes#also his teeth are So white. pretty pretty teeth from the tooth guy#and the way his chest piece is peeking out from under his shirt#and his collarbones#bring me a fainting couch I have a case of the vapours#love that danhausen fr fr#GloryPro#Danhausen#Warhorse
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#hyunjin#skz#ENOUGHHHHH I NEED TO B MORPHING INTO HIM LIKE AN IMAGE TO ANOTHER#actually i would be so happy to become like an armpit hair of his that he gets rid off with laser i think that’d be nice as well ..#i will settle for anything to be close to him woahh hh hhh#fantaken#im crying… the droplet of sweat dropping from his chin after all of his hard work… i will rescue u like u are last drop of water on earth#like idc i will never be thirsty once i get it in my mouth#hi im insane#if u zoom in u can see his chest glimmering too like edward in the sun im about to give up#feeling so hot and bothered right now i won’t even be lying to u#hyunjin call meeeeeeeee drop ur location asap pls
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#shitpost#this is a great reaction image but also just an excellent visual representation of my mental state#every day I can physically feel in my chest the string inside me pulling tighter and tighter#and one day I’ll snap#but not yet! ohoho not quite yet!!#so back down it goes. shoving it away because I do not! wanna! deal with that!!#it’ll make me one day. when it snaps. but that’s not today!!#I’m not at the point of reckless tattoos#and I already cut and dye my own hair so that’s got no catharsis in it#but I am mere inches away from getting a bunch of piercings#I’ve been wanting to for a while. why not now?#go for the septum too while I’m at it even though I wasn’t sure yet?#I need to break something#<- dead serious#because I’m legit inches away from starting a fight#but I am putting on a nice face for everyone :3
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LOKI SEASON 2 FINALE SPOILER WARNING
hey. hey wait a second. in mobius' life on the timeline as don, he had a wife. and she's said to be long gone. don also kept bringing up the fact he's single. he's probably lonely. not that he doesn't love and care about his sons, he does, but I think they remind him of his wife and their life together as well, and his kids are young and he doesn't want them to see their dad struggling. maybe it happened fairly recently. don, in fact, seems incomplete and a little discontent still. he enjoys jetskis though. fond memories? a distraction?
and now mobius doesn't have loki around anymore either. he's also long gone. mobius reads his own file...don's file, and then he goes and looks at don's life on the timeline and realizes he had two kids (who are interestingly into fire and snakes), had a wife at one point, and is a jetski salesman. but at the same time...it's not exactly him.
and our mobius doesn't even have any of that. and he can't, and wouldn't take that away from don to live that life himself. and from what we know from a bit of mobius' backstory, he hasn't always had an easy time making hard decisions, and he has a lot of empathy. he's also like, the resident loki expert of the tva. he's fascinated with him. maybe there's a reason. a memory slipping through, like the jetskis. having loki around made the tva feel more like home to mobius. now without him...why would he stay?
I don't think it's impossible that a variant of loki, whether she looked just like the loki we all know or not (doesn't matter being the genderfluid, likely all-pronouns using god that they are), that loki was mobius' wife.
in my opinion, they took a queer love story, and put it through a seemingly hetero lens that the casual audience, and homophobic viewers especially, wouldn't be able to pick up on. I think it was the only way the writers came up with to get a canon confirmation of lokius into the show.
maybe I'm wrong, but that's just my two cents. I just can't imagine they dropped all those clues and symbolism and were vague about things for no reason. well...homophobia and censorship reasons, they had enough issues when they confirmed mcu loki's bisexuality in season 1, but I'll be damned if canon lokius didn't genuinely matter to anyone in that writing room. everything that was written there felt deliberate. it's sad that it has to be queer-coded in a time where so many shows are able to be explicitly queer, but disney/marvel has historically always struggled with showing that, so I can't say I'm very surprised.
I know in my heart that lokius is canon because of that final scene. I just hope that some way, somehow, mobius finds loki again, or at least finds purpose again. he doesn't deserve to be alone, just like loki doesn't. that's all I want to see. that can't be the end. I just want them to be okay. :(
#yeah I've been sobbing about this#nice to get it into words and off my chest#lokius#loki#loki spoilers#mobius#mobius m mobius#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#loki laufeyson#loki season 2#loki series#marvel#mcu#they are so to be loved is to be changed :(#I feel UNWELL#reminded me of the good omens S2 ending too
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one of these days i'll post a finished vore/endo drawing
that day is not today! here are some whiteboard doodles + another thing teehee,,
#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#endosama#i love heartbeats so much you have no idea#jus ask my partner lol#i visited them a bit ago n while we were watching a movie in the theatre#i laid on their chest the entirety of the time#it was so peaceful#feeling and hearing their heartbeat beneath the layers of cloth and muscle and bone#and they just held their hand against my side#it was so nice#i'm rambling now but you get my point eheh#scurries away hurriedly :o3#plummie arts
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Uhh, I didn't create new sims for a while, but guess what?? He's my new obsession now T-T Yet another cannibalistic deer, what did you expect from me at this point?..
By the way!! When I see him, Meet me in the woods by Lord Huron starts playing in my head for some reason.. AND ALSO. He still doesn't have a name! I'm sure he's going to have a slavic name though :')
#ts4 screenies#sims 4 screenies#ts4 screenshots#sims 4 screenshots#show us your sims#ts4 simblr#s4 simblr#simblr#ts4#cas pics#YES I POSTED FINALLY#now I'm going to either go and organize my fucking cc folder or just.. sleep#because I want to sleep#I'm always sleepy#very fucking unrelated BUT yesterday I bought a new long (very long!!) dress and I feel like it altered me sksksks#I feel so free when wearing it honestly#for some reason???#I just love it so much#not the way my chest looks in it btw but binders are lifesavers#like IT'S SO LOOONG and the fabric is so nice!! I love the way it feels on my legs I guess? it's so free and like... so long and beautiful#its like.. kinda country styled you could say? but it has so much ruffles I LOVE IT.#and ALSO I'm the worst plant parent but I bought like... 6 plants in total. WHY? I have no idea WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM#I killed my last 10 plants :'(((( I have no idea why I keep trying#*olya's ocs: oisín
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Raymond Reddington
Season 5 Episode 2 - Greyson Blaise
#james spader#raymond reddington#the blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#blacklist#tbl#my screenshots#screenshot edit#5x2#season 5 episode 2#this episode had sooooo many great scenes with Red in nice outfits which showcase his nice dilfy body#i was foaming at my mouth seeing the shape of his belly and his tiddies arghhh#i feel like season 5 was made for the crazy Raymond worshippers tbh#so much good stuff I am in heaven 🤤🤤🤤#raymond reddington outfit#raymond reddington smile#raymond reddington cute#raymond reddington chest hair
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writing passionate love declaration scenes in fanfiction is cute and all but also lowkey sad sometimes
#listen. i don't particularly want to be in a relationship at the moment#but do i want the chance#to stand chest to chest with someone both breathing harshly while we admit our feelings for each other. maybe?#i know that living inside this fanfic would stress me the fuck out#but the pay off is nice at least#god idk. it just reminds me that everyone i know is in relationships and i'm not and i don't want to be because it's exhausting but also.#some human connection that isn't my friends would be nice#or just someone admitting that they like me/love me/have a crush on me/are in any way vaguely interested in me might make me feel like#perceived and able to be wanted by other people.#does this make any fucking sense at all? i don't think so. and in fact i've confused myself
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I need to blow off steam and get this off my chest-
I fucking HATE the Kou favoritism in this fan base when it comes to Teru- they can post all they want and glorify Kou's actions and ignore his flaws all they want and no one says a damn thing but when I do the same thing with Teru all of a sudden people are in my damn reblogs telling me why I'm wrong and or that I shouldn't think that-
It's so damn annoying and is exactly why I hate Kou fans- Kou fans were always the people that bullied me the most and they continue to be the most annoying part of this fan base
Kou fans they could never make me like you
#this isn't about nice Kou fans ok- i know not all are like this but sadly I've never met a “good” kou fan#besides my ONE friend- i had another friend that waa a Kou fan but they bullied me as well-#im sorry this is so aggressive...i needed to get some things off my chest...#i love yall i promise sorry about this- TwT#just need to vent my feelings a little so i doesn't explode
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