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╭₊˚๑ ૮꒰˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶꒱ა ♡ in this super sweet pick-a-card reading, we’re diving into who’s coming your way and all the cute little details about them! remember, this is a general reading so take what resonates and let go of the rest.
pick the picture or pile that calls to you, and let the magic begin! ✧˖°.₊ ♡ ✩˚ ༘
﹒ ﹢ ♡. PILE ONE ﹑ ﹒ the one heading your way in love is a force of nature, bursting with passion and an electric energy that keeps them constantly on the move. they’re a whirlwind of spontaneity, sometimes overwhelming with their wild enthusiasm. never one to stay put for long, they're always pushing forward, chasing the next thrill. impulsive, maybe, but undeniably magnetic and sizzling hot. when it comes to romance, they’re all in or all out—no middle ground. expect the unexpected with them, as they dive headfirst into anything without worrying too much about the fallout. focus might be a struggle, but they’ll make it up to you in the bedroom; trust me, they're *very* good there. you could pick up some fire sign vibes, maybe even a touch of cancer. this person knows exactly what they want, and they won’t hesitate to go after it. they’re the type who chases hard, with a strong, unyielding will that doesn't bend easily. their intensity, especially emotionally, is something you can’t ignore. once they set their sights on something or someone. they become laser-focused and single-minded. their energy is dominant, unapologetically confident, and they're well aware of their worth. there's an aura of strength around them that demands respect. traditional in how they approach things, they prefer to take charge, protect those they care for, and provide in a way that feels secure and grounded. but, with all that confidence, there might be a bit of control lurking under the surface. they’re likely feeling unsatisfied with their current options, a bit emotionally restless, maybe even bored with the scene. guarded, too, unsure if what’s on offer will meet their deeper needs. getting them to open up may take time, but once they do, their true feelings will come out, and they’ll be all in.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. PILE TWO ﹑ ﹒ this person is a rare blend of generosity and stability. when they love, they love hard. their love languages are likely gift-giving or quality time, and they have an unmatched ability to provide, whether it’s emotionally or financially. they're the real deal, no games, no drama. what you see is what you get. if you need support, they’ll be right there, ready to show up for you in every way possible. but there’s a past here, a hurt that lingers—this person has a deep well of love to offer, but they want to be met with the same energy in return. they've faced rejection and abandonment, which has made them cautious. they’ll give, but they also want something back. it’s all about balance with them. they might be the “date to marry” type, always thinking ahead, planning for the future. they’re in the process of figuring out what they truly want, and they might be uncertain if you align with their long-term vision. they could be hesitant to fully invest because they’re assessing whether the future you two could share is truly worth it. right now, they may be dealing with some emotional or financial struggles, and loneliness seems to weigh on them. this could make them hesitant to open up, fearing rejection or judgment. accepting help might be tough for them, but beneath it all, they’re incredibly caring and nurturing. they want something real, long-lasting, and they’re more than willing to put in the work. they’ll take care of you, emotionally and practically, and give you the stability and security you need. this is someone who’s attuned to the needs of others and willing to invest everything they have into building a future with someone special.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. PILE THREE ﹑ ﹒ this person is as honest as they come, with a deep-rooted value for truth, no matter how hard it might be to hear. they won’t sugarcoat things and expect the same level of transparency from others. deception doesn’t stand a chance around them. they’re too sharp, too clever to fall for any tricks. it’s hard to manipulate them, and they see through the BS with ease. they might come off as independent, even cold or detached at times, approaching life with a logical, no-nonsense mindset rather than getting caught up in emotions. but there’s another side to them, one that’s deeply emotional, balanced, and wise beyond their years. they don’t wear their heart on their sleeve at first, but when they do open up, it’s with depth and sincerity. communication is key for them. they value clear, honest conversations. this person’s the type who believes in hard work and collaboration, understanding that sometimes you need the right person by your side to make things work. they’re skilled, dedicated, and probably excel at what they do. they might come from your workplace or school, but not necessarily. what matters is that you likely share the same values. emotionally, they know how to handle their own feelings and have a natural understanding of others' emotions. there’s a nurturing, calm, and even romantic side to them that’ll shine through once they feel comfortable. they’re thoughtful and patient, never rushing into anything, but when they do invest, they do it with intention and care. their love is sincere, deep, and genuine. there’s something about this connection that feels meant to be, with a powerful chemistry between you two. it will go beyond surface-level attraction. it’s the kind of bond that brings out your deepest, most vulnerable selves. you’ll complement each other in a way that feels effortlessly right.
﹒ ﹢ ♡. PILE FOUR ﹑ ﹒ the person coming towards you is nothing short of intense. they've been through some deep, life-altering experiences. things that make you look at life from a completely different angle. they've undergone countless transformations and changes, shedding the old layers of themselves to become who they are now, unapologetically raw and real. their emotions run deep and fierce, and with that comes a level of unpredictability that will keep you on your toes. they’re a hardworking soul who believes in taking their time, slowly building trust with the patience of someone who knows that the best things are worth waiting for. they’re serious about commitment, ready to put in the effort to create something lasting and meaningful. while grand gestures aren’t their style, they show their care through consistent actions, building a foundation brick by brick. loyalty is one of their strongest traits, and their romantic side is heartfelt, though they might express it in subtler ways. there’s a chance they have an artistic flair, channeling their emotions through creativity and self-expression. they love deep conversations, but also the simple, intimate exchanges that make a relationship feel warm and real. there may be some inner struggles with anger or frustration, but it's part of their complex nature. beneath it all, they are stunningly beautiful and radiate an independence that shows they are fully comfortable in their own skin. they’re self-assured, and don’t need a relationship to complete them. they’re content on their own, not seeking validation from others but standing strong in who they are.
#divination#tarot#tarotcommunity#tarot reading#tarotblr#tarot community#tarot cards#tarot readings#tarot deck#tarot witch#tarot card reading#love tarot free#love pac#love tarot reading#pick a card tarot#pick a card#pick a card reading#intuitive tarot reading#intuitive readings#intuitive messages#intuition
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S4 predictions
Ok if I'm not wrong ayo mentioned something about filming an emotional scene with lionel and that she was pretty weary of how it turned out. This might be in relation to the dead mums' club scene but I felt that in didn't warrant such a response? In legacy, Marcus mentions that he's Sydney's emergency contact. So what if this scene is set at a hospital. Here me out..
-so Sydney decides to stay ( I have a feeling that she calls her dad in the teaser)
- carmy finds out about the pouching
- they fight about it after service
-sydney leaves but she doesn't explicitly say that she's leaving the bear
- carmy probably has a mental breakdown at the bear.
-sydney doesn't show up for prep cause she's involved in an accident or she falls super ill due to all the stress and anxiety. OR if you want to turn this into a soap opera, someone in the mob attacked her. Anyways, she ends up at the ER
- so carmy is under the impression that she has quit so he starts spiralling a bit
- Marcus gets the call from the hospital
- Marcus and Sydney share a vulnerable moment
- the whole crew except for carmy visits Sydney
- carmy is overwhelmed with guilt
- or maybe carmy actually goes to see her, meets Emmanuel there and reconciles with Sydney
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What resources would you recommend for someone new to vegetable gardening? I'm in Zone 6 surrounded by Zone 5, and my initial web searching is overwhelming. I have a north-facing porch and I'm sure my dad will let me plant in his yard, though I might be fighting with the dahlia and lily bulbs that are already there.
Also, do you have any arguments I can make to my apt complex about why we should have a community garden?
Oh man this is always such a hard question, tbh, because there's so MUCH? You know? And I've been reading about this and studying it for like...since I was a teenager? But let's see.
First, the dahlias and lilies shouldn't be too aggressive, so there's that. And a north-facing porch won't give you much by way of tomatoes and peppers in your zone, but you can get loads of greens and herbs! Might be fun to maximize space with one of those super cool planting towers I've never had any excuse to get!
Over on Youtube Kevin Espiritu of Epic Gardening is really great. He's both very approachable and very rigorous about evidence based practice. Also fun and cute, so there's that. There are a lot of other gardening channels that come highly recommended but which I don't have any direct experience with. Hopefully someone else will jump in with more recs!
I just went and looked at my gardening bookshelf, and I'll be totally real with you, I remember reading most of them, and some of them made an impression on me, but none of them stand out as The Beginner Book. Like, Eliot Coleman's books are great for learning about season extension--which in your climate my well be something you want to learn about early on--but they're not specifically for beginners. Carol Deppe's The Resilient Gardener is a great book I should probably re-read, but it's specifically about gardening under adverse circumstances. Which, now that I say it, is also immediately relevant to a lot of people. Sigh. Anyway.
Oh I guess I am almost literally contractually obligated to prop for Master Gardeners and the Extension Service, which put out excellent, science-based regional information, such as when to start various plants in your area and how to address noxious weeds you're likely to encounter.
But to be honest I feel like I'm shit at answering this question!! So I am begging my many other gardening mutuals and followers to add their favorite resources, please!
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What if I get a job this summer
#ive been thinking abt it a l o t lately KAHSKSB#like I know where I'd apply to where since its not far at all#and it might not be super overwhelming for me-#hrrrmmmm#luna lrambles
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Considering it’s POLIN mf season if we/it was/were a certain crazy miserable loser fandom they/we would’ve been mad about the fact not only is it polin season but everyone else getting promo too and Claudia J is with Luke/Nic same way Simone Kate Kanthony stans was mad that charithra existed really and was with JH/SA for like 2-3 interviews throughout whole show I’ve seen it and the fact they as is in nic and charithra only did 1 cover solo each and 1 EW with two other cast members yet Kate Simone Kanthony stans truly went insane lost it and was calling nic Luke and especially charithra nic all kinds of cruel vile nasty things and being racist and fatphobic for no fcvking reason but here we are seeing everyone like Claudia Jess Hannah get so much promo and not minding it and even when Claudia is doing way more promo then what charithra ever did with Simone or with their precious kanthony ship and fake favs! this isn’t even half of the amout of pr promo stuff and press they’ve as in those 3 non lead girls have done or for the whole Bridgerton cast on polin season but sure simone
Kanthony Kate stans was being miserable psychopaths when charithra did 2-3 interviews with Simone and she Nicola got 1 solo cover and the fact they hated on Luke who didn’t even get an ounce of what Luke T, Claudia or Johnny is getting now when it’s not their season but his yeah I’ll never forget it or forgive! Poor Nicola Luke and Charithra they deserved so much better especially charithra and nic who got extra worse because of their acting range being superior let’s be honest here guys they outdid their precious ship on their season because they didn’t have a problem with any of the other actors or cast only those 2 girls and Luke and Nicola Luke as friends all because they are actually besties in real life and fans shipped them something they can’t 😔 do for their fav ship they use as self insert to be with a pretty white boy since JB is not straight truly got what they deserve in s3 and I’m so happy for POLIN CC winning and for charithra Nic being such a IT girl had a whole subfandom crying about them and their every move all year long for the past 2 years even when it wasn’t their season yet! That’s on acting range that’s on ACTRESS!
In the end we know why Kate kanthony Simone stans was mad about charithra existence it’s because CC aka Edwina just outshined them and outsold their favs and ship with ease and why they was mad about Nicola and Luke because they were just real friends off screen and their fav wasn’t that close😂 so couldn’t ship them 😂
#bridgerton#simone ashley#kanthony#kate sharma#kate bridgerton#jonathan bailey#nicola coughlan#luke newton#luke thompson#hannah dodd#claudia jessie#eloise bridgerton#francesca bridgerton#charithra chandran#edwina sharma#benedict bridgerton#bridgerton cast#bee show spoilers#I could never be mad at Claudia for doing press with Nic/Luke on her own show that’s crazy talk explains why kanthonies can with charithra#because they are insane stans imagine being mad an actress was doing promo for her season with other actors from the show insanity#I’m just beyond happy Claudia is with them love her and it’s good to see her shine too in her season/show could never be mad she’s lovely#she’s such amazing human super funny relaxing I think nic/Luke both need her nonchalant style bc they are people who care a lot about what#others think both of them equally only luke dosent show it and him being around Claudia might help him same way being around nic helps his#overwhelmness and nervousness so yeah more interviews with core 4 (both Luke’s nic Claudia) would save me it’s so fun they are hilarious
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So in the Self-Help Hotline AU I'm starting with just seven Ashes, eight when you include the central Ash who's just starting out. I'll probably add a few at certain milestones (definitely when he goes to a new region (including the Orange Islands that totally counts) possibly after movies and similar Big Legendary-Related Disasters but I'm undecided there). Arceus gave them all nicknames because otherwise it'd start with the chat filled with nothing but "Ash Ketchum" and it'd be impossible to tell who's talking.
Mini-Me: The central Ash who just got a Pikachu who hates him but is technically giving him a chance (you really think he couldn't have just ran away whenever, even during the fishing line bit?) and left Palette Town on the Pokemon Journey of a lifetime. An arrogant, overconfident little dumbass elementary-schooler with a heart of gold who constantly switches between having an ego nearly as big as Gary's and having no self-esteem whatsoever with no in-between.
O.G.A. / TheLlamasErrandBoy: The Ash from the end of the main timeline (or at least a timeline so extremely close to it that it's functionally the main timeline), with all the character development and Trauma that entails. Arceus gave him Admin Privileges and Dipped after explaining what the chat was made for so he's allowed to change nicknames and immediately abuses that power to roast The Original One Itself.
QueenOfTheWorld: Ashley Ketchum. She had a few Realizations during the stuff in Celadon so she's transfem. Her Journey had the fewest differences from the Main Timeline of the six AU Ashes since being a girl didn't change that much about her life.
L.G.M.: The version from my Invader Ash AU. By now he's aware that his mission wasn't what he thought it was and is fine with being Earth's hero instead of its ruler. He's still morally a very dark grey and kind of crazy though. He is still an Irken and still loyal to the Empire (particularly Tallest Delia) after all.
Aaron Jr: an Ash from a world where the Aura Guardians never faded into obscurity and he received formal training from a young age. Insists that he doesn't count as a child soldier since he stumbled across disasters on his journey for Chosen One Reasons just like the other Ashes did rather than the Order deliberately sending him to solve those problems. Actually the fact that this literal child keeps ending up in so much danger despite their best efforts is one of the Order's biggest headaches. The fact that he's so good at dealing with it (and is one of the most powerful Guardians in decades) only eases their worries a little.
Spooky: A version of Ash who succumbed to the injuries and exhaustion he sustained during the Spearow chase and became a Misdreavus due to a hasty halfway-too-late resurrection attempt from Ho-Oh. He's currently a Mismagius, a master illusionist, the World Monarch just like most of the other Ashes, and has long since come to terms with his death and species change. He does still have a vengeful hatred (and slight fear) of the Spearow line, but can you really blame him?
MyJobIsBeach: An Ash who stayed in Alola to help fully establish the League after becoming the Champion. He did technically go through the plot of Journeys but instead of being a research assistant he just kept running into Goh and Chloe while working his way through the World Coronation Series. He is still friends with them but not quite as close as in most timelines.
DoTheMario!: An Ash who's somewhat more familiar with the Multiverse than the others because his world is permanently linked with a version of the Mushroom Kingdom following a recent adventure. As in, he just finished dealing with the related Big Disaster and stabilizing the connection (since for Complicated Space-Time-Continuum-Could-Get-Torn-Apart reasons they couldn't sever the connection) a couple weeks before the chat got made. Since the point of divergence was so recent (and post-series) he's the second closest to the Main Timeline out of the starting lineup after Ashley.
#pokemon anime#self-help hotline au#ash ketchum#ashley ketchum#invader ash au#aura guardian#misdreavus#mismagius#super mario#death mention#might have mini-me catch the lead spearow just so spooky's hatred of said spearow is actually relevant#his version of it Was directly responsible for his death after all#so mini-me catching not just A spearow but THE spearow would be a Big Deal for him#the order of adherence to canon goes og ashley mario beach spooky aaron lgm. mini-me doesn't count since the chat IS the divergence#these guys are honestly pretty tame compared to what i Could throw at mini-me#like i said before arceus doesn't want to overwhelm him. so he's saving the REALLY wild aus for the later regions
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adhd advice will be like people with adhd struggle to get their thoughts organised. also to get diagnosed you need to get your thoughts on why you have adhd organised in advance in order to convince the doctor you have it
#sorry for the vent incoming but#both my sister (who is diagnosed with adhd and autism) and my mother have been saying they think i might be adhd for like a year now#and like thatd be cool bc adhd can be medicated right? so maybe i can get help with my disaster life after all#except the problem is every time i think about the task of calling the doctor i get overwhelmed and cant#unfortunately asking my family for a list of why they think i'm adhd is not helpful bc theyre always like#“idk just whenever we talk about [sister]'s adhd i think how it sounds like we're describing you” & then none of them can give me an exampl#all ive come up with myself if when i was a kid i remember i was either quiet or so chatty that i forget the other person needs to speak#or like i'd try to join in a conversation and many times people would say like 'thats not really related to what we're talking about'#i no longer and super chatty bc i learned fo shut the fuck up pretty quick or you get made fun of but yeah.#i also forget things but i'm also very good at writing them down bc i know i'll forget and make people annoyed if i dont#so like idk if that counts like i feel like in my life ive been forced to learn how to cope and fit in so its like#is it adhd and i'm masking or is it not#like this is always the problem when i seek professional help they find out i can do hard stuff and they say you seem like you're okay#but like. hard stuff i can do is still hard. is everything supposed to feel this hard then? i hope not#vent#anyway other points are my thoughts keep me awake at night (its like loud jumbled thoughts of tv quotes and music and conversations ive had#and also obviously i struggle to make appointments. and i get distracted when i'm doing something boring even if i remove distractions#from my sight bc if i have no distractions i just start daydreaming. is this anything#this post itself is distracting me from work#i also connot make connections with 99% of people i meet socialising is so hard for me#maybe i should just send this tumblr vent to my doctor and see if it gets me a referral would that work
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I know one of my AUs is in two seperate competitions but wouldnt it be so silly if I started focusing on an entirely different one
haha... jk.........
#rambles#.....maybe#<- wanted to make that tiny text but i do not have the patience to sift through google to figure out how to make the super small text#anyways......#im getting overwhelmed by mental health and comp stuff so my brain went “hey what if we thought about this other au instead”#....... not that i have that much stuff for it because im deep in burnout and depression so making art is real hard#outside of the one thing im really focusing on#even after thats done i dont know if i have the patience for a whole other comic.... but my only other idea is like- a fic??? but....#looks at kraang leo*#my fics are... uhhhh.. they definitely ... exist#but writing is hard#might do what somni and teaa do for emd and write fic for the main thing but have comics for the important parts????#but they day i get the confidence to approach someone for collab is a day i dont think will happen until after years fo thereapy lmao#this has reminded me that i should edit the next chapter of kraang leo
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have to admit it following that last post, if we're shipping im 9/10 times rereading the media and looking at certain parts through a ship tinted glass set. i put it on the dash sometimes rather than dms because i'm extremely nervous that i'm going to come off as too much but, you know, i'm working on that.
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#not to get too deep on main but i always worry not messaging as opposed to posting on dash makes me seem less interested#but its more like me wanting to express it in a way my partner knows im constantly thinking of them and their muse :^) i wanna get more int#sending fanart / hcs / things that make me soft bc then it stops me from wroking with a 50+ bookmark section dgfhdjsdhss#shipping means a lot to me because in turn the other muns portrayal / oc becomes even MORE important to me than before. and my muse as well#this is why i become hesitant if it feels like someone is shipping more for just the /character/ than my portrayal of them.#( which is super valid btw! you should inact everything on your blog for you. not someone elses taste! )#it just. really doesn't work well with me and i usually would take a step back if thats how you felt#the reason why i have so many random oocs or very large rel pinterest boards bc i am constantly thinking of them#if i messaged my partners as much as i thought about them id worry theyd end up with so many messages itd feel overwhelming#i blame old friends but if thats something people like ... then maybe ...#i have a few messages to get to so i might spend the rest of the night working on those <3
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Work last night was really rough (didn’t know that football playoffs were happening, so I didn’t know to expect a never ending shit show last night), to the point where I passed out the moment I got myself comfortable in my bed, so you’d think I’d sleep for my usual 8-10 hours, right?
No. No, my body said “6 hours, and I won’t go any higher”
And in the kind of person who, once I’m up, I’m up. And I have work tonight so I can’t just go to bed early. 🙃
#when I have to get up early I somehow manage to sleep through my alarms#when I want to sleep in I somehow end up rising with the sun#man fuck this#we literally got over 100 orders last night#and we were only up to 30 when I clocked in#and I know that doesn’t sound like a lot#but our building is small and in between two larger locations#we just lighten the load for the larger locations#so while 100 tickets isn’t a lot it is a lot for our store#now Super Bowl Sunday might actually kill me#I was lucky to just miss the end of football season when I was hired#but that was the end of February last year. so I have to actually experience it now.#istg the customers are trying to kill my#please im only one person#go fucking order dominos. let us breathe for 2 minutes. please.#tell ya what tho. glad I had cos going in the background#let me focus on something else to avoid getting totally overwhelmed
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To anyone who messages me - I’m sorry. Im sorry I suck at replying 99% of the time. I’m sorry I don’t have the mental capacity to hold a conversation. I’m sorry if you see me active on here reblogging and answering asks but I still haven’t replied to your message. I’m sorry I want to talk to you but I get overwhelmed by the smallest things.
I really really really hope you never think I’m purposely ignoring you or trying to hurt you in any way. I hope you can understand that I’m truly trying my best.
#there’s a lot going on behind this screen that I haven’t been telling you guys#I’m exhausted and overwhelmed#I’ve been trying SO hard to keep my friendships and reply to people#but when I have a billion other things going on that’s taking all of my time and energy I just can’t#I don’t understand how adults can juggle everything#well wasn’t expecting that anon to hit me like it did but okay#I hope that anon and all of you take care of yourselves#just remember you can only know a small portion of the blogger#yes I’ve been super duper open about a lot of shit#but you guys still don’t *know* me#I don’t even fucking know me if I’m gonna be honest#so how can anyone else know me if I only choose to show a little part of myself on here#idk if any of this is making sense#but I just needed to get it out#I feel like I might know who the anon was and I’m really sad if I hurt them in any way#shut up rosie
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G...ood...morning...👀💦💦💦
#This isn't a complaint! Merely an expression of humble shock and vague overwhelm.#It's like waking up to find ants crawling all over a plate you left on your desk#except the ants are super nice people who are very kind and pleasant to talk to.#(Many of whom are glad to remind me of how fuckable I am 😤💓)#nyxrambles#I might need to set a timer for like an hour and see how many I can get answered 💀💦💦
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skipping class but staying on campus to do work for. another class. bc i said i'd have it done before friday bc i'm scared of telling profs no so now i have to read all of robinson crusoe this weekend and watch the nbc pilot of the crusoe series on top of finishing the 2 late essays bc i deluded myself into believing i have a chance of finishing this annotated bibliography in 2 hours. without half the books i'm citing. tee hee <3
#if anyone knows anything about anything hit me up 🫶🙌☝️#also one of my sources is essentially just synthesizing all of my other sources with So Little original commentary bc it was originally a#dissertation that got published as a book but i need to use it bc it's the only source of its type i could find and my prof has a checklist#-_-#and she said that if i explain why it's so late i can maybe get an extension of my extension but how do i tell her that i'm sick and burnt#out and got locked out of my room for 24 hours and am depressed and haven't been sleeping or eating well and i miss my friends and having a#library to work in and my antidepressants have taken away my ability to have my quarterly sobbing dry heaving breakdown that i rely to give#me the adrenaline boost and catharsis and clarity to actually lock in and force myself to finish big scary assignments#i can probably tell her about the sickness and the room thing but truly i'm just overwhelmed and not coping and that doesn't feel like a#real reason (bc i'm depressed)#i need to knock myself out at like 10:30 tonight so i can wake up at like 7 tomorrow and work somewhere that isn't my house but i have#rehearsal until 10 amd i need to shower before i actually have a freak out that no one finds endearing or relatable#i think the shower might be a big part of the brain fog . who could've seen this coming.........#i meant to shower last night but i was too busy reading 50 shades of grey and mists of avalon (both for class) and i was up until like 5#god i need to sleep. tomorrow will be better#if you see me on here past like 11:30 please yell at me to go to bed i've lost the ability to stop my self-destructive habits#that was super tmi . sowwy gang#a post
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ok soim gonna ramble about the wedding in the tags cos this is my diary lol kitty dont read this (she's not been on tumblr in ages it should b fine pfft)
#personal#ok so first of all it was a very overwhelming but amazing day!#the food was INCREDIBLE lol i honestly want the recipe for the chickpea fritters (that were covered in sesame seeds) like asap lol#sad i never got to have an italian pizza#(partly cos i was mainly w/ my mum who cant eat too much wheat rip...)#the venue was also amazing! there were all these animals (it's like a sanctuary thing?)#it was a shame it was cloudy and rainy that day but it wasnt too bad lol#(like look im english i'm used to it being rainy and cloudy 90% of the time pfft)#the actual vows ceremony part was honestly a highlight#i cried lol (it was a mixture of things... i was tired and overwhelmed... also i love my sister a lot ofc lol)#(also didnt help my mum was bawling her eyes out next to me pfft)#(also wasnt the only one cos when we went to say goodbye all my other sister's were crying too pfft...)#her husband's family were a Lot but all super lovely!#what was really funny is that they sat us on tables w/ a mixture of italian and english guests#and on both our table and one of the others everyone was bonding by showing each other pictures of their pets pfft#(mainly cats lol)#the dj wasnt that great pfft (yes i was mainly annoyed that there was no kpop cos i think my sis said she wanted to include some...)#i did get up and dance v awkwardly (mainly forced to by one of his sisters pfft) but it was fun lol#ohh and her dress(es) were seriously stunning!#the one for the main ceremony was like a classic victorian(?) sorta style#with an amazinggg 30s style veil!#her evening dress was shorter and she'd sewn the flowers we'd all been helping make for her on it#and it was honestly just so gorgeous#(i might try posting some of pics of it if i can?)#she also made her husband's waistcoat which matched the colours in her dress :')#struggling writing this rn cos i have a very needy cat trying to demand attentino lol#(we picked them up from the cattery today and i think they had a p tough time :(((( i missed them so much honestly)#anyway so the not so great things were the photographers (which ?? there were two ??? why ??)#they were really invasive and annoying lol#half my family couldnt even see my sis get married cos they were in the way ugh
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I think if I ever met a system/anyone with DID, OSDD, etc I would never actually be able to tell… I have really bad memory for details about people so I wouldn’t really notice many if any discrepancies. I also can’t recognize personalities as anything concrete (unless it’s super obvious), two totally different alters could be out on the same day and I wouldn’t be able to tell the difference. Worst I’d interpret would be a mood swing.
Especially since most systems’ alters mask as the host- some r better than others but usually the ones worse at masking aren’t out very often (to my knowledge)
#I’m doomed#I would love to meet a system and get to know the alters#but I know it’s super complicated and me getting excited over my psych spin might be interpreted as downplaying trauma or experiences#or worse commodifying alters#and I’d get overwhelmed. I can hardly survive having like 10 friends#how will I remember the names pronouns and personalities of a ton of alters who use the same body??????????#oh well open communication is key I guess#maybe autism and DID/OSDD don’t always mesh well#y’know like autistic inability to read cues and trauma response hyper vigilance and protectiveness…#the list goes on#I may or may not be vagueposting about someone irl who I suspect#I’m close w the alleged host so I hope it’d be fine#but they’re probably not to the level of OSDD or DID tho#just trauma related dissociation#I would hope at least I know some systems are happy and accepting of their plurality but being a system is traumatizing for many#ough#they said they were questioning if they were autistic too#didn’t give me those vibes but I honestly don’t know#traumatized autistic people mask like hell#I def don’t know everything abt them#I’d love to talk to them abt it tooooooo but they said they’re not ready to think abt it#idk I’ll text them to say they can bring it up with me whenever#I’m always happy to talk about autism with other people lol#especially people who are realizing it for themselves…….#I have been the source of at least 1 autistic revelation#whooo that was a lot of tags#anyway it’s 1:32 so goodnight#I’m glad I know about DID/OSDD tho because like what if I did meet an overt system#I bet lots of people interpret that as like schotzpphrenia or something#which is valid in its own right
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If i start posting about sims 2 shenanigans here instead of on my simblr mind your business. that simblr is for sims 4 Character stuff.
#Was playing a little of greenwood which is a custom hood#WHICH I DO THINK LOOKS SUPER COOL#but its very overwhelming#so i might alternate with some classic strangetown#Also thatll let me build some fun lots in strangetown :3#sleepy sheep plays games
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