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Update I am in fact likely not allergic to apples themselves but instead something added to apples sold at stores where I live. Rejoice
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It’s kinda hard to love my body when stubbing my toe makes me feel like I’m going to throw up like I’m fairly happy with my body’s shape and size there just appears to be a lot of ailments without me actually being at all seriously ill
It’s like a load of little things
#i have nothing major wrong with me#i just have a bad back and get nauseous really often and im on the pill but still bleeding for some reason#i have a lump that went down but still itches and i get infections in my mouth and on my skin#i get discharge from weird places and heart palpitations and my ankle still isnt properly healed after over two years#its just#annoying#i dont wanna whine because its not like im chronically ill#but it does make me feel hopeless sometimes#and it can get really overwhelming#cw vent#louie says shit
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Stay Home !
synopsis : yn was caught in the meteor incident instead of chishiya taking her to the boderlands when he was at work — a surpise visit.
genre : angst — fluff
A/N : my first one shot HAHA; this was kinda shit but yeah…ANWYAYS i trued i saw fruit basket tiktok and thought let’s make a one shot, and it’s kinda shit and rushed but 🧍♀️
— CHISHIYA x FEM!READER
inspo
‘and in my eyes, there is a tiny dancer watching over me.’
you could never sleep properly, there was an urge to leave this hell of a whole called the borderland. the mere thought of you on the verge of death didn’t startle you; the thought of chishiya leaving alone did. you made friends at the beach and very much foes. you enjoyed the company you had from kuina arisu and usagi. you were alone now. maybe it wasn’t a good idea to separate from the group.
running from the king of spade was though, you weren’t sure if you truly did want to risk your life to get into some car. you were more headstrong and empathetic yet stern at the beach. that made you let out a small chuckle. after playing many diamonds and heart games the itching burn made you want to leave more.
the black jacket you found comfort in had gotten dirty so you tossed it getting a new one, the skirt had been flowing in the winds slight breeze, your hair had been the least of your worries to keep maintained, messy yet you still felt beautiful. you were kicking the pebbles on the ground, a frown formed on your lips. chishiya was the only person you could think about there was nobody else, you knew your family were fine since they were out of japan but chishiya. every night you wished for you to get out of this place faster.
the sun beaming down made you hiss slightly, a sting coming from your swollen slept deprived eyes. covering the sun with your arm. you squinted your eyes to see arisu and what looked like niragi. a frown formed on your lips quickly yet quietly walking your way to arisu. “what’s happening?!” you yelled at arisu, he simply pointed to the gun next to you. nodding you grabbed it waiting for the right time to shoot niragi.
the burning hatred you had for this man was unreal. all the things he did to women was disgusting, he was the biggest reason you want to kill someone. niragi’s laugh boomed loudly in the area, a scowl escaped arisu’s mouth as you just inhaled sharply being aware of your surroundings.
you tried shooting when he was laughing but you were a tad bit too far to the right, your face twitched in annoyance. “seriously?! is that the best you can do? that’s so disappointing and..” “sad.” the pause in the sentence gave you time to calm yourself. “come on!” “shoot me!” “or are you too much is pussys to do that?” niragi licked the metal part of his gun like it’s his. arisu was very much shaking, you shot arisu a look that told him to calm down or we can die here.
“arisu im going to need you to pull yourself together or this can be the end of us!” you whispered yelled, arisu looked at you his uneasy breath was obvious; he was redeeming himself though. the air was filled became thicker and musty, niragi’s laugh was very much vibrating the air as he carelessly shot the cars. you rolled your eyes, he was seriously getting on your nerves and you just wanted to kill him.
the sound of feet walking alerted you, losing up the gun you put your hand on the trigger, pointing to the direction. you were about to shoot until you noticed the short brown hair, “usagi?” your question sounded more like a statement. arisu turned his head to happy to see usagi.
he wanted to drop everything to go to her but he knew he couldn’t, “what’s going on here?” usagi questioned looking at you arisu and niragi with guns point at eachother. “well isnt this interesting” niragi let out a wicked smile shooting two bullets towards usagi.
“USAGI WATCH OUT” arisu screamed towards her, the girl couldn’t move fast enough; her leg was injured. a gulp was viable and the sign of anguish watched over her. “fuck it.” you snarled under your breath running over to usagi stepping in front if her. a bullet above your chest and the other one in your stomach, arisu took the chance to shoot niragi in the stomach before running over to you.
the fall to the ground was rough but you couldn’t subside it from the pain of being shot. usagi’s face grew worry on it as she held your head in her hands. tears brimmed her face, “why would you do that..” hee eyes examined your body, you had a fox like grin on your face. “something told me i should” your breathing stopped slightly before you exhaled deeply, “plus i wouldn’t want the lovers to be separated~” you couldn’t help but crack a joke at the moment.
usagi slapped you lightly on the shoulder, you looked over to arisu, “i don’t know how critical these are..” you paused giving him a smile, “but please different the queen of hearts for me.” arisu nodded before resting your head on a jacket he found in the ground; grabbing usagi as they headed to different the queen.
you can feel more and more blood come out, some worry washed over you letting out a small laugh, the laugh turned into small crys. tears formed your eyes as the pain worsened, hands were shaken but you couldn’t help but laugh. as night approached your eyes grew slightly heavy. you didn’t know if it was because you were tired or because you were losing too much blood.
your bangs stuck onto your forehead as the sweat mixed with the cold air, breeze washed over. you looked up to the sky to see fireworks. a smile washed over your face, you can finally go home, you can see your chishiya. tears fell down your cheek; you did it. “niragi if you are sadly still alive,” yn grew a grin as tears rolled down her cheeks, “i hope you go to hell.” she closed her eyes as the darkness consumed her.
ılıl﹔ ◌ 𓂂 ˳⁺ 🦢 ꯭ ⊹ ⋆ ࣪
chishiya had clocked in for work grabbing himself a coffee, a black coffee. he didn’t mind it but it was definitely not his favorite. he only drank it to keep himself awake, the bitterness washed over his tongue making his face scrunch in disgust.
finishing the small cup he tossed it out heading over to his next patient, he had plans with you today, they were going to go on a picnic together but chishiya got busy per usual resulting in you just going to the cafe.
chishiya sped through patients hoping it could make time go faster but it just didn’t. he headed back to the hospitals cafe to get another coffee, he felt tired. as he grabbed his new cup of coffee he looked towards the now loud commotion  building; walking over to one of the nurses who had been watching in distress. “what happened?” his rasp liked voice had made the nurse jump in surpise before looking back at him.
“oh they’re the poor unlucky souls that got hit with the meteor.” her frown was evident, sadness in her eyes. “when was this?” his eyebrows furrowed as he scratched his head, “it happened around 5 minutes ago..” her lips agaped before closing it and shaking her head looking down at her phone.
he took his phone out his pocket to see if you had texted him back but you never did, a displeased look washed over him. you were never one to leave him on delivered for more than five minutes heck even ten, but almost twenty? he figured something was up. as he looked up he noticed a figure that looked oddly fimilar to him, as he looked closely the person had the same matching necklace as chishiya.
his breathing bitches, the lifeless body laying on the stretcher. the medics hurrying the bloody bruised girl to a room to hook her up. chishiya felt his feet start walking towards the girl. the walking went to a sprint, the sprint went to a full on jog. his hands weren’t even in his pocket. his phone was clutched in his hand with a picture of both of them on his lockscreen.
looking from the outside chishiya could see a boy’s lifeless body and yours. his eyes rested on the heart monitor that stopped beeping and went cold for a minute; his eyes winded slightly. breathed hitched. his lips turned into a downward frown. he didn’t want to believe what he saw, he wanted to think it was fake. he didn’t want to believe you were gone from him.
he was intently watching from the windows, he ignored even the slightest hi’s and hellos, his eyes were fixated on you. after countless defibrillator attempts they were finally able to get your heart back on track. they hooked you up quickly before exiting to other patients rooms. as the doctors and nurses left he slipped his way into the room closing it on his way in.
the curtain for the other patient was closed so it didn’t matter to him, he didn’t care for them he cared for you. he looked at the monitor before looking back at you. his hand brushed the messy strands off your face, his hand intertwined with yours. he placed small kisses all over it.
he was mumbling sweet nothings to your sleep body, this was way of hoping you would wake up soon. he had closed his eyes calming himself. he didn’t like stress, he felt your hand slightly twitch making his eyes flare right open.
ılıl﹔ ◌ 𓂂 ˳⁺ 🦢 ꯭ ⊹ ⋆ ࣪
your eyes opened slowly as a bright light beamed through the windows and the ceiling, hissing at it you quickly close your eyes. opening them back slowly you felt someone’s hand holding onto your, looking to the right you can see him and in his glory.
a small smile formed on your face as you put your other hand on his cheek, “chishiya..” a roughed voice escaped your lips, you didn’t know if this was real or if this was still the borderlands. you quickly look down to see your bandaged wounds; your head slowly looked back up at the happy chishiya.
“i was wondering why you didn’t text me back” he smiled moving your palm to his lips placing a soft kiss. “well i didn’t expect me to die yet” you countered back. chishiya let out a soft short laugh. you were still debating if this was truly real or just a dream. a single tear rolled down your cheek as you felt chishiya’s loving kisses warm your hand.
“how long was i out?” you questioned, you spent basically 4 months in the boderlands so she’d like the time here as well. “your heart stopped for a minute..” your eyes has widened slightly as the words, lips agaped. closing your eyes you let in another small breathe before looking at chishiya.
“i have so much to tell you chishi..” you moved your hand around his neck pulling him closer, nose touching eachother, your smile was brighter than he could ever remember.
“i’m sure you do..” his cat like grin formed onto his face—leaning closer he kissed you ever so slowly. a gentle slow kiss that had so much passion in it. you smiled into the kiss, oh how much you missed his touch. you pulled him closer to you lightly to deepen the kiss.
the kiss was short yet sweet, his hand still connected to yours. he licked his lips as his eyes stared into your tired ones, “next time stay home” a small like smile formed on his lips. “alright doctor~”
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@nanamora @saiewithakatana @chiishiiya @bowscale @theinfaethablefig @luv4kuina @eissaaaa @fiona782 @eshtravagent
#aib chishiya#chishiya x reader#chishiya headcanons#alice in boderland x reader#chishiya fluff#chishiya imagine#chishiya shuntaro#chishiya x fem!reader#chishiya shuntaro angst#chishiya fic#🎐 ։ ONESHOTS · ᘞ#- surshica ♥︎
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Hey there!! saw u doing Nsfw stuff sooo i have a request for scaramouche! I feel like he could really be a mean dom so what about y/n tying his hands secretly to go slow for once (but ending up untyng him cuz getting to needy) hope I explaind it good and this isnt akwaaard <3
a/n: my fingers have been itching to get my hands on answering your request ever since I was saw it. I pop up in my inbox. I hope you enjoy. And don't worry, it's not awkward<3 Scara is def. a mean Dom. I love writing him that way lol
Scaramouche x fem!reader. Smut. Mean Dom Scara. Slight degradation (It's only slight though. I get so easily carried away when I write him that I fear it can be too overwhelming, so I like to try and keep myself in check lol).
Scaramouche was usually rough and dominant with you. To be honest, you were balanced out perfectly for him, you were sharp tongued when the situation called for it, and you were submissive in the ways he needed. It was important for you balance these two qualities if you were going to be in a relationship with him.
He was only ever slow when he was feeling vulnerable. Tonight was not one of those nights. Your neck and collarbones were littered with bite marks, his hands roughly groping any part of your naked body he could he get his hands on as he grinded his erection between your legs.
"Archons, you are so wet, like a needy whore," he bit your lips before he kissed you. You mewled when he pulled away, the kiss was way too brief for you.
Scaramouche scoffed, glaring at you, "Get down on your knees, it's where you belong right now," he said harshly.
You had different plans tonight. At least that's what you started out with anyways. Putting your hands on his shoulders, you gently pushed him back against the wall. Your plan wentnoff without a hitch. Scaramouche was forced to brace his hands against the wall, his tongue exploring your mouth.
Doing your best to keep his attention focused on you and the kiss your lips were locked into, you carefully spider walked your fingers to the ribbon that was on the table next to the bed.
You were relieved that he hadn't noticed yet. You tied his hands behind his back as quickly as you could. You finished just in time when he realized what you were up to.
"What the fuck?" he snapped, "don't forget for one second who is in control here."
"I just want to go slow tonight," you said softly. He rolled his eyes. Why didn't you just say so? Still though, it actually turned him on more that you'd secretly secured his hands behind his back so he indulged you.
Your fingertips ghosted, feather light over his nipples, making him let out a shaky sigh of pleasure. Just because he was relaxing a little didn't mean that he couldn't wait to get his hands on you again. Hooking a leg over his hip, you gyrated against his erection, making his cock twitch as it rubbed between your soaked cunt.
It didn't take you long to succumb to your lust. You yanked the ribbon binding his wrists together, freeing his hands. He laughed. "Still so needy," he said, flinging you down on the bed.
You grinned, gasping loudly in pleasure as he thrust his cock inside of you. He hissed softly when your fingers dug into his shoulder blades. His hiss was out of pleasure. What could he say, he enjoyed a little pain during sex.
"I may be," you mustered out between your moans, "but then again so are you."
This earned you another harsh glare. "Shut up," it was a command and not a suggestion. "I only want to hear you scream." He didn't care if everyone in the Delusion Factory in Inazuma heard you. He wanted everyone to know who was fucking you.
"AH! Faster, Scara, please!" You pleaded, your orgasm coiling to burst in your stomach. You ached for him, writhing beneath him.
"That's right! Beg for me! I'll give you what you want," he groaned as his cum spilled inside of you, ushering in your own release.
#genshin impact#genshin smut#scaramouche#scaramouche smut#scaramouche x y/n#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche x you#fem!reader
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Once Bitten, Twice Angry - Miguel O'Hara x Anti Hero!Reader
So. This isnt planned to be a fic - in fact Im writing it on my phone (which is something I NEVER do). But the idea came to me today and its itching the inside of my skull so I decided to write it down. Its silly - just an thought experiment to get the Across the Spiderverse brain worms out.
This isnt intended to be a romantic fic, either. At the point of writing this author blurb, i dont even know how Miguel fits into it beyond the main idea of him being venomous.
Anyway, I hope you enjoy! Let me know what you think
This isnt edited, and was typed out pretty quickly on a phone. I apologize ;;
WARNINGS: Swearing; Violence
"I bet you're wondering what I'm doing here." The bank robber - his name was Ryan, you remembered, and he was a pretty decent guy, just down on his luck too many times - nodded and mumbled behind the collect of irridecent that coated his mouth. You propped your foot on the side of another robber - Julian, Julius, Juli-something, he never really talked that much to you - as he tried to squirm towards his fallen weapon. "It's weird, right?" you mused, "One day, I'm the Black Cat, Nueva York's greatest burglar, the next I'm--" you cut yourself off as you hooked a foot around Juli-such-and-such's hip and tossed him across the bank floor. He released a muffled shout.
"Okay, so, what do you think of Moon Weaver?" you asked, "Too much?"
"Ain't there a Moon Knight?" someone in the bank quipped.
You twisted around, snapping your fingers down on your new, and very much stolen, web shooter. The man crumbled back against a cabinet. He was a banker, and annoying during robberies.
"I didn't ask you? I still don't know if you're gonna be saved by me yet," you replied. You turned back to Ryan. "No Moon Weaver?" you asked.
He shook his head.
"Damn," you sighed, "Anyway, I was telling this to my therapist up on the seventh floor - you should see her by the way, she's great - and we were going over how this started, but since you so rudely interrupted my therapy session, you get to hear it." You crouched in front of him. "Don't worry, you're not gonna remember a thing anyway. I'll make sure of it."
Ryan didn't reply.
You stood back up. "So, let's start at the beginning." You waved your hand as you paced away to another bank robber, kneeling to scoop up his limp ankle. "Remember that heist I was doing a few months ago? Priceless heirloom, lots of money, you know how it is. I was on the job, like normal, when that fucking Spiderman shows up." You dropped the man's ankle and crouched in front of Ryan again. "Have you ever seen him without his mask? He's kinda hot, but in that infuriating "I really wanna punch you" kinda way?"
Ryan merely stared at you. He wasn't a very good audience.
You huffed. "Anyway. He showed up, we did the whole song and dance - the chase, the quips, the obvious flirting with a good layer of sexual tension - and I give him the slip." You frowned at your own memory of that night, planting your fists on your hips. "Except, I didn't. He caught me around the corner, and we went down, grappling. I think I hit him a little too hard in a place that I shouldn't've - that's rude in a fight, you know - because he yelled and suddenly bit my shoulder." You turned back around. "He bit me! Like a four year old!"
You thought Ryan mumbled something that sounded like, "Seriously?" but it was too hard to make out.
So, you replied with, "Yeah! And I went home, and I started feeling weird." Then, you crouched again, your fingers dancing over your knees. "And you know how we all kinda know that he's a weird little freak that's, like, part spider, or werewolf, or vampire, or something freaky? Yeah, I think whatever it is gave me powers," you whispered.
Ryan's eyes went wide.
You shrugged and stood, cupping your fingers around his head. "Yeah, it was weird. And now, here we are!" Your fingers tickled as a surge of electricity arched away from them and through his skull. "Not that you'll remember it," you mumbled.
The robber thrashed as you stepped away, then slumped to the ground. You watch him for a moment, frowning, waiting to make sure he was still breathing. When he groaned, you stepped back.
Then, you snapped your fingers, turning around to face the whole group of thieves you had piled in a corner. "Oh, what about Night Spider? That's pretty cool!" you asked.
"It's pretty," came a delayed reply. You looked over your shoulder. It was a customer, one of the few that was still curled up on the floor.
You smiled, and bowed at the waist. "Why thank you," you preened, standing, and waving your arm towards the door, "What're you all still waiting around here for? Get outta here!" You watched as the customers scrambled to their feet. "And tell the cops it was Night Spider that helped you!" You backed away, eyeing an exit you normally took to escape a bank with a similar layout. "Not Spiderman."
You bolted as the cops rushed into the building.
Miguel watched from atop the roof across the street, an annoyed scowl etched deep into his face. He knew he shouldn't have bitten you that night - but how could he have known you'd have such a reaction?!
And now, you went from being a pain in his side to a fucking problem.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and groaned, swearing under his breath.
Lyla would never let him live it down.
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𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐢𝐟
Philip Graves x gn!Reader
Tw: Sub Philip and Dom Reader, Spanking and slapping, Brat behaviour from Philip, Orgasm denial, Hair pulling, Hands behind back, Touch denial, Porn with little to no plot, and as per usual Unedited
A/N: im not that satisfied with this one, kind of shit and a bit ooc Philip, i might have to revisit this one and edit it
"Co-Come on sugar, let me have it.. please?" Panting out, in the verge of tears, the CEO of the shadow company begging to cum inside of you, the main and only hacker of his military and secret services company.
You two fooling around has been going on for a very long while, longer than you have been in the company, it actually started when you were under Laswell's wing.
She took you in after you got caught in a random motel, trying to hack into the military devices to get information to sell at someone that was requesting them at a very high price. You needed the money and well.. its safe to say it was a trap and Laswell made you a deal that you couldn't deny antway, it was to either end up in federal jail or work for her.
So a few months in, General Shepherd ordered you and her to work with Graves, you and him immediately started bickering to the point Kate had to cut it out before it got physical. Somehow all of that fighting lead to you "fucking the stress out" in one of the meeting rooms, which lead to being a regular thing, and as you can guess, by some reason, you were transferred at his company and your loving hate relationship continued even stronger to the point even his soldiers knew what was up but didn't have the guts to say anything.
Back to the matter at hands, Graves has been pissed off since he woke up, getting a call from a rather annoyed Shepherd about some shit you could care less, however Philip decided to throw all that anger towards his men, pushing them to the brink of exhaustion, then when that wasn't enough he stormed into your office yelling up a storm
You leave out a long sigh, spinning around from the computer to face him, looking at him as he paced around the room still yelling, which annoyed you even more, "Will you calm the fuck down? Im trying to work here Philip.."
If looks could kill you'd be left for dead. He stormed towards you, gripping the armrests of your spinning chair and leaning down on you, your noses almost touching he stares at you with his cold blue eyes "You're trying to test my patience, sweet cheeks?" "Not really but youre testing mine right now Philip, calm down."
As if he was itching for it, Graves grabs you by the collar and kisses you roughly, pulling you up from your chair and slamming you on the edge of the table, nearly knocking off the computers monitor from it.
As his lips travel from your face, heavy breathing and all, biting down your throat to the point it actually hurts, you have enough and pull his hair to get him off of your abused throat, making him groan out.
"And what do you excatly think youre doing huh? Biting and slamming me around isn't gonna help you out. How about you start behaving. and. sit. the. fuck. down."
With each sentence, a particularly rough pull of his hair making him yelp in pain, making him sit on the same chair he pulled you out off of, then leaning close to his ear "touch me once and i stop, you got that you little shit?" He could only nod, he folds his arms behind the wheel chair, looking you with puppy eyes as he waits for your next move
"If you wanted a quick fuck you could have just said so, behaviour like this isnt going to get you anywhere and you know that, seems like you like to be tossed around huh?" You unbuckle his jeans, pulling out his now hard rock cock and start slowly stroking him, making a long whine roll out of Philip's mouth, a bundle of pleas and begging melding together to form nonsensical words
After lubing him up with his precum, you pull your pants down and hop on his lap, lining him on your hole but now sitting down on his cock just yet, earning whinings and groans from the blonde as he thursts his hips up
You smack him across his face, a loud cry as you scold him "You need to behave if you wanna cum, the more you act up, the less im willing to give it to you, got that?" He could only nod and as if you were a devine being, a mantra of "thank you" and "please" falls from his lips as you finally sink down on him and start moving up and down on him in a fast pace
Just as he was about to cum you stop, earning a fustrated sob from Philip, teary eyes and bottom lip puckered out "You know what i just told you, dont act as if you dont remember."
You start at the fast peace again, this time more erratic since your own climax was almost reaching its peak, not stopping until you made yourself cum, and seeing how desperate Graves was acting you decided to reward him
"Youre close aren't you? Youve been so good, you can cum now" and with that, Philip starts slamming his hips upwards, making you hold onto the headrest of the chair and scream when you cum, making him cum at the same time, panting and groaning heard through the room and probably throughout the corridor.
After a few minutes of catching your breath, you pull your head from Philip's neck and look at him in the eyes.
"You okay? Are we good?" He weakly nods, leaning in to kiss your lips but missing it and kisses the corner of your mouth, you chuckle as you list yourself off of him, his and your cum running down your legs as you lean in on the chair "Youre gonna behave now? No more temper tantrums?" "No more temper tantrums." "Good boy" and with thay you walk into the build in bathroom to get a towel to clean the both of you.
#philip graves#philip graves x reader#Graves x reader#cod graves#cod graves x reader#mali's creative nonsense#cod philip graves#cod philip graves x reader
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Warning !
- Bad grammar/spelling
- FICTIONAL ❗
- Me and my friends were at the bonfire, telling stories, doing fun camping activities, roasting marshmallows, singing childish and cheesy romance songs
Yeah typical camping activities, When the fun was over i put out the camp fire
“ Goodnight everyone, hope you all have night mares ” I said, a teasing tone flowing with my words, as i chuckled afterwards
“ Haha, very funny lloyd. ” Val huffed, rolling his eyes as he went inside into his tent, not amused with my sarcastic remark. Val is my bestfriend since kindergarten, “ Hey, Dont be grumpy for a day y'know ” Kai said chuckling.
“ Dont start with me kai, lets all just go to sleep. ” Val sneered at kai as he went inside to his magenta tent, kai playfully rolled his eyes as he goes inside to his bright red tent,
Once every one was in their tent i finally went inside to my bright apple green tent,
I laid on my sleeping bag staring at the ceiling of my tent, an empty feeling within me when the fun ended. Crickets and owls echoing through the forest, as i tried to get to sleep but i couldnt somehow.
30 minutes passed by, i still couldnt sleep. But suddenly i heard bushes rustling, i thought it was some kind of animal so i didnt even try getting up.
But out of nowhere i heard a whisper close to my ear, calling out my name “Lloyd... Lloyd.. ” My eyes widen as i heard the whisper, shiver running down to my spine as i tried turning my head left to right checking if anyone was there.
I sat up, As i pursed my lips. My pulse quickening as words slipped through my mouth. “ Hey ! Kai, Jay this isnt funny y'know !! Stop scaring the shit out of me.. ”
Suddenly everything was quiet, i didnt hear crickets nor owls making sounds, that's where i knew something is wrong. I mustered up the courage to go outside of my tent.
I went outside, everything was quiet. “ Fuck, i should have brought a flashlight.. ” i muttered under my breath, “ I guess ill use my lighter. ” I sighed as i slid my hand into the pockets of my pjs, “ Its a good thing i always put a lighter in my pjs for no reason at all. ” I scoffed, flicking the lighter
Seconds passed by it finally lit up. I looked up and saw a woman, long black hair with a slender figure. Looking towards me with their souless eyes, my pulse quickens as goosebumps rose in my skin, my eyes widening as my whole body shivered in dear.
Each time i blink, she moves atleast 5 inches. I wanted to scream, i wanted to run but my body is frozen in place. I felt powerless and helpless,
Before i knew it i heard my name once again, “Lloyd.. Lloyd..” it whispered, the words itself echoed through my head, my breath hitched slightly, as it moved closer and closer.
Suddenly, their mouth was going wide, as their head shook in an uncontrollable speed. My eyes widen at the horrid sight, my breathing quickening as i tried to step back, i blinked again, they were closer then before, they started screaming “LLOYD ... ! LLOYD,”
Then my legs started to move by itself, i started to run but there was no way out. “Shit shit fuck fuck, i cant believe im leaving my friends behind..” Guilt growing in my chest. But it was for my own survival, the fire in my lighter was flicking as i ran.
Suddenly i blacked out. When i opened my eyes once again i saw my friends near my face as a bright light were in the room. But why were we in the hospital..?“ What.. Happened ? ” i asked, “ LLOYD WE WERE WORRIED SICK WHY WERE YOU IN THE WOODS ALONE ? ” Val shouted at me, confusion itched in my face Alone? Was i alone ?
“ What do you mean..? We were together in the camp right.. ? ” My friends exchanged glances. “ Lloyd.. What do you mean ? We were never camping in the first place. ” Kai said firmly.
“ Wait.. What? ”
THE END.
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CAMPING !
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kinda foaming at the mouth over that fattened up gator ask like…now that babyboy isnt busy runnin around being a sheriff anymore all that mountain dew and gross snacks are gonna catch up to him :3
literally literallyyyyy anonnnnnn
I’m like, now that it’s in my head.. he would be SO cute.. just being free and subby with his love, just the best little pet.
like so docile and chubby and soft.
just being this pretty thing for them, no brain, just snacking and being their good boy.
no more running, no more fighting and black eyes. just being a real babyboy, papered and treated and fed so so well.
Like Mountain Dew by his side, pizza box on the table, dressed in a crop top and little soft shorts. belly covered in small pink stretch marks that itch just a little, that he can just feel under his fingers, so sensitive under his loves tongue. hair no longer covered in gel, now loose and messy around his head. cheeks soft and rosy and round as he chews, listening to romance or fantasy books. waiting for his love to come home, to pet his cheeks and let him rest his head in their lap.
just gator being a good boy, the best boy, eating so well for his love. indulging like they tell him too - to do as he pleases, whatever makes him happy. Gator likes when they feed him m&ms by hand, likes kneeling between their thighs and licking sugary gummies from their fingers.
likes laying in bed and letting their hands roam over him, over his softness and squish. likes them filling him up, making him whine and say please. likes falling asleep with their hand on his soft waist. safe, protected, warm and happy. finally healed.
#hotlunch#<3#tillman ask#ask#he’s a good boy#sorry if this isn’t what u meant anon#but he’s just a subby puppy to me I’m sorry#pls tell me more about chubby gator tho#I am seriously all ears!!!!#chubby gator
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please. I'm begging you for more crumbs about VADD!Shen Jiu and also that Roxana AU you have from that art post you did of the two.
As a VADD AND SVSSS fan, especially as a fan of the original villains— please. I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH FOR MORE. I'm actually in the process of outlining a crossover with the original goods of both.
God, the Roxana one as well— please, PLEASE TELL ME SJ IS ROXIE HE'S SO ROXANA-CODED SOMEHOW. GIVE HIM BUTTERFLIES AND POISON AND— *gets knocked out*
by the way, LOVE your artstyle. scratches an itch i did not know existed in my brain. your chibis as well. they're so cute!!
oh you have no idea how long ive waited to talk about them. this mayyy get a bit long so ill leave it under the readmore.
disclaimer: i intend on finishing these fics so what im going to be talking about is inspirations and unfinished / abandoned ideas and other ideas i have for the works instead of anything relating to the plots themselves
for svadd, sj is a lot more complicated than he appears to be on the surface. im not so sure if what i have written currently is what i /want/ exactly because i know i want his character to go a certain way. the relationships between him and his modern-day friends is one meant to parallel the in-game "shen qingqiu" sj compares himself to and in much the same way, mirror the way that sy contrasts himself with sqq in canon: but instead of being condescending and viewing sqq as a one dimensional character, sj is able to appreciate his nuance while still being rightfully angry over his actions
to me, sj is supposed to be an unreliable narrator who constantly enforces his own thoughts. he tells himself over and over that he misses his home and that he wants to go back, that he absolutely needs to- but then, he turns the other way and finds himself being sucked even deeper into this different one.
i also really wanted to explore how sjs dynamic with a lot of the characters would be affected knowing that they were "based off" his real friends, but again im not very confident with how it came off lol
there was a lot of points in the story where i attempted to add in foreshadowing for the ending i want the story to take... in any case, it definitely wont go the same way as vadd, though i did toy with the idea of a "version" of sy being the main villain haha
(it might still happen for shits and giggles)
as for the roxanna au there are a lot of things ive wanted to do with this au and its good that i havent posted because it means i can keep revising til i come up with something good lol
its a liujiu au with some bingyuan / cumplane thrown into the mix (the cumplane is overwhelmingly toxic btw bingyuan is the healthy one out of the two here 😭) where yes sj is xana !!! he really just makes such a good manhwa villainess haha
i had been puzzling over what i wanted his motif to be-- after all, sj is typically associated with the simplicity and calming bamboo so the glittering butterflies wouldnt work with him- but after some deliberation i decided with using moths for him :3c still subject to change ofc but i think im happy with this as is
the story is somewhat similar to how roxanna goes but surprise sj isnt the transmigrator here! (and honestly, roxanna wouldve been sm better if xana hadnt been a transmigrator... or maybe i just think that because it was only used as a convenient plot point for her to know crucial info. sigh.)
my outline of how the roxanna au goes is basically this:
lqg fucks around and finds out
sj who has been seeing dreams of the "book" sy read knows what will happen to his family if lqg dies
etc
at the same time: sy, transmigrator, attempts to make sure his only surviving older brother lives to a long happy life and the only way he can secure this is by fucking up that hack author
also i killed off qi-ge and idk if i want him to come back. he'll be like the stereotypical dead anime mother for this au lmao
hmm and i think thats all i have to say for these aus... thanks for giving me a chance to ramble on haha ~ much appreciated !! and thank you for the compliment, im flattered!! 🥹🥹💕
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Get to know my OC, Remington!!
(Im sure it can be confusing since that is my name also, but I actually got my name from him 🥰 so he came first)
Full Name: Remington Connors
Age:
28
Sex:
Male
Description:
Remington is a large, stocky 28 year old. Hes very stoic, and keeps to himself 99% of the time to avoid spending time around other people. He is also a wolfboy, and can have pure black wolf ears & tail. He is hot headed, and very stubborn, and will not tolerate others pushing him or his mate, Levi around. He loves to play on his natural intimidation. He has shoulder length black hair, and radioactive green eyes that always glow, however the light dims significantly if hes ill. He also has 1" red tunnels in his ears, the bridge of his nose pierced, as well as two piercings on each side of his bottom lip.
Other:
He also constantly has blood stored within his body that runs out of his nose/mouth whenever he experiences extreme emotions, as sort of a defense mechanism for his species. When sneeze attacks get too intense, he cant help the small sprays of blood that accompany them.
Allergies:
Only allergy is cats, which seems to be a fun game for his mate Levi who can freely switch between human and snow leopard, and enjoys teasing the normally very dominant male.
How severe are they?:
Hes a sniffly, hitchy, sneezy mess for the next few days if Levi is feeling extra mean, and coax out some desperate fits just rubbing his tail under his nose 🥰
Anything else that makes them sneeze?:
He does have a photic sneeze reflex and is sometimes sensitive to temperature changes.
Do they get sick often?:
As strong, and healthy as he looks and acts on the outside, poor Remi catches a cold every few weeks, unless hes been extremely lucky. As much as he tried to deny the existence of the "Man Flu", hes a big baby every time he gets sick again.
How bad is it usually?:
Every cold involves at LEAST one box of tissues in his lap, with a couple single ones never not clamped tightly to his nose as he constantly tries to fend off the coming onslaught. His whole body quits, and he definitely isnt much help when out of commission. Can get pretty messy, and definitely will have used tissues everywhere.
Do they stifle?:
About 50% of the time, as too many full sneezes can cause him massive nosebleeds, resulting in an extremely sore throat.
How loud are their sneezes?:
He tends to have pretty good fits, but they dont tend to get louder until the very last, desperate sneezes. Plus, he doesnt like to draw attention to himself sneezing if at all possible.
What do they sneeze into? (Hands, handkerchief, nothing?):
Honestly, Remi is HORRIBLE about remembering to cover his sneezes. Levi will constantly have to nudge a sick Remi to gently remind him to at least sneeze into his elbow. But prepare for the splash zone until Levi has to remind him again.
How often do they sneeze?:
When sick, hes a continuously sneezy mess that cant concentrate on anything other than his nose itching and bothering him. When healthy, you can still expect at LEAST 3 in a day.
How many times do they sneeze in a fit?:
Usually 3-4 is a normal fit, but he has personally counted and got to 142 sneezes in one day from one of his usual nasty colds.
Do they have buildups, or are they sudden?:
Allergies come suddenly and completely unexpected, which tends to be a problem for the wolf since he had no time to prepare. However, when dealing with a cold, he is constantly twisted up in a presneeze face, with a balled up soggy tissue trying its best to keep up with both the ITCHY tickle, and the lake pouring from his nose.
Do they sneeze in public?:
He'll try his best to avoid it, as having someone notice that his hard, tough exterior has a weak spot, is definitely not what he wants. But yknow, its Remi and his nose, so its not out of the question.
Some examples of their sneezes?:
-' TSCHh!
Hih-ITSHuu!
hhn'TSCHH'huh!
AH'SCHUu!!
#sneeze kink#sneezefucker#colds#snz scenario#snez#allergies#sneezing#allergy#snezblr#sneeze art#snz kink#snzblr#snz blog#snz fet#snz#snzfucker#sneeze#snz art#snz ocs#snz things#sneeze thoughts#sneezers#sneeze attack#sneeziest#sneezing fit#geezieart
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(Just wanted to say first of all, Handsome in an Ugly Way was the first gta fic I read when I got back into the fandom and it was, and still is, the best gta fanfic I’ve ever read, along with all of your other fics. They’re all perfect!)
Anyways! If you feel up to it and have the time, would you mind doing the DVD commentary thing for this part-
“He dismissed you with a wave of his hand.
You pursed your lips. Considered saying something. Considered taking up his offer to cuddle, even though your feet were itching to run you back home. But you kept your mouth shut, turned heel, and left.
You softly clicked the trailer’s front door shut behind you. Head bowed, you took a second to collect yourself. A breeze passed over you, chilling the lingering sweat and saliva clinging to your face.
The beginnings of regret simmered in your stomach. Maybe your fantasy should’ve remained a fantasy—just a foolish little daydream you could entertain yourself with when bored at work or in bed. Maybe you shouldn’t have let Trevor work you over so easily. Maybe you shouldn’t have let him fingerfuck you; shouldn’t have let him have his way with your mouth. He definitely hadn’t washed his hands before touching you. You shivered. You needed to shower. ASAP.
You started your walk home, eyes still pointed down at your shoes as you crossed over the rickety front porch.
Despite the feeling of dirtiness inside you, that magnetic pull still existed. If anything, it had grown stronger; you couldn’t deny it. You replayed Trevor’s frantic declaration of love in your head, and your heart tripped over itself.
You hoped he wasn’t mad at you now.”
(💕💕💕 !!! im always kinda surprised when ppl tell me they liked Handsome In an Ugly Way sm cuz i wrote it just to be disgustingly self-indulgent 😅 but im glad to hear u like it !! srsly im honored, TYSM 🙏🙏🙏)
ok so this was from chapter 1 (sad that my memory is so shit i had to look up what chapter this came from)). chapter 1..... i was (still kinda am) experimenting w/ my writing style in this fic. me and looooong sentences have a love/hate relationship so i like forced myself to reserve the longer sentences for the more ~significant~ parts. that's why "Maybe your fantasy should've remained a fantasy — just a foolish little daydream you could entertain yourself with when bored at work or in bed." is the longest here cuz ooh i wanted that shit to have Weight
now smth that ive always been drawn to exploring/writing abt in my fics is, like,, the reservations one might have after realizing theyre attracted to trevor. cuz like cmon. ik that if i personally were in this situation irl i would be RIDDLED with confliction. like that clashing of "ohhh, i shouldnt.. he smells like death and is literally a murderous meth addict who recreationally shits behind dumpsters" with "oh but hes so hot why is he so hot" is just so ripe with interesting implications and the potential for storytelling. and drama the DRAMA
hm also. ive worked v hard to keep Reader going down this path in this fic w/out it becoming TOO similar to Kacie's story. like yes Reader is still mildly scared of him (("You hoped he wasn't mad now.")) but she isnt pissing her pants over it, and he is not being Too Terrible to her.. that may change a bit as the story progresses and she learns more abt him tho....
another thing: i wanted to immediately give smth for Reader to latch onto, to fuel her lil crush and make it clash even harder w/ those "oh i shouldnt. i rlly shouldnt" feelings, hence trevor's "I love you" during their first hookup (and just cuz yk. he totally would). hes just so charming 🥰🥰🥰
ty again for sending this in !! 💞💞 i hadnt read this bit of this fic in a long time so it was fun going back over it like this :D
#ask#myfic#srry it took me awhile to answer this ive been Going Thru It lately but it rlly was sm fun to do this <333
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hi there, sorry if this is weird to ask? and do not feel obligated to answer this or anything, feel free to delete/ignore or anything. just, i really really love the concept for your haunting rpg? and i've been keeping an eye on the kickstarter, but i don't have the means to contribute rn. with the end coming so soon, i was wondering if there are other ways to support? or maybe what happens if and it doesn't make the goal? sorry if that's weird. i wish you so much luck with the last few days <3
no worries at all anon, i really appreciate this question actually <3
the best thing you can do for the kickstarter is spread the word in whatever ways youre comfortable. i know the subject of the game is pretty sensitive so that can be hard sometimes, but if you can reblog or make a post on tumblr, post on other social medias (like ttrpg subreddits etc), or even just word of mouth tell people you know about it. i genuinely started this with. no mailing list, which is a big no no. just kind of to see how much traction i could get for a project like this. and looking back there's definitely things i would do differently, but the first try is always for practice!
if we don't meet the funding goal, the game will still be published. i will take extra time to study and source all the material that's in the game right now. i wanted another professional set of eyes on it, but i am a social worker myself as well, with a good amount of experience working in trauma care, as well as personal experience with trauma recovery and post traumatic growth, so i feel very confident that even just me working on it myself it is still a game that can help people. i will publish it under the disclaimer that i was the sole member of this team working on it and am only working with my own knowledge and learning. but its a game i really believe in and i want it to get into the hands of the people who need it
i will publish it for sale but i am going to keep community copies (free copies on itch) stocked as much as possible because i think mental health resources need to be more accessible. part of the funding on the kickstarter was paying myself for the dozens of hours i've sunk into this already, but once the game is published this really isnt one that im like. trying to use for profit. this is something i believe in and i want to get into the hands of the people who need it
i hope that answers your questions, but if not feel free to send in another ask or message me privately. im completely open to answering whatever i can about this project or this topic. i really appreciate your interest and i hope you have a lovely day <3
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Clarke ties Lexa up and blindfolds her. Gets her all excited and wet only to go about her daily routine to work Lexa up.
That is so meeeeaannn of Clarke 😣.............. 😈
Its the first weekend their schedules align in a good while, and they can finally spend the entire day with just each other, something Clarke keeps putting emphasis on, "we have aaaallll day baby."
Lexa is already a dripping mess when Clarke finally busts out the ties and the blindfold, she is so ready for a full day of being fucked and restrained, she's been practically begging for this, she's tense and feels the immense need to simply forget about everything that isnt Clarke making her cum.
Shes completely baked and sprawled across their bed, hands tied to the bed, her legs free under the promise she'll behave and let Clarke move them at will, her favorite red silk blindfold across her eyes. And Clarke doesn't disappoint, she lets her finger and her mouth cover every inch of Lexa, accompanied by praise and how much she loves every patch of skin she passes by until she finally reaches Lexa's core and then...
Nothing.
No mouth, no fingers.
"Clarke?"
"Yes baby?" She sounds far away now, no longer merely inches away from where Lexa needs her most.
"I- why-"
"Use your words baby, we've talked about this"
Lexa takes a deep breath. She's still learning this whole new world.
"I need you."
"Ow, I know you do, baby." She can hear Clarke approach the bed again, feels her weight on the matress, and her hand on her stomach, "but you gotta wait. I did say we have all day, didn't I?"
Lexa hates how her whine causes Clarke to chuckle, low and raspy, and how in return it makes Lexa even wetter.
A kiss between her breasts makes her tremble, and soon after, Clarke is gone from her side.
"They ended up scheduling a meeting for day after all. It'll be short, I promise. Will you be good while gone?" Her tone is sweet and gentle, mocking almost.
Lexa can feel the sheets growing wetter underneath her, the coldness of the room against her chest.
"Lexa. Answer me. Will you?" Her demeanor changes, harsher now, berating her for not answering her the first time around.
"I will." Lexa finds her voice does not want to come out, her mind focused on little pressure closing her thighs offers.
"You will what?" Softer around the edges now, but the tone still makes Lexa's breathing itch.
"I will be good."
Lexa can almost hear her smile, "I know you will. My good girl." The sudden change, the overwhelmingly pride in her voice, now back to the smoothness of honey, sends a new wave of arousal through Lexa's being, the title Clarke knows she lives to hear so much playing on repeat, "Half an hout baby. Hold still."
And with that, she's gone.
#letter opened#😄😄😄😄#thank you for the aaask :DDDD#clarke calling lexa a good girl >>>>>>>>>>>>>#Clarke is gonna come back and wreck Lexa so hard as she deserves 😤😤😤😤
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Vent posting TW
i have had my heart broken 4 times this year. A friend of a friend i asked out for valentines who led me on for 3 weeks and never spoke to me again. Someone i have been talking too for almost 2 years who days before shattering my heart talked about how bad she wanted me, how bad she wanted to fuck me, and then said she found someone closer to her and didn't want me anymore. One who i went on one date with but said the move killed any feelings, and then the most recent one that happened 2 hours ago... I have been over to her house a bunch for hours, who held me for hours on our second date, who made me feel more special then the girl who led me on for 2 fucking years, and then she said she wasn't in a place to date someone after everything that we had. yes it only lasted two weeks and my bpd made her my fp but god damn it i thought it would be different.... i made it so much worse because i beg and plead and offer to do anything to change their mind. i bargain and beg and always go for the pity angle. its taking everything in me not to slam my head into a sharp corner and cover my self in cuts. my arms itch and burn with how bad i want to hurt. make everything around me feel the pain i am feeling or just bleed out slowly so its fucking over and nobody ever gets to hurt me again. i hate this world so much, no one but my family cares and that isnt enough. i need one person that's it just one fucking person to love me. i know i sound so evil and vindictive but i just cant stop running my dumb fucking mouth and make things worse. i have so much love in me that always turns to bitterness and anger and the feelings always burn and smoulder until i find someone else to turn it all on to until they eventually leave again. i hate being broken i wish i was normal i wish someone could love me despite how broken i am i want to be better but its so hard
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also i think that the horror is a jerk thing isnt necessarily untrue, or a bad thing. i love it when media of any genre is a jerk to me
#i actually didnt read that excerpt from wherever it is from as being a condemnation#i also dont think its universally applicable to horror because nothing ever is to anything but a lot of horror does intend to unsettle you#moreso than other things from genres probably do#some comedy wants to unsettle you obviously#and some romance and some action and plenty of thrillers etc#but horror is probably the only genre where a majority of it is made with the intention of you walking away from it unsettled#which is awesome but i totally see why thats not everybodys thing. not have closure to a story used to make me physically itch#my biggest gripe with that passage was probably the idea that science fiction ISNT a jerk#but that goes back to genre being a meaningless phrase and the face of scifi being like. star trek interstellar the martian etc#and not the i have no mouth and i must scream/alien/etc of the genre#everything is semantics and nothing matters. engage with whatever media tickles your brain
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A List of Fruits I've Had and What They Should Generally Taste Like, So You Can Tell if You're Allergic (in No Particular Order):
Banana: mild in flavor, sweet
Apple: depends on the apple, but generally red apples are sweeter, yellow and green ones are tart (except red delicious apples, fuck those shits)
Lemon: sour
Lime: also sour, but make it tangy somehow
Grapes: red grapes tend to be sweeter, green grapes a little more tart
Oranges: sweet, but if they're not QUITE ripe they can be a little mouth puckery (they are technically a citrus after all)
Clementines: sweeter version of an orange, taste like summer
Strawberries: typically sweet, but unripe ones tend to fall on the more bitter side
Blueberries: mixed bag tbh, but sweet/tart
Plums: VERY sweet, juicy af, a dark flavor (if that makes sense)
Pears: crisp and light, very subtle sweetness
Mango: frankly kind of boring for all it's hype, sweet. Good in salsa tho 👌🏻
Pineapple: overall sweet, your mouth WILL hurt if you eat too much tho but that's bc the acidity is eating at your body 🙃
Cranberry: tart, underlying sweetness. Great for pairing
Peach: like one of the sweetest fruits, sticky, highly underrated
Grapefruit: sweeter than lemons, more tart than an orange
Kiwi: sweet but subtle, seeds are kinda annoying but flavorless
Watermelon: overrated, it's like 90% water and the rest is subtly sweet
Cantaloupe: On the sweet side, towards the rind is bitter
Honeydew: very subtle sweetness
Starfruit: I'm ACTUALLY allergic to this one lol, but a subtle sweetness similar to pears
Dragon fruit: also subtly sweet. Seeds are annoying but again generally flavorless
Cherries: sweet sweet sweet (underripe can be tart tho)
Pomegranates: fruit of the underworld, dark sweet flavor
Raspberries: Tart in the beginning, sweet at the end
Blackberries: Tart in the beginning, sweet at the end, but make it darker somehow
Coconut: a sweet woody flavor
Rhubarb: tart and woody, pairs well with strawberries
Anyway that's all the ones I've tried I can think of, hopefully you're not allergic!
One absolutely hilarious part of human existence is the repeated incidents of spicy bananas. People who have lived their entire lives up to this point just assuming that a specific fruit or vegetable is supposed to taste bitter, tangy, or spicy, having no fucking idea that all this time, they've been allergic to this plant. Because how would they have known? You learn what things taste like by tasting them, nobody's going to tell you that bananas are supposed to be one of the mildest flavours out there. And people already eat so many things that taste hot, bitter, tangy and tart! Because they like how that kind of thing tastes like!
You can just happily much on a plant, thinking "ah, this angry plant tastes sharp because it hates me. Much like all the other sharp angry plants that people eat because they like the sharp", and it wouldn't cross their mind to think that the plant just hates you, specifically.
#the only fruit i KNOW im allergic to is starfruit and it doesnt change the flavor just makes my tongue and throat itchy#fruit#food#at no point should any fruit that isnt pineapple make your mouth tingle and itch#pucker yes#not tingle and itch lol
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