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Just finished putting together a really fucking professional looking map + graph combo for work that has taken me DAYS and tbh I cannot remember the last time I felt the phrase look on my works, ye mighty, and despair so hard
#it's got graduated colors for maximum water temps#and color coding between the map and graphs for eight different streams#and a zoomed in frame for two points that were too close together to display on the main map#and data labels with info that i attached to the data with a table join#and a slight partial transparency on the legend so you don't lose the boundary info behind it#and EVERYTHING it's awesome i'm fucking awesome i worked so hard on it lol#and it came out so damn pretty#fun with GIS#seldon brags
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i really donāt think itās ātypical dragon age fandom nonsenseā for people to be genuinely upset about the world state choices. combat, level design, art direction, gameplay gimmicks, those have all varied across each dragon age game. the one thing thatās remained constant are nods to our previous choices.
i wasnāt expecting my HoF to come riding in on a griffon, but i canāt find a monument dedicated to warden tabris somewhere around the anderfels? lucanis couldnāt have some lines about the time that one arainai boy was stirring up trouble in antiva city? youāre gonna tell me that making a mage the new divine wouldnāt have some impact on nevarra and antiva? on the anderfels, the supposed most devout militant andrastian nation in thedas? youāre saying nobody in the north is paying attention to who rules orlais or ferelden? come on.
#dragon age#yes iāve seen john eplerās explanation on only wanting to carry forward choices that they could āreally do something with.ā#and i understand what heās saying and iām curious to see how those 3 choices they brought forward will impact the story!!#but iām still disappointed. and i think telling people why they shouldnāt be disappointed is just gonna make them More disappointed.#also donāt really appreciate dev comments like ācareful what you wish for with cameos. it just gives us an excuse to find new and horrific#ways to kill your faves teehee š¤š¤ā like okay???????? what???#alistair came back twice & could be fine both times. loghainās inquisition cameo was so meaningful because who the hell expected to see him#again? leliana can straight up die in origins and yall brought her back anyways. like what are we doing out here.#also when i think of ātypicalā nonsense for this fandom itās people doxxing each other over fictional character opinions. or what#fictional side your fictional inquistor took in the fictional mage-templar war. or just plain old racism.#NOT ādamn itās fucking upsetting that this excited replay iāve been doing of the previous games and all the recommending iāve been doing#for new fans to play the other games before veilguard has turned out to be pretty fucking pointless.ā#might as well tell someone to watch a letās play of trespasser and thatās it.
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Small but significant character moments that I actually really adore are from both the times we see the boys as tots. There is a reoccurrence that happens in both of them that I find so incredibly interesting.
For the turtle tot short, Splinter leaves the boys with weapons. In the short, Raph is the one who suggests they do āwhat Lou Jitsu would doā and Leo is the one who takes point when Splinter comes back to reprimand them. Leo, in taking point, is the one to defend them and get Splinter off their tails.
And then, in the flashback regarding the Kuroi YÅroi helmet, Raph is the one who grabs and throws āSkullyā as a way to replace their missing ball which breaks it into pieces, but Leo is the one who speaks for the group and rushes into action to fix the teapot.
I love this for multiple reasons, but the biggest are how it shows that Raph has always been inclined toward the bold and fun and making the plans to include his brothers in what he loves and believes theyād love, whereas Leo has always been inclined to be the āFaceā of the group and shoulder the attention even if itās potentially negative all while coming up with on the spot attempts to fix the situation.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rise Raph#rise leo#I really do love this bit of character writing a ton#again itās so small but like this is consistent!#little Raph just wanted to have fun with his bros š#Leo immediately coming in with the save both times (and more - remember Bug Busters?)#I really love too how none of them pointed fingers like#it was Understood that Leo would speak for them#listen thereās a reason Leo is the Face Man and itās NOT just because heās got a pretty face#he can talk both himself and his fam out of situations and I wish we saw it even more because itās amazing to witness#circling back to Raph his bold nature is something I ADORE about him but I donāt see it brought up a lot which makes me so sad#like this boy is a RAPHAEL he is bold!!#and itās cute too how the other bros immediately go along with it too#imo the Raph in these tot flashback is the same Raph that glues them all together as a bonding exercise#side note but damnā¦Leo saves them from punishment in the tot short and immediately gets jumped š#but yeah man I think a Lot about the little dynamics between the bros and how those dynamics could have first came into being#Leo being the face of the team and having been it since childhood-#-makes all the moments of immediately choosing to sacrifice himself when HE royally messes up all the more notable#if itās one bro or the whole group individually heās more chill about it but often still lets himself be the talker to get them out of it#he will do his damndest to get his brothers and himself out of trouble but once theyāre in it heās in the front with a smile#his own safety be damned#Raph is actually the same in that respect - heāll jump into danger fists first but all bets are off when a brother is in danger#and like how Leoās been the face - as the eldest Raph has been the de facto leader of sorts#heās the one who is shown to make up their games! and I think thatās very cute#anyway their clashing in the movie is so interesting for a lot of reasons but one of them is that it shows how-#-even a longstanding dynamic like Raph and Leoās thatās WORKED for so long is still susceptible to flawsā¦and to time
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Hi, how did you learn to draw Steve's physique?
Ohh what a complicated thing to answer...
When it comes to how I learned to draw anything, it's hard to say anything too specific since it's always a culmination of many years of assorted study and practice... but I can try to do my best to explain some of the biggest things that helped me learn, some tips I keep in mind, and maybe at least some places to start/delve further.
(just a little disclaimer it's not like my drawings here are going to be 100% medically accurate.. they're just to illustrate concepts!)
The main thing about learning various physiques is understanding anatomy. Which feels obvious, but I don't mean proportions; these are important, but perhaps more important is understanding the skeleton and how it moves and learning where muscles connect to bones and where fat grows on the body. When you understand how these function on a more mechanical level, depicting form and movement in a way that feels natural comes in tow.
For instance, understanding things like the pronation and supination of the radius and ulna, as well as the fact that muscles can ONLY contract or relax, will help you understand a bit better which muscles will be flexed and which will not while someone moves. It's inherent to the positioning based on the structural makeup of the body... It's not like you NEED to memorize all the muscles and bones, of course, but understanding and gaining at least a passive familiarity with the concepts really helps.
In tandem with this concept is the way parts of the body flow into eachother. Muscles ALWAYS come in groups because they can only contract. Whatever muscle is there to lift something, there is a muscle on the other side to pull that bone back down. What this results in is a series of straight edges next to curves, which gives us a lot of really lovely "s curves" and dents and folds and so on and so forth just naturally occurring.
I would suggest at least learning the "bony landmarks", which are bones (usually) visible on the surface of the body. things like the iliac crest, the great trochanter, the 7th vertabrae, the acromion process... These can be used to help you understand the parts of the body as angles and relationships, rather than trying to remember lengths and sizes, which vary immensely... (since you asked about steve, he can be our model... also study these on your own don't just take my word for it haha, these are the ones I personally keep in mind)
I've done the same thing with body hair... learning where it grows and in which directions... It helps me make up variations without needing reference, because I have a set of rules I can follow.
The biggest thing that helped me understand all this on a much deeper level was my ecorche course. I sculpted this guy. We started by sculpting the entire skeleton to understand the bones, and then we added muscles on top. Not every single muscle, of course, but the "artistic muscles" AKA the ones which directly affect the surface of the body. Doing this let us see where muscles connect, because we would make a shape, put it on the bone where it actually goes, and then you get to see how other muscles overlap that.
This helped me, perhaps, more than anything else. But I also didn't just start with this course, I had been drawing for years before I even took it. I had been in school for years before I took it. Not that I think it wouldn't be helpful to someone just starting out, but I do think that the more you know going in, the better an in-depth course like this will help you and stick with you. Classes are also expensive, though so I'm not really like... recommending you pay potentially thousands of dollars to take one... But it did help me a lot, personally.
I also, of course, have done many figure, gesture, and master studies...
These just help you quickly gain a stronger understanding of generalized anatomy, and gives you real life examples of and practice with of how people move and balance.
What all this does when combined, is gives me a very solid ability to depict movement and form in a way that feels relatively natural from my subconscious without the need for reference.
The rest of how I've learned to draw his physique is honestly mostly just stylization. I understand the body, and this is how I am depicting it for his level of musculature.
And as I move into depicting him in other ways, either moving in comics or in animation, realistically rendered, or extra stylized, these concepts inform every step of that process for me! When he keeps the same/similar relationships between parts, he gets to still look like himself.
It ALSO really helps when putting clothes on, because the way cloth falls and bunches and lifts is all directly related to the form it is on... So the more you understand that form, the more you can depict clothing and movement in a way that feels natural.
This is all, of course, true when I draw anyone, you asked about Steve so I'm trying to mostly show with him! But because I'm just drawing from raw information of general anatomy rather than trying to study one body type at a time, it allows a lot more "give," I think!
Like, here's most of the cast from TTA so far... actually, they're not as varied as I thought they were nevermind LMAO ignore this part
But, it also makes monster and alien design much easier! It's a lot easier to come up with non-human anatomy when I understand human anatomy, because I can manipulate the knowledge I have...
There is infinite more to study in the world of anatomy... The complexity of the human body goes extremely deep. For our purposes as artists, we need only depict a fraction of it, but more information rarely hurts the process.
I'm sure there's something in here that's wrong on a technical level, I'm mostly going off of memory. But that's kind of my point - I understand enough generally and conceptually that when I am missing something and need to find reference for it, I understand what I'm looking at. It's much easier than trying to learn AND draw at the same time.
I hope even one thing in here helped you! Sorry it's so long.
#asks#somewhereinasgard#anatomy#art tips#anatomy tips#don't like... take my word as gospel OF COURSE#I am sure there's like one thing or more in here that's like. genuinely wrong#but whatever#anyways. I love steve LMFAO#I was thinking about zagan a lot too in this one tbh LMAOOOO cause he's got a similar body type#and when I just did that action animation of him#and people were like how the fuck did you do this so fast#I sort of have been realizing all this knowledge I have about anatomy#and how much easier it makes my life pretty much every single step of the way.#those action poses did not need reference.#I almost never need reference for drawing people#unless its like... realism. but I mean in my comics or animations#when the arm is coming towards the camera I know what's going on in the arm and what the form of it ACTUALLY is so I can properly draw it#there's no guesswork. I know what I'm doing.#which makes it so that when I'm depicting someone like flipping all around or whatever#I just know what the body looks like. how it moves. how it balances. etc.#I would say it comes naturally to me but it doesnt.#it is subconscious at this point#but it is very extremely studied#not a damn bit of this came out of nowhere LOL#ok anyways this was a really fun ask#I got extremely carried away I am so sorry#this is like my biggest artistic passion I LOVE anatomy SO much#I love drawing muscles#I love the technical feelings that happens in my brain when I draw an arm moving and figure out how the muscles are engaged
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Happy Halloween!!
This is a collab between myself and my awesome wife, @rockwell-light for her Goretober prompts! The theme for today was Vampirism~ š©øš I supplied the line art and the composition, and she came in with the SPECTACULAR colors and shading!
#wife art#very fun collab with the wifey#mega man x#zero megaman#megaman x#megaman#rockman x#absolute zero#zero#vile#vilezero#zerovile#vava megaman x#mmx vava#vavazero#vava#zerovava#mmx vile#mmx#mmx zero#zain#vi#fragments#GOD THOUGH HER COLORS CAME OUT SO GOOD THIS IS SO PRETTY AND IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#literally can these two kiss already like DAMN#technically canon for Fragments AU given Zero is a vampire in this AU and also Zain's wings look like that cause i thought it'd be pretty
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A newly hatched allosaurus based on the recent peer reviews that dropped:
#allosaurus#the āfuck it we ballā theropod#lmao#dinosaurs#dinosaur#i always knew they were vicious#but damn that paper that came out really amped them to another level#edit: for clarification this peer reviewed piece was published in 2020 i read it just now within the last few days#so while its not fresh off the press new its pretty recent
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Mfw one of my favorite characters in a game either isn't popular and barely exists in the fandom, or everyone hates them.
#toy freddy#for the love of Scott Cawthon i beg all of you i need more toy freddy#balloon boy#he is my son and i will throw hands with you over him#the entirety of fnaf4#the twisted ones#they're so funky and gross#i don't care if they're just blank animatronics with illusion disks they've set up camp in my mush brain#this is mostly me crying bc i just had to make half of my favorite characters the least favored/most neglected of the entire damn franchise#also shipahoy dudley#sure wilson is a creep but dudley seems like a very polite boy#it's not his fault his father's a creepy old loon#shipahoy dudley#i worried glam chica would end up like my other favs considering how people basically acted like she didn't even exist before SB came out#anyways this originated from me being sour that toy freddy isn't very popular#y'all too busy lewding a clunky robot chicken that'd actually eat you to appreciate toy freddy#who canonically retired from killing night guards to be a gamer and is actually a pretty funky lil' dude#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#fnaf 2#fnaf 4#fnaf the twisted ones
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Why I think c!Dream is Autistic - Part 3
[Part 1] - [Part 2] - [Part 3]
Alright, youāre gonna want to probably go read part 1 and 2 first, promise they arenāt too long.
Done? Long time no see buddy. :) Good deal. Now finally, the last reason(s) I think Dream is autistic is because of how it fits narratively.
Who better to frame as the villain than someone who is already on the outside, who is already different, weird, a little off, not like everyone else, obsessive, abrasive, and already setting off subconscious red flags of not fitting the norm. Thereās a quote that most have probably heard by Andrew Smith that says, āPeople fear what they don't understand and hate what they can't conquer.ā And does that not say it all? Talk about history repeating itself, real history. This truth is the basis of many real wars. And if communicating and thinking differently werenāt enough to garner dislike, sucess and intelligence are another foundation of hate and as I said in part 1, while not true across the board, high IQ is one way they identify people with ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder). So who better to frame as the villain than an autistic admin infamous for being one of the best Minecraft players.
Of course, I hear you ask - couldnāt you make the same argument for sociopaths/people with ASPD (Antisocial Personality Disorder) are they not also different than most people to garner inherent fear? The answer is: No, not really. Contrary to popular belief, people with ASPD are not the odd balls out but are more likely to be popular and well liked as they lie and manipulate others to get what they want. In other words, there is a more calculated persona/masking in both ASD and ASPD, but while ASD is just trying to fit in, people with ASPD often have an inherent entitlement to the things they want and are trying to gain power and stand above the crowd not in it. In addition, autistic people tend to be honest, to the point of inappropriate or rude because they are straight forward. In the dsmp, Dreamās default isnāt to lie in fact he tells a lot of truth before often being forced to change his answer [clip]. Unlike people with ASPD who lie because they enjoy the power it gives them and to get what they want.
There is of course empathy to be considered when comparing ASD and ASPD as perhaps the main difference between the two and I think there is a lot of evidence that Dream does have empathy. In fact, I think his moral compass is originally one of the strongest before the dsmp slowly wore away the edges. He returns items after wars, fixes creeper holes and destroyed property, helps people mine or gather materials, fights for the side of who was wronged first, constantly gives out food to feed peopleā¦ etc. He does a lot of caring things he doesnāt have too. That give him no real advantage, but often even end up putting him in a sticky situation. I mean what better example do we need to prove he has empathy than him rebuilding Tubboās house [post]. There was no reason or manipulation or obligation to do that, he did it because he saw that Tubbo was upset. I mean Iāve said it before that we canāt truly prove whether someone does or doesnāt has empathy, but we can look at behavior and Iād argue that his less empathetic acts come much later on his arc and are not consistent across the board like they would be if he truly were a sociopath. Leaving us with the most obvious conclusion then that his logical mind that makes him look like heās unempathetic and his masking must be because heās autistic instead, which again aligns well with his high intelligence and obsessive development of skill.
Finally, and perhaps most notably, while a lot of times masking is associated with ADHD it is much more notable and important for an autistic person. Because we are not masking just to cover up our stimming or hyperactivity we are putting on a different face to blend in and be accepted and loved. We are shifting the very parts of ourselves to fit in a circle shaped hole when weāre squares. Which is a skill and habit I donāt find it hard to believe that Dream would use for his villain persona, especially since our (my) masks tend to change too based on environment, whether needing to fit into the family dynamic, student culture or professional world where the social rules change. Which is exactly what we see from Dream as his mask changes depending on who heās with whether that be Tommy, a large audience, Wilbur, his friends, The Warden, Quackity, Badboyhalo, Technoā¦ etc.
In other words, how fitting would it be if a character with the disorder infamous for masking had a literal mask. One that he literally had to take off to discovery who he was all along. What better example of the dsmp main theme of seeing things from other peoples point of view to gain understanding, than the extreme case of that. What better picture of communication issues than a disorder infamous for social struggle. Like not only does it fit so very well with Dreamās character, not only does it make sense with the symbolism of his mask, and the narrative, but it fits the overall arching dsmp story too, because by being autistic Dream is kind of like the ultimate version of the theme and for him to be a main front runner of the story just truly drives the point home in a beautiful and important manner.
#Hope it makes sense and that my points came across like I said Iāve been pretty nervous about this but I feel pretty strongly on this#not as a head canon but as object fact because in so many ways it makes sense#dreblr#c!dream#dream smp#autistic c!dream#I donāt think itās just me projecting but something that fit the story so very wellā¦ it makes a lot of his actions and the actions of other#finally make sense while also being a beautiful example of how we need to consider not just each others pov and motivations but ways of#thinking. too often he assume we get it and we donāt and the moment we start to hear eachother out and assume others have good intentions#the better and stronger our relationships can beā¦#dsmp#dsmpblr#no one does it like c!dream#did someone order an essay?#you did and I hope you read and it met your expectations:) <3#autism#dsmp headcanon#and not to being real work into it but ccdream did say in an interview that heās probably autistic and since he was a method actor it would#make all the more sense for his c to be as wellā¦ after all how can be create a character who thinks a different way?ā¦#And if Dream is autistic damn what kinda of picture does that paint of the rest of the serverā¦ just sayingā¦ ;)
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Dread be dreading
#ughg#i usually have awful thoughts randomly popping up here or there#make me pretty anxious for a few days then i won't think about them for a while#but man i can't handle doubts suddenly resurfacing#like this monday i was listening to my last lecture and everything bad i cooked up a in the past few months hit me like a truck#couldn't even focus i was too busy internally chanting shit fuck i don't want this i made a huge mistake shit shit#i won't be able to handle all this responsibility i'm so tired this will butcher my mental health should have chosen media studies fuuuck#what was i thinking what am i gonna do help#then proceeded to distract myself with an electric outlet otherwise i might have started crying#:/#and those thoughts aren't wrong unfortunately#i love this university and the classes and the things i study#the teachers and my classmates and the kids i got to take care of#but i don't think i could do this for real#i'm not even struggling with anything i'm just scared and tired as hell#and thought i could just. power through it- like if i'm stubborn enough it won't matter that it's draining#but damn#and hell originally i came here because i wanted to teach english to kids#i guess my expectations were too high i don't feel like i've learned anything that useful this far#and turns out it won't get better#we just gonna do presentations again#to be fair i loved researching nursery rhymes but i hoped we would have... more. of that#also about media studies. chief... i crave to be there#could have picked the english specialization there too- i'm a moron. a bozo. holy shit#well. gonna go through this semester either way. because again everything i study here (almost everything) is genuinely great and useful#and perhaps i'm just in a Pit right now#the dread pit#should probably break this to my sister. somehow#random squeak
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God DAMN I got to the final two in a job I was interested in
#didn't get it#that's okay means I have more time to myself#I'm not desperate for money#well. yes I am. I want to see my beloved again next year and figured this would be how it would work out#but I do still have my earrings which are currently cluttering up my keyboard aha#but STILL final two GOD DAMN#the fella doing it did say he'd like to keep my details for potential future commission based animation work?#and that I interviewed really well and it was a tough call#it came down to. Get this. I don't know TikTok trends#that was the only thing pretty much#it is a social media based job so. Knowing TikTok trends would be good#but ffs#no I'm not actually that upset about it. Well. I am. But not majorly. Just. Goddamn
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the fact that my gaydar has Never been off for someone iāve had a serious crush on (at least since iāve been out, thereās a few unconfirmed from before i was 18). it impresses even me. even if it takes a few years for the truth to come out, i have ultimately never had a true crush on a straight girl since adulthood šāāļø
#longest i think it took for the truth to be revealed was like four years maybe?#also iāll likely never know but iām betting that girl i had a crush on in middle school volleyball is at least a little gay#i was reminded of this person j had a crush on my sophomore year and they were so fucking cute but i thought they were so straight#to be fair idk their exact sexuality now but they came out as nonbinary a few years ago which thats gay no matter what#another girl my senior year came out as bi a few years ago#one of the girls was much faster and for that reason she was the only one of this phenomenon that i hooked up with for a time#but four for four is pretty damn good#bork bork!
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The most fun you can have, barring the pain and torture (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Helix#ZEX#Teisel#Max Vyer#Zack Fair#Vlad Masters#Weird fun fact??? The last time I posted Vlad was also in the same set as ZEX so uh????? Lol#I could not have possibly planned that so please just enjoy the serendipity - I certainly am lol#Anyway <3 Mostly leftover doodles for now! There's still more especially planned/in my notes but we're at a lull#And it's time for some silliness! :D Love silliness!#Starting with a very cute tiny ZEX ??ing at slippers - he really didn't wear footwear much - or at least it wasn't mentioned so lol#Max has barefoot energy too it's fine lol#And ZEX only wears shoes in his VUX form sometimes! Surely it's just as unnecessary for humans! Hehe#After I doodled him holding a pencil like half-properly I realized oh yeah - he wouldn't do that unless directed would he haha#Much more natural to curl - or at least as close as possible with fingers - around his writing implement :D#I do wonder what he'd think of human calligraphy brushes hmm - more natural? Less? He'd certainly enjoy watching but when doesn't he <3#Oh I loved him sitting and enjoying the rain ā„ Reminded me of Gaster :D Though this came well-first hehe <3#Just a very pleasant detail - amphibious lad loving precipitation hehe#Another simple one of hanging out with Teisel ugh he kicked his legs in the absence of his tail he's so cute weh ;;ā„#Hey Max is actually here for a change!! I want to give him more attention he deserves it - especially with everyone being so mean to him :')#He just wants friends! He's barely here be nice to him while he is! At least Peter was nice to him haha#You only think he's creepy because you think he's fake and ZEX is real - they're both real don't be mean#Max's clinginess is so sad here haha :') Protect him pls <3#I love ZEX's asides with Vlad lol āŖ Man I really haven't drawn him in ages too long!#Okay but the image of ZEX in a nurse costume? Amazing he'd rock it - Max even moreso since he'd understand the context <3#Get this man in a skirt and heels stat he'll look So pretty ā«
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I have spent nearly 24 hours playing in stars and time and Iāve only had it for 5 days, this is the face of someone whoās sane totally.
#in stars and time#thatās right itās another I need to get all of my thoughts out there post#Iāve also learned that itās 6 acts???? not even halfway through damn#I find it funny that they do not get suspicious of the fact that siff is like ridiculously strong compared to them all of a sudden lol#I also just love doing so many suspicious things on purpose like come on odi call me out#also theory time Iām pretty sure that the head housemaiden played apart In disappearing that country#Iām not as sure of it as I am sure that the king and siff came from that country though but thatās not saying much cause Iām 99% sure of#that now#also wooooowwwww so many cockblockers in this party š#this is a post i made#and the obligatory no spoilers tag#oh yeah the other thing I wanted to tell about!!! wtf we just meet the change god#theyāre sorta a meanie to siff š like youāre nice to Mira but wdym youāre enjoying watching siff suffer#yoooooooo a day later and they immediately point out the weird boost in power I love this game
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yāknow if thereās one good thing that came out of the book of bill, itās that you canāt take it as canon and be a proponent of same coin theory at the same time
#IF you take it as canon#<<<< thatās the worst thing to come out of book of bill#folks going āyou IDIOT havenāt you read book of bill??? it confirmed blah blah blah!ā#book of bill::::#-just came out not too long ago#-is hazardous to folks who are sensitive to unreality/derealization (cough cough us cough cough)#-not everyone will be able to afford it right now- especially since it just came out#-god forbid anyone lives in a country that doesnāt have access to the book right now (or possibly ever)#idk. maybe aeām an idiot for not reading it but aeād rather be an idiot than even more disconnected from this reality than ae already am#the book being enforced canon just seems kinda cruel? like ae donāt know whatās in there and aeām not going to be able to find out#same goes for folks that canāt afford or donāt have access to or arenāt willing to potentially risk their mental health for it#also why is book of bill considered canon and something like the time traveling choose-your-own-adventure isnāt??#or mabel and dipperās guide isnāt??#idk. the only reason aeāve ever considered journal 3 canon#is because it shows up in the actual show and the pages we see between the two are pretty damn consistent#you donāt get that with book of bill or any of the others#idk. aey ramble is stupid and so am ae. donāt take anything ae say too seriously cause it probably makes no sense
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That feeling when youāre getting emotional about the lil guys in your head but you canāt really properly rant about it to anyone bc theyāre not ocs but theyāre also not the canon characters theyāre the guys in your au and you canāt explain the vibes cuz itās not written and no one actively consumes both pieces of media that itās based on so you just sit there with all the nuances and connotations of everything and cry
#this is about my bnha poi au#ugh these guys make me SICK#but itās my own damn fault#like I didnāt need to make it this heartbreaking but I did š« #and it already came pretty damn heartbreaking I just made it worse š#if I ever actually write everything out yāall will see what Iām talking about#but chances of that are like so slim Iām so busy š„²š„²š„²#anyways carry on#eirts#š¶song singsš¶#I was listening to Black Friday by Tom Odell btw lmaooooo
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Me, six-ish hours ago: Yeah, I had the idea for an Avatar Suiren AU pretty much as long as Suiren herself existed, but idk if I'm ever gonna develop it, it's really hard to upkeep interest for it on my own...
Me, as soon as the concept of Suiren and Vaatu bullying Raava together popped into my head while I was typing out that long ass post: Fuck it, new strain of brain fungus acquiredā
(Also yeah traditional art being posted for the first time since... 2020, probably. Don't have the spoons to transfer this to digital rn, maybe I will at some point and I'll do a fuckass Spirit World background or smth. We'll see)
First time drawing Vaatu so don't make fun of me, but honestly he's such a funky little guy and rather fun to draw. You just get that main shape down and then go nuts with the frills :) But also, credit where credit is due, scrolling through the Vaatu tag on @shadelordeās blog really helped, so thank you for that š And I really had no idea what to do with Suirenās design here, I think Iāve used up all my character design juices on the nine previous iterations of her that exist, so for now sheās in a random dress with her hair down. Iāll probably alter it if I ever do a proper design for her in this verse
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#avatar suiren au#I spent so long typing out tags for this post and tumblr fucking deleted themā¦#Iām going to go bite into a wall istg#I donāt have the energy to rewrite all of them soā¦ quick summary#this takes place immediately after Suiren frees Vaatu during harmonic convergence#he briefly went all big and then shrunk so he could get a better look at her#while all this is going on Raava is screaming very loudly inside Suiren#Suiren is beyond caring. either Raava shuts up or she gets out. no other option#the avatar becomes balanced by fusing with Vaatu too or the avatar ceases to exist and suiren gets to live a normal life#spoiler alert: Raava does shut up but not for long#Suiren begins regretting her life decisions as soon as the two start arguing inside her#Iām pretty much stealing all the lore Kat came up with in bonded and adumbration lmao. hi Kat#oh also like 10 minutes before this Suiren killed Unalaq#his spiritfucker ass wouldnāt let her get to Vaatu that easily. but letās be real he stood no chance against her#itās fine though no one liked him anyway#honestly she did everyone a huge favour#anyway. yes Vaatu does have a tendril wrapped around her shoulders. bc itās cute okay#damn Suiren how come Nia lets you be the weird lesbian daughter to TWO evil dads??#(yes Iām aware neither Vaatu nor Ghazan are evil. Iām trying to joke here but itās almost 10 a.m and I canāt think anymore#simply everything is hilarious now)#what else did this used to sayā¦#oh right. nia stop making LoK antagonists obsessed with your OC challenge#the Red Lotus are her parents. Kuvira is in love with her. now sheās being all buddy buddy with Vaatu#only one thatās missing is Amon bc I genuinely do not care for him lmao
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