#and im really heartbroken
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going through the literal stages of GRIEF over house ep 8x16. an actual live-reaction text conversation with my mom as I was watching the episode:
#im heartbroken for him#bro just wants a kid#house i hate you#(not really)#but it is so sweet that he and wilson made pizza together after everything#ugh theyre married#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#rixtria rambles
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#p4g#persona 4 golden#p4#persona 4#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#ok ok this scene gets to me so bad actually#because yes on the one hand hes playing up that big brother role again#reminding kanji of HIS role as nanako's big brother as well#but its also reminiscent of yosuke's tendency to hide his own sadness and put up a front for others so they wouldnt catch on#i think in this moment its not necessarily a bad thing and yosuke was kind of right (imo anyway)#keeping their spirits high would be a more comforting sight for nanako#who wouldnt want to see them worried#i think its such a strong reflection of yosuke's consideration towards others#part of me is like yes kanji is the one that said it but hes just voicing what everyone else was also thinking in that moment#and yosukes response isnt just for kanji but also for the team and esp Yu#because of them all Yu is the one that undoubtedly looked most heartbroken considering how protectice he was of nanako#even though we cant really see it in game it's very clear how his reaction is like in p4u when he thought nanako might be in danger#anyway yu didnt have a speaking line in this scene so i could be delulu but im pretty sure it was about him as well#he's good with his queue
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the song of achilles, madeline miller // poems, louise gluck // the secret history, donna tart // there is no absolution for the fallen, p.d // pilgrimage 2017 dir. brendan muldowney
#im so normal about this movie that never even really hit most theaters#absolutely heartbroken#pilgrimage#pilgrimage 2017#jon bernthal#tom holland#richard armitage#beardthalbash#webweaving#web weaving#the song of achilles#tsoa#madelline miller#irish#medieval#films#film stills#movies#louise glück#poetry#poems#aesthetic#quotes#donna tartt#the secret history#poetry quotes#platonic#tom holland angst#sad films#sad movies
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A couple late-night drawings. Yes you will be seeing a lot of her on here in the coming uh, days? Weeks? Depends on how quickly my brainrot dies out I guess.
#regretevator#regretevator bive#regretevator fanart#also I tried to buy the bive plush yesterday but my card won’t go through#GENUINELY heartbroken over it she looks so cute and spherical im obsessed#maybe I should call my card company again cause I really wanna buy it#and I would feel bad buying it off of aliexpress or some shit like that cause I do wanna support the creators yk#anyways pretend I drew her other arm in the second drawing I just got lazy lmao#my art#also also I might. try drawing split at some point cause she’s super pretty like my god I understand why bive likes her so much
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oshi no ko s2 is like the best thing ive ever watched im absolutely devastated
#tears running dow n my face right now oh my god#it shouldve been yuri#its truly demolishing im heartbroken.#both because its really good and because i know it gets really bad. i hate it here. but it is so so good i have to recommend it#mar's midnight rambles
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Scott: "If you kill tango and leave me to be last green I'll let you kill me" Jimmy: "Scott, I'm gonna give you.. 30 seconds to run, and go somewhere else. Before I start hunting you down, okay?" Scott: "Okay, Love youuu" Jimmy: "Alright have fun, I'll give you 30 seconds" Scott: "say you love me back" Jimmy: "30 seconds" Scott: "I gave you a pufferish of peace Jimmy" Jimmy: "Yeah someone took it, I don't know where it is anymore, I lost it"
#NO ONE TALK TO ME#CALL ME AN AMBULANCE#MY HEART HAS BEEN SHATTERED#I CANT BELIEVE THAT HAPPENED#HE REALLY DIDNT SAY I LOVE YOU BACK AND LOST THE PUFFERISH#FUCK ME OH MY GOD#limited life spoilers#limlife#flower husbands#they rlly just#i cant#im so gobsmacked#and so stunned#and so heartbroken
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Eddie: I love you-
Buck: *backs away*
Eddie: Am I too late?
Buck: Yes.
#what if this happened in s7#i will never forgive myself#sorry i was listening to my sad playlist and thought of this#im making myself cry#s7 please dont do this#buddie#hurt/no comfort#buddie 911#911 incorrect quotes#evan buckley#911#buddie911#buck x eddie#but not really#im heartbroken just because of this#eddie diaz#buck and eddie#911 on fox#911 abc#911 on abc#911 on abc pls hurry up im losing patience
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Loving Genshin Impact is hard.
I know people are going to find this hypocritical and stupid but I don't care about that right now.
I have loved playing Genshin for over 3 years now, and was able to maintain a healthy balance between playing it and not the whole time. I didn't force myself to play everyday, and many times I don't even do my dailies. I do them because I actually like farming and exploring.
But dear god, this fucking McDonalds collaboration is infuriating. McDo has been part of the BDS Boycott for a long time now, and there is no way they do not know about this with how they evidently do keep up with modern issues and trends.
Ridiculous to put gaming and politics together? Nah dude. Be aware of what you support and what you don't.
Ok now here's the part people are definitely gonna fuss over, I'm still gonna play the game. I have been f2p the entire time, and I highly doubt that they earn money from having to run more servers and accounts for people who don't pay at all. The most money they ever got from me is me buying a single official plushie last year.
But now though? I think I'm only gonna play this game only for important quests. That's it. The latest archon quest was honestly a disappointment, the blatant racism and whitewashing of characters is horrendous, and now this McDo collab. My account is stacked as fuck with strong characters and stuff already, so really don't need to build many of them anymore.
I love so much of this game, I really do. The music, characters, world, art, story, so so much of it. But jesus fucking christ this is a lot of shit to put up with. Why does this have to be so hard to love? Probably because they have heads of staff that are blatantly racist with sticks up their asses. Fuck you guys.
In my heart I know they can do better, but this is just. Horrible. Nothing I do, or us in the Genshin Tumblr community, can really stop them. All we can do is move forward.
#i hate this fucking game for being something so wonderful but also being so shit#just. fucking. why are so so racist.#why the fuck do you hate skin that is any darker than a tan#why are u so bad at rep of these cultures#when you CLEARLY know how to do in depth research of them#what and who the fuck are stopping these writers and artists from reaching their potential#fuck you to the ends of the earth#i love this fucking game and these ideals and decisions make it so hard#god fucking damn it#and now you partner with McDonalds#what is wrong with you#im really only playing this game#because I swore to myself I would see this story until the very end#*sighhhhhhhhhh*#god i am. heartbroken. i hate it here.#evelynpr genshin#genshin#genshin impact
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Looking at my old bendy posts is so sad. I used to post dissections of the story and fun things in it, I'd still like to do that but Mike sucks out so much of my energy but I also constantly feel the need to post about whatever dumb shit he says so I can explain to people why it's bad and shouldn't be supportive. On his youtube post a ton of people are being so kind to him and I'm just baffled. This rude asshole who has been nothing but bigoted towards his fans who want to see more diversity gets to be seen as some massive victim because HE said some dumb shit and people didn't like it? What about the young queers who were devastated to find out they'd never be represented in Bendy? What about the people of color who had to witness the graphic novel be filled with almost nothing but white people, with the only canonical person of color now being a book-exclusive [aka Non-Canon] character? Why do they matter so little to so many people? Why do the feelings of Mike, who has literally earned every bit of hate he's ever gotten, matter more than those of the people he's hurt? Why do I have to be the one who constantly updates tumblr on the new stupid shit he's saying no matter how tired and upset it makes me to have to constantly talk about the awful things he constantly says and then gets away with.
I miss being able to talk positively about Bendy, when most of my posts were just talking about cool things I thought about from the franchise. But being honest, I don't think I can ever go back to that time either. With stuff like the bendy books being no longer canon when they contain the best writing in the entire franchise and the way Mike shits himself at any critique he gets... I just can't speak positively of Bendy without some sort of "But..." Anymore, this franchise just fucking sucks currently.
I could make the posts I wanted to about stuff like how much I love Norman but I don't like Game Norman cause he lacks the interesting bits the books added and Book Norman has an awful design now thanks to these assholes! I could make all the posts I had wanted to about BATDR and its story, but I don't like to speak positively of the games anymore cause I don't want people to support them! I could make more posts on the books but then I'll be reminded that all this great writing Kress did, the bendy devs are completely ungrateful for! I literally can't speak purely nice of this franchise anymore cause at every turn I'm faced now with just how much it's been ruined and how much of that happened recently. I miss being able to make a causal nice post about Bendy but now I feel I can't do so without it being misleading or not the full story, Mike has tainted this fucking franchise with his presence and the fact Meatly lets him speak for both of them without stopping him or challenging him makes me assume he thinks the same way Mike does. Ughhhhhhhhhh
#ramblez#sorry there's not really a point to this post its just me rambling and being angry n sad lmao#Im not this heartbroken over not being able to make posts like I used to I have other things I should focus on more anyways#but it still sucks looking back at that norman n henry post I made n knowing it kinda falls apart bc literally the best and most interestin#part of it was dissecting how norman spoke of henry in the books and now theyre not canon anymore#I literally couldnt make that post as wholesome as it used to be now bc doing so would be misleading#thats how far gone this franchise is lmao#anyways thats it for now Ill prolly contunie to make nothing but bendy sucks and heres why posts until the end of time now sorry but its#mikes fault far as Im concerned#just you guys wait for me to talk about why the cage is gonna be bad cause Im gonna rip that entire games premise a new one n explain why#it literally has to be underwhelming or doesnt make sense yippeeee
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the way im crying on the bus oh
#'one day everyone will grow up and leave me behind' that was the final twist of the knife in my gut i know gege was giggling writing that#i am actually so heartbroken like he's really gone and that's it thats all it was ever going to be#hours later now it's hitting me#im actually not sad about his arc. it was amazing. he stayed a tragic character until the very end. tragedy was embedded in his dna#thats why it hurts so much#not to get deeply personal but. he really resonated with me. his loneliness and the way he dreams about his youth#my most vivid dreams are about my youth my high school#he is such a cathartic character to me.#im going to stop now i have to compose myself god im in public#gege really did create one of the characters of all time. i'll always love you gojo#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers
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Unfortunately for everyone involved, Brent doesn't understand the concept of being bought a joke, like, why would someone SPEND MONEY on a joke? Since Karen's his friend and bought him a shirt, he's like. Legally obligated to wear it at least once... ? Probably?
So while he suffers over the idea of wearing it and not wanting to wear it at work he eventually would wear it and Karen would suffer the fact she needs to actually not try to joke too much in a teasing way if it's gonna be Treated Seriously. Right suffering from being gay because oh, Brent looks nice in color. (Chris would find out about it at work that he missed Brent in color and just stares at Karen because she is an absolute menace how did she manage that.)
#oops i fell in love#it all started when i said i imagined brent getting his hair messed up by one of his cousins and right seeing it#and atticus is like DOESNT HE LOOK SO MUCH SEXIER LIKE THIS and brent agonizing bc he doesnt want to hear that from his cousin#and then right is like well im too gay for this conversation because yeah kind of on the cousins side#and atticus beaming and then the person i was telling said shed like to see him less formal#with like a short sleeved button up or just a jacket rather than a suit coat#and im like brent would turn to dust if you put him in short sleeves haha but a jacket would be nice! and doable! probably for him!#and then i realized WAIT KAREN WOULD ABSOLUTELY BUY A HAWAIIN SHIRT AS A JOKE FOR HIM#and he would not realize it was a joke and he has to please his friends or else they will be disappointed so he HAS to wear it#like he legally has to wear this shirt at some point but he would wear a suit coat over it but#it was a gift from karen :c he has to wear it :c :c she would be heartbroken for the gift to go to waste#and then everyone (karen and right in this situation) would be like oh no he looks miserable but also v good#for what it is worth there are many times where right points out to brent that the only reason paul talks to him sometimes is#because hes just really gay and paul is suffering a dude crush so clearly in the dumbass's brain the gay guy is the only solution#then points out I DONT EVEN TOUCH PEOPLE EVER WHY IS HE FUCKING LIKE THIS#and brent is like truly a mystery im sure it has nothing to do with his trust in you#but anyway#one day im gonna draw brent in that shirt and it will be miserable for him but hell do it for karen
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i think its pretty much certain that every rick & morty out there has had a two crows situation or even several but something i kinda just realised is it could be possible that our guys are the only ones that had the splitting up thing as well afterwards . just cuz i feel like. most ricks are not That selfless and do not love their mortys That much to the point where they’ll distance themselves just for their morty’s sake . but rick c137 has done that 2 seperate times
#i like that rick essentially. tried to run from morty 2 seasons in a row#first it was okay the fact that you were so anxious to tell me something makes me upset so im gonna leave you alone so i wont bother or hurt#you anymore#and the second is just . well mostly because he didn’t really wanna involve morty in the hunt for prime because of how awful he felt#but also he was just So heartbroken after morty called him boring#also something i noticed after looking back at that first scene in s6e9. the way rick refers to himself as a friend to morty is cute#like when he goes ‘that’s a weird way to describe a friend’ bla bla bla i forget how the rest of the line goes#rick and morty#odiespeak
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In the jungle
#what i was actually trying to capture was her doing this sad little cry meow bc she thought i left her#and its really funny bc its so heartbroken and meanwhile im just out of the line of sight#sadly she has a sixth sense and always knows when i hit record
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Now that I've finished my Gravity Falls rewatch, all the Mabel hatred makes even less sense to me. Like, she's a kid. People on here were discussing her as if she committed actual war crimes, and instead she got manipulated into provoking the end of the world through no fault of her own (she didn't even know what the rift was or what it would do, because Dipper and Ford didn't tell her!). She's literally twelve guys what the hell
#people really were treating her like she did unspeakable things and im just here like🧍♀️she's not even a teenager...#i don't remember much of who i was the first time i watched gf but i sure hope i wasn't a mabel hater because man.#she and dipper are literally twelve!!!!! they're kids!!! their summer is over and they're growing up and *of course* mabel is scared!!!#that's a thing that happens to kids!!! they get scared of growing up!! because growing up is damn scary!!!#*and* she's heartbroken because dipper confirmed he won't be with her through it!!#and she still acts remarkably reasonable about it! bill has to possess blendin to even have a chance. she asks questions and she hesitates#and then she goes for it *because she's twelve and scared and sad and she's being manipulated*#like i just. everyone in this show does selfish stupid things at times but the hatred towards mabel really was something else#shock aside though -- man. what a show. a masterpiece#a true masterclass in how to write a story and compelling characters#and finishing it right on september first is a lucky coincidence :) this way it all felt like an actual memory of the summer!#oh how i miss the summers of when i was a young kid... i don't believe in heaven#but if it existed it would just my 8yo summer forever and ever. an infinite summer when the world was still effortlessly good#that was real happiness alex hirsch knows his stuff#gravity falls#mabel pines
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“I don’t have to provide any amusement or enjoyment. I don’t need to receive any amusement or enjoyment.”
Carmy you’re breaking my heart right now.
#he goes by absolutes but that’s not the right way to do it#he deserves to be happy he deserves to enjoy life outside of work#he just needs to learn how to balance it#it just breaks my heart to see him like this tho#he needs help#Im also heartbroken for Claire because she was nice and she clearly really cared for him#the bear fx#the bear spoilers#the bear fx spoilers#the bear
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this is the OG of charlos playlist i made back in 2019. but i privated it until 21-? bcs that time charlos wasnt become a thing yet i found their pre-teammate interaction is endearing. so here you go! a playlist full of "getting together" vibes brought to you by honne, keshi, ciggarate after sex, daniel caesar and others similar underground artist♡. i hope you guys enjoying as much as i enjoy seeing charlos developing relationship
#charlos#c2#1655#i really love the song compilation in this playlist#isnt not to loveydovey but not to heartbroken like olivia ondrigo and obv not as blue as taylor swift#but just a puree of developing enchanting relationship as we see charlos now#im forever sucker for keshi and honne♡#my spotify#my playlist#Spotify
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