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Loving Genshin Impact is hard.
I know people are going to find this hypocritical and stupid but I don't care about that right now.
I have loved playing Genshin for over 3 years now, and was able to maintain a healthy balance between playing it and not the whole time. I didn't force myself to play everyday, and many times I don't even do my dailies. I do them because I actually like farming and exploring.
But dear god, this fucking McDonalds collaboration is infuriating. McDo has been part of the BDS Boycott for a long time now, and there is no way they do not know about this with how they evidently do keep up with modern issues and trends.
Ridiculous to put gaming and politics together? Nah dude. Be aware of what you support and what you don't.
Ok now here's the part people are definitely gonna fuss over, I'm still gonna play the game. I have been f2p the entire time, and I highly doubt that they earn money from having to run more servers and accounts for people who don't pay at all. The most money they ever got from me is me buying a single official plushie last year.
But now though? I think I'm only gonna play this game only for important quests. That's it. The latest archon quest was honestly a disappointment, the blatant racism and whitewashing of characters is horrendous, and now this McDo collab. My account is stacked as fuck with strong characters and stuff already, so really don't need to build many of them anymore.
I love so much of this game, I really do. The music, characters, world, art, story, so so much of it. But jesus fucking christ this is a lot of shit to put up with. Why does this have to be so hard to love? Probably because they have heads of staff that are blatantly racist with sticks up their asses. Fuck you guys.
In my heart I know they can do better, but this is just. Horrible. Nothing I do, or us in the Genshin Tumblr community, can really stop them. All we can do is move forward.
#i hate this fucking game for being something so wonderful but also being so shit#just. fucking. why are so so racist.#why the fuck do you hate skin that is any darker than a tan#why are u so bad at rep of these cultures#when you CLEARLY know how to do in depth research of them#what and who the fuck are stopping these writers and artists from reaching their potential#fuck you to the ends of the earth#i love this fucking game and these ideals and decisions make it so hard#god fucking damn it#and now you partner with McDonalds#what is wrong with you#im really only playing this game#because I swore to myself I would see this story until the very end#*sighhhhhhhhhh*#god i am. heartbroken. i hate it here.#evelynpr genshin#genshin#genshin impact
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Are you ready, Melinoë?
#my art#hades 2#Melinoë#this game is sOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!#i literally love#so much already and ive only seen my hubby play for 20 min lmao.#also im really proud of this
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#dimension 20#critical role#the adventure zone#d&d#mine personally was TAZ: Balance#and it consumed my life#also reblog!! esp if you put other im so curious#/ i want to find new d&d stuff to watch/listen to!!#ive only played irl a few times bc it is SO HARD to get a group of busy adults on the same schedule#my real pipeline to dnd was: tumblr gifs of mcelroy tv show->mcelroy tv show->mbmbam->taz balancs#so really tumblr was what led me to my path of d&d#i didnt really discover d&d until i was an adult bc table top games and other board games were banned in my home growing up#my brother and i came to blows constantly over the lord of the rings edition of risk that my mom just said NO MORE
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bought dmc on a whim last month and then got a little too into it
#devil may cry#dmc#dmc dante#dmc vergil#dmc nero#dmc nico#dmc lady#dmc trish#dmc kyrie#dmc5#dmc4#dmc3#OK IS THAT IT. R THOSE ALL THE TAGS. I HOPE SO#my art#i have discovered that i rly like hack and slash games….#ive also only played 3 out of 5 games BUT IM WORKING ON ALL OF THEM SLOWLY BUT SURELY…#i didn’t expect to get into dmc i really did not. but man. the familial themes Got To Me#RAAAAH….I LOVE DMC…���..#nero is my fave…and lady…and nico…and all of them
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just started my first playthrough of pokemon mystery dungeon: explorers of sky!!
#pokemon#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd#pmd eos#explorers of sky#shinx#eevee#pokesona#digital art#illustration#i played my copy of explorers of time when i was very very young#and i only ever played the first three dungeons on repeat#and walked around basecamp talking to other pokemon#so im really excited to get to finally experience the story as me :]#i feel so at home already#fun fact the game gave me a green bow the first two times i took the quiz#but on the third time (this time) it gave me a fuschia bow (which i think was the one i had originally as a kid)
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whatever. go my scarab
ive been watching scruffys pikmin 4 playthrough (go check it out!!!!)
#specifically referencing ep11 for anyone curious but i dont wanna spoil anything.. youll know it when you see it lol#ive never played pikmin and i already know for a fact id suck ass at it bc i can only do one thing at a time. i have zero dandori#actually i have zero interest in the dandori challenges bc im more focused on the creatures and areas. id be cooked#but its still fascinating to watch how the planning and strategy works in real time and goes so well with exploring#and if youre like me and has shown little interest in pikmin games his videos are a nice warm hug for looking into it#scruffy has a nice voice and explains everything like pointing out which enemies are from prev pikmin games and how they work#and pays special attention to the adaptive music cues which pikmin is known for and its really cool to see it dissected#his other videos also pick apart sound design in other video games i highly recommend his fnaf ones. theyre excellent#scruffy youtube#myart#my art#doodles#pikmin#pikmin 4#flying pikmin
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it was volo. its volo. im deeply in love w him
#i wont play the game until someone makes a romance mod#but i fear no one will cus everytime i see opinion polls NO ONE LOVES HIM !!!! i thought it was just reddit bc reddit sucks#but even his tumblr tag is like all polls where ppl pass on him big time#volo im your only ho but its ok i can draw you hairy and transmasc#no guy with a beard that good doesnt also have tons of body hair u cant change my mind#volothamp geddarm#volo bg3#anywaus i think if he was ronaneceable it should be SUPER awkward and he like does not realize things are flirting#and says really grandiose unsexy things all the time and tav still is trying to smansh#my art tag
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People love to talk about how much arson wild does and thats fun but also lets remember that in twilight princess in order to progress the game you do have to set a building full of bombs on fire. and it does explode.
#every time i would talk to barnes after and he was like if only my storage shed hadnt been mysteriously exploded...#and im like sorry...i really didnt think that would happen...#linked universe#the scene in the game is so funny though you put fire in the oven and the bug just runs out of there and sets the entire shed on fire#and midnas like im out of here and just leaves link (in wolf form) alone in a burning building.#and then you get out and it just explodes. my shock when i was playing i was like damn. ok.#anyways maybe consider this barnes shouldnt have had BOMB STORAGE in a house made of apparently very dry WOOD with an OVEN#twilight linked universe#twilight lu#anyways does it count as arson if you are a wolf?#lu twilight
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I don't know why I didn't realize this until now but...
WHY ARE THEY THE ONLY TWO WITH BALLOONS???
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#team sonic racing#LMAOOO????#Me and my brother were playing through this game again and I NEVER ONCE LOOKED AT THE BACKGROUNDS BEFORE???#Just realized the balloons were there and I was just like--#Oh cool maybe I can spot a Silver Balloon or somethin#NAH ITS ONLY THE SONADOW BALLOONS HSJHSSJ#NOT LIKE IM COMPLAINING BUT#I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING WHEN I REALIZED#Like years later????#Holy shit like they really just had both their balloons constantly next to eachother EVERYWHERE#coincidence I THINK NOT#fav#sonadow#I know this doesnt really MEAN anything but I found it funni for shits and giggles okay#Its not like they park their cars next to eachother or had unnecessary tension that whole ass game#like I was replaying through the story and they legit cant take their eyes off eachother for 0.1 seconds while everyones trying to figure--#out whats fuggin going on HSJSHSJ#what a couple of losers/affectionate <3
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☆ de fontaine
{☆} characters furina {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings angst, suicidal thoughts, hurt / no comfort {☆} word count 1.4k
This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair!
She thought, for one moment, she could put the mask down and breathe – for one moment of daydreaming, she thought she could just be Furina. She thought she would finally get to live the live she should've had in the first place, the life she threw away to play God to an audience who saw her as nothing but a circus animal, dancing to their whims. Furina just wanted to be selfish for one brief and fleeting moment..and it was gone before she could even grasp it in her hand. A comet soaring past far out of her reach.
She can barely keep her hands from violently shaking as she looks down at them – broken and bloody and more a corpse then a person – and she feels so numb she can't even feel the rain pelting against her back. None of this is fair, she wants to scream, why is it always me? But her voice is silent beneath the torrent of rain. She wonders if the ocean would take her if she sank into it's depths – just for a moment, she wonders how it would feel to finally be able to sleep at ease.
Furina is tired.
But Furina is nothing if not useful, isn't she?
So she forces her feet to move, dragging against the stone beneath her heels, and drags their bloodied body into the nearest empty building, letting the rain do the work of washing away the smeared blood following her path. The smell makes her feel sick, the feeling of it sticking to her hands and gloves makes her lightheaded, but she persists. Because Furina is useful, because Furina won't let them die out in the rain, because Furina won't stand by and just let them rot on the streets like some..pest.
Furina wants to go home. She wants to sleep and she isn't she if she wants to wake up, this time. But she keeps going anyway.
Because it's all she's ever done, and the habit sticks.
An Archon she may not be, not anymore, but the expectations of five hundred years still linger like eyes on the inside of her skull. They watch her, pry and prod at her thoughts, mocking laughter and judging eyes following her as she forces herself to dance to the song they weave with glee. Furina never stepped off that stage – she's still there, she thinks, watching the crowd stare at her in disdain as the curtain call looms above her like a guillotine. She still hears Neuvillette deliver her damnation and salvation with a trembling voice, still feels her hair stand on end when electro crackled like the crack of the whip, Clorinde's blade aimed at her like a loaded gun.
She's trapped on that stage and she never left, not really.
She hates it. She thinks she hates them, but it's not their fault. They didn't ask for this, didn't ask for everyone to turn against them, didn't ask for her to save them. Neither did she..yet here they are, she thinks.
She tries to tell herself she's in control this time, though. She can stop performing her part in this horrible, bloody play any time she wants. It makes her feel better, just for a little while, if she convinces herself she's still Furina, painfully human.
And Furina has always been good at lying.
It's the believing that's the hard part.
There isn't time for her to wallow in her own self pity, though. They're still bleeding out onto the dusty, creaky floorboards of some random, broken down house and she's just standing there as the blood stains the wood. She can fix it – she's good at fixing things. She's done nothing but fix things – try to, anyway – for five hundred years. She can fix a little wound, how hard could it be? Her hands are clenched so tight they ache as she kneels down, wincing at the creak of the floorboards beneath her heels– she hesitates just long enough to wonder if she's making a mistake before she peels away just enough of the outer layer of their clothes to see the deep, bloody gash across their chest. She tries not to think about it – it's deep, too deep, and she feels dizzy just looking at it, but she's handled worse, right?
Furina can fix it. That's what she's good at.
She doesn't feel so confident when she tries to wrack her brain for..something. Five hundred years, and a little wound stumps her? No, she had to have learned something, right? She's decidedly not trying to buy time because she's panicking, parsing through hundreds of years of memories like flipping through a book. Furina isn't made for this, not really – she's running on nothing but adrenaline and she's really not sure what she's doing, but she's trying. And just like before, it won't be enough, will it?
She'll fall short again – she'll be too late to fix it before she's alone again.
Furina was an Archon..used to be. What use would she have for that sort of knowledge? Which makes her predicament all the more harrowing and bleak. What was she supposed to do?
Furina had heard it first hand, that vitriol in Neuvillette's voice. She isn't sure she's ever heard him that..angry before. She's not sure he would listen to her if she tried, either. And that scares her more then anything. All of Fontaine was up in arms about this..imposter, yet here she was, staring down at them bleeding out in front of her, and she was trying to save them.
Why? Why is she throwing away her only chance at normalcy for a fraud? Why didn't she just turn them in?
They were dying – that should've been a good thing, shouldn't it? So why didn't it feel like it?
"Why you?" Her voice breaks as she speaks in harsh tones, grabbing the front of their shirt in trembling, bloodied hands. "Why now?" She wants to scream, to demand answers they can't give, to claw back the reprieve she was promised after five hundred years of agony..and all she can do is sob into their chest, pleading for an answer that will not come. "Why me?"
Silence is their answer, and it hangs heavy on her trembling shoulders as she cries.
Of course they don't, she thinks bitterly, no one has ever answered her pleas spoken in hushed sobs. Not her other self and certainly not them.
Furina has always been alone. Furina will always be alone.
Because Furina never left that stage, never left that moment when she looked at herself in the mirror and took up a mantle too heavy for her to bear. She always finds her way back eventually. There's no one on the other side anymore – she stands alone on a stage, waiting for an inevitable end she isn't sure will come.
"Please," She pleads through tears and choked sobs, clinging to them like they are all that keeps her from sinking. "Please don't leave me, too." The words burn on her tongue – how pathetic is she that she craves companionship from the bloodied body of the imposter? Perhaps she's truly lost her mind after all these years..perhaps she's finally gone mad. She must have.
But their presence is like the first feeling of gentle warmth upon her skin as the sun crests the horizon, like the gentle lap of tides along her heels, the sway of branches and leaves as the wind blows through them like an instrument all it's own. They are the soothing sound of rain against the window as she watches the dreary skies in fond longing, the first bloom of spring as color blooms upon the landscape like paint had been spilled across the hills and valleys.
They are like the faint spark she carefully nurtures and stokes, so fragile even the smallest wind could blow it out like a candle. She cradles it within her palms, pleads with whoever will listen – prays that someone finally listens, because if not for her, then for them.
She's failed to protect too much already, let too many people with so much trust in her fall between the cracks of her fingers like grains of sand. She won't let them go – she can't.
If nothing else, if she couldn't be saved when she begged for salvation from that five hundred year long agony, even if she never got that chance..
Furina will make sure they do.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#fic tag#furina#so um. looks around. okay look. i know im like THE ts@r1ts@ dealer (censored so it doesnt show in tags. hopefully)#but the moment i saw furi in fontaine the day it released she became my fav even more then the tsaritsa SORRY SHES SO..#this is my love letter 2 furi (making her suffer unimaginable horrors)#open ended kinda in case i decide on making a sequel maybe#furi makes me feel cuteness aggression so bad i start acting like a rabid animal#furina the woman that you are. thats my girlprince meow meow id kill someone for her#playing her part as archon so well but being so horribly irrefutably human in every way..#five hundred years not even knowing what the real plan was. when it would end. knowing if she slipped up it was over.#and in the end almost no one knew what really happened. a select few people know the real weight of her sacrifice.#furina's story was always a tragedy. it was never going to be anything but a tragedy.#and thats one of the most tragic parts of it isnt it? she didnt know how itd end. she didnt know her story was always going to be a tragedy#furina never knew a thing. and still she did it for the people of fontaine and succeeded.#how do you define “yourself” when you havent existed for 500 years?#to be so selflessly human you give up “yourself” to save people who will never know of your sacrifice.#sometimes i think about the confrontation on the stage and have a week long mental breakdown#sacrificing EVERYTHING for fontaine and still. still! the people closest to you turn on you.#heavy on clorinde. she was as close 2 furi as neuvi fight me on this. i bite.#her bodyguard and friend and she ends up staring down her blade wondering if this is it. she failed. she failed them all#because even when faced with the trial. with losing everything. she still thought only about fontaine. oh furina.#do you think she has nightmares. wonders if she was never meant to win this game of g-ds. that her story was always meant to be a tragedy?#do you think she still wonders if she was ever meant to have a chance at a happy ending? a doomed tragedy from beginning to end
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i really love my friends
#had like. 10 people over tonight plus my housemates and it was. so nice#not everyone knew eachother but we all just chilled and ate food and played games and i . needed it#ive been. lonely lately. and it really felt like it was the first time in a while i could take my mind off things and relax#ive. been taking steps forward#i’m gonna take only four classes next semester I think. and get back into my hobbies and my solo art#im gonna try and go see live music more often and stuff like that#maybe go home on weekends more frequently#i am. going to try#i still cant believe how many friends i have#going to zero to 1 to like. so many has been quite the transition#im trying to be more outgoing
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redrew some fanart from around 2021 under the cut bc the update snatched me </3
#friday night funkin#fnf#chiimo art shenanigans#THE UPDATE IS SO GOODDD#weekend 1 slaps but my only nitpick is that blazin is really difficult to read 😔 not the charting but the bg itself#the animations are fun but i was hoping the notes werent in the middle#or at least have a low opacity bg around it so it's easier to see the notes#i also played through the base game for the first time in technically years?? i remember struggling back in like 2020 lmao#i finally perfected the spam part in M.I.L.F im finally a gamer#nightmare difficulty slaps btw i love it
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💛🐶SCRIMBLY GOOD BOY HOURS
SKRUNKLY POTATO MOMENTS🐶💛
#oatchi#poochy#pikmin#yoshi island#super mario#drawing#fanart#PIKMIN 4#IN 10 DAYS#WHAT CAN I SAY#IM WEAK TO SCRUNGY#only watched family play 1st and 2nd pikmin but couldn't get into it bc it seemed so STRESSFUL#but for this game i plan to make an exception#the japanese here is just onomatopoeia for barking staring and sleeping lol#oatchi looking kinda too off model but i liked how this came out ill draw him better next time waaaaa#also i finally post fandom content during its hype WHAT SWEET HECKERY IS THIS#prob not really accurate but the idea of poochy interacting w another tiny weird dog thingy made my heart a bit too full#sorry for the tag vomit i have feelings lmao
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Lu fandom I love you to death but PLEASE write centric about other characters BESIDES WILD I'm begging y'all. Like yea he's good, he has trauma and stuff like that but what about SKY The guilt of starting everything and getting told "you suck bitch" to his FACE And wind who had to stab a man and save his sister at 12 and wars like yea wild has war trauma but what about WARS ITS IN HIS NAME I love wild but y'all use him WAY TOO MUCH, and water him down to "funny depressed gender man that sets things on fire" and ignore the fact that he's actually pretty mature sometimes. Like yea there's a bunch of interesting things you can do with him but be honest HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE DONE THAT ALREADY What about Times magic, wars not being canon, four and the minish, Sky and oh my god the OPPORTUNITIES y'all miss with this man. And its sad bc if wild isn't your favorite in the fandom, then your basically in the trenches when it comes to finding good centric fics for literally ANY other character. No hate to y'all wild lovers out there, but as a wars fan, good angst for this man is like a delicacy. I love wild when he acts like how he does in the comics, a little chaotic but still mature. Y'all don't have to hate him I sure don't, but there are so many missed opportunities yall dont use over something that's arguably been done a million times.
(but pls don't go harass wild fans after this that won't solve anything)
#legend of zelda#linked universe#linked universe wild#lu wild#linkeduniverse#please im begging#Maybe its bc the fandom is full of ppl who only played botw and totk and literally nothing else but hw is on the switch#And for a while botw and totk were the only games I played and I did like wild#But then I discovered wars ON MY OWN and I liked him ALOT#But he got screwed over bc his game isn't canon and nobody really knows abt it#That and he gets watered down to “fruity pretty man”#Its fine if you do that for funny memes and stuff cause there yknow memes#But for an angst fic?
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they were so insane for having house play "hugh laurie's cuddy's serenade" bookending "you can't always get what you want" as cuddy held her party with everyone else and their mother attending AND having her open the door only to drop her smile when it wasn't house. she really said "i DON'T want you there" and got upset when he didn't come. they drive me insane
#amethyst.txt#that scene honestly haunts me#there's just so much to say about it. doomed love. house never really being on the same page as her#house only second guesses himself around wilson and cuddy. when an instruction is given in earnest he will listen#he'll do that soft “okay.” and Listen. no games#how cuddy Constantly proves that she doesn't trust him. tricking him about thanksgiving. playing mind games about this baby party#trying to get him not to interfere with arlene. showing up the night she almost died to get pissed at his addiction#like there's something so monumentally human about it. under all the games the tricks the hate#its hyperbole from the start to the end but it boils down to something so kind and soft and gentle#cee's house rambles#<- cee isn't fronting but im not making a new tag and the subsys is cosmic cluster anyway so the cee isn't that far off#house md
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#bully cce#bully game#canis canem edit#derby harrington#derbys another chara i didnt really care abt in my first playthrough but i think hes really funny now#like the bosses in this game understandably arent like always available but#its sad when like in.. edgars (?) case i was like... who? and ted too#like earnest is the worst boss of all of them but jimmy is kind of allied with him early on (ish)#like does ted even like get introduced at all before jimmy fights him LOL ?#preps greasers bullies nerds all talk abt their clique leaders but i dont remember like any mention of the jock leader by name#but idk. ive still only played the game once... im in chapter 3 of my pc playthrough still
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