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nickbutnodick · 14 days ago

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me and the friend i made in geometry class continuously trying to figure out if the other is transgender

#im almost 100% sure we're both transgender #they havent come out to me yet #i havent come out to them yet #we just keep going “oh you listen to cavetown too...” “oh what did they just call you???” “oh youre in the gsa??? im thinking of joining”#like istg one of us is gonna have to fess up eventually #and im not gonna break first #three pigeons in a trench coat

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lotus-pear · 1 month ago

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11/20

#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers #(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light #biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life #also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns #a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk #(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG #i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace #akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes #absolute rollercoaster of emotions #ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal #persona 5 #p5 #p5r #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #akechi goro #shuake #akeshu #lotus draws

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teh-inggris · 2 months ago

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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head

#senart #pvp civilization #pvp civ #I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST #if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like #he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him #ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi #or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords #and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to #that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane #Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation #wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm #anyways.#empty chattering

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corpsentry · 6 months ago

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a glass sun 1/2

#my art #my stuff #this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs #(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH #i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang #i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society #by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs #obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed #and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck #but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck #and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell #like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly #can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know #idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad #and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life #i am 23!!!!!! ough #anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi #reblogos appreciated

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yukaii · 23 days ago

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he makes for such a great gorgeous dead wife memory montage. i am not okay

#just finished the first part....#i may have cried....#the wings make him look especially like an angel. im gonna frow up #shattered glass #transformers shattered glass #starscream #skystar #<- I GUESS!!!!!!! breaks down into a sob

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silverlombaxwitch · 18 days ago

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Not done fighting, I don’t feel I’ve lost

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#Hi this took me 9 hours #This is like the most ambitious piece I’ve done so far #And uhhh I’m tired #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #shigeo kageyama #My art #fanart #silverlombaxwitch #okay I’m gonna ramble #so I really love how I drew the hands and I love referencessss #I’m not happy w the composition on this one bc it’s not that obvious that shigeo is the main subject at first glance #Rendering the psychic aura and stars was fun but rendering and figuring out the lighting for shigeo was not very fun #Nonetheless I’m so proud of myself for improving so much #10 year old me would be amazed #It’s almost Christmas break so I’m going to draw much more!#Honestly I rlly need to learn to draw more efficiently and be faster why did this take me 9 hours #ALSO PLS LOOK AT MY LINEART THATS THE THING IM MOST PROUD OF

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honeypleasejustkillme · 2 years ago

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i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd #bpd vent #bpd mood #i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much #tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space #so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake #because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim

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welcometogrouchland · 6 months ago

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(ID in alt) hi sorry for back to back marvel fanart I swear I still have dc stuff lmao. However I did recently read X-Men: first class and got a bit carried away doodling this after Lmao

#marvel comics #x men #scott summers #jean grey #hank mccoy #bobby drake #warren worthington iii #charles xavier #anyway #picked X-Men: First Class #out of sheer curiosity and desire to know more about the X-Men and I really enjoyed it!#Idk how in line with canon it but. Whatever tbh. Anyway that was the inspo behind this #just the og 5 fooling around and being silly teens #jean being the flirty one probably isn't very in character at this time period (jean doesnt really show any interest in scott in first clas #but it was too cute to pass up #also charles looks so much more pissed off than i intended 😭 there's this one issue of first class where he's just BERATING the xmen #just yelling at them psychically and eventually its revealed that it wasn't actually Charles but i didn't question it at first #which is kind of mean to charles. but idk i haven't gotten far with the x-men (im being very casual in my reading rn)#so maybe he deserves it #also i keep making bigger and bigger drawings bc i know that those print well #but i keeo forgetting that tumblr murders the quality of the image when you upload it. bwahhh #anyway i think i am finally going to knuckle down and open commission slots for part of july #idk how much a bad boy like this (lined coloured and shaded w/ multiple characters) would cost but we're gonna figure that out #honestly i might slightly under price them just to encourage ppl to spring for them #okay that's all for now I PROMISE I HAVE DC DRAWINGS TO SHARE i was just in a serious drawing funk and drawing some characters-#-that I'd never drawn before (like shulkie and now the xmen) helped break that funk!#mine

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fogwitchoftheevermore · 2 months ago

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I'm slowly making my way through a new project- editing the entirety of the album PUNCH by Autoheart to the Life Series.

I was originally planning to post all of the edits in order of the songs on the album, but I instead made the Lent one first and am too excited to keep it in my drafts any longer while I work on the first four songs of the album (especially since we're coming up on finals seasons and the amount of time I'll have to work on these is gonna plummet so fast). So instead, I'll be posting them as I make them and make a masterpost of them all in order at the end.

That being said, I hope you enjoy this! I'm really proud of it and a lot of work went into it.

#life series smp #trafficblr #third life smp #last life smp #double life smp #limited life smp #goodtimeswithscar #grian #desert duo #autoheart/life series project #my edits #my art #everyone has to be so nice to me about the audio desync-ing in some places it does that whenever i export it and i can't fix it </3 #i COULD tag this one as ship but im not gonna #i DO mean it like that. but like it's just canon clips it can be read however you so choose #also if youve been following me for a little bit youll know i did part of this edit once before #i did the bridge when the afk session came out #and then that plus cherrifire's crane lives project inspired me to assign the whole album to the series #and i was ORIGNALLY planning to do a project like she did w/ the thumbnails #but i couldnt get myself to actually DO IT and also i did map out an entire animatic to factories at one point.#which. on the topic of that. factories or anniversary will be the next ones #anniversary has been started but not fully mapped out whereas factories has been fully mapped out but not started #we'll see which one catches my eye enough first #but all the songs HAVE been assigned so if nothing else i know the gist of what i'm doing for every song #this will definitely be a multi-month project though since one of these takes me a few days to finish #though finals season approaching also means winter break is approaching so who knows! maybe ill bang all of them out in december #(DO NOT HOLD ME TO THAT OH MY GOD)

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waltzing-rats · 6 months ago

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Okay but i do think Phoenix keeps forgetting to like… enjoy the little things when it comes to taking care of himself. Sounds weird but like, think abt it - nicely scented shampoos, actually being patient and enjoying taking care of yourself, face masks etc, i think we underestimate how nice and gratifying those things can be, including Phoenix. Like he just takes showers and is done with it.

That is; until he moves in with Miles and he teaches him self care. I think this could create some very tender, romantic scenes.

#THIS HYPERFIXATION IS GETTING WILD #IM GONNA BREAK AND ACTUALLY WRITE ONESHOTS #but hoooh this is so #romantic and soft and sweet #mmm i think #they deserve this #i can just imagine the first night where they actually sleep in the same bed #they had to do like an hour of preparations and getting used to the bed #theyre both so red in the face its nuts #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #wrightworth #narumitsu #ace attorney #gosh i love them

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mamawasatesttube · 4 months ago

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it shouldve been ives........... man.......

#rimi talks #like im glad it wasnt in a way bc im glad megfitz didnt ruin him. if she was gonna ruin anyone im glad it was bernard and not ives or danny #but also the beautiful disaster in my mind of timives as tims first mlm romance that ends terribly but gently bc ives finds him out #bc ives Knows him. so of course he finds him out. it was only ever a matter of time.#and ives knowing tim is lying to him and has been lying to him for YEARS actually has an impact on their relationship. unlike some comics--#anyway they break up but it is gentle. bc ives gets why tim did it but also needs some time/space to process it #so they agree to stay friends. and its bittersweet but it really moves their bond forward.#like... augh the way timives is doomed from the moment tim decides to be with him bc ives knows him too well for the lies to hold forever.#it's a ticking clock from the very first time they hold hands romantical styles and laugh at a bad movie together.#the fact that they know each other so well is the thing drawing together and the thing that will break them apart #MAN. REMEMBER WHEN TIM LYING ALL THE TIME ACTUALLY IMPACTED HIS RELATIONSHIPS #sighs............ timives doomed bittersweet beautiful romance the comic you could have been. the queer themes you could have explored.#alas.......................................................................................................

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gretagator · 28 days ago

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What if the Joker was blue and orange

#better call saul #bcs #jimmy mcgill #kim wexler #howard hamlin #chuck mcgill #fanart #i don't really like this but. whatever #gonna use another program from now on because im having issues with ibis #been obsessed with doing things a very particular way on ibis and it's both time consuming and not even worth it #and i can't break out of that habit so i think i just need something new #also yay character lineup #maybe gonna do another one with the rest of the main cast if i feel like it #i just had to draw these guys first because they're my favs and i prefer the lawyer part of bcs anyway #jimmy isn't exactly in line with the others but i can't really fix it because i arranged my layers in a pretty stupid way #so just pretend it's a metaphor or something #spent way too much time trying to make chuck's gut look right i feel like a freak

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arom-antix · 8 months ago

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I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff

#some viktuuri for the soul!#my blorbos are always in my mind even if im not creating for them in that moment #they never leave <3 #their eepy leepiness is a reflection of moi and i love their eepy leepiness for them i hope theyre getting some great naps #just some calm and quiet #love that for them #also this isnt the first time i draw in like two months what are you talking about?#the last art i posted totally wasnt from the 14th of march shhhhh the date on the post is definitely wrong source trust me #no but like i have been so dead for months #dont expect to see much art from me before july when my break starts and i can stop being stressed out of my mind #now i can be one of those tortured artist types except i havent done any art to communicate how sad i am #tbh im just tired i just wanna sleep #am i gonna? youre funny of course not but now i can at least pretend my awake time was vaguely productive #yuri on ice #yuri on ice fanart #fanart #art #arom antix art #arom antix #viktor nikiforov #kastuki yuuri #viktuuri

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foolsocracy · 1 year ago

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its because i thought if you knew, you wouldnt love me the same

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stubz · 10 months ago

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"You said you'd be better after the Tri-Eclipse festival, when we all come back from vacation."

"Yeah that's right."

"Will you promise me that you'll run with me when we get back?"

"...I'll do my best. Yeah. I'll do my best buddy."

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"Max when we get back after the holidays will you run with me?"

"Yeah. I'll start training, practice running."

"Oh yeah, cause it's been a long time since you ran."

"Yeah...almost 2 months...wow."

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"Got any plans for the 2 weeks we get off?"

"Yeah I'm gonna train."

"Train for what?"

"Running. I told the kids I'd run with them when we get back."

"Aww that's cute. But yeah you need to test things out right? Start off slow so as to not overdue it when you play with them again."

"Yeah...wanna hear something funny?"

"Sure."

"I, I miss running. I know I said I hate running and that I only ran with the kids because it's good exercise but...I miss it." he puts down his fork. Staring at his plate of food from the ship's cafeteria. He continues.

"I had a dream last night. I was on Earth, in a field of tall grass and flowers, it was summer. The sun was shining, a beautiful warmth on my skin, with a cool gentle breeze on my skin. I was barefoot. I could run and I ran for miles. I ran even after my lungs were on fire, even when the sun went down...I miss running."

"Mmm"

...

Going on field trip. Yanosh came early so we took the noon shuttle. Come as soon as you can. Shuttle A-11.

'I didn't know we had a field trip today.' he thought after reading the text Kim sent.

He grabbed his hoodie and the other emergency bag and made his way to the shuttles. Luckily the A-11 was an express and he would be wherever it was going in 20 minutes.

12 minutes into the ride he noticed that they were approaching Earth.

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Turn left in 200 meters...You have reached your destination.

"...ha haha hahahahaha! Are you guys serious?!"

"Surprise Max!!"

In front of the young man was his class of youngling alien children (with a handful of humans ones), co-worker and friend. Standing in a field of tall grass and flowers. Yanosh and Kim held a banner saying congratulations.

"I know you've been training in the gym but I thought you'd want your first real run to be somewhere...special."

He scooped his friend into a hug. Then pulled in the children until they were all sent crashing down into a pile full of laughter and giggles.

"You ready?"

"Yeah, yeah definitely!"

"READY KIDS?!"

"YEAH!"

"LET'S GOOO!"

And for the first time in 2 months human Max ran. Past the slowest ones first. He tried to pat every one of them on the head as he flew bye. Broke through the pack of the average runners. A laugh trailed behind him. One by one surpassed the faster one's. His unused lungs somehow allowing him to whoop in-between pants.

He raced every child. Played every game he could not play before. Carried those who longed to be carried again. He ran despite the burning in his lungs and the sweat in his eyes. He ran through the pain in his feet and the exhaustion in his body until he collapsed.

Laying there in the dirt surrounded by the children and his friend he smiled. And he wore that smile in his sleep on the way back to the centre.

#for those who don't know #I fractured my ankle Feb 1st and haven't ran since #and the kids at work understood that and never begged me to try #but #today I had C and J come up to me asking to run with them after spring break cause I'll be able to then #and that hit me in the feels #the two first convo in the story are the one's I had today!!#and the dream stuff?#actually had that dream and damn it made me miss running #so now Im gonna train and stuff so as to not let these kids down! and to not mess anything up #humans are space orcs #humans are space oddities #humans in space #the adventures of kim and max running a space child centre

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jamnsketch · 2 months ago

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mark of the beast

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