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Just finished In Stars and Time and now I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do with my life
#in stars and time#isat#videogame#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#its an amazing game#and im broken inside#i love all the characters#so fucking much#i want to cry#and go feral
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And so leviathan became one body shorter.
Soft VV1 ramblings under the river surface. This would happen right after 5-3.
#ultrakill#my art#w1 ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#w1#i had fun with this doodle/dialogue dump hehe#im so?? nobody talks abt how awesome the river/ocean would look.#absolutely terrifying i was rereading leviathans desc and like man#also ive been thinking for a while how v1 while broken down would have had a period of time not being able to see and hear#and how the ocean is black and numbs ur senses#inside w1 it is reminded#v2 is also being dumb and trying to fulfill a purpouse she never had the chance to even try and fullfil#all in all theyre vibing#tw death#tw drowning
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I'm sorry, I just didn't think you could hurt me that much.
#sad#sad quotes#sad thoughts#anxeity#you broke me#tired#depressed#depression#suicide#suicide thoughts#mental breakdown#mental health#lost#lonley#loneliness#broken#broken inside#im broken#im depressed#broken heart#heart broken#broken soul#you hurt me
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Trigun body horror week day 3 — LUNGS
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigunbodyhorrorweek#trigun stampede#tumblysart#your lungs so full - with no joy or laughter#but full of smoke billowing inside#a broken cigarette your loyal companion#infecting your body with addictive parasite#idk i started writing rhyming commentary here and here we are now with captions in the tags#im no poet nor a writer but every so often WRITING IS MY PASSION 3D logo graphic starts turning in my head like a lightbulb and we get this
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Yeah, I feel like people are gonna be like, “why isn’t it me?” You know? Sure. I mean, it could have been you, Rome. It could easily have been you. It’s just marginal presentation shit. [...] It’s just, you know, the optics. It’s dumb, but the stitches, they’re good stitches. They’re good.
#succession#successionedit#succession spoilers#roman roy#kieran culkin#tvedit#dailyflix#successiondaily#cinematv#mine and only mine#romannnnnn#i just feel like this was him saying#like im competent enough im well enough put together like i don't APPEAR broken#i may be a little dumb but im not completely broken#at least not on the outsside#so why isn't it me#why couldn't i be the one#what's wrong with me what am i missing#so when kendall breaks his stitches it brings his inside wounds to the outside#***
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H-💥💥💥💥💥🛬🛬🛬🛬
Sorry my brain is like. About to Explode if i work Another minute on this and its only at 46 seconds so im gonna continue on it (probably up to 1m56s???) Tomorrow x_x
#sydneys wips#sydneys videos#When youre such a bitch that the same tent you were allowed to sleep inside with your leader with only gets to lean on their WALL#WHEN ITS THEIR TENT?Ok. Honestly kinda squidbossing. I see hir . Its okay shi got a violent death and experience in purgatory#Shi can torment allure as a little treat for hirself#Anyways. Collapses onto the floor and becomes one w/The Mold yaaaaahhhhthis is my bedtime im an old man goosenight#No wait one more thing do you wanna know smthn funny? Kall is taller than allure (a lil bit) so its kinda silly goofy#Also making kall say “YOUR CLOTHING.” as shi points to Allure when they're still wearing their same red fleece is gonna be funny to me#(<- to me only because my humor is Broken and of a 2000 youtubers) (okay For Eel On Cod i come back when i wake)
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Chapter 4 Musing + Bonus thoughts in tags
I've been thinking about this recently and realized: Yakou did have a chance of surviving the gas but made the deliberate choice not to:
[Solution Key - Toxic Gas Properties]
Yakou could have asked Desuhiko for a space suit; I don't even think the latter would question it either, this hammers more of the fact that the plan was a murder-suicide from the start. Though, this is the same man who takes dying over and over again in considering and still went through with it.
He really only needed Desuhiko's and Fubuki's fortes to enact the murder, but he brings Halara and Vivia to the lab as well. Yakou knows damn well the peacekeepers, especially Yomi will look for any excuse to arrest/execute the NDA. He brings Halara and Vivia to protect Fubuki, Desuhiko and Yuma; Yomi accuses the remaining NDA detectives for Yakou's 'murder' anyways. It was somewhat fruitless but the fact of the matter is to say even when lying to the others he did still care about them. Just as much as Yakou cared about the NDA the latter cared about Yakou just as much too. Yakou was really the heart of the NDA; Yakou just never took into account that everyone else would try desperately to save his life instead of just leaving him. (Going on a whim, to say he probably thought they'd just leave like how his former detectives left to join the peackeepers).
Yuma trying to beg Yomi to get Yakou medical attention, Fubuki using all her energy to rewind time in order save him, Halara administrating first aid after fighting the peackeepers, Desuhiko having to tell Fubuki to not to turn back time any further so the Chief can rest because it is too late and Vivia just standing there walking away since he doesn't know how to deal with it and express it directly. Hell, Halara was potentially giving CPR to his corpse in hopes that he'd stay alive after Yuma and Vivia checked Huesca's logs.
Finally, there's everyone's collective survivors guilt. It's safe to assume everyone knew what happened before Number One called in whether Yuma or Vivia said something; There's also Kurumi who wasn't even at the lab asking if they made a mistake by going.
In closing, it's a tragedy in every single way and I don't even think I hit everything in this musing; To me this is more focused on the NDA's perception of events
[I'd appreciate if people made responses to this by the way!!]
#Writing isnt my strong suit so I hope this suffices#This came to mind because source memories giving me a hard time + I'm generally bad at writing fics so Analysis/Musing Post is a go-to#i have no clue if i should keep making posts like these or not and if so use first person since. irl#but im a little worried about it? so just asking to see if people are okay with that#Chapter 4 will NEVER not be a tragedy because everytime you can find smaller shards or fragments from this case's cracked mirror#those shards and fragments cut you even more then just the already broken mirror#it stings perpetually if anything#picking up any more pieces of that mirror makes it worse but we keep doing it to see a better picture or out of wishful thinking perhaps#master detective archives: rain code#mdarc#rain code#The imperfect insider#yakou furio#yuma kokohead#fubuki clockford#desuhiko thunderbolt#halara nightmare#vivia twilight#kurumi wendy#KillerKiller.txt#Master Detective Archives
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-They say pain fades with time, but not for me.-
I'II see you in there.
We'll find out, won't we?
commission done by @/damaotizi
#pantheon#pantheon amc#pantheon season 2#pantheon season 2 spoilers#maddie kim#caspian keyes#idk Im kinda broken inside after watching the end#I mean the plots is excellent as usual#it’s like...it was predictable that the ending would go this way#but still kinda sad about their separate#Im just trying to believe in reincarnation#they will meet and find each other in everything universes
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press photos of hyunjin at tma 2023
#we are already in the spirit of halloween bc bitch carved my brain like it’s a pumpkin put a light inside it#and now im glowing in the dark all because he looks so handsome#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#also the stay necklace IM BROKEN#press pics
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y'know that sinking feeling in your stomach that continues to worsen no matter what you do ? the sort of empty void that keeps expanding . incapacitating you and making you lose your mind while you stare at the ceiling for the rest of the day because you cannot accomplish anything ?
#im not .ok#at all#im crying but im not but im actually just fine but im actually completely broken inside but there's nothing within to be broken#uuughhh#i just want to spill my guts onto my canvas or google doc#i just want to make something that ill feel proud of again#spooky's soliloquies#n25 on loop for the next 100 years fuck all this shit
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#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#good heavens.... .#lobotomy corporation spoilers#SOMEHOW#lobotomy corp spoilers#carmen lobcorp#listen. i have an explanation okay. it doesnt make sense but it was funny in my head#adam has an earing. thought it would be funny if it was just from ayin . is it? not quite sure#text explanation carmen wanted to do diy piercings in the outskirts and ayin went 'nuh uh safety issues' before caving and#making her practice and do it first on him to make sure it goes well and taken care of correctly before she does it on herself#thus the one ear piecing is born. the alternative joke was that it was just clip on. am i going to question the clothing? nah#mind fuckery the facility is made outa thay too. could that also be for the earing and tatoo? yeah. is it more funny to me thos way? yeah#no idea how the hell adam speaks by the way we ball w that . tatoo is just a sharpie as well dont know why there would be any way to put ink#to skin in an efficient manner. besides mind fuckery which is also totally acceptable but null for the sake of shitty comedy#adam lobcorp#ayin lobcorp#thats it. yup. the only spoilers i have is ayins appearance and name actually. only thing i knew going in. so i suppose this will do#(im procrastinating day 49 i know i can do it but im in agony thinking abt it)#also thought it funny at the idea of an piercing made by carmen's hands ending up being used by the facet of A that is carrying out her will#even still even if it is in the most absurd and irrational way possible. wanting to give freedom and realization and the ability to not#have to just survive but be free to live inside the world with their desires and wants in the most 'purest' and 'strongest' form for all#even if it is a SHIT PLAN!!! established broken man whayever ill bully adam regardless
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#sad#sadness#sad thoughts#sad quotes#im sad#depression#depressed#depressed thoughts#depressed quotes#anxeity#you broke me#tired#suicidial#writing#suicide#suicidial thoughts#suicidial quotes#scars#scars on skin#mental breakdown#mental health#broken#heart broken#broken heart#dying inside#fuck you#falling apart#poem#quotes
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girls who are boys who are cowboys who are cowgirls who wear their binder as a top > anyone else
#EVERYONE MEET JIMMY WHO HAS BEEN ROTTING INSIDE MY BRAIN FOR THE PAST MONTH <3333#i finally made her and im setting him freeee!!!!!!!!#<- aka new legacy coming THIS THURSDAY!#kidding the pack will be broken i havent updated my game yet bc i have no clue about any issues ppl are having with it and i KNOW theres+#gonna be major issues as is with every update#but yah. jimmy. my most important sim my most importnant butch i love you jimmy i LOVE YOU#*jimmy | she/he#simblr#ts4#ts4 simblr#ts4 cas#show us your sims#gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so excited you have no idea#shes been in my gallery for the whole month im just. JIMMY DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! JIMMY!!!!!!!!!#*dutton extras
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and if i say hehe
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#arasawa#masumi arakawa#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#this the sauciest we're getting i QUIT#the one rare occurrence where im having jo be smooth for once. he aint even smooth he screamin on the inside trust me#this is a shitpost in my heart but i also had to sleep before finishing it.#i said id have this done at 4AM and it is 8:36AM WHAT HAPPENED#im getting slower..... this had no reason to take up so much time that i had to force myself awaY BYE#WHATEVER. i dont have anything else to say. probably.#im gonna do a comm after i take a lil break cause I Expected To Have This Done Last Night/This Ass-Crack-Of-Dawn Morning#then when i finish THAT i'll probably take a break from drawing for the day#This the thing i was struggling to draw the other day. btw. for some reason ???????? brain was broken plain and simple#ok bye bye it's my break time if parts of this look wonky or w/e i do not care we're MOVING ON
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hey what's your immediate deal breaker when watching video essays. like for me if the person sounds like they're trying to record while someone else is sleeping in the same room I will turn it off. if I feel like you are whispering directly in my ear I will immediately turn it off and find something else to watch
#like for example i know some ppl cant stand overly-edited stuff (like kurtis connor or chadchad) w like excessive sound effects#(kurtis and chadchad are two of my favorites but i completely understand the complaint lmfaoo)#anyway wrt to the whispering i swear to god. commit or quit. speak with conviction#like find a time of day when you don't have to worry about neighbors or roommates hearing you if thats an issue#but just. talk normal. the low weird hushed voice makes me absolutely go apeshit. its like asmr#it makes me LITERALLY scratch at my arms until ive broken skin#mia.txt#ALSO MOUTH SOUNDS#get a wind screen for the love of god if i can hear the inside of your mouth im reaching thru the screen and strangling you
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I overthink certain situation and other times I just sit there and couldn’t give less of a fuck about what happens to me
#depressing post#mentally exhausted#depressing quotes#heart been broke so many times#sad quotes#empty heart#empty inside#im not mentally stable#mentally unwell#mentalheathawareness#broken#i feel empty#mentally fucked#you broke my heart#empty thoughts#no thoughts head empty#this is depressing#empty mind#i'm sad#mentally drained#bpd life#i hate him#i hate men#i hate it here#i hate calories#i hate my body#i have a problem#i hate being sick#i hate my brain#i hate my liiiiife
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