#at least not on the outsside

[riickgrimes]

Yeah, I feel like people are gonna be like, “why isn’t it me?” You know? Sure. I mean, it could have been you, Rome. It could easily have been you. It’s just marginal presentation shit. [...] It’s just, you know, the optics. It’s dumb, but the stitches, they’re good stitches. They’re good.

[hiddencitywaters]

@lxvxndxrhxzx

There were frogs everywhere. Conrad was already feeling the tension headache blooming behind his eyes. He had ran into the cute boy from the pet store. At least, he could have good company as his homework and the boats he needed to work on built up in the shop. Still, frogs were animals. maybe they had some hope outsside of some of the other sounds and distant sights in this God forsaken maze. "You don't say that you have any experience with frogs?"

[fucking-idiot]

im so fucking depressed im fucking tired im exhausted after so much I feel so fucking empty and despite having 6 months of basically nothing I feel so tired and drained ive spent the last half a year in bed and I fear ill never get better I fear itll only get harder and worse and more painful I cant get myself to do anything bc nothing feels worth it anymore I have no will to exist outsside of other’s perception and yet I cant leave my house bc I dont want to be perceived I was really hoping that by halloween id be back on a better mindset or at least a neutral one and I cant get myself to do anything its nearly january and I cant help hut feel so much pain and agony just from my own fucking brain I cant do shit I dont do shit I dont want to do anything I cant talk to anyone bc I dint want them to feel bad or be hurt by my feelings I cant be a normal person I miss alexa at least when I had her I could reconnect with myself in a way I cant do alone I cant believe myself I cant fucking believe I did this I cant believe im a fucking mess I cant stand this I want to end it I dont feel real mothing is real im a fuckigj ghost and I deserve to be dead

[jtsfavslut]

have u guys ever done a zoom, like just talk outsside of here

I don’t think so, at least not me, but it sounds so fun

[cameronpcrker]

ALL OF THEM >:)

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Cam: goood morning, goood morning.

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Cam: maybe you should stop constantly telling yourself that you’ll be forever alone because i think you’re keeping yourself from finding someone.

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Cam: why won’t you give me winter for a week??? i’m all alone, you got violet.

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Cam: why can’t i like boys or be bisexual at least. life would be so much easier if i could just date you.

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Cam: please don’t ever stop replying for hours again.

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Cam: i really can’t tell if monet and i will ever get back together but i’m still hoping we will. i’m scared if i wait too long she’ll tell me that she got over me…or worse, that she got back with daxton or is dating somebody else. i just can’t help but wonder if there was more to it…more to why she broke up with me. what if the situation with my family was the final straw and she also realized that there were still feelings for daxton? i’ve always been lowkey wondering about this if i’m honest just never had the courage to straight up ask her. maybe i was too scared of what she would say.