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[secretletters-toyou]

When the fog has settled

And the water is calm

The waves touching the shore

Just a little

I’ll meet you there.

A ray of sun

at the break of dawn

Peeking out shyly

Just a little

How are you?

Our shoulders touching

Fingertips reaching out

The urge

To close the distance

Just a little

I’m good. How are you?

The smell of rain

lingering in the air

The steady beat of my heart

Masking the truth

Just a little.

I’m leaving tomorrow.

The weight on my tongue

The ache in my heart

The ghost of words unsaid

Please stay

Just a little.

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If not now,

then in Jannah.

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“To be touched - truly touched - that’s what I’m looking for. To unfold at a brush of skin like a rare flower blooming. To be surfaced at the curl of fingertips around my soul. I am so tired of shallow fun. I want my heart to shudder at a touch, to whisper, “here, here, it’s all yours.”

— Beau Taplin

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“Life is short, right? We both know that. Well, what if you’re my chance? What if you are the thing that’s actually going to make me happiest?”

— Jojo Moyes

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Scary, isn’t it? But what wonderful thing didn’t start out scary?

Isaac Marion (via quotemadness)

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I knew he didn’t love me but I adored him anyway.

Patti Smith (via quotemadness)

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It rained just now, at midnight. 

I made a prayer.

I told Him how much I missed you.

How I wanted to reconnect with you.

How I knew that it was for the best that we are far apart. 

How You planned everything so perfectly. 

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I checked my phone an hour later.

And there you were. 

After months of not posting anything. 

Being invisible on the social media front.

Your name shone bright like a beacon. 

Your display picture beckoning me. 

Fate, it seemed, had other plans.

[secretletters-toyou]

I can't wait for you To come my way I've been far away But I'll keep runnin' Just to find a way to you 'til then

I been running from it Tired of running from it Scared of feeling something Now I'm stuck and tryna get up out of this hole

I tried to be strong I tried to make it work but I've been feeling so numb

Skies are bleeding on me Why'd you leave me lonely? Feeling Whitney Stoney Now I'm stuck and wonder where I ever went wrong How could I be strong I'm fighting for your love

I can't wait for you To come my way I've been far away But I'll keep runnin' Just to find a way to you 'til then

I don't see light in your love anymore There ain't no reason in pourin' a four I don't like feelings or feeling like running from something And feeling so out of control I know that the feeling is gone I'm spending too much time alone I'm hopin' you pick up the phone And ring me when you wanna stay overnight

My shoulders right, my baby is all that I want I'll play them all of my favorite songs That lady is my favorite one

I can't wait for you To come my way I've been far away But I'll keep runnin' Just to find a way to you 'til then

Ain't never gonna let ya go Got my heart Nascar racing Shine ain't ever fading He just left ya hangin' Fiendin' for ya love All worth it for the waiting 

Give you what you need Take you where he won't Can feel it when we're all alone Know you're wanting something more My heart is like an open door Just ring me when you wanna go

I'll wait 'Til you're home Hold a place 'til you're comin home Show you where the garden grows Just ring me when you wanna go

I can't wait for you To come my way I've been far away But I'll keep runnin' Just to find a way to you 'til then

I hate how I think of you when I hear this song.

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“I’ll always remember that look on your face. You saw me. You’ve always seen me. And I think that’s all that anyone wants.”

— Benjamin Alire Sáenz

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to miss a presence

so badly

that you’d do

anything

just to feel

their warmth

again

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It suddenly hit me why I couldn’t sleep tonight.

Why you appeared in my thoughts, with much persistence and urgency.

You turn a year older today.

Happy birthday.

I hope you have a great one.

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how painful it is

to feel a love

so sweet,

that you never

imagined why

it left you

with such

a bitter taste

flavors of you // ma.c.a

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i took the risks of falling for you, and the consequences of getting my heart broken by you

loving you shouldn't be this terrifying // ma.c.a

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you were once a thread that i can't cut,

an invisible connection that pierced through my heart

a needle, with love // ma.c.a

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Tonight,

As I lie beside my partner,

my thoughts crept to you.

As much as I tried to erase the memories,

The embers of our past continues to smoulder in a room that’s been kept under lock and key.

As I tried to lull myself to sleep,

I thought of you.

Us in the library.

Your face just inches away from me.

Your voice. Deep, yet gentle.

Your palms. Callused, yet tender.

Your gaze. Dark and inquisitive.

I would do anything to relive that moment again.