#uuughhh

[parackalism]

im ao sickly my art is CRUMBLING .MY HAND HURTS

[sneg-v-avgustu]

...ubija me

(original video from @/vnm_vvv's ig story)

[spookythesillyfella]

y'know that sinking feeling in your stomach that continues to worsen no matter what you do ? the sort of empty void that keeps expanding . incapacitating you and making you lose your mind while you stare at the ceiling for the rest of the day because you cannot accomplish anything ?

[plush-hugger]

im gonna cry how can someone be so beautiful

[cordyce]

neteyam is such a s/o rambler. if he has a mate you WILL know because he will never shut up about them. “well my mate said this” “oh, that reminds me of my mate” “my mate actually says it’s better to do it this way” god it’s almost annoying but just. so endearing

[lesbianoms]

The best sex with an older woman ends with a gulp and a burp <3

[miyamiwu]

uughh still feeling queasy from the instant noodles i had earlier. this damn body can no longer handle instant/processed food 😔

[polyphasmous]

I recovered from the flu a bit ago, but now I have muscle cramps along with intense fatigue and this doodle is all i could muster woo~ I've been improving but good god, can meds taste gross! For real, can someone make non-chalky tasting meds!?

[franollie]

the other rbs on that poll were so disheartening,,,,

[nemo-is-real]

if i don't get a drawing tablet soon i will explode

[heretherebedork]

I want to love Fire and Dynamite so badly. Why did it have to be 'stalking will make him love you' with no reflection on the stalking? Why? Fuckin' hate it here.

Seriously. They could be so cute and I just wanna love Neo so much but the whole dynamic started wrong and the show can't even begin to admit that the way it started with fucked up.

The show is like 'noooo, he had to stalk Fire! that's a good thing! stalking is good because it showed Fire that he's queer and likes Dynamite! yay stalking! stalking opens romantic doors!'

I hate it so much.

And I hate that I hate it. I want to love them.

But nope. Not a chance. Just... yay stalking! Stalking is so romantic! uwu fuckin' goddamn.

Fuck you, you fucking stalker.

I hate that I hate them and that show refuses to give me anything besides Dynamite laughing at stalking Fire and the show going ~yas queen~.

Just, damnit, Fire literally saved Dynamite at one point and Dynamite repays that with pranks he knows Fire doesn't like and by stalking him and being basically a complete asshole even after Fire said no repeatedly to his actions and I'm supposed to feel bad for Dynamite that he finally realized Fire was rejecting him all that time ago!?!?

No, fuck that, I don't feel bad for him. He was an asshole first! He ignored Fire's repeated rejections and is now being wholly rewarded for it. I hate it so much.

AND ANOTHER THING.

I hate their dynamic more and more. I hate it. I hate how they make no sense and how neither of them is actually nice to each other half the time or the way it's implied that Fire has to constantly 'make up' for not wanting to be stalked. I hate it. I hate them and I hate that I hate them.

[exaltior-a]

Jake English, freshly broken up with, feeling like shit: yeah i dont know if i ever really was in love with dirk as much as you were roxy i mean maybe i just dont feel that way about anyone maybe im just meant to be alone forever or something. do you think everyone hates me btw

the fandom for some reason, completely unironicly: yeah jake didn't really have feelings for dirk. their relationship meant nothing which is why they didn't work out. jakes probably completely aroace too actually hes better off completely alone lol

[alonsolobotomy]

(sitting in the corner of an empty room) he'll text me back soon

[teddykaczynski]

did not need to find out that i have one mutual friend with my terrible abusive assaulting ex girlfriend on costar

[syntechnoid]

Quick vent post

OK I need to get my thoughts out there bc oh my god

I HATE HATE HATE how other people can influence ur brain chemistry/mental health SO MUCH

I hate getting panic attacks!!! I hate getting flashbacks!!! I hate being jumpy!!!

I met someone when I was young and they fucked me up so bad I get nightmares, regular panic attacks, anxiety so bad I throw up etc etc

And the worst part is that person is probably going to do the same to others, that’s what gets me the worst

There’s other people who have effected how I live life since my childhood, painful memories that randomly get triggered

I’m over it!!!!!

[memory-and-sky]

grrrr writing takes so long i think i may have to restart…. ill start a new ask because it has ~relevance~ to the season if you know what i’m saying. plus i need a break