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dagaan · 6 months ago

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Sketchbook AU assortment

#splatoon #my art #first two are new #last three are old #and idk if I like any of them but w/e #well besides bm he’s mostly fine #anyway as per usual left to right is SkH shiv and concept Frye #unspecified big men. succubus shiv. and a ghoul AU I have a WIP for from splatoween I may finish some day #I’m not really sure what to do with it though #we got necromancer shiv and a dead frye though so there’s that #(spoiler alert shiv summons a body snatching ghoul to wear frye’s body so she can talk to her again)#the plan was to talk to ‘her’ and then let it go but ‘Frye’ has all her memories and shiv can’t do it so they’re chilling now #I’m undecided on ghoul design except for the long flat front teeth those are staying #not like it matters it looks like that for like 2 minutes until it puts on Frye’s body #body horror #almost forgot

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jerreeeeeee · 3 months ago

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i don’t know if i’m ever gonna write the fic but i’ve been thinking abt like. the eternal stockade. the implications. lup, a lich who was trapped in a dark featureless cell for a decade completely isolated with nothing to keep her sanity but her own mind. she has to put people in the eternal stockade. how many liches does she see herself in. how many liches started out just like her. how many liches are truly too far gone. and the only liches we ever see other than her and barry are edward and lydia. they’re certainly evil, but mad? they seem pretty sane. they’re not, like, tattered echoes of souls, they’re definitely still people. even as much of a grudge as lup surely has against them, wouldn’t they remind her incredibly strongly of herself? do they deserve to be trapped just like she was? for eternity? isn’t eternity what turned john to existential despair in the first place?

#mine #taz balance #taz lup #lup #like idk i think lup’s down to kick necromancer ass but when it comes to being like. WARDENS of a PRISON. would that not be uncomfortable??#but like taking the job is the only way to avoid HER being thrown in prison??#idk the raven queen being a cool & chill goddess boss is definitely fun but when you actually think abt it #i don’t think i’d agree with her. i think if i lived in that world i’d think she were sort of evil #which like also to get into the hunger vs authority its not very explored because its not at all the point #the hunger is meant to be nihilism and despair and dissatisfaction its at its core an emotional story about joy & love #but like john starts out rebelling against laws. laws of the universe; except that it turns out a being wrote those laws (jeffandrew)#so the hunger is also sort of a force of rebelling against unjust constraints in the pursuit of freedom?#and the heroes end up preserving the status quo and saying you just have to find joy within those unjust limitations #which again. like. the point is that life is unfair and you can find joy and meaning despite it. which is true to real life.#i’m not saying the hunger was right or that despair is the only way or w/e like #yk like taz balance is not a story about society its more about. philosophy i guess #the point is that life’s really hard and you find meaning anyway and that’s preferable to despair and death #thematically for the audience we understand these are standins for ways of viewing reality #and in the real world reality is what it is. its just the world. there’s no authority that writes the laws of nature #like its not a ‘man vs authority’ story its a ‘man vs nature’ story #but IN UNIVERSE nature IS an authority. jeffandrew and the gods. regardless of how much joy you can find in an unjust world #if i lived in it i’d want to make it more just! but anyway like yeah barry & lup working for the raven queen #is kinda an extension on that idea of preserving the status quo #although i guess you could say gods are just forces of nature. theyre not PEOPLE theyre just personifications of existent natural laws #and it ties in w istus and fate as well #although fate is like a comforting guiding force rather than restricting & horrifying #^ pay no attention to any of this i don’t think it really means anything i’m just like. writing thoughts as i have them #not like a hard stance i’m taking just exploring some ideas #any ways #THERES A TAG LIMIT??

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 days ago

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just saw there's going to be a magneto x rogue thing in savage lands and i'm ready to kms with that because wtf this shipp or whatever this is, it's gross af 😐

another reason why i have to throw hands with 97 thems the reason why people even remember this pairing

#snap chats #im so sorry to the few fans of this ship that might follow me vjELVKEJVLAJ #i legit wouldnt even mind if it wasnt such a Who Asked For This pairing #like i do not mind if erik or charles get paired with others like i do have a soft spot for charles + lilandra or even moira sometimes #xmen 92 got me cackling at him getting divorced before the wedding but they were sweet in the proteus episodes ..#like maybe im just close minded and yaoipilled but i cant find the appeal with erik and rogue specifically #i mena i always like erik or charles being able to help other mutants cope with their mutations and the loneliness that comes with it #i love that !!! if thats what was going on from a mentor perspective thatd be neat #but its not not them two ..... every time i see that pairing i wanna spritz erik with a spray bottle it turns me into a hater #i should spritz the writers but oh well .... he's getting the lemon-juice-in-a-bottle treatment GET AWAY FROM HER #also rogue and gambit is peak idk why youd want it any other way ..... but w/e rock on i suppose ... no ones dying ig #just me internally but we live on externally

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angel---eater · 6 days ago

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i truly have no tolerance for this fandom shittin on random fans personal trans headcanons. someone saw themselves and their experience in this character, isnt that beautiful? why dont you mind your business and focus on your own fan stuff? wouldnt that make you happier? someones headcanon doesnt negate yours. what the fuck is wrong with yall. its playing make believe x2. its just a headcanon. real life trans folks are in active danger right now and some of yall are wasting all your energy abusing others over which pronoun set figments of someone elses imagination 'should' be using

#our t #this is *any* trans hc it doesnt matter the flavour of the trans headcanon. i dont have time for that shit i have real problems #if i see one more fight over jegbert or dave on this site i s2g #if june happens on screen like if we SEE june happen on screen then that will be canon. even for a single panel she will be canon #but genderbend aus have existed since the dawn of fuckin time and an au isnt gonna suddenly blast june's canon transness outta existence #like what are yall TALKING about.#and im saying 'if' w/ a heavy fuckin sigh bc while the hsbc team has stated that they have plans no one knows #when or where or how thats gonna happen. i want it to happen & i have my own hopes for how it will but we'll just have to see #but this aint abt rep yall just want justification to punch e/o in the face & call it 'fighting against ur intercommunity oppressors'#or whatever cause none of yall are brave enough to get organized #and actually try to make changes in ur communities.....headcanons will never be actual representation #as for dave. yall know that transmascs and cis boys also struggle with masculinity right? esp hegemonic pressures and ideals?#thats kinda what LE is about? thats why so many trans guys see themselves in the striders. thats why i think theyre supposed to be cis #but thats ALSO why so many transfemme folks see themselves in dave. and that should be rlly beautiful!!! we're not so different!!!#its almost like that power structure harms everyone in different ways bc of how we treat e/o inside of the structure!!!!!#i cant TELL you how many of my cis guy friends have cptsd from just not being allowed to express sadness or joy in an acceptable way #and davepeta being nonbinary only adds to this!!! davepetas existence in contrast to dave DIRECTLY MIRRORS roxy in meat/candy #but yall are never gonna be fuckin ready for that so what the fuck ever i guess #i just feel constantly forced outside of this fandom or scorned as a Bad Tranny bc im very literally in the middle of this shit #and i dont believe one style of presentation is inherently better or morally righteous than the other. like what are yall expecting #are yall expecting to be let into tranny heaven bc u wear a skirt and say 'haha yeah all instances of mascness is grossss' be for real #just rlly highlights the fact that no one in this fandom wants to care abt intersex trans ppl or hear them talk or try to #contribute to gender analysis. its not girlboss enough i guess. sorry for not drinking the radfem rhetoric thats embedded itself #into this site i suppose. hope the fandom gets better but idk i dont think thats gonna happen anytime soon #stop treating femininity as smth inherently Morally Good its all 'divine feminine moon phase' bullshit slightly repackaged #to include transfemme folks. which none of yall should want. its a direct pushback to actual feminism but ok all mascs evil bc LE i guess #im not missing the fact that this fandom cracks down hard on queer mascness & tries to 1:1 equate that hegemonic cismasculinity either #yall aint slick at all. sorry im just. fucking tired. feeling like i dont exist & my words dont matter

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izzyspussy · 2 months ago

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i feel like i remember people posting happy birthday character posts for mickey in june? is that right? well, even if he doesn't have a canon birthday (or if he does and it's. wrong.) he has a summer birthday To Me. and i've never seen a guy who is more obviously a capricorn than ian, so! if mickey's summer birthday is indeed in june specifically (i'm thinking cancer, but it would also be really cool if mickey and mandy are both gemini - twins who aren't twins), then mickey is technically two years older than ian for about half the time.

#jack facts #somebody could probably make a hades/persephone parallel out of this. somehow.#look it's even the fall/winter that the age difference is (perceived to be) bigger. it could be done. if you really wanted it.#a ''modern reinterpretation'' where the underworld as metaphor for marriage* becomes for statutory rpe? hwoigkfhs #idk i just like the dynamic of them having enough of age difference that - in the younger years - it actually has any noticable effect #and of course it never hurts to add more fuel to the ian only goes for older men fire lmao #altho i will admit i also kinda like for mickey to have been put into school a year late or to have been held back a year or w/e #so he's in lip's class but older than him #or even for him to be in the class above lip and lip's doing homework more advanced than his own which wouldn't be ANY kind of stretch #jbc am pretty compelled by the idea of mickey being older than lip too #and how that adds a little extra flavor to their Man of the House(s)/Biggest Brother/Least Worst Little Sibling's (Ex-)Boyfriend clashing #and anyway depending on how you interpret svet's age mickey might not have been able to marry her unless he wasn't a minor #like if you decide they're the same age or she's <1yr younger then fine he could with parental ''permission'' which we know he had #but if you decide her age based on the actors' comparative ages it would depend on her birthday whether they could marry right then #and if you decide mickey is his age despite fisher's irl age at the time but svet and goreshter are the same age it's a no unless he's 18+#and those would be regardless of what terry (or anyone else) said. so.#then again it would be hilarious for them to find out later that the marriage was never legally binding lmfao #anyway hi. it's two thirty in the morning.#shameless #mickey milkovich #gallavich #hc

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waywardsalt · 24 days ago

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back to thinking abt linebeck enjoying wearing dresses

#like. hang on #linebeck #salty talks #gonna specify rlly quick that this is very much not a post abt like transfem linebeck headcanon #its a headcanon that keeps in mind the headcanon that linebeck rlly rlly likes being a man and likes his masculinity while fucking with it #its like. the idea of like. a masculine character genuinely enjoying feminine clothes. so linebeck genuinely enjoying dresses #he doesnt rlly own any or wear them in public i typically imagine him having it as like a secret enjoyment (in like ph timeframe)#(or sinilar timeframes where hes more concerned abt upholding that reputation and not being comfortable being open abt like #having a less masculine side or feminine interests and w/e but like. just the idea of him trying on dresses and earnestly enjoying it yknow #i would probably have it be smth in post ph where he gets to be more open abt it. its almost a sort of gender euphoria thing #idk smth abt it makes me very happy to think abt it and its mostly due to the mixed hcs of linebeck genuinely enjoying it #and him also being very secure and happy in being masculine yknow. it makes me happy to think abt #like idk a setup in post ph where he and the crew check out a clothes store or smth and him being more open abt his interest in dresses #and getting a lot of support from them abt it- like he personally rlly likes it but still feels awkward abt it on a social level #not sure where im going with this. havent applied it too much in my aus or anything but its also a slightly newer hc #and also not something thats rlly come up anyways. but i rlly like it

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marsbotz · 5 months ago

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not going to lie i do find it quite upsetting that so many ppl think that animals that arent immediately relatable to humans are completely incapable of thought or feeling. and thats the only thing that matters when it comes to animal rights arguments a lot of the time

#like the take of ohhhh Well this animal is smart and shows emotions!!! it might even be smarter than humans!!!#as if that matters literally at all #like the argument abt fish or hamsters or w/e being stupid (wrong) so it doesnt matterrrrr if they dont get cared for properly #as if its ever ok to mistreat animals.#in general the idea around smaller or less relatable animals being worth less is super frustrating #like if u post abt microwaving ur hamster when u were 6 everyones like ‘lmaoooo i did the same thing’#but if u posted that abt a dog….? The Gallows #we shouldnt have to care abt mistreatment of animals bc theyre cute or funny or smart #i just watched blackfish again and it annoyed me how much ppl were arguing abt the orcas being so smart and emotional etc #which is true. but thats just smth that makes their captivity harder. u jnow. like if they were simple and had simple needs it would still #be wrong if they werent met #its just such a huge issue bc of how hard the needs are to meet in captivity #same as like. bears and shit. you physically cannot give them enough territory to stop them going insane #ik theres ppl who believe All captivity is wrong #like my strpmum is one who believes nobody should own Any pet #which is. Imo a stupid argument and not at all sustainable. ppl need companions thats why weve had dogs and cats for thousnads of years #but also they are such successful pets bc their needs are so easy to meet!!!!!#its this misconception that fish or rodents are Easy Beginners pets… in reality they are 100x harder. but their lives are worth less to ppl #bc they dont show love the same way #well. anyways im not very good at expressing my thoughts abt serious stuff #but its smth that rlly upsets me #its frustrating too bc ppl either dgaf abt animals aside from Maybe the cute ones or r too extreme in advocating for the freedom of animals #like u can absolutely give indoor cats proper enrichment. its just slightly more effort #and its not as simple as just. emptyinb out the zoos. READ ABT KEIKO!!!!!#i feel its a very interesting topic. but ppl r very b/w on it #idk i feel the majority of ppl know so little abt animals its like. impossible to get thru #like ok cool u think zoos r bad bc the lions get saddddd. but u also think snakes and bugs and rodents are nothing but disease spreaders #and cant also have complex lives #Tsk. Whateevr

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cerealmonster15 · 5 months ago

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haikaveh... save me haikaveh...

i KNOW it's been talked about to death but. the haikaveh research project. it literally haunts my mind. i cannot get over the implications. alhaitham going through his school life as someone that most people dont even really know about because he keeps to himself and doesn't socialize, with kaveh being the one exception to that, finding his way into his life as his Best Friend, and then leading to alhaithams one and only time he participated in a research topic. his bio says he only ever did ONE joint project!!! one!!! the one with kaveh his best friend and i think also his only friend at the time!!!! and then it ended in not only the project falling apart but also alhaithams only friendship. kavehs best friendship. they were each others closest person. they had no family around - alhaithams parents having died when he was young and his grandmother dying before he joined the akademiya, and kaveh's dad dying when he was young and his mom having moved to fontaine. like even if you dont look at it through a romantic lens it's still undeniable how important they were [and are] to each other..........

i'm getting off track but my point is very specifically for alhaitham, the one time he got close to someone, made a friend, even agreed to join one(1) group project ever, it ended in disaster. it led him into a fight so bad that his one and only friend said he regretted that friendship!!!! it was so bad alhaitham left the project and he and kaveh didnt speak for ages until they just happened to run into each other again at the tavern!!!!! like obviously it has to be incredibly awful for both of them but i just think how this probably had alhaitham in the cynical mindset that friendships and collaborations like that might just never work out for him because the one time he let someone into his life, it blew up on him and he was all alone again. even though alhaitham never seems to care much if people dont like him, that clearly cant still apply to someone he was exceptionally close to. like if he didnt care he woudlnt have been the one to take his name off the project and mutually not speak to kaveh...... kavehs words are the ones that hit the most significantly to alhaitham.......... kaveh is said/implied to have had at least some other friends while at school / people knew who he was, but not so much alhaitham. people didnt know him and the ones that did just knew he didnt socialize/he was not easy to get along with. he only had kaveh and then, for a while, he lost him too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the number of times i have reread alhaitham character story 4 and kaveh character story 5. like. dont look at me. kfjsdklfh #on one hand im tempted to think alhaitham would have a fully cynical view of friendship #and be like USELESS NEVER AMOUNTS TO ANYTHING but. i kinda dont think he works like that #well i dont think he would think that either way now but #even in times of friendship breaking up w/kaveh like #alhaitham is very FACTS AND LOGIC and i feel like he would still like #idk. understand the objective value of human companionship. whether or not he feels it works for him #HOWEVER. jkdlhfsd he is also the one who in his other lore bits was like 'grandmother the other children are boring at school'#AT AGE SEVEN god he was probably such an unintentionally funny child. i love u alhaitham u are so neurodivergently coded #so idk i feel like he would have a period where hes like okay. i was alone before and clearly that was the right call bc my 1 friend is gon #even if he does well alone i cant even imagine like. kaveh mustve been a huge impact and difference in alhaithams life #humans need SOME level of socialization!! and kaveh was his.... aughhh god they literally also read as having a bad breakup!!!!!#queer coded TO ME!!!!!! friends to rivals/friends to lovers to enemies to it's complicated..................#but again even if u dont think of it in a romantic sense like it's still so much. they were and are so significant to each other.#their bond is so complex and oughghdhgh they make me go bonkers #i do not think of any other 2 genshin characters so intensely as i do them .what have they done to me. what the fuck.#im alone in my stupid little genshin pit endlessly babbling about these motherfuckers!!!!!!!#and i love them. also i like that one scene in i think cynos 2nd character quest where al and kav r in the library or w/e #and kavehs like wtf no way u dont small talk w/coworkers. and alhaithams like no i just happen 2 hear people but i do not engage #hes so real he likes to eavesdrop but he does NOT want to get involved!!!!!!!!!!!!#also that same scene where kaveh goes 'WTF looking thru these will take FOREVER!!!!' alhaitham: 'ill manage'#kaveh: >:( FINE ILL HELP YOU!!!! like ok he did not ask. silly.#and alhaitham teasing him right after all that. 'teach me to pretend u werent listening' '...' '...' '...' '...HEY STOP IGNORING ME' 'see.'#theyre so goofy. kaveh u walked right into that one. ily.#i love when i talk about characters and it's literally just me going 'wow remember when character x said this. remember when he did that.'#i just love repeating scenes and dialogue and lore over and over and over and offering nothing new to say about it JKFLDSHKLFH #sorry i love them SO much and im bad at drawing and bad at fanfic so i just have to ramble in text posts forever #i do have. a fanfic outlined for them. i am just scared to write it #nothing crazy deep or whatever but yknow. im in a bit of a Funk Right Now dont worry about it #i need a constant stream of alhaitham and kaveh content constantly injected directly into my brain.

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sparky-is-spiders · 1 year ago

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I can accept basically any trans/nb reading of Jon however my personal favorites are transmasc Jon who transitioned physically and socially as early as possible and just never mentioned it to anyone cause it wasn't any of their business OR Jon being the most repressed transfem/nb in existence. They'll be talking about gender or whatever and Jon will be like "it's normal to feel totally disconnected from your gender all the time and also vaguely want boobs. That's just a guy thing I think." only for whoever they're all talking to to go "wtf no?? It's not????"

#please don't make this about j//mart or martin #only jon reading I can't accept is cis #sorry I just don't see it #idk might just be projection #but I think jon has really complicated feelings about gender that they don't know how to articulate #and they're also super private so they just. never mention it.#actually love literally any depiction of jon where they had a super wild personal life (band/mechs!jon punk!jon w/e) that they don't think #is important to mention ever. but occasionally they'll drop some random detail completely casually and then not understand why everyone els #is confused #like. I think jon's childhood probably wasn't super wild beyond the mr spider stuff #and once they started working at the institute I think they tried to lean really really hard into the boring respectable academic aesthetic #but I think uni jon was either the most dull shut-in workaholic OR doing really weird shit between classes with no inbetween #look I have a lot of jonthoughts ok?#anyway I think it's plausible that uni!jon was briefly non-repressed #actually adding to that: jon likes to break in to places to Investigate Them is practically canon to me.#ok anyway sorting tags. yeah I'm maintagging my jon mental illness #jon sims #jonathan sims #tma #the magnus archives #trans jon sims #trans jonathan sims #edit to add my new jon gender tag #jonder

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sofastuffing · 3 months ago

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i have a headache

#i've been stuck scrolling instagram for the past few days #i don't even like being on there #modern ig is so overstimulating everything is either a reel or a reel in disguise or an image post that inexplicably has audio #i kept making myself go on there because i wanted to find a way to make art friends or a community or w/e #and i thought if i had more of a presence and interacted more i'd eventually get people to like. talk to me and comment stuff ig. idk #but ughhhh #i don't think insta is a good platform for that cause it's either pictures with a short caption or the worst media format known to man #like. idk i wanted to find and follow and be friends with and be Cool Artists (don't ask me to define that)#but no artist on instagram is a Cool Artist because there's no goddamn text on there #like if it makes sense i wanna find people who talk About art as well #but not in an art Discourse way #which is another thing. even if instagram had more Talking it would still be shit because the mainstream 'art community' is insufferable #art tiktok is that on steroids #and instagram is is bootleg tiktok #the same five discourse topics jokes memes advice whatever the only difference is now they're circlejerking about ai too #i wanna be Casual and Spontaenous and Mysterious and shit but IG's layout makes me feel like i can't just post whatever #i feel this pressure to give my posts all the same format and add tags and do this and do that and have good Branding or w/e #and it's just ughhh why can't I be a famous enigma (<- doesn't make or share anything)#even on tumblr the pressure is the same #and at the same time i hate looking back on my art accounts (both ig and here) because it just. doesn't align with what i wanna do #like my attempts at categorising and tagging and being consistent #it's just so. yuck #i want to have a Good Brand but i also want to be 'real' but then i look back at my disjointed messy past work and i cringe #i think i need to block my irls from my art accounts bc i feel super embarassed trying to do any typical Get Noticed on Social Media thing #cause it feels embarassing being seen doing shit that's ''influencer-y'' (idk what to call it)#cause it feels out of character to how i actually am in real life #but also why i do want to show my ''real'' character? I'm not cool #and that's another thing I've had these accounts for ages #looking at my past posts makes me fuckign cringe #I want to purge them or start over

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unproduciblesmackdown · 3 months ago

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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this

#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes #just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely #unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about #just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern #certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them #anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume #when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig #might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch #[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay #if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it #chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good #tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so #going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe #so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane #[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again #subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities #just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word #anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime

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slumbergoblin · 1 year ago

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hmm

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#pmatga #my art #betrayus #eyestrain #I used to have a habit (when I was 15) were I drew Betrayus as anything BUT himself #i always drew him as a 'monster' or w/e #so It's been a while since Ive drawn him anything like that #this also isn't much because I am STRUGGLING with artblock right now and it sucks u_u #it's not even like. art block. or maybe it is idk. but I have so many ideas that I *want* to draw. but I can't pick any #and then I end up losing the energy to draw and then I sit there with all the ideas in my head and do nothing with them :(#i also should have made his mustache longer because it blends in with his inner lines hhruhgrngh

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lesbianmaxevans · 5 months ago

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literally just putting some pieces together since I feel like a lot of ppl are overlooking things re: lestat

when armand gives his background with lestat, he quite literally says that théâtre des vampires was lestat's idea, but then lestat vanished weeks later. what would make lestat flee from the coven when he is literally responsible for the idea of it?

the horrific fight in 1.05 happens because he's afraid louis and claudia are going to leave. claudia has just mentioned that she wants to find other vampires. lestat warned her prior to the first time she left that the other vampires are "vicious" and "will tear [her] to shreds". if this doesn't make your mind return to the first bullet point, idk what to tell you.

lestat is deeply uncomfortable with being at the trial. compare his performance when armand first finds him in 2.03 to his body language here. he's a lot more restrained with his movements, there are multiple moments where he clearly hesitates to say what's in the coven's script, he has trouble looking at louis throughout the entire thing, and there are times where he looks mad or repulsed with the audience for falling in line with the narrative the coven has created. the first time louis tries to say that lestat is lying, lestat looks shaken and santiago has to telepathically urge him to continue. we see lestat repeatedly going off script -- santiago states it's a story of butchery (the butchery being lestat's "murder") and lestat corrects him, "it's a story of love, not butchery." he chastises an audience member. he steals santiago's line. after telling how he turned claudia, he says that he should also be on trial. after santiago discloses the drop, lestat takes accountability and insists that it was completely his fault and that he was purposefully trying to hurt louis. and lestat's face as he admits this demonstrates that he finds the act repulsive now.

after the coven calls to lestat, let's go through his "options" -- was lestat supposed to find louis + claudia and warn them about the trial? why would they ever listen to his warnings after the abuse he subjected them to? was he supposed to force louis + claudia to leave paris with him? was lestat supposed to hear that they're on trial and be like "no, I am not getting involved in this, I know the trial ends in their execution, and I'm just going to leave them to die"?

#Interview with the Vampire #IWTV spoilers #since I'm still in a manic episode I was about to get meaner but I'll just leave it here #anyway. of course lestat was trying to save them. ik we don't have any of lestat's pov in the show yet but like...... idk it's clear to me!#just those first two bullet points already telegraph pretty clearly that he was trying to keep louis + claudia with him -#to keep them safe from the coven #it's not an excuse of his abuse. there is no excuse of his behavior in s1. and the point is that he knows that!#he's had the time to think about how heinous his treatment of louis + claudia was and he's changing his ways #and I guarantee s3 will flesh this all out more and give us more evidence of him changing #but w/e. here is my attempt at calmly analyzing what we got of post murder attempt lestat

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year ago

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‼️reset the counter‼️ it has been ✨0✨ days since the last chizuutan content drop‼️

#can’t listen to it yet bc i need to finish my dinner and yeet back into self quarantine #b u t it was. unexpected. yeah. new chizuutan content drops for 3 days in a row…#first it was chinese kawaikute gomen. then it was the shampoo ad. and now maid cafe chizuutan…#uh… real talk guys. h a s any other character received such preferential treatment before h e l l o—#even mona’s mvs were released weeks apart leading up to her album drop h e y—#at this rate im. half expecting them to drop the kawaikute gomen manga some time in november #or maybe they’re aiming for winter comiket or sth idk #b u t. ahaha… how much chizuutan is too much chizuutan…?#i mean it’s a huge w for women’s wrongs (stay slayin’ chizuutan keep fighting the good fight o7) but. hm.#g o d now that i think about it she’s gonna have more mvs than ft4 once her next mv drops #and she has already surpassed them if you count the sunny party mvs…#…now im half expecting this year’s novel to be about her tbh.#m a n i should be talking about the song in these tags why am i like this #anyways chizuutan preferential treatment slay(?) may she change her oshi one day(?)#chizuutan chizpost

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bitegore · 5 days ago

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Odd to me that the whole "x trans group has it worse, actually" people seem to both be really optimistic about how cissexual cisgender society views trans people of every stripe, just about different groups. Like they don't see any of us as one of them. There's still regular degular transphobia and its fucking everpresent for literally every trans person there is. There's no passing so successful that you opt out of society beong transphobic on literally any side.

#i mostly think the hashtag transcourse or w/e on here is like. amusing and entertaining. because its always people trying to corner the #market on things that happen broadly to shitloads of groups that just don't usually also overlap with being white and middle class #but i was sitting around offline and was thinking about something someone else had said on a post that was particularly stupid #and like was an argument on the 'transmisogyny is the worst oppression of any group' side that somehow managed to contradict one of the core #tenets of transmisogyny theory in the process #and it was just like. for such a cynical attitude you are really really optimistic about Society huh. you really think you can actually #pass hard enough and your acceptance will actually come huh.#hell even the concept and the way passing is approached in Trans Discourse TM vs in race theory is really something #eh im gonna quit running my mouth in the tags and go to bed bc i gotta be up in like 6 hours but last parting shot #why is everyone on here so obsessed with making Theories of Xyz that are like 'this is just a personal thing that applies to people' and not #Structural Analyses that Discuss Structures. like misogyny is a structural issue and its ingrained in every layer of our society its like.#an understood quantity that misogyny isnt just something that Happens To Women but a fundamental part of how power institutions etc are m #built and structured and why feminists of the past had to fight for things like the right to manage their own money and why women as a class #are disenfranchised relative to men as a class. right #how is it that everyone hotly debating niche gay and trans and etc theories on here are incapable of discussing these things as structural #elements that play off of and feed into one another in lieu of making them into like personal things. that happen to you if you are #personally something or other but don't like permeate our society on a fundamental level somehow. the actual transmisogyny theories are #structural so why are you all so bad at it. i dont know if transandrophobia even has a theory and if it has any structural critiques i #havent seen them personally #like idk its just fucking funny to me. and kind of weird.#why claim to be super adherent to one structural critique and philosophy and then refuse to engage with the structural results of that #structural criticism. are you even reading what you're riffing off.

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portmantaur · 15 days ago

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so a project I’m starting (kind of) to work on is rooted in film analysis from the perspective of someone who enjoys trash media (or media that is not Superbly Popular) at least, and that means rewatching a lot of my mid-to-bad faves — and it occurred to me that it might be nice to maybe connect with some folks who, maybe like me, don’t have a lot going on in the fleshworld at a given moment

basically the point is: if anyone would occasionally be interested in some kind of group chat Bad Movie Night, let me know? I mean I know there are only twelve of y’all seeing this but hey! connection and mutual joy I think is gonna be important in the coming times, and maybe it would be fun to enjoy some “bad” media together, if that’s a thing anyone would be partial to. hmu!

(for reference/ideas, I personally want to get into my large catalogue of Bad Zombie Movies That I Enjoy To An Unreasonable Degree, but horror is by far not the only genre I’m interested in. I was thinking good ol not-quite-good queer ‘classics’ like Better Than Chocolate, maybe revisiting some shitty movies I liked during my blunder years like Empire Records or G*psy 83 [wikipedia link for the curious]— you know, not really any high brow or impressive stuff, definitely stuff that is far from perfect, etc etc)

#I’m assuming probably not many ppl will have an interest or the time BUT #I could prolly put together a list of the films I currently have in mind and ofc I’m always open to suggestions #matter of fact: if you have a movie or show or game that you LOVE but can’t seem to find many others who do — pls suggest it to me #this is also ok to reblog if any of you are like ‘oh I’m mutuals with someone who would be into that’ or w/e #I was gonna list y tu mama tambien on here as a ‘movie I liked in my teens’ but that movie is like…not bad so #idk maybe we can throw some better stuff in there who knowssss #cuz I was also gonna add saving face to queer classics but also…imo pretty good movie #this is the trouble. these movies are not blockbuster hits and some are in fact very bad but I DO Really Like Them

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