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Izzy feeling confident and comfortable enough to sing for the crew legit almost made me cry.
#i hated him in season one#and i’m still a little bitter but like#the found family#the queerness#love that for him#i speak into the void at a normal volume#izzy hands#ofmd izzy#izzy ofmd#izzy our flag means death#israel hands#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd season 2#ofmd s2
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr
#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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Fullset
Ashen
Lucas
Egbert (ft. Monologue 😌)
Jamie Oliver (sfth version lol)
I had a refrence for the start of the first one but no others (ref under cut :))
#shoot from the hip#sfth fanart#emu draws#Fullset O’ Hands#The bitter sweethearts#yes i drew them so that Ashen and Lucas would be facing each other when I posted this#Because I ship them so much#Also just cause that’s the ways that Sam and Luke were facing for the stream#Sfth dnd#The Lefternmost Window#The Dark Moons of Slough#the last ones not great but who cares :))#the ashen and Lucas ones are with graphite and the others are with charcoal :)#And I’m just realising I might have got one of Fullset’s quotes wrong I think 😭#But oh well 🥲#Kinda ran out of time for the Lucas one so I rushed it a little bit at the end#but I still like it :)#Wanna draw Falmouth and Daemys now :3
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travelling together.
sasuke week day 6 — alternate ending
[ ID: a full body drawing of blank period sasuke and naruto in the woods just before dark. sasuke sits against a tree and naruto kneels, his amputated arm balancing on sasukes shoulder. both are feeding onigiri to two black cats. sasuke has pale skin and wears a dark grey sweatshirt and black jeans. his nails are painted black. naruto has brown skin, light freckles, sun spots, dimples and wears a light grey sweatshirt, pink shorts, a blue headband and blue earrings. his nails are painted blue and he has his normal length hair with roots growing in. END ID. ]
#sasukeweek2023#maybe i’m just bitter but naruto SHOULD HAVE gone with him…….#in all reality i do completely believe naruto would go on a travel around the ninja world in honour of jiraiya……#so messed up they didn’t get to travel and grow and discuss things together……#oh what i would do to have sns travel together…..#i can literally talk for so long about this au ending but i won’t…..#anyways i almost gave nrt my boruto redesign haircut but i figured for blank period he may still just have his regular shaggy hair#just a little grown out since he’s not home bleaching it all the time#MAYBE at some point i’ll draw my brt nart design…. trust me i fixed him LOLL#also…. since i finally got to draw naruto in his 20s….. look.. look at his sun spots ^.^ just. just like kushina….#my baby boy#just like my baby girl….#naruto#uchiha sasuke#uzumaki naruto#sns#narusasu#sasunaru#jitters art#jitters naruto art
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ate at a restaurant that is probably the closest i’ll ever get to the bear levels of fancy and it was incredible…
#not white the bear because it wasn’t the stupid little dishes#quite*#but it was. fancy and weird and i loved it#had rabbit for the first time! that’s crazy!#and so much wine. and dessert wine. and DUCK YUMMMM and it was all so wild and good#and then we had final drinks at a bar that#replaced the bar my uncle owned for 20+ years#and the inside is newly renovated and looks great but still so similar to before and it was very bitter sweet#yummy fun cocktails and a silly theme but i really liked it lol#i’m a lil wine drunk and happy!!!#sorry for any other typos i’m not proof reading#i love san francisco :/
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do NOT let Blanche get into the X-ray glasses jar!!!!!!!! /j/ref
#drew this yesterday & debated confining it to Twitter or letting it escape onto here as well#it’s just too funny not to. I had to at least post a cropped version.#(believe it or not this was supposed to be only a study ((of the very obviously detailed clothing)) & then the ref popped up on my dash)#(I just had to)#silly nothing headcanon (kind of angsty … sorry in advance) but I just think that Dorothy **very secretly** owns#some Very pretty things to fight off the insecurity & constant jabs at her features. I rlly think being a little hyper-feminine in secret#(it’s no secret honestly. who’s she fooling. her confidence is what keeps her from doing what she’d like to)#would keep her from being completely depressed about it all. because she *knows* that she’s feminine & attractive but it’s really hard to#believe that when what you know deep down is constantly being challenged and beaten down. I’m making no sense but I think that embracing#her own desires & allowing herself to be feminine in an ‘extravagant’ way would help slowly build back her confidence.#I’d argue we see her doing a little of that in season 6-7 actually — she becomes very open about the kind of person she’s attracted to (&#allows herself to swoon!!!!!!!!!) & that is huge for her !!!!!!! regardless of if she gets shot down by Blanche or Sophia she still#communicates & reiterates that she *is* an attractive & desirable woman & no amount of bitterness from the others will change that!!!!!#wow this turned into a ramble completely off topic LMAO can you imagine. this silly meme inspired a whole heartfelt ‘reasons why Dorothy#deserves to embrace her femininity’ essay#okay that’s all. enjoy
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ah yum yum my final jacebaela crumbs to sustain me for the long winter (two years wait before The Tragedies that inevitably await within hours of television)
#they’re adorable okay?#fav eldest daughters x#honestly house of the dragon isn’t beating the ‘eight episodes isn’t enough’ allegations#jacerys velaryon#jacaerys velaryon#baela targaryen#baela the brave#jace x baela#jacaerys x baela#jacaela#house of the dragon#I’m still bitter about the trend tv is taking#GIVE ME MORE FILLER#this is not enough#like you need more time with the characters - right now all we have are these little half baked creatures#no hate to the actors they’re doing an insane job#like they’re able to do an immense amount in like 30 minutes total for their individual character#I saw someone calculate AEMOND as having less than 30th s across the season#anyway I have a lot of thoughts on the writing of house of the dragon#but I’m not a screenwriter! idk
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If I ever have a character mention a modern app like Tiktok or something in one of my stories, please assume I’ve been bodysnatched or am being held hostage somewhere.
#writing#writeblr#writer things#this also counts for Snapchat or tumblr#personal pet peeve hearing characters say the names of modern apps it dates them so bad 😭#makes my eye twitch??#I’m not bitter about Wednesday what nooo haha#unreality#tw unreality#just in case#doesn’t count for things like YouTube#at least not quite as much because it’s longer established it feels a little less strange?#I still don’t really want it mentioned by name??#Facebook is on thin f—king ice#i realize tumblr is old enough but it feels wrong rules of tumblr same as fight club or whatever#there’s just this trend that reeks of show creators or book writers trying to be hip™️ with the teens™️ and it feels forced as hell#steve Buscemi hello fellow kids vibes except I like Steve Buscemi#not that it can’t be done okay in moderation but grr argh something gaaahh#modern slang in books and shows too is eye twitch because it’s idk how to describe it#it’s phrases that go in and out of style in months so it’s dated before it’s even debuted and it’s used unironically#like an adult thinking kids still use old style text speak and junk and !!! idk okay!#it just bugs me leave me be 😭#textpost#writing humour#if it’s integral to the story I begrudgingly submit to you#but petty as I am I closed a book preview for a gothic horror book when they mentioned Spotify instead of just said listening to music
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dude i love love
#it’s nearly love day!!!!!! MY FAVE DAY AHHHHH#no bc. you have vday lovers and vday haters. i ignore the haters. no need to be bitter bc you’re single !#the ‘blocking every couple i see’ people are the ones who need the most love… within themselves first! ;)#like.#i’ve been single most valentines days and i was still always so happy like AWW ITS SO CUTE I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE IN LOVE#like it’s nice to see ppl in love!!! and love yourself!!!!! i’ve always loved to treat myself on previous vdays#like i’d get myself flowers for my room! or cute lil chocolates or something idk??#i love the decor everywhere?? in shops. restaurants. just outside in general. all those little red hearts and roses decorations everywhere#like hearts are my fave!!! and roses are my fave flower <333 plus i love the weather in feb likeeee i’m a summer baby but i just ❤️ winter#anyways. i think i love valentine’s day more than most ppl do but… it’s okay. i love it sm#like… people love halloween. or christmas. or whatever idk. but valentine’s day is where it’s at for me.#it’s just so ✨me✨ i think#celebrating love??? HECK YES. friends family partner anyone omg. just love one another ! we need more love!!!#it’s just PERFFFFECTTTT for a lovergirl like me to have an excuse to be extra mushy and cute HEHEHEHEH#i feel it’s ironic that a slightly moody n broody girl like me is so soft n gushy inside and loves vday. (according to mi amigos n my bf)#but!!! uggghhhhh it just brings out the soft in me DO U GET IT#i’m done. i yapped sorry#briar rambles
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i will NOT pick fights with my group members i will not i will not and i will ESPECIALLY not pick fights with the girl who’s both one of the leaders of the project and who i’ll probably be coworkers with next year i will have patience i am so chill and fine and secure and confident not at all going to explode
#peach rambles#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine there’s no need to get worked up over these little persistent annoyances#she’s nice she’s talented she’s hardworking she’s also. there is just Something i can’t put into words#i should not get bitter about her little quirks she’s human too it’s fine!!#even though sometimes communicating with her and the others like her is like trying to walk through a glass wall#i simply cannot reach them i have never been able to reach my peers she and her people are an in-group#and in-groups can tick you off so fast by failing to communicate or recognize you even though they’re just regular chill people#but they never look past their groups they’re in their own world but they’re trying to be polite still i can’t get mad#it turns me into the villain of the story bc i’m the mean annoying one who has negative feedback that shatters the fairytale world#i approach things differently and it doesn’t gel with how they approach things so they give me orders and i question those orders or argue#i’m the one causing problems with my own ideas but i don’t have a chorus of friends to back me up i’m alone in the fight#so i just look like i suck#auhhhiiihghhhh
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Last spur of the moment random thought post but I redeemed myself for my rude political call (I had to hang up fast bc i answered the phone in front of my entire family and didn’t want to talk about a voting plan) by answering another one and just saying yes to everything
#I’m still a little bitter about it because I told the guy I have a voting plan but he still asked me all the regular questions anyway and#there’s no way he didn’t hear all of the chatter in the background behind me#but yeah I get that it’s important and I’m sure getting info makes people more likely to vote but I’m one of those people where if you push#me too much to do something I don’t want to do it anymore#he did say about bringing another blue voter with me and it took everything in me to not say something smart about me being from a#republican town but it gave me an idea that maybe I could vote with my sister instead of my parents because I feel like my dad will hover#while I vote which is illegal but let’s be real small town voting centers do not give a fuck#they didn’t even ask me for my id when I voted the first time#autumn rambles
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okay i give up i cant write this pjo fic percy loves sally too much
#which is good! love that he loves his mom i think that’s so realistic#maybe i just need to do a re-read but i dont ever remember him being angry/bitter about it which. i do not understand#like i don’t need to understand it i just need to be able to write it but like. okay.#in those situations there is a lot of manipulation involved from the mothers side esp when the men are introduced to the kids young#so that part was easy like gabe prob smacked percy and sally was like im sorry hon next time just try to be more careful ok#but i have no idea how this didn’t lead into him resenting sally as he got older#esp since i don’t think he knew gabe was hitting her too so it’s not like he was putting up w gabe to physically protect his mom#which would be another issue in itself bc he’s literally 12#anyway this is all being said to reiterate that i still do have so many sally jackson thoughts even though this fic crashed and burned#shoutout to sally jackson your efforts as an accomplice to your child’s abuse will forever be tossed around in my mind#also while i’m here talking about her i need to talk about that scene in the pjo show where she told him off#so many ppl were tryna “um actually 🥸☝️” the entire thing by saying book sally would do the same cos she’s fiery in canon#which is so true sally did stand up to gabe#and i have no doubt she would have told him off in the book to#o#but i also have no doubt that she would have gotten the shit beat out of her for it later#it’s a double edged sword people who get abused aren’t 100 percent meek or 100 percent strong willed all the time#its an ugly little mix of everything and depending on the day some of the traits present more strongly than the others#ok i’m done in a fr way now
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i’m getting pavlov’d into being annoyed by good luck babe, not because i dislike the song or chappell roan herself but because i’ve seen such a weird amount of biphobic shit with that song. one video in particular that comes to mind is a tiktok where someone was jamming to it and the text on the video was like “going hard to this song as a lesbian who was used by the bi-curious girl for her sexuality and then dumped for a man.” what does that even mean.
#it’s been awhile since i’ve seen it so i’m paraphrasing a little tbf but. still. what does that mean.#that’s just dating. sometimes shit doesn’t work out and you end up with someone else it’s not that deep#when bi people do it though it’s a moral failure ig#like i get being bitter about your ex or your ex getting with someone new but. being bi has nothing to do with that i promise <3#i’m probably going to regret leaving reblogs on for this post bc no one can be normal about bi people but. 🙏
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once in a while i think about the steven peedee connie friendship trio that never was
#like do u see the vision..#it makes me so sad i know they probably didn’t know what to do w him in season 1 but fawkkkk#sometimes i wish they tried a little harder to include him#he feels so perfectly set up for a similar character arc as connie#with adventure forcing him out of his shell a little bit#they don’t need to be exactly alike either like i think he’d stay pretty serious/high-strung where connie became more independent#and outgoing#i’m so miserable every time i think of this. send me to the universe that contains the peedee cut !!!#that’s probably the universe cn didn’t fuck sugar over with Future too i bet. Figures…………#probably also the same universe su crit community imploded within the first week of its existence#so that Unnamed Rapist never got the opportunity to profit off their half-baked critique and ruin cartoon discourse for the next two decades#sorry perhaps i am still very bitter about much of what went down with this show
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